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Actually wild that I once thought my friend was cheating in MTG by playing a card after combat (I had never seen a second main phase before) and so instead of, yknow, a normal reaction of accusing them of cheating before looking it up, I accused them of cheating and then ate their card.
...it tasted ok if you're wondering. No notes really, although I suppose a bit tougher to eat than I'd prefer.
#it was like some random common from rivals of ixalan tho#so i very easily replaced it#and i got their permission first#but still. wild decision 10 year old me#mtg#magic: the gathering#my stuff
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They are Very Professional. These two would get along. Everybody would hate that. WHEEZE (except Klee who would get a second older brother whether Wolfwood agreed to it or not)
-NO ROMANCE INCLUDED-
#Trigun Stampede#Genshin Impact#Nicholas D Wolfwood#Kaeya alberich#kaeya#wolfwood trigun stampede#kaeya genshin impact#isa's fanart#InsertSomthinAwesome#June2023#Inspired by me realizing how old my Blog background is and trying to make a new one asdlfjLSDKJGSDG#Will I actually replace my old blog background? Um. I have no idea. I'm sentimental xD#I just want jean to see Wolfwood with Klee hanging off of him like a monkey and she's like 'um. you good?'#and he's like 'yeah' completely deadpan.#This man is very used to the chaos of little children asdlfkjLSKDJGLSKDGJ#Kaeya does not trust WW at ALL. but he thinks he's delightful fun to spend time with#and that he'll easily join in on ribbing diluc if he has a good entry point asdflkjSDLKGJDSLGJDSG#Diluc is so tired and ready to throw them both out of the Tavern
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this has largely been a discussion over on twitter and i haven't seen much of it over here really but regardless i still want to make how i feel clear. can we cool it with certain comments about iii's appearance. these were tweets he liked just before leaving the site so it's pretty obvious with this in mind that he's not taking whatever everyone has had to say for months as harmless funny jokes. he's not your friend that you can joke around with.
#i've observed he's always been the target of everyone's shit unfunny comments for a long time now it isn't just about the hair#it's diminishing his talents and presence in the band#it's treating him like he doesn't matter like he can easily be replaced#it's (this is very rare but i've still seen it) pointing out his belly in a negative fashion#it's blaming him for x and y#like fucking give him a break? why do people seem to be so mean to him and JUST him#i don't care that “he's a grown man and he doesn't need anyone defending him” i'm still allowed to be pissed off that too many ppl have#been treating him like dirt lol#no matter what he does it seems like someone always finds a way to be mean about it#wtvr anyway if you think this is directed at you... if the shoe fits.
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Had another person on bluesky reply to my post about Echo's mischief from yesterday with just "google impact crate".
Like wow. Thanks 🙄
#barkin up some trees#yes i KNOW about impact crates actually thank you#i also know they are WILDLY out of my budget#but like also i am hardly ever away from the house without the dogs for as long as i was yesterday#i largely work from home and i dont really leave my house for hours and hours very often at all#so even if i could afford one i really cannot justify the price#so she chewed up a sock i have had for years and some playing cards#nbd#easily replaceable#she isnt destroying my couch or my walls or my tv or something#so im not gonna go spend hundreds of dollars on a crate that will hardly be used to spare my dirty socks#the intention is good i do recognize that#but the delivery was a little rude??#but also i wasnt asking for advice!!#i was just posting about my dog and her very minorly naughty deed#at no point did i ask for help
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Every time I think about my AU the more I’m screaming about how much everything could’ve been SO GOOD
