#2) how can I live life normally if this. keeps happening.
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my sister called me and kept asking excitedly that what's happening in my life and
#like life as in. i can't say love life but like you know what's happening with the guys and the girls#girl#and i was so tired#am so tired#i just made up an excuse that im too physically tired too talk to cut the call and told her id call her back but i won't#i want to okay i really do I want to hear about her life what's going on but she's not that type of person jinke saamne#i can just divert the topic from myself avoid talking about me she's determined and caring like thatđ#just. kya batau main#i spent the whole day working but really if i stopped doing anything for like 2 minutes all the last convos i had with everyone i#liked loved whatever started replaying in my head constantly making me feel all down and sad in public yk that empty heaviness inside chest#i mean. what is there to say. i feel truly pathetic#everyone just keeps leaving me. they decide one day that oh nope she's not for me not interesting anymore doesn't understand is too much#draining and destroys my peace and then they leave#it doesn't even matter the weight of the relationship#whether it's been a year of being in love or two weeks of talking till 5 am or a week of wishing me good morning and good night#every day. it doesn't matter they leave and they leave and they leave and they don't look back and im left to pick up the pieces go on#pretend to be okay and normal and fucking focused on like. studying accounts as if my heart isn't breaking#into a million tiny pieces everytime#i don't know how to tell her. the sister you love so much the sister you can't live without imagine life without. the#sister who you thought about holding on for because you couldn't do that to her leave her alone when you had suicidal thoughts. she's#she's actually deeply unlovable undateable unfuckable and like truly lonely and easy to let go of#i know she loves me and i know my bestfriend loves me and she would fall apart if i wasn't there for her#but it's not enough. i really wish it was. but it's okay it's enough for now it's enough to keep me going it's enough to make me not wanna#die yk? like i don't love myself enough to live for myself get better for myself but they need me so i need to be okay be happy because i#need them to be happy. and they're happy when im happy#does that make sense#okay bye i should really start writing a diary
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#hm its time for a rant again <3#but my roommate has a date again and that makes me feelâŚâŚ.. extra mentally ill snsnsnsn#Iâm a little bit upset because I spent this entire year trying to rebuild right. rebuild my social life rebuild the me I used to be#and every time I think Iâm almost there shit derails me?#like okay first my dad and I. collide in unprecedented ways#then my back problems got worse than ever before#then I try to recover from not speaking to said dad and work throws a blow in my face that I quite frankly still havenât really gotten over#then new body problems arise!#then we find out I definitely have pcos and canât ignore it any longer#then everyone in my life is. moving on to a life phase I canât follow to#but I had it all under control I was taking it in stride I was Coping#and then âŚâŚâŚ I catch covid again#and it really triggered 1) my anxiety again in ways that. Sigh#and 2) im still not okay? itâs been three weeks and Iâm still dizzy every day I have a headache all the time I am So tired I canât focus#and my eyes are being weird#and idk that happened in the last week and also my neck is FUCKED and my shoulders feel like concrete#and last time my eyes were weird and I couldnât focus and had a headache all the time it was also my neck#but I justâŚâŚ.. am 1) terrified itâs long covid I am so so so scared#2) how can I live life normally if this. keeps happening.#but mostly 3) I am so tired of it being blow after blow after blow#I am too generally busy with work or therapy or physio therapy or FUCKING pelvic floor therapy#which is a whole different kind of hell I canât even begin to discuss on this website it makes me so uncomfortable#that I. canât even date.#like where do I have the energy to.#I am about to turn 32 and what the fuck do I have to show for it#and what if this is it#what if? this is it?????!!???!#I donât know if I can live with that#ugh this doesnât even touch the root of it but I am Deeply Upset and I donât like complaining or acting like a victim (im not!) but Jesus#I for once would just like to. be carefree. instead of feeling like I need to fix 29292993 things about myself before I can Live. fuck.
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Things Real People Do in Dialogue (For Your Next Story)
Okay, letâs be realâdialogue can make or break a scene. You want your characters to sound natural, like actual humans talking, not robots reading a script. So, how do you write dialogue that feels real without it turning into a mess of awkward pauses and âumsâ? Hereâs a little cheat sheet of what real people actually do when they talk (and you can totally steal these for your next story):
1. People Interrupt Each Other All the Time In real conversations, nobody waits for the perfect moment to speak. We interrupt, cut each other off, and finish each other's sentences. Throw in some overlaps or interruptions in your dialogue to make it feel more dynamic and less like a rehearsed play.
2. They Donât Always Say What They Mean Real people are masters of dodging. Theyâll say one thing but mean something totally different (hello, passive-aggressive banter). Or theyâll just avoid the question entirely. Let your characters be vague, sarcastic, or just plain evasive sometimesâit makes their conversations feel more layered.
3. People Trail Off... We donât always finish our sentences. Sometimes we just... stop talking because we assume the other person gets what weâre trying to say. Use that in your dialogue! Let a sentence trail off into nothing. It adds realism and shows the comfort (or awkwardness) between characters.
4. Repeating Words Is Normal In real life, people repeat words when theyâre excited, nervous, or trying to make a point. Itâs not a sign of bad writingâitâs how we talk. Let your characters get a little repetitive now and then. It adds a rhythm to their speech that feels more genuine.
5. Fillers Are Your Friends People say "um," "uh," "like," "you know," all the time. Not every character needs to sound polished or poetic. Sprinkle in some filler words where it makes sense, especially if the character is nervous or thinking on their feet.
6. Not Everyone Speaks in Complete Sentences Sometimes, people just throw out fragments instead of complete sentences, especially when emotions are high. Short, choppy dialogue can convey tension or excitement. Instead of saying âI really think we need to talk about this,â try âWe need to talk. Now.â
7. Body Language Is Part of the Conversation Real people donât just communicate with words; they use facial expressions, gestures, and body language. When your characters are talking, think about what theyâre doingâare they fidgeting? Smiling? Crossing their arms? Those little actions can add a lot of subtext to the dialogue without needing extra words.
8. Awkward Silences Are Golden People donât talk non-stop. Sometimes, they stop mid-conversation to think, or because things just got weird. Donât be afraid to add a beat of awkward silence, a long pause, or a meaningful look between characters. It can say more than words.
9. People Talk Over Themselves When They're Nervous When weâre anxious, we tend to talk too fast, go back to rephrase what we just said, or add unnecessary details. If your characterâs nervous, let them ramble a bit or correct themselves. Itâs a great way to show their internal state through dialogue.
10. Inside Jokes and Shared History Real people have history. Sometimes they reference something that happened off-page, or they share an inside joke only they get. This makes your dialogue feel lived-in and shows that your characters have a life beyond the scene. Throw in a callback to something earlier, or a joke only two characters understand.
11. No One Explains Everything People leave stuff out. We assume the person weâre talking to knows what weâre talking about, so we skip over background details. Instead of having your character explain everything for the readerâs benefit, let some things go unsaid. Itâll feel more naturalâand trust your reader to keep up!
12. Characters Have Different Voices Real people donât all talk the same way. Your characters shouldnât either! Pay attention to their unique quirksâdoes one character use slang? Does another speak more formally? Maybe someoneâs always cutting people off while another is super polite. Give them different voices and patterns of speech so their dialogue feels authentic to them.
13. People Change the Subject In real life, conversations donât always stay on track. People get sidetracked, jump to random topics, or avoid certain subjects altogether. If your characters are uncomfortable or trying to dodge a question, let them awkwardly change the subject or ramble to fill the space.
14. Reactions Arenât Always Immediate People donât always respond right away. They pause, they think, they hesitate. Sometimes they donât know what to say, and that delay can speak volumes. Give your characters a moment to process before they respondâitâll make the conversation feel more natural.
Important note: Please donât use all of these tips in one dialogue at once.
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2025 : #1 be disciplined
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Motivation feels amazing, doesnât it? Itâs like a sparkâa burst of energy that pushes you forward. But what happens when the spark fades? Thatâs where discipline steps in. Itâs the routine you build, the habits you cultivate, and the consistency you stick to even on days you donât feel like it.
So, instead of waiting to feel ready, discipline says, âLetâs go, regardless.â Itâs the engine that turns dreams into reality.
"Ask urself right now: Whatâs one thing I can commit to daily in 2025? Write it down. Small steps lead to giant leaps."
1.Building Your Disciplined
How do u stay disciplined? Start with these three small steps:
âď¸.Growth is not supposed to feel good. Youâre going to hate it. Youâll feel like quitting more times than you can count. Thatâs normal. Growth is built in the moments where you want to give up but donât.
1. Create Clear Goals: Be specific. Instead of saying, âIâll study more,â say, âIâll study history for 30 minutes every evening.â BUY A SMALL NOTEBOOK AND WRITE ALL UR GOALS WITH SMALLER ONE TO BE MORE PRODUCTIVE
2. Track Progress: Whether itâs journaling or using an app, tracking helps you stay accountable.
3.Master Your Mindset: Stop waiting to "feel motivated." Understand that motivation is fleeting, but discipline is reliable. Every time your brain tells you to quit, remind yourself: your emotions donât run the showâyour goals do.
2.Excuses Are Lies
Excuses are lies youâve sold yourself to stay comfortable. 'Iâm too tired.' Lie. 'I donât have time.' Lie. 'Iâm just not motivated.' Biggest lie of all.
Hereâs the truth: Youâre scared. Scared of failure, scared of discomfort, scared of how much effort it takes to change. But let me tell you something: Fear is temporary. Regret is forever. Which one do you want to live with?
No more excuses. You donât need more time. You need more discipline. You donât need motivation. You need action. Stop talking about what you want and start doing the work to get it. Right now.
3.look at yourself in the mirror
Look yourself in the mirror tonight and ask: Am I proud of the choices I made today? If the answer is no, fix it tomorrow. And if the answer is still no, fix it the next day. Donât let yourself off the hook.
2025 isnât your year unless you make it your year. Stop expecting change to happen to you. You are the change. Get out of your head, get off the couch, and get to work. The only thing standing between you and the life you want is your own laziness. Crush it.
4.Action Plan for a Disciplined Life
Stop acting like youâre doing enough when you know youâre not. If you want that dream college, that perfect GPA, or that career you keep fantasizing about, you need to stop wasting time and follow a real plan. Get up the second your alarm goes offâno snooze, no excuses. Tackle the hardest, most uncomfortable task first thing in the morning because procrastination is for quitters. Create a non-negotiable schedule and stick to it like your life depends on it, because it does. Eliminate every distraction: delete the apps, unfollow the nonsense, and stop treating your phone like your best friend. Hold yourself accountableâwrite down your progress every day. If you didnât do anything to move forward, face the fact that youâre the problem. Plan your next day before you sleep, so you wake up ready to win, not wander. And for the love of everything you want in life, stop choosing comfort over progress. Your excuses wonât get you that GPA, that acceptance letter, or that dream jobâbut discipline will.
breaking this into chunks
1. Kill the Snooze Button: Get out of bed the moment your alarm goes off. No "just 5 more minutes." Those 5 minutes are the difference between starting strong and losing the day.
2. Start With the Hard Stuff: Tackle your most challenging task first thing in the day. Procrastination is your enemyâeat the frog and move on.
3. Create a Non-Negotiable Schedule: Block out specific times for studying, working out, or any critical task. Treat these blocks like appointments with your future selfâdonât cancel.
4. Cut Out Time-Wasters: Delete apps you waste time on. Unfollow distractions. If you spend hours scrolling or binge-watching, youâre digging your own grave.
5. Build Accountability: Tell someone your goals and have them call you out when you slack. Better yet, make it publicâyouâll hate embarrassing yourself in front of others.
6. Track Progress Daily: Write down everything youâve done that day to move closer to your goals. If you havenât done anything, face the hard truth: youâre slacking.
7. Plan Tomorrow Tonight: Before you go to bed, write out your next dayâs schedule. If you wake up without a plan, youâve already lost.
8. Say No to Comfort: Skip the cozy excuses. If itâs not pushing you closer to your goals, itâs holding you back.
Discipline is the foundation of every success story. Itâs not about luck, talent, or fleeting motivationâitâs about showing up, doing the hard work, and making the right choices every single day. If you want to achieve your dreams, you need to stop waiting for the perfect moment and start building habits that get you closer to your goals. Cut the excuses, own your failures, and take control of your life. The road to greatness isnât easy, but every sacrifice, every uncomfortable moment, and every disciplined action will take you one step closer to the future you deserve. You either make it happen, or you watch someone else do it. The choice is yours. The clock is not waiting for u !
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What I love about Dungeon Meshi is that it writes platonic relationships with the same weight romantic stories would normally be written.
The Character that Got Their Heart Broken Too Many Times
Humanity broke Laois' heart. This is taken advantage later on by the Wingled Lion, but I digress.
Laois got bullied in all-boys school to the point that he ran away to become a soldier. Heartbreak #1.
He got harrassed in the training camp to the point that he became a deserter. Heartbreak #2.
The combination of these events were so bad, his lack of basic self-care can be a sign of a depressive state. If Falin hadn't joined him, who knows what would've happened to him.
Laois was so happy when he became friends with Shuro and felt so betrayed when Toshiro said he couldn't stand him. Not exactly a heartbreak #3 but it hurt all the same. They got past it but Laois remembers.
And when Kabru, for once in his life, stopped playing poker and laid down his cards, Laois wasn't going to let his heart be hurt for the fourth time.
The biggest thing that stands out to me in this manner is how Kabru's blurted confession of wanting to be friends with Laois was treated as much as a big revelation as a romantic one. Because the weight of that confession is Kabru's character development.
The Character Whose Sincerity Doesn't Come Easy for Him
This guy grew up being infantilized and not taken seriously by the elves for being a short-lived race. So, he honed diplomacy as sharp as his assassin's blade.
He knows the right things to say and when to say them, making him well-liked by everyone (much to his team's chagrin over their loved ones). And yet his personal cause puts a distance between him and his trusted teammates (including his childhood friend).
To say his true feelings and thoughts would end up with long-lived races dismissing him for being unwise and irrational.
So he keeps his cards to himself and works with subtlety throughout the manga, until things got worse, and he couldn't make Laois stay.
And he was left with nothing but to be sincere.
Right from the start, he said he wanted the Touden siblings to be unmasked. But in the end, he unmasked himself, much to his horror.
Addition edit: Kabru has been keeping his cards close to himself for so long, I don't think he realized what he really feels until he blurted it out. He chased after Laois throughout the dungeon because Laois might defeat the mad sorcerer. But for a guy who wants to understand everyone, he never understands what he feels about Laois and what that feeling means until his brain catches up with his mouth.
