#sighs...why do i do this to myself

[boomposhpow]

stanley pines the man you are

a better son/daughter by Rilo Kiley

[takaraphoenix]

Sugar Daddy Peter. Oh, I have the worst craving for Peter spoiling Stiles absolutely rotten. In the canon timeline, but honestly even more in an AU where we make it even more imbalanced.

Poor college student Stiles and rich Peter, whose wolf picked that pretty boy and decided he needs to provide for him, needs to make Stiles his.

[opikiquu]

imagine if they all had wifi but the Only app that worked was Tumblr in the elevator

[aegonsangel]

just wanna hug him and tell him everything is okay :(

[shreddeddescent]

sometimes your brother getting bigger is actually a blessing in disguise

[broareweabouttoviberightnow]

Dallas with a patch sewed onto the front of his leather jacket that says "WILL BITE". do we see the vision.

[akari-of-moonlight]

I’M SO FUCKING LATE 

hey guys guess who discovered she can’t draw 11 whole drawings in one 6 hour plane ride. whoops. 

for now you guys can have this for Day One [Grieve] and I’ll finish the rest of it tomorrow

[future-fangirl]

I'm just thinking about the whole IVF thing and crying in the corner over here, because it shows such courage, love and dedication. IVF is such a long and difficult process and they did it together, hiding it from the world. And a lot of the tension and confusion at that time was due to their grief over it, but of course they don't actually address it straight on, so there is confusion about what everyone feels. She thinks he's just doing it as a favor to her while he thinks she just wants his DNA. And all those times Scully appears sad and tired maybe because IVF is hard but she's dedicated because this is a dream of hers. And he's trying not to appear too involved because he's not sure if she's asking for more than just him donating.

It doesn't really get straightened out until it fails, because at that point he tells her he isn't giving up on a miracle, for both of them. And she realizes how much he wants this too, but now its too late. And that might explain why she's so sad and tense through much of Season 6. It makes a lot more sense than it being Diana, since Diana barely appears in the later half of the season. And we know canon wise that when Mulder is full of grief, he gets depressed, withdraws, gets involved in his obsessions. As for Scully, she powers through it, existing in denial and insisting on working no matter how bad things get.

Anyway, it's just so painful, because we never know when that arc happened, so it could have been literally years of them trying for a child and then they get one and have to give it up. Sigh. Talk about horrible angst.

[machaeraaster]

Today’s Día de Muertos (Day of the Dead) here in Mexico, and because of that, I wanted to create something inspired by the festivity and AA.

And, oh man, it was kinda sad to draw this.

So many feelings came up thinking about the Edgeworths…

[jezuschristsuperstar]

This is going to be my last post about it. And I’m going to hold your hands when I say this- squeeze them lovingly and all: Sydcarmy is never going to happen. Almost everything that they have said about this show off screen has been true (groundhog day, these two contemplating breaking cycles, Carmy not quite getting back with Claire- even though their ending implies that they will very soon) so they were right about there being nothing between these two lol. We weren’t duped or swindled: we actively refused to listen. And perhaps it was because of the chemistry between the two main characters. But if you were here before season 2, Ayo was relentlessly mean about the idea of the ship- and then over time that became her actively making fun of it by saying shit like they’re getting married. To her now in show saying that interpreting their dynamic as romance is childish. Even Jeremy himself has constantly said that there is no romantic implications between their characters, and he spoils EVERYTHING. All that… all what we were witnessing, was just the intensity of their chemistry- and that speaks volumes. It’s a shame we will never see it go any further.

And anyways… seeing the BULLSHIT that Sydney went through this season. Her finally realising that she wants to do this with him in spite of it all, just to be left high and dry???? And yes, Carmy leaving is the best thing for him to do and everything was already pointing in this direction, the funeral set up an exit (whether for the entire restaurant or him) perfectly. But if you also actually care for Syd as a character, you’d understand that what he did to her was fucked and near evil (over exaggeration but it still wasn’t good). Yes the gesture is loving- it shows that he respects her, trusts her, and loves her enough to pass on something so sentimental and special to her. HOWEVER, this is like your elder sibling banging up a toy he was supposed to pass down to you and giving it to you with a leg missing, and eye missing, and it’s fingers all chewed up. The restaurant is well run down, they still don’t have the money for it- he is aware of her fear of failure and insecurity that stems from her business failing and plunging her into financial ruin. He knows how fucked her credit is, but proceeds to do it anyway. And it’s because of that that she can’t even be happy about it. Now she can’t even trust him to help them into the clear because he has never really been there for her WHEN IT COUNTS. Why would she trust him to be there for her now? And seeing all this, beyond all their cuteness. The literal crux of their relationship- why would I want Sydcarmy to happen? It would ruin her, because Carmy is not yet in that place to be what she needs. Carmy is not yet HER peace, even if he is her family. Ayo was right when she jokingly said Sydcarmy can happen perhaps in like the fifth or sixth season/ in a world where they are both therapised and both working towards improving their mental health, but it’s television- who would really want to see all that happen only for them to get to that point? The show (although it has now seemed to also forget this fact- seriously? Deducing Tina’s arc to a fucking pasta dish, Storer I will BEAT YOU. There is no reason for good story to solely come from a special episode) is about other people too.

I do feel like there will be a fifth season- because that didn’t feel like an open ending. Or at least is wasn’t on par with the one that we saw in the first season (when the writing was good and the direction was good and the story was compelling and yada yada yadaaaaa). But if it does happen, I really don’t expect for there to be romantic sydcarmy. Just platonic and messy sydcarmy, which is a sexy dynamic within itself. And if I do end up being wrong about this, I still do feel they will pull a ‘clairecarmy’ in the sense that their relationship will be open for interpretation/ there is a heavy implication that they will go there with their relationship off screen.

It’s unfortunate but what can we do at this point. Still engage in fanon, keep on enjoying the fics- however, if you are still in the line for canon sydcarmy, I beg of you… please please step out in the name of your sanity. Because it’s like repeatedly touching a hot stove even when you are told not to lol. IT IS AN ACT OF SELF HARM. And crashing out over this next year after two consecutive years of BULLSHIT will only make you look stupid.

[enhanced-operatives-division]

Can you guys believe it's been over a year since I first drew her,,,,

[soullessseraphim]

Hey what if Orgeat arrived on Earthbread like a comet crashing down or something

Uhm if you couldn’t tell I love this color palette please and thank you

[stargazelasagna]

very very lazy au concept i think ill revisit tomorrow maybe if i feel up to it

[wishchip106]

how did that song go again

knee deep in the passenger seat….

[dcbutinamrev]

Modern Javey but its Davey getting his wisdom teeth out and high on anesthesia:

Davey: *in high voice* Do you know…the muffin man?

Jack: *snorting* The muffin man?

Davey: THE MUFFIN MAN

Jack: *dies on the floor laughing*

[killerblew-mymind]

crying again because i never had a birthday party and probably never will:(