#smth undiagnosed about them

[la-galaxie-langblr]

what is going on w my brain

[mars-ipan]

i’ve been trying to get more comfortable with calling myself disabled

[butt-puncher]

I wish that I was more

[sandraharissa]

How did they accidentally intimately understand the experiences of mentally ill ppl in s1??? How??? It’s gotta be cos the writers changed right

Ok bcos like, it’s not like Jinx in s1 was a good portrayal of mental illnesses in the sense that it was realistic. I’d actually argue that part of her appeal and what made her work so well is bcos she was undiagnosable. She showed many symptoms of what could be many different issues and so many ppl could relate to her on a basis of one symptom. But what they did with Jinx that made her work so well is that they seemingly understood the emotions and psychology that are shared by ppl with all types of different issues. They didn’t need to understand all the technicalities in terms of, like I said, a realistic portrayal of a specific issue. What mattered was that she felt like a really mentally ill person cos her arc dealt with the struggles of mentally ill ppl. She was portrayed to feel isolated, struggling to communicate/socialize, feeling like she was fundamentally wrong/different, like she inherently didn’t belong anywhere, frustrated with her own symptoms, having internalized guilt, a desire to be loved/accepted, feeling unlovable, trying to hide her issues/symptoms, futilely trying to fit/change her behavior to fit/pass, feeling like a failure etc.

The main betrayal of s2 when it comes to Jinx and her arc was violating that connection that ppl build with Jinx in s1. S2 Jinx is an extremely unrealistic, unrelatable and sanitized portrayal of mental issues.

99% of her symptoms disappeared after she experienced smth that would drastically exacerbate them. Are you pranking me? Is that what I’m supposed to relate to? Quick fixes were applied, like giving her Isha to fix her loneliness but 1)that’s not how raising a child while mentally ill would look like, it would make her struggles worse 2) they cease to portray crucial experiences of mental illness like feeling like you don’t belong cos your behavior is always off, these things don’t just disappear, even when ppl get better there’ll still be these moments, and that’s in a best case scenario. Like trans ppl after finishing treatment saying they got rid of 99% of their dysphoria, but never a 100%. look at how they expertly managed to portray Silco and Jinx having a close loving bond and simultaneously highlight her loneliness and isolation. So she has a kid now bcos single mothers are not famously lonely and isolated ppl right? It was a common point of criticism of Silco that Jinx not having friends amongst her peers is a really bad sign but now she still has no friends but now 1) it stopped being an issue 2) she’s also a single mother now.

The focus was switched from her being portrayed as likely born neurodivergent + traumatized to depression but specifically suicidality. it’s not like in s1 she wasn’t portrayed as depressed/suicidal and you’d think she’d become more so after s1 but that wasn’t the sole focus, but curiously it becomes so in s2. But despite this switch in focus that you’d think would stem from the writers wanting to write about their own experiences or smth that interests them that they think is important it couldn’t be clearer that the writers had zero empathy for the issues they were writing about cos it’s misery porn, a pitfall that many stories that center suicide fall into, glamorizing and romanticizing it. In s1 her worst symptoms like hallucinations were very dramatic and cool-looking visually but it was connected to this fundamental empathy, the understanding of mentally ill ppl as ppl with emotions and what those are. In s2 they drastically switch the portrayal of her issues to fit what they wanted to do with her in s2, and then proceeded to use it solely for cool and dramatic imagery/scenarios. It is completely disconnected from ppl’s real life experiences. The relatability was sacrificed for the sake of following tropes like 'death as redemption' that are supposed to be more dramatic or smth. Having her ping-pong from having no issues to having all the issues throughout the narrative.

Act1: She’s ‘dead inside’, she seems somewhat motivated at some point only for it to be revealed she was planning suicide – alright season, nice, what’s next. Act2: she’s just completely alright now from the get go, her hallucinations show up only when she first finds out Isha’s in danger. why? who knows. It’s like the writers understood that for them that would be a particularly stressful situation so they use the imagery of her illness to communicate she’s super distressed in this moment. So they used the imagery of mental illness not to convey mental illness and how it interacts with her life but as a dramatic-looking shortcut to convey a strong emotion, one that any other character would feel in this situation. Otherwise she’s doing better than she ever was, even in s1a1, and then Isha dies. Act3: so now she 100% ’wants to die’ again and it’s super depresso but then she has one conversation with Ekko and she’s again doing super good and then she dies by semi-suicide but she’s happy doing it and it’s like. beautiful? ok.

[birdco]

Anyway here's my Licorice Cookie Headcannons.

(This is my head cannon design for him. I made the edit.)

Backstory.

-Licorice was born into the Licorice tribe; A tribe that prides its magicians and known for its strict manner. Which slowly caused a resentment of the tribe to grow inside of him.

-The Licorice tribe has been the victim of extreme prejudice for the Cacao kingdom due to its relation with the Licorice sea. This caused Licorice to hate all other Cacao tribes, specifically the milk tribe.

-Licorice's mother was neglectful of him, mostly letting him live off of history, magic and fairytale books.

-As he grew Licorice began to strive to become a famous wizard in history. And with that, his expectations for himself grew out of control.

