#so yeagh this one was for me

[mars-ipan]

guys hear me out. what if guy.... was animal

[arolegos]

the father who stepped iup ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[halflifebutawesome]

movie night

[bbq-potato-chip]

thinking about saiura

[daisybell-on-a-carousel]

Still very wild to me when people try to gotcha Jason with the whole "if you can kill other people for being evil why can't they kill you" when jason is like. One of the most passively suicidal characters I've ever seen. What if man

[mesopelagos]

played pmd:eos and lets be so for real. no one including myself is surprised at who i formed an attachment to.

[lynxfrost13]

I listen to The Red Gate by 1000 eyes for the hit game signalis and I try not to ugly cry about it

[feelo-fick]

Headcanon: Chilchuck and his Bad Takes on Literature

i think chilchuck would be like my mom in the sense that he wouldnt like sad stories. dont get me wrong, cautionary tales? absolutely fine. they serve a purpose to him which is to tell people "dont be an idiot and do this or else something bad will happen"

generally sad or angsty stories though? no point to him, and in his perspective its really confusing how people just read things that make them sad. like whats the use of reading something if its just gonna make you sad. whats the lesson? its not even real so it doesnt help anyone.

whats the point in making yourself cry when you could just avoid that entirely by not reading it at all?

but the one of the biggest reasons why sad stories exist is to let you release all the built up grief in you. to send you something to let out all your emotions in a healthy way. catharsis. empathy.

even when i dont relate to the tragic experiences in some stories, several ones ive read have lead me to realize that im in a bad situation or that im following in the footsteps of the character suffering. its like a wake up call.

and making yourself cry isnt inherently a bad thing. if crying allows you to let go of building pressure and tension in you then thats good!

but chil wouldnt see that. of course he wouldnt, hes avoidant of most situations that would allow him to release emotion, and fearful of letting his mature (read: repressed) persona slip.

hes someone that runs away to quick comforts and distractions at the earliest sign of issue. hes already been in too many horrifying situations, dealing with another is a pain. and he knows denying everything and refusing to look at the situation doesnt help, but it definitely provides a quick and easy happiness in the comfort of ignorance.

because of this, reading something made to make one empathize with and confront these bad emotions is defeating the point of his cowering. if he faces his issues, even if only through the perspective of a story, he'd have to deal with acknowledging that things are bad and need fixing, and he'd feel terrible and guilty in the moment - which of course is the worst thing that could happen to a person (his thought, not mine).

which is why i find the concept of him being/becoming a tragedy himself at the same time as this headcanon soooo interesting. imagine the irony of him bashing on the protagonists of tragic stories for acting on emotion and impulse rather than logic, when he himself has fallen victim to irrational thinking while in grief.

cause... thats what people do when they grieve. they lash out, make bad decisions, ruin themselves, ruin others.

for a tragedy to be prevented, the protagonists would have to change fundamental parts of themselves, and act perfectly rational when under extreme stress. and chilchuck holds himself to these kinds of unrealistic standards because he unwittingly believes he can handle it all.

he cant, obviously. we see it for ourselves in his relationship with his wife. they were doomed from the beginning by chils already-established avoidance and lack of emotional vulnerabiltiy (and whatever else his wife had going on).

this is all just to say that if you told him about orpheus and eurydice, he'd probably be one of those idiots trying to point out the "plot hole" that he couldve "just not looked back" and "just trusted her"

i dont understand. whats the point in reading tragedies? the protagonist is stupid, anyways. why would you take bitter medicine? why subject yourself to that?

i think its just a bad story.

[lorillee]

im really normal about them <- lie

[zrllosyn-art]

Really Normal Haru Fan anon is here. i just spent the equivalent to 120 bucks on the kaiju no 8 gachapon in my town to get hoshinas fuck ass. i was squatting down praying to get hoshina so bad!!!!!!! anyways i loge your art as always have a wonderful and un nose-blocked life! ❤

oh i am shaking your hand about gacha luck

I tried the rubber keychain gacha at japan and the US when it came here and uh. I got like, 5? renos? He just, kept appearing. I have so many. Literally every single friend i know who even remotely likes kn8 was handed a reno.

(he's real cute but i do not need 5 renos)

ANYWAYS BEST OF LUCK!! with gacha n stuff!! (nd also maybe your nose, from th context of your msg)

[twojamie-o-clock]

I do think it’s interesting how Steven chose to name his daughters Dodo and original names. Not Vicki, not Katarina, not Sara, not Pema, not anyone he met on his adventures, not anyone he had to part with on their terms, in a sense. It used to bother me that his audios post-TARDIS don’t make any mention of his past experience, except for Oliver when the Doctor makes an appearance, and even that’s only spurred on by Vardans. Mainly, I was bothered because to me Steven is inseparable from Sara (which is wrong, but …not, like, entirely.) but also because so many of his decisions on that planet, and the choice itself of staying there, were impacted by the above people. But it does say something that, of all the people he loved and traveled with, the one he wanted to keep a piece of in his future was the one whose future he didn’t know. Dodo was a point of hope for Steven - someone who didn’t die in front of him, someone who didn’t leave him — in fact, someone he left. And while none of us believe Steven’s excuse to the Doctor for returning to the TARDIS, it’s not like Dodo wasn’t a factor from the start, and she certainly became a huge one for keeping him there until he found the right place. So the idea that Steven, trying to build a better world, trying to build a family, chose to name his daughter Dodo….well it makes perfect sense. He is affected by his experiences, but the whole point of him looking upwards and helping people after a lifetime of needing rescue (the highlight of this was Helmstone imo, where the shift post-Sara moved from unhealthy e.g. the responsibility he felt for Oliver to Dodo & choosing to stay) was because he refused to be defined by his experiences in that way. So he won’t call his children after people he lost, because they have gone from him, but he will remember the choice he made - to stay, and to leave Dodo.

[zackcharine]

I need to try harder to get out of bed but augh

[kiirer]

Me deslumbras, me derrumbas

alt versions below (minor blood warning)

[cheezyharu]

Why dis bitch so bard to make him work

Anyways, um, yeah, happy 8 years release to this guy and AM lmao-

[thedndgoblinwholivesinyourwalls]

GRAHHHHHHHHHHHH

[saltlickmp3]

i am soooo so close to changing my name to mack irl i keep going to like. write in on the front of my books & stuff. i made a zine of band recs which i wrote 'made by mack!' on & kinda forgot abt it & then gave one to one of my friends like. whoops hahah ignore that lol. & i use it as like a kahoot nickname or whatever & most of my friends know its my stagename & its the name on my home email adress i sent someone something from once & its on the back of my notebook which i write in at school all the time (even though it has lesbian doctor who stickers on it lol) like hnhgnhgn i like mack! as a name!! but the idea of asking anyone irl to call me that. scary.