After decking Laois for not believing him, Kabru elaborated in his confession. He has developed a platonic crush (plush for short) or desire to be friends with Laois because:
1. Kabru wants to understand how Laois could love the very thing Kabru hates. Hate is just another face of fear. We fear what we don't understand. To understand Laois is to understand monsters. I think Kabru finds it admirable that Laois could admire monsters when everyone just view them as a threat.
2. He wants Laois to care about the same thing he does, which is saving humanity. Laois and co. are willing to side with the demon to protect Marcille from the Canaries. By asking to be Laois friend, Kabru becomes Laois' link to humanity that whatever they would do from there with the demon, please don't forget how it might affect other people outside his friends. And by gods, this is important to Kabru's development because he has never asked for help for his cause nor asked anyone to care because he's too used to the self-serving nature of all races. And yet, he chose to believe in Laois. Because if Laois could go that for his sister and elven friend, what more if he could do the same for what Kabru cares the most?
However, it was only in the end that they were able to talk after things had settled down. And they are so different and so alike at the same time.
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In this scene, there are two differing thoughts:
Laois, who experienced social rejection growing up: Do you still mean it?
Kabru, who had to deal with those of higher power: Are you testing me?
But they're still thinking the same thing: Is this real?
Like, all of their motivations have the weight often molded into romantic plots in any other story. A character who got their heart broken too many times and another character whose honesty does not come easy for them. But it's not a romantic story, but a start of a beautiful friendship.
There are more examples out there, but this is what came to my mind. Feel free to add more.
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Danny lives in a horror horror movie-part 2
Part 1
Once again this is inspired by surrealist horror books and podcasts. This is mainly inspired by Welcome to Nightvale more directly with other influences as well.
The people of Amity Park are strange. The entire town was off.
Wes, the teenager that worked late at the gas station was not the talkative sort but he gave quite the few clues.
"You aren't from here aren't you?" He said cleaning the black blood off his face.
"Uh, no. We are hero sent to investigate-" Superman tried to explain but Wes began laughing.
"Heros?! Haha! That's a new one. Alright, nutcases you got me." Wes laughed "New people are great. I only get locals these days."
"Wait, so no one outside the town comes here?" Batman asked, still trying to keep this investigation on track.
Wes went silent.
"No one comes here. This gas station is on the edge of town." He picked up his book again.
"If no one comes to this town why is there a gas station built just outside the city limits?" Batman asked this time more firmly.
"Let me specify. People tend to come here once. People come into town every once in a while and they stay. They don't leave. No one leaves." Wes didn't sound like he was making a threat just saying what he believed.
"That's not normal. Why would that happen?" Batman asked.
Wes sighed deeply as if he had this conversation time and time again.
"People don't just end up here. Usually, the ones that come here are those that want to leave their old life behind. They don't look for this place they just end up here. Sometimes they get freaked out but they settle like the rest of us and just make their place here." He explained but he really didn't feel like it.
When another question popped up Wes just turned his radio to a station and turned it all the way up.
"Good Evening citizens of Amity Park. It is another beautiful night here in our quiet little town. Here at the local public broadcast station, we wish you a great day and we hope that you remembered to not leave your shoes outside your door. Amanda Sawyer forgot last Saturday and hasn't been seen since. Please remember or end up like poor Amanda. This was a warning from the town's public health committee." A young but not too young voice said over the radio. "You know that is the mark of a caring local government. Sure they spend so much on bloodstone alters and bi-yearly mandatory festivals but we all know it's for our health and happiness. Now moving on to current events: A group of strangely dressed visitors are in our town. They are at the Cabbymart Gas Station at the end of town. They are asking Wes a lot of questions and Wes as always is in a bad mood. Hang in there Wes we all have those days. Retail am I right? We'll check in later with an update as this story evolves. Remember to welcome our visitors when you see them. Until then here is the-."
The broadcast was switched off as Wes turned to another station.
"Who was that? What was that actually?!" Flash asked hysterically.
"That's just Danny. He works at the radio station now." Wes grunted still not in the mood.
"Okay but how did he know we were here? We just got here and we haven't even gone into town."
"He just knows. I don't even get what you're asking! Why wouldn't he know, he reports the news?! Look can you guys just buy something or leave?" Wes said exasperated.
The heroes had little chance of getting more answers out of the teen so they went into town. Despite it being past midnight now the people of Amity Park were up and about. Watering their gardens and talking in front of illuminated cafĂŠs. They all looked carefree and jovial. Even a woman greeted them like the sight of people dressed in capes and spandex was normal.
But things here seemed out of place. Things just didn't match. Bloodstains made patterns into the sidewalk like children's sidewalk chalk.
The buzz if the radio station broadcast could be heard from window sills.
"We interrupt this broadcast for our sponsor Subway. Subway: Eat your cold dead heart out. Now with that out of the way an update on the revolutionary ghost situation. The mayor had formally declared that he would be kept at the museum where he could parade about however he liked. I'm sure the children of the town will adore his charming way of shooting at nothing and spending an hour to reload. There is also an update on the amusement park now that Mr.Stiches caretaker role has been filled by my friend Sam we can expect the horror house can finally reopen for the season. Buy tickets now. And lastly the update on the stangers in town. The brightly colored fellows are still meandering around town. I wonder what they're thinking. Probably things like: Where are these bloodstains from? What are we doing here? And most importantly. Will I ever see my family again? All good questions."
Amity Park was a strange place. But the people liked it that way. They never blinked twice at the horrid and horrific thanks that happened. Perhaps they were monsters in their own right but unlike the jaded masses of Gotham, they were downright jovial about it. In their world, there weren't demonic entities or ancient gods. What they experienced were things, undefined by mortals. Reality blurred with something else, somewhere else. So they adapted.
It was when the heros was a group of children attacked this Thing with long knurled limp and lips like puss-filled sacs under the watchful eyes of parents did they understand. They were the monsters here.
"Another win for Girl Scout Troop 667 in their hunt. Their parents must be so proud. It brings me back to 4th grade when all the children were kidnapped and brought to the library by the monstrosities we call librarians for the summer reading program. Had it not been for Valerie and her high reading comprehension score and display of berserker rage tactics we would have probably all died. I still remember as she stood over the body of the fallen librarian with the bloodied book Hannibal held aloft. She was an inspiration to us all and the reason we fled to the woods to train under her as her children's militia. Books and knives in hand we well-read warriors set out to keep our town safe. Remember kids of Amity Park, we look to heroes like Valerie and the clawed librarian's hand that hangs around her neck as a symbol of pride. Don't forget to return your library book. The librarians are still alive and while the most feral ones have been disposed of there still is a small population of them left in order to preserve the local food chain and they can smell late returns."
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Joel winning the Life Series where he centered his entire gimmick this season around Family under the guise of "Joel Toretto" makes me insane because he was alone for so long in the Life Series and it works out so perfectly that the guy who was allergic to allies for the start of the life series and had to be forced into it with soulmates wins the season he focuses on Family. Poetic cinema.
1. Third Life Joel. No friends. No allies. He joined up with Monopoly Mountain last minute and died out of sight of either of them, mostly alone. He had a house full of dogs, not full of friends (and where is that familiar?), and nobody really mourned him when he was gone, offhand comments and brief "Oh No!s" following his death. Being alone got him nothing.
2. Last Life Joel. No friends. He's alone again, for the most part. In Last Life there's a lot of unknowns, a lot of instability- people can get back in yellow or green, or they try, so Joel has temporary red alliances with the likes of Scar and Grian but they don't last. He's alone. Again. Joel laments it, in one of his videos, IIRC, that he's bad at making allies, and "look at where it got him". The closest person he had to an ally in Last Life was Grian when they were both red, Grian seeing first hand how insane and blood thirsty Joel becomes on red. They call themselves the Deadliest Duo, and they kill people, and they laugh when they die. But Joel dies, still, killed by Scott, shortly after Grian permadies.
3. Double Life. Now it's different. Now we're seeing some changes. Joel gets put with Etho, who off the bat immediately considers him a liability, a notion he rejects and fights against to get Etho to respect him. He builds Etho a ship to try and impress him. Etho purposefully takes fall damage to remind him of what's at stake. He's not just a lone wolf, anymore, Etho's life is in his hands and he's not happy about it. Joel hates it, being treated fragile and like a bomb to go off. Eventually, they find out they work together well, they get killed, they go red and Joel goes crazy. Red rage is a real, definable, re-occuring phenomenon for Joel, he IS angry and he DOES want to make people pay. Etho in the life series is usually more reserved, and he holds Joel back, yes, but Joel also helps Etho out of his shell and pushes him to do things he wouldn't normally do. The ship burns everything burns. And then they burned. And Joel's first real alliance goes up in flames, literally.
4. Now Joel has a taste of what it's like to not be alone the entire season. He teams up with Jimmy and Grian, his Bad Boys, and he's fiercely loyal to them, and then to him. (Even Grian by his standards is FIERCELY loyal to the Bad Boys- I mean, he doesn't even kill one of them! I think. Not permanently?) He changes his skin, matching leather jackets, these are his people. And he'd die for his people. Joel and Grian try their best to keep Jimmy alive, Joel going so far as to say he'd have sacrificed himself to keep Jim alive, but it wasn't enough, he wasn't quick enough, and he died right afterwards, leaving Grian alone. But he wasn't alone. And he didn't go out alone.
5. Secret Life is.... weird. He has allies, yes, but it's a bit of a strange situation, he allies with the Mounders and he lives a bit of a ways away from them, not quite in the group but not quite out of it. But he doesn't want to be alone again. He knows what happens when you're alone in this game, and he doesn't ever want that to happen to him again. Mumbo goes out almost immediately following Jimmy, the third to go out. Pearl IIRC betrays the Mounders and messes around with Gem, which is really funny given the events of Wild Life. It's only him and Bdubs at the end, both murdered by Scott.
6. Now. Wild Life. Again. Joel knows what happens if you're alone in this series, and he never wants it to happen to him again. So he bases his persona around a movie character, one that everyone knows and likes, he thinks. He makes himself someone that he thinks people will want to befriend, one where he won't have to be alone. He makes himself look strong, fake muscles clumsily attached to his arms, quoting about family and the importance of it, a vast difference from the lonely man in 3rd Life and Last Life who couldn't be assed to find allies. And it works. He has Gem- and everyone fears them, for once. Everyone already knows Joel is insane, but with Gem behind him, he's a significant threat. Gem keeps him grounded, and from doing stupid shit that gets him killed. They have Etho, and he comes and visits, which is nice. Everyone struggles a lot with the Wild Cards early game but them, neither of them losing lives for several sessions. Joel even comments that normally he's red by session 4, and he doesn't know what to do with himself without all that anger. He lives his best life, with Gem, with his car.
And then Grian's allies die, and isn't that familiar, and Joel lets him into the Family, because of course he would, allying with Grian is like second nature to him at this point. Maybe he feels guilty for leaving him in Limited Life, or maybe he just knows what it's like to be alone and doesn't want that for him. Who knows. He tries and fails at building traps. As soon as he's yellow he gets a double kill on Scott and Pearl, and Grian and Jimmy scream with him like old times. And it's okay, I mean it's stressful and it's like the end of the world but Joel's doing okay, he has his family, he's not alone.
And then the finale comes and it's so hectic and so many people are trying to kill him and Grian saves him, Grian tries so hard to save him, and isn't that something. Being worthy of being saved by Grian. And Gem goes out, not even to a player, to a vex, one of his family members is gone and it's so hectic Joel can't even stop to mourn or he, too, will die. And then he finds Grian and he stumbles to him screaming "Thank God you're alive!" because it had gotten so crazy, so wild that Joel didn't truly even know if Grian was alive, but he was, he still had Family, he wasn't alone again, not this time. And Grian says that he thinks Joel can win, Joel can win, that he'll give Joel his life, that it's about time he wins and Joel gets flashbacks to wanting to die for Jimmy, and Scar wanting to die for Grian and what that did to him, and he doesn't want that, but GOD he wants to win. So badly. And then Grian got knocked off the tower with Bdubs, ender pearling off, screaming how he refused to go like Mumbo, like Skizz, not on his tower and Joel's running, EVERYONE is targeting him, Grian takes out Pearl and Joel takes out Cleo and Ren.
And then it's just them, then it's just Joel and Grian, and Joel can't even find Grian, he just heard the arrows as Grian tries to shoot him, going back on his word as expected, which Joel-- Joel is glad for. Because he wanted to win this on his own terms, he wanted to win because he won, he would not be given anything. He's not alone this time. And he charges up the tree, and he kills Grian, kills his Family, his Bad Boy, his red friend, his ally in the sand, screaming that he's sorry, and Joel laughs.
Joel laughs, and laughs, and laughs.
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Satoru, who...
Did you ask for more fluff? I did, ehe~
Pairing: Gojo Satoru x fem!reader
CW: pure fluff, just fluff, no angst, only happiness | proposal, marriage, pregnancy, husband!Gojo, dad!Gojo, soft!Gojo, categorically fucking whipped Satoru, domesticity, kinda slice-of-life, mildly suggestive at the end
The starstruck boy, Gojo Satoru, who is utterly obsessed with you in every way possible.
AN: while Iâm in the middle of writing an absurdly long fic, I wanted to post some shorter stuff to 1) keep my hands loose and brain active/busy, and 2) post something while Iâm working on the fic to come. I wonât post much about it rn because I want to actually finish it first and not make any promises, so enjoy a lil fluff in the meantime <3 just something short and sweet
WC: 3k
Satoru, who is smitten with you from the very moment he first lays eyes on you. Sure, he's had infatuations before, but they were short-lived and typically lasted no longer than a week. A quick fascination, then poof. You, on the other hand â you are different.
And it is plain to see for pretty much everyone. He is normally cocky and outgoing, even during the little fads heâs had, he never let down his façade of bravado. You, though? You melt all his walls until heâs a goopy puddle of a blushing, giggling school girl.
He is whipped, almost to an annoying point. He rambles off Suguru's and Shoko's ears enough times for them to know when heâs about to start singing your praises and avoid him, or distract him somehow (which is a monumental task when his ditzy head is full only of thoughts of you).
Even so, they are conflictingly bewildered and happy for their friend. For him to have found someone that he is interested in for longer than a week â let alone several months, now â is a riveting change of pace. He seems so genuinely delighted any time you two interact, bubbly, dreamy sighs leaving him as hearts dance in his eyes.
He has fallen for you bad.
