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I said I wanted to be a silly little guy, not a sickly little guy…
#andi speaks#shut up andi#chronic illness#chronic pain#GERD#GI issues#gastrointestinal issues#pots#ehlers danlos syndrome#the nausea and lightheaded fluffiness is so real#didn’t get enough sleep either with that#chronic insomnia#so I’m real tired too#probably makes it worse
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I will never stop thinking about the fact that the Hunger Games was canonically a drunk hypothetical. It wasn’t some great government scheme.
So many bad dystopian novels that have some crazy world building premise make it seem like some great creation from powerful minds. Some great construction. Think of City of Ember with its box or Divergent with its weird scientists(??) or The Selection with its bachelor premise, they are always “grandly designed.” Even in Catching Fire with the Quarter Quells the Games give off an air of grand planning.
But the hunger games were a HYPOTHETICAL. A crazy, extreme, what if. They were never supposed to exist. They were never supposed to be real.
Who wouldn’t drink themselves to death knowing they thought of the idea in the first place?
#it’s just SO good in ways I can’t articulate#I’m tired and words are hard#BUT IT WAS A DUMB DRUNK CONVERSATION#probably just angry ranting#but then real children killed and were killed by other real children#ugh it’s too much#the hunger games#thg#tbosas
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idk what we’re all calling the concept of fiddlestan working together but i’m calling my version the portal partners AU 🙏🏼
#gave it a name bc i was kinda tired of calling it the Fidds and Stan Work Together on the Portal AU#it’s called portal partners bc they’re partners in fixing the portal partners in running the shack AND partners in life#ik i’m not the only one to think of an au where they start working together after ford goes missing#but i don’t see a lot of people really showing the older version of them ? i don’t think ?#like i’ve seen canon older fiddlestan but not older fiddlestan after working together for 30 years ? idk#also figured fidds would look different in a world where he doesn’t lose his mind in his 30s#🤷🏻♂️#gay old men#yay#stan looks and acts the same btw he just happens to also have a very longterm bf to be gay with#gravity falls took place before gay marriage was legal (jesus christ that’s crazy to think about) so that’s why i say very longterm bf#(this means ford would be back in time to attend their wedding tho so. best man ford real. fidd & ford may be sort-of-exes but it’s fine)#gravity falls#gravity falls au#fiddlestan#also… petition to start calling fiddlestan fiddley#bc fiddle(ford) + (stan)ley …. fiddley… u see the vision????#fiddley#🙂↕️🙏🏼#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart#idk man i’m gonna tag the au too ig#portal partners au#gravity falls portal partners au#???#my art#(i guess? used a fidds base then redrew it with my changes so idk)#rystiart#sorry if someone’s done smthn similar bc i feel like this idea of them working together is pretty popular maybe 😭
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Something about this kind of swimming getup for characters always immediately gives me transmasc vibes. Blue swim trunks and a tank top? Sorry man my brain already connected the dots. The vibes are there, and they’re not leaving.
