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finally finished my wynncraft oc/persona reference sheet!!

close ups under the cut




#wynncraft#wynncraft oc#wynncraft persona#errr she has no name guys#she is simply me fr#I guess her name is soapy#yes despite the purple clothes she’s riftwalker it’s water bender in red clothes logic#oh and the mythic mimic is named max because alliteration#wynncraft art#wynncraft fanart
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Now.. I'm not doubting Johnny somewhat (?) loved Alt in his own convoluted and severely misguided ways but uh.. to call them soulmates? Did we uh.. did we not play the same game? Watch the same scenes? Because it's crazy y'all r saying that when we literally play as his actual soulmate
#actually blowing up every cishet guy in tiktok comment sections who say this shit#like ofc yall would#guys im not super sure that was like soulmate type love up there on that screen thats more like#man i love this chick for what she represents to me than like.. man i love this woman for who she is as a person...........#i actually am so curious how they think they're soulmates and im mean this with genuine curiosity what r they seeing that im not#bc all i can think is like... theyre just defaulting? to a het relationship? esp if they play as male v#and god forbid they see two men as each others soulmate#and even for fem v and johnny like.. its no different?#so why alt and johnny and not v and johnny?#AND THEN THEYRE FIGHTING ABT if he loved rogue or alt more girl 💀#like tf u mean johnny loved alt because 'u never kno what u have till its gone' thats it? thats yr reason? honestly actually really?#oh lord all im finding out is there are a lot more people who hate alt than i thought......#im just saying.. johnny didnt really kno how to love beyond the image of himself#until v literally uncontrollably not just tore those walls down but literally melded them into something new#v had no choice but to see the johnny under the omage and johnny had no choice but to show v that image#and v still cared for johnny in spite of#johnny couldnt posses the love he has for v with rogue or alt simply bc that involved getting close and#he literally had to be attached to some guys brain lile a fucking parasite for that to ever happen.....#how can u say he they were soulmates if they never really knew each other#he didnt even know alt was a fucking netrunner for fucks sake and she apparently never thought it was like something worth telling him#how is that soulmate shit fr? girl she doesnt even like his ass on the basis of his character 😭 none of them do 😭😭#he literally says so 😭😭😭 and he dont even need to tell us that to see 😭😭😭😭#hes actually despicable until v makes him slightly more tolerable bc hes leeching off emotional self awareness he mever had b4 😭😭😭😭😭#im scared of tik tok comment sections ngl so really im just raving here under the false security of tumblr tags#silverv#cyberpunk 2077#ult speaking
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hey btw y’all, just wanna let y’all know that the most heart melting, almost made me cry, in-the-running-for-favorite moment of the season has 100% been the immediate “i give her the help action” to lydia barkrock with absolutely zero hesitation from kristen
#she cares about everyone so much all the time!!!!#and she simply doesn’t show it in conventional ways!!#BECAUSE SHES NEURODIVERGENT!!!#so she tries to help people and tries to do what she has to do and also things she WANTS to do and fails SO OFTEN#but she is at a disadvantage and doesn’t even realize ittttt!!!!!#and she doesn’t have the tools to help her succeed!!!!#:((((#like give that girl some fantasy adderall PLSSS#IM BEGGING YOU BLEEM AND ALLY#DONT LET HER DO TO HERSELF WHAT I DID TO MYSELF IN HS#cause i see me in her and i so much so don’t know how to be normal abt it#she just like me fr#dimension 20#dimension 20 fantasy high#dimension twenty fantasy high#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20 fantasy high junior year#d20 fhjy#dimension 20 fhjy#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#kristen applebees#lydia barkrock#adhd#adhd posting#ally beardsley#bleem#brennan lee mulligan#queue are... my fire. the one... desire.
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dark justiciar shadowheart is genuinely so interesting to me as like... a facet to her character. like it really hammers home how desperate she is for shar's love and affection (+ the validation and love from other worshipers of shar). like in a lot of ways I get that it seems shocking to others / some fans because it really does contradict some of the morals we see her express BUT imo that just speaks to the level of desperation she feels. her comments on how shar "must" love her for her to survive the shadowcursed lands, or the bit where she talks about shar nurturing her and loving her and sounds... almost more like shes trying to convince herself more than shes trying to convince you. theres a bit about other sharrans not thinking she had earned her name, and of course the mother superior not thinking she was ready / worthy of being a dark justiciar. like shes just so completely desperate to feel unconditionally and securely loved, and to earn the approval of others that shes entirely willing to injure herself in the process (as well as.... the people who actually love her, of course).
not to mention that mechanically, afaik, she can only end up there if shes encouraged to by the player. ie... she needs to know someone else approves.