-After finding Dark Enchantress and getting information of a growing party-The COD- Licorice turned to the Dark arts because of his insecurity.

-In his kingdom, it is highly illegal to practice Dark magic. And is punishable by a type of crucifixion. So, when found out, Licorice would be persecuted. The way was by a cursed dagger, that from impact (such as a slash.) Would set you aflame. However, after two stabs Licorice would stay alive.

-Loosing himself, Licorice brought a storm upon the Licorice tribe which would destroy the entire village. Aswell as killing all the residents, some he killed personally.

-His mother had cursed him before he murdered her. A curse that slowly killed and corrupted him, his killer being his own magic. Licorice is very much aware of this curse. Infact, he has the curse tattooed on his wrist as a joke.

Alr that's over, here's some semi important trivia.

-Licorice has tried his hardest to recreate life with pure magic. This, being represented when reviving his dead cat (That would become Bat-cat.) Then, creating his best project; Poison Mushroom Cookie. Licorice *grew* Mushroom, and serves as their father figure. He is very protective over them.

-Licorice has a SMALL obsession with Red Velvet Cookie.

-Licorice currently has a "project" going on involving resurrection. He wants to perfect his craft, and make it simple. So he will either grave rob or simply kidnap cookies (typically Red Velvet's enemies.) To test his theories.

-Licorice plans every kidnap, with from what tools to what the air must smell like.

-Licorice has undiagnosed OCD and Autism.

-The reason why Licorice is obsessed with Red Velvet is-first he wanted to power of dating his bosses son.-yet it slowly turned to a romantic obsession as their relationship progressed. What started this obsession was the first time Licorice met Red Velvet. He would taunt and built him until Red Velvet diddled him...

Alright here's the nonimportant trivia.

-IDGAF About the bts update Licorice loves metal with his dying soul.

-Licorice has a terrible sleep schedule, like seriously, he goes to bed at 3 am. (His" job "requires him to wake up at 5.)

-His role -which is rather low- is a scout. Yet at first he was a bodyguard..But that obviously failed terribly.

-Licorice melts when he sweats or gets extremely stressed. It isn't like his skin falling off, but he'll feel his body dribble and shit or smth.

-Licorice has a insecurity about his masculinity, but also embraces it at times.

-Licorice loves to cross dress- privately of course. Yet he'll possibly take photos of himself crossdressing.

-He creates the majority of his clothes because of his sewing hobby.

-There's this large x shaped scar on his chest, nobody asks about it anymore. But if they do its a apparent "exile scar."

-Licorice swears he's straight despite his love for Red Velvet. Infact he's a lil bit homophobic at times when people push into the idea of him being into men.

-Licorice has a tattoo of the Licorice Sea on his thigh (that moves up to his hips.)

-Licorice is VERY tall. This is because he wears bigass boots.

I might update this or maybe another whole ass post about more, but I'm too tired too and I'm gonna eep. Gn.

[studio-sneebs]

Q&A (sort of)

ABOUT THE BLOG:

⭐ What's STUDIO SNEEBS? just a bunch of jashlings hanging out in a normal studio sorta place that's also their house? well everyone has their own place but the studio also has backup rooms just in case, ya know?

some or all of them may be able to break the fourth wall, mayhaps :3c

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⭐ Why that name? I just thought it would be both funny and sort of nice? it has a nice ring to it! to be fair I don't know how I got this name lolol!

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⭐ Will there be headcanons or is this entirely canon divergent? contains canon lore (mainly CCCC + power hours) along with lots and lots of headcanons that I believe fit the characters buddy, but I'm sure everyone has each of their own for these guys, yeah? so let's not focus too much on it!

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⭐ Any lore for this silly rp blog? or is it all silly? mostly silly but there will be heavy topics seen in this roleplay account like:

alcohol, canon typical violence, mentions of attempted/thoughts about suicide, phobias, drugs (part of CCCC lore), and weapons

so be warned!

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⭐ Are magic anons allowed? totally! I'm just horrible with keeping up numbers sometimes xD

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⭐ what are the fonts for during roleplay?

* this font is used for actions/narrations

"this + colored text is when someone is talking!"

'this + colored text is when someone is thinking'

"this" or 'this' + italic is when someone is muttering/whispering/mumbling

bold text is to emphasize a word or is part of the lore!

crossed out text is part of hidden lore, just ask and you'll find out! :3

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⭐ will there be/will you have events on this blog? I do have some planned, they're mostly for milestones though! so when I reach like 100 followers

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⭐ will you add more characters once there are more jashers? if there are more, I do intend to! but it's gonna be hard keeping up with the characters and the list would be too long. if I had to, I'll have to re-organize everyone and make different posts so it's easier for everyone to read

but that also comes at the consequence of people not knowing which character is where....

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⭐ what other contents are on this blog? contains a lot of this characters interacting with you! think of it as an "x reader" kinda thing except I never specify whether it's romantic or platonic or inbetween

I just want this blog to be a safe space for those who find comfort in the characters :D

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⭐ what other tags are in this blog and what are they for?

