#so yeagh this one was for me
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guys hear me out. what if guy.... was animal
#martzipan#nagito komaeda#i was GONNA play around with other species but csp and my tablet decided to collaborate on debilitating lag#it was so bad. there was like a half second of input delay. it was so so bad#idk what's going on with that. but i sure as hell wasn't gonna keep drawing with that#so i finished/colored these n then. was done#leucism is the friend of anyone wanting to anthropomorphize komaeda. any beast can be pale now#if he were to be a canine he'd be some fucked up desert dog for SUREEEE#maned wolves fit that. plus they have those WILDDD limbs and naturally keep their tails basically tucked between their legs#incredibly komaeda-coded animal#honestly shoulda made the limbs even longer. exaggeration weee#was gonna play with a hare and a possible hyena and maybe even a secretary bird...#maybe even try to assign hinata some animals if i had the energy..#but alas. tablet said Fucka You and i was not gonna learn to anthropomorphize that many animals with lag that bad. Hell No#every now and again the little furry that lives in my head BEGSSS me to draw smth anthro#and i go 'ok little buddy here you go. eat up'#so yeagh this one was for me
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movie night
#This piece is dedicated to the scene in EVERY FUCKING PRE RESCAS FREEHOUN FIC where they watch the thing or something#and then they KISS during the credits <- this part is not in every fic but in my heart 🧡#tbqh idk if I like this or nawt but whatever I'm tired of it sitting in my files. Gordon's cute at least#anyway#gordon freeman#barney calhoun#freehoun#half life#hl#my art#id in alt text#Barney and Gordon on the worlds smallest shittiest couch in the dark what will happen……. tee..hee….#I feel the need to clarify also they’ve seen the thing like one morbillion times. but they react like it’s the first time everytime#They watched this together back when they first met and Barney was like. ‘ur so fuchs lol’ and Gordon was like ‘yeah well you’re Mac’#and then the scene in the thiokol skidozer happened and they both got really quiet#<- joke for me mostly . But if you know . Yeagh#I want to rewatch the thing so bad now goddamnitttttttt#euuaagghhhhhhhhhhhh
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thinking about saiura
#my art#saiki k#tdlosk#saiki no psi nan#the disastrous life of saiki k#saiki kusuo#aiura mikoto#mikosai#saiura#i like them as friends more often but...an impulse came over me idk what happened . ..#i got an anon a couple days ago saying they liked my mikosai arts even tho i . didnt mean for those 2 be ship arts#so this one goes out to you#usually i dont like it when ppl tag my stuff as ship but i had a change of heart#(btw those other arts are still intended as platonic/ friendship stuff but i'm making an exception just this once)#anyway. no one probably wanted to listen 2 all that but yeagh#more recent art but not really. i really tried to do like have a bunch of arts on queue type deal but it didnt work . like at all.#anyway peace and love
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played pmd:eos and lets be so for real. no one including myself is surprised at who i formed an attachment to.
#pokemon#pkmn#pmd eos#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd explorers of sky#dusknoir#grovyle#celebi#futuretrioshipping#sal art#big polite dude who is a little evil and also gay. yeah no i was doomed from the start#doesnt help that hes a ghost type which is one of my two fave types#like dont get me wrong#not only is the whole future crew great. the Entire Cast is great#HOWEVER. this guy..........................................yeagh#first one was experimenting with some new brushes btw so the coloring is ? weird
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Still very wild to me when people try to gotcha Jason with the whole "if you can kill other people for being evil why can't they kill you" when jason is like. One of the most passively suicidal characters I've ever seen. What if man
#augh i dont want to cw this because im just talking about The Character and i feel bad when i do it for characters but i probably should#suicide mention#ask to tag#while im here i do absolutely believe hes been suicidal since jaybin times. maybe even before just in different ways. but like#going into that building with shelia? yeah#now. i DONT think he was aware of it and if youd ask him hed say no fully believing thats the truth#but like if a ghost jaybin had some introspection time i think he'd maybe eventually be like yeah#his outcomes to him were have a loving parent or die and hes a very big fan of ultimatums like that.#but he doesn't fully see it like that as jaybin because oh hes a hero and saving others when no one else can is what heros do :)#ramble. ivee been feeling it lately yknow how it is#ive once saw a post saying jason was planning to die after the joker was dead in utrh and yeagh i can see that#he puts A BOMB in his HELMET#suicidal characters in the context of hero stories are so fascinating to me. the self sacrifice.#the not caring about your own safety as long as you save someone else. the pushing yourself#the way itd be so easy to make it look like they just fell in battle. to be considered a hero in the end#anyway ive been glancing at suicidal jason todd fics. how bad is it that im still getting mad about characterization#because theyre not killing him right#AND ANOTHER THING. since im here and i try to avoid making posts about The Character like this so might as welk get it all out#think about suicidal jaybin as well as the fact 80s bruce very much considered suicidal people/people attempting like#weak and lazy? yells at them? i think thats about it. Very Much. je seems to straight up just hate them#again very much feel free to ask me to tag this one ^-^'#and i hope no one thinks im being callous here im very worried about that. i just its a very important part of his character to think about#and its fun to explore as someone who is passively suicidal myself#jason todd analysis#anyway no one look at me i am in my corner just rotating him#WAIT to clarify i dont think jaybin fully realized Just becauceof the heros sacrifice thing. i made it sound like that i believe#anyway. if you read him as suicidal since jaybin times and go to ditf with that lens like i did. well. the post death victim blaming..
