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sometimes i wish i could talk about whats going on with my mom and i's relationship and how complicated and upsetting it makes me but i genuinely just don't want to burden anyone or seem vent-y but genuinely i don't think my dad understands that its grief i feel.
#she texted me today.#i don't think i can bring myself to respond because i don't even know what to say to her.#anyway yeag#i just wish things were different#will delete this later
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Saying Sorry Will Never Be Enough
Feeling a bit angsty so I had this idea.
Danny is dating one of the Bats/Birds, and everything is going great, amazing even! They know each other secrets (from powers to everything etc), they have a wonderful place to live (even if its in Gotham), Danny is in college on the way to becoming a space engineer (and he does side jobs for unrestful ghosts), he's actually getting sleep again since leaving Amity Park, gets along with their friends and family (those who Danny or his partner still talk to, up to the writer), there is even talk about marriage and perhaps adoption/kids in the future between Danny and the Bat/Bird he's dating!
Everything is setting up for a good life in his future, something Danny didn't think could have after his accident. He was happy finally, and currently packing up his old apartment because he's moving in with his partner in a few days.
So he felt like his core was being pulled out of him when he opens his apartment door one day receiving a knock to find his parents, who had hadn't seen since they kicked him out of the house after coming clean about being Phantom (their words of anger and denial that their son was 'dead' and now a monster, still hurt)
Sure they didn't attack him or proclaim he's dead but still their last words and anger HURT.
Danny didn't give them a chance to open their mouths, both looking nervous and guilty, before he slams the door close and turns invisible, grabs his phone, and fly's out of his apartment to his partner's place in a panic attack.
His partner, isn't happy.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#Who Danny is dating is up to the writer/reader#Danny is happy only to feel dread when he sees his parents at his front door#Jack and Maddie have come to try to make amends#does it work? idk again leaving it open for people to play with#they didn't attack him after finding out he's Phantom or proclaim him dead but they said some nasty stuff#Danny booked it out of Amity after that though not wanting to risk it#Danny's partner isnt happy to find their boyfriend in a panic attack after getting a sos text#its been a few years since he and his parents have seen each other#Danny and his partner relationship with their own families/friends are once again left open for the writer/reader to play with#Is Danny still friends with Sam and Tucker? Or have they grown apart after Danny left? Was Sam upset he 'abandoned' Amity Park/her?#Was Tucker upset too? Idk again leaving it up to anything#Is he still in contact with Jazz? Or has she been pushing him to try to talk with their parents only it keeps rubbing Danny wrong#IDK I felt angsty today and wanna make some people join me in my sad corner. Join me. Join me. Join meeeeeeeeeee -pats seat next to me-
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every time someone makes a point to say that "Marinette doesn't wear makeup, she isn't like other girls" I want to SIGH because not only does Marinette Actually Wear Makeup in canon, it is exhausting that it is 2023 and people are still doing the "not like other girls" thing
#i understand personal preferences#and like yes death to the capitalistic makeup industry#but she literally wears eyeliner and mascara in canon and eyeshadow as well in the movie#idk what to tell u#text post#idk why this specific detail bothers me so much#some girls do in fact like makeup as a fun way to express themselves#this is still super prevalent in fics today for some reason.