Satoru, whoâs a stuttering disaster when he tries to ask you out on a date, and damn near collapses in relief when youâre able to decipher what the hell heâs going on about and agree to go to the new cafĂŠ that opened up near campus with him.
One date turns into two, then three, then a dozen more that become routine for you. You meet up after classes let out, then head to the cafĂŠ side by side. Or, if one is running late, you have each otherâs orders memorized. You even go the extra mile and order him a sweet he hasnât tried yet to surprise him with when he bursts into the establishment, panting like he ran a marathon. He might as well have, he booked it for the cafĂŠ as soon as he was free, dying to see you.
Satoru, who is somehow in even more shambles when he gets the nerve to ask you to go steady with him, despite the two of you being borderline boyfriend and girlfriend by now. Heâs jittery, sweaty, downright vibrating with tense energy when he brings you to the sakura tree near the back of school that you two had laid claim on. Oh, and when you say yes? Heâs certain heâs died and gone to heaven. Nothing can explain how an angel like you decided to grace him with your existence as is, let alone love him â even while you called him an idiot and said you thought you two were already dating.
Satoru, who was already protective over you when you first met, dials it to eleven after you agree to being his girlfriend. Gojo Satoru, the strongest man alive, could inspire fear and respect simply by being in the room with his confident and brash nature, completely relaxed and faithful in his skill. But if, gods forbid, something happens to you? Gone is that cocksure attitude. Gone are the coy smirks and passive-aggressive taunting meant to rile others up. Gone is everything but his one track mind that focuses solely on two tasks: protecting you, and destroying whatever harmed you.
Satoru, who spoons you to his chest and watches ASMR, random videos, or movies on your phone with you 'til you both fall asleep. It became routine shortly after you began officially dating. You'll climb into bed first and decide what you want to watch while he finishes his nightly regimen, then he'll slip under the blankets and pull your back flush against his front, prop his chin atop your head, slide a thigh between your legs, and off to cozy dreamland you two go as whatever you choose acts as white noise.Â
It brings him an immense amount of comfort, and though he doesn't need as much sleep as normal folks, he'll refuse to leave bed until you're awake (with the exception of any needs he might have to take care of that will only see him away for a couple minutes at most before heâs cradling you in his protective hold again).
Satoru, who salts and peppers your face with endless, ticklish kisses to wake you up, saving the best kiss for when your sleepy, pretty little eyes open: right on your lips. He always wakes up before you do, and spends hours watching your blissful, precious face as you snooze, content and relaxed like a cat with full trust in its human. The comparison always makes him smile, because he, truthfully, envisions you both as being cats all the time. Lazy ones that cuddle in the sun, your smaller form using his ridiculously fluffy and larger one as a pillow-slash-blanket. His tail twined with yours, your ears twitching as he grooms you with kitten licks, ah, the dream.
Satoru, who wants to slap a ring on your finger the very moment he can. You two spend so many days and weeks raving about your imaginary wedding that he so desperately wants to be real, setting up plans, picking out what you would want for decor, scrolling through forum boards for ideas on a wedding dress for you. He is practically more excited at the prospect of getting married than you are, eager to help in every step of the process and more. 'Let me handle all the hard stuff, baby,' he nearly begs.Â
He wonât tell you the cost of anything, and insists you go all out. Get the dress you want, don't you dare look at the price tag. Choose the perfect venue, he doesn't care if it's in Japan or fucking Dubai, he'll handle paying for everyone's travel and hotel needs on top of the whole wedding. Only the absolute best for you, nothing less, everything more.
Satoru, who is a train wreck of nervous excitement, anxious anticipation, and giddy trepidation when the day comes for him to propose. He takes you to the perfect location â up a short and easy hiking trail that leads to a cliffside with the most magnificent view of the ocean and setting sun. You think it's just a sweet date trip, until you see the path of tea candles guiding you to a romantically set up picnic blanket, a basket resting atop it, waiting to be opened.
When you turn around to express your shock and confusion, you find Satoru on one knee, looking up at you as if you are the most gorgeous and divine creature to ever exist. He's confident and boisterous, as always, as he plays out his little speech about how much he adores you and wants to keep you by his side, forever and ever, but he's a shaking trash fire inside. A shivering little dog that's relieved he didn't stutter or screw up the speech he practiced a hundred times over and then some.
Satoru, who's thanking every god to ever possibly reside above (and even below) when you throw your arms around him, sobbing into his shoulder as a flood of yeses pours out of you, slurred as you ramble through your tears and tell him you love him, how happy you are, and a plethora of other things that make him genuinely the most elated person to ever live.
Satoru, who slides the brilliant engagement ring he had custom made for you onto your finger; smooth, with an inset blue diamond that shares the same shade as his eyes, nestled in with a dozen tinier crystals in vine-like spirals flowing outward from the center. Swarovski, of course. He made sure that it was all flush with the platinum to ensure it wouldn't snag on anything.Â
He was practically breathing down the jeweler's neck during the entire process, needing to guarantee itâs positively perfect for you. And, when he sees the glimmering jewelry cozy on your finger, the evidence of your bond and the next step in your journey to unite as one, he knows he made all the right choices.
Satoru, who only uses the finest material for your matching wedding bands, and has the insides of both engraved with each other's names. Yours in his, his in yours. He has the same jeweler as before (poor guy) design them to have two stripes of platinum within the gold of your rings, delicate and stunning for himself and his wife.
Satoru, who's jubilant and so incredibly ecstatic that you're now his wife that he can't help but tell everyone he knows, everyday, multiple times a day, even those that were at the wedding. He just can't get over it. You're his wife, the girl he's been crushing on since highschool, the girl he swore to make his, and to devote himself to. It feels like an incredible dream, and he worriedly pinches himself from time to time to make sure it's real.Â
He did it. He married you, and now you carry his name in yours, in your wedding band, everywhere he could put it to subtly (not really) show you off as the unquestionably precious treasure you are, his wife, and how overjoyed he is that he managed to catch you and keep you.
Satoru, who forgets how to function when you hold up a pair of white and pink sticks on his birthday, from different brands, both showing positive symbols. You. You're pregnant. With his baby. He swears his brain short-circuits because one minute, he's staring at you like you'd grown a second head, and the next, he has you wrapped up in his arms as he showers your forehead, cheeks, nose, jaw, lips, neck, ears, anywhere he can reach, with kisses.
He's a babbling, sniffly mess as he practically crushes you to his chest and coos and preens and weeps with elation. He reveres you like a deity and heâs your loyal and pathetic servant who was blessed beyond measure that you decided to give him the gift of life. He's going to be a father, and it's all because of you.
Satoru, who completely spoils the living hell out of you during your pregnancy (as if he hadn't already been), bending backwards for you for everything. Weird cravings? He's on it. Swollen ankles and nausea? He's rushing to the store for medicine, then rubbing your feet to ease the ache. Insatiable horniness? He's your slave for you to use for your pleasure. Hormones swinging wildly back and forth? He's there with a box of tissues and his firm chest for you to beat on when you feel like you're going crazy. It's his fault you're pregnant, after all. You're doing the hard work of not just carrying his child, but of nurturing it, growing it, letting it take from you to develop strong and healthy. Of course he's going to take care of you.
Satoru, who refuses to let you do any work. You're on indefinite parental leave. From the moment you show him those positive tests, he sits your pretty ass down on the couch and tells you firmly that your only job now is to help your baby develop. He'll take care of everything else, don't even think about lifting a finger.
Satoru, who's there at every appointment with you, clutching your hand tightly as you talk to your doctor about everything you need to know. And when you have your first ultrasound, and see your fetus together for the very first time, he's crying right alongside you.
Satoru, who spent meticulous hours packing a duffel bag with everything you'll both need for when it comes time for you to go into labor. Spare changes of clothes, plenty of water, blankets to keep you warm, a couple pillows, anything and everything. He refuses to go in unprepared. As soon as it's all packed and ready to go by the 8 month mark of your pregnancy, it's in the backseat of the car. The baby car seat is in the trunk of the sleek and top-of-the-line SUV he purchased specifically for your soon-to-be family. He doesn't care that it's taking up space, or that itâs too early, he refuses to go in unprepared.
Satoru, who immediately ditches work the very instant your water breaks. Who gives a fuck if he's in the middle of something important, nothing takes precedence over you and the incoming birth of your infant. He's breaking several driving laws to get you to the hospital, but neither of you care. Not when you're panting in the passenger seat, white-knuckling the grab handle with a palm pressed to your stomach, grunting and crying out in pain any time you have a contraction. It's a miracle he doesn't get pulled over, and he's incredibly thankful (and proud of himself) for thinking of calling the hospital ahead of time so that they're ready for you.
Satoru, whose entire world becomes a blur from the second you reach the hospital, to the second you're crushing his hand in your grip, screaming as you fight to bring his baby into the world. He's letting you yell at him and blame him for the pain you're in, easily accepting and agreeing because it is his fault.Â
But while your shaking sobs and shrieks of agony wound his heart beyond any possible measure, he also can't help his elation at knowing it's time, all the waiting has been worth it, every minute spent catering to your every need, want, and desire. He'll do it indefinitely, wait on you hand and foot for the rest of his life, treat you like a queen, because you deserve it and so much more.
Satoru, who's shocked by how well he's holding up when the nurse puts the wrapped up, pudgy little newborn in his arms, gazing down at the tiny being. His tiny being, your tiny being, the fragile and priceless life you both created. Looking down at his kin, his reason for being, he knows he'd do anything and everything to protect you and your child.
Satoru, who sees you, a disheveled and tired disaster, with your hair all tangled, frizzy, and astray, strands stuck to your sweaty skin, your body slack in relief as the hardest part is finally over, watching your husband hold your baby, and he thinks you're more beautiful now than you've ever been.Â
You look like youâve been dragged through hell; your legs are sticky with residue blood, amniotic fluid, placenta, and whatever else that needs to be cleaned off (though your legs are covered with a few layers of blankets to keep you toasty warm while you recover from labor), your face is a little pale and sallow, you're barely clinging to consciousness, and he's marveling at how he's never seen anything or anyone as utterly blest and sacred as you.Â
A goddess amongst men, the only one the strongest man in the world would ever willingly bow down to without you even needing to ask.
Satoru, who helps place your baby on your chest, the nurse having opened the blanket for skin-to-skin contact as you feed it, and finally lets himself release all his pent up emotions of raw, unfiltered joy. Every cell, every fiber, every atom in him is dancing in overwhelming happiness. He'd do it all over, again and again, as many times as you'd let him, if it means he gets to see you this blissful and tranquil. The glow of maternity suits you like no other, even in all your unkempt and chaotic glory.Â
Satoru, who can't believe he's a dad. He goes above and beyond, insisting he takes care of the baby at night so you can sleep â he doesn't need as much rest as others do, after all. He murmurs to his newborn about how much he cherishes and adores you, how much you mean to him, how you're the best wife and mommy a man could ever ask for and more. He reads the kiddo bedtime stories to help it sleep, feeds it, changes it, whatever it is that is needed, he's there and doing it.Â
On top of that, he continues to be your doting, devoted, caring husband. He makes sure you're taking your vitamins, takes you to all your postpartum appointments, aids you through your subsequent depression, all of it. He's sworn himself to you for life, not just in this timeline and universe, but in any and every single one of them.
He made and said his vows with purpose and conviction. He meant every word, and upholds them like his life depends on it. Because, in his mind, it does.
Satoru, who is patient with you, and firmly commands you to not push yourself to do things you can't do while you're still in recovery. He doesn't care if he has to wait months or even years for you to be ready to lay with him again, he'll wait it out. He might not be a patient man, but for you, he'd wait until all the stars die.Â
Oh, but you, darling little minx that you are, do your best to take care of him, too. Even when he urges you to rest, or not worry about it, or anything other arguments he might have against it, you tend to him in whatever way you can. Touching, sucking, rough and heavy petting, whatever it takes. You refuse to leave him alone to suffer through months and months of dryness with no relief save for his hand and the toy you surprised him with to help take the edge off.
Satoru, who can't be more grateful to you. You're more than his wildest dreams, the perfect wife, the perfect mother, the perfect person as a whole in the entirety of the universe. He really can't help boasting about being the Chosen One, because he really is, if the cosmos decided to gift him with you.
Satoru, who swears to take care of you for the rest of your lives, and does well on his promise.
Satoru, who fights for the sake of you and your kin alone. He refuses to leave you in any way, shape, or form. He refuses to let the world be a danger to any of you. He refuses to have anything happen to his family. Nothing will tear you apart, not now, not ever.
Satoru, who loves you more than the sun, the moon, and all the stars combined.
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c/w: hostage/stockholm syndrome situation, outlaw!rafe being his usual self, mentions of murder, pogue!reader having some sexual awakenings & some backstory on rafe, 18+ mdni!
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part 1 part 2 & part 4 part 5
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The following morning, her eyes groggily open in her own bedâ covers tucked over her shoulders and head comfortably propped up by her pillow.
She finds herself perplexed, doesnât know how she ended up here since her last coherent memory from last night is sitting on the passenger seat of Rafeâs truck and letting her heavy lids close for what was originally supposed to be a few minutes.  Â
Her sock-clad feet pad over to the living room where Rafe is rummaging through some of his papers and whatnot; appearing as busy as ever.  Â
âWhy donât I remember coming home last night?â she stops to stand next to him. Â
âCause you sleep like a fuckinâ rock. Had to carry you to your room,â he sounds disinterested, not even bothering to lift his head from the piece of paper heâs pinching between his fingers.
Upon closer inspection, it appears to be some sort of a contractâletters unfortunately too tiny for her to be able to read from where sheâs standing. Â
âOh. Thanks?â Â
Instead of leaving her passed out in his car like she wouldâve assumed, he tucked her into bed? Maybe he owns a heart, after all.  Â
âItâs whatever,â he dismisses her while reading something over; seemingly deep in thought.  Â
âDo youâ do you need help with that?â Â
âNah, Iâm good,â his hand lifts up to scratch at the back of his head before scribbling something down.Â
âRightâŚâ she trails off, apparently rooted in her spot and unable to move.  Â
âDid you want something or what?â his tone is suddenly exasperated, eyes finally flickering up to peer into hers along with his brows raising expectantly.  Â
âNo, I justâŚare we going somewhere today?â she canât help but feel a little out of place in her own home with him there; almost as if sheâs waiting for his next command to know what to do. It makes something peculiar swim in the pits of her stomach.  Â
âNah, just have to go over these. Can you, I dunno, go to your room or something? Youâre botherinâ me with your staring,â he grumbles and shifts into a more comfortable position on the couch; not sparing her another ounce of attention.  Â
âSorry,â she mumbles, a frown taking over her visage.  Â
Honestly, sheâs not entirely sure what sheâs supposed to do now. Normally, sheâd go to work at the surf shop near the beach but since Rafe so kindly took her phone and texted everyone in her contacts about a family emergency that would take some days to sort through, she canât exactly do that.