#STUDIO SNEEBS rp or #studio sneebs rp = roleplay

#STUDIO SNEEBS out of rp or 💐/🐌 || "insert text" = out of roleplay, usually to answer questions or add smth funny

#STUDIO SNEEBS interacting with you! = self explanatory

#STUDIO SNEEBS artshow = also self explanatory

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ABOUT BLOG OWNER AKA ME:

⭐ what are your boundaries we should avoid? I'm uncomfortable with the topic of jashipping, while I don't really care whether the person is a jashipper or not (literally friends with two atm), it just makes me feel not so good!

I'd also rather you not interact with me or this blog in a ns/fw way!

other than that, I'll freely block anyone I don't really like which is pretty rare I think?

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⭐ do you have a main blog? I do but it's on another account, so on this account I would prefer it if you didn't mention about it lest you find some recognition in art there

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⭐ what's your age range and pronouns? 18+, I'm she/they/it! I'm also uranic :3c

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⭐ are you acoustic? I may suffer from undiagnosed mild ADHD :3

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⭐ what's your ooc sign off?

I use 💐 or 🐌! depending on the blog and how I feel :3

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⭐ do you have other roleplay blogs?

@phightingsall-colorandshimmer and @circling-over-coping-mechanics are my other roleplay blogs! I plan to have a fourth one soon but the lore making of that one is pretty ambitious...

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ABOUT INTERACTIONS:

⭐ Can our own versions of these silly fellas interact? they can break the fourth wall so I think they're well aware there are other versions of themselves from other people..so yeah, I believe so!

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⭐ Are OCs or Sonas allowed to interact? HELL YEAH!! I also have an oc included in this blog just for the heck of it! possibly self-indulgent, yes, but it's how I have my fun! the silly jashlings on this account would love to interact with anyone, depending on who, but YOU especially they'd love to talk to!

so go haywire,,,

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⭐ Are fictionkins/systems allowed to interact? everyone (except creeps/assholes) is allowed to! I don't mind and I'd love to interact and befriend many here!

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⭐ Are other fandoms allowed to interact with the characters? YES YES YES! this blog will allow other fandoms in, fandom friendly space here :3

maybe not like...controversial 'fandoms' but yeah!

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⭐ Is it allowed to flirt with these men (and singular woman), and is it allowed to interact romantically? YES! shipping is allowed!! I like to multiship :3 heck just do whatever! you can be suggestive, just not full on NS/FW

[gardenofdelete998]

storytime :3 there was this other private in the program who used to come in to our quarters to "play bumble", where he would provide real time commentary on the girls he came across on the app

each and every time he would ask us whether we are a butt or a boob guy, and each and every time i didnt answer bc 1) why does he care, 2) i didnt want to go into how im into secret third and fourth and so on and so forth things, 3) i knew he was only asking bc he wanted to talk about himself. then he would declare, unprompted, that he has an ass fetish. what an embarassing to say

the comments he made were interesting too: any display of personality got a negative one. for example one time he got *really* upset bc this girl used a pic of her get ploughed while skiing, not understanding why would anyone release smth this embarassing to the public. (this obsession with self value is a foreshadowing...) the way he talked about them just screamed insecurity, he seemed like the type of guy who seeked women who defaulted to submission bc he didnt have it in him to dominate them, let alone be comfortable with them being equal. he wasnt comfortable with anyone being his equal: you could be above or below, both a source of ego

he came from a wealthy family with a 0-24 maid, 8 horses, a manor and stuff, and had an undiagnosed narcisistic personality disorder... [diagnosed by none other than me (^_^)] theres a whole different story here which i wont get into. either way he had very high (but fluctuating) ambitions and some serious delusions of grandieur. however every time he had the chance to prove himself he failed miserably, and these failures never registered in him, by the day after he allways had an answer which he fully believed. it was clear that he had a mental wall there, it wasnt just a lie

anyways the situation got so bad with him that we, privates in the same program as him, were asked to write anonymous letters for him and he was asked to write letters for us, he then had to read these out loud in front of us while holding a mirror in front of himself. the keywords were supposed to be: respect and camaradery. he chose to open his with: "what is the definition of camaradery? i have no idea", then went on to talk for a full page about how he is too much of an individualist opportunist and likes glamour and humanity way too much to be happy here, and how he is disillusioned of the army... not a smart move when your on trial in front of soldiers. for context this whole affair was bc he got us multiple week's worth of collective punishment, he just didnt understand it. another mental wall

this was an amazing opportunity for me to utilize both my creative writing skills and my tendency for verbal agression. the letter i wrote was only 4-5 sentence long but multiple people not present here congratulated me on it bc the junior officer lady responsible for this whole affair showed it around. what a shitshow this whole thing was

after this he didnt dare to talk to me for a good 2-3 weeks and went full speak-only-when-youre-spoken-to. everybody in the company despised him, rumour was that when he arrived he was so arrogant that they made him cry and bullied the hell out of him

[hotchs-big-hands]

I just gotta vent abt smth cuz I think abt it all the time and tbh it’s getting detrimental to my wellbeing and stuff. This is medical related so if you’re not okay with medical stuff in general/PCOS/chronic pain/fatphobia then please do scroll 💖

I have always been fat, except for the years of my childhood where I was taking several different medications daily whilst I was sick. Even then I was still chubby though. I’ve also always dealt with a lot of chronic back pain my whole life (and my father has a curved spine like a hunch, which I’m certain I do as well) worsened by an injury to my shoulder that has never rly healed. I also have weak ankles which roll under themselves all the time and I’ve had a few really bad falls because of it. I also have been diagnosed with PCOS and then undiagnosed by someone who told the biggest crock of shit lies to my face. Ain’t even to mention the mental health stuff and IBS as well.