#CHEWING ON GLASS ABOUT HER BTW IF YOU EVEN CARE!!!!#shadowheart is the character EVER dude im so unwell about her#also this is not me judging her at all. shes just like me fr fr on this#baldur's gate#bg3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3#shadowheart#my post#eta: at risk of projecting here she seems so like. disorganized attachment to me. like that NEED to be loved#and craving that approval and fearing ur not good enough to get it#BUT ALSO being so scared to trust people in the first place that its hard to ever get that love#and kind of. how prone she is to rapidly going from total love and trust and openess about her feelings to just#completely walling off the player character if they say something she deems mildly uncomfortable or unsavory#oughhhh#im unwell man i am. simply unwell.#also tbh these tags are a fun game in: disorganized attachment style or bpd? why not both! sjdbdbdg
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no thoughts head empty the oppressive stagnancy of legacy in ever after high dragging me round the block yet again
it's such a shame that we get so little explanation about the actual mechanics of destiny, which is the entire premise of the show, bc it's so juicy. like what power does destiny hold when you rip away milton's lies and centuries of assumptions and traditions. esp bc despite raven signing herself as the evil queen in the real storybook of legends, when the snow white fairytale actually happens in dragon games she's playing one of the seven dwarves and her mother has reprised her role. like how much of that was because of the characters' actions and how much was destiny pulling on old, familiar threads. keeps me up at night.
a lot of this is probably just like, plot holes and writer hot potato but i like making it that deep, that's half of the fun. my personal interpretation is that fate is a wild thing that desires repetition and they developed the system of fairytale legacy bloodlines to keep those repetitions predictable and contained, instead of wreaking havoc whenever and wherever they please.
which lends itself to some really juicy exploration of how legacy is a duty as much as it is a privilege, and how to be a princess or a witch or a hero or a dragon is to be the same thing in the end: the lamb destiny slaughters on the altar to sate the ever-ravenous narrative. to keep the flock safe. keep the unknown that prowls beyond the beaten path at bay. because if a there is always a mother who will be cruel, or a maiden who will fall into a sleep like death, or a child who will become a bird, isn’t it better to know who, and how, and when? isn’t better if it’s you, who has known your whole life that you must be eaten, be poisoned, be stripped of your humanity, rather than anybody else, who wasn’t raised to see it as an honour instead of a great and terrible injustice?
#ever after high#mine#remember when apple asked snow white for advice on yester day and she had nothing useful to say? bc all the problems in her life were#solved by a smile a friend and true love's kiss?#and apple got to experience being disappointed by the parent she placed on a pedestal for the first time ever? that was really fun#don't even get me started by how the class of classics are all called by the names of their roles that is sooooo fun and fucked up#the mantle of your legacy is so large and so heavy that it swallows you up entirely#ik it's for convenience's sake but simply imagine with me. surrendering your true name once your tale begins to bind to the retelling#more strongly. invite the eye of the narrative to fix on you. set destiny on its well-worn tracks and drive it smoothly#to happily ever after#i love the idea of the retellings being ritualistic to an extent. there is so much you could do w destiny#how destiny is a crutch too that prevents u fr growing as a person bc there is nothing life can start that u haven't already seen finished
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thinking about making a pack au where they actually stick closer to hyenas than whatever the fuck they did in that episode
bc uh he-LLO? hyenas are like... one of the BIG popular matriarchal animals and we just acted like xander was all scary now? pshh. I mean he was hyenas are scary but buffy is absolutely highest rank top dog here no wayyy he'd be all scary to her since they're already y'know a "pack" of sorts. like I'm pretty sure he'd still defer to her. plus willow! her making friends with buffy first and just generally being a girl he'd rank below her as well (though I do wonder where his stance with giles would be)
and I get that xander already sorta had a new clan with the other possessed kids but even then why was HE at the top of that hierarchy?? in fact it was so barely structured at all I'm only assuming xander was a high rank bc he's just one of our mains. and the shot of them all walking ofc where he was front and center I can read basic filmmaking choices lol
but also hyenas have FRIENDS! they have cliques and groups within their own clan. isn't that so cool? why did they just disregard xander's friendship with the scoobies? I think the fact xander had friends and quite loyal ones is like important? I mean okay I suppose it's all he's in this clan now he's cut ties with the scoobies, but to me at least I think that's kinda boring haha. though actually even if xander had the support of the scoobies, with how that clan were already a group before xander and not with xander at all, he'd actually probably be like real goddamn low anyways instead of more equal like it was shown
