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started watching House MD and if someone tried colour grading like that today they'd be tied up and shot point blank execution style
#this is a compliment#I love the visuals#house md#greg house#what happened to color grading#the lighting#and the colours#so very nice
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CW: captivity, drugging, non-consensual hair touching
Kell was waiting for the right moment to slip through the door. His heart was hammering in his chest as his gaze swapped between the door and Oryn. The door and Oryn. The door and Oryn.
He was still talking to his guests, his laugh resonating all the way over to Kell. The sound was enough to make his stomach churn. It wasn’t the only laugh in the room full of people. They were laughing and talking and drinking and it all blurred together to a cacophony that hurt in his ears.
It was a miracle no one had spotted Kell yet. His gaze flipped to the door again. He just wanted to leave the party and get some rest. He’d get in trouble for sure, but it would be worth it. Probably. Definitely. Maybe. He was still debating when a hand fell on his shoulder, and he spun around.
The man in front of him was well-dressed and Kell could feel the aura of power surrounding him.
“Are you alright?” the Varsennan asked, his forehead wrinkled in concern but there was a glimmer in his eyes. A glimmer Kell didn’t like.
Kell nodded. He didn’t even try to talk. His face was burning, and his heart was beating violently against his chest.
“You don’t look alright,” the Varsennan said. He placed his hand against Kell’s back and pushed him forward. “Come sit with us. Get some rest.”
Kell’s legs were stiff and numb as he stumbled forward. He could barely see anything as he was led to a group of armchairs. Another person was sitting in one of the chairs and Kell’s skin tingled as they slowly uncrossed their legs. It felt like walking into a spider’s web.
If he’d just been a little braver. If he’d just acted a little quicker. If he’d just slipped through the door ...
He was pressed into the cushions and his chest tightened as a hand got hold of his chin and tilted his head up.
He took a shuddering breath and suppressed the urge to break free of his grip. He knew he had no choice.
“Don’t look so frightened,” the Varsennan said in a soothing voice. “I know most of the guests here love to torment you, but you have nothing to fear as long as you are with us.”
Kell desperately wanted to believe him, but the Varsennan’s hand was still laying possessively on his chin.
“Your hair is so beautiful,” the Varsennan said, catching a strand of his hair between his fingers and following it to the tips. He softly tugged at it before letting go.
“It almost looks blue against the light,” he said in fascination. “How fitting.”
It was suffocating that he knew who he was.
“I don’t think he likes you touching him, Gren,” the other Varsennan noted, his voice so unexpected it almost made Kell flinch. “He’s trembling.”
Of course, he knew. They all knew who he was. Or who he was supposed to be.
He wanted to tell him that the blue hue wasn't natural. He wanted to tell him to take his hands off. He wanted to scream but all he could do was hold still, stay silent.
He knew that voice. Slowly he turned his head to look at one of the Varsennan who’d refused to help Jack and him. He didn’t even bat an eye on him and Kell wondered if he hadn’t recognised him or if he just didn’t care.
“Poor boy,” Gren said sympathetically, his fingers kept combing through his hair, his nails scratching over his scalp. Kell wanted to tell him to let him go, wanted to shove his hands away, but every time that want got too strong, he thought about Oryn on the other side of the room.
And it was just a hand in his hair. It could be so much worse.
It wasn’t so bad.
It could be worse.
Kell’s head ached. Unshed tears burned in his eyes. His tongue was glued to the roof of his mouth.
Something cold pressed against his skin as someone pushed a glass into his hand. Kell wasn’t sure if it was Gren or Not-Gren. “Drink this.”
The glass trembled in his hand. The purple liquid slowly moved inside. Kell hesitated. He shouldn’t drink this. He lifted his eyes and met the Varsennan’s - Gren’s. Maybe he could tell them no. Maybe they wouldn’t tell Oryn. Maybe …
“Do you need some help?” Gren asked softly but again there was a sharp edge in his voice warning Kell not to make him ask again.
His grip around Kell’s wrist was gentle but firm, as he lifted the glass to Kell’s lips.
Kell closed his eyes, as the glass met his lips, but the tears still managed to find a way through.