#IT ISNT EVEN THAT GARD#ITS ALL RIGHT THERE#GRAHH#I was thinking of Keith and hunks relationship in the garrison#grinding my teeth banging my head into the wall#they couldn’t done more#like your telling me in the time that the holts and shiro are doing the kerberous mission that NOTHING HAPPENED IN THE GARRSION?#NOTHING?#LANCE WAS A CARGO PILOT DURING THAT TIME#DOES THAT MEAN THAT HUNK COUKDVE BEEN WITH A DIFFERENT FIGHTER PILOT AKA KEI TBH#LANCE ONLY BECOMES A FIGHTER PILOT WHEN KEITHEAVES#WHAT IF KIEHT AND HUNK KNEW EACHOTHER AND WERE SUPOOSED TO BE PARTNERS#WITH KEITH BEKNG LEAD PILOT AND HUNK BEJNG EMGENERR#IF IT WASNT FOR KERBEROUS MISSION FALIURE#like clearly when Lance replaces Keith he gets teamed up with hunk#and we know that hunk and Lance have been friends when they first joined#and when Lance failed to be a fighter pilot did that mean he saw hunk less?#they were roommates but clearly the garrison doesn’t care for their cargo pilots as much as they do their fighter pilots#and hunk is WAY too good of an engineer to be put with cargo pilots#the only thing that puts hunk back is that he himself doesn’t really want to be since well he has a lot of anxiety and also gets easily#nauseous even then though he clearly is good at what he does#and Keith is very clearly gifted at piloting#I could literally go crazy with the amount of things#GOD DAM YOU DREWAMWLRKS#DAM YOU WRITERS#IT COUKDVE NEEN SO GOOD#RAG#RABBHB#BRIDIEKE#omg Voltron could’ve been so good RAH RAN RNSJRKEME
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i'm so excited!!! i'm learning to make my own custom content
#thoughts are going very very fast and i'm so agitated and easily irritated bc i'm coming off of effexor#but it is making me adjust textures because i'm annoyed by the heathers we have in the game#so#yeah#aelisinsims#i've made lots of changes to vinterøy but i haven't been showing you guys anything bc i wasn't too happy with the way things were looking#but i might now#if this works when i load my game in a second#this being my toned down heather#might make changes to the desert debris too#but also maybe it should be default replacement instead you know#so it doesn't matter if you don't download it along with the world#i'm going to think about that a little and come back to you bc i personally don't like default replacements ya know#idk idk#aelisin
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Oh god we're in a "well if x went wrong clearly you don't care" "I have caring so fucking much disorder it just also happens to be clumsy forgetfulness disorder and I can PROVE I cared this time I did it RIGHT and I STILL FUCKED UP and I DON'T KNOW HOW" situation again. Great.
#im trying to reassure myself that if i had to have something fall off my keychain . where i specifically in front of people put it so that#it would be somewhere safe that I'd remember it#at least it was something easily replacable and not the Very Important Keys#ill retrace my steps from the last time i for sure had it in my hand#its not needed again for a week#if i dont find it by tomorrow evening ill tell my boss
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I hate when I tell someone I miss them and try my best to reach out and they don't do anything about it. there's several people who were part of my life for a very short time who I really liked and enjoyed being around and doing things with. but those people leave so fast. and they never take me with them. they move on and don't keep me in their lives. to me they feel like "the right people" but i'm not their person, so they don't care or try. they make excuses about being busy. I tell them many times to let me know when they have time for me. let them know i'm here whenever they need someone to talk to or hang out with. let them know I want them in my life still and again. but they just say "thanks" and usually dont even agree to reach out to me. i'll try several times and give up. them years pass and I think about then again and reach out and it's the same thing. they reply a few times but make no effort to bring me into their life again or try to stay in mine.
these people always have partners so maybe that's why. maybe they think i'm being too "clingy" and they can't have a best friend and a partner living together at the same time. or don't have time for me and think I ask for too much. they can't figure out how to have a best friend and a partner. they don't understand how my aroace queer platonic weird ass works. i'm the only weirdo that doesn't have close friends or a partner and try to make them my best/closest friends. but they only want to prioritize their partners in their busy lives (or sometimes other best friends if they had friends before me) but this is just a guess. because its true everyone prioritizes their partners first before friends. and i'm not allowed to have a platonic partner if they already have a romantic partner. because society it weird and built against me.