My health conditions are definitely getting worse, and I know I should go to the doctor about them all. I can barely do much with my back pain, I’m in pain every day and some days it flares up so bad I can’t get out of bed. But I’m fucking scared and don’t trust doctors. Because I know the second I walk into their office they’ve already diagnosed me without even doing an exam or asking questions. I’m just stuck and I don’t really know what to do anymore. There’s a lot I just can’t do and honestly getting harder to manage it all. Idk if to just suck it up and try going to a doctor again or just try dealing with it.

I haven’t been to a doctor for anything except my ear health and mental health since 2018 and this was for my PCOS. I’ve had scans done a few times and they all show that I have PCOS. And then I go to this “specialist” and she says that no, I’m just fat and in fact my fatness is causing my PCOS and that excess body hair only grows in fat bodies. There is no correlation between fatness being the cause of PCOS or for there to be excess body hair growth being caused by being fat. She prescribed me medication to induce periods (I don’t have them) and all it did was give me one period and destroyed my mental health to the point where to this day I do not feel like myself still. And I do not have periods still after that except for one last year after a traumatic event.

Idk why I’m still writing or talking abt this. I guess I just needed to get it out or smth cuz it’s all I can think abt most of the time cuz I’m in pain pretty much all the time. Anyway if yu read this far thank you 💖

[orcelito]

wrt "is gifted kid what they actually call it" i cant speak for every school obv but in my district yes it was literally called the "gifted kid program" where in elementary school (i assume they chose kids based on above average test results or something?) theyd pull you out of math/language lessons to a separate room where they gave you work that was "more advanced" (i assume it was probably stuff from later in the year or maybe a grade level above? i dont remember it very clearly) though really all it led to was not receiving instruction because i was expected to be smart enough and then getting in trouble for "not putting in effort when i clearly had potential" when i struggled with doing assignments and then struggling for the rest of my academic career because i was never taught how to effectively study since i was expected to already know (since i was obviously so gifted and smart). so yknow. in my experience the only thing the program is actually effective at is finding kids with undiagnosed adhd or autism lmao

Jesus what the hell????? My schools never had that 😭😭😭😭 there were honors and AP classes of course in middle and high school, which I took a good few of, but no program like that... tho now that I'm thinking about it, since u specified elementary school, my elementary school was weird af in general (tiiiiiny ass elementary school, several grades in each classroom simply bc there were too few students to separate them by grade)(literally in my last year there, 4th grade, there was just me and two other girls in that grade) so?????? No space for any bullshit like that. It had its own problems lol, including being pretty lax on Actually Teaching (how the hell did I pass my classes when I failed nearly every spelling test and refused to do my math homework most of the time????) but I was smart enough to bounce back once I got to middle school.

But. Hm. U have given me smth to think about for sure. I kinda thought that tumblr was using that to mean someone who was just in advanced classes in school in general that got burnt out afterwards, but it's a Literal Program???? That then makes it so they don't Teach You?????? 😭😭😭 that seems like a broken af system, wtf

[painted-bees]

Thinkin' more about Magritte and Rafael because of course I am. Before they were even roommates

Magritte had kinda coerced Raf to meet with her for weekly jam sessions. It wasn't difficult, mind you--Raf was curious enough about her craft (and her attitude towards it) to let himself be convinced to meet with her again. And then again and again. She always ended one meeting by asking if he wanted another--until they just agreed to meet at a specific little studio space every Thursday evening.

It was the only time of the week they'd meet...but it was -every- week. Magritte's assumption was that Raf probably had a billion and one other commitments. Up until that point, she never really had any musician friends that shared her intense fixation for just...playing music--let alone one as clearly skilled as Raf. She had a handful of chums who played instruments, and would delight in playing for an hour or so with her before wanting to do other more interesting things. Raf though--would get just as caught up in playing and discussing music as she--for hours until they were forced to go home when the studio needed to close for the night.

But, on very rare occasion at first, a conversational topic would lead Magritte to ask one question or another--only to have Raf kinda...clam up on her and become uncomfortably despondent for a while without any explanation or indication as to why. He'd get over it that same session, eventually. But...as the months progressed, Magritte would find herself unwittingly committing these unidentified transgressions with more and more frequency--more and more tense, uncomfortable moments between her and Raf--spurred on by something she asked or said that she didn't know was gonna bother him. Innocuous things, things about school, about hometowns, about parents, friends, past gigs, old bosses, shared childhood experiences, etc.