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phenomenon i've noticed about my speech
#i'm able to express my thoughts very well in text bcz im abt to actually see and process what im saying and think about what to say next#so my brain has an easier time keeping track of my train of thought#however when i talk irl i dont have that visual processer to help me#so i have to auditorily process what im saying#also when i talk irl my mouth cant keep up with my brain#and since im just bad at articulating words/speech in general#that alongside my delayed processing skills results in me tripping over my words A LOT#i end up stuttering a bazillion times and needing to backtrack to rearrange my sentences#cin has been listening to epic the musical lately and she asked me to give her a rundown of the story on call today#so i was ATTEMPTING to but the words kept jumbling in my mouth#i repeated words i stuttered and either spoke too fast for me to pronounce shit correctly or had to pause for a moment to recollect myself#i am SO BAD at talking its so embarrassing actually#i wasnt even nervous or anything i just got too excited and couldnt process my thoughts correctly#WHY IS SPEAKING SO DIFFICULT!!!!!#anywhizzle thank u for coming to my tedtalk#my art#tmnt#tmnt mm#tottmnt#mm donnie#tottmnt donnie#donsona#shitpost#<- ig i didnt put that much effort into the doodle
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cant do much else right now but sketch
#library of ruina#netzach#netzach lor#just talking i think. todays an alright day to speak. in tags because im painfully shy. the opacity for the text block is very low becaus#it was mostly just my own experinces and ramblings about painting which had me want to draw the small sketch. nothing special just talking#abt how i often forget about papertowels and wipe and mix everything on my skin and hands to not break flow and feel physically tje process#wanted to go ahead and have that idea put down for a sketch. netzy. there is other doodles but theyre subpar i think. tried drawing before#because angela. shes gorgeous. but im having a hard time in general. slow...#... i keep forgetting how many people actually follow this blog im a bit baffled. sorry this isnt much im mostly just using this to make#sure i dont loose track of days and have 5 or the sort pass by posting semi consistently
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what a blessing from the Lord genuine friends are
#today I texted my friend how horrible my day was going and she called me immediately and let me cry over the phone#and talked to me for my entire hour long drive home#and I appreciate her so much#she’s across the country and immediately picked up the phone#I hadn’t even properly started crying before she was already calling me#g.txt#on friendship#on friendships#my friends
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I don't think we need a monologue or explicit statement from Dany renouncing the Targaryens of Old Valyria for owning slaves and the Old Valyrians for spreading slavery through Essos. She never thinks about them, she doesn't have them on a pedestal in her mind. She has a favorable viewpoint of her immediate family, mostly Rhaegar, that she was taught by her brother. I dont think we need to see Dany explicitly state for the readers that her slave owning ancestors were evil and she disagrees with them because her actions show this.
#just surprised by some of the takes ive seen today lol#there's also this idea in the fandom that dany just idolizes her ancestors#but in the text. she mainly just thinks fondly of rhaegar#and draws strength from being in 'house targaryen of old valyria' which is just something every character does#and isnt really a red flag to me#and like i think dany can make the logical connection that valyrians owned slaves = targs owned slaves#'she doesn't know!' like i think she figured it out?? i know she didnt get an education but i mean#idk#daenerys targaryen#asoiaf#mine
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UM UM UM “staying up until midnight to talk” with SEN or DBHC ethubs or docsuma
Or “pull me closer,” with dbhc docsuma :floshed:
Okay skitters away
staying up until midnight to talk (919 words) (x) (:3c)
Etho’s hands follow a practiced rhythm. He isn’t sure how they wouldn’t, with every wire and mechanism and gear in his body perfectly calibrated to move with precision and within expectation. He certainly fails, and jerks, and stutters, and falls, but base programming, movements that fell perfectly into subroutines he couldn’t even begin to trace, even if Xisuma showed him the exact steps? Of course they were perfect. And of course he never faltered.
The sand beneath him offers a much needed cushioning from the hard, winter dirt, despite the fact that the sun provides little warmth to the air around them in the snow fort. The sky is so blue it makes his eyes strain to look at—and maybe it would hurt, if he knew how it was supposed to feel.
Instead, Etho watches patches of sky blue in the silver-warped reflection of his sword, faint flickers of enchantment pulsing out from the hilt where the hastily carved runes sit. He runs the sharpening stone against the blade’s flat edge, careful not to nick the silicon of his fingers as he scrapes it across, again, and again. Practiced, careful, calculated rhythm. So much so that he doesn’t even register the sounds of shuffling a few paces away until Bdubs’ voice cuts through the silence.
“Etho,” he says, voice all rough around the edges like he were hungry for something more than just company. Etho keeps sharpening, just for a moment, before he chances a glance over.
Bdubs leans at the wooden fence, leaning his weight into the flimsily-set posts. He grins like nothing in the world could bother him. The characteristic dark brown of his eyes flickers with red, with that same hunger. Etho hates it. Which is odd. Because he really doesn’t feel strongly about much of anything, and disgust is an emotion very foreign to him, and he’s beginning to think the slight grinding in his chest is a problem Xisuma might need to diagnose when he gets back. It feels wrong. Because he knows he likes Bdubs just fine. He trusts him just enough. But that look.
