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Man, Cere had hair??
#emotionally devastated from everything that just happened and coping poorly#like DAMN that bit in the Vault was intense#Inquisitor cal feels so awful and wrong it’s also really intriguing and I’ve always loved AUs where people just become 1000x worse#so yeah got that to look forward to#the bits about the Zeffo’s fall are also SO fascinating what did you mean you were leading the last of your people ‘into the great unknown’?#the Unknown regions???#will we see more Zeffo stuff in Ahsoka since it’s almost certainly going to be set out there????#and then Trilla. yikes that flashback scene hit#i feel even worse for Ninth Sister now#au where the Inquisitors live and find closure healing and therapy after the war#ALSO TRILLA HAS THE HOLOCRON I DONT WANT HER ANYWHERE NEAR CHILDREN NOOO#star wars#sw jfo#sw jedi fallen order#star wars jfo#star wars jedi fallen order#jfo#jedi fallen order#jfo spoilers#jedi fallen order spoilers
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hey
if you're fantasizing abt using a mobility aid
you probably need a mobility aid
#disability stuff#cal thonks#just ordered myself a tall rollator bcuz insurance is being a little shit abt not giving me one thats for tall ppl fkmdmdd#but im looking forward to it#even the jank broken brakeless short weak one that i borrow from my sibling and they got from goodwill has fucking been lifechanging#so uh yeah
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eden x eri (pc)'s surprised daughter, cordelia!!!
she's a carbon copy of her momma but she has eden's loner tendencies HJREJHFBJERF
in all honesty, i wasn't planning on getting eri pregnant by eden but it happened anyways haha (<- purposefully turned on 'unfinished pregnancy content'). so might as well go with the flow. i'm already attached to sweet cordelia anyways ;;w;;; <3
#the next kids i have to draw are BW's and Eri's pups and yeah...im#im not looking forward to that#they got like 14 pups#i have to draw 14 kids#BHJERFBJHERFBJHEBJRHF#so let me indulge and dote on my granddaughter#shes so cute... uweh#i rlly love her design <- a pink haired lover#dol eden#eden the hunter#dol#dol related#degrees of lewdity#fan art#art#mine#my fan art#my art#dol pc#eri the orphan#dol lovechild#i suppose thats the best tag no?#HJRJFBHEJRBHFHBJERF#i gotta go back and retag all of the other ones then#eden x pc
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#fishman island#ch605#so i started reading bodas de sangre by federico garcia lorca#i'm on like a1s2 right now but by the time u see this i should be done with it#and i'm reading it in spanish. anyway my friend greek recommended it to me to read#its supposed to be about a guy who never got over his ex and then shows up at her wedding and starts a fight#so looking forward to that. its also got a flamenco movie adaptation that i am also watching with greek on#september uhhh 7th i think. yeah that sounds right#anyway its good so far if u were looking for. spanish play recommendations?
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I think you made me start shipping Marchil
Your posts got me thinking about their dynamic then I wrote a fic that was supposed to be platonic but midway through I realized it could actually be interpreted as romantic too and now I'm just sad about how little time they'll have together
First of all, you have a lovely icon, second, I’m so honored… I finally read Not a bad way to go and it was soo so good like. My god!!! Pre-canon is underused and you did so many interesting things with it.
It sounded like a cruel joke, that the one who needed her concern the most was also the one least interested in it.
^^^ go read it go read it
Chilchuck was drunk enough that he needed to hold onto the walls not to fall, but apparently still sober enough to remember emotional vulnerability was his worst enemy, as he made sure to avert her eyes and said: “Namari made me come talk to you ” to make it clear he wasn't being nice voluntarily.
Yeah.
“Of course I'm scared of dying.” He scoffed. Did she really think so little of him? “But if I could choose, I would want to die doing something I love, like drinking. Or maybe fucking,”
Maybe you wish you didn’t know but my new favorite HC because of this is that Chil dies yes prematurely not of liver failure though but during coitus. Especially if marchil, the thought of him busting a nut and his heart giving out makes me laugh so hard. My god. Lmao. Oh god. Lmfao. Worst day of her life
Marcille knew Chilchuck wasn't a kid, but she often struggled to take him seriously as an adult because he was just so adorable and small. In this moment, however, she saw them exactly for what they were, even if it was just a glimpse. A sheltered, naive little girl trying to tell a tired, much more experienced man how to live the rest of his life.