it sucks so much because they're always people I feel super comfortable with. which is EXTREMELY RARE for me. they feel safe like a home i belong in???? we get along great. have stuff in common we do together. work well together. have similar future wants/goals. fit togther well in different ways. have a deep understanding (or it feels like we understand each other). they accept me for me and don't make me feel bad or uncomfortable things most people do. they help me out with things and are there for me when able.
and the best part is, they were always excited to see/talk to me. they'd reach out first. they'd invite me. they'd tell me they had fun and liked doing things with me and want to do it again and tell me about their excitement to hang out and stuff. it didn't feel one-sided like 99% of my relationships with other people. they'd make sure I was in their lives or choose/include me in whatever activity we shared together. I didn't have to do all the work and it felt comfortable and natural.
but it was always short lived. either they moved away, our shared activity ended, school ended, or they simply stopped talking to me one day and basically disappear. I don't know why they suddenly stop trying. but it's so hard for me. how cam things go so well and then just. nothing. they don't ignore other people. like their partners 😒 everyone is so obsessed with habing a partner. i'm never important enough for anyone. they could make my life so much better just by including me in theirs amd trying to be part of mine. but they just won't anymore. and I can't keep trying. I can't make them. but I miss them so much and want what we had back again because it's so rare in my life it's only happened like 2 or 3 times ever in my entire life. no matter how many times I reach out, it's the same every time and the more years that pass the less likely they'll ever come back. I don't know what to do besides give up 😭
#WHY ARE PEOPLE SO HARD!!!!!!!#even the “right” people are not right!!!!!!#what the hell i dont get it#lee rambles#lee rambles about feeling very alone and isolated in this lonely world and suddenly missing 2 specific people who wont make plans#I TRIED. THEY KEEP SAYING THEYRE BUSY BUT WONT REACH OUT AND TELL ME WHEN THEY ARENT DESPITE ASKING THEM TO MULTIPLE TIMES#i hate it here#why cant i be more likeable and idk wantable?????#why cant people i like like me enough back to keep me in their lives#if someone truly likes you and wants you in their life then they will try right? not just forget you're there and never make time#or never reach out????? RIGHT?!#because ive reached out to people i want in my life at least 10 different times and tried so hard#theyve reached out first since parting 0 times. SO ??????????#ive tried like 300 other people since the most recent one and no one matched the same energy and vibe even close#some types of peiple are so rare i doubt ill find a replacement#unfortunately im easily replaceable so they dont have that same issue and dont need to try to keep me around. but im here always waiting#like some pathetic abandoned dog waiting for their owner to return but they never do. why am i like this. i hate it.#why cant i ge likable and vibe with more people. why am i difficult and annoying
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Every therapist I've ever had: You need to be less hard on yourself! Learn to take pride in your accomplishments!
Me: What accomplishments?*
Them: Literally anything that was hard for you! Was it hard to get out of bed this morning? That's an accomplishment. Did you have a shower today? Did you brush your teeth before bed? Those are accomplishments!
Me: Sounds fake but okay.
#notes from the word page#anxious spirals#*I literally have two degrees#I have things to be proud of#but it's just so hard to not focus on how I could have done better#getting my first degree didn't feel like an accomplishment because I was barely scraping good enough grades to graduate#getting my second degree somewhat felt like an accomplishment#but more in that I put a lot of work into my practicums#the degree itself and the coursework didn't always feel like things I should be proud of#sometimes they did#but then I went into the job market sending out a ton of applications and getting no responses#one of the best pieces of positive feedback I got from my last principal was that I gave very good feedback to my students#but that didn't really feel like an accomplishment#because when I started he said the teacher I was replacing did well with the school's feedback model#so I just based what I was doing on what she had done#it did feel like acknowledgement of what had often felt like pointlessly hard work#and maybe I need to tease out the fact that acknowledgement and accomplishment have such different definitions in my mind#but anyways#to get back to the celebrating tiny wins thing#I just find it so hard to celebrate something that other people do easily!#(this may be where I have to come to terms that yes adhd is a disability and yes that means things are harder than they are for other peopl#oops)
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Opened a bottle of nail polish in order to paint my nails and the brush has?? disintegrated?? fallen off inside?? disappeared???