And besides workâŚwell, she doesnât really have much else going on in her life. Itâs sad, really, how a literal criminal forcing his way into her house is the most exciting thing to happen to her in the past few years.  Â
All things considered though, she doesnât mind living a quiet life in the Cut, just sometimes wishes she didnât feel soâŚlonely. And donât get her wrong, she has friends, she just sometimes yearns for something deeper than fun boat adventures or getting high with her feet dangling over the dock while a tangerine-colored sunset paints over the horizon.  Â
Sheâs always had this dream of traveling around the world or simply just somewhere that wasnât the Outer Banks but her parents never had the money for it. Therefore, she settled and learned to earn a living by herself in order to keep a roof over her head.  Â
And sheâs been content with her simple life, even considers herself to be happy but then she sat on Rafeâs lap and at the realization of him getting hard from her unconscious rubbing against him felt butterflies in her belly, maybe for the first time in her life. It was something she thought only happened in movies yet there they were; their fluttering wings poking at her core like some vicious reminder that she hadnât let someone make her feel good in ages.  Â
Truth be told, she grew tired of guys not being able to make her come because they didnât understand her needs; didnât even bother to find them out which is why she sort of lost hope for the whole thing altogether. But then Rafe steps inside her home uninvited and is nothing but mean to her and suddenly she...Â
It's wrong. Â
It doesn't make any sense yet she still can't help but feel a certain pull towards him whenever he's close. And she doesn't like it one bit; wants to forget about it as quickly as the thought breaches her mind. Â
It's far too complex for her perplexed mind to grasp onto, which is why she confuses it for insanity; simply decides that sheâs going crazy. And maybe she is, because why else would she suddenly care for Rafe? Why is a hidden part of her heart beginning to harbor gooey, fond feelings for a killer whoâs technically holding her hostage? Â
Sheâs sure her muddled brain is going to explode if she thinks about the matter any longer; instead opting to take a long, scalding shower due to the clothes sheâs been wearing since yesterday starting to stick to her sweaty skin and making her feel even filthier than she already does. Â
Unfortunately, the steaming water doesn't quite wash away the ache between her thighs. Â
Sheâs in the middle of pulling a shirt over the damp strands of her hair when harsh knuckles rap against her bedroom door and Rafe enters a second later; not even bothering to wait for a response.  Â
âChange of plansââ his words die down on his tongue when he notices her current state.  Â
âRafe, what the fuck?â she quickly adjusts the hem over her waist, painfully aware of the fact that sheâs not wearing any pants and his eyes are now fixed on the lace of her panties practically on show for him. Â
âWhy are you just barging into my room like that? I couldâve been naked!â she complains before snatching a pair of shorts off her floor; tugging them over her hips.  Â
âShit, wouldnât have minded if you were. Got a nice ass for a Pogue,â he shrugs while sporting an irritating smirk that makes her glare at him.  Â
âAnd youâve got no manners for a Kook. Except, Iâm not surprised,â she rolls her eyes when he feigns shock; exaggeratedly dropping his jaw. Â
âPuppyâs getting angry, huh? Whereâs this attitude coming from? Thought you were still scared of me?â he belittles her with a condescending tinge in his laugh. Â
And sheâs about to respond when out of the blue the ring of her doorbell reverberates around the house.  Â
They both tense.  Â
âYouâre expecting someone?â his tone turns bleak, frigid; inducing shivers to litter across her arms as her head turns towards the source of the sound.  Â
âNâ no. Iâm not,â she stutters because truthfully, she doesnât have a clue as to who could be at her door in the middle of an ordinary Tuesday.  Â
âDid you fucking call someone?â he takes a threatening step towards her and she panics.   Â
âNo! I promise, I didnât. I donât evenâ you literally have my phone, remember?â she tries to fruitlessly defend herself.  Â
âI swear, if youâre lying right nowââ  Â
âIâm not, okay? I didnât call anyone!â She reassures once more, although it seems like heâs not even listening anymore. Therefore, she tries to be logical. âI shouldâ I should go and see who it is, right?â Â
The icebound water in his eyes bores into her as he weighs out his options. Â
âRight, right. Yeah, you should do that," he finally settles on. "But if you even consider telling them anything, I swear Iâm gonna fucking find you, you understand?â He grits out into her face and she flinches when she can feel his harsh breaths hit her mouth with each syllable.  Â
She quickly nods before teetering towards the entrance of her home and twisting the lock with precarious fingers. Â
Soon, sheâs standing in front of two men wearing police uniforms. Â
âOh, sorry for the wait. Was umâŚin the bathroom. How can Iâ uh, help you?â she tries to appear unfazed; inhaling slowly and doing everything she can in order to not look as guilty as she feels. Â
âWe apologize for the inconvenience but weâve been assigned to ask around the island in order to locate a criminal whoâs potentially a threat to our entire community,â one of them says and she thinks his jaded eyes are peering into her soul and seeing right through her rickety facade. Â
âHave you seen this man recently?â the other guy dangles a picture of Rafe in the air. She takes a moment to properly look at the photo as to not answer too quickly.  Â
âNâ no, sorry. Canât say I have. Why? Who is that?â she bats her lashes in confusion as her poor heart thuds in her ribcage. She wonders if they can hear it. Â
âThis is Rafe Cameron. You mightâve heard about Cameron Development? He became the owner after his fatherâs death a few years back. And now we have reason to believe that heâs the main suspect for the murder of a fellow officer,â he states with a serious expression. Â
âOh, thatâsâŚthatâs terrible,â her eyes widen in shock because she had no idea Rafe was a Cameron. Of course, sheâd heard everyone talking about what had happened with Ward Cameron and the rumors surrounding the gold but sheâd never cared enough to dig through for more information about the rest of his family.  Â
âSeems like the apple really doesnât fall far from the tree considering what Ward did to Sheriff Peterkin,â the one with the piercing stare snickers and her brows furrow because she doesnât think the topic is all that hilarious.  Â
âI remember watching that in the news when it was all happening. Didnât you guys also arrest an innocent Pogue with no actual proof?â her question is sharp because the whole case still itches her in the wrong way. Â
âThat wasâ listen, I wasnât even here back then, it was all very tragic. But the investigation on this case is still ongoing and we have a reliable witness claiming they saw Rafe dragging something heavy near the ocean the night before we found the body washed up on the shore. And according to multiple sources Rafe was the last person seen with our coworker at the island club a few hours prior to his death,â the guy explains and she momentarily wonders if theyâre even allowed to share this much classified information with her.  Â
âRight. Well, I really wish I could help you but I unfortunately havenât seen him,â her teeth sink into the inside of her cheek and she wonders if they can tell that sheâs lying. Â
âAt this point, it seems like no one has. Weâre suspecting that he mightâve fled the country. Anyway, weâve got orders to search every house but honestly, we donât think heâd be on this side of the island. So, weâre not gonna waste our time on that. Call this number if you notice anything out of the ordinary, though?â  Â
âYes, of course. I really wish there was more I could do to help. Hope you guys find him soon,â she offers them a tight smile.  Â
âWeâll do our best,â they assure her before the door finally closes.  Â
Her back slides down against the wood as her labored breathing begins to slow down. She closes her eyes in a moment of relief until she feels Rafeâs presence interfering with her peace.  Â
âWho knew you were such a good liar? Shouldnât believe everything you say too easily then, should I?â his gaze travels down her form and he genuinely seems impressed.  Â
âYou killed a cop?â she decides to ignore his teasing. Â
âRelax. He was a sleazy bastard who was helping me with some side business and became too greedy. What can I say? Donât like being used. But believe me, he was not a good person,â he answers her question, maybe for the first time ever. Â
âRight, right,â she tries her very best to understand where heâs coming from but she doesnât think sheâs ever going to be able to justify ending someoneâs life with such indifference. In her opinion, he doesnât have the right to decide whether someone gets to live or not; no matter how good or bad of a person they are. Â
âListen, I didnât mean to do it, it justâŚhappened, okay?â he tries to explain himself and he almost sounds vulnerable. She nearly feels bad for him.  Â
âYou know, I could go to jail for helping you!â she snaps when frustration bubbles to the surface instead.  Â
âCalm down, Pup. Youâre not going to jail, alright? And watch that fucking tone, yeah?â his hands rest on his head as he begins to pace around the hallway.  Â
âI justâ cops donât care about Pogues. If they find out I lied to them theyâre gonna put me behind bars cause unlike you, I donât have the money to bail myself out,â she tries to pointlessly reason with him.  Â
âAlready told you, nothingâs gonna happen to you, okay? Now can you shut the fuck up so I can think?â he demands, halting his movements.  Â
âDid they, uh, tell you anything?â he speaks up again and she tells him everything she remembers from the brief conversation while he mulls over his situation. Â
âRight, right. So, they donât actually have any real proof about me killing the guy? Just speculation,â he confirms.  Â
âI guess, yeah? But I donât know if they even know all the details about the case,â she offers in response and can practically hear the wheels turning in his head.  Â
âThey didnât happen to mention who the witness was?â  Â
âNâ no, why?â her voice wavers as she swallows around the question. Â
He lifts his head to inspect her reaction when he seems to have finally conjured up some sort of a plan to clear his name.  Â
âThink Iâm gonna have to pay him a little visit. And youâre gonna help, arenât ya?âÂ
She would very much like to find out whatever sin she committed in a past life that weighed so heavily that it made her end up in a position as wretched as this one.Â
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Revenge possession, part 2
"So what is this game called again?" I asked out loud with Devon's voice.
Devon in the back of our mind:"Dead by daylight. You play either as a survivor or the killer. Depending on the role you have to escape or kill all the survivors."
I chuckled a bit:"You don't see how that's ironic?"
Devon was silent. "I'm so sorry, man. Jesus, I didn't think this through. Haha. Well... you should be good in this game right?"
Me:"Not really. I kinda didn't even know I was being hunted. Your parents just picked me up and then tortured me in the woods. I didn't have much of a chance to even run."
Devon:"Oh... I'm so sorry for that, man. My parents are horrible people."
Me:"Yeah. And I know they killed much more people than just me. That's why it needs to stop"
Devon:"So are you sure that killing them would be the best revenge for all these years of their murder spree?"
Me:"What else can I do? It's not like I had much of a choice. Few days ago I didn't even have a body. Now I co-share yours. Yeah, stealing their sons body is good revenge too, but you're a good person. And I don't want to take over your life."
Devon:"Not what I was aiming for. I honestly love having you here with me. You're like a second voice/brother/best friend inside of me. Oh shit. I just figured. I keep calling you bro. What's your real name?"
Me:"Paul. Took you long to ask, man. Not cool"
Devon:"Sorry, haha. So... Paul. You're like 40 now, right?"
Me:"I would be if your parents didn't kill me. But I died when I was 21 like you are now. So my mind basically stayed 21 I suppose. Except for roaming the country I didn't have much fun through all these years. These past few days as you, just chilling here, playing video games, jerking off and talking to you is the most fun I had over these 20 years."
Devon took control over his body to let go of the controler and to flex his biceps. The sweat hitting his nose.
Me:"What are you doing? I thought we were gonna play?"
Devon:"Nah, just reminding you what body you're in"
Devon:"Look at me man. I have beautiful abs, massive arms. These thighs could crush a melon between them. I appreciate that you picked me and that you like my body, but you gotta do something about this. We gotta go have fun. With another living being."
Me:"Devon... I really am happy how you treat me in your body, but... I don't think we have the same type of dating pool"
Devon:"I don't care whoever you fuck. I'm straight, or atleast I think I am, but very accepting. And if my man inside of me wants to fuck some handsome man, I will be more than happy to help you out. Bros gotta help each other"
Me:"But it's gonna be your body, man."
Devon:"So? You could do much worse with my body and you didn't. Getting fucked or fucking someone in the ass is not so bad."
Me:"Ok? So what place do you suggest?"
Devon:"Gym. We can show everyone what this body can do. Lot of people observe me there, so you can pick whoever you desire"
We arrived to the gym. So many hot and sexy people in sight. Devon took control to do his normal routine. It sucks that I could also have a body like this, but back in the day I wanted to see the world. I wanted to be myself in a world that hates my kind. Twenty years later, the world is so much more accepting. It's not ideal, but wow. How things gave changed
I still can't believe that Devon let's me stay in his body. I mean, look at him. He could be anything, have anyone. And yet this hot piece of meat is depressed with his easy life, being alone most of the time. I guess that's what happens when your serial killer parents move your family every now and then. You don't have any friends and those that you did might already be dead by their hand. How horrible... I honestly can't wait to see them. To look them in their face. With their son's face and to kill them. I hope Devon will forgive me. I know he says he wants to stop them, but it's his parents. I just have to make sure that he will not stop me when the time comes
Devon was just finishing up, when a cute twink approached us.
The guy:"Hey, I hope you don't mind that I was watching you"
Devon:"Nah, it's ok man. You need a hand with lifting?"
The guy smiled. "Oh I do need a hand, I just don't know If I asked the right person"
Devon sat down, looking all confused:"That depends if..."
I stopped Devon mid sentence. "I think that's a cue for me to take over, ok?"
Devon now in the back of my mind:"Sorry man, I usually don't respond to guys hitting on me. Go on. Have fun"
I smiled at the guy and casually finished the sentence
We headed to the showers. The owners must be probably sick with all these guys hooking up here. But we didn't care. We made out passionately. The twins was all over my muscles, as I would be in his place too. He was a bit smaller. That gave me a sense of dominating him.
I stopped and smiled at the guy. "I... just gotta let you know that I am a virgin"
Devon:"What!!! Dude, you never had sex with anyone?"
The guy looked at me from top to bottom. "You? If good looking people like you are virgins, then I have no idea how world works."
I chuckled nervously. It was true. I was 21 when I died, but back then it was much harder to date a find gay guy. Now you can just download Grindr and in a few minutes you got yourself a guy in your bedroom
Twink:"Well in that case we can go to your place and have some fun there. This isn't a very nice place to have your first time, don't you think"
I just smiled and nodded in approval
We were now in Devon's messy room. The guy was really shocked to see such a straight man cave, but didn't say a word. We made out. He took off my shirt soaked in sweat from gym. His lips now kissed my neck and went to over my pecs, down the middle to my waist band. He took my hard dick into his hand, squeezed hard and looked me deep into my eyes. His look was so full of lust, yet I could tell it was superficial. This guy isn't looking for romance. He just wants to be fucked hard. So let's give it to him
I took a bit of control of the moment. I grabbed him by the neck. Turned him around and pressed him against the wall. He was now moaning in pleasure as I was rubbing my hard dick hidden beneath the layers of my clothes against his ass. I was still holding him, choking him.