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I listen to The Red Gate by 1000 eyes for the hit game signalis and I try not to ugly cry about it
#WHY IS THIS SIGNALIS SONG IN PARTICULAR THE ONE THAT GETS ME#man just. the way it ends abruptly. the thing reaching out to you is cut off from you.#it ends right as the radio screeching starts swelling and to me!!! that is Ariane!!!#she’s calling to you#Elster#in the only way she can now#it’s just so good. it’s got that vibe of exploration and danger#you’re going to pass through into the unknown!!! no turning back you can’t now#you’re being summoned#maybe it’s not that idk I should see when it pops in game#but yeagh#lynx rambles
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Headcanon: Chilchuck and his Bad Takes on Literature
i think chilchuck would be like my mom in the sense that he wouldnt like sad stories. dont get me wrong, cautionary tales? absolutely fine. they serve a purpose to him which is to tell people "dont be an idiot and do this or else something bad will happen"
generally sad or angsty stories though? no point to him, and in his perspective its really confusing how people just read things that make them sad. like whats the use of reading something if its just gonna make you sad. whats the lesson? its not even real so it doesnt help anyone.
whats the point in making yourself cry when you could just avoid that entirely by not reading it at all?
but the one of the biggest reasons why sad stories exist is to let you release all the built up grief in you. to send you something to let out all your emotions in a healthy way. catharsis. empathy.
even when i dont relate to the tragic experiences in some stories, several ones ive read have lead me to realize that im in a bad situation or that im following in the footsteps of the character suffering. its like a wake up call.
and making yourself cry isnt inherently a bad thing. if crying allows you to let go of building pressure and tension in you then thats good!
but chil wouldnt see that. of course he wouldnt, hes avoidant of most situations that would allow him to release emotion, and fearful of letting his mature (read: repressed) persona slip.
hes someone that runs away to quick comforts and distractions at the earliest sign of issue. hes already been in too many horrifying situations, dealing with another is a pain. and he knows denying everything and refusing to look at the situation doesnt help, but it definitely provides a quick and easy happiness in the comfort of ignorance.
because of this, reading something made to make one empathize with and confront these bad emotions is defeating the point of his cowering. if he faces his issues, even if only through the perspective of a story, he'd have to deal with acknowledging that things are bad and need fixing, and he'd feel terrible and guilty in the moment - which of course is the worst thing that could happen to a person (his thought, not mine).
which is why i find the concept of him being/becoming a tragedy himself at the same time as this headcanon soooo interesting. imagine the irony of him bashing on the protagonists of tragic stories for acting on emotion and impulse rather than logic, when he himself has fallen victim to irrational thinking while in grief.
cause... thats what people do when they grieve. they lash out, make bad decisions, ruin themselves, ruin others.
for a tragedy to be prevented, the protagonists would have to change fundamental parts of themselves, and act perfectly rational when under extreme stress. and chilchuck holds himself to these kinds of unrealistic standards because he unwittingly believes he can handle it all.
he cant, obviously. we see it for ourselves in his relationship with his wife. they were doomed from the beginning by chils already-established avoidance and lack of emotional vulnerabiltiy (and whatever else his wife had going on).
this is all just to say that if you told him about orpheus and eurydice, he'd probably be one of those idiots trying to point out the "plot hole" that he couldve "just not looked back" and "just trusted her"
i dont understand. whats the point in reading tragedies? the protagonist is stupid, anyways. why would you take bitter medicine? why subject yourself to that?
i think its just a bad story.