Have never had this happen before.
#things jess says#i ended up picking a different colour#but just totally bizarre occurence#it was fine the last time i used that colour#dunno what has happened#happily it's a drug store brand so very easily replaced
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Digimon Adventure / 02 / tri. / Kizuna / Adventure: [2020] A.M.V {Anime Music Video} (Un-finished PRE-VIEW) ~ O V E R T I M E + Koushiro{u} Izumi & Taichi Yagami {KouTai} / Taishiro{u} (as Semi canon Compliant) {Minimal spoilers for Tri through Kokuhaku, Kizuna up to partway through Final Battle, DigiAdv 2020 36 - Koushiro specific Moments}
Notes: This is what I was working on all up until November! I wanted to finish it in time for a fan event, but, it didn't quite happen in time that way. (Maybe I can finish it later this year?!) For now, please enjoy the preview! I was also working on this together with a mutual - the track choice was mainly their idea, but I was trying to help find scenes that'd fit, and I managed to make quite a few moments work; You'll notice it's slightly different from my usual styles, but I'm also trying to relate specific moments and framing rather clearly here!!
(I'll admit theres a couple lines I thought were harder to work with; I'll figure those out later, but the track was overall fun for them regardless and I really enjoyed trying to make this!!) {As usual, a bit of manipulating scenes does happen, but its not ultra-heavy edits; all of these scenes come direct from canon formats for the most part, with some simple scenic manipulating otherwise!}
Digimon Adventure Franchise (C) Toei Animation Track (C) The Strike THIS IS A FAN MADE WORK; NO $$$ IS BEING MADE OFF THIS WORK.
{DO NOT R E P O S T} {DO NOT RE P R O D U C E My Editing UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES WHATSOEVER} (Trust Me, I WILL Know)
If the embed doesn't show at any time; Please check back to this post later on, as the site's player has been having issues at times!! (If it continues to not show, please feel free to ping me!)
#koutai#koushirouizumi advs#koushirouizumi 02#koushirouizumi tri#koushirouizumi kizuna#koushirouizumi creates#(oK I DECIDED TO POST THIS EVEN IF VERY UN FINISHED)#(Because I was working on it together with a mutual but)#(THEN MY LAPTOP BEGAN HAVING KEYBOARD ISSUES)#(AND I CANT EASILY REPLACE IT RN)#(I WANTED TO HELP MUTUAL FINISH THIS FOR TAIKOUVEMBER AND COULDNT)#(YELLS INTO MY VOID BECAUSE I STILL LIKE WHAT I EDITED HERE)#('AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA')#(I WANT TO MAKE SO MANY A M V s BUT I KNOW WAITING FOR THE BEGINNING FOOTAGE EVEN SCENIC WILL MAKE ALL OF THESE 100 PERCENT BETTER)#({ALSO I HATE HOW WELL THEY FIT EVERY S O N G WE PICK OUT FOR THEM})#(There is ONE line that bugs me a bit still {ppl can probably guess which one it is lmao} but I can also chalk it up to this mostly)#(Being Taichis P.O.V and leave it at that!!1!1!)#(aka WHY CANT I BEAM 5 MILLION A M V S + FOR ALL S H I P S +FAVS I LIKE INTO THE FAN BASE AT ONCE FROM MY HEAD ALONE)#(BECAUSE I WOULD AND IM MAD THAT I CANT BC IM A HUMAN WITH LIMITATIONS!!1!1!)