I pulled of my shorts and his just low enough to get my dick in there. I wanted to push it right in there. As hard as I could
Devon suddenly screamed out from the back of his mind:"Condom dude!!!"
I left the guy, moanjng against the wall, reaching out to the condom on the shelf. I was struggling to find which side to pick to put it on my dick
Twink:"Wait. Let me" it was obvious he jas done it a few times. The condor was on in a matters of seconds. "Do you have any lube?"
Devon intervened again:"Top drawer. Give him more attention, man. You're making it all about yourself"
"Shut up" I said out loud as a response to Devon, but the guy looked confused. "Oh sorry, not you. I'm just nervous. I have lube right here."
The guy went on Devon's bed on his back. His clothes were now gone and his ass was welcoming my dick. His legs wide open.
I pressed lightly my dick with a ridiculous ammount of lube on top.
It went smoothly so I tried to went all the way. This seemed to hurt the twins. "Hold your horses. I'm good, but not that good. A bit slower, cowboy."
I went in slowly. The pleasure got to Devon too. The way this guys ass was tight around the head of our dick was sending our minds to heaven.
I picked up the pace. The twink was moaning in pleasure and in pain at the same time. I grabbed him by the next to choke him. My other arm pressing his thigh.
Twink:"Harder!" I thought I was going as hard as possible, but I didn't think he could take it much more
Twink:"Harder!!!"
Devon:"Oh, jesus. Let me do it" Devon took over. I was in the back of our mind again. Still feeling everything.
Devon was like a beast, but the twink was really enjoying it.
I could feel all the cum building up. Ooh there's gonna be tons of cum.
Devon was biting his lower lĂp and furiously pounding this guy's ass. Sure, "Straight" my ass.
Devon:"I'm cumming!!!"
Twink:"Fill me! I want it all"
Devon shot out the stream of cum into the condom. The wave of pleasure was so overwhelming. So much, that I lost control for a moment. I didn't know what was happening.
I opened my eyes. Still as Devon. Good. But I was back in control. But I was alone here. I couldn't feel Devon
"DEVON?!?"
Twink:"Right here. You pushed my soul out of my body, dude. If the guy here wasn't as welcoming you would have me erased or something"
Me:"I'm so sorry. I didn't think that would happen."
Devon:"It's fine. This guy's soul is asleep or maybe gone? I don't know. But I can't hear him now. Dude! I could feel my body's orgasm and his orgasm at the same time. I can assure you, that this is definitely the best I'll ever feel. So overwhelming."
Me:"Shit, dude. We gotta figure out how to get you put of there. Or you might be stuck"
Devon:"What if we wait for a bit? I kinda wanna try having sex with my body."
Me:"Kinky. You wanna get pounded too?"
Devon:"Guess I'm not so straight anymore, right?"
After our first fucking session, Devon passed out from all the sex. We still didn't know where this guy's soul was, but we would figure that out soon. I was just happy that I was finally alive. And I even have a boyfriend now? If that's what I can call Devon. Not to put labels on our relationship or anything
I grabbed the first pair of shorts from the floor I could find. Still sweaty from the sex, I headed to the kitchen to get myself a drink of water.
I was interrupted by a dark figure in the corner of the room
"Hello, son"
I was full of rage. But I can't fuck it up now. If I kill him, I won't know where his mom is and that would take me another decade to find her.
"Hey, dad. How was your holiday"
"Oh wonderful. Rome is your mother's favourite place to visit"
I tried to act as much as possible. Devon was in his room in a wrong body, so that wouldn't help me.
"Did you go to Colosseum this time?"
"Oh, we sure did." The father responded. But in the matter of seconds his expression changed. He was now holding a gun pointed at me
"What are you doing, dad?!"
"Devon knows we went to Bahamas"
Fuck. So he knew all along that I'm not Devon. But how?
"Me and my wife found out that the folk like you, who want to have your revenge for what we did, come back as ghosts to make our lives a living hell."
"So I'm not the first one?"
"Hahaha. Of course you're not. The first one came when Devon was 2 years old. Of course he doesn't remember, but that was a nasty one. All the paranormal stuff. We didn't know what we were dealing with back then. But now, oh we are used to deal with you. But possessing Devon is a first. Some possessed us and tried to kill us, but obviously failed."
"How can you tell that I'm not him? Besides the question."
"Oh it's an aura thing. Once you have the experience and a good guidance, you can just tell when a soul isn't in their rightful place."
"Now, tell me. Did Devon put up a lot of fight? Your answer will change the course of your torture."
"Devon is ok. He's in the body of the guy downstairs. It was an accident"
"Sure it was. That would make sure that we couldn't kill you or him, right? We're not so stupid, mister. Although I will not enjoy killing my son, there is no other choice."
"If you kill me, I will go after you even more. I have for the past 20 years and I will even after you die. My soul will not rest until you burn in hell"
"Sure you can do that, but it will take you some time to get out of this thing."
He was holding a wooden object with symbols
"What is that thing?"
"That mister, is your prison. It will bind you inside, until it breaks, or someone opens it on purpose. Which happens rarely if you ask me."
"You're doing a big mistake. Devon is in his room in a different body. Let him atleast get his body back."
"I can't take that chance. Me and my wife have a life to live up to and we won't stop just because our son got himself in some trouble and can't handle it."
"It's your son! You would kill him just so you can continue your killing spree?"
"Oh, definitely. Having a child is a great thing, but taking a life. That's something you won't ever forget about. The control it gives you."
"You're sick. No parent would ever do this to their child"
From the hallway a second voice spoke:"Oh these two are a chatty couple, right honey? So chatty chatty. But we need to hurry up, so get on with this" the mother said towards her husband
I could feel a horrible pain in my chest. Feelings very similar to the ones I felt 20 years ago. This couple was killing me again
"Sorry Devon. We couldn't have done anything" father said
"Devon hates you too!" I screamed out
"You're talking too much" and then nothing.
I don't know for how long this continued. I don't even know what they did with Devon's beautiful body. How they got rid of it.
Soon I started to feel walls around me. Walls? As a ghost I wouldn't be able to. Except if this is their prison that they were talking about.
I opened my eyes. There was only darkness. Nothing else. I looked around and on the other side of my prison was someone sitting, crying.
I got up to approach this person. He looked up
It was Devon. He was crying
"Paul! They killed me. My own mother slit my throat. I told her it's me. But she just killed me and trapped me into thus thing."
"I'm so so sorry, Devon. I never wanted any of this. I wanted revenge for them. But they were ready. They knew. Your father didn't listen to me too. He didn't care. I told him about your soul. But they are more sadistic then I thought"
"Paul, I'm dead. My parents killed me. My OWN PARENTS!"
"Devon, they are horrible people. And we will get our lives back. Maybe not our old lives, but we will. But first we have to get out of here. We're gonna get through this together. Ok?"
Devon collapsed into my arms. I was just glad that I could hold someone even if I was a ghost now. We were gonna get out of here, but I had no idea how
Outside of the ghost trap, the world went by.
Devon's father held the trap tightly as he watched his old house burn. His wife held her head on his shoulder.
"Ahhh, I think I might miss Devon. He gave our life some order"
"He limited us. We couldn't ve ourselves all the time. Now we can. What do you say we go pick up some hitchhiker?"
"Ohhhh, that's a lovely idea. Get rid of that box, it gives me the creeps"
And as the two of them were laughing while leaving, the box was sinking deeply into the river below the bridge until some human would find it.
If Paul and Devon would know what was happening to then right now, they would be devastated.
#male possession#family possession#possession male#body posession#Soul swap#male transformation#straight to gay#Criminal possession
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High School Time Travelers, Part 2
It's finally here! Follow up to this story.
***
âSo. Spill. What the fuck is going on with you and Angelique?â
Raph fidgeted uncomfortably, and something within Erin roared out in protest at that. They were in her room, surrounded by her clutter and band posters and the stuff he kept at her house to keep his mom from throwing it away. He wasnât supposed to be uncomfortable here.
Eventually, he took a deep breath. âI time-traveled last night.â
âIâm seriousââ
âSo am I,â he said wearily. âI woke up in a house I havenât set foot in for years, across the hall from someone I promised myself Iâd never talk to again. It happened, and if youâre stuck on that part then this conversation canât continue.â
Erin got up and paced her room, kicking aside her backpack, nearly knocking over the guitar stand in the corner. âWhat the fuck.â
âThatâs what I said.â
âWhat the fuck, Raph.â
âI didnât mean to!â
The absurdity hit her instantlyâhe didnât mean to time travel, as if they were talking about him forgetting his homework or getting in Monica Dillonâs way during passing period. She wanted to laugh.
But then she remembered some of the weird things Angelique had saidâabout friendships imploding, about college, about shit not mattering in high school, all with the easy certainty of experience.
âProve it,â she said. âCan you do that thing where you predict what Iâm about to say?â
âIâm not stuck in a time loop, dumbass, yesterday I was thirty-three!â Raph snapped. âI had to go through math class trying to pretend I still remembered my teacherâs name!â
âOkay, okay, Jesus.â Erin held up her hands placatingly. âThereâs gotta be something.â
Raph sighed, rubbing his forehead. âI dunno. Anything meaningful and unchangeable I can remember wonât happen for a while, so if youâre willing to wait for the Trump presidency or the global pandemic, thereâs that.â
âThe what.â
âWait, whoâs president right now? Itâs still Bush, right?â
Erin pulled a face.
âNext oneâs Barack Obama, heâs gonna do two terms,â Raph informed her. âFirst black president.â
âOh, huh. Cool,â Erin said faintly.
âLetâs see, what else, um⌠Balloon Boy? Has Balloon Boy happened yet?â
âNo, what the fuck is Balloon Boy?â
Raph brightened. âYeah, so at some point this family is gonna release like, a homemade weather balloon? Or something? And thereâs gonna be this huge panic because they think their son is stuck inside it, but then it turns out he was fine and hiding in the basement the whole time and it was a hoax.â
âOkay, Iâll keep an eye out for that I guess?â Erin sat down again. âYouâre seriously not fucking with me right now?â
âI mean, if you want, we could forget this conversation ever happened,â Raph offered. âContinue with our normal lives, while I keep under-reacting to devastating world events.â
âChrist, I donât know.â Erin pressed her palms into her eyes. After a moment, she lifted her head again. âWait a minute, weâre getting off track. What does this have to do with Angelique?â
Raphâs silence could not have been louder.
âRaph,â Erin said, a little desperately.
âFirst you have to promise you wonât be mad,â said Raph.
âDid you sleep with her in theââ Erin paused to do some arithmetic in her head. ââeighteen years between then and now?!â
âSheâs my wife,â Raph blurted out.
Moments later, Erinâs mother knocked politely on the bedroom door. âEverything okay in there?â she asked. âThatâs an awful lot of screaming for a Tuesday night.â
Erin continued howling into her pillow. âSheâs fine, Mrs. Yokota!â Raph called. âWeâre looking atâuhâcreepypastas!â
âCreepy what?â
âUhâcrap, are they still called that?âlike, ghost stories and stuff!â
Placated, she left them to it. Eventually Erin recovered enough to lie back and stare listlessly at the ceiling.
âDude.â
âYeah, I know.â
âWhat the fuck is your life?â Erin demanded. âHow did that even happen?â
âWe ran into each other atâso my friend Hazel got roped into being in their college roommateâs bridal party and dragged me along for moral support, and Angelique was in the same friend group but with like six degrees of separation from us,â Raph explained. âIt took half the reception for her to recognize me because at that point Iâd been on T for a few years, but the second she realized we went to the same high school she turned fishbelly-white, pulled me aside, and apologized for how much of a bitch she was back then. It was really awkward.â
Back then, he called it, even though for Erin it was still right now. âAnd you married her?â
âLike eight years later, yeah.â Raph ran his hand through his hair, not quite hiding the small smile that stole over his face. âShe really turned over a new leaf.â
Erin was silent for a while, mulling over this new information, combining it with what she already had from that afternoon.
âIs your name still Raphael?â she asked. âShe sounded really surprised about it. And I know you said you were just taking the name on a trial run, but you really seemed to like it. Not that thereâsâyou know,â she added. âI know thatâjust because I picked it, I knew you might not⌠you know. Itâs fine, I was just wondering. If I should call you something else.â
âI didâI do like it,â Raph assured her. âBut, uh, some stuff happened. My dad found me.â
Erinâs eyebrows shot upward. âWait, really? Whatâd he have to say for himself?â
âThat Mom ghosted him when she got pregnant because her side guy had more money.â
âDude, fuck your mom.â
âDonât fuck my mom, sheâll ghost you for money, werenât you listening?â
Erin burst out snickering. âFuck, sorry, this isnât funny.â
âIt will be in eighteen years,â Raph said with a wry smile. âHindsight. Anyway, he found me inâheâs gonna find me in two years unless I reach out first. Heâs a good guy. My stepmomâs pretty cool, too. And I have sisters? So thatâs awesome. And yeah, he had this friend who passed away when he was younger, and he always wanted to name his son after him, but then Mom disappeared and he only ended up having daughters, so when he found me, it kind of worked out.â He hesitated. âIâm Damian. Damian Raphael Harker.â
âThatâs such a cool name,â Erin sighed.
RaphâDamianâtilted his head back to grin at her. âYours is cool, too.â
âShut up,â she said fondly.
âNo, seriously,â he said emphatically. âYour name is unspeakably cool.â
There was something odd in his tone, sticking up and catching like a loose nail. It bothered her, the same way something Angelique said earlier had bothered her.
âHey, RaâDamian?â Erin said cautiously. âEarlier, when Angelique sat down with us, she didnât recognize me.â
âShe does, donât worry.â
âNo, she didnât,â Erin pressed. âIt took her a second to realize who I was, and she stopped herself from saying why.â
Suddenly Damian looked deeply uncomfortable. âI, uh.â
She took a deep breath. âWas I dead in your time?â
âWh-no! No no no no, of course not!â Damian looked horrified. âWe played Pathfinder like last week, youâre not dead.â
âWhatâs Pathâno, never mind. Somethingâs clearly up. If we just played whatever-that-is last week, and Angelique is your wife, then why didnât she know who I was?â
âUhâŚâ Damianâs hands had worked their way deep into his sleeves. âYou look different, thatâs all. You kind of reinvented yourself in college.â
âOh,â Erin said, momentarily relieved. Thenâ âWait.â
âWhat?â
âDamian. Youâdââ She hesitated. âIf I was a guy, youâd tell me, right?â
âOh my God,â Damian mumbled into his be-sweatered hands.
