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Shoutout to Hera Syndulla for being a mother in Star Wars and managing to not die!
#star wars#hera syndulla#so many dead moms#happy mother's day#dave filoni i am watching you#don't make me a liar dave#apollo put that dodgeball down
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Prompt 245
Now Danny would openly admit, if only to himself, that he had a type when it came to relationships. If they were strong, if they were a threat to him, then chances were he would develop some sort of crush. It was how he had dated Sam and Valerie (And Johnny & Kitty) when he was a bit younger, and hell, Sam had technically succeeded in killing him, even if partly.
Attraction towards smart people who could kill him was honestly par for the course for a Fenton or Nightingale anyway.
And he’d also admit he enjoyed a bit of time travel, learning about times and culture long before his time, to the point that he could blend in in ancient times just as easily as the time he had been born in. That it was natural to mutter in a language lost to time.
So color him surprise when another man perks up in the bar he had paused to get a drink in, vibrant green eyes gleaming in interest and responds in turn. And not just in the language, but able to keep up when he talks about things that once existed but haven’t been rediscovered yet.
And one thing led to the other, and there might have been some assassins and some shenanigans that end with them both laughing together in an inn and then more and- Okay he has a type alright, and he’s ticking each box! How is that fair?
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Adult Danny#Ras is just as smitten and so sad whenever Danyal leaves#But Danny always returns & he’s explained he has to travel lest he go mad#Danny isn’t technically from the DC dimension but it’s his favorite & it has nothing to do with Ras#Is their relationship healthy? Definitely not but they’re morally grey immortals#Dusan asks about his mother first#Technically Danny isn’t his mother BUT he does take on parental role & as far as the kids are aware this death-being is their mom#Why look Dusan even has his hair- their logic is flawless#Talia tells Bruce her mother is gone & for YEARS he thought she meant dead#Ellie got her wanderlust from Danny & they all give off some sort of mystical fae vibes#deadly decisions#Space Core Danny#Moon Core Ellie#Sun Core Dan#Liminal Al Ghuls#Danny is Not ghost King#Technically he’s some sort of being of rebirth like some sort of cosmic phoenix#Am I saying long-haired Danny with feathers in his braid that shimmers from white to galaxy? Maybe#Batfam had no clue about Danny save for Jason#And they didn’t find out until Damian mentions Grandmother apparently visited once more#Let Jason & Damian be brothers#How many tags until tumblr deletes them I wonder
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“Tell me, father, which to ask forgiveness for: what I am, or what I’m not?
Tell me, mother, which should I regret: what I became, or what I didn’t?”
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#i realized i almost never do anything with itachi and his parents so this one post is dedicated to them#the regret of killing them would have killed him before his actual death#what kind of child he was to raise a sword against his own parents?#his parents weren't even angry that he'd betrayed them at last#all the nightmares that would have followed him in which they hated him for everything and he would have no defense#who held him when he cried thinking of his mom? who comforted him when he choked on his tears thinking of his father's last words?#who was there for him when memories of his family became too much to handle and he would just collapse unable to breathe#maybe just maybe when the first symptoms of his illness showed he thought#that it was just one of his regular coughing fits that came with the onslaught of the memories of his parents#did he ever want to crawl back to sasuke and tell him how miserable he was and how much he missed their parents#where did the strength to be entirely indifferent and inhuman composure come to him#how much practice did it take? how many days? months? years?#did people around him ever suspect how much he was suffering?#all from thinking about his dead parents whom he killed#whose blood never left his tiny fingers and soaked into his flesh and blended into his own#how much misery was encapsulated into those expressionless features that never gave away even the slightest hint of pain#itachi uchiha#uchiha itachi#itachi#mikoto#mikoto uchiha#fugaku uchiha#fugaku
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guess what no one asked for
my sfms. here they are
you think i just make ellis and nick l4d2 content WRONG
i also make men kissing in tf2
i also made a few ANIMATIONS but those are NOT for viewing because most of them are GIFTS to LOVED ONES except THIS ONE
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its not very GOOD but i DID finish it unlike MOST of my ANIMATIONS
that is ALL i will now go back MASH content. i just wanted to give context for my current banner that i made for pride month. i am proud of at least 3 of those.
