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starscelly · 1 year ago

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#ive been very lucky in that the last family member i remember passing away was when i was like 6 #like i’ve never really known any of them since #but my cat is dying from a really aggressive form of cancer #and probably only has a month at most #and now i’m having to go through this with my best friend #we got her right before christmas in 2015 #or maybe 14 #because our cat went missing and a man reached out thinking she was her #and she very clearly wasn’t #but the guy couldn’t take care of her so we took her home because we could #and she’s been my best friend basically since then #she’s always been there for me through the worst years of my life #she’s never left my side #when we took her home that first day she peed on me in the car lol #she still doesn’t like leaving the house #even though she used to beg outside of a gas station before us #and last night on the way to the hospital she peed on me again #so i guess it’s full circle in that way lol #idk what to do #we can’t see her until tomorrow #so i just have to sit here and act like my best friend isn’t dying #delete later #yap yap yapping #you don’t need to reach out or respond or anything i just. need to vent and i’ve exhausted everywhere else and i feel bad messaging friends

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dariusaurs · 2 months ago

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i think dinostar is such an interesting ship right now even if i've kind of turned away from it after this season. the problem is that it's complicated, and fandoms historically don't like nuanced situations or takes. i don't think it's fair to say darius is putting brooklynn on a pedestal, since from his perspective, she hasn't done anything wrong, and kenji has been framed as this unfair partner to her. it does feel like his feelings are very immature and more of an infatuation right now ("if he loved you half as much.."/"unless?"), especially when you compare them to kenji's own feelings for brooklynn - his girlfriend who he's loved for 6 years - but that isn't a horrible thing, it's just different. i do completely understand if people dislike the ship right now, and even criticize darius' way of handling the accidental confession, but i just think people have been way too harsh on all three of them without being willing to see that all of their perspectives are different

#like darius' whole thing this season was his tendency to say or do the wrong thing and make things awkward by complete accident #he's a very awkward person as it is and considering he's also never dealt with romantic feelings before and he didn't even mean to tell her #about them it makes sense that he once again said and did the wrong things while trying to fix it #i'm not going to judge his characterization just yet until we see how he handles his own feelings vs kenji's next season after finding out #she's alive #he was still respectful of her and i doubt after learning more of kenji's side and realizing this man genuinely does still love and miss he #that he would prioritize pursuing her romantically(especially since she already yk.. rejected him and also literally just left them all)#if anything i think the finale putting his feelings about her survival to the side and focusing on how it hurt kenji to see her alive and #leave him kind of indicates that brooklynn's not really going to be much of a love interest for darius after this #which imo as a dinostar enjoyer and professional darius lover i'm actually okay with #slightly off topic but season 2 has made me really appreciate kenlynn on its own because of how tragic and nuanced it is #so i think focusing on them instead is not only a better decision in terms of consistency and storytelling but it's just the more realistic #and satisfying choice right now #and that's not to say i think they'll be perfectly fine or even together again once they're reunited properly #in fact i very much hope she ends up alone and they all get closure from this #and there's always the possibility that later on the show might actually revisit dinostar again #which would be better than them trying to do so now in my opinion #idk this is probably a mess but i've been trying to think about how i felt about this love triangle for awhile and since s2 handled it #completely differently than i thought they would. i feel like it's not going to be that simple #and i just wish fans of all sides would kind of chill out on the characters lmao #jwct #chaos theory #jwct s2 spoilers #brooklynn jwct #jwct season 2 spoilers #dinostar #kenlynn #kenji kon #darius bowman #jurassic world

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tethys-the-aquatic-sea-godness · 5 months ago

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I was having fun then this happened