âDamian.â
âYouâre... not...â
âYouâd tell me, right?â
âSee, I donât know if I would!â Damian answered, in a strained high-pitched tone. âThatâsâlook. If you were a guy, thatâs something youâd have to work out for yourself!â
âDamian, I swear to God.â
âI canât crack your egg for you, thatâs like violating the Prime Directive!â
Erin seized a pillow and started to buffet him with it. âYou are such a nerd!â
âItâs your personal journey, you canât use me to cheat!â Damian cackled, fending her off with a plush horse.
***
âYeah Iâll get the banana split.â Angie bounced on the balls of her feet, eyes raking over the array of toppings. âCan you put caramel and chocolate sauce on it? And Heath bar pieces, chopped strawberries, and M&Ms.â
âYeah, sure thing.â
It took all of her self-control not to press her nose against the glass as she watched them make it. Some small part of her balked at the sight of three huge scoops of ice cream and all the toppings, but she quieted it. She had a second shot at being a teenager, and that meant never taking her garbage disposal stomach and body made of rubber bands for granted ever again.
She hummed absently to herself, only to pause halfway through the tune. How did it go again? She tried repeating the first half, only to get stuck at the same spot. Oh, this was going to bug the crap out of her. It wasnât like she could look it up, not when the song wouldnât come out for almost ten yearsâ
Her phone vibrated in her purse, and she checked it absentmindedly, zeroing in for a moment on the DAD displayed on the screen. After a moment, she put it back without answering. If it was that important, he could text.
Sure enough, her phone gave a short buzz. New text messageâhe hadnât even bothered to leave a voicemail.
DAD I need you to talk to your brother.
Angie checked her banana splitâs progress with a glance, and replied.
lol why
DAD Heâs not listening to me. We both know the courts favor the mother so if weâre going to beat her I need both of you on your A game.
Angie ground her teeth until her jaw creaked.
what do you need me to do
DAD Just coach him on how to talk about her. Youâre a smart lady, I know you can do it. Heâs always getting scuffed up at practice, just have him say the bruises came from her. Throw in a drinking problem if you have to, just keep your stories straight.
why father dearest iâm surprised at you you want me to lie under oath?
DAD Just talk to him, will you? Keep your stories straight, donât get too outlandish, and weâll get out of this with everything we want. Youâll never have to hear the word no again, I promise.
ok daddy ill do my best!
DAD Good girl. Youâre the smartest girl I know. Smarter than your mom, smarter than her bitch lawyer. Love you!
âOrder up!â
Angie brought her banana split to the table with the clearest view of the door. It took her a moment to decide how to begin, then nearly a full minute balancing equal parts ice cream, banana, and toppings in a single spoonful. She managed it in the end.
Mood lifted, she unlocked her phone again and made a call. âHeeeey, Anika.â
âNeed I remind you that phone calls are billable,â her motherâs lawyer said dryly.
âYeah, Iâll be quick, I have some incriminating text messages I think youâll be interested in?â
The sound of rustling papers paused. âGo onâŚ?â
âDad just told me to lie to the judge,â Angie explained, twirling a thin ribbon of caramel around her spoon. âAnd to coach Eric to lie to the judge. I took screenshots.â
Anika cursed softly under her breath. âThank you for telling me. Send them to your mom, okay? Thank you.â
âYeah, no problem.â
The bell above the ice cream parlor door jingled, and Angie perked up as both Damian (Raph?) and Erin walked in. She waved them over, grinning when both pairs of eyes widened at her treat.
âThat thingâs half the size of your head,â Erin pointed out.
âSure is, you guys came just in time.â Angie nudged it across the table, along with the two extra spoons. âIf we split it, Iâll have enough room for a milkshake chaser.â
âYouâre a monster,â Damian said delightedly. âOh shit, are those Heath bars?â He dug in without waiting for an answer.
âTheyâre peanut butter cups,â she said solemnly, once heâd taken a bite and could probably tell they werenât. âI added them just to hurt you.â Damian rolled his eyes and dug his spoon back in.
Erin stared at her, probably still baffled by the gentle banter, but at least she looked more curious than infuriated, like instead of being suspicious she simply didnât know what to make of Angie.
âSo, you guys talked?â Angie asked carefully. âAre we⌠all good?â
âI think so,â Damian replied, shooting a cautious glance at Erin.
âYouâre on thin ice,â Erin informed her as she helped herself to the chocolate scoop.
âFair.â Angie didnât remember Erin putting up quite as much of a fight, but then, it had been years when theyâd reconnected before. This time around, it was still fresh.
âThe ice cream helps,â Erin added, slightly muffled by the spoon in her mouth.
âNoted.â Angie paused, weighed her options, and shrugged. No harm no foul, probably. âHey, youâre a musician, right?â
Erin swallowed. âYeah, why?â
âAnd not just a performer, but you write music too, right?â
âYeeaaah?â Erin squinted suspiciously. Beside her, Damian shot Angie a warning glare.
âIf I give you half a tune, could you resolve it?â
Erin was staring at her like sheâd grown a second head. âProbably.â
âGreat!â Angie hummed the earworm from earlier. âHow would the next part go?â
Erin repeated it to herself, nodding along. After a moment, she said, âProbably likeââ
And sure enough, there it was. The rest of the chorusâs tune came rushing back to Angieâs memory, and she breathed a sigh of relief.Â
âThanks! That was driving me nuts.â Angie returned to her banana split, ignoring Damianâs growing scowl.
Later, when Erin was in the bathroom and Angelique was standing in line to order her promised milkshake, Damian dug his elbow into her side. âYouâre not as slick as you think you are,â he muttered.
âWhat?â Angie said innocently. âI didnât give anything away.â
âYou just taught her half the chorus of a song sheâs eight years away from writing!â
âIâve planted a seed,â Angie insisted. âIâve created a stable time loop.â
âThat is not what you did and you know it.â Damian pursed his lips, clearly trying to stay annoyed with her. âI barely avoided spoiling her transition, and thatâs after she asked me to my face.â
Angie grinned. âSo you havenât told her sheâs a genderfluid punk rocker yet?â
âNo. Because sheâs not a genderfluid punk rocker yet.â
âAnd now, when she becomes one,â Angie said with a smile, âsheâs going to look back on this day and laugh.â
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Upstaged | Part 2 | Part 1
It all makes sense.
When Eddie comes back from taking photos with the fans, he looks a little sheepish for the first time. Steve has about a million things to ask, mostly he just wants to laugh about the fucking odds, but he remembers the grace Eddie extended to him about the press ordeal.
Instead, he settles back with his lime soda and a simple question, âSo, what kind of music are you into?â
A grateful smile breaks out across Eddieâs face, ecstatic to dive into that with Steve. Their lunch extends into dinner. Steve doesnât have anywhere to be these days and Eddie practically jumps up and down when the meeting he was in the area for gets canceled. They stay there for a couple more hours, just talking.Â
Their music taste overlaps at certain points, Eddie talks about how getting his first guitar from the pawn shop pretty much saved him, Steve recounts a little league story that makes Eddie laugh so hard he chokes on his soda.
Itâs the most monumentally casual time Steveâs ever had with a new friend in public and heâs not ready for it to end. Even after exchanging numbers and promising to meet up again, they still linger together outside.
âSo uh, I remember where I know you from now."
Eddie leans against the side of the building. Itâs getting dark, theyâre tucked away from any eyes so Steve freely scoots closer to Eddie, waiting for him to explain. He does after a moment, seeming nervous and fiddling with his rings.
âI hate to ask, but my Uncle is huge into baseball, especially you and your general all-around-awesome thing. There werenât players like you to look up to when he was young, all that. Iâve seen you on his tv so many times, youâre basically part of the familyâ ah shit, thatâs weird, sorry,â he cringes a little, scrunching his nose in a way that makes Steveâs chest clench with affection, âBut heâs getting old and like I said earlier, heâs my rock, he raised me and I wonât forgive myself if I donât at least ask you to come see him sometime.â
The way he rambles is pretty endearing, looking at Steve with a wide-eyed hopeful expression, as if there was even a chance Steve would say no.
He reaches out, gently takes Eddieâs hand to stop his restless fidgeting, âYou want me to meet your folks already, hm?â
Eddie lets out an amused scoff, looking down at their hands and back at Steve like he canât believe it. âYouâre not as funny as you think you are, Steve.âÂ
Steve knits his brows, âWhyâs that?â
âCâmon man. Yâknow how hard it is to find someone who can handle this lifestyle, let alone all the shit that comes with me,â shaking his head a little, Eddie smiles but thereâs something aching in it, âThen the nicest looking guy Iâve ever seen comes outta nowhere and saves my life, agrees to go to lunch, happens too know as well as me that life in the limelight ainât always pretty and turns out to be one of the best people Iâve ever met.â
His fingers thread through Steveâs, holding tight like heâs not sure itâs real. âEven if I never see you again, Iâm gonna write songs about you. Iâd take you home and keep you right now if I could, but thatâs not happening.â
Thereâs a part of Steve heâs kept shut down for years that comes pumping through his veins then, hot and alive. He realizes that heâs been trying so hard to keep his life as normal as possible that heâs been missing out on actually living it. Now he has this wonderful, crazy, wonderful man spontaneously in front of him and heâs not letting him slip away.Â
Steve moves in, slowly crowding Eddie against the wall. Eddieâs eyes go a little wide with surprise then darken with desire. Steve watches his face shift through so many emotions, his mouth parting with a soft gasp, wanting this just as badly as Steve.
âWanna bet?â Steve asks before he crashes into Eddie again.Â
This time itâs a hot press of lips instead of a full-body collision, but itâs just as breathtaking.
Steve deepens the kiss, thrill prickling all across his skin when Eddie opens up for him right away. Steve licks passed the bright hint of lime on their tongues to get to Eddie. The heady taste of him makes Steveâs world spin, all the desperate noises between them going straight to his head.
âWant you so bad, Eddie, wanna keep you too,â he threads his fingers into all that hair, reveling in the shiver it elicits from Eddie, âGod, just wanna have you.â
Eddie chases his lips, âYou can, Steve, you can have meâ please do.â Â
Steve loves the sound of that, going in for a longer, more indulgent kiss before pulling back.
âYou canât take me home tonight,â he professes hotly against Eddieâs lips, âMy place is closer, youâre coming with me.â
#and at some point eddie admits that he's jerked off to steve's magazine covers before#might keep this going we'll see#steddie#steddie fic#eddie munson#steve harrington#stranger things#rockstar eddie munson#famous eddie munson#famous steve harrington#rueswriting
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Falling for Christmas
Natasha Romanoff x Female Reader
When you wake up from an accident, you donât remember who you are. A local ski lodge owner helps you find yourself
Note: Yes, this is based on the very cheesy movie on Netflix with the same name. Some big plot differences, but cheesy all the same. Enjoy!