Initially, she was worried that maybe she was prying, or oversharing, or just being generally annoying. Magritte has undiagnosed ADHD, she doesn't -know- she has ADHD. She's lost friends to being "annoying and clueless about it" before. It does a number to her emotional wellbeing every time it happens, and she's become...a little hypervigilant about noticing any shift in people's moods as a result. But... with Raf, she recognizes that it was just as much a case of Raf being kind of, differently, annoying too. She could tell any time she had upset him--he wasn't obvious about it and put an effort to cover it up...but Magritte would pick up on it rather acutely regardless. Upon being asked about it, however, Raf would not acknowledge his upset.

She finally confronts him about it properly after something he mentions prompts her to naturally ask if his dad is a musician--and he responds with that chilly, terse manner she's become so tired of accidentally activating. She tells him, 'okay--you've got some pretty obvious boundaries or smth, buddy. Wanna just tell me what they are so I can stop tripping all over them?' And, to her further frustration, he is reluctant to acknowledge that anything is, or was ever, amiss. Magritte doesn't play this game well, she can't deal with it. She doesn't 'read between the lines', she can't. It's just not something she is capable of. So an ultimatum. He needs to communicate his boundaries or [[vague guesture]] whatever is going on with this, or she's just gonna stop showing up on Thursdays. She's tired of feeling like she fucked something up without knowing what it was she did.

This hits Raf as a suprise. Magritte's response to his behavior isn't something he even subconsciously considered as a potential reaction. He's been so very use to people placating and dealing with his guardedness until they finally wear him down to get what they want from him--before shunting him once he's provided his use to them. But Magritte, despite being the one interpersonal interaction he looks the most forward to every week, had set her own clear boundary with him and refused to take his shit. She didn't want anything from him except his company--and to play music. Music that no one but the two of them would ever hear.

And so, he finds himself forced to admit to her that he just doesn't want to be known.

'So basically,' Magritte reiterates, 'no personal questions. At all.' Okay, she gets why he was reluctant to put that out there--it's a pretty harsh order to deliver to someone you've been seeing every week for the past 3 months. But whatever, she's good with it. She just wants to play music.

And genuinely, it is fine after that. Magritte avoids personal subjects, the conversation isn't made awkward or stilted by it, the music is fun, and...some trust begins to take root. Enough trust that--she recognizes--Raf does slowly, carefully, very deliberately, begin to give Magritte little bits and pieces about himself beyond the amiciabley one-dimensional, carefully curated persona he cultivated for public consumption. And it's fine, each and every time. She doesn't ask to know more, she doesn't press for explainations, she doesn't try to open him up more than he is willing at any point. She doesn't take it personally. And the trust grows.

Eventually, that trust leads him to invite her into his home as a more permanent fixture in his life. As a roommate, just a roommate.

[autisticgirliesbracket]

What makes Yor Forger from Spy X Family the autistic girlie ever of all time? Here's what the people have to say:

Yor-related asks/reblogs: x This post will be updated after each round!

Image ID in alt text and under the readmore.

[Image ID. White slide with a screenshot of Yor holding Anya. There are various text boxes around them which read,

"She's got a whole thing about trying to learn how to act normal. She often misses jokes made by her coworkers and assumes people are talking about murder [i.e. passing a class vs passing away]. Also she's so silly <3 literally me fr fr"

"She checks a lot of the boxes in the list of possible signs, im not the best at explaining my thoughts but more common stuff like struggling to understand sarcasm, just generally some issues she has w socializing make it look like, to me, that she had to learn how to mask and she does a rlly good job at it but idk i just Feel It. im undiagnosed so maybe this means nothing but i do find the traits she has that i interpret as autistic to be relatable. this is smth i struggle to explain cause i lack the vocabulary so i hope someone else submits her w a better explanation or maybe you've watched the show and see where im coming from. her special interest is sharp objects like knives and needles and i thought it was rlly cute when they went to the museum and she was just so enamored w the guillotine painting 💜💜"

"THE VIBES!!!" End ID.]

[snove101]

What're your hc's for Lab Rats?

oh my god bestie i'm so glad you asked 💥💥

silly hcs<3 a handful of them are probably inspired by others hcs or what ive read in fanfics :,)🫶

chase

• he/him bi transman

• the tism

• spike is,,,, still an issue

• eczema !!! lactose intolerance !!! a lot of natural inconveniencing things that you'd expect to be “removed” or smth from a bionic superhuman experiment. he's pissed abt it

• the tism (again)

• tied bree’s and adam’s shoes when he was a little kid because he was the first one to learn how to do it. he still ties adams shoes on occasion

• family therapist; desperately needs therapy

- send this boy to therapy please

• lots of insecurity based around his position as mission leader

• lots of insecurity in general this guy's a mess

• praise makes him feel all bubbly and 📳 inside /nx

- /x too

• absolutely did top surgery on himself. he doesn't talk about it bc of how,,, messy and frustrating it was

• trust issues that definitely did not stem from his paternal figure (lie)

• him and tasha are like 🤞🤞 besides adam and bree, she's the only person he's like,, emotionally vulnerable with

bree

• she/her bi fem leaning

• thought she was straight for like,, majority of her life so she'd throw herself at any boy within running distance

- kissed a girl Once at a sleepover and realized Oh I Can Like Girls 🏳️‍🌈

• adhd inattentive type !!!!! went undiagnosed until the academy days even though chase was like “r u sure you don't have adhd” every other month since middle school

• moderately popular on tiktok before the world knew about their bionics

-she includes adam and chase on occasion and ppl will ask who the cute boys are. she answers w what cute boys:)?