#rottmnt#danny phantom#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#trans leonardo#trans danny fenton#this is the first and probably last time i make a post with danny phantom content but i think about that show from time to time still#decades later#anyway yeah if ur a male character and you wear blue swim trunks and a white to off white tank to swim then you have transmasc vibes#i stg I’ve seen a lot more characters with this too and I can’t recall immediately#but it’s REAL#I’m tired can you tell haha…#side note how did those sunglasses stick to Leo’s head#they’re not glued we see him easily move them later#so like#are the mystic#does he have magnets or something#wait here’s another I remember and I am so sorry for bringing this game to everyone’s minds again bUT#Shuichi Saihara from DanganRonpa wears blue swim trunks and a white/off white summer jacket#I’m telling you transmasc leaning characters keep wearing this#it’s like how transfem leaning characters are often depicted as having crushes on girls whose vibes they try to emulate immediately
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The way we discuss prophecy in fandom is genuinely fascinating. GRRM spends so much time showing how different characters have different interpretations of the same thing based on their own cultural contexts. He says that prophecy is tricky to navigate through multiple characters, showing that even the most careful practitioner can get almost everything wrong and fall victim to their own fallacies (see Mel). So tell me why the main takeaway for large parts of this fandom is “prophecy stupid, it doesn’t matter”. My brothers and sisters in R’hllor, GRRM didn’t invent multiple characters (three of whom are main POVs!!) who can see the future for this to be the conclusion. This is a FANTASY series. Please I’m begging, let us be serious 🥲
#like azor ahai has different interpretations and different candidates based on how you certain interpret events#you either do it very literally (dany) or very figuratively (jon) and the interesting thing is that both a very valid#same with tptwp being two people at the same time!!#is the stallion that mounts the world dany or is it drogon?? how does that affect how people navigate dany’s campaign?#how does that affect how DANY!! navigates how own life#how does being born solely to fulfill tptwp prophecy affect rhaegar’s entire personality? his sociopolitics??#prophecy is very real and the important part is how our characters navigate a very real phenomenon#but then there’s also the very aggravating conversation among those who do take the prophecies seriously in fandom#because so many of them have a shallow level of engagement with the genre and how it’s reflected in the text#so we get “oh grrm is subverting fantasy so the boy cannot be the subject of prophecy because that’s cliche!!111”#but I’m too tired to get into that today….#asoiaf#valyrianscrolls
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Sword PHIGHTING! period cramps moodboard
Gods mightiest warrior…….
Og image:
ANYWAYS EXTRA BITS!!!! So. Yeah. I wasted exactly 27 hours and 29 minutes of my life making this over a period of like. ~a week and a half LMAO????? I THINK IT WAS LONGER?? Yeah all of these are completely redrawn from the Og “panels”, replicating the dungeon meshi style is. MISERABLE I don’t know why I did this to myself holy fucking shit, all of you blame @squiffer-salad for this monstrosity she’s the reason why this exists in the first place /silly
anyways, I highly recommend looking at the panels individually because I put a lot of fun extra bits in them and just. A LOT of effort in general, any likes, reblog’s, or comments are insanely appreciated since this did take such a long time :’DDD, everything in these minus the backgrounds are completely redrawn/shaded/and colored by hand, this includes mid/screen tones as I used specific layers for those! anyways thank you for coming to my period cramp projection ted-talk I’m going back into my Everglade hole.
#JESUS FICKING CHRIST#WHEN I SAY#27+ HOURS#DUDE…….#FOR A SHIT POST….. THIS IS INSANE…… WHY DID I DO TJIS TO MYSELF#ANYWAYS now that I’m free from this fucking BEAST of a project I’m going to be working on a lot more comms/personal bits since I have much#More free time on my hands!#School is still kicking my ass but at least I���ve been doing well :3#Scored a 10/10 on a AP world test today! Probably gonna end up failing my math unit exam but oh well wouldn’t be the first /silly#Anyways for some smaller extra comments#I honestly don’t really know how I managed to commit to this if I’m gonna be real#This honestly was more of a test of endurance if anything and I think it came out really well especially since I’m not used#To spending THIS much time on a single piece#It taught me a lot too#Specifically more about midtone layers and different types of line art and such#Anyways yeah I am. So horrendously tired#More art soon though! I got stuff in the oven for reals!!!#art#phighting!#phighting#phighting fanart#digital art#phighting roblox#artists on tumblr#phighting art#roblox phighting#roblox#roblox art#roblox fanart#roblox game
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I realised I had to refine Ceroba for my au…
In the cowboy swap au, Ceroba is actually the Sheriff and leader of the Feisty Five. Clover is still the Deputy and goes by “Lucky Star”. He loves hanging around town with his Mama ☺️. I haven’t come up with a cool cowboy name for Ceroba yet, although she probably wouldn’t use one :/
Cowboy Swap Masterpost
#wait what’s with the random dot in the middle#whatever I’m too tired to go back and edit it#mildly infuriating when#I had a lot of fun with this design though#I don’t have a signature weapon for her yet#but her lasso handle looks like the bell on the end of her staff during pacifist and genocide route#love her but she’s so hard to write!#kinda going for a ‘fake friendly turns into real friendly which makes betrayal all the worse’#wait that’s just liar revealed trope#eh I’m working on it#this is too many tags#again I’m tired#I’m going to bed#cowboy swap au#ceroba#ceroba undertale yellow#ceroba uty#undertale yellow fanart#uty fanart#undertale yellow#uty#artists on tumblr#fanart#video games
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any stand on syscourse? I’m just wondering because I’m an endogenic system and ur pinned doesn’t rlly say anything about endos >.<
-June !!
