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hinamie · 4 months ago

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色彩 [Shikisai]

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itafushi #fushiita #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #fanart #jjk fanart #megumi #yuuji #finally...some not angst.....#im worried out of my mind fr these two right abt now but we cope we cope :)#i woke up early n rushed to render this bc im leaving 2 catsit today n wont b able to spend every waking hour drawing like i have been #almost uploaded it without rendering megumi's ear and frgetting the sukuna scars so im sure ill find something i missed once i hit post smh #this pose fought me also >:( sighs why when i try to do not angst they do not want to cooperate . do they prefer being hurt #anyway !!!#i dont think any1 Listens when ppl put song links in the caption but if anyone is curious ! colours/shikisai galileo galilei #SO themcore im unwell i say that a lot but i mean it every time #speaking of colours i Love how these turned out but they ended up being a lot more cohesive than i intended GKHSDFK #wanted to have yuuji in warm and megumi in cold but that appears to have blended everywhere but their uniforms Oops #sighs these 2 and their sun/moon imagery r my cause of death. i die thinking abt it #resisted the urge 2 have a lmhs caption but let it b known. i amn Thinking it.#anyway i say ill b away from my drawing tablet but i fully plan 2 uber home one of the days so i can draw #i cant b slacking now the itfs reunion is nigh and i feel nauseous abt it i need to channel the nervous energy #have sketches.......just in case....but we dont Talk abt just in case >:(#itfs nation hold strong <3

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Embrace the truth

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan jingyi #lan sizhui #lan xichen #lan wangji #wei wuxian #WWX uses NMJ's abs as part of his evidence for identification. LXC is allowed to use his familiar embrace as his evidence.#We are now entering the slow burn arc of 'Lan Xichen continues to lose everything he cared about'.#He has his love of fishing + his good friendship with JGY + his brother. I hope nothing happens to any of those things #Not that its in character for *anyone* present to have the emotional intelligence for it - but man LXC is having a very hard time #Trying to pin his sworn brother as a murderer *right* after identifying the mystery body as his other sworn brother?#of *course* he's defensive! You gave him no time to process!#He's gonna need a lot of time by the pond to cope #The original joke had LXC copping a feel on those glutes and recognizing him that way. Which now looking back *was* funnier #sigh...I need to trust my gut a bit more #Next time on PD-MDZS: They just show up in Jinlin Tai because I want to plot to keep moving

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jounosparticles · 5 months ago

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i really am a bit worried they’re hyping this up to seem like the end of the manga. it feels very extreme i genuinely have no clue where the arcs will go on from here

#we still have the guild and john’s guild and agatha to cover don’t leave us asagiri #sorry for so many posts in a row i have. so many thoughts #my biggest thought: i miss my beloved jouno and tecchou still.#sigh i guess ill have to do a pinterest visit or something i am coping hard and want to see art of them #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd 116 #bsd chapter 116 #bsd spoilers

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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shoutout to those nights where the brain says We Literally Cant Do Anything Even Though We Really Want To <3

#brain: we want to do something!#okay! awesome! lets-#brain: NO DO!! only want #cant scribble. cant write. cant read #and so i sit here alternating between staring at several different screens & also the wall #idk if its brain fog or what #it feels like im in waiting mode....#what am i waiting for!!! i would like to know!!!#absolutely unprompted #stg im gonna end up rewatching good omens while grinding for pier fish on acnh #angry at myself for not doing Literally Anything Else!!#i cant even think about my blorbos bc nothing coherent is going on upstairs #its just vague feelings and images and AUGGGH #i hate nights like this!! can i unsubscribe!!! can i opt out!!!#there are several Important Things i need to get done!! why cant i do them!!!#i wish i had some sort of large fruit i could split open and devour To Cope w this smhhhhh #at least then id be doin something...#for once i have the energy but i cant funnel it into anything. sigh

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governmentmandatedryujinstan420 · 5 months ago

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I regret to inform everyone we're back in the white space. Expect the fire alarm to go off periodically in typical fashion of whenever it detects a steaming pile of garbage on the way. Like me! [i'll give a cookie to whoever recognizes where the sfx is from!!]