-she's made chase be her cameraman sm times (he doesn't mind it)

• SHE AND TASHA HAVE THE SWEETEST MOTHER DAUGHTER RELATIONSHIP I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL

• down bad so easily it's embarrassing

• she's a little rat bastard on occasion. a little asshole as a treat

• the first person chase came out to as bi And trans 💥🫶

• protective of her family 💥💥💥 do Not fuck with them

• daddy's girl (we knew this)

adam

• he/him unlabeled !!! pansexuality is probably the most accurate for him but if anyone asks he just says queer and leaves

• stereotypical adhd. chase diagnosed him when they were kids and donald was like yeah sounds abt right then ignored treatment

• MOMMAS BOY 💥💥💥💥💥 (we also knew this)

-tasha actually trusts him a lot,,, mostly with things that aren't fragile/glass

• went to the taylor swift eras tour with bree

-he cried

• if he can respond to text in emojis he will. mostly w 💪😟⁉️💥

• protective of his family like bree but he Will fuck you up if you mess with them

•his eyesight really deteriorated after years of not quite honing his eye lasers so the man has glasses:) transition lenses bc he thinks they're cool as fuck

• he forgets chase is trans and doesn't recognize the severity of the girly insults

- chase thinks it's funny

• he doesn't know how to film tiktoks so he makes chase help him (again he doesn't mind it)

• he likes fnaf:)

[kurtmustdie]

i have a lot of unorganized miguel headcanons that float around my brain at times but since i usually think of them at night and forget about them the next morning im just going to continuously update this post probably? anyway here are the ones that i do remember

i will either leave this in my drafts and update it when i want to or ill just edit/reblog with new stuff idk

edit after i stopped typing:

ok its time

fuck you

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identity headcanons first, because idk getting those out of the way feel free to get pissed off about these ill just block you 💖

trans man. he/him pronouns. probbably doesnt care if you use gender neutral terms for him because like... why would he, he has a multiverse to stare at

asexual, can't really figure out of i see him as being aromantic as well, i personally just think he's too busy to think about it atm but i dont think hes incapable of it. maybe arospec, like demiro or greyro or smth idk, i just know this mf is asexual.

he is autistic (and probably undiagnosed?) i will die on this hill as if i was a warrior cat defending the sunningrocks i will commit an oakheart fight me on this and i will throw rocks at you and then promptly get crushed by rocks as well (is that warrior cats spoilers um oops sorry)

now to the rest- that i remember- i have not read the comics yet so if some of these are like.. actually canon lmk because that would be really funny

this one might be a hot take but he does not hate miles. he wants to look out for him and definitely either currently regrets or is going to regret what happened in that chase scene. i genuinely doubt he hates any of the spider-gang hes just very, very worried about the multiverse. in his head thats the only way. (i am hoping and pleading that miguel and miles make up somehow, maybe miles doesnt forgive miguel and that totally understandable and would make sense but pLEASE writers i would die if you kept them as being rivals i genuinely would)

he hates Audrey Hepburn, fangoria, harry houdini, AND croquet. he CAN swim, he CAN dance, and he DOES know Karate. he still wont make it though. sorry man.

since hes from the future i dont think he'd be terribly confused by current slang/terms, hed more look at it like we see terms from like... the 80-90s or anything before that as "oh wow people used to say that? huh. interesting."

im going back on a headcanon ive had since i saw the movie im SoRRYYY but he cant curse. from what ive seen from the comics he uses replacements like "shock" and "bithead", thats it. maybe he says fuck on accident or in spanish (he technically kind of does depending on how you see "Ay Coño" being said but thats beside the point).

probably a blue eyes hater idk he just gives me the vibe of saying "jesus christ your eyes are way too blue, get contacts please im begging you stop looking at me" which is probably why him and gwen have so much beef.

i dont give a shit about what the movie says his fangs are not retractable fuck you. (he still has crooked teeth though i will never forget about those <3 )

autism be damned my guy can work a grill 🔥🔥🔥🔥

a lot of people cant really tell if hes pissed or not by his tone sometimes. is this projection? yeah, next question.

he hardly ever sleeps but when he does its like hes dead (at least when its dead quiet, which again, isnt often so he hardly ever gets a good nights sleep). you'd have to use a fucking blowtorch to the face to wake him up.

i also see him as not only having hypersensitive vision but also having elevated senses period. hearing, smell, touch, etc. probably the main reason he sits in the dark with no other noise.

branching off of that he frequently gets migraines of things get to stressful or too loud or if anything is very off about his schedule.

arachnophobe. ha.

cat person.

cat person as in he likes cats not like hes a catboy.. i shouldnt specify that actually that just makes it worse but i will anyway because tumblr hellsite will be tumblr hellsite

he partially likes lego peter because his daughter really liked lego.

ok but like think about it he'd probably be really good at taking legos apart with those claws. like imagine. it'd be nothing for him.