Bdubs is still watching him, eyeing the sword in his hand with a gaze he can’t place, let alone read. Better give him an answer.
“Bdubs,” he says calmly, tilting his head to the side.
“You thought anymore about my offer?”
Etho makes a sound like a hum, mimicking the sound of turning the idea over in his head. He stands, setting his whetstone next to the cold embers of last night’s fire. The pot and cups still rest in the dirt, as cold as the rest of their surroundings. The sword stays in his hand.
(In the back of his mind, a memory surfaces. In it, Etho lies in the night-damp grass in clothes that still smell a bit like gunpowder, but not enough to notice unless you got real close. Bdubs is somewhere to his immediate left, still speaking, haloed in the glow of lanterns and lights of a shop. One of them at least. Within the clarity of memory, Etho can pinpoint that it’s Tango’s shop. Bdubs doesn’t live far from here. He isn’t sure when waiting for Tango to restock candles turned into tell Etho all about the extra additions to your base and your journey to find all the perfect horses for the Horse Course that you both just wrapped up, or into tell Bdubs all about how empty the mountain is, and how interesting this new game sounds, and how you hope you both find somewhere cool to base. Because you’ve already told him that you’re teaming up. But it does, and in this same space, the sky is full of bright white stars and a sliver of a moon that's starting to peek into the sky. Bdubs yawns.)
“The one from last night?” Etho asks, coming to with the sword heavy in his hand. He pushes the point into the soft sand until it hits hard earth and starts to give.
“You don’t gotta keep this fence, Etho…” Bdubs sighs, leaning his head into his palm. Etho folds his arms across his chest, splays one hand as he shrugs.
“Seems like the best way to settle this, ‘Dubs.”
“You could join me. Could always still join me,” Bdubs tries. “Just a quick one-two stab! Easy!”
“I can’t do that,” Etho says, shaking his head. “You know that.”
Bdubs sighs again, dramatic, deflating over the fence as Etho’s rejection stands firm. The thirium in his chest feels like it’s been flash frozen and has only started to dethaw, cold in his hands and feet, up his shins and to his elbows. He rolls his shoulders in, cupping each hand around each opposite elbow. There’s a little warmth to be found in the action with no fans kicking on to compensate.
“Well,” Bdubs says, drumming on the wooden beam between the two fence posts. “If you ever change your mind.”
He watches Etho for a moment, that familiar look coming to his eyes, as if it were trying to eclipse the haze of red Bdubs looks at him through, as if it were trying to expand his tunnel vision by just a fraction of an inch. Just as Etho notices, it’s snuffed, and the easy, careful look is replaced by an indifference Etho doesn’t think he enjoys. He still isn’t sure how much he knows for certain. He shrugs, barely a movement at all. Better say something.
“I won’t,” he says.
Bdubs huffs and turns away.
#ethubs#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#trafficshipping#dbhc#hermitcraft dbh au#dbhc etho#dbhc bdubs#llsmp#last life smp#traffic series fic#fics#text#asks#ask prompt#shepscapades#oh shep. ohhhh shep#kind of ummm took some creative liberty with this prompt#i need you guys to know i dm'd shep at 8:45pm TODAY like hey. did you have a preference between dbhc and sen#and she said no do whatever you want forever#i sat down and blacked out and suddenly had 900 words#and now i'm here. so this is fresh off the press baby!!!!#anyway um. sorry shep.#it's. um. it. ummm. sorry. im sorry#i need to leave. righ tnow.#RAAAAAAAAAAA RAAAAAAAAAAAAAA LAST LIFE ETHUBS YOU MAKE ME CRAZY#IM IN MY ELEMENT RN
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haha yeah guys i'm completely fine about episode 7
#i was gonna draw main ooo and winter king's candy queen and marcy but. art was not arting#thats also why it might look a little off#today was not an art day :/#id in alt text#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#adventure time#adventure time spoilers#gary prince#marshall lee#gumlee#anyway. something about them being meant to be in every universe#something about marcy wanting pb to join her#something about pb considering it#because you CANNOT tell me she wasnt considering it#there was HESITATION
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Crowley was God's most dramatic creation.