#baldur's gate 3 #bg 3 #bg 3 critical #larian critical #sarevok anchev #viconia devir #i was having a good time then that #why #you know the worst part?#this game is great #and then there's THAT #like a grade a student handing you the worst essay you ever read out of nowhere #what happened #they didn't need to be included at all #they picked the most grey characters and turned them into cliches #and that quest where orin mocks the fives #like baby girl you killed a dragoborn&a tall guy that's cute #where's the actual dragon and fire giant #you know to be accurate #and making viconia do the EXACT thing she left the cult of lolth for #making her subserviant to a god #when she questionned lolth's faith in the first place #it's not even side quest #i can't just never do them again #it's the main quest and a companion quest #i can't even ignore them in my next playthrough #and amelyssan #gods amelyssan #what did they do to you you

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numbaoneflaya · 6 days ago

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My sisters least fav da character is fucking ISABELA and she romances cullen. Google how to become unrelated to someone

#like when pressed ahe did admit that isabela has left and never come back in both her playthrus.#and I’m like. how the hell do you manage to piss her off that much that’s insane I’m fully on Isabela’s side on this #my sis is straight so she’s already losing the ‘who has better taste’ competition but I didn’t know the situation was this dire

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sp00ky-scary · 11 months ago

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Ghoulia

drawing mh requests again because life got busy right after i asked for em

i may like g3 but ghoulia is not included in that :] g1 ghoulia is so much better

#digital art #redesign #fanart #monster high #ghoulia yelps #scene fashion #side note im like 99% sure somebody traced or copied my ghoulia design (from my 2022 mh redesigns) like a little bit after i posted them #so that was weird #some of this other designs at the time had elements a little too similar to my redesigns too #but like i just kinda left it because it wasnt a big deal #but thats the first time ive ever had that happen to me #my art #i never draw ghoulia very decomposed because i like to think they became a zombie very shortly after dying #(yes canonically she was born a zombie and no i dont care about that fact)

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onebizarrekai · 9 months ago

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there's an entire temple dedicated to the maintenance of the seasons in holodrum and protecting the rod of seasons and its four spirits. meanwhile nayru is just keeping the harp of ages in her basement

#legend of zelda #random stuff #oracle of seasons #oracle of ages #I'm replaying the oracle games right now #humans could make a temple dedicated to the easily understood cycle of seasons (which are kind of supernatural in this game)#time is only understood by the hippie singer who lives in the woods and is important enough to have a triforce barrier protecting her home #dude. oracle of ages is so much more grim than seasons #people in ages are like 'my husband left to go work on the evil tower. I'm never going to see him again'#a city got destroyed by an eruption in ages and you need to go back in time to save it #some kid got turned to stone and his grandma won't leave his side #meanwhile in seasons sure a city got flooded because of icecaps melting but everyone is ok. nobody needed to evacuate #there is silly music playing in the bg. and a legendary diver guy who lives there #despite the little girl with no parents to speak of stranded at the entrance eternally blowing bubbles because she can't swim #and the fact that there's a monster fortress right outside town preventing anyone from evacuating #I mean. despite the flooding the game makes it seem like the city was always 90% water

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ratcandy · 3 months ago

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speaking of spiders Google.com why is my small baby tarantula being a freak

#She (I have defaulted to she pronouns it is still too young to be sexed) was climbed up onto the side of her vial this morning.#um. Babe. You are a burrowing spider. You are not arboreal. You have a burrow already.#up until this point you have enjoyed your burrow.#why are u on wall.#Is it because of the molt. You left your molt in your burrow and can’t get it out. So now you’re mad about it.#Idk. Tarantula forum is not giving me many answers that would make sense w/ her environment #I will ask my prof tomorrow to get her opinion on why she’s suddenly decided to be arboreal #it could be nothing. I dunno. I’ve never owned a tarantula. Let alone a baby.#But I see change in behavior and usually that means Something. So . Spider prof gets questions tomorrow #clamtalk #bugposting

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isa-ah · 6 months ago

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crick is a few years older than isaiah... what if he had very faint i was a little boy memories of isaiahs mom before she died oxo