hasnt spoken to gabriel in years. he cant bring himself to reach out and when gabriel does he just doesnt have the energy to try and respond. he has no idea how to, especially now.

this is very specific but he stims a lot with his claws. like extend and retract over and over absentmindedly (mainly because thats what i'd do if i had claws imagine how fun that would be)

he usually bottles up all the emotions that he has, including anger. kind of explains why he lost it in the chase scene in my head because he reached a boiling point. he hates talking to people about his problems.

empanadas are his safe food, also theyre just easy to eat when your mouth is a little funky (i would know i have some fucked up braces theyre great for that 10/10), its mostly just easier on his fangs.

definitely horrible at the whole self are thing. he just forgets, all the time. would forget to breathe if it wasnt involuntary

if you say anything he doesnt particularly like (eg "hey bro are you okay do you wanna talk") he'll just stare at you with his rat eyes like 👁️👁️ until you stopped idk what im saying.

he is a bit touch starved, depending on his mood he'll let people touch him in a friendly (emphasis on friendly. friendly friendly friendly dont take it any other way :/) way.

OH I almost forgot about this one: he hisses. some spiders hiss. so does he. vampire furry energy

he also gets pissed when people call him a vampire so uh... im counting my days oops.

will go out and sit in the rain. (wait would it still rain in the future? is the climate still fucked in his timeline or nah)

like "ah, its water time" and goes out to sit like this:

Man if only there was a rain filter

that is all i have for now maybe if something else comes up ill reblog with new stuff >:)

[sakuharuka]

Srry for the whole rambling stuff,, but I gotta tell u that:

ABLEISTS, PLS DNI.

This is a safe space for EVERY. SINGLE. disabled person. NO EXCEPTION. **LITERALLY** NO EXCEPTION.

I'm sososo sorry for all of us disabled peeps at times (even though I wasn't supposed to, but people are so ableist that it makes me nervous, disgusted even), because we're judged, bullied, ignored, excluded and villanized for stuff that is NOT EVEN OUR FAULT, and we're absolutely NOT PAID FOR THIS.

Like, we're happily (or not?) living our life. Normal. And *SOMEONE* **HAS** to ask us personal stuff or even do meanie comments!! That's unfair, like, would they like that same thing to be happening to them? Would they like to answer questions and hear mean comments about smth they can't control? Exactly, I thought so, too!! >:(

I'm disabled, both my grandmothers are disabled, my great grandmother was disabled, my great grandaunt was too, and I'm sure quite a lot of people, not only in my family but in a lot of different families, were too.

Early diagnosed, late diagnosed, self-diagnosed, or still undiagnosed, ily. Even though I'm pretty much innactive here n in social media in general, this is ur safe space <3 /p /vpos

[surplus-of-sarcasm]

About This Blog

Hey, this is the little gremlin again, and since most tumblr users have some sort of 'about' page, I decided to create one. And also because why not?

Note: This is my main blog. Likes, follows, asks and replies are from here. It is also my writing blog, where I post my own writing and sometimes reblog other writers' works.

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Not interested in all the semantics and just looking for the writing? You can find all my writing in the link above, as well as my master tag list All the other info, like rules, squicks, my special tags and some background info can be found under the cut.

About the person behind this

You can call me Natalia.

My pronouns are she/her

I'm straight

I'm 18

I'm a college second year majoring in computer engineering

I'm not sarcastic at all, no no no. And my non-existent sarcasm doesn't catch people off-guard at all, no sir. Totally serious 100% of the time. Even my url says it.

I write stuff here, and the details r in the next heading

I'm an adult, but please dni if you're going to discuss inappropriate content

Wanna spam my notifications? Go ahead, I'm not stopping you. I actually encourage it, lol.

I like fandoms, caffeine, chemistry, math, reading and writing (*le gasp), and a whole lot of other stuff!

I'm not mean, I promise. Just a little, snarky teen haha.

I look nothing like my pfp.

I'm a villanous assassin!

I have undiagnosed high-functioning anxiety, may have ADHD and I experience obsessive thoughts. So please, no hate on ND ppl here.

I'm fine w/dms! (as long as they're not creepy)

My fanfiction sideblog is @so-hot-i-make-hell-jealous

My silly, non-writing sideblog is @yoursssstruly

My Writing Rules

I may be an anarchist, but I need some rules here.

Stuff I do write: hero x villain (supervillains, sidekicks and whatnot too), hurt/comfort, and I might post snippets of a story I'm working on and whump, fluff, maybe some crack, and romance!

Stuff I DON'T write: NSFW content of any kind, smut excessively dark whump (I get anxious with things that take it too far), incest, pedophilia, rape, emetophilia, and while I do write romance, suggestiveness is toned down and I don't write nsfw romance.

Do not ask me to write anything I said I don't write. It's pointless because I won't force myself to write it.

I don't write make-outs and kisses on the lips

You can totally use my writing for inspiration, as long as it's tagged as a prompt, you can use some lines, but just not the whole thing word for word, provided that it's tagged as a prompt. You can continue it, even if I've done a continuation.

If you use any of my prompts, please give credit and tag me! I'd loveee to see what you come up with!

