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Trista Mateer

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in fragments you remember the weight of it all

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Take this 🦇

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Hate how lighting a candle does wonders to my mood. Like wowwww. Grug like fire? Grug not sad anymore because Fire in Cave? Wow. Real predictable of Grug.

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"I wish cyberpunk had done, etc. I wish there was X ending, I don't feel like they explored XYZ enough"

BABE THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT. Cyberpunk, even as a tabletop game, revolved around the fact that there is ALWAYS something going on that you don't know about. The whole point of the series is that YOU CAN'T WIN. You, no matter how reknown you become, will be an insignificant cog in the big machinery that is night city, and you will die that way. The entire point is that there's no satisfying way to end it. There is no "good" or "happy" ending because THE WHOLE POINT OF THE SERIES IS HOW FUTILE TRYING TO BEAT THE SYSTEM IS. The most compelling thing about the series is that no matter what choices you make, you lose, and you've got to grapple with that to get to the ending that you consider the best possible outcome, and even then, you won't be happy.

There are no happy endings in Night City.

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When ur 12 hours into doing an apartment makeover ingame and suddenly dont like it anymore

Welp

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Mist: Never Die 01 (1 of 3) - mist XG

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me because I have an unhealthy addiction to characters being evil

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what is it v

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bitches be like "i love writing fanfiction" and then constantly second guess themselves because what if they're not good enough what if it's cringe what if no one likes it what if people laugh when they see it what if i mischaracterized someone what if i didn't tag it properly what if what if what if

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fucked up to me that some people dont let their pets on the furniture. you have this little guy in your house and youre not gonna let them sit on the couch with you? no kitty on the bed? incomprehensible.

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OC: Ívarr | Cyberpunk 2077 Don’t re-upload without credit.

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i wanted to be more actively creative this year and so far its not going well cos im Not Feeling Creative At All

started several sketches, abandoning them 5 lines in, stared at cyberpunk for hours trying to muster the energy to set up a VP shot before inevitably closing the game cos i just dont feel like it

im struggling in general i think, maybe losing my spark with cyberpunk a bit? idk i have a sneaking suspicion its cos my character is nowhere looking like i want her to look, yet at the same time wanting so badly to find my signature style in VP its hard when not everything is in place

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btw oc/canon fucks severely shout out to everyone who writes oc/canon

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Alright the first part of my jewellery switch is done, conch coinslot stack is now all silver and im feeling FANCY as fuck ngl

I spent way more money than i like to switch all my jewellery out but i try to keep in mind its an investment

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finally got around to making 1 of these template by @fiangrey, i made some minor adjustments in the info to make it fit better with her character