Natasha Masterlist 1, Natasha Masterlist 2, Natasha Masterlist 3, Main Masterlist
Your life was perfect. You had everything you wanted. And everything you wanted came easy to you. So, why are you waking up now in a hospital bed so confused? Â
The doctors try to calm you down, but you keep incessantly asking why you are here. It isnât until a beautiful red headed woman walks in that anyone answers your question.Â
âHey, youâre okay,â the woman says. âYou just had an accident.â Â
âWhat kind of accident?â You ask. You feel a pounding in your head. Undoubtably, you feel sure you have a concussion. Â
âA skiing accident. At my lodge,â she says. She walks further into the room and asks the doctors and nurses to leave you be. Â
âThanks,â you remark. Â
âNo problem. Iâm Natasha.â She holds out her hand for you to shake. You take it and feel a shock of electricity in your veins. Â
âHi Natasha. I'm- I- well-â Â
âThe doctors were worried you might have had some amnesia.â Â
You shake your head and drop her hand. You have no idea who you are. The beautiful woman, Natasha, excuses herself to talk with the doctors again. They come in to tell you that you can stay here or go stay at her lodge until someone comes to claim you or you get your memories back. Â
âNo offense, but I donât know you,â you say. Â
âWell, you donât know anyone,â Natasha counters. You want to make some snarky reply, but she keeps talking. âMaybe coming back to the lodge will spark some memories for you. We have plenty of extra rooms.â Â
âThat would be good for her. She needs to get into a routine doing normal things,â the doctor explains. âNatasha will take good care of you.â Â
âThanks, Monica,â Natasha says. The woman nods and leaves the room. Â
After a couple of hours, you are discharged from the hospital. Natasha drives you to the lodge in an old truck. Part of you wants to ask for more details about this woman, but the other part of you is just ready to sleep and try to forget this is happening. Â
âSo, weâll set you up here,â Natasha says, opening the door of a suite. âMy sister stays here a lot when sheâs in town and sheâs picky, so this is the best room in the place.â Â
You manage to smile at that. Natasha walks further into the room and you follow her around. She tells you sheâll bring you some clothes to wear and to call her if you need help with anything. Â
You turn in for the night without much fuss. The next morning, you put on some of Natashaâs clothes and go to the lobby. Â
âGood morning,â Natasha greets you. She is wearing a sweater that looks extremely cozy. Youâre not sure why your brain thinks about how it would feel to hug her while she is wearing it. Â
âHey Nat,â you say. She smiles at the nickname. âIs there coffee?â Â
âOh, yes,â Nat chuckles. âCaffeine addict Clint over here couldnât live without it.â Â
âIâm Clint,â the man working the front desk tells you. Â
âIâm-â you stop, still not sure what your name is. âSorry.â Â
âNo worries,â Nat reassures you. âLetâs get you that coffee.â Â
You follow her into the dining area, but she keeps walking to the kitchen. She enters with ease and greets several people on the way to the back. Â
âDanvers, I need your best cup of coffee,â she tells a tall blonde woman. The woman grins.Â
âComing right up, Romanoff.â She turns around with a mug full of coffee that smells amazing. âSpecial guest?â Â
âSomething like that,â Nat replies. âThis is Carol the head chef.â Â
âHi,â you say to her. Your eyes catch a pendant necklace resting against her skin. âI love that necklace.â Â
âOh, thank you. My wife got it for me when our daughter graduated medical school,â Carol explains. Her smile is the brightest one youâve ever seen. Â
Natasha takes you to the sitting room where a fire burns and there are walls of books. Â
âI have to take care of some things, but you make yourself at home. Feel free to explore the lodge. We have horses around back and whatever youâd like to eat or drink is on us,â Natasha says. Â
Thereâs a comfort you feel around her that you really canât describe. But youâre sad to see her go. Though she walks by throughout the day, you feel like you didnât get much of a chance to see her. Â
Dinnertime comes and she finally gets a moment to stop. She plops down in the chair across from you and smirks at the way you fell asleep in the chair with a book open. Â
âHey,â she says gently trying to stir you awake. âSleeping beauty, itâs dinnertime.â Â
âThatâs a good name for her,â Clint says. âEspecially since you think sheâs cute.â Â
âWhat? I donât- itâs not-â Â
âYou totally think that,â the newest member of the team, Kate, pipes in. âAs you should though. She is beautiful. And hopefully single.â Â
Nat raises her brow at the girl. âShould I tell Yelena about this exchange?â Â
âPlease donât,â Kate says, her face going white. Â
Everyone laughs at that and you stir awake. You're met with a smiling Natasha. Â
âHey there,â Nat says. âJoin us for dinner?â Â
You expect to go the dining room, but Natasha leads you to the next building over. She opens the door to reveal a Hallmark level decorated living room and kitchen. Â
âThis is where I stay when Iâm at the lodge,â Nat explains. Â
âYou donât stay here year-round?â Â
âI have family in Ohio, so I spend some time there in the summer.â Â
âYour sister?â Â
âShe actually spends time all over the world, but my parents live in Ohio. It's glamorous,â she jokes. âCarol made us some dinner.â Â
âAw man, I thought you would be cooking,â you tease her.Â
âOh, you do not want that,â she replies, throwing her head back laughing. You donât remember, but you have a feeling you havenât made anyone laugh like that lately. Â
Dinner is going smoothly with small talk and Natasha telling you about the wildest things that have happened to her since running the lodge. But youâre interrupted at dessert time by a knock on the door. Â
Nat excuses herself and opens the door to be met with three children tumbling through it. Â
âWhat are you guys doing here?â Natasha asks excitedly. She hugs the older two kids and picks the youngest one up. âHow is my namesake doing?â Â
âSo good, Auntie Nat!â The little boy says. You watch on with a smile, but something twinges in your gut at the sight of family. He catches your eye and points to you. âWhoâs that?â Â
âThat is Auntie Natâs new friend,â she explains. She tries to put the little boy down, but he hangs on tight. The girl, maybe a preteen, sticks close to her as well. âThese are Clintâs kids. Cooper is the one too cool to be here, Lila is the best girl, and this guy here is Nathaniel.â Â
âHello,â you tell them. Â
âHi, sorry for interrupting dinner,â Lila says. She seems sweet. Â
âNo worries at all,â you say. âI think I'm going to head back to my suite.â Â
âOh,â Nat reacts. She puts Nate down after some protesting by the kid. âYou donât have to leave. They just only see me a few times a year, so they get excited when they do.â Â
âThatâs sweet,â you say. There is that twinge again. âI think- um- I think my brain is trying to process some stuff so I just-â Â
âNeed some space?â Nat asks. Â
âYeah. Thank you for today, Natasha. I had fun.â Â
âOf course,â she says, helping you to the door. âOh hey, if you hear anyone calling you Sleeping Beauty I might be to blame.â Â
âIâm not even going to ask,â you joke. Natasha chuckles and you try to memorize the sound.Â
The next few days go by without anything too exciting happening. You meet Carolâs wife Maria, Clintâs wife Laura, and even Natashaâs sister makes it into town. You really like Yelena. Â
And you find yourself now sitting by the fire with all of them. Carol and Maria sit close together. Clint and Laura do the same, watching their kids play. Natasha sits by herself, but close to where Yelena and Kate are snuggling tentatively. Â
âSo, you donât remember anything?â Maria asks you. Â
âNot really,â you say. âI just get gut feelings. Like seeing you all with your families, I think I have family.â Â
âIâm sure you do,â Laura says. âWeâre your family in the meantime.â Â
âYeah. We are always here for each other,â Carol adds. Â
âSpeaking of,â Yelena starts. âHow are you doing this holiday season, Natasha?â Â
You figure she is referring to the lodge or maybe the busyness of the season, but when Natashaâs eyes drop you realize there is something more. Â
âIâm good,â she says. No one believes her. Not even you.Â
âNatasha,â Clint begins but heâs interrupted by Nat. Â
âI just said I'm fine. Can we drop it?â Â
She stands up and disappears into the kitchen. The group sighs and you look around confusedly. Something more is definitely up here. You excuse yourself and follow after Nat. You find her placing cookies on a tray. Â
âHey, are you alright?â You ask her. She wipes a silent tear from her cheek. âSorry, obviously you are not. But I wanted to make sure you werenât not okay all alone.â Â
âThatâs kind,â Nat replies. âI- itâs hard for me to talk about.â Â
You nod. Although you donât remember your life, youâre sure you have your own set of things that are hard to talk about. Â
âYou donât have to talk about the sad parts,â you say. âBut if there was any joy in there it is probably worth telling. Tragedy is only tragic because it was once beautiful.â Â
âPoetic,â Nat teases. You smile at her. She feels comfortable. She takes a deep breath. âI was married. Very happily. And she- um- she got sick a few years ago.â Â
âIâm so sorry,â you say, placing a hand on her shoulder. Â
âShe passed away last fall,â Nat says. âI actually didnât even celebrate Christmas last year.â Â
âThatâs understandable.â Â
âYeah, but I realized it made my friends and family miserable too. So, I tried to be more festive this year. It wasnât going that great until I met you, but now I feel like I have a reason to celebrate again,â Natasha explains. Â
âYeah?â Â
âYeah,â she says. âI know it sounds fucked up to be glad you ended up here with no memories, but-â Â
âNo, actually I am glad I did too. Iâve met so many wonderful people. Especially you.â Â
You are standing close to each other now. Nat starts to lean in, but she stops a couple inches shy of your lips. Â
âI donât know if you are with someone, so if you are I donât want to cross that line,â she explains. Â
âOh, yeah. No, I guess that makes sense,â you say. Â
âWe should get back out there.âÂ
The next few days are lighter on your heart. You spend time with all of the wonderful people youâve met, and get geared up for a Christmas Eve party that the lodge always hosts. You help decorate, prepare food, and pick out clothes for everyone to wear. Â
Walking into the room now you see Natasha standing by the bar. She looks breathtaking. She thinks the same about you. Â
âWow,â Nat says, approaching you with a grin. âYou are beautiful.â Â
âI can say the same about you, Natasha.â A blush hue finds its way onto her cheeks. Â
âLooking good, SB,â Carol says, her arm interlocked with Mariaâs. Â
âTold you the nickname would catch on,â Nat says. Â
The party is going well for a few hours until a man you donât recognize, the doctor you do recognize, and a woman that seems strangely familiar enter the lodge. Â
âY/n!â The woman calls out to you. Â
Everything clicks. Your name, your family, who you are. And your girlfriend. Â
âWanda,â you say. Â
âShe does remember!â Wanda says to the doctor. She pulls you into a hug. Funny, it doesnât feel like it used to. Â
âWhatâs happening?â Carol asks. âMonica, you know her?â Â
âI do, Mom. These folks were looking for our Sleeping Beauty. I treated her at the hospital and knew Iâd find her still here,â Monica explains. Â
âWe can go home now,â Wanda says, pulling your hand. âPietro, get the car running.â Â
âWait, I'm sorry,â you say. âNatasha.â Â
âWho?â Your girlfriend asks. Â
âHey,â the redhead steps into your view. âY/n. Thatâs a good name.â Â
âI guess so. Although, I liked being a princess.â Â
âAh, youâre still a princess,â Nat says. She looks at you with sadness in her eyes. âGo on now.â Â
âThank you for everything,â you tell her. And then turn to the group. âThank you to all of you.â Â
Wanda pulls you away before you can say any true goodbyes. You go with her and the three of you end up at the resort just down the road. Your parents own this, you remember. Â
A few days pass, but you donât feel that normal. Things felt better at Natashaâs lodge. Â
She feels the same way. Things were better with you there. Clint comes in to find her slouched over the counter. Â
âYou should reach out to her,â Clint says. âÂ
âShe has a whole life,â Nat says. âApparently a big one.â Â
She had looked you up on Google and went on a deep dive of your social media presence. The daughter of hotel mogul, she felt sure you didnât want her in your life. But, god, is she wrong. Â
âKind of breaking HIPAA here,â Carol eavesdrops and speaks. âBut Monica told Maria y/n has another appointment before she leaves town.â Â
âWhen did everyone decide to eavesdrop?â Nat asks. Â
âWhen you fell in love with her,â Yelena replies, seemingly appearing out of thin air. âGo get her.â Â
Natasha nods. She wants this. She drives across town and parks out in front of your dadâs resort not caring that her truck might get towed. Â
âY/n,â she calls after you, seeing part of you slipping into the elevator. She runs and slips in just before it closes. Â
âNatasha?â Â
âHi,â she says. âI needed to see you.â Â
âIâm listening.â Â
âI couldnât let you leave. Not when Iâm falling in love with you,â she says. âAnd I know you have Wanda, but-â Â
âActually, we broke up,â you say. Â
âOh.â Â
âYeah, we never made any sense,â you explain. âContinue about the in love with me thing.â Â
âRight,â Nat says. âMaybe I should just kiss you?â Â
âThat would be perfect.â Â
Natasha takes your face in her hands and leans in. She wastes no time deepening the kiss and your knees threaten to buckle beneath you. Â
âCome home with me, y/n?â Nat asks when you break the kiss. Â
âIâd love to, Natasha.â Â
#natasha romanoff x reader#natasha romanoff#soft natasha romanoff#bonus points to anyone who gets the reference of Maria asking y/n if she remembers anything#natasha romanoff fluff#natasha romanoff comfort#natasha romanoff au#maria rambeau#carol danvers#wanda maximoff#clint barton#Laura Barton
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With a hyper s/o
Pairing: Ot8 skz Ă Gn!reader (individually)
Genre: fluff, headcanons
Request: hihi! i loved your skz with a quiet s/o! is it okay if i request skz with a extroverted and loud s/o? thank you!
Warnings: not proofread
A/n: stray kids comeback soon!! So excited what | fundraiser
Bang Chan
Honestly he gets a little bit worried every time you start to jump and run around lmao, but it's just his protective side showing out. He'd do everything to keep the smile on your face. The boys also are glad you are in his life, as since you came along he seems more carefree, like he can relax a bit more. Maybe you being so alive made him decide to live more as well.
Lee Know
Absolute chaos. When he is on those "I'll just start screaming and let's see what happens" moments, you both become unstoppable. And if you're up to joining in his crazy ideas, he might as well just have found the love of his life. But when he's on his calmer moments, he loves to just hear you talk about anything or just admire you. He finds you so endearing and loveable.
Changbin
I feel like you have scared him quite a few times by being loud but then he's being louder and you just click so well lmao. The boys love him, love you and love you both as a couple but they'd be rolling their eyes whenever you two got togetherđ I feel like talking to him would be so easy too. Conversation just comes and goes so normally, you wouldn't even have to try.
Hyunjin
Honestly, he just loves how everything about you seems so bright. He can swear he sees colours more vivid because of you and your little habits. It's almost impossible for him to not smile along your antics and drama. Might even try to keep up with your hype sometimes (mostly fails but he doesn't mind that much, he just likes to see you be his sunshine).
Han
Yes he's an introvert but have you seen this man?? He's ready to set fire to everything most of the time. So this is kinda absolute chaos pt2. Such a good duo, you both share the same braincell. But when the situation calls for it, you are his vitamin and charger. And if you're the dramatic type as well, he's all in for that.
Felix
If Han is his sunshine twin you're his sunshine soulmate. Honestly, the room just brightens up the moment you two walk in. And people can always figure out where you both are just by following the sound of your laugh đ that's genuinely cute.
Seungmin
Teases you a little bit when it comes to you being extra hyper and happy about everything, but it's all in good fun. He actually finds it rather cute. It also gives me huge "If you dance I'll dance, if you don't I'll dance anyways" vibes (please someone understand what I mean). Most of the times he's wondering how you have such a big social battery tho lmao.
I.N
Honestly he loves to hear you yap. You always come up with the most random things to say, he never knows what to expect. And even though he doesn't say much back, you always know that he's listening. And it's even kinda cute because when he's only with the boys he'll randomly talk about what you said earlier that day. "Did you know you can hear a blue whale's heartbeat from two miles away?"
Masterlist | you'll probably like: with a quiet s/o
Thank you for reading <3
Taglist (open): @yuyubeans @dandelions-143 @sleepyleeji
Credits for images 1 2 and 3
Dividers by @isisjupiter
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Pt 2. EXTRA Danny accidentally becomes the president
P2 extra: Danny becomes the president
Danny slept for ONLY a few days and when he woke up he was healed of all injury. Oh, and also, he wasn't in his room. NO, he was in a mansion, a FRUITLOOP type of mansion. A beautiful gothic inspired mansion that screamed "I AM ELEGANCE, I AM BEAUTY I AM MONEY" it was only when he one of the workers in the mansion came in did he get informed about what happened these last few days.
APPARENTLY this wasn't just a mansion, it was a WHITE HOUSE. Except it was panted like a black and green galaxy because everyone hates white now
And also he's the president.
A Fenton is either EXTREMELY SUCCESSFUL or EXTREMELY UNSUCCESSFUL.
All he wanted to keep to protect his town from the GIW. But considering that fainted he was... unsuccessful? But that slight failure did help the amity parkers decide to help themselves and finally accept him as hero so maybe not??
He was happy that they accepted him and protected him but he really wasn't expecting this at all. Why in the world did they make him president??? He didn't think they liked him that much! Also! How is he president??? Amity park is just a random town in the middle of nowhere Illinois!
Wait...what??! WHAT DO YOU MEAN AMITY IS AN INDEPENDENT COUNTRY???!! I WAS OUT FOR 3 DAYS! THEY HAVENT EVEN STARTED CLEANING UP YET HOW IN THE NAME OF THEY ANCIENTS DID WE GET DECLARED AS AN INDEPENDENT COUNTRY????!
"I see..." Danny nodded after finally calming down. "So let me get this straight..." He counted on his fingers, "You," he looks at the woman in front of him "along side other people and ghosts, and mom and dad, and fright night, and Pandora...kidnapped the us president"
She nodded.