#hand jumper #sighs #projected second taeho gyeon tag on ao3.....#where did i go wrong #we're so joever guys #we're so joever...#mandatory plugin for the hand jumper discord server because i think the culprit wouldn't want to own up #or even has tumblr idk #but just know they're on my hitlist and i hate[/pos] them #also yes it's more cell 3 #if i had to summarise think of it an evil version of the halloween fic #except even worse #honestly though if you're able to JOIN THE HJ DISCORD SERVEEEEEER #SOMEONE WAS COOKING FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!#it's like that one bromie on discord said if 3 guys came to the same conclusion at radically different intervals then maybe it's something!#or eveyone's on the same drug #BUT I CHOOSE TO BELIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVE #and so in orderly fashion what do i do when i really wanna poke and prod at them more?#throw them in the torture nexus #granted it's not really a torture nexus because the bet is everytime cell three appears in a chapter i delete and start the draft over agai #it is.#but that's not my problem!!!#it's future me who'll fret over tuesday's episodes problem!!#also it puts it in a perpetual state of agony because if what if the day we say“i'll finish tomorrow p much done” is the day cell 3 shows u #ctrl+shift+del+seethe+mald+cope #also i'd say compared to finish in three days it's the most lenient artificial deadline ever #because either cell 3 or cell 3 mentor appears and i win by getting more food to improve the work #or i hand it in as is if they don't and shoot myself when they do after i just finished #also if you ever want to ask me to drop/drop the hj memes i made in the server just holler #because i forget to post here chronically!!!!!!!!

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dazais-guardian-angel · 7 months ago

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This post made me realize that with the Walking Alone episode, I can recreate what Aya probably looked like during the new chapter...

...and maybe the next chapter...

But most importantly, what she'll hopefully look like many chapters down the road from now :)

#bungou stray dogs #bsd spoilers #'dana you're coping' hush it's called making a prediction 😌#planting the seed of the harvest #preparing apollo's dodgeball #✨manifesting✨#she will cry smile like that again and call him a big dummy for only thinking about protecting her and scaring her like that #telling him all the new songs on her ipod she got that are waiting for him to listen to #telling him how much of a hassle it was to fuck up a rat to bring him back to her 😭😭😭#*WAILS*#we need a parallel to this scene of her standing holding Kunikida's hand #and her standing next to Bram right before the Horrors occur #so lastly I need her to hold his hand like that please and thank you #god her tears here RUIN me. the animation/art was so detailed. like on her tears and the way her hair moves and kunikida's hair #oh seasons 1 and 2 budget how i miss you *heavy sigh*#also i would be remiss if i didn't mention candiedfright's art of kunikida hugging aya that also made me think of this of course 🥹🥹🥹

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kavehater · 4 months ago

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I mean this from a social perspective not a health one : why does everything feel weird right now. Like yes I’m heartbroken about the reality of my position in the lives of my so called friends but now I just feel confused. I don’t understand why I’m not important and why I can’t change to be important to others, nor what makes a person important either.

#like okay yeah I’ve been lowkey crying in the middle of the night because of how unimportant I feel but that’s down pat now we get it #I just want to know why am I not ? like am I doing something wrong ? I could’ve sworn I’m trying my best to not be annoying frustrating and #to be there but the reality of things is that I can’t always be there given my condition #sometimes I wonder how hard it is to ask me a simple ‘are you okay’ or ‘how are you’ or god forbid that I am missed lmao pls fniesksn ignore #the last one I think that’s too much but at least the other two #I don’t want to tell people to ask me these because then it feels fake and that they’re doing it just for the sake of getting me to shut up #about it but I don’t know #dora daily #a reason why I hate insta with my whole life because it just never fails to prove how worthless I really am #like I could’ve died yk … and it’d still be the sahara desert there #anyways I like being alone a lot something I’ve found out about myself #(I hate it actually but I only like it because I cannot make myself do anything like even talking seems so very exhausting so I can manage #with the loneliness when I’m ill but I can’t cope with it when I’m even a smidge better)#sigh.#just sigh. where did I get my friends from and why does everyone seem to love their friends so much but I cannot #don’t get me wrong I talk about how much I love them to everyone and if I don’t I obsess abt them in my head but it is not reciprocated to #be honest. not at all #and that’s what makes me sad. I still love them because I love unconditionally it seems #but from a conditional viewpoint they do not cut it #and that makes me disappointed #that’s why I’d kill to be loved or heck even remotely liked the way I like others even half of that yk #I am not a good person in my eyes but I would do so much just to be liked like that I wish I knew why I’m not worth being liked only worthy #of being tolerated.

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jettison-my-gift · 11 days ago