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see i have all these spicy takes in the drafts that i don’t post out of self-restraint but then i see a spicy take that i hate SO MUCH and then i want to post mine out of revenge. it’s a terrible cycle tbh.
#it is actually and fundamentally not good for my weaknesses to be here lol#but I also love it! And love the community and the support and don’t find a ready-made replacement for that in real life#so yeah. I wrestle with it#if I could always use it as an opportunity to practice charity and restraint and shutting up it would be a good thing#but I have to be careful with any known potential irritant because I have such a temper and get so genuinely pissed off so easily#while also having poor impulse control#and like. it isn’t fair of me to be out there baiting people with my opinions and being provoking with takes I know will be upsetting#to the circle in which I move on here#but I also love to say a thing I think is true or feel is true and talking my way into a more nuanced opinion is how I do it!#but also like. the simple truth is that it also isn’t kind or charitable or necessary most of the time#no matter how I try to dress it up with comments on my personality and how I learn/like to analyze things#I really wrestle with it. there was a part of me that so at peace when I was gone from tumblr (essentially) for half a year#but again. I missed it#teaching helps a lot. my personality can take the very age-appropriate obnoxiousness and idiocy that comes with talking about literature#to teenagers#but I’m kind of so over trying to have a nuanced conversation online#it’s just so hard. I need the body language and the one to one you can only have in person for certain conversations#and disagreements. tbh it’s better and kinder and just BETTER if i stay out of it online#but I never do it perfectly#I’m just rambling. But yeah#thanks for listening#this has been#3 text posts in a row with Maria
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feeling complicated things this wednesday at 2pm
#thinking abt how at the tail end of high school both friend groups Completely cut me off..one because 1 girl was jealous the other#was soending more time with me and was tired of being essentially bullied by her. but not enough to not cut me out :')#and the other bc the Main Girl decided she didnt like me calling her out for being a jackass so she condemned me and the rest were too#afraid to challenge her lol. they ended up literally replacing me with a kid 2 yrs younger that i had previously been assigned as big siste#to??? lol and even she was happy to be included which. fine she was a kid not really her fault#but then 1 month after graduating wgich i sat thru Alone omi had her 1st stroke and then the hospital failed to notice the 2nd one she had#in their care. so my best and only friend in the world had her life stolen from her and her biggest fear realized overnight.#so ofc i completely shut down and ny mom is so personally offended by this she becomes wildly cruel and bullies the fuck out of ME#and i had already been suicidal for like a decade at that point and was Only staying alive for her sake. suddenly that was all for nothing#so i give up get into drugs and alcohol after having never touched any if it VEHEMENTLY being against it at all but fuck it at that point#which spirals into me dating my ex who was my new boss after my parents forced me to get a new job despite already deciding i was gonna kms#so he sexually harasses me until i say sure fuck it why not . except it turns out i fall in love easily. bc i had never dated before.#and then im public enemy number one for this and all the family friends and STRANGERS regardless of watching ne grow up or not#decide to jump on the lets attack slash be rude to slash bully this kid even more so they KNOW we dissaprove#anyway. its been a very long 9 years.#this is me Still leaving significant shit out too. god lol i was ROBBED of my early adulthood truly
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im gonna put together a longer post after this for my other reactions but im putting this one here separately because i think it encapsulates my thoughts on this version of simm!master and its. they don’t really capture how he antagonizes the doctor. and what i mean is he simply would not let the doctor monologue at him like he does when twelve’s going off at him and missy. like ten fucking tries So Many Times to talk at the master, and consistently, the master cuts him off, snaps out a joke about whatever serious topic the doctor wants. he just doesn’t let it get that far, you know?
the stand-out moments he does are, from what i remember, the end of last of the time lords, when he literally Can’t stop the doctor from monologuing at him because he’s become jesus through Thought Power or some shit. and then the end of time moment we all love, stone-cold brilliant, which is a complete reversal where the doctor is the one (seemingly) securely powerless. when they’re on equal footing, he simply does not let the doctor talk at him.
and like yeah, the ‘didn’t listen to a word you just said’ thing is funny but. god, i don’t know how to put it. yeah, he would have listened. that’s why he always cuts the doctor off when the doctor tries to connect on the his terms rather than the master’s. that’s why he doesn’t let him monologue at him. that’s why he’s practically shouting over the doctor to be heard first.
if that makes any goddamn sense. do his bastardness properly, moffat. he would not fucking do that.
