#so I feel like I’m just winging it
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Had an exam today , and I went into it feeling confident but now idk.
I also just don’t really care anymore ? Life has been so hard over the last few months - work has been kicking my ass, and it’s just made me lose so much motivation for everything even stuff outside of work like art, etc.
I really do like my job , and I have been treated really well in there by my managers , but outside of them I’m the most senior with the most responsibility- it’s been so hard trying to train a bunch of new people when I’m so new to this industry too. I’ve been insanely overwhelmed - and come home everyday with a headache. And then I rot for the evening because I’m so tired from the day -
#the new people are … a lot#like lovely don’t get me wrong but one is uselessssss and the other is like me who had no experience in this sector#and I can tell she’ll do great#but I’m so tired ;-;#I’m not even two years in this industry#so I have very little knowledge of most things#so I feel like I’m just winging it#which is spooky
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Firefox-official vs electronicmail
Hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby
okay come up with a better idea then. firefox-official is gone asshole it’s electronicmail or nothing
#this one was hard to respond to because it elicited the usual anon rage in me#but i had to think about it anyway.#this blog has been around for less than a month and it is driving me fucking crazy#don’t you think i know?#dont you think it hurts enough already#i dont want this blog either i want my old blog back with all my stuff on it#i would like to stick around#because i loved posting#and i get that you’re just having fun#but i’m making an example of you#less than a month vs five years#‘household name’ firefox official#spent five years building that thing#and now it’s just this.#i keep forgetting#and then i’m here again#not home#i know you all feel bad enough for me already#but it’s so hard to be myself because the environment on here is SO different#we were HAPPY#WE WERE SO HAPPY#Umm… Or whatever.#guess i could go back to firefox unofficial#but that feels far too close to the sun. and i’m done with the wings i think.#i dont mean to be so serious#a total mood killer i know#i just dont know how to proceed exactly#because when i post like normal i cant help but feel sad#and when i post about being sad its just sort of obnoxious#i’m not really asking for pity i just want to explain where i am at
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it’s been almost a year now… is the bg3 fandom finally ready to talk about how gale’s “hubris” is the sole product of actively feeding his insecurities further and straight up denying him help & guidance when he was at his lowest and needed it most. it’s not one of his core traits and never was. he isn’t some closeted power hungry monster that is just waiting to be enabled. what he wants is admiration, recognition and acceptance. which is also what he sought from mystra before the orb disaster happened. he had no desire whatsoever to become a god himself or challenge her rule, he simply wanted to be seen as sufficient in her eyes (“to serve her better”). to be as equal as he could possibly be in a relationship with a literal deity. he has a deep passion for magic and knowledge that affects almost all areas of his life and enjoys the display thereof. he wants to be the smartest person in the room and enjoys when his work is recognized. he may be perceived as arrogant when it comes to his skill, but he IS NOT hubristic. it truly takes so little for him to be wholly content.
#this is such a fundamental misinterpretation of his character and really grinds my gears#i feel like we really gloss over the fact that he sees the crown as an alternative to NOT DYING#and not something he secretly wanted all along#an option to finally prove that he is ‘worthy enough’#either of himself or the person he’s with#whenever another post pops up talking about how astarion and gale are so similar another angel loses its wings#bg3#astarion was always corrupt long before cazador happened. and even after he seeks power for safety and control#(and partly because of the fun of it)#meanwhile gale? my guy just wants to live. read books. eat good food and be a great wizard recognized for his hard work#gale dekarios#it speaks#neme rambles#i forgot to censor my tags but i’m on mobile so oops
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Bit of a weird question, but what is your overall least favorite thing about MLP? 
Sparity.
