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URGH. I FINISHED THIS. I wanted to whittle away and die while doing this but. Its done. Somewhat shittily but it’s. DONE. Renzo dailogue meme. Augh.
Spoilers, closeups and IDs under read more
Slider responses bc I don’t wanna clog up the ID
(Marker is a small, white drama mask with upturned eyes and a large smile)
Slider 1: Has never cursed - Swears constantly
Answer 1: Marker is basically on top of Swears constantly
Slider 2: Stiff and formal - Full of slang
Answer 2: Marker is all the way to Full of Slang
Slider 3: Simple vocabulary - Purple Prose
Answer 3: Marker is near the middle, though leans more towards Purple prose
Slider 4: Monotonous - Practically singing
Answer 4: Marker is 3/4 down the slider, closer to Practically singing
Slider 5: Talks around feelings - Emotions on sleeve
Answer 5: Marker is almost on top of Talks around feelings
Slider 6: Minimal body language - Gestures excitedly
Answer 6: Marker is closest to Gestures excitedly
Slider 7: More of a listener - Dominates the convo
Answer 7: Marker is closest to Dominates the convo
#augghhh the ids took me like thirty minutes. fucking agony#i have a headache now#head in hands#also ik a few of these are kinda cheesy? Esp the insult one BUT i already wrote the IDs and dont wanna change them again#so deal w it#im gonna go blend him now tho brb#in stars and time spoilers#isat spoilers#in stars and time#isat#isat oc#in stars and time oc#Lorenzo Halloran#Hero’s art#also also i hope i did a good job with the IDs. this was the most ive ever ID’d something and it’s. agony#ID in alt#ID under read more
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rolls for days!!!
#the big jar in the back was gonna be a jumping spider enclosure but i think it’d be hard to manage. and i don’t wanna deal w a mesh top#so i’m thinking snails?? maybe??#if i could figure out how to do a shrimp or crab set up. i just want a single itty bitty crab in there#i would name it smthn like. gustav. janet. lawson. miranda. idk#i will gladly take ideas on what to put in it!! moss is also in consideration#feedism.#feeder/feedee#feedee.#hucow.#female feedee.#housecow
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lived my whole life in guilt bc i thought i was responsible for people's feelings. newly realizing that other people are responsible for their feelings and reactions, even if they make it seem like i'm the problem. a lot of the time it really has to do w them and their own emotional regulation. i can't keep thinking i'm not allowed to have space bc of other people's insecurities. like i literally refuse to dim myself. other people are responsible for their feelings just as i'm responsible for mine.
#like i'm always gonna operate from a place of kindness but i've had to deal w so many people who're bad at communication/confrontation#which led me to think i'm the problem#that i deserve to be given the silent treatment or dismissed disregarded belittled etc#that's j not true. i'm far from perfect but i think so few people deserve that kind of reaction. and my biggest revelation is i do not#even if people want to make me think i do / that their reaction is justified / that i'm a burden etc#my biggest problem is i humor people like this for too long bc it's been normalized behavior to me#does this make any sense to anyone. it's the end of the year and i'm reflecting on so many things#p
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only in australia could a case called tickle vs giggle be a milestone in the battle for the rights of trans women
#speaking!#auspol#aussie tag#i'm muting notifs for this#so lmk if transphobes start acting up in the replies again#& i'll deal w it :)
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beta kids but i only read less than half of homestuck in middle school
#edit: i'm rereading it now (a little past page 1000)... so many things i would change#sighhh we deal w/ it#plz forgive any inaccuracies </3#not sure if dave would put up peace signs… he’d just stand and give a subtle nod…#like a cool guy would… naturally#homestuck#john egbert#june egbert#< ??#dave strider#jade harley#rose lalonde#wharf arts center (art tag)
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Some Batfam Headcanons because the brain never stops;
Jason hates being called "Bruce's Son". But he hates it more when hes called "One of Wayne's Orphans/Wayne's child" because fuck you I'm his son-! wait no--
With the exception of Damian, they rarely refer to Bruce as "Dad/Father". Either it didn't occur to them/didn't see the need to/thought it would be strange. But when Dick/Jason/Tim/Cass are tired or injured it might slip out. And Bruce might just crumble a bit at it
Doesn't mean they don't say it to their siblings when Bruce is out of Earshot.