#i have many talents. most of them useless. most of them gathered for fun.#example; i am currently learning to juggle so that my brain does not start growing mold#i learned sfm because i really wanted to animate that one interaction between ellis and nick#'what kinda car you drive' “your moms car” 'well see that was just uncalled for. serious.'#never finished that animation but i DID learn a lot. and now im so cool and smart#some of these were done in conjunction with my sibling where shed draw a sketch and id make it real#some i spent 6 hours on. some i spent 1 on. you can probably tell which is which#the one on the stage took forever because of the particles#i hate particles in sfm with all the passion in my heart#i will now tag correctly to bother everyone#sfm poster#tf2 sfm#sfm art#sfm render#source filmmaker#sfm#ellis l4d2#nick l4d2#l4d2#coach l4d2#rochelle l4d2#left 4 dead 2#tf2 fanart#tf2#not tagging all the mercs i refuse to do that#sfm animation#shh dont tell anyone but the one with ellis and the guitar was made so i could have a thumbnail for my country music playlist#ok loveyou goodnight
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MAN I'm seriously so sad about season 2. Bc I wish act 2 had the same emotional impact on me as it appears to have on so many others. But rn I'm just somewhere between unable to care and actively annoyed by some of those writing decisions. Seriously the more I think about it the less I like it.
#act 3 come through please 🙏#I don't think it can salvage some of the things I have contentions with but still... please...#don't ask me about the silco vander flashback with jinxs + vis mom#or the bizzare choice to do so much of the storytelling through this weird music video format they've got going on#completely stripping it of the weight these plot beats could've had if they were... normal scenes#and also missing the point of how the music was used in season 1 and what made it so effective#bc it was complementary to instead of replacing the storytelling#seriously don't ask me about these things I will spontaneously implode on the spot#whyyyyy would they recontextualize season 1 like this with that flashback#to me it kind of ruins the character dynamics and themes in s1. it just makes me so sad you have no idea#also what even are they doing with Jinx rn for real#aaarghhhh just... so many things that are making me scratch my head#also I'm so terribly sorry but I could not care less about Isha sorry lol#like i get that its sad conceptually but she was such a non-character that i struggle to feel impacted at all#same with sky tbh. i thought her role in s1 was alright but there is so much emotional weight put on her now#in terms of her relationship to Viktor but that was barely established so it's weird to have her around#and clearly you're supposed to care but they haven't given me much reason to#isha and sky were non-characters just there to die to further the development of other characters#they didn't really have anything going on on their own and that's just a type of character and plot device that does nothing for me#also i thought the war between zaun and piltover + internal struggles in zaun bc silcos gone would be the main focus#but that stuff seems so sidetracked rn#also sorry i dont like what they did with vander and warwick either. that man should've stayed dead lol#it honestly just makes his death feel less impactful and i dont know what this is supposed to do for the story or the themes???#that just feels like a pointless plotline that is taking up time that could've been spent on other things#i just... i could go on like this for a while like there are so many things that just puzzle me#it's so weird considering how tight and thematically consistent season 1 was#let's see where act 3 goes but... i kinda have a bad feeling about it ngl#obv im glad others are enjoying it and this is just my opinion! also a lot of this are probs just my personal tastes anyway#arcane spoilers
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i highly appreciate shen yuan as a character because we know basically nothing about him, so he feels like a blank slate where you can project or hc onto, without having to encounter too many boundaries because of his character/the story line.