He took a gulp. The liquid was too sweet on his tongue and too sharp, burning as it slid down his throat warming him from the inside.
“Good boy,” a voice too close to him purred.
Kell’s head dipped lower. His chest burned with shame and sorrow at these words. He wasn’t sure if the Varsennan was serious or mocking him but as long as he seemed to be happy, he didn’t care anymore.
“Now look at me,” he grabbed his wrist. “Why are you so tense?” he asked, amusement in his voice. “Relax.”
Kell forced a smile on his lips, but it felt wrong, fake. Gren didn’t seem convinced either. “Well, I think we have to practise that again.”
“I am sorry,” Kell said flatly, his voice barely a sound.
Gren wiped away a tear from Kell’s face. He was too close. Too close. Kell could smell perfume and sweat.
He closed his eyes as if that might change anything. He was trembling so hard, he could feel it echoing in his chest.
“Lord Berenos, what a nice surprise meeting you here.”
The hand in Kell’s hair froze.
Another Varsennan had come close.
He bowed to Gren - or Lord Berenos. “I was wondering if you’d have a moment to talk with me about the situation in Soria …”
“Marcus,” Gren sighed. “Can’t you see I’m busy right now?”
Marcus dipped his head. “I beg your pardon. I … I wouldn’t have asked if it wasn’t important.”
“I can take care of him until you’re back,” Not-Gren said.
Gren sighed again. He pulled his hand back from Kell’s hair and it felt like a crushing weight dropped from him. Kell looked after them as they left the room.
He heard the rusting of cloth and hastily turned his head back to the remaining Varsennan.
“Don’t be scared,” he said and Kell’s muscles locked.
“I know you recognise me.”
Kell didn’t dare looking up at him.
“And I know you probably don’t want to talk to me again, but I have a deal for you, and I think you’ll accept.”
Kell didn’t answer. He didn't trust him one bit. Especially after everything that had happened but it’s not like he could tell him to fuck off.
The Varsennan leaned forward until his mouth was directly beside Kell’s ear. “If your sparrow friend manages to get to the small kitchen during Saturday’s show, we can get him out of here.”
Kell’s heart skipped a beat. “Why?”
“Why what?”
“You said you never do anything out of mere kindness.”
“You’re learning.” He paused. He barely moved as his eyes skimmed the room. “His family contacted us. They're paying a lot of money for his safe return.”
“His family,” Kell echoed. Something bitter was mixed in with his relief and it took Kell a moment to realise it was jealousy. He shoved the feeling far away.
“How do I know you're telling the truth. How do I know that it’ll work this time?” Kell asked.
“Our plans always work out,” the Varsennan said pointedly. “Last time it didn’t work because you muddled things up.” It felt like a knife in his chest. “Also, it will be so much easier during a show night since everyone is busy.”
And this time they would probably get a lot more money out of it than last time. The thought was as bitter as unwelcoming but still if gave him hope.
“Promise me you’ll do everything to keep him safe,” Kell said.
The Varsennan lifted his eyebrows. “Who would have thought Oryn’s obedient little bird could be so demanding,” he muttered, looking around the room again. He waved a waitress over as if he’d all the time in the world.
“Thank you, dear,” he said as he took two glassed at once. The glasses clinked softly as he put them on the table.
“I promise,” he said finally. “Do I need to swear on my mother’s grave or is my word enough for you?”
“Don’t mess with me,” Kell said, his voice was shaking. His vision blurred and his skin tingled. Whatever they'd given him it started to kick in.
“I don’t,” the Varsennan said. “I promise I’ll take care of him until he is safely back with his family.”
This time it sounded sincere. Kell was trembling with too many emotions at once.
“So, everything is settled?”
“Wait,” Kell said slowly. “You still need a favour from me.”
“Well, we both have an interest in his rescue so I wouldn’t call it a favour.”
“You still need my help.”
“I could ask someone else.”
“But you didn’t.”
He sighed. “What else do you want? I already told you I can’t get you out right now. There are too many eyes on you.”
“Can you … can you find out about my family?” Kell asked and suddenly felt like there wasn’t enough air anymore. “I just want to know, if ... if they’re all right.”