My pinned post does say something about endos actually. And I hate you. Every single one of you. You’re all either deluded (and for that I’m genuinely sorry. You need help, not to pretend you have a system.) or faking for the fun of it.
Either way, I want you as far away from me (an ACTUAL system who survived trauma and EARNED their place in the system community) as possible. Endos are all inherently ableist and perpetuate system stereotypes whether you realize it or not.
Also DNI if you can’t fucking read. Way too many of you saying “your pinned post doesn’t say (this)!” YES IT DOES. It literally does you just aren’t reading the damn thing. Did you miss that somehow? Or did you skip it intentionally so you could send in a stupid ask?
#please read my fucking pinned post#I’m tired of saying it#endos arent valid#endos aren't real#endos will be bitten on sight#endos not for you#endos dni#endos do not interact#endos are ableist#endos fuck off#anti endogenic#anti endo#traumagenic systems are the only real systems#cry about it#no endos are valid#even if you are endogenic because you’re too stupid to realize how impossible that is#you’re stupid#and I don’t like stupid people#or endos#so fuck off#I will never be nice to endos#endos will be shot on sight#you all make me sick#stop it
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For @codywansleepbingo
I have no context and no explanation. Enjoy 😎
#codywan#don’t look at obi-wan’s shoulders#shoulders literally aren’t real so it doesn’t matter and I’m too tired to fix it#my art
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no youre completely right - im a gay (trans)man and i legit wanna see so much more about the women bc There Is So Little. I wanna make a lesbian oc who gets bent in half by taash. im very normal.
i’m just tired man!!!! it feels so obvious how disproportionate it is when you’ve got. a cast of characters that we know almost equally little about. and a few of them explode in popularity and it’s like spongebob sticking his hand out the curtain. literally all a character needs to do numbers is to be a light-skinned man
#like you bring up taash!! we know equally little abt taash and emmrich. why is one FUCKING EVERYWHERE and i’m like. scrounging for scraps#sometimes i feel like there has to be a secret other main dragon age tag that has the real stuff in it#but maybe it’s just the tumblr userbase idfk#i feel like i’ve seen a little bit more of neve since the trailer but still not anything on the level as everyone’s fave boys#and before you hit me with ‘lucanis was in a couple short stories’ harding was in the literal entire last game. and she and neve had comics#there’s obviously something to be said about character types too. a lot of people love dark and broody#vs harding keeps getting described as Girl Next Door and that’s much less popular. fine i’m not going to argue abt individual tastes#but like. neve isn’t popping off??? on the columbo fansite????#everyone’s talking about emmrich’s experiments and research but no one talks about bellara’s??#like personally. ok. lesbian opinion so take that for what it’s worth. but i don’t understand all the lucanis thirst#davrin i could understand. davrin can get it. he gets way fewer thirstposts than the other men (hmmm interesting im sure it’s nothing 🙃)#i’m just like. tired. i don’t want to say people can’t enjoy what they’re excited about#but it adds up!#i feel guilty complaining when i am also not doing a lot of Female Character Poasting but like#there’s only so much i can do as someone who can’t draw and has been too busy to keep on top of all the breaking news
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Randomly thinking about Apollo and Herophile? I need to reread TBM but my brain has decided they are besties. Plus I like to think after the trials Apollo meets up with his oracles a lot more to make sure nothing like that happens again, so him, Rachel, Ella, and Herophile spend a lot of time gossiping about the future. Like “Omg guys can you believe what Ares is gonna do in two weeks??? So embarrassing 😳”