#i could hc sy as a chaotic middle child who liked to annoy people#bc why not#i could give him siblings#a family#weird super young cousins#distant second cousins#a dead mom#or dad#anything#hes an hilarious character we can relate to#and hc so many things about#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#svsss
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#I’m only very rarely inclined to get this intimate w my thoughts so I might as well say it NOW butttt I will never not see the dead children#In everything I do#Like legit#I’ve read up on Hind so extensively and seen so many photos of her#And I have a very healthy relationship w the popular Palestinian journalists so she’s not my blorbo or anything#But hearing that memo destroyed me bc bisan is only 23 and she seemed so vivacious#Idk like I do normal people things I can’t just pause on my life#But idk how it feels like to sit at a boba place and enjoy my pearl milk tea w my friends#While the horrors over there don’t just lurk the back of my mind. I do normal things and I’m guilty for having the luxury#And as an Iraqi girl I’m living in the literal ideal timeline#Where my mom decided to immigrate to the us and that’s why I’m here living a normal life like everyone else#It’s like in a different world if I were born in a different time it could’ve so easily been me. I’m one of the Lucky Ones idk#It’s not survivor’s guilt bc it’s not like I had to survive anything like I never had the chance to live in Iraq or anything#But like. If some things had fallen just a little differently#And I keep thinking about how I’d feel if it were happening to Iraq and people behaved the way they’re doing to Palestinians#I’d be so mad#And some people on here are dealing w assholes while bursting at the seams w grief#For losing their loved ones#This is why I’m so fucking angry at anyone who’s complicit#This was a major tangent but basically I feel weird about doing normal things now while simultaneously knowing I can’t just sit and wallow#And watch life pass by as if it’ll do anything#Misery is not a home but I’m struggling to be 100% normal#And I think that this tonal dissonance is reflecting on my blog too bc I can’t go back to just#Posting about all the other normal things I used to. Like I want to but sometimes I feel off.#Is this anything. I haven’t slept all night#I can’t just allow myself to lose interest in everything I used to like and be and just fade away but maybe it’s about accepting that this#Will also always be a part of me now. It’s that awareness that shadows everything I do#or maybe I need a therapist it’s a toss up#I’ll probably feel better once I get my day started but this was cathartic to voice I think#p
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talking about death to someone else whos also experienced loss or multiple loses is always so much different than talking to ppl who havent lost anyone yet
#they always go omg you made the convo SOOOO dark#when i just mentioned that the reason i dont have many pics of my mom is bc shes dead#like in a light tone#thats the why#but talking to ppl who lost someone is always so much better#reminds me of when i was at a pharmacy and the lady told me i could sign up for the mothers day gift basket#i told her i couldnt bc i didnt have one#and she said oh yeah i know#and i was like huh im not close to this lady how does she know? granted it was a small town#so she replied oh its bc my dad died around the same time so i remembered#and i was like oh! what a coinscidense right? :)#and she was likke yeah right? :)#and the other worker at the pharmacy was looking at us absolutely HAUNTED by the convo
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Kuukou's mother could have not been able to care for him and left him at the temple late at night in hopes he would be cared for by someone there, hence, Shakku
and bc the drb finalists are super popular, if she’s still alive, she could come back bc she’s missed him all this time or less altruistically, bc she’s wanting to bank on that (lowkey like we saw kuukou do with sasara to drum up influence for jyushi and hitoya and kuukou’s mama has a lot of kuukou’s more questionable personality traits lmao)
BUT IVE BEEN SAYING KUUKOUS MAMA COULD BE A GREAT STORY PERSPECTIVE ON SINGLE MOTHERHOOD THATS ALREADY BEEN INTRODUCED IN THE STORY VIA OTOME AND DICE AND A SIDE STORY ICHIRO DEALT PLS KR
#vee got an ask#KUUKOU BELIEVING YOU SHOULDNT CRY UNLESS YOUR FAMILY IS DEAD IS A WEIRD SAMATOKI PARALLEL#AND WHAT IF THATS SOMETHING SHAKKU HAS PASSED ONTO KUUKOU BC HIS MOM LEFT HIM AND THAT WAS THE END OF A CRYBABY KUUKOU WE NEVER GOT TO SEE#‘MONK DONT CRY’ AND THEN KUUKOU LOCKED TF IN LMAO#WHAT IF SHES SICK AND THATS WHY SHE LEFT BC SHE COULDNT AFFORD TO RAISE KUUKOU AT RISK OF HER OWN LIFE#I HAVE SO MANY THEORIES ABOUT KUUKOUS MOM PLS KR LET HER BE A THING ITS NOT TOO LATE KUUKOU IS STILL SUPER MYSTERIOUS LMAO