look I really have no idea about any of this I've just been looking up hyena facts for the past hour bc I thought it was neat. I simply think they should've done more with this instead of oo look xander's all feral and evil when they literally chose hyena to be their animal. like ooookay then whateverrrr lame
#they should've just done wolves or smth why the hell did they pick hyenas if they weren't even gonna play with their more unique structure#btw PACK? not CLAN? guys seriously re see above they just wanted to be different while still riding off of wolf girls#buffy IS the leader. highest of the high. top rank here. she's the alpha female since that is apparently what they're called lol#I just don't see why xander would Act like he did in that episode if we we're going off of hyenas and not some other predator#even if we go off the idea he broke ties with the scoobs as outsider females I think both wils and buff r still doing better than him#ANYWAYS. that's my two cents this episode was silly and I wish they'd had more fun playing with the animal they chose#someone with more spotted hyena knowledge should talk to me I'd LOVE to learn more I think these animals are so fucking cool#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#alright I did a little more googling and interesting! xander and wil might outdo buffy in the whole friendship department#so I THINK their clan WOULD have a far more level playing field simply because of how close everyone is. neat neat neat!#but buffy could still kick their asses be fr
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im just like if adrian leverkühn was kinda average. which i am aware is against the whole point of his character but i AM just like if adrian leverkühn was kinda average
#doktor faustus#faust tag#but really i relate to him on so many levels#from thought spirals to like. actual academic choices??#one of the most if not THE most relatable proyagonist i have memory of. like woag#thank you thomas mann you didnt need to call me out like that#sounds like im being pretentious because hes basically god but i did say Average. which i feel is very important to point out#a difference is that i do in fact wish not to be average while he doesnt want not to be average. you love what you lack i guess. also nobod#wants to be average. and in this too i am average.take a shot every time i say average#but other than this. she simply is just like me fr#AM I gonna get syphilis from a prostitute. if i do well. what a way to go
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I think I'm gonna tell my therapist how I feel. Not in a "let's go out" way but in a laying it bare way.
#I have simply noooot been doing well 😭#And I need a therapist I can be honest with#So I think I really just need to tell her#Idk how I'm gonna word it#But I see her tomorrow morning. Little less than twelve hours#I will DEFINITELY be reporting back here 💀#Cause I know I've dragged y'all through this saga with me#Y'all deserve to know what she's gonna say to me#God bless 💀#No fr#I'm scared but I'm also in a spot where I simply need someone I can be open with cause your girl is struggling BAD#All that to say y'all should stay tuned
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Characters baring a mouth full of sharp fangs as show of aggression is top tier but can we talk about how sinister a flash of smooth square omnivore teeth can be. The implications therein? The difference between facing a carnivore vs a member of the terrifyingly, aptly named 'opportunistic eaters'? The fear of being on one's menu, the knowledge that you are on the other's - no matter what you are. The inherent danger of a threat display where there are set rules to avoiding harm turning into a hunt on a dime.
Anyway, thinking about Nikodemus and how beautifully all of this translates into his supernatural setting...
#man said Eater eater. on all levels including spiritual he is an omnivore#on my 'omnivores are the most terrifying kind of animal' grind#no one is truly safe fr we can be as high on the energy food chain as vegetables fruit and grain#or as low as munching on carnivore-eating carnivores#so yeah maybe i like the idea of that extending to the preternatural in the respective worlds i play him in#as much as nik's beyond inhuman at this point he truly embodies the spirit of humanity by clawing his way to the top of the food chain#when he started at the metaphysical bottom#inspired by me saying nik has a mouth full of sharp fangs spiritually in my head - like the way we see carnivore teeth as inherently scary#and then realizing no you know what omnivore teeth are more terrifying we're just desensitized because we're part of that horrid 3%#thinking about the lion-eating chimpanzees#or hedgehogs eating snakes#something about an animal not as associated with violence and danger nor even built for it eating creatures who are#simply because it was hungry and there was no other more convenient food source#thinking about Avita tangentially. my other eater who has more readily available energy sources than souls#but would not deny herself a morsel if prey was stupid enough to purposefully wander into her path and challenge her#to be fair she wouldn't even bare her teeth#𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑 ‒ nikodemus ║ MUSINGS
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plane scene is so funny cause why is mine a sleeper agent that wakes up whenever daigo is mentioned
can’t wait to see it in dragon engine :3