#magicalgrimm#ask me#there’s a later season episode (post spike getting wings) that Tulli and I could not finish because it was so awful#where rarity’s feeling lonely without spike who’s grown up and moved on from his crush on her#so she gets extremely clingy and manipulatey to get this. teenage boy to pay attention and worship her again#and rarity gets visibly jealous of spike spending time with another teenage dragon girl#it’s extremely extremely creepy. by FAR rarity’s absolute worst rock bottom moment#actual textbook groomer behavior#and even worse the episode kinda shits on rarijack where rarity tried to replace spike with applejack in helping her#but aj fails and fucks things up and isn’t right for the job. so the episode implies spike is a better match with rarity than applejack#it’s just all sorts of wrong eugh.#sparity just sucks so bad I can’t believe a good chunk of bronies still ship them or consider them a viable ship#I’m fine with spike having a kid crush on rarity it happens with kids#but the more the writers just kept teasing and toying and baiting it. overstayed its welcome#especially because they have no chemistry. spike doesn’t have a reason for liking rarity other than “hot woman in her mid-20s’
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was thinking about unicorns again per usual just now and accidentally got a cameo phantom shift just by thinking about them too hard. This fucks immensely
#I am not unicorn kin. I don’t have any particularly horse-like behaviors I think. But god damn do I wish I was#it’s quite interesting that I got a horn shift so easily bc I keep trying to trigger wing phantom shifts and it’s so hard guys. I am a bird#I’m an Angel like I just wanna feel my wings for once. But nope unicorn horn#oh well. This is still awesome as fuck#unicorn art#unicorn#the last unicorn#therian#Therian art#otherkin art#unicornkin#<not unicornkin (I think it’s more of a linktype for me) but still feel like some#actual unicorns might appreciate it#the art I mean#unicornhearted
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((I caved and maybe-kinda-sorta started a liiiiittle bit on Jujutsu Kaisen and—- wtf do you mean a fifteen year old is totally a-okay with being executed eventually because it serves the greater good????? And everybody is just like “cool,” like it’s totally normal????? WTF??? Like, sir, ARE YOU AWARE YOU ARE LITERAL SUNSHINE INCARNATE———))
#remember my short foray into the parksborn hellhole?#I think this has similar vibes#also wtf man this kid is so ready to die while also being full of life#it makes me feel things and I don’t like it#just—- that kid OBVIOUSLY wants to live and have fun and experience everything life has to offer#instead he gets doomed to be executed as soon as he’s fulfilled his ‘purpose’?#and sir wtf do you mean you’re basically taking a kid under your wing just to kill him later on#like— I’m saying this with all my heart but- WTF#((this is gonna break me isn’t it))#jjk#jujutsu Kaisen#pointless rambling
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messy expression sketches + colouring with my oc clem who looks alot like her dad lol
#pokemon#oc art#oc#pokemon oc#pkmn#trainer red#red pokemon#original character#my art <3#kanto au#oc: clementine#i’m literally nearly finished ANOTHER piece with her but had this idea at like 2am so had to do it lol#very messy but trying to not care about that and also just post whatever i want yknow#i know oc art is not always the most popular no matter who posts it but i love her sm#i very hastily attempted to colour in gamefreaks common colouring style and it was actually super enjoyable#i’ve never done an art style study before and definitely want to try again in a way that dosent take 5 minutes lol#clem is extremely expressive and easy to read so i feel like these are quite tame expressions for her character but i really adore#reds alola art sheets and i just adore how gf chooses to show how he expresses himself wahhh#i love drawing her lil side??? hair pointy…?? flick things??? idk what you’d call them lol#i imagine everyone calls them angel wings lol clem was one of those babies that probably popped out with a full head of hair lol and she had#those lil wings before anything else 🫠🫠🫠#pokemon art#pkmn art
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I just finished Fourth Wing and I realized that the reason that Xaden never really hated Violet is because he knew about her from her brother and already knew she was a good person and I want to CRY
#is it November yet#the fourth wing#violet sorrengail#xaden riorson#violet and xaden#brennan sorrengail#violet x xaden#like he heard about her from someone who loved her so deeply#gosh there was so much for Violet to process at the end there so quickly#I feel like I’m still processing it so I can’t even imagine how she must feel#to lose such a good friend who died defending your life but also after you just an arguement with#for your entire WORLD to tilt#as you realize your country that you put so much faith in has lied to you#and your love and your dragons were keeping it a secret for so long#and you almost die#and then you find out your brother is alive#and that must be so hard#because it was another painful secret#but also—he’s alive!#Jesus Christ that’s so much at once#fourth wing
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I don’t think I ever posted this but he’s here now about a week late 🦇✨✨✨
#my art stuff#digital art#bg3#astarion#batstarion#bat#my brain’s been auper gunked up as of late from doing sewing projects and trying to relax by indulging in things that are bad for me#and so I kept feeling too crap about everything to think this was worth posting#I also haven’t posted in so long in general so I felt like I’d forgot how to do it??#I’m feeling better rn cus I finished another really cool piece that I’m very proud of (will post it in a moment)#also another note (as per usual) that this is spawn Astarion#idk why I always feel the need to clarify that - I just do#something something A!A’s existence makes me sad so this is S!A learning wildshape#something something something something#I love A!A but he makes me way too sad to be associated with unless I actively make art about him specifically#hope y’all enjoy my cool bat with slight transparency in the wings#I’m very happy with him and love him with all my heart#please give him smooches (he deserves them)
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🍓Artfight
Bean by tism on artfight 🍓