Standing ovation
She tried to find an explanation to give him, but she couldn't even find one for herself. Why would she miss him? He was just Chilchuck, her coworker, Chilchuck who was cold, aloof, sometimes crass, evasive, and even outright mean. He who was level headed, reliable, trustworthy, perceptive and clever. He who had the least time left, even in a best case scenario. “I guess that despite your best efforts, there's still a lot to like about you.”
This fic goes so hard, standing ovation pt 2
“I just think it's better if we don't get too close. Don't you agree?” “I… maybe” she said, uncertain as he didn't know how to feel about that. Caring about people would only hurt her in the wrong run, she knew that, but unfortunately she couldn't help it.
I looove how they can be read to be similar on this aspect. My hand clenching around my phone as I rear up to rant about Marcille and the way she does keep people at an arm’s length subconsciously again my god my goood. Obsessed with this obsessed with this, underused for marchil. Terrified of loss through death vs rejection duo I love youuu
Brilliant ending I’m in shambles. I’m not gonna spoil it
You get marchil so much you truly do. The way they mesh, the way their views on mortality clash and both soothe & bruise… He doesn’t have much time left even in best case scenario (which Mr I won’t eat well I’ll drink and smoke a lot I’ll stress all day every day is determined to not make happen) which makes it all the more meaningful for Marcille’s arc when she learns from him to finally enjoy the present moments… It’ll only be a fraction of her life, but to him he’s giving her the rest of his life. What are some decades of love worth? Worth it, surely, if nothing else
#My only nitpick is that canonically they rarely hang out after work and you wrote that they did it often but that’s lit the only thing#Chilchuck tims#dunmeshi memes#ask#I have friends big fans of the timeline where Chil is one of those who miraculously live to 70#Marcille is always bracing herself year after year to lose him and it just becomes anticlimatic#Chilchuck the old fart grumpy husband who REFUSES to die#I wanna write pre-canon marchil as well eventually…#Anyways i hope u don’t mind me putting ur fic on blast!! I liked it a lot and again i couldn’t be happier i made you like the ship#Or even write fic like omg… i hope you make more!! You got them down real well#Thank you for the ask and thank you for the content!!! Made my day. Bith when u sent it and when i rea the fic i was having a bad day#Like his dad WOULD say that. ‘I heard you crying what the fuck’ aughh they’re so so compelling pre canon oh my god#I looove ‘platonic or romantic you choose’ fics and tackling alcoholic Chil is an instant like. The 1 flirty line was a nice treat#Marchil union is brainstorming Coraline AUs btw they all go so hard I’m looking forward to that wave#Tried to keep this a lil more composed than the ao3 comments I make lmaoo but yeah know that i’d do rabid keysmashes about it#‘You’re easy to love despite it all/even if you try to make it hard to’ is such a core of marchil
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A "dtiys" is a "draw this in your style" challenge! I think I'd pick a panel or a few panels for it.
Or, I could just make it a fanart contest, where you could draw/write/create anything!
I've seen other comic artists do this, but what do you think?
Also, if you have prize suggestions/interests, do please let me know! I've got some ideas but there's no better way to offer what people would want other than to ask!