His heart pondered in his chest and the spark of hope was painful and hot. He didn’t dare to move, and he was sure the Varsennan would refuse his plea.
When he finally spoke, Kell almost didn’t understand the words.
“I can try,” he said slowly. He sighed. “I can’t promise anything.”
The hope in Kell’s chest suddenly felt almost too heavy to bear.
“Now, if you’d like a way out of another encounter with Lord Berenos,” he pushed one of the two glasses into Kell’s hand. “Drink up.”
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#whump writing#drugging#creepy whumper#intimate whumper#see?#there are some nice Varsennan after all#so very nice
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hi i just stumbled through your tumblr, very nice art, collection of great things, and love your hair! thank you for existing(in this economy?)! and sharing all the lovely things. keep up the great work and have a great timeperiod <3, and enjoy your hermitage if you decide to go :3
hey! i want you to know that the kindness you share with the world is felt, and it's effect will ripple out far beyond what you could imagine. thank you for your compassionate words, and also thanks for existing at the same time as me <3 oxoxoxo love you babe
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never let anyone tell you that trawling through mediocre victorian poetry isn't worth it. we just happened upon an absolute BANGER of a worm poem. go read it or else 🪱🪱🪱
#was calling beckett and scouring the works of eliza cook looking for lesbianism#good amounts of lesbianism in evidence but unfortunately very little in the way of good poetry#APART from this worm one which DOES NOT MISS#eliza cook#is there a thriving eliza cook tag on tumblr. somehow i doubt it#the hand of the giant and the heart of the brave / must turn weak and submit to the worm and the grave!#not an original theme ofc but GOD the treatment is delightful. so fresh so gleeful some rlly nice use of sound. rlly solidly constructed#words#gay belligerence
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rules for thee and not for me
#sorry the t/rf thing was like an actual roach infestation so I made a new post and deleted the old one and turned off reblogs#but I didn't want you to be without the og comic so here you go guys#nice fresh and clean#old tags ->#funnies#btw you're allowed to watch the silly sisters and the giggle brothers just keep your morals consistent istg#its very embarrassing when you criticize someone for enjoying something from a problematic creator#whilst openly being a fan of another thing with an awful creator and defending them because you like that thing#really weird hill to die on
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✦ Freshly ordained ✦
#a packless dog will happily accept his collar or something like that#own art#own characters#CanisAlbus#art#artists on tumblr#Machete#anthro#sighthound#dogs#canine#animals#maybe you might benefit from a little bit of context in this case#Machete becomes a priest at around 20 or so#he has trained all his life for this goal#he has worked himself to the bone and sacrificed so much#because he believes it would make him respectable and worthy and give his life a purpose and meaning#he gets his very first cassock from the tailor's and it immediately fits like a second skin#for the first time ever he feels like something he wears actually makes him look kind of nice#the hard part is over it'll be smooth sailing from here on out#there's a period in Vasco's and Machete's lives where they were apart for almost a decad#they met in their late teens when they were both studying in the same university in Venice#became friends and then lovers#but had to separate when Machete graduated and Vasco dropped out#Machete was ordained as intended and Vasco followed his father into politics#they meet again unexpectedly in their early 30's thanks to their similar jobs#Machete had became a cardinal secretary of state and Vasco was a Florentine diplomat#this takes place shortly after he had lost contact with Vasco and before he reconnects with him again
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Tunisian miku 🇹🇳👍
#hatsune miku#vocaloid#international miku#miku worldwide#habiba miku if you will#my art#fennec.art#ik im a little late but a while passed wuthout seeing anything for my culture#which is to be expected but i wanted to do smth#anyway this is very simple and extremely non exhausive we have soooo many different stuff and SO much jewellery that i could not be bothered#but i kept the most recognisable silhouette#this was fun !#this trend is rly nice i think
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they should make shopping for cables easier i think. there should be a service where you pick the ends, you pick the length of cable, you pick the like. color and texture of the cable (shitty plastic, nicely woven, bare metal, whatever) and then they make it and ship it to you for a reasonable fee
#barks#i have kinda nice headphones with a weird cable end you plug into them and shopping for that is so annoying#the one that came with the damn things felt super cheap to me so i got a kinda nicer one of amazon#but i still want a like. Proper Nice one#very annoying finding it
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Learning about the Doctor Who specials' expanded budget: oh no, what if they overuse CGI to look more 'professional' and high-budget?