#thinking sooo hard about it #really a blind leading the blind moment #they get along well honestly. crick enables isaiahs sadboy side where he just wants to mope about bad stuff in his life #and isaiah enables crick to actually get it out of his system because hes very active (destructive) about negative expression #isaiah isnt a crier hes a breaker. crick is a sogggggggggy drinker who just cries all day abt it #so theyre very cathartic left to their own devices #i think crick being like thank god my mom drove my dad off. hed probably be like your dad if he was still around #and isaiah goes i wish my mom was around to do that... and getting soggy about not having ever gotten to know her #so crick dredges up the faintst foggiest memories of knowing her before she died and isaiahs RAPT just RAPT #and it makes crick cry bc hes SUCH a mamas boy the idea of losting cathy like that makes him blubber #so they just blubber about it together #thats their whole dynamic LOL #its why they only ever let themselves be alone 1ce and they went on a wholeass sadboy road trip about it #then did NOT stay in touch after #bc its not. a very healthy friendship all things considered #its really great when hunter first leaves tho bc crick is the ONLY person who gets it. what isaiahs feeling #bc he and hunter werent together but he LOOOOVED him and crick had the same thing happen w d.alex when he left for college #and never ever came back. ever. he left for good the moment he got a foot out #ofc that comes around to isaiah and hunter absolutely end up together and crick and d.alex Do Not. dave never felt that way abt him so #but its for the best #cricks husband is VERY good for him. gideon is no nonsense and doesnt have time for moping #he whips crick into shape as his lil househusband instead LOL

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retributory · 6 months ago

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when you think about it clive and flora are actually perfect narrative foils on complete accident. like what's up with that. professor layton and the completely imagined literary devices

#what did they talk about when they were alone for that one segment of uf . . . humming #i'm sure this post has been made before by someone more eloquent but i don't shut up. ❤️❤️❤️#it's like the fact that they both lose their parents at a young age #both are succeeded by a large fortune #both are incredibly insurmountably lonely in a way they are not equipped to deal with #both develop poor coping mechanisms (though one notably more poor than the other . . . el oh el)#both develop a one-sided codependence on layton (or rather. more like the Idea of him. the concept he represents)#they also both spend a lot of screentime poorly disguised god bless ❤️#flora just seems to shrink inward while clive. Well #flora is seemingly willing to accept any type of mistreatment so long as she's told she won't be left alone again #whether because she can't bear the alternative or if she genuinely believes them every time is debatable #she's fine with being temporarily abandoned because she is used to it. as long as she's kept around some of the time she's fine #but clive internalizes every slight and files it away in some increasingly grandiose and frankly childish revenge fantasy #on a small handful of people that HAVE wronged him and a couple hundred thousand that never will #everything he sees is taken as proof of a worldview he doesn't even seem to necessarily hold himself #that at the end of the day is simply a manifestation of a seeping debilitating loneliness #they both have people that care for them. but not really in the type of way they need or want #i have more to say but . . . alas. not intelligent enough for it #my point: both of these characters ard the same coincidence? i think not. Transgender;#t #professor layton

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hana-bobo-finch · 4 days ago

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a strange trend in my favorite characters I realize is that I tend to heavily gravitate toward somewhat obscure, antagonistic forces

#shoutout to the multiple months when I was young when I was obsessed with flatwoman #‘who the fuck is flatwoman’ heh. well. you ever watch the pbs kids show peg + cat?#she appeared in like two episodes and let’s just say. I would’ve died for her as a kid #and yup ok you guessed it this trend continued with my boy pumpkin daddy #what thehell is wrong with that guy and more important question why is he my absolute favorite character of all time #I’m not even talking strictly about PDBC here alright? in that I have full control over him #in ROOTS? oh boy unstoppable force of nature someone Actually euthanize him or something he’s going to commit heinous crimes if left alone #he’s So bizarre mind if I just talk about that before going back to sleep? his morals are all over the place #‘this poor abandoned child. her mother should be ashamed of doing this to her. anyway let’s kidnap her for money’#and then he fucking pretends that he didn’t remember that happening #not that it DIDNT happen but that he just doesn’t remember it??.okay go off king??#at this point I don’t even know if he was lying he might just have Alzheimer’s or something he’s gettin kinda old #also Alzheimer’s is the worst word ever I have to look it up to spell it every time ffs so annoying #also worth mentioning that he almost got himself killed in a pursuit of someone’s money #and then not even a YEAR later he was back at it again trying to scam the SAME people lol GIVE IT A REST #I didn’t type lol this is travesty istg I didn’t type lol there there’s a lol ghost on the loose #he needs to be put down or something #and why the hell is he actually one of the nicest parents like huh?..?man what??#yeah this is my little science experiment I made solely for money. i love her she’s beautiful she’s awesome #my brother in Christ pick a side are you horrible or not #ok also wait that reminds me. it was unintentionally implied that he wasn’t evil once #I won’t go into it for the sake of time but. raises eyebrow. what the hell do you mean #at least I think it was unintentional. it’s still weird to me and I never bothered asking #anyway I should probably go back to sleep I have n appointment in like. two hours. sigh #yayyyy I love characters who suck!!! 🥰🥰🥰 pop off you asshole king and or queen

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ruth-the-artblog · 1 year ago

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So..... the new trailer huh----

#IM SO PUMPED FOR OCTOBER 20 YALL HAVE NO IDEA #CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE FUCKED UP BLORBOS GO AT EACH OTHER #theyyyyyyyyyyyyyy #she never left his side (she CAN'T EVER leave his side!!!!!!!!!!)#slay the princess #tw blood #my art

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ettadunham · 3 months ago

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sometimes i remember the hunger games and how nobody actually paid attention to what was in those books

#americans close your eyes and ears right now #i'm well aware that my political takes are way too spicy for you all #and i really do wish my media diet didn't contain so much us-centric shit #but alas we're all suffering here #and i could say that 'oh actually it does matter who your president is for us in the world'#but it doesn't. it really fucking doesn't. that's kind of the point.#oh i'm sorry my spicy takes are already starting #anyway it is wild that you all can understand katniss assassinating coin at the end of mockingjay #but get super upsetty that chappell roan won't support your favorite presidential candidate with her full chest #like come on none of you actually thought that her using the phrase both sides meant that she was a republican or even a centrist #that's just copium #you all knew exactly what she meant #but i guess encouraging people to think critically and get involved with their local elections and politics as well is... bad now?#also... why do you all care so much about a random pop star's opinion and whether or not she dares to criticize a government #like... she's right but i'm sure 5 years from now if she survives in the limelight her edges will be completely chipped away #by all this insane reaction #and before anyone comes for me... no i'm not saying you shouldn't vote. please fucking do.#neither am i saying you shouldn't vote strategically or encourage other people to do so #but if all your energy is spent policing people who criticize your chosen party because of their own principles #then there's something seriously wrong with your politics #and all you're signalling is that you truly do not fucking care about the issues that they care about #if anything..... you RESENT them #and then the same people bring up the parable of the 'unjust man'#or how it's never the right time to talk about gun violence in your country #harm reduction is all good and based but attacking people who are leveraging their support to push your party left #is not. it's not even fucking helpful #anyway. don't base your lives and politics around pop stars.#even if they are more based than you 🤷#i think i'm done now thank you tumblr for letting me have insane rants in my tags that hopefully no one reads #idk i just find this all depressing. i wish you all cared more about the world outside of your bubble. i wish we all did - myself included.

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legendoftherisingtide · 2 years ago

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I feel like I’m falling in love with Jaiden all over again. Shoutout to the ones who were there in her animations days! But also a huge welcome to all the new fans of her new content. Like it is unbelievable that a childhood hero is still reaching new audiences and people, I am so happy.

