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faginnefor · 2 months ago
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inside joke
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instantinternetcrush · 4 months ago
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i don’t know if i’m allowed to tell people or not. they’re asking what happened to us, why we don’t talk anymore.
i never know what to say, so i don’t.
what words could i align to make what we did sound less horrible? how could anyone forgive us for lying to them for months.
what will happen when everyone knows? it’ll come out eventually. when the levee breaks, when the mirror shatters, the catalyst comet hits, and everyone has to confront the gravity of what we hid.
i’m being cruel to you by going out of state for a month and a half. i’d stay longer if i could, i think. ideally i’d stay there until it all blows over.
you always said i was unreasonable like that.
i keep having this snapshot of a dream.
you’ve got your knife to my throat,
and you’re asking me what i thought was gonna happen. you’re laughing,
and you’ve got a cold look in your eyes that i was never on the receiving end of.
i wake up and think about that day we got high at the lake. you dared me to get in the water, as disgusting as it was. i forget why you were daring me to get in in the first place.
when i got out i changed my pants behind her car. you came back there with me and we chatted again about love.
you told me i’d been your favorite for a long, long time, and offered me a beer.
a few weeks later we were at the party, shooting pool and drinking better booze than anyone else there. we were building something, i think. i didn’t know we were until we built that sand structure at the beach.
when the party got too loud and i went to hide in her back seat, you followed me like a lost puppy.
i drunkenly whined about hating loud noises, despising half the people there.
you agreed and we fell asleep in the back seat with our heads on each others shoulders and your hands on my hips.
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n0-al-3n8y · 6 months ago
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tw sui ideation and psychiatric hospital
im back to the psychiatric hospital again and it's hell.
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cannondisabledcharacters · 2 years ago
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Today’s disabled characters of the day are Kasp Luger from Mørkalven, who have Vanishing Twin Survival Syndrome, schizophrenia, are part of a system, and Dissociative identity disorder
Requested by Anon
[Image Description: Drawing of a squatting elf teen boy with curly burgundy hair and golden eyes. He's wearing golden earrings, a black t-shirt, and grey tracksuit pants.]
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juyeoz · 2 months ago
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GOOD GRACES — YANG JUNGWON
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SYNOPSIS — You and Yang Jungwon were both a part of your school’s athletics committee. Usually, in a club, all the members got along, correct? However, that wasn’t the case for you two. Hatred wasn’t enough to describe what you felt for each other. Although, you two had two different roles within the club, he always found a way to get into your head. Even if you hated that aspect of him, your president took it as an opportunity to make you two work together on a very important task—the athletics section of the yearbook. Seems like bad luck does exist.
PAIRING — volleyball-player!jungwon x photographer-fem!reader (ft. enhypen, woonhak from boynextdoor, yujin and wonyoung from ive, ningning from aespa, shotaro from riize, jisung from nct, hong seunghan, jiheon from fromis_9, jongseong and intak from p1harmony, minju from illit, haewon from nmixx, chaehyun from kep1er, and mentions of other idols too)
GENRES(S) — smau + written, enemies to lovers, he fell first he fell harder, forced proximity (?), tutor x tutee, highschool au, nonidol au, sports au, fluff, crack, and angst.
WARNING(S) — swearing, random timestamps, bantering, insults, spelling errors (on purpose), kys/kms jokes, threats, mentions of gagging, injury, mentions of being sick + fainting, more will be added!
STATUS — ongoing! (wed and sat)
TAGLIST IS CLOSED!
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PROFILES › ONE | TWO | THREE | FOUR
CHAPTER ONE — yang jungwok
CHAPTER TWO — you look schizophrenic
CHAPTER THREE — mistakes my evil twin (0.8k words)
CHAPTER FOUR — OH MY GOD
CHAPTER FIVE — go on without me (0.7k words)
CHAPTER SIX — homozygous
CHAPTER SEVEN — are you stupid? (0.1k words)
CHAPTER EIGHT — BY EMAIL?!$&%
CHAPTER NINE — tell my story thanks!
CHAPTER TEN — road to ***** (0.7k words)
CHAPTER ELEVEN — well….
CHAPTER TWELVE — TAKE IT BACK RIGHT NOW
CHAPTER THIRTEEN — he might fail me yall
CHAPTER FOURTEEN — Who did this to you?
CHAPTER FIFTEEN — that’s kind of kinky…!