#i always feel bad even thinking about things like this idk#but it always looks fun...#for prizes I could offer books#merch#or a drawing#not sure what else though haha#been doin crazy bad mentally recently though.#not cause of med stuff#just life#it happens#but yeah so it's got me thinking abojt things#and made me realize...#i really want fanart!!! LOL#no im joking#i mean im not but these are unrelated#but no i was thinking about return#and how webtoon absolutely will NOT advertise me#and so i want to do something to entice people to help me advertise it#cause i know return is going to feel very lonely#and it's making me postpone it#but a contest or event around it would really give me something to look forward to!#so#anyways
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Does this hurt? (Patreon)
Bonus:
I love surfacetable.txt <3
#Doodles#W. D. Ghoster#If it was anyone other than him.... But it /is/ him that's the thing#Backing up a bit lol - in doing some Surface Tests to make sure everything's going well (It is! No errors popped! :D) I got curious#Y'know wanting to compare to see how many animations or elements make up a surface! It's interesting! And fun!#And then discovering that certain very rare animations can be seen again without resetting or reinstalling or what have you hehe <3#I've already seen those they're not a spoiler they're just harder to come by - I want to appreciate and admire them a bit longer!#Which was all well and fine and good and dandy and not a problem until I was idly clicking through not really paying attention to what#I've still never punched Ghoster - I haven't even played with my Neutral Run in a while I just want to keep petting him#So I hadn't seen the animation(s) - haven't sought them out haven't even really looked too much into screenshot of#It was very startling! I was worried!! I immediately went to check my stats and indeed I ''hadn't'' punched him - 1000+ Pets and no Punches#But... I saw it happen#He doesn't know because it was Just An Animation - him Just A Ghost - but I saw it I experienced it I was there for it#Yes that first time it was an accident but in grabbing these gifs I did it again on purpose#(How's my cursor acting btw lol)#There's a bit of Flowey about it all - made me wonder if Ghosts could ever be programmed to ''know'' a Surface Test happened#Really - if it were any other Ghost than his I probably wouldn't be thinking about it so much - but by nature of who he is...#So yeah anyway I stopped after this - no more spoilers for me#I'll look elsewhere for reference for now - I still want to experience his routes fairly blind haha#Oh and a bonus surfacetable.txt ♥ Yay ♥ I was so excited for that haha I love renaming things!#I couldn't figure out why certain captions were overlapping for a bit - figured it out by comparing the Hunter/Smoker table lol#Picking things up in tiny little pinches! Every little step forward! Doing!
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And here she actually is
*jazz hands*
an actual sprite for Emi, if you can believe it
Smushed together from different bits and pieces thanks to @alchemivich's assets. Hair is from pngimg with a CC BY-NC 4.0 license, I'll put the link in the replies.
Thanks to Deuce, random dormless background student, Cater, Azul and random Styx scientist for their contributions for making this happen.
Tagging @scint1llat3 @diodellet @moonyasnow @bibi-cha
If anyone else would like to tagged for Emi stuff, please let me know!
You can find more information on my yuusona Emi here on the masterlist.
#ner talks#ner makes#twisted wonderland#twst oc#twst yuusona#emi lind#ngl I'm really proud of this one#like sure I'm sure there would've been easier ways to do some of the things I did#considering the amount of time I spent on this#(I mean also like the fact that she's got ears in there which I didn't even need in the end oof)#(but guess she's ready for if I ever fiddle with her in the future?)#and yeah sure the hair doesn't match twst's style#and sure I could change the shoes and fiddle with a few other details but honestly#this most certainly does the job#(plus like beggars can't be choosers so this well represents what she might be wearing when first arriving)#this kinda makes me wanna pick up some photo manip course or something ngl#also I really hope I managed to make the birth marks look like birthmarks instead of pimples oof#look forward to finding random stray pixels and other nonsense once I post this#but looking at the physical description post I did of her earlier I *think* I got all the major things
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In your Luke Raises Rey au, does Leia ever forgive her father? (Also anakin saying he still loves Leia after she says she isn't calling him Dad is incredibly sweet.)
Also does Ben ever actually fully turn to the dark side? I think it would be super interesting to see a lightsaber fight Between him and Rey when he tries to take down Luke's training.
have so many questions haha.
haha u opened a can of worms here bc i LOVE talking abt leia and her super complicated family feelings and grief and whatnot <3 <3 <3
I think forgive's a very strong word to use around anivader loll -- ESPECIALLY with leia. i mean. he literally tried to torture her and was semi-responsible in the genocide of her planet (and genocide of her other ppl, if she started identifying w the jedi!) and countless other crimes like he's done some Heinous shit (and not even in the anakin's fun sexy warcrimes way just the straight up evil warcrimes) and they're not the kinda actions you forgive.