The first scene of the Doctor Who Special:
#:D#[ID: The Fourteenth Doctor looking tired in front of a green screen of space \End ID]#it's still just as cheesy and silly as it was during 10's run#doctor who#fourteenth doctor#the image looks like something a fan would make tbh#the only very jarring part of the budget was how nice quality the camera was throughout the episode#I kind of wish it was a little less crisp because it made everything look a bit off in a way#but I also haven't watched 13's run so maybe it's not as stark of a jump as it felt for me#10 especially always felt very fuzzy and warm in terms of camera quality#tenth doctor#the star beast#twilight-zoned-out#doctor who spoilers#dw#dw spoilers
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to be loved is to be held!!! print
#mine#cats#i made into. a5 print!!#i will still stock th larger one for now....i lov a5 tho its so nice. so compact#i had a good day today! went into the city and got notebooks and sticker and a poetry book i am going to hvae to read very very slowly#i can beat dyslexia . i can win#it is very cold also. perhaps will hve a bath tomorrow! and do some drawing :3#i hope everyone has a nice evening#if u are wondering how cat is doing he is settling in good ! he keeps clawing at the furniture but hey. thats a cat
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Some flowers for you ❤️
#art#flower art#botanical art#digital art#digital watercolor#this was sooo fun#lowkey really like adobe fresco#probably gonna mess around with watercolors some more#feels nice to get a break from the very rigid flat colors even though I love that effect#and it's good practice for Shapes#also finding a place to put my signature was HELL so I just put it next to the flower I spent the most time on lmao#deb this is your fault btw#I have had an Urge to draw flowers for weeks#have I been procrastinating hawkeye's paper cutout thing because the bow is really complicated? yes.
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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☆ put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. it's time to spread positivity!
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mixed signals
#in my headcanon astarion is very tactile but only if the initiative comes from him#and gale is so nice to touch x(#and again i’m drawing comic about astarion’s feral cat bechavior#i just enjoy this cat person x cat soul dynamic very much#baldurs gate 3#bg3#bloodweave#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#astarion#bg3 gale#bg3 astarion#baldur's gate 3
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"Tell your favorite creators that you like their work, people usually enjoy things silently, but hate tends to be loud"
This is a phrase I just heard from Dnd shorts that captures perfectly why I often try to make the effort of commenting on posts and telling people that I enjoy their work and why Even to small creators, I advice everyone to make the extra effort to tell them, I can guarantee it makes all the difference in the world, it's not cringy or obnoxious, it'll just brighten someone's day
#text#random dambles#please don't think I only say this because of me#I'm very lucky to have gotten such nice messages and comments#I just feel like on every site I see less and less people interacting and saying how cool someone's work is#I've seen AMAZING artworks on all platforms with near to non comment#I know for a fact people engaging with your work is the favorite part of most if not all artists out there#so sad Jocat is retiring out of hearing the hate too loud
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corvidae
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#blood/#yuuji#im not tagging this as spoilers idc sue me . iykyk but i dont think it's obvious enough at all 2 warrant the tag#idrk what this is sorry ive been having a hard time drawing n feeling inspired lately :'>>> so it goes#i find i tend to default to drawing birds when that happens ???#did it with gojo did it with shiro and now it's yuuji's turn ig#sometimes it's helpful to just . mess around with a whole bunch of brushes until something looks ok#and birds and feathers lean soooo well 2 playing around w brushes theyre very forgiving#flowers also kind of so i threw in some camellias bc i figured why not add More Red#i think they mean something that's probably relevant but i was more looking fr the shape of the petals#th rounded tops blend rly seamlessly with the way i rendered th feathers so i am like!!!! nice#just checked also apparently red camellias just mean love and devotion lmao should have guessed#'perishing with grace' also hm hm hm that's kind of wild with th crows#anyway i didn't put too much thought in2 this one so i won't talk fr ages about the symbolism it's all pretty much right there#anyway ty fr being patient with me im sorry draws have been slow :<#ill come out of it ill bounce back!
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