#he wouldnt have let the doctor get a word in. thats what. and isnt that a better contrast to missy than not listening at all?#maybe a more nuanced one. you know?#you know you can either have. missy listens and the master doesn’t. or you can have missy listens and the master won’t. doesn’t want to.#does that make sense?#dw lb#dw 10x12#cannot emphasize enough that im not at all in my complaining about simm!master in this episode#saying. well one. not saying i dislike the episode. this is just a standout weakpoibt in an overall masterful finale. huh. huh. see what i#did there? anyway.#and two. it is not. im not saying ‘wah why is he being so mean :(‘ i dont want him to be nicer. i want him to be his awful little rat of a#self. just. in a way that fits. you know i feel very easily he could have Been more like the master of EoT and still done everything he doe#in this episode if you just leaned more into the horror of him realizing just how much missy has changed to appease the doctor.#drop the line where he goes ‘ugh do you have empathy now that you’re a woman?’ and replace it with something like. ‘did the doctor loan you#one of his bleeding hearts?’#i get why he’s sexist towards bill. he does that. he knows how to use human bigotry to get under someone’s skin.#but like. why is he being sexist towards herself. missy barely even recognizes herself as a woman beyond when it’s a fun bit part to play.#i guess im saying that some nuance here would be nice. he knows needling at missy about her gender wouldn’t upset her. nipping at her#behavior with the doctor would. he’s gonna go for the throat on that. not on having tits.#we did get that one bit. ‘i don’t know what you see in him.’ that works a little.#but anyway. ive said what i wanted to say.
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#the wimpification of mike comes directly on the heels of the babygirlification of mike btw. so no they can't really be totally#separated when the reasons ppl give for calling mike a wimp sissy are the very same reasons they use to call him babygirl.#which.. the babygirlification of mike is different from the way that tumblr originally used it - which is to say ironically - because ppl#take away a lot mike's key and defining characteristics that separate him from the rest of the party to call him babygirl.#and while some ppl say it in a joking manner many don't. and you SEE that in the way that people's opinions really come out in polls and#what headcanons or AUs get catapulted to fandom-wide popularity etc etc. every joke this fandom makes gets turned into Real Canon#Character Analysis that quickly replaces what gets upheld as canon and then anyone that doesn't take the joke seriously is told they're#the wrong and weird one. even though the show and countless of duffer interviews are right there. and obviously none of these people#are real but if you're someone that actually enjoys canon then you easily and quickly get shoved out of fandom because what you see#doesn't reflect the characters you love and if you try to create content that does it either gets torn down or ignored or gets people in#your inbox attacking you and telling you you're making this fandom a hostile place ironically enough lmao.#but whatever i guess lmao. 🤷♂️#and before someone twists this—this isn't attacking anyone for having headcanons. this is about how headcanons and jokes can never#be just that and instead bleed into actual analysis.
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#my brain hits me w 'wow it's wild it's been so long' nostalgia a lot but it's usually more just like a less serious funny curiosity#lately I've been feeling a lot more severely empty 'never getting that back nor anything to replace it'#and if that could kindly Cease i would appreciate it very much lol#tbf it's prob largely due to sleep schedule being a mess and not having eaten in a couple days so like. could be addressed easily enough#if my executives could simply function halfway competently but alas#anyway yeah too many thoughts brain scrampled egg
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