#EDIT : SORRY THAT THERES NO PICTURES BY THE WAY I COULDNT BE BOTHERED TO LOOK FOR APPROPRIATE ONES IM SORRY!!!#hi. i wrote meta on accident#THIS WAS MEANT TO BE PART OF A JOKE BUT THEN I JUST KEPT GOING AND GOING AND I FORGOT TO MAKE THE JOKE PART OF IT SO NOW ITS 100% SERIOUS#to be fair i was always serious but i intended for it to be presented as a joke#this took me like 3 hours to write god help me#i did this instead of doing my homework. im toast#anyways. hi yes. chilchuck is a hypocrite#feel free to discuss about this cause i find it really interesting. theres layers to this mans hypocrisy HHSDHASHDDH#my fascination with chils avoidance like ive talked about above is the main motivation for tragedy au actually#imagine a world where he gets what he wants. he can change the narrative change himself and prevent anything that could possibly go wrong#and dream up a fantasy world where he can let go of all responsibility and his avoidant behavior has no consequences#id talk more about it but also im really sleepy and should be working so ill leave you with this for now#im... i gotta tag this man i worked too hard on it#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#yeagh. yeah!
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Really Normal Haru Fan anon is here. i just spent the equivalent to 120 bucks on the kaiju no 8 gachapon in my town to get hoshinas fuck ass. i was squatting down praying to get hoshina so bad!!!!!!! anyways i loge your art as always have a wonderful and un nose-blocked life! ❤
oh i am shaking your hand about gacha luck
I tried the rubber keychain gacha at japan and the US when it came here and uh. I got like, 5? renos? He just, kept appearing. I have so many. Literally every single friend i know who even remotely likes kn8 was handed a reno.
(he's real cute but i do not need 5 renos)
ANYWAYS BEST OF LUCK!! with gacha n stuff!! (nd also maybe your nose, from th context of your msg)
#enn talks#haru eizaki (oc)#i have no room to talk. i have resorted to purchasin keychains in sets by the box ghdjshgjg#i have a full set of the colored bg ones#theyre real cute but GOD#the amount of money i am spending.#i am a grown ass adult and i am spending it on purchases tm#anyways#i got a lil merch corner. i live in my own place. i can do this now#also we dont have a ton of kn8 stuff at cons in my area so i am resorting to feedin myself#which is. uh. makin my own stuff. and also buyin n shipping stuff in which is uh#pricy#my friend in japan lets me send shit to her house sometimes and MAN I FEEL SO BAD#anyways yeagh. no one ever seems to get hoshina lmao#i should stop writing here and actually go finish doing my other things so i roll off for now
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I don't know how to explain for the kin thing, but the paint boo's from Mario Sunshine. Just the head empty no thoughts must float
no need to explain bc I understand 100%
ohh to be these silly creachurs...... wait I already am.. pointing to my main boo sona
and they look like stoners (just like me fr!!!!!!!!!!!!! HSGDFJHFD)
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did you watch (hfj)one. one opinions. one ship opinions
YEEESSSS i love one ,,,, genuinely i think its probably one of my favourite osc just of all time . uhhh as for ships ,,,,,, sodascentpack outsold infinitely ; theyre sooo fascinating to me god theyre so dependent on eachother . like ESPPP after the ending its just So. Ya Know.
#also lairy is. fascinating to me#i dont ship it per se but god i wanna study them so bad#its very one-sided tawa mi ... airy being infatuated w/ the first guy hes been able to Actually Interact With for god knows how long#vs bryce being like ???? KILL YOURSELF WHATS WRONG WITH YOU ?#its so unhealthy for everyone involved. beautiful. 10/10. dare i say the fandom doesnt get it like i do.#mmm ok im rambling. nodding . yeagh thats my thoughts on one .:3#twig.txt#?.txt#speaking.mp4
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Me deslumbras, me derrumbas
alt versions below (minor blood warning)
#please just ignore this if you follow me for hetalia#their duo/ship name is wódka (or inkiewicz)#inka#wódkiewicz#inkiewicz#🐋#🐟#🐬#🥃☕#oc art#original character#art#yeagh idk what else to say!!!!#theres so many things wrong with this#but im super sick and dont feel like rendering this#so its messy. sorry#by the way the one in the dress isnt a girl!!#and the one in the suit isnt a guy (probably?????)#🐠#<- dedicated to you
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Why dis bitch so bard to make him work
Anyways, um, yeah, happy 8 years release to this guy and AM lmao-
#ally's ocs#original character#gijinka#OC: Prophesy One#OC: Amazing Mightyyyy!!!!#Every so often I do wonder how did some songs even get it's name... This is basically just misspelled prophecy +1#Of course. I don't think it's as strange as some (some of the fuckers with long ass titles in Chuni) but yeagh :V#Next time you saw me draw this guy in color he might have a darker shirt lmaoo :VV#Anyways. Currently grinding thru FV in Arcaea#This might actually gimme the motivation to work on the last half of them.....