mine has been the winner for Funniest Character Imaginable for 15 consecutive years and i have yet to see anyone come close i fear
#snap chats#originally i wrote 'funniest character alive' and then remembered. HAH im so funny //throws up//#all my fave charas know how to do is get crazy on planes over men they love its disgusting#utterly hilarious cause after making the last post i went on twitter and they mentioned ANOTHER plane scene i throw up over#diff franchise so not important it is just SIMPLY funny how coincidences work and further confirming I Have A Type#BUT NO BACK TO MINE IT'S STILL SO FUCKIN FUNNY I HAVE TO REWATCH IT#i have to replay it .... all of y3 ...#if anyone remembers my friend from college and how we used to stream she asked me if we could stream#and i was like 'girl i havent streamed in Fuck Ever huh' and yk what maybe i'll stream y3 with her#at the very least ill stream y3 for myself ... legend mode .....#ive beaten y3 legend mode one (1) time and it was the worst experience of my life because if its not shadow the hedgehog#i am not good at the game i am playing !!!!!!!!!!! it'll be funny tho#i remember wanting to do a y3 drinking run but i told myself id stop drinking so i simply think. i will substitute drinking for hot sauce#its an idea im ironing out and i also have to like. properly set up a twitch- or maybe ill stream through youtube#ive always liked youtube streaming more ... at least as a viewer#these are all details for plans i will not be enacting literally any time soon can i stay on topic#the topic being i love mine. i love that plane scene forever the casual Whats Goin On Here :)#and he is the embodiment of :) in that scene casue :] is gen friendly but :) has an underlying aura of Im Going To Kill You#thats him in that scene. and i love him. for the third time. im ending this post now forever and always stan mine#if and whenever y3k comes out i cant wait to see !! but i personally believe that's well and away from us at this point#not impossible since they did mention it but yk. i dont think itll happen within the next year or two#maybe next five or ten realistically. if that jVLAEKJVLAEKJ ok bye fr now
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can't believe I used to feel like a failure because my films didn't look "good"
#cause in uni i used to cry over my films not looking as good as the others#but then i watched some of the other films with my sister at my graduation and she was like. they look like adverts/commercials#and made me realise that it wasn't that my stuff looked bad. it just didn't look '#'industry standard' which was never my goal by the time i got to uni like maybe so. my classmates will thrive#and will succeed at a higher level than me but that's ok because that is simply not what i want.#i fr just want to make silly little movies and show them for free in abandoned houses that's all i want 😭😭😭
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the fact that taylor not only announced an album called the tortured poets department on grammys which btw resembles the name of group chat in which joe alwyn was in but also dragged a known zionist lana del rey on stage after winning aoty and talked about how she impacted young artists during an ongoing genocide is just not sitting right to me. like, there's already so much hate against joe alwyn who has done nothing but stay silent after all the death threats, god only knows how much it will increase after her new album.
also, the fact that the term poets will be associated with her album rather than dead poets society is just not disappointing
Honestly, I've never cared about Grammys. And while I used to be a swiftie (ik, bleurghhh, everyone makes mistakes at 19, mine just happened to be a white billionaire instead of a boy 🤢), it is now difficult to care about her enough to even hate her.
But the fact that she chooses to stay silent I'm the face of genocide, with allllll this affluence that she's acquired over the years and with no threat to her actual career (let's be fr, who's gonna fire her? She works for herself ffs). And then she brings on stage an actual zionist supporter.... There really is no hope for this punk rock billionaire, at this point I feel bad for her exes.
#anti taylor swift#Swifties dni#Feel free to block the tag. Or even me. idc.#Also I don't entertain hate mail#Unless it's funny. In which case go ahead I'll have a laugh and totally consider posting it#Bonus if you have enough guts to go off of anon#I leave taylor swift supporters alone and expect the same decency from them okay#Also super sad about the dead poets society thing. That is a great piece of media. But I'm also sure swift won't be able to eclipse it out#Ever. Simply because it will always be more relevant than her. It's a classic. She's just trash no comparison fr.#anon ask#arushi rambles#asks
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will I ever learn to not tell my mom about my problems and feelings bc the second I do the first thing she does is undermine them and treat them as if they were less and that my sis or other people have bigger problems than me and I shouldn't be crying over mine 🙂