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yesterday was easily the hardest day i’ve had at this job so far and the fact that it’s only tuesday and i have to go back there today and tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow feels so fucking heavy rn
#had a very emotionally taxing and triggering apartment clean out#dead pets that i had to be the one to take out bc no one else wanted to do it bc it was sad and smelly#me and a coworker (both who are csa survivors) were put in charge of the little girls room and kept finding more and more shit that made us#sick to our stomach and ready to murder the moms ex bf#so many signs of abuse and neglect contrasted by thousands of dollars of toys and books#just. a lot. so much. and today i have to go back there and act like i’m fine and it’s all business as usual#personal
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Cheryl in Sable's drip cuz it should've been her
#no but bhvr had so many emo/alt options for cheryl's skins#and they went for hippie mom drip instead#dead by daylight#dbd#dbd cheryl#cheryl mason#sable ward#digital drawing#my art
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been getting alot of compliments on my fits this week and im absolutely letting it get to my head
#ts4#s#sims 4 cas#simself#orange hair soju is dead and gone im back to my black and blonde ehehe#no but actually so many ppl on campus keep stopping me and saying they love my fit like omg????#minus my mom who said i dressed emu (she meant emo)
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I keep drinking coffee thinking it's gonna make me Productive and then instead of doing the work I actually have to do I just compulsively make spreadsheets :(
#my homework is. not done#but!!! i just realized if i take 2 spanish classes i can have a russian/spanish major instead of just russian#(it's complicated but this would leave me with: double major languages and history with a joint major in asian middle east studies)#(plus a minor in religious studies and concentration in islamicate studies)#first i gotta: relearn spanish for like the third time#but it's ok i'm hopping thru spain in less than a month so i should proooobably do that anyway#man when i was touring colleges my mom was like really dismissive about the idea of double majoring and now i'm here like#How Many Things Can I Stack Up To Get Big Number On Transcript#aaaaaaaand because of ames requirements i did the dumb thing and ended up learning persian while my spanish is still kinda iffy#итак совершилося то что я пытался предотвратить as they say#so i'm just gonna have to study two languages at once next semester... or just keep going thru the cycle of relearning them abt every year#my russian is a big girl it can survive on its own but i now gotta feed the babiessssss#tho ig what this kinda cyclically learning and forgetting spanish has taught me is like#languages are less like babies and more like those lil desert plants that wither up when they don't have any water#they might look dead but they're nearly impossible to kill completely#and will bounce right back after a lil care n patience. i just gotta like.... water em#the one thing standing in my way is ideological opposition to my spanish textbook#i have to pay $200 for access to a *website*#*i don't even get a book just a shitass ebook*#but it's ok one of the spanish profs likes me i think? i think she would let me skip the intro lit class#only problem is it was Genuinely Hard for me to follow along when i audited advanced lit... 90% of the class was heritage speakers#tho ig like. having taken a class meant for native russian speakers should help w learning to survive that kinda thing#genuinely i think i can do it#just gotta make that my goal. study. do it for zapata#and if i wanna go into translating... having good spanish should help right? like if i finally get b2 spanish?#yeah. if i could do kazakh history for native russian speakers i can do spanish lit for heritage spanish speakers. it's equivalent enough#but ok i'm gonna visit my buddy in spain who did nearly the exact same shitass majors combination as me#tho i think he did spanish/arabic for his language major and just Happens To Also Be Fluent In Russian cuz he's Like That#it's ok he's two years older than me i have two years to become that cool#he can tell me what to do
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I am a descendant of Ranthia Drahl, Queen of Embers. She is with me now and I am not afraid. My friends are behind me, and I will protect them. My friends are with me and I am not afraid. My friends are with me and I am not afraid.