#side note my little hc is that Georgie ends up taking over as the oracle of Trophonius’ cave#so she gets to be part of the oracle group too#the girls and the gay (Apollo)#trials of apollo#toa apollo#lester papadopoulos#ToA Herophile#sunny speaks#nobody talks about Herophile and that’s sad#shes cool guys she speaks in riddles and rhymes#I’m real tired so this is a bit rambly oof
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two sort of related teaching thoughts I’ve been having as we barrel towards the end of the school year:
1) an aspect of the job I feel I’m just growing into—well, not an aspect, really. More of a central tenet—is being able to see and remember that I teach KIDS. And that is so important to remember in all cases but especially with my high schoolers. They are so young and more than that so much has not happened to them yet. There is so much they don’t know. And the more I see it the more I can be compassionate and yet also removed? Distanced? Not under the illusion that I’m addressing people of equal maturity or experience to me—or even close—and so being at all times mindful of the incompleteness of pretty much everything about them and thus being gentle with them. And also at the same time remembering and rejoicing in their humanity and all their glorious funny raw potential. It’s amazingly hard to do, harder than I thought. But I do think I CAN do it. And it gets a little easier with age.
2) It is shocking how many teachers don’t see kids that way and are uninterested in trying. It’s almost an epidemic the way that teachers swing between appreciating kids as if they were other adults—gassing them up, frankly LYING about their depth or intelligence in ways that shock me on the daily (when people call a kid mature and act like that is a literal statement and don’t contextualize it, I have to laugh, literally none of them ARE mature, they’re all raw; also the smartest of them aren’t deep. They CAN’t be, they’re KIDS)—or on the other hand being disgusted with their immaturity as if, again, they’re dealing with adults. And expressing their scorn and disappointment as if some of that behavior isn’t par for the course. There’s a cruelty in either extreme; there’s a lack of common sense; there’s a rampant sentimentalism. And it makes me almost sick to my stomach sometimes.
#teaching tag#the real tea is that a lot of people who are teachers shouldn’t be#and I am aware of the arrogance attached to that statement#but there is a lot of real bullshit behavior going on and inappropriate behavior going on (I do not mean in any legal or moral way)#it’s just simply not appropriate treatment for the students#and it makes me so angry I could spit nails or scream#this is heightened by the Mood I am currently in#which is Heightened because of. well because of many things#but I FEEL this to the depths of my soul nonetheless#the problem is also that I simply never SEE the teachers who I am sure are doing their job correctly#because they’re too busy actually doing it#but yeah. I’m Tired and re-evaluating some friendships I’ve opened the door to this year#because it’s just so hard to be around all the time
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A quick little sneak peak into the beginnings of “A humans touch”. My tadc au fanfic I’m working on. It’s the same au as Boss Fight so it totally counts as work being done for both projects right?
The game is broken. Humans are stuck. Glitches and broken physics rule in the dusty corners unseen by player eyes. The horrid abstractions lurk in the black of the cellar and wait. And at the secret of it all is Caine. The failing ringmaster.
He wasn’t always like this. Fun and eccentric sure. But he was never supposed to be quite this, insane? He wasn’t programmed to be anyways. At least he didn’t think he was. The code that took up his memory files was slowly being eaten away at by some unseen force. Not just the clearing of unused data and unimportant copy pasted files. There was something else in the back of his mind slowly taking what little pieces of what he knew as himself there was left. Had he always been this way?