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#super freaking out cos my friend who is a vet has offered me a job at her practice as a care assistant #so my job would just be to do all the little jobs. help looking after the animals. cleaning. sometimes calling patients etc #it's a fantastic opportunity but it looks so much more difficult then anything i've ever done before #and on the one hand i'm like ''yes! i love animals! i need a steady income! this is perfect!''#but on the other... i haven't been at my current job that long. so it feels like a dick move to up and leave.#i don't know if i'd be able to cope with the animals dying all the time. some of the stuff i'd have to do looks really technical #and i'm scared i'll do it wrong (eg put the wrong label on the wrong medicine) and it'll lead to an animal dying #like it's a proper full time monday-friday 9-5 kinda gig #which is great cos my current job is a ''are we gonna give you more than 2 days next week?? who knows! it's a supprise!!''#and that situation is stressing me out. so i do need something different #but this is like a proper serious job. and idk that's scary #plus my friend would be my boss. which i don't mind. but i dont want her to vouch for me and then i'm terrible at it...#cos that's not fair on her #they've offered me a trial shift next week. so i guess i could do that and just scope it out..#it also feels like nepotism which doesn't super sit right #but it's not a sure thing. the other vets and practice owners have to agree and they may not like me. it's not like i have experience #and it's only a low paid position so if its nepotism its not like... super beneficial nepotism...#sigh. i know i should go for it. just last time i went for a big different job like this it ended badly #and i ended up back in retail.#so i don't wanna go thru that all again #but i also dont wanna stay working in this shop forever. it wouldn't be too bad if only i had regular hours. .#and i knew what those hours were more than a week in advance #i know this is like.. a non-problem. i'm just stressing about it #plus its making me feel guilty whenever i go into my current job. like i'm cheating on them #i do need that regular income tho #screams in anxiety

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hinamie · 6 months ago

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summer is coming so i'm giving them the beach day they deserve

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itadori yuuji #fushiguro megumi #kugisaki nobara #gojo satoru #nanami kento #fanart #jjk fanart #yuuji #megumi #nobara #gojo #nanami #the drinks r non alcoholic do not worry #and one of them Is megumi's however yuuji Will b taking a generous sip #do not talk 2 me about perspective i am trying my hardest man water is so hard.............#i omitted yuuji's scars and nanami nobara n gojo r . u kno. Here .#so this is probably set pre-shibuya but idc enough to figure out a timeline #megumi voice Whatever!!! i just want them 2 have fun on the beach :(#i want gojo to hurl them in2 the water i want nobara 2 play fetch w the dogs i want them to shake themselves off all over nanamis stuff :((#so glad my hyperfixation media is so lighthearted . so glad it doesnt hurt every time i think abt them . so glad this is canon actually.#gotta do everything myself in this household smh #sighs . we cope !#drawing this made me think back to an old fb zine piece i did where they were Also on a beach #n that piece took MONTHS n this took 2 days so thats a bit of growth there babey #anyway all that 2 say i am drained but i am victorious

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aleixis · 2 months ago

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writers love trauma dumping onto their fics

#somi ༉‧₊˚.#fyh was actually me coping with a rejection from a guy i liked for a year...#erm yeah #i totally thought he liked me too #WE LISTENED TO LAUFEY TOGETHER.#HE LET ME SLEEP IN HIS BED.#he was literally the nicest guy ever </3 #and literally my type too #tall n rly cute </3 #he was korean & FLUENT IN KOREAN. UGHGHHGHHS #i love korean guys esp when they can actually speak the language oml #if u wanna woo me go learn korean </3 #ANYWAYS he was good with my younger brother #rly smart n athletic #watched anime & was a nerd #super friendly n nice </333 #sigh i still miss him a little bit #he was so nice to me he literally bought me boba n would hang out with me when i was all alone </3

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dietrichs-fanclub · 4 months ago

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alright im sure we were all eagerly awaiting an update on my life <3

in the past three days my car has been totaled from a minor accident, my toilet broke, my ac broke, my new drivers license is still lost in the mail so we can't get a new car...

...and to top it all off apparently my mother in laws lung cancer is back! :)))))))))) just fuck me I GUESS JUST FUCK ME I GUESS

#IM GOING TO FUCKING LOSE MY MIND #just one after another every day has been another thing im so close. so fucking clsoe.#and we just made a bunch of large payments so dont have any money for any of this shit oh my god. ohhhh my god where do i get car moeny fro #hi im coping .#MIL says the cancer may be able to be treated with radiation not operation like last time but her health... its not great...#she had lung and back surgery... so its lung cancer round 2 and i.#sigh. she sounds optimistic at least. just a little. but im worried

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theloveinc · 4 months ago

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i don’t know whether to laugh or cry at how bad this ending is….. like nothing changed… hero society is the exact same…. also i’m confused as to why it took EIGHT YEARS after graduation for deku to be hero again….. also gran torino (& honestly most of the other heros) being alive while toga & shigaraki are dead feels so wrong to me lmao my expectations were low but good god… (ANYWAY HI GORGEOUS I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU & I’M GOING TO GIVE SHINSO A HAIRCUT JUST FOR YOU MWAH)

-oc anon

oc anon I love you with my whole entire heart and brain, you are so right. EIGHT YEARS to become a hero again……….if that’s not the proof in the pudding about nothing changing, idk what the fuck is like… not even his friends wanted him on their teams? At their agencies? Like we have to be tripping balls this is ridiculously insane. And a whole (supposed) sequel to accomplish what. TEN YEARS IRL couldn’t get hori to write? I’m SICK. I’m UHEHSHUEURKFKNA . Disgusting !!!!!