CHAPTER SIXTEEN — world pause (1.2k words)
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN — at what cost? (1.7k words)
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN — what the fuck (0.3k words)
CHAPTER NINETEEN — Lee Heeseung.
CHAPTER TWENTY — yeah so ABSOLUTELY NOT
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE — attacked with a crutch
CHAPRER TWENTY-TWO — fuck you
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE — k so die
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR — Bro?
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE — the return of jungwon…
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX — disgusted (0.6k words)
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN — lmaoo wdym ??
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT — no shit ???
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE — Yeah it’s over . bye
CHAPTER THIRTY — for u and ur broke ass
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE —
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO —
MORE TO COME!
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© JUYEOZ
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entering-sjap-yn · 2 months ago
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cause theyre allergic to him 😔
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on god i need you to shut the fuck up once in a while
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signanothername · 4 months ago
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If Nightmare was 6 years old when he turned corrupted, what do you think of little Nightmare traveling in the multiverse? Also, what if he heard voices from the souls he killed and now he's schizophrenic? I also read some of your theories and that made me think he's bipolar or borderline!
6 y/o corrupted Nightmare has my heart ugh 😭❤️🌷✨
The thing is, I believe traveling the multiverse didn’t even occur to Nightmare at first, mostly out of ignorance about the existence of it, so you can imagine Nightmare being stuck in his dead Au with his dead mother and his now statue of a twin
Not to mention, he was too high in his madness for a bit of time before he actually connected back to reality
But even when he realized he could travel, he resisted the idea at first, mostly out of fear, anxiety, and not wanting to leave his dead home cause it’s the only place he ever knew
Change was really scary to an already very traumatized little Nightmare, cause what if he went out there and there were people who were even worse than the villagers? What if people saw him and chased him with forks and demanded a “demon” like him be killed?
But as time went on, Nightmare became on the verge of falling into madness again, the silence of his dead home getting to him, so he runs away, runs as far as he could
Everything got too much for him and he just wanted to move on from what he experienced, but he’s just a child that doesn’t know any better, and all he could do is hop from Au to Au in search for a new place to call home
Which took a while, Nightmare would simply stop to stay in Aus for a few days and then leave to another one, he’d sleep under trees or between their branches if he felt unsafe (which was most of the time)
I also like to believe Nightmare struggled to control his powers a lot as a child, not knowing how to control his tentacles or even his power to hop between Aus, which sometimes got him into trouble
But Nightmare also couldn’t seem to resist the temptation to get as much negativity as he can, he looks at a person who’s hurt and he’s unable to stop the twisted smile from forming on his face, which to a 6 y/o was a horrifying thought at first, the thought of finding joy in the suffering of others
A horrifying thought that gets muddied every time he sees someone suffering and feel the high of power after he absorbs their negativity, eventually turning from simple observation to a single (not so) innocent try at hurting others himself, and that turns into his new regular as he hurts more and more people and as any true sympathy he has just slowly slips away
He eventually finds an abandoned Au without life and decides that it’s his new home, staying there without a roof above his head for a while before he’s able to have enough control over his powers to build his castle
And tbh I can’t really see Nightmare as schizophrenic, as I don’t think he feels much guilt for killing off his abusers, but I definitely think he feels a lot of guilt for killing his mother while having complicated feelings about his twin’s fate, but I definitely think Nightmare has C-PTSD and experiences a lot of nightmares /night terrors
As for the possibility of him having BPD or Bipolar then you’re on point, i’ve yet to truly decide which he has, but I’m leaning more towards BPD, but until i make a final decision (after i do a lot of research on both disorders) it’s still undecided
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Group H, Round 1, Poll 9:
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Propaganda under the cut
Ianthe Tridentarius
She is trying so hard to be the main character by lying and manipulating her sister, her cavalier, her mentor, her ?love interests? (Spoiler???) And also god. Not sure how it's working out for her but she does love to lie and manipulate
Worstie Ianthe is the DEFINITION of gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss. She is one of a set of necromancer twins that are the heirs to their houses rule. Except wait, only she is a necromancer and she has spent their entire lives doing necromancy for the both of them. She is constantly mean to their cavalier, Naberius, who she occasionally nibbles on like a chew toy, before eventually killing and eating him to ascend to sainthood. She goes to gods spaceship with another woman who ascended to sainthood who she has a crush on, this other woman is like…. Both incredibly mentally unwell and also haunted by at least 211 ghosts. Ianthes method of flirting with her? