#sick of feeling like this

[yikes-ajax-thats-sad]

Forgive me father, I know my body is a temple and I've made such a mess of it, but perhaps if we fully demolish it we can build something better, something maybe even worth love.

[fruitypieq]

Wanting to die all the time is really annoying actually

[excelsior9173]

top indicators of how bad the burnout is getting at work:

1) pissed over very small things- like today not having the time in my schedule to make some bread. i am irrationally upset over it

2) the desire to enlist in the military is STRONG. every time my work life starts getting shit i start considering enlisting. every time. idk why. seems easier i guess. it’s got a routine, people to tell me what to do, it honestly seems like a break sometimes. like i can just sort of shut off and be directed for a while. i know i’d never pass basic- hell i wouldn’t even pass the health testing. but it is alluring when i’m fed up with my current work life

[avampbite]

- deleting social media and making new accounts

- blocking and unblocking people I care about

- from feeling normal to feeling extremely unstable

- having interest in no one yet wanting someone I could love

- nightmares and romantic dreams about my ex for past 6 years

[evgar]

i need them badly

[puppypawprince]

wokeuo sad

[arr-jim-lad]

i cant even properly explain how it emotionally affects me when my cat comes up to me for cuddles. small creature walks up to me, a giant, in search of a gentle touch, because he trusts me completely. that is what love is. that is what the universe is built for. i want to cry

[oars]

[pangur-and-grim]

alright, this one's a little more silly

[drgnflyteabox]

mdni 18+ soap x fem!reader pregnancy kink, lactation kink, dubcon-ish

Johnny takes good care of you when you get knocked up with his baby, to be sure, but he's not a saint

He'll let you kick your feet into his lap and rub the stiffness away, yeah, if he gets to lay you out after and press his nose to the gusset of your panties and inhale as long as he wants, hand wrapped firmly around his cock

Yeah, he'll come up behind you and take the weight of your swollen belly off of your back, hold you there while you decompress for the first time in weeks... if you take your top down later and let him have a little taste of the milk that's come early

Honey, of course I'll get your lotion from the top shelf for ye, just go ahead and lay yerself down on the bed for me. Mhm, tuck a pillow under that belly. Hands and knees, lamb. That's right, good girl.

He's been putting things in hard to reach places so you have to ask him for help, too, not that you know - you're suffering from a case of pregnancy brain, foggy and tired

Can't let the mother of his child suffer without help, of course. But would it hurt to just come take a seat in his lap, let him see how sensitive you've gotten? How much more wet you get now? How sore and weepy you are?

[lotus-pear]

learning to love

[stolenkissesdiaz]

i hope buck, eddie and shannon are haunting helena through chris rn. i hope when chris rolls his eyes and snarks back helena freezes reminding her damn well who his father is. i hope when chris bites the inside of cheek and is suddenly really interested in his hands when he’s nervous about something helena scrunches her eyebrows in confusion bc she swears she’s seen it before and her eyes widen as she recalls eddie’s friend, the same friend who was there when they picked up chris, having the same mannerisms when eddie and his team came to texas. i hope when chris asks for the ice cream from the store 45 minutes from their house near the park and he picks rocky road helena swallows roughly bc shannon would do the same when she missed eddie and/or was sad. i hope she’s violently reminded no matter how much she pretends, that child will never be hers in the way she’s so desperately been trying to make it be for years. i hope she’s reminded of her damn place in chris’ life.

[datcravat]

It seems there's a new lawyer in town!!!

[k9effect]

Tiktok's censorship of words like rape, kill, murder, abortion etc. etc. as well as censoring hard to hear topics, over the past few years has deeply contributed to the sanitisation of the internet and therefore directly resulted in the birth of "fandom purists" and the destruction of old fandom culture (the death of "don't like, don't read", "ship and let ship" mindsets as well as safe spaces for dark and "immoral"/unethical storytelling i.e "dead dove: do not eat") in a way that has fundamentally changed the mindsets of people who are new to fandom spaces and now view these such topics as wildly inappropriate for any social space as well as deeming anyone who is intrigued by them narratively or creatively as "immoral" and a bad person. In this essay I will

[thegodatyourdoor]

can the universe PLEASE start giving back some of the good vibes ive been giving out. as a treat.

[verkomy]

when you look into the mirror are you even there?