but forgiveness isn't the only path forward! I do think she makes peace w him -- or more what he is and what he is to her. like yes, he was her birth father but no that doesn't change anything about her, she's not evil, she can still be luke's sister without having the same relationship to their heritage. bail organa's still her actual father in every way that matters and she realises nothing about anivader's existence can change that
she can't go full jedi and let go of all the anger in her heart -- she's not luke, she can't make that ultimate peace or find any good in vader -- but I do think she does manage to let go of enough anger that she's not holding that unhealthy burning hate in her chest 24/7. it can't help her now; he's dead. so yeah, its not forgiveness, but it's something
and i think the skywalkers deserve nice things so no, Ben's not going evil or trying to obliterate the academy!! let the poor jedi live!!!!!! he's just a bit of an emo with very questionable taste in men. the knights of ren is just his space discord server or smthn
#sorry idk if this makes any sense but the gist is: no she cant forgive him but she can still move forward without the total anger#tbh idk if luke 'forgives' vader in the strictest sense of the word either#he's just got a very different situation to leia bc he had an aunt and uncle and this ghost of a father his whole life so there was a Gap#and between that and luke's general hope/abiltity to find the good his making peace looks a lot more like forgiving#thanks for the ask!#it's a nice idea that she could and they'd all be a family but while anakin/vader is one of my top faves of all time#i can't woobify him like that and say 'yeah hes fine! leia could forgive him!!' nah nah#he did too much to be forgiven loll even if she can understand that he was semi-manipulated to the dark#he still did all that evil and saving luke doesnt make up for that
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Been playing a lot of Cult of the Lamb lately, here’s an art of my in-game polyamorous genderfucky Butch Wife, Witness Bathin 💜
#cult of the lamb#witness bathin#artists on tumblr#fan art#new hyperfixation unlocked everyone say thank you bamsara#don’t worry I’ll still make other stuff#I’ve got an animatic for the Linda Cypher au in the works so look forward to that#I’ve just. You know. Also been gaming#would anyone be interested in watching streams of me gaming? been thinking of starting a new save file for that…#I’ve been having a blast and I wanna share that!!#as someone who is genderfucky poly and pan I love that this is a game that says poly rights#I finally beat Narinder and I’m like Hell Yeah#he was an instant convert too he’s so impressed by how well I’m running the cult it’s insane#haven’t married him in the game yet because like. we’re immortal. I wanna see where this slow burn tsundere storyline is going#but he’s still wearing the wedding dress#I love that Narinder can wear the wedding dress even before he’s married even though usually only spouses get to wear that#imma draw him next probably#or maybe my in game surrogate kids and grandkids? Maybe both!#my in game daughter got mcfuckin murdered and I revived her immediately buuuuuut I kinda wanna draw a comic of her meeting Narinder#also I FINALLY replaced my stylus tip so HOPEFULLY there’ll be a lot more art incoming!!#anyway#looney mooney rants#mooneyart#looney mooney art
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After many years, guess who decided to try their hand at bookbinding again?
That's right, me! And of course I chose I giant of a fic, because I am nothing if not ambitious XD. I think it's 3 inches or more thick, and came to a whopping 1088 pages! The fic is Count Your Blessings by @madmothmadame , a Founders Era Tobirama centric fic and I cannot recommend it enough <3 <3 <3
My cover fabric and end paper are pretty simple, one part because I thought it suited the story, one part because I had them on hand, and one part because I'm a raw beginner and that's about as good as I could manage XD
It took a lot of waffling on my part (graphic design is NOT a great skill of mine) but overall I ended up really happy with how the title page came out - if I had the artistic skill to paint/draw it or the supplies to transfer it, this would have gone on the cover as well. Alas, for now it shall remain inside only.