"Dad said you couldn't." "What do you mean Dad said I couldn't use that mug? It's my mug!" "You snooze you lose Timmy Boy-" "Jason don't be an asshole-"
That being said Bruce says "son/daughter/child" at every available opportunity he can after he knows that they have acclimated enough that they wouldn't be uncomfortable/know they can tell Bruce that they don't want to be called that.
First time Bruce called Dick "son" in a way that meant "You are my kid" and not in a "This police officer just called me son with a brow furrow" way Dick grinned and carried on with the conversation. Later he wondered if his dad wouldn't like someone else calling him Son; but Dick thinks about the life he was given because of Bruce and thinks maybe his dad wouldn't mind.
Calling Jason "son" is a hit or miss situation, even before he died. The first time it happened he was confused, he didnt think that was the relationship they had and it made everything change for him. He got frustrated--not angry--with himself and Bruce at this sudden emotional turmoil. Wasn't he just the kid Bruce picked up in an alleyway? Wasn't he just some street rat in bright Robin clothing? (He lets himself believe that he can be Bruce's son. If for only a little while).
Tim cries after Bruce is out of earshot, it would've been a year or so after his parents died and he was adopted. He didn't think he could have been wanted like that again. Even if you think the Drake's had A+ Parenting or not, I don't think he would have gotten a lot of confirmation of being wanted otherwise.
Cass smiles, emotions carefully concealed under her expression. She's grateful she found Bruce and he doesn't mention it if she leans a bit closer in a request for closeness.
Damian doesn't expect anything less, he only appears satisfied. But also relieved that he has gotten the confirmation that yes, Bruce wants and accepts him.
EDIT 10/11; hiii, i have added Duke, Steph & a Bonus in a reblog you can find on the same blog under my 'batfamily headcanons' / 'sore rambles' tag. have fun :)
#these are just my thoughts#they dont have to align with your own!#i am also trying to find a healthy balance between being emotional and being Angry for jason--#he wasnt the angry robin dammit! maybe emotional and a bit more physical but cmon#points at Dick 'Eldest Daughter Syndrome' Grayson#when dick gets older i would imagine that he would resent being called anything in relation to bruce#if its just for his angst phase when he first becomes nightwing or if hes dealing with his own identity/or going through a fight w bruce#i also find the father / son dynamic with dick & damian interesting so i might ponder on that a bit more#also giving tim insecurity issues about where he fits in with the batfam is important to my soul (i have problems)#sore rambles#lotuspowder rambles#batfam#dcu#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#cassandra cain#damian wayne#batfam headcanons#dc headcanon#headcanon#batkids#batkids headcanon#HI IF YOURE LOOKI
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have you ever done . . . . genderbend dazai . . . . . . ebef ore .e.e. ... . .
when i tell you i speedran coloring this,,,,,,I LOVE WOMEN SO FUCKING MUCH
#the doe eyes stay no matter which gender yall have to deal w it#did NOT make her eyes dark enough but its too late to go change that 💔💔#also i can't draw girls anymore after exclusively drawing men for a year im so sorry queen#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#fem dazai#lotus draws#lotus’s asks
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again idk if this has been said before but i love the lucanis approval when you're going after zara and illario meets you half way. lucanis is trying to get him to fuck off but illario ignores him and addresses rook, flirts w them, tells them that they should let him give them a tour. and when they also tell him to fuck off cause their honey said so, lucanis likes it. he follows up with "this isn't your job, there's no one you can charm into dropping their guard". and idk it kind of reminds me of the comment lucanis makes during the coffee date cutscene where he says smth along the lines of "even before i was captured, most things were determined for me" and adding that w the implication of illario absolutely hating when attention isn't on him paired with his resentment toward lucanis for being their grandmother's favorite AND lucanis telling emmerich that he "doesn't have illario's gift for flirting" like idk i imagine illario poaching any person he sensed lucanis had even a passing interest in just cause he's a spiteful mf
so here "there's no one you can charm" = "this one is mine, they won't fall for it"
i just think the mutual possessiveness is neat :)
#datv#datv spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#what makes it even better is that at this point the flirting has hardly gone anywhere#so lucanis is deep in the 'afraid to want you' phase#but i think this small exchange and then taking out zara and THEN dealing w spite again#and then assuring lucanis he's still a baddie and u want him biblically#all happening in rapid succession is when he's like forced to reckon that he's also down atrocious for rook#and allows himself to almost kiss them#again idk if this has been said before i hardly have time to look at the tag cause im too busy staring at a wall thinkin abt him#man who never got to live his own life finally bags a 10/10 and acts like an unattended small dog in a parked car when someone walks past