#artfight#art fight 2024#artists on tumblr#art#finished piece#illustration#my art#digital art#2024 art#I LOVED THIS CHARACTER DESGIN YIIPPPPEEE#My first art fight of the year yiipppppeeee guys#I hope tism likes it ‼️#this is actually the second time I’ve drawn one of tisms characters I really love the designs#I dunno I think the rest of my attacks will be in more of my evil art style as it’s just easier for me I feel#though aruughhhhh this one looks so good so I dunno maybe I’ll switch it up depending#but I was sooooo freaking productive I did two finished artfights sketched one and did a completely diffrent drawing#lamo i also started another#I’m doing so much rn Istg I’m gonna burn out so quickly lamo 😔#winged character#??? i think#though pretty sure it’s just an accessory#strawberry
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I don’t think Angel wings are sensitive like bird wings, but if someone preens Grian’s wings he gets sleepy and will fall asleep under the right circumstances
Not an angel thing, just purely a Grian thing
#I’m aware of how birds are with their wings so just so u know ! i never write them that way#in my head he is very touch starved and craves affection constantly but will never ask for it#so when it happens he buckles and relaxes !#passes out on scar preening his wings and scar panics#falls backwards on him and scars like OH ?!??!??#i thibk preening wings would feel a lot like a nice haircut… the combing and styling…
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OH MY GOSH EMU SAM REPOSTED YOUR INSTAGRAM STORY!!! I checked the story thinking nothing of it only to do a double take and go "wait a minute isn't that my good buddy Emu from [tumblr]?" seriously though congrats!! :]
(you're seriously winning the sfth fan jackpot lol between this and sfth liking your tiktok comments and your quesetion being answered in a Q&A)
I KNOW RIGHT AAAAAAA I CHECKED MY NOTIFICATIONS AND WAS LIKE “HUH” 😭😭 and this isn’t even the first time it’s so cool
I have an album on my phone of all the notifications I’ve gotten from them :))) and it honestly just makes me really happy lol
#I’ve currently got 61 screenshots in that album but some are double ups I think#But STILL#Like 😭#Thank you for saying this it’s so sweet you noticed 😭😭#<3333#It was crazy though#I hope he knows how proud of him for Wing It we are though#Cause he SHOULD be proud#I just hope I don’t come across as all “HI NOTICE ME NOTICE ME” cause I don’t want to annoy any of them at all or anything like that yk#But anyway hopefully I dont :)))#JUNYU!! :)#shoot from the hip#Thank you for the ask!#sfth asks#I think I’m good at encouraging and helping people#And like#as a fan if I can encourage and help sfth in any way I will#I do feel so lucky honestly
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Trembles like a small dog. Places down my loopified euphrasie design before skittering away
#keese draws#isat#isat euphrasie#this is technically an au that I’ve had for a while but I’ve been reworking it#also for all of these doodles I was just shaking and crying so hard because I couldn’t keep her eyebrows her big raindrop eyebrows are like#her most iconic feature to me taking them feels like taking an angels wings 😔#but yeah I’m thinking of calling her orbit or smth like that#long story short for this au euphrasie is the one looping and is doomed by the narrative and all that for a long ass time until she does#some wishcraft shenanigans as a last resort#she was honestly kind of expecting it to literally break the universe so when she got her body snatched and seemingly sent back in time to#back when mirrabelle first started her journey she was left fumbling and without much room to internalize the situation too hard#I’m considering maybe having her not start off with mira tho? idk I think it’d be fun if she got to hang out with siffrin for a bit first#just her unconsciously bracing herself for a loop every time siffrin talks to her#imagine a long pause here where I stopped typing and started writing dialogue for them in my head#but yeah lots of orbit going yay yay yippee yay ^_^ (she is under immense stress and is mistakening new stress for better stress)
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FELT SILLY :3
hope u like it @catnykit it was a very fun request! thank u
#i didn’t know how to make his wings look like they’re moving in just a doodle#so i was feeling silly and decided to animate it#it was very fun actually!!!#he’s so happy!!!#i wish i had wings i could stim with#YIPPEE!!!!#my art#animation#tllr art#dew oc#also still working on that anton doodle!#also haha two wing animations in one day i’m just feeling extra silly i guess :P#the last lab rat
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[id: two photos of a small crocheted Night Yorb plush- a purple/blue manta ray with glowing eyes that sit at the end of its stalks- the tail is fluffy pieces of purple, blue, and black yarn that stream out behind it. End id]
Speak Not Of The Crocheted Night Yorb
I used this manta ray pattern from etsy! I had the perfect yarn for it too!!
#night yorb#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#speak not of the night yorb#fh#dimension 20#d20#fhjy#i’m gonna make a chain and put it on a purse or something!!!#i made a bigger yorb too which imight eventually post#i have slightly mixed feelings#the eyes on the big yorb are a bit weird so its less cute overall#but i kinda brushed out the wings a bit so it looks a lot more like the actual art for the night yorb which is cool#i need to brush it out more but i should get a better brush for it#and like idk how to feel about the texture as its brushed#it still looks pretty cool! i just prefer this smaller one tbh
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my toxic trait is that when i’m reading in english i refuse to search the translation when i don’t know the meaning of a word
#i just trust the process that everything will make sense eventually#i was almost at the end of fourth wing when i decided to look up what a parapet is#and then i reread that initial scene#and i was like ‘oh it makes sense now’#😅#the word i struggled with in acotar was talons#i was so disappointed when i discovered it means claws#in my head it meant something different#but it took me at least two books to cave and search the meaning#i’m talking about this now bc i’m trying to read iron flame#and i just ain’t feeling it#i’m in a weird mood#amanda reads
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