#qsmp #qsmp Jaiden #jaiden animations #I’ve been a fan of her since like 2015 #she was honestly my idol and I wanted to be just like her #her videos also held a special place in my heart as it was a locked part of my life where I truly started to learn and grow #I remember watching her videos with my friends and holding up my crush’s phone with their hand on the other side while we watched her videos #she is a huge inspiration and my love of her animations never left me #but then I fell in love with her all over again with her Pokémon videos and gaming videos #but it all came to a head when I yet again fell in love with the qsmp #she is so wonderful and amazing and I am so happy that she is still active and here #her being given these opportunities and still accumulating new fans is honestly inspiring #I hope she continues to make content that shifts into what is her at the time #I loved every phase to get us to here

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youmakethelight · 2 months ago

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Also, I'm gonna say it. I'm glad my girl had a sexually fulfilling 6-year relationship. I love that for her.

#it was just a “fling” after all #and she can do the fuck she pleases #not being butthurt that she had another relationship doesnt make me less of a fan #and im glad she continued to have a fulfilling friendship with him after she left him #im glad she snuggled with him on the sofa and drank wine #daryl wasnt making a move on her so whats a girl to do #let her live man #“that was never our problem” was a canon line #and “theres a side to carol thats in the gutter” is a direct melissa quote #i like to think of carol as sexually fulfilled and thats my right #thank you i will be continuing to think and talk about her as such #gatekeeping carol's sexuality is not a nice thing to do #shes a lady of high calibre #carol peletier

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einaudis · 2 months ago

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#my mom really has a thing for siding with people who have in some ways hurt me???????????#1st the cousin who should never be named. and now... remember the one who was my best friend?#and left the country without telling me and I had to find out because her brother told my mom?#(weeks after my mom told me she was not my best friend actually? this is another drama omg)#well girl just showed up in my place and now I can't leave my room until she leaves. because I refuse to talk to her #but my mom suddenly loves her (she didn't love her before. she couldn't stand her even) and won't let her go #mother of the century right?#really want to know who the hell I was in a previous life because I was punished in this one by 1) being born in this country #2) having this mother. holy shit I must have been a serious monster #random #personal #my shitty English #all of this with a headache. woohoo!

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hecksupremechips · 5 months ago

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My madoka magica hot take is I like sayaka/kyoko as a ship more than madoka/homura

#madoka magica #both ships are very very good and make me feral but god kyoko/sayaka really caters to me #i am biased cuz sayaka is my favorite character lol and i just want good things for her #but i mean we get them as enemies fighting to the death obsessively like sayaka gets so focused on proving herself to kyoko she cant think #of anything else and she wastes her energy fighting her instead of witches and just the foil like #both used their wish to grant something for someone else and kyoko lost everything as a result and decided that nothing good will ever come #of helping others so she should only look after number one and of course shed think that cuz shes all she has left #meanwhile sayaka refuses to take care of herself because she never wants others to suffer so she only exists for others #and both of them change their perspectives in pursuit of each other theyre literally red and blue #and i love seeing the development of their relationship and kyokos feelings i love her offering to kill ryosuke for sayaka #and how terrified she is in that moment when she sees sayakas lifeless body separated from the soul gem #or how she shares her story and remembers why she started fighting because of sayaka and fucking #THE WAY SHE ACTS SELFLESSLY AND STUPIDLY OPTIMISTIC TO SAVE SAYAKA FROM HER WITCH FOR #THE WAY SHE SACRIFICES HERSELF TO CONNECT WITH HER THE LOVE SONG #THEM HOLDING HANDS WHILE SAYAKA CRIES AND KYOKO IS THERE FOR HER AND THEY UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER SO WELL #god fucking dammit these fucking gay people are ruining my sleep #yeah idk if its obvious but i have a specific type when it comes to ships i love when characters beat each other up and are the center of #each others motivations and go through the horrors together and come out the other side and love each other deeply #love each others flaws and theres understanding and tenderness #i haaaave to draw them but i also have to draw a lot of blorbos rn alkksk

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