She was also feeling particularly bitchy and gay that day, and thus, Aziraphale was made.
#anyways. God is a woman going through a hyperfixation and then burning out by the seventh day#good omens#ineffable husbands#good omens god#ineffable spouses#aziracrow#crowley x aziraphale#crowley#aziraphale#good omens s2#good omens season 2#gomens#good omens text post#good omens shitpost#feeling blasphemous today#and i'm tired of pretending these posts don't heal something in me#like. i'm reaching the point where God could be whoever I wanted her to be as a big /fuck you to religious trauma#it's nothing novel or special. just a fun thing to ponder#I'm a firm believer that in the gomens universe She created them as one btw#just as Neil and Terry created Crowley first#and then split their personalities into two#:)#marcela talks
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Was Titans Dick dramatic for cutting open his arm to pull out the tracker Bruce had implanted inside it without him knowing? Absolutely not, I would've done the same thing.
#i can barely stand the tracking app my mom made me get for my phone before i left home#every single time she texts me ''are you off today?'' i immediately get pissed bc i know she's monitoring me#so if i knew someone had implanted a tracking device in my actual fucking body?? you bet i'd cut that thing out#dick you will always be famous for that in my eyes lmao#Dick Grayson#Titans
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Just the idea of Em’s little hands shaking, holding the camera for hours, constantly snapping pictures of him and the other kids. she has to keep taking them so that he can look at the photo album later when he can’t remember
she doesn’t participate in the exterior building. instead she ties string to metal to make a windchime hung by the door, so he’ll be comforted by the sound when he can’t remember.
she makes a little bench in the flowers that seats four- one uncle and three small eggs, so he can watch the sunset with them when he can’t remember
#qsmp#liveblogging#qsmp empanada#qsmp badboyhalo#she is destroying me today guys#text post#the last good day
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Day 1 : healing Redraw of that Treasure Planet scene
#Dungeon meshi#Delicious in dungeon#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#marchil#marchil march 2024#The file for this got corrupted I had to redo it all so fast OTL#All thoughts have left me so!! Short text today lol#She’s barely conscious and the blood loss is getting to her but she’s probably like ohh just like in Daltian… Or smth. No doctor is present
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Do y’all ever find it absolutely ridiculous that people think you’re attractive???? Like…. Sounds fake but okay
#mine#text post#ignore me lol#I’m shitposting today and being obnoxious#buuuuttt I do think about this a lot#and like yeah it’s easy to look at me when I’m naked and be like ‘what do you mean???!???’#but like normal everyday me with clothes on just going about life#people think she’s attractive????#sounds made up#also y’all wouldn’t know cause no one sees all of me on here lol#but idk just rambling nonsense today
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keeley hawes is turning your kids gay !! beware this beautiful woman !!
#keeley hawes#ashes to ashes#finding alice#orphan black echoes#made 1 great meme today <3#she is certainly making ME gayer than i was before !!!#alt text in image
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hiiii your local girlboy coming in hot to say ‘new hair new me’! just recolored my hair and decided to finally get bangs and I love it 🧡
#bex talks#riley rambles#I haven’t had bangs in 8 years and back then I had some dumb half forehead bangs that looked ridiculous#but I’m about to move back to texas to a new city. about to start a new job. and I wanted a new me#I’m so excited to have curtain bangs. I love it#my red hair fits my personality so much and I’d never go back to being a blonde#and I’ve been getting Brazilian blowouts for my hair for just over a year now and it makes it so sleek and smooth and professional#but I wanted a change as I move to Texas next month and start a new chapter of my life#I texted my stylist over the weekend as if she’s my secret super power and asked her what she thought of the idea of bangs#and today we got the bangs and recolored my hair and I love it#i feel like a new person#in the best way#get ready Texas you’re about to meet the new Dr G and she’s ready to kick ass and take names
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