And fucking soooo true about the league like. We didn’t even get to see any of their corpuses and yet… we’re supposed to believe a 95 year old outlived them? HORI IF THEYRE DEAD SAY IT WITH YOUR CHEST! bc the thing is… if he’s just using this as an opportunity to bring them back (even dabi and etc)… I’ll be even more mad. Which seems impossible considering the state I’m in now but. THIS IS FUCKING UNBEARABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God. I really have nothing nice to say except I’m glad we both agree. And that I LOVE U MISS U TOO BEAUTIFUL ALWAYS THINKING OF U FORVEWR and I appreciate u trying to fix him for me I hope Ibiza (and you) gets a new bae soon :( AINCE HORI IS KILLING HER OLD ONES

#ilysm :(#this is really hard to cope with I’m sorry I can’t come up with better words #I’m just so stunned honestly #I might need to go to sleep #bc what the fuck. what the fuck.#but yeah most important of all is at least we have each other sigh #I need an update on you no bnha #what fandoms are we going to bestie #tbh I’m so glad I’m enjoying new stuff already bc #I don’t think I’ll be able to recover #anyway kissing u a lot :(#caitie answers #anon #oc anon!!

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cursed-elo-images · 8 months ago

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Hi I’m sad so I decided to make this super elegant edit…

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hobisexually · 1 year ago

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#hm its time for a rant again <3 #but my roommate has a date again and that makes me feel…….. extra mentally ill snsnsnsn #I’m a little bit upset because I spent this entire year trying to rebuild right. rebuild my social life rebuild the me I used to be #and every time I think I’m almost there shit derails me?#like okay first my dad and I. collide in unprecedented ways #then my back problems got worse than ever before #then I try to recover from not speaking to said dad and work throws a blow in my face that I quite frankly still haven’t really gotten over #then new body problems arise!#then we find out I definitely have pcos and can’t ignore it any longer #then everyone in my life is. moving on to a life phase I can’t follow to #but I had it all under control I was taking it in stride I was Coping #and then ……… I catch covid again #and it really triggered 1) my anxiety again in ways that. Sigh #and 2) im still not okay? it’s been three weeks and I’m still dizzy every day I have a headache all the time I am So tired I can’t focus #and my eyes are being weird #and idk that happened in the last week and also my neck is FUCKED and my shoulders feel like concrete #and last time my eyes were weird and I couldn’t focus and had a headache all the time it was also my neck #but I just…….. am 1) terrified it’s long covid I am so so so scared #2) how can I live life normally if this. keeps happening.#but mostly 3) I am so tired of it being blow after blow after blow #I am too generally busy with work or therapy or physio therapy or FUCKING pelvic floor therapy #which is a whole different kind of hell I can’t even begin to discuss on this website it makes me so uncomfortable #that I. can’t even date.#like where do I have the energy to.#I am about to turn 32 and what the fuck do I have to show for it #and what if this is it #what if? this is it?????!!???!#I don’t know if I can live with that #ugh this doesn’t even touch the root of it but I am Deeply Upset and I don’t like complaining or acting like a victim (im not!) but Jesus #I for once would just like to. be carefree. instead of feeling like I need to fix 29292993 things about myself before I can Live. fuck.

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arcticsilver · 1 year ago

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*just reposted something, saying something about putting gegg in an orbie squisher*

GOD DAMNIT NOW I HAVE TO FEED YOU FOOLS

#gegg #qsmp #qsmp gegg #Gegg qsmp #gegg fanart #THERES A GEGGBLR TAG?!#GOD DAMN YALL ARE INSANE #*sigh* I guess I’ll use it #geggblr #I’m in such a love/hate relationship with a rotten orbie egg #I love lil menaces yes #but the ACTUAL eggs should be top priority and THIS ISNT A HEALTHY COPING MECHANISM FOR CHARLIE #I WANT CHARLIE BACK #WE NEED TEACH HIM BETTER COPING MECHANISMS #PLEASE WE’RE LOSING HIM TO A ROTTEN ORBIE EGG #</3 distraught #anyway #stay tuned #animation

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macabremoons · 11 months ago

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still find it funny when I see the take that fandom is bad at diverse platonic relationships and always defaults to pesky, pesky parental relationships. God, I really can't think of a single reason many people seeking escapism would craft positive parental relationships from their media... can't think of a single justification as to why people want to see random man be a good father.

#this is sarcasm #look i have no beef if you don't see a character as a parent but it's weird to imply people are stupid because of this #like SIGH #sometimes we gotta admit that fandom space isn't personally what we want #not that fandom space is stupid for not agreeing with you #find people who enjoy things like you and leave people obviously coping alone

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