A little detail that gave me some grief, as I waffled on font style and size a bit, but ultimately I'm really pleased with it - I used a plum blossom branch as the scene break throughout the book. If you've read the fic, you probably know why I picked that particular image for this and the title page ;)
I realized after printing that some of my paper had gotten a bit aged, even though it was stored in the printer. I wasn't about to waste the paper, ink and time for a reprint though, so I left it. Since the book is for me, little things like that are no bother. I was just glad I didn't fuck up in the printing or signature sewing order X'D
I included the authors notes from the end of each chapter as a bonus section at the end, so they'd be preserved with the story but not breaking up the flow of reading the book ^_^
Final view, this time from the spine - think I left the gap a little to wide between the cover boards and spine but eh, again this is just for me and only my third binding ever (and certainly the largest! XD) so I'm still really pleased overall.
A very fun experience, and I'm looking forward to my next re-read of the story, where I'll be doing it with my very own chonky boi version held in my hands :3
#viv18art#bookbinding#naruto#tobirama#count your blessings#really glad I decided to bind this fic#it was just as fun as I remembered#except better because I have a good printer now#so I could do that at home and not have it buggered up like it was for ayem#also had the bonus of a binder kicking the bucket at work last week#so I had the opportunity to scavenge the boards#made the cover part easier for me for sure#I've kinda got the binding bug now#this project went so well imperfections and all#and SO much faster than I thought#like it took me... I dunno three weekends and a bit?#I spent more time figuring out the formatting than anything#once I was on to the physical portion the project just flew#it was great#very looking forward to the next one#and I have so many fics I'd love to bind <3#best part is even if it takes me a bit to get stuff for the cover#I can make the text blocks whenever and just have them ready#I mean of course I like to do it all at once#but sometimes needs must#and the text block part is my fave part anyways soooo#yeah#new hobby unlocked methinks
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sorry for disappearing from tumblr for 3 months without saying anything but im back now :> hiiiiiii :> ill ramble a bit abt why i was gone in the tags. anyway yay hi guys :> good evening :> hows everyone doing :>
#i really do feel bad... i was originally just taking a few days off to catch up on assignments#but i got convinced the internet was poisoning my brain m i got super scared of coming back online for some reason i couldnt really identif#then i realized it was one of my classic attempts to self isolate to solve all my problems when all it actually was is self sabatoge.#many such cases!#so much has happened but also literally nothing has happened at all. crazy#youd think all that time not on tumblr would have made me more productive but it didnt. i just napped and wallowed.#i wish i could come back with more art or something but i lowkey got nothing. but im working on several things yay!! look forward to it#on the bright side i think i recognize the impulse a bit better now and im trying to stop shutting myself off from any kind of community#u know how it is when its almost ur birthday and u realize that time keeps passing and if u keep living the way u are -#- ur never going to be happy? yeah.#so im probly going to be a bit chattier online or at least try to be. im trying to live my life less afraid of everything in many ways#angel.txt
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The full käärijä stickers project + bonus stickers
Concept sketches; 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th update ; Bätman, Fashionista
Stickers in order of when they were done being rendered;
June > 1 (CCC), 2 (ICIP), 3 (Pocket Size), 4 (Mr. WW)
July > 5 (Kiitos)
August > 6(häärijä), 7(PR), 8(Stay Hydrated), 9(Bätmän), 10(Fashionista)
September > 11 (Väcätion), 12 (Are You?), 13 (Honorary Slovene), Bonus 1+2 (Voittaja + Kiss Your bros)
It has been exactly four months after first publicly sharing my idea of this insane project of making a 13-piece sticker set as a tribute to the man that won my heart at this year's eurovision. Four months and many hours sketching, rendering, deleting and re-rendering art to get to this point.
What a journey this has been: starting more or less after eurovision I can honestly say I have grown through this process and I might have been frustrated at times but all in all I've enjoyed the journey especially since it has involved all you wonderful kääryleet. Your comments and happy tags has get me through even the toughest of days and kept me motivated to finish this project.