#liliana talks#it's always the same shit with her she's always emotionally unavailable#she likes to tell me her issues but the moment i try and tell her about mine she always brushes them off#and today i finally realized that and made myself the question of why do i keep telling her my stuff if the same always happens with her#like why... why do i keep trying to count on her when i know i can't#i also had the thought of simply just not call her to talk anymore bc she's always angry at something#and fr it's draining to hear her angry all the time#i just don't want to call her anymore#funny thing is that my relationship with my dad is awful and he's a horrible person but weirdly he's been available for me when i need him#mmmm idk what that says about them#idk maybe i need a therapist
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nearly fainted an also cried @ da cooking prelim 2day. sooo passing
#I CSNNOT BELIEVE THIS#I JAD A MATHS 1 YESTERDAY IT THAT WENT FINE??? IM SHITE @ MATHS😭😭😭#i can sit down @ a paper js fine but cant do a practical 4 sum reason#this is da prelim 2 like this aint even da final exam#i hope i dont sit the exam this yr this has been the only prelim that has actually stressed me beyond belief. so far#literally had 2 b taken 2 da back twice bc of it😭😭 ms i gave me a hug that was nice#an a lil guidance which we werent exacrly allowed ‼️‼️ and she fixed up my starter 4 me#SHES MY N1 TEACH FR!!!!!!!!!#i hope she gets that i am usually on top of things in class it was js da prelim stress getting 2 me 🙏#n e ways on a better note i managed 2 play the black parade b4 skl!!!! IT WAS SO GUD#I CSNT EVEN ARTICULATE IT 2 U IT WAS SO GUD#nearly cried bc i was simply thinking abt famous last wrds in maths😭😭#i think it changed me a lil i think im a new man#didnt help 4 da prelim but wtv 💔#rivers rambles <3
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Inosaku for ship bingo👀
Sorry 😭。。。

#karmelarts#tkf replies#I don’t have any strong feelings for Sakura character wise outside of like knowing that kishimoto dropped the ball on her and made her so#male centered and a flop despite her strength 😭…#what is she gave up on sasuke- she could’ve been sm more interesting to me but I don’t really think of her like that tbh#ino has always been really cool to me and you can tell that she’s always cared about others around her even tho we don’t get enough of her#in canon after a while#but she’s a girls girl#and you can tell that she cared sm about Sakura#a lot of their earlier beef was over a gay ass boy 😭…. and that friendship at the time only soured because of Sakura tbh#it’s a whatever ship to me but I see the appeal and the art of the two is rly nice even tho it’s like yeah okay lol#I wouldn’t even say it’s forced since it makes sm sense and ppl give more grace to m/m ships even when they’ve barely interacted in canon#because of misogyny™️#like fr but it’s never like gripped me at all and I know that a lot of ppl ship it simply because they’re like ‘a#ahhh Sakura deserves someone who’s going to treat her right fuck sasuke! she’s a lesbian actually-‘ and I just 🧍🏾♀️
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I cannot fathom the level of self importance some people must have to behave this way
#it’s more so selfishness lmao#idk I’m getting unnecessarily worked up about this but 6 months ago I kinda vanished off of everywhere and then I noticed she deleted some#messages#girl I would’ve responded later calm down gosh the messages aren’t going anywhere nor are they disappearing#dora daily#I think of all people who should be mad you’re the last one because tell me why you were so viscerally rude to me since the beginning and#played a massive part of the roaa situation by being complacent when oh ! I thought you’d side with your alleged best friend ME#girl you have no right to complain at all not to mention you take FOREVER when you have no excuse to reply back but when I’m struggling I#apparently have zero excuse ☠️ girl bye#not to mention the fact that when I was so frustrated with myself having these bad headaches and being so incapable of doing anything when#exams were so close all you had to say was what can I do#well bitch what could I have done when you were at hospital#I guarantee you I was the only one texting you 24:7 asking how you were#reassuring you that it’s okay to feel upset about being in the fucking hospital and you don’t need to have such toxic positivity all the tim#oh but when the other girl had freaking back pain from her period or something apparently that’s more of a concern#girl bye#not me who has chronic headaches and cannot even study and nothing sticking cause it’s that bad#oh but go ahead compare it to your chronic illnesss like yes it’s horrible and yes it impacts you a lot#but I don’t think it impacts your brain and memorisation capacity#not to mention how fucking jealous she is of everything like I can say oh god I was so stressed and girl she has not felt stress in her life#compared to what I go through yet she is jealous of the fact I can stress ? tf?#and when I say I almost passed out cause of exhaustion she doesn’t give a shit when I was being so serious#in truth I’ve come to realise nobody does seem to care at all lmao they all think I’m lying#why would I lie about that be so fucking fr rn#anyways this is why I simply don’t want to talk about my physical condition with anyone anymore because they’ll think I’m a liar anyways 🤷♀#not to mention the fact if you even knew me a little you’d understand that it’s so impossibly hard for me to feel comfortable enough to#complain to talk about me feeling sick or sad or whatever I only do it here cause no one follows me and no one will rlly see it at all#but even here I feel like my throat closes up and I can barely breathe when I do complain#so pls …#this one sided friendship thing is crazy cause girl how do I shake you off?
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