My friends are with me and I am not afraid.
#SPOILER ALERT IN TAGS#House of Earth and Blood#Crescent City#Sarah J. Maas#Throne of Glass#The Assassin’s Blade#Lehabah#Bryce Quinlan#Aelin Galathynius#Sam Cortland#book quote paralells#CC HOEAB#first read along with me reacts no spoilers please currently reading and losing it#BRYCE IS THE HORN#I KNEW DANIKA DIDNT DO IT but this is so bad still he made her and she tried so hard#one by one the angels rose to their feet hand to their heart the only salute they could go#embers like our Queen like Bryce’s mom like fire… wanting to walk worlds again another note that feels like something… and my bb Syrinx… and#it’s giving Doby and destroying me#she was free#noooooo Lehaba was dead#HOLY SHIT SHE HAS THE CURE#the god slayer rifle I knew that had a reason#REMEMBER THAT YOU WILL DIE#fire and ice#break my heart and soul#first it was Hunt then Danika then the capture then her turning in then sis reveal then Fury Danika Bryce Syrinx Sandriel Lehabah AGAIN#I’m worried she’ll nearly die and have to take the plunge#to kill an arc angel the two extra seconds lol but then the governer cause modern fantasy#I should’ve known Maas too much so much#I was right about the witch queen and sword and agh so many things
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#it should be noted that I tried distracting myself from wanting to be dead in a hole and no longer have teeth or shame or the horrors#by watching Grey’s Anatomy#because other people’s made up drama is better than whatever my brain is giving me right now#and I ended up watching an episode where a major character#has a dental abscess that gives her a bacterial heart infection and heart attack and all the complications that follow.#I would just like to say#fuck my life#I KNOW THIS IS FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS#I JUST#WANT TO ***#RATHER THAN EVER DEAL WITH TEETH EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE#I’ll never forgive my mom and my old dentist and hygienists for being ‘kind’ but shaming me so much for so many years without ever once help#*helping me#what was I supposed to do with that?#I can’t hate myself into taking better care of my teeth#and it’s such a beast to overcome that I barely make a dent before something throws me off the bandwagon and I’m terrified to even feel that#I have a mouth all over again!!!#shh katie#there’s no way that one of my teeth at least will be savagely#*salvagable#it needed a root canal in 2021 there’s no way#but if I need teeth pulled I genuinely will spiral#it’s the ultimate shame#EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE IN OUR FAMILY HAVE HAD TO HAVE THAT DONE#even though my mom and sister have had tons of cavities!#it was never allowed for ME#I was supposed to be the PERFECT one#who never ever had any of the issues my older siblings or parents did#and it’s all taken as me not caring or being lazy or being stupid and uninformed and it’s NOT#I DON’T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS EITHER CAN NO ONE UNDERSTAND THAT
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thinking about. the moment in Wade's story where Logan quite literally pulled him out of what was one of the darkest moments in his life
#Logan acts all huffy and puffy about not liking people#but he relates to Wade in so many ways#he tried to shield him from the possible fact that Wade's kid and her mom might've been dead#tried to be at his back when Wade confronted the man who tortured him#only to be sent away when Wade warned him the room was trapped against him with magnets#and yet STILL#through this arc#he does his best in his gruff way to let Wade know he's not alone#tells him when they get back to the states that they need to spend some time together.#he cares about Wade. it's just hard for him to show it.#there's a reason Wade credits Logan as one of his closest friends#deadpool
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