#idk the peacekeepers have their issues too- but it feels. idk. morally better? | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

excelsior9173 · 3 months ago

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top indicators of how bad the burnout is getting at work:

1) pissed over very small things- like today not having the time in my schedule to make some bread. i am irrationally upset over it

2) the desire to enlist in the military is STRONG. every time my work life starts getting shit i start considering enlisting. every time. idk why. seems easier i guess. it’s got a routine, people to tell me what to do, it honestly seems like a break sometimes. like i can just sort of shut off and be directed for a while. i know i’d never pass basic- hell i wouldn’t even pass the health testing. but it is alluring when i’m fed up with my current work life

#idk. is this a vent?#probably #exie vents #i am falling apart again tonight #sick of feeling like this #booked a massage for friday #and i get to go home and visit my dad for the weekend #i just have to get through the rest of this work week #anyways. i know it’s a touchy thing- less so as a canadian? i think?#but yeah. i could never be a soldier but there are days where i wish i could #i’ve been tempted to go into the reserves. work hr or something #nearly applied several times #it’s shit pay but still better than what i’m making now technically #and maybe i could peacekeep instead of go to war #idk the peacekeepers have their issues too- but it feels. idk. morally better?#but yeah. exie’s spiralling again :)#can you tell i keep forgetting to get to a doctor?

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