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GRAHHHHHHHHHHHH
#i hate having feelings sometimes#no cuz like wdym#bestie you were in a relationship like nearly two months ago#YOU DON’T NEED ANOTHER ONE THIS EARLY#DON’T START ACTING LOVESICKKKKK#hmehgdjshdhj#no crush though just. the urge to hug and kiss someone#which i am doing. but not#in the way i wish#if that makes any fucking sense#i miss being in a relationship yallsers#this is rhe breakup hitting me nearly two months later#good lord#AND I FEEL SO BAD#still besties with my ex though love her to bits <333/platonically ofc#but yeagh#thoughts in the void#personal
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i am soooo so close to changing my name to mack irl i keep going to like. write in on the front of my books & stuff. i made a zine of band recs which i wrote 'made by mack!' on & kinda forgot abt it & then gave one to one of my friends like. whoops hahah ignore that lol. & i use it as like a kahoot nickname or whatever & most of my friends know its my stagename & its the name on my home email adress i sent someone something from once & its on the back of my notebook which i write in at school all the time (even though it has lesbian doctor who stickers on it lol) like hnhgnhgn i like mack! as a name!! but the idea of asking anyone irl to call me that. scary.
#do other countries have kahoot. i think ist an american site but irrelevant#like so often i want to introduce myself as mack to new people but 1) i'm scared it would feel like lying and 2) scared i have to tell them#its not /reallllllllly/ my name and. yeagh. idk.#what if they call me mack in front of someone who doenst know that. what then#ANYWAYS#hello my one irl on this site. if you see this. yeah i dunno man#like i dont even Dislike my name that much. i just like mack better
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so sad when someone is a very funny person but has terrible opinions on your favorite media and/or characters. get well soon 😔
#this post is about the kh character popularity poll...#i skimmed through it just to see the results and intended to listen to the commentary later but. i dont think i can man#i caught the entirety of skuld's section... yeagh#i stopped joining the streams ages ago bc of how constantly lexaeus and vexen were used as the butt of jokes about bad/unlikable charas#and it was starting to bug me but like. that's lexaeus. no one has good takes about him because no one reads the supplemental material-#that being the character file and the days secret report- where 60% of his personality “depth” comes from#people with bad takes on him are a compromise I can make. but do not slander the good name of skuld or union cross#okay to be fair he mostly just said she has no personality and is easily replaceable but the joke of saying her name and then skipping to#the next person on the list and then going back saying “alright fine I'll talk about skuld” didn't feel great#HER PERSONALITY SECTION ON KHWIKI IS EMPTY BECAUSE NO ONE EDITING IT KNOWS KHUX CHARACTERS!!! my telekinesis throws everything aroundtheroo#pretty sure this was his take about most mobile game characters. i probably like them so much because theres something in the water here#zero understanding about why anyone voted for baldr... this also happened with data sora#anway it's 1:30 in the morning#appreciation for serious characters who bring hardworking vibes to the table that everyone calls boring. putting axel in a glue trap.#goodnight#bluejay chirpin
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Can I say that Jason let's himself be forged into a weapon so he can be can be held
#last blorbo post of the night i prommy. i hauve thoughts about hjm#becoming too lethal and heavy of a weapon that no one wants to use him after making it all that he is#i am so close to shoving appetite of a people pleaser in my jason todd playlist. at first i fully denied. copycat was enough and appetite#is a different branch of that tree#but man. man.#cat standing on hindlegs image#he has to feel useful. hes so used to having to help to take care of to do#and obviously. bruce basically adopting him to be robin. and *gestures vaguely to all of bruce*#i just want him to be allowed to be a child i just want him to be held i just want him to be loved and not having to do anything for it#or feeling like he can only get it if hes Useful somehow#tge modern comics may destroy me i thibk#anyway. good night#honk shoe mimimi or whatever#ive seen posts recently about the parentification of jason (mostly in regards to fanon) and man. man.#they have fully entered my beliefs yeagh#sits on the floor holding cigarette loosly in hand image
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