Anything tagged as NOT A PROMPT is not for use.

I DON'T appreciate reposts, but I do love reblogs. Don't hesitate to use super long tags, analyse it or give lengthy commentary, I'm actually down for that stuff.

I don't mind my stuff being reposted on other social media as long as you give me credit. NO reposts on Tumblr, please.

Pairings are usually gn/gn. The other alternative is f/m

I typically write hero x villain, but I have other non-hero x villain stuff out there! Like fantasy, sci-fi and certain fragments of my wip (some of em are actually h x v!)

I don't really do xreader fics.

Ask Box

Don't be afraid to send me an ask!

Please don't ask for any of the stuff I told you I don't write

I may take some time to respond because I have a crap schedule

I might not answer asks if I don't feel very comfortable writing them. No hate, I just got on this app for my own fun, so I don't want to force myself to do smth I don't like, and it'll probably come out as a crappy piece of writing anyway

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Don't use the ask box to harass me. You'll probably regret getting on my nerves

Favourite Tropes

Where do I even start? I'm very indecisive.

Enemies to lovers

Alliance of convenience

Fake dating (turned not-so-fake)

Two whumpees caring for each other

Scary, unhinged hero x terrified villain (who's probably secretly in love w/them)

Flirty x flustered

Whumpee gets revenge on their og whumper, preferably through violent murder

Morally grey characters

Found family

Heavy angst w/a fluffy ending

Psychological manipulation

Cocky hero x flustered villain

Warnings

Because some of my content may be triggering to some people. I typically include trigger warnings above my posts in red, and I recently started putting them in the tags, too. Please note I don't condone any of the harmful stuff here IRL. I write FICTION, not meant to be used to judge me morally. ✨️Lmk if there's anything you want me to add here!

Violence

Blood

Bruises

Betrayal

Implied torture or past torture

Mental health issues

Manhandling

Drowning

Abusive relationships

Yandere whump

Bone Fractures

Failed escape

Miserable (I write sad stuff sometimes)

Threats

Fear

Description of torture aftermath

Occasionally, torture

Lying

Burns

Restraints

Usage and mentions of weapons (guns, knives, etc)

References to a difficult past

Vomiting

Starvation

Scars

Self-harm

Obsessive thoughts

Fear of heartbreak

Criminal activity

Death

Somewhat graphic descriptions (they aren't too horrible, but they may make some people uncomfortable

Non-con touch (not sexual)

Drugging

Poison

Kidnapping

Hostage situation

Exhaustion

Stress positions

War/war aftermath

Captivity

Fever

Delusions

Hyperthermia

Very flirty (Listen, I generally write pretty light stuff, but they can be seen as juuuust a little bit spicy, and different people interpret things differently, and I won't judge people for seeing things a certain way, but in case it makes you uncomfortable. . .)

Adding on to the last point, this kind of fic will contain touching (not sexual), kisses (not on the lips), and pretty flirty remarks (nothing sexual)

Smoking

Alcohol/use of alcohol

Squicks

I write violence n all, but I have limits. I will NOT write anything mentioned here and will refuse any requests with these.

Eye, mouth and ear whump

Extreme gore

Whipping

Branding

Vore

Amputation (unless it's a fantasy monster that has to die OR it's environmental whump. Someone doing it however, nope)

Muzzles (I'm fine with gags, though)

Collars

Sadomasochism (some of my characters are sadistic, but non-sexually. Also, no masochistic characters)

NSFWhump in general, (whether extreme gore, sexual assault or sadomasochism)

Animal abuse

Anything I don't write in the Rules above

My Tags

Aside from the usual tags on writing, I like to add my touch to a few of them. You may see:

#nat writes

#a little gremlin's writing

#natalia's writing

And for asks

#the little gremlin answers

When it isn't about writing

#not writing and/or #natalia.txt

When I like it, but it isn't mine

#not my writing

When you can read, but you shouldn't USE

#NOT A PROMPT

Timezones n next days (yes, they're self-reblogs)

#timezone reblog

#next day reblog

To clarify

#hero x villain -> just means it has a hero and a villain. can be platonic, familial, just enemies or romantic (this applies to any A x B)

While. . .

#hero/villain -> means the pairing is romantic. (applies to anything with a slash)

I know other ppl use them differently, but that's how I do it. I typically tag with genre to help, like #romance or #friendship

And the most important rule of all

HAVE FUN!

Xoxo,

The villainous assassin

❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜

[fullyanimated]

i just remembered, my ex/friend's mother, who works specifically with autistic children, told my friend about some theory that she had found and thought made sense ig?? i don't remember the numbers but it was basically like "autistic people are mentally half their age plus five" and then used that logic to explain why i acted the way she had just decided on her own that i had acted during the breakup (she doesn't know what happened) because i'm basically like a 15 year old mentally or smth?? we were both 20 btw. my friend is definitely autistic but undiagnosed, and they most likely inherited it from their undiagnosed mother, but according to her they're both allistic. like did she not think about the implication that her child would be dating a person who was much younger mentally than them?

anyway the amount of ableism coming from people who insist they're allies is unreal. these kinds of ideas could take away my rights if in the wrong place at the wrong time