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i need a name for this bug
#ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#v1#v2#doodles#should i tag as ship? i think it can count so why not#v4v#y2r1#so far i call it two things#hybrid and w1#get it because uhm#w is a letter thats just two v's smushed together#i am still to fully design this abomination but ill get there!!!#so far im sticking with 1 head for those two#jsut because it fits better with the whole combined and intertwined so much they arent sure who is who sometimes deal#two heads would mean one controls one part and the other the other stuff#but no they both move this entire thing together#id imagine its by constantly giving each other requests they approve of#sorry for my tag ramble enjoy my sketch o7#W1
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they could have been such haters together
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#dungeon meshi#mirumisu#mithrun of the house of kerensil#milsiril of the house of tol#dungeon meshi spoilers#mithrun dungeon meshi#milsiril dungeon meshi#doodles#mine#the filename is xoxogossipgirl#yes im still on my mirumisu missed connections yuri bullshit. they could have been their worst selves ever........ TOGETHER#it's fine tho bc now they can be their less worse selves..... together <3 and deal untold psychic damage to kabru#having sooo much trouble w the other big dm piece im doing so i meant this to be a quick mental refresh and um. took too long to be casual#unclear if i am refreshed or if the farcille kiss will take me out of commission again. that's the beauty of life <3#save me mirumisu..... mirumisu save me.....
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もう一回、もう一回
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#fushiguro megumi#yuji itadori#itafushi#ryoumen sukuna#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#gomen its hina posts self indulgent art hours#this is fr me first and foremost. any1 else liking it is just a bonus in my eyes#i may not be able to animate but i am so happy with these regardless i think they turned out great :') treat fr Me#rolling girl megumi u mean so much 2 me suddenly#fun fact ! actually the first vocaloid song i ever listened to. stumbled across an audio post on this very tumblr dot com#and it forever changed the course of my taste in music#so it alr has a soft spot in my heart fr tht reason but Also the lyrics Also th whole deal w wowaka and Now w megumi.....#rolling girl u have become too powerful#anyway in th context of canon n megumi choosing to live i am choosing to interpret the song the less depressing way#where the boy represents a saving grace rather than being a personification of miku's char's demons convincing her to end it#n the ending being her deciding to stop fighting on her own n instead accept help from those around her#but i did also want to pay homage 2 the interpretation of him representing her inner demons#so i have redraws of both yuuji And sukuna as the boy#choose ur own adventure if u will#clutches heart why does it fit so WELL what cosmic force decided tht miku and jjk should overlap at all i just wanna talk#clearly something has it out fr me
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9 days, 12 dead.
#just a small quick comic of your typical fight between lovers. they never admitted so#reiterating my thoughts on ww to be the type to cry out of frustration like a child bcs he doesn't know how to deal w his emotion#(only bcs he never had the chance to sort that out)#i think he'd be an angry crier as bad as vash or even worse#ppl (and wolfwood himself) just never knew bcs he doesn't show it until [VASH THE STAMPEDE] and then it shows a LOT#crying competition: wolfwood wins#a fight where both of them are not even mad at each other but themselves...#ww for letting himself love to the point of murder (vash hates that) vs vash for letting himself be loved to the point of murder...#does this even make sense#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun maximum#myuminjiart
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Literally the only two things stopping me from using a flip phone as a means of digital detox are spotify and google maps. These are the only things
#and also my book app. but that could be substituted w my actual books so no big deal#otherwise I think I need to just disconnect for a while
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Saw someone say on twitter „luke experienced subdrop and needed aftercare“ and I haven’t stopped thinking about this video/interview/comment bc I REALLY hope the producers are aware how much their actors are doing for this show and are taking proper care of them (e.g. having competent intimacy coordinators).