"Took him to UN headquarters, then Bribed, blackmailed, and harrased the UN members into declaring us a country"
.she nodded.
"Then declared me as king and president of amity"
She nodded.
"You know this new development is gonna attract the league of bitches right?"
"Oh we won't have to worry about that for now, but when they do then we'll be prepared." She smiled innocently.
Danny stared at her with tired eyes as he channeled his inner amity parker, the power to say well, I guess this is happening now. He sighed "Fine, but I can't be king and president at the same time. I can be king since you're all liminal, so technically all of amity is part of the whole ghost king territory." He sighed, "but I can't be president, too much responsibility, I'm already in charge of a whole ass realm"
So now they needed a new president, preferably some uncorrupt, someone who doesn't care much about the money and will always look for ways to improve the living standard, someone kind but not a push over.
Next day it was declared that.
MADDIE AND JACK FENTON, PRESIDENTS OF AMITY.
Danny was stunned when he saw the news. Did they seriously pick the resident mad scientists as president.
Don't get him wrong, he loves his parents and know that they're awesome but can they do this???
Turns out they can.
The president Drs Fenton's first move was healthcare for Both ghosts and humans and a free class dedicated to helping yourself.
Helping yourself classes include:
How to stitch your self up
How to use fudge as a weapon
How to fight the world most dangerous villains.
How to fight the worlds strongest heroes
Etch.
They launched some programs that might seem weird at first.
Programs like:
A defence class against sentient food.
Making friends with the realms
A school for the liminal
A class for avoiding the fae.
Using the blob ghosts as construction workers.
Etch
They might be weird but the end results turned out to be pretty usefull for the amity parkers.
At some point they decided to build a wall around the countrys property. It would ensure that only the amity parkers and people with permission would be able to enter/leave the town. There would be no gate and the only way out would be trough the portal system built by the Fenton's.
Danny thought it was too much
The amity parkers thought it was perfect, they didn't want anyone in their country, this was the kings haunt, this was their home and they would die and then come back as ghosts just to protect it.
And so the wall was raised..
Amity park continued to live in harmony and peace for many years...
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A couple of years later.
Flash had come across the wall.
And of course, alerted the league of bitches.
Batman was having a headache, no matter where he looked, no matter how many government systems he hacked, there was nothing. Not a single piece of info, not a single paper trail on what could possibly be whats behind the wall, and when it was built.
But it's impossible for something that big to just appear out of nowhere.
So the JL had suggested looking over Illinois via satellite, the wall didn't have a roof so they should be able to see the inside.
"What the heck" Oracle cursed as she looked at the camera. "Hey RR, look at this"
"what is it?" Red Robin walked closer, coffee mug in hand.
"Somethings interfering, I can't get a view of the wall at all" she took a sip of her own coffee as she tried hacking. Emphasis on TRIED.
The batcomputer was covered in static, then turned black. After that it flashed gold with a Egyptian like gold simbol and a message.
"NU UH"
" Get wrecked ".
Suddenly whoever was On the other side started hacking the batcomputer.
It turned into a nearly 24 hour, (Oracle: does this hacker not sleep??) battle of trying to keep the hacker away from their bat systems.
It only stopped when the hacker sent a message.
"Nice as this little war was, im getting bored so bye (â  â âšâ â˝â âšâ  â )"
Seizing the opportunity they tried to hack in. Only to be hit with a firewall and a virus.
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Life was good, life was stressful but it was good for Danny.
He thought to himself as he walked towards the wall that kept them safe.
Appearantly the clan of glorified furrys tried hacking them last night. Unfortunately for them not only was Tucker incredibly good at hacking, his liminality also gave him less need for sleep so he just kept messing with them until they were exhausted.
But this little occurrence made Danny think a bit. Now that the GIW was gone and the Anti ecto acts were basically burned without a trace , there was no need to hide. There was never a need to isolate their little country in the first place.
The amity parkers are free come and go whenever they want, the wall isn't here to keep them in, it's to keep the outsiders out. The rich familys often go out, they can't just disappear from society after all, but the other amity parkers, they don't. They haven't left at all, claiming that it was better for them here as they probably won't be accepted. Just because the Anti ecto laws are gone doesn't change the fact that liminals and ghost aren't recognized as species, they were closer to myths than metas and the world, (especially the league of bitches) werent like them, they were terrified of change. So they stayed in amity.
The people just wanted to feel safe for a while, lay low until they're sure that no one would hurt them any more. But they're stronger now, better than before and more ...magical.
Danny stops waking and looks back at the town. Liminals, ghost, blobs, and humans with ghostly features from the ecto walked, talked and played together. He grinned so what if the world would have a hard time accepting them? The worlds opinion doesn't matter, destroying it or fleeing to another dimension was always a choice and his people aren't the type to back down from a fight.
Yeah, It was time to reintroduce Amity to the world. He flipped the switch and the walls portal gate opened to Gotham.
Now then? They had a plan, his people suggested he take the lead in the plan and they will follow.
The plan? The plan was to become a head ache for Bruce Wayne, aka the The Furry knight.
Rich fruitloop with a plan to takeover the business world style.
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Tim is stressed not only is he stressed with the whole random Illinois wall situation he's also stressing out about this random Business man that appeared out of nowhere And is competing against WE!
Okay, maybe not competing but still!! It's only been two months, TWO MONTHS since this company appeared and it was already competing for one of the richest companys in America! How?????
So he tried looking into the owner. The owner looked like about his age! Looked like a fresh 18 year old but his file says he's 25, something about slow aging that runs in the family, maybe a meta gene? But theres no way he could build a billionaire company from scratch at only 25 so hes definitely born in a rich family. Daniel Fenton, his name, a perfectly normal name. Only issue is that, THERE ARE NO BILLIONAIRE FAMILIES NAMED FENTON!.
He looked deeper, he found an interview that said he was from a country called Amity when asked where it was, he gave coordinates. Not an address, not a continent, but COORDINATES. And Guess where the coordinates led?
THE FREAKING WALL OF ILLINOIS!!!!.
This man came from the wall! Well... Most likely INSIDE the wall. But from the wall nonetheless.
So he told Bruce, and what was the best way to get a business mans attention without being suspicious?
A GALA
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pick a pile u feel most called to, the one u cannot look away from, the one that is pulsing, go with your gut, always trust yourself, and if u feel called to more thatâs cool baby boo! thereâs more for u!
these are general and for a vast amount of ppl, donât get ur undies all twisted up bc itâs not resonating, itâs normal and itâs fine, this just wasnât for u! <3
these are extremely general timeless readings and theyâre meant for entertainment purposes, please donât take things so seriously and also realize my readings are for people above 18!
â°â⤠â [.ŕłŕżđĽ á´ÉŞĘá´ á´É´á´- major changes regarding your interpersonal relationships, how you guys interact with people and letting yourself experience new friendships, romantic relationships. I feel like your message here is to let go of what has been holding you down for so long. This energy of not wanting to see the good after youâve been betrayed. Brighter days are ahead. Itâs like the universe wanting you to see your real potential. They want you to see that you are capable of living a joyous life. Youâre capable of being happy without feeling guilty or ashamed of yourself. Youâre not the only one struggling mentally or in any other way. I feel like your guys are nervous to experience new things again because thereâs this feeling of you being like âwill this even last?â âWill this eventually be taken away from me like everything else?â I feel like you guys may need to move yourselves out of this period of thinking the same things will always happen. It wont! Especially when we believe and change our mindset surrounding this topic. You guys are being led into a newer direction. Somewhere where you feel you belong. Forming new relationships thatâs re healthy and authentic with likeminded people who understand you. Things donât have to happen so quickly so itâs always good to remember not to push yourself to fit into a mold you know will never work. This major change will lead you to your true calling/purpose, where you will be seen by the right people for you, it really is all for you. But i know we can get stuck in this negative loop or tormenting emotions that confuse us about ourselves. Iâd say, what Iâm seeing happening for you next is you feeling more hopeful about this new opportunity or just this general change youâre making or should be making for yourself. I also feel like you may be getting into a new partnership with someone. This person seems like they may bring a lot of positive encouragement and helpful advice to broaden your perspective. I feel like youâre going to be celebrating yourself and what you know deep down you were always capable of. You just need to see this fr yourself. That youâre an amazing, strong, independent person that achieve their goals on their own. We donât really need people, but itâs not good to isolate yourself and hide because of your fears that are hindering you from moving on. I feel like you guys are also being shown that you can put your trust into certain individuals that respect you and wont betray you for their own benefit.] â
Affirmation - solar crown â i am decisive and wise. When action is required, i move swiftly with courage. When wisdom is necessary i step carefully with grace. I trust my intuitive wisdom to decide correctly.
â°â⤠â [.ŕłŕżđĽ á´ÉŞĘá´ á´á´Ąá´-keep on going pile 2! If someone here is feeling like giving up, DO NOT, I REPEAT DO NOT! You seem to be so close to something. It seems like you guys have been working your asses off, to achieve a certain goal, or idea, itâs something that you canât take your mind off of. The energy is so fast paced, like i just want to get into it, you all seem to be moving in the right direction. Using all the power you have within you to get to this thing of yours. I feel like it may have to do with work of some sort, it doesnât have to be so extreme, but youâve been putting in action or you need to put in that action. You have this spirit of persistence and not giving up on this decision. I feel like you guys know where you want to be. But itâs the moving, a lot of passionate energy here, man I donât even think that this is something you can take your mind off. Youâre just aware of what is needed, you shouldnât hide what power you hold. Thereâs something about you guys being more in that masculine role, moving towards your purpose, which i feel is the theme of this entire reading, doing what you love to do without feeling ashamed of it. Yes this will take some of your time and have you very busy, but i think you moving and not staying in a stagnant place pumps up your energy. It could even be with building your strength within and outside of you. Taking better care of yourself, knowing your own limits and not falling off because of one setback. I feel like you guys are being shown that itâs okay to show off your talents and gifts. This light within you that you should never really repress, but donât burn yourself playing with the flames. I feel like you guys really need to keep going, itâs just something about the messages coming out for you that are screaming at me to tell you to keep on moving forward. Leaving the unhinged shit in the past.
âI can heal now and always.â Another message that Iâm getting is not pushing yourself to the point of burnout. Thatâs when it gets tricky, because you put your all into something all at once and then get weird results where you feel not good enough. But you are, youâre enough right now. No, you do not need to be where that other person is, i know working and working will tear you apart. You guys should give yourself a break from time to time to re-collect and realize that your healing journey will never look like or be anyone elseâs but yours. Itâs time to fight off these distractions and quiet that overthinking mind of yours. You can work and play as well. Donât take everything so personally, know when itâs you and take yourself out of the equation. I feel like this full moon is helping you to own your full potential and understand that you are also in control of your life. Donât leave everything up to chance and own your shush! You are an amazing powerful being and i want you to understand this deep down even if you feel different, you are fricking powerful, a goddamn badass! ] â
Affirmations - clairvoyant author â i am the author of my story, i am the author of my own narrative. I write the future in myself. I re-script negative self-criticism, and i narrate positive thoughts.
â°â⤠â [.ŕłŕżđĽ á´ÉŞĘá´ á´ĘĘá´á´- Right off the bat yâall, i truly feel like there is some sort of competitive, petty, jealous energy that is being projected your way. Either you already know this or you donât to the fullest extent. But you guys seem so guarded and indifferent to this shit. Iâm not sure if itâs one or multiple people projecting this towards you, but you donât seem to be buying something or someoneâs BS! Whatever this is, itâs extremely unhealthy, the energy is wonky and thatâs probably how you feel. But this i feel has to do with some sort of relationship. I feel like you donât want what this person has to offer, or there is an offer but you seem to be skeptical of it. Why do i feel like youâre being pulled in so many different directions, itâs like hard to make a choice. This confusion. I really hope youâre not with someone whoâs trying to control you or even manipulate you into something you know is damaging for you. I feel like someone/something canât let you go, thereâs this energy trying to cling onto you. It feels like someone wants to block you from seeing your true potential. Because you are talented at something, you got the tools for whatever this may be, like youâre so fucking close. A chapter has ended, you have to decide if you want to walk away or keep repeating it with other people, but i feel like you already know that you should be taking things more smoothly. You canât get up and go back playing kickball right after you sprain your ankle. Itâs alright for you to rest and look after yourself. I feel like you guys need to let that wall down a little bit and remember the why, the why that made you get up and go after what you want every day even if its small steps. Small steps to creating a better social circle. Finding the right communities for you, engaging with people who get it. You donât have to force anything or be anything to anyone but your most authentic self and i know we hear it all the time but itâs so true. Itâs better to walk around knowing who you are instead of pretending to fit in. You donât have to mold yourself. I feel like you guys should do some inner self-reflection and talk with yourself, journal, rage draw, whatever you need to do. Even crying, things are pretty intense. But I donât want you guys to go around letting someone else try to influence you and tell you what to do, its reminding me of a Bret man rock video he was saying something along the line of âdonât tell me what to do BITCH!â lmao. But for real, donât let anyone tell you what you can and canât do with your damn life. Itâs like they want you confused about who you are as a person. People seriously need to contain this obsessive jealousy and just mind their damn business. I feel like you guys need to be more kinder to yourself and show more compassion towards you! Youâre very abundant and have a lot headed your way, i just donât wanna see you giving up, fuck what people say about you! What gives them the right to try and tell you about yourself, unless you really need the reality check but I donât think so. I feel like people really want to try this group. Donât let em, nuh uh uh uh. Youâre self sufficient on your own nd you didnât really need me to tell you that, but i see it. You can take care of your damn self. Fuck the projections and let yourself live. Even if shits not so great, LIVE! Try to put a smile on that face everyday, but also feel your emotions and acknowledge it. I feel like you guys may not feel the love but you are so so loved, pease remember that, and Iâll tell u, i love you! Mwah! ] â
Affirmations -
Embrace divinity â i am a loved child of divinity. Reality is a love story written for me. I sit silently and experience the loving embrace from my eternal mother. I store up the words of affirmation of my ageless father. The tender words that spoke my consciousness into existence to become me.
Observatory of the mind â i have a happy heart. Today will be full of joyful moments waiting for me to discover. My gratitude overflows from my inner self to those around me.
Empowering friendships â i select my relationships carefully and invest in them fully. I am the average of the people i spend my time with.
hiiii, hope everyoneâs doing well, i know i know, im back lmao, and i didnât forget about the other PAC, i just wanted to do this first. hope this helps w anything youâve been going back and forth w, or any kooky energy that youâve been wondering about, stay safe and donât let anyone walk all over you! <333
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