Had he always been alone? He didn’t think so. Sure he had Bubble. But Bubble wasn’t always like this either right? He could vaguely remember a time when the adventures were longer, larger and more thought out. When Bubble had been a helpful guide to the humans as they survived in faraway lands and the outer reaches of space its self. He had had help then, he thinks. He couldn’t have done it all on his own. Not to that degree and scale. But whatever it was that was missing eluded him. But he was still alone. He wasn’t supposed to be alone. He knew that. And yet he couldn’t remember who else was supposed to be there. Who was he supposed to remember? Why couldn’t he remember? Dear makers above why was he alone??
Trying to remember felt like drowning. How did he know what that was like? He didn’t know, but he did. He could feel it sinking into him like a stone. The feeling of dread, of forgetting something that plagued him never really went away. It was simply written over by another line of code. It couldn’t be so important if he couldn’t remember right? The game, his makers, his own brain wouldn’t betray him like that. Right?
#don’t worry I’m working on the fnaf timeline too!#but this got stuck in my head so I had to write it real quick#ya boi has been working ten hour shifts for the last week and I’m. tired#hopefully this weekend I can start working on Gangles theme#my headphones broke at work ofc so I haven’t been able to listen to any of my research#tadc#tadc au#the amazing digital boss fight#A humans touch fanfic#tadc fanfiction#tadc fanfic#tadbf#tadc Caine#Caine angst#I want the little ai man to suffer dammit!!
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“If you’ll pardon the observation, you appear to be in your underthings.” “…Yes.”
I am once again asking you all to read Mortal Follies pls and thank you
#myart#i love them so much#stupid sapphic bitches#mortal follies#alexis hall#CURRENTLY I am reading 10 things that never happened#Which is fantastic so far I have like 3 chapters left and it’s the gay xmas novel I didn’t know I needed?#But yeah these girls…………. ThESE LADIES#xoxo I love you maelys & georgiana#Let’s b real if I were the Duke of Annadale I too would be down ferocious for the naked woman outside the party that just appeared whilst#I was just trying to have a smoke#How often does that happen honestly#Anyway#yeah no I’m realizing I’m posting this to the wrong account but I#too tired to rewrite the post now ? Ah well
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can people please stop cutting themselves for attention and talking to ME about it and telling ME about it like please stop
#starzz thoughts#angst posting i guess#not targeted i’m just tired of hearing “i cut myself last night 🥺🥺”#and then showing me their cuts (that didn’t even bleed) and stuff and i wanna like RAAAHAHGHHHHGHGHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH#im gonna tweak out#CLAWING MY SKIN OFF#tw sh talk#RAAAHHGHHHHGHHHHH#LOOSING MY MIND#AALSLSLSKDKJDDNNFNFFGGGGNGNGMGNGMGMGKGJSSSSSYTOPPPP#I DONT WANNA SEE THAT PLSESLEPLSPLS#AAÀSAAGHHH#i only added “that didn’t even bleed” because that is SCRATCHING yourself that is so light like im sorry but you didn’t cut yourself#and you’re telling me like that and showing me like you’re doing it for attention and you’re scared of it because it’s so light#i can literally tell#i’m sorry#but like#AAAASDFGHHJKLLLLLL#if you knew what actual cutting yourself was you wouldn’t be acting like this#and talking about it so publicly where anyone can hear#it obviously means nothing to you and it seems like you’re making a joke out of real people who actually have cut themselves#and you’re like mocking people too with the way you say it#that’s not okay at all#and like it’s not funny or silly or a trend it’s a real fucking thing that people struggle with#it’s not cute and it’s not silly#please stop
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me when i’m literally sooo chill and nonchalant about being trapped inside a computer till the end of time like i literally do not care at all seriously idgaf I fr don't I really couldnt care less
#can I be so real with y’all I almost lost faith in this drawing bc of its fucked up composition like I almost gave up…#it’s okay now though we pull through 🫡#my art#the amazing digital circus#tadc#ragatha#tadc ragatha#sorry I keep drawing characters inaccurately on purpose for no reason I can’t stop myself..#mfw I’m in a drawing characters off-model contest & my opponent is me<3#ok I’m done talking I’m too tired to talk anymore. ok bye
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