#the whole filming process sounds very intense 🫣#like them not really rehearsing the argument scene and just screaming at each other 'doing what you‘d do in a real argument'#and yeah I get it 'thats acting' but there‘s so many actors who were worked to the bone#who brought vulnerability to the table bc it made a scene better and got taken advantage of#and with how much and how rapid the show is gaining in popularity; the upcoming netflix deal#I just hope the production stays clean and responsible#iwtv#interview with the vampire#luke brandon field#assad zaman#daniel molloy#armand#edit: I don’t really have a stance on whether or not that terminology is applicable and/or appropriate#I read it on twitter and I think its not too far out there w the way he described it
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i’ve been thinking about “sixer, it would eat you alive” since i read it and. man. every layer you peel back makes it worse. im not a bill apologist but. shit
if you (1) take it at face value, it paints bill as an apologetic murderer in his single (and maybe sole) open moment of regret. he doesn’t let his walls down often- only with ford do we even get to see the remnant of his galaxy, see the “actual remorse” ford describes, get just a hint of his origins. but he does it, because he thinks ford should know.
if you (2) take it from ford’s point of view, as something he committed to journal three, like. wow. imagine being so committed to a being that you’d hunt down and kill the monster that destroyed his home, only to (assumably) figure out later that that being was the monster. the small moments of trust, the “good times”, are so key to manipulation. how long did ford hold onto that one shred of vulnerability? no wonder ford stayed for as long as he did. in his eyes, bill was a survivor. ford wanted to survive too.
(slight tw below for unreality- any time i mention our reality, i mean “our reality” as a narrative device used in the book of bill as a proxy for the idea of bill being in our reality, since he can’t actually be in our reality. all of this is a fictional theory about a show/book with fictional contents!)
but if you (3) remember that “even his lies are lies” and absolutely Nothing bill says should be trusted. Whoo boy. if i read tbob right the book itself is being created in the theraprism (even tho it shows up with the ciphertologists at some point? idk that’s a whole other post). it’s meant to show what the reader wants to see; it manifests in our reality as what the collective fandom wants to see. so if we want to see truth, if we want to see where bill ended up and who he actually is, there’s a non-zero chance that the whole interaction was a complete fabrication.
imagine bill, stuck in the actively harmful, probably earth-illegal theraprism, once again being forced to be “fixed” and molded into something more palatable, being forced to conform no matter how much it hurts. (i know natural uncontrollable mutation ≠ just so much murder and destruction and chaos, but. you can’t ignore the similarities. bill has obviously been thinking about those silly straws.)
he looks back on everything that went wrong, back on his relationship with ford, back through every dimension where he wins. would that one moment, that one truth amid centuries of lies, have saved him from purgatory? if he had just been open? shown his damage? maybe he did think of his parents, or his henchmaniacs (especially the oracle). people who he might have once opened up to. maybe he just wanted to open up to someone again.
so in his own weird way, stuck in a cell, he reshaped reality again. in this reality, for this fleeting moment, he had been someone worth believing. and ford had listened, hell, ford had wanted to help. looking back, knowing how he treated ford, knowing how ford ended up because of it, maybe bill would have said the most honest thing he’d ever told ford: i am the monster, i am not worth your time or belief, and i will eat you alive.
#there’s nothing more pathetic than an ex god writing fix it fic for him and an old man who helped kill him#so much of my tbob theorization operates around reality and truth. probably because i’m a pretentious asshole#but also because that’s the best part imo??? like yesss fuck w the line between real and fake. see what happens#gravity falls#book of bill#bill cipher#the book of bill#book of bill spoilers#the book of bill theory#the book of bill spoilers#gravity falls theory#shutupmac#skullduggery#billford#sort of…….#stanford pines#ford pines#idk how like. legible this is#im so tired yall. im so tired and so stressed#it was write this. thing. or answer at least three uncomfortable texts. so#tw unreality#unreality#edit: fixed the last line because it was cringe#and upon rereading this it lowkey is still an oversimplification of bill and ford’s whole deal#but Fuck It We Ball#gravity falls analysis
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throwing various pinterest outfits on these guys!
#i was planning to combine this w/ another set of doodles#but those never got finished#so this is a nearly month old now#OOOOPS#not super crazy abt the isa but i'll deal#JESTER LOOP... COME BACK TO ME#they will sooo be back. i promise.. someday...#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#in stars and time loop#isat isabeau#isat bonnie#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat fanart#isat#artilite#artilite doodle
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