From the bottom of my heart thank you for staying with me through it all :'D I probably won't stop making käärijä fanart so this is not a goodbye. It is more of a proof to myself that with the right support and drive, you can even finish the most insane of projects
Love you all and I hope you like this series as much as I do <3
Also if somebody is nerdy like me here's the list of the stickers by popularity at time of rercording (September 28 2023);
14. Paidaton Riehuja (orange); 42 notes
13. A Wild Häärijä appeared (yellow); 44 notes
12. Stay Hydrated (teal); 46 notes
11. Fäshiönistä (pink); 47 notes
10. Are You? (white); 53 notes
9. Pocket sized (purple); 55 notes
8. Gig stickers (the bonus ones); 71 notes
7. Cha Cha Cha (green) 83 notes
6. It's Crazy It's Party (purpleblue); 86 notes
5. Kiitos (red); 88 notes
4. Bätmän (black); 92 notes
3. Mr. World Wide (blue); 101 notes
2. Väcätion Mode: On (peach); 114 notes
Honorary Slovene (group hug); 140 notes
#you have no idea how much I've looked forward to this moment :'D#so yeah I got sappy under the line x'D#whoops#käärijä stickers#häärijä#käärijä crew#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#kris gustin#jan peteh#nace jordan#jure maček#bojan cvjetićanin#joker out#esc#esc23#my own art
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my 5-course meal
the skin around my nails
3 ibuprofens
2 prozacs
cereal i'm already tired of
lukewarm milk
#melonposting#when i got groceries on sunday i was like ok.. i don't wanna cook this week so it's just gonna be simple... milk and cereal and bread...#but i've eaten all my bread and i'm sick of the cereal (and it's my only food)#it's literally just been milk and cereal and bread since sunday morning. eeugh#and it's captain crunch guys. it's good the first time and then you hate it. it's so sweet#but i don't wanna waste more money on food... auugh...#sigh. i'm gonna 1) finish this stupid box of stupid cereal 2) get pizza for dinner 3) get more groceries tomorrow#hell world. but at least i get to look forward to pizza#<- yeah no wonder i've been having insomnia & headaches since sunday. it's not just the punk rock concert. it's also this terrible diet lol
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#probably my last sunny walk at home :(#keeeeellll meeeee#i think one of the things i hate about going back to uni is not being able to experience autumn and winter at home like i used to#it’s weird because i’ve always loved them and considered them my favourite seasons.#but last year (and now this year) i’m realizing that oh! i think it’s because i got to come home after a long day and be in a safe familiar#space. and at uni everything is still a bit unfamiliar and not very comforting so the long cold days get so much harder#but i will surviveeeeeee#counting on gilmore girls to get me through it!! and also love is blind s7. i LOVE having things to look forward to every week it makes tim#fly by so fast. last yr every friday night was reserved for me and i ate frozen pizza or takeout and/or my favourite snacks and#watch my comfort films :( i cooked a lot those nights too 2 save money but yeah. it was rlly nice to have that comfy safe time to myself#i think it rlly got me thru uni.#ik it’s gonna be so hard to get back into a routine but im trying to tell myself that i need to like. focus on the basics first. adulting#can be so hard & i wanna do everything at once! i wanna b perfect in all areas. always do my hobbies. etc etc but i#i couldnt even get out of bed to make myself meals sometimes 💔 so i need to like remember if i don’t journal or read a whole book in a day#not the end of the world. and most importantly i need to be EATING and staying active and SLEEPING FIRST and foremost cause then hopefully#i won’t feel like a zombie.#okay anyways.#feeling sad feeling tired feeling unmotivated but also feeling a teensy bit excited for finally BEING ALONE!!!!#i have my cardiologist appt tmrw so maybe that’s why i feel so yuck also. just thinking abt it makes me wanna throw up#i hope everything goes well#anyways bye bye#♡ dear diary…
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Went to Frank Gehry's Disney Concert Hall! It was so awesome to see in person!!
#frank gehry#i was super looking forward to seeing this i was so hyped#just walking around the you walk up and down and in the waves and its super cool theres even two outdoor amphitheatres hidden in them#and the walls are so cool!#and i even went inside but none of the pics turned out ok#but its cool its very orange inside#seeing it in person was so great tho this trip has been so cool#i have been nerding out so much lol#but yeah in person its just great#also theres a store area that had some of the chaurs he designed and i got a pin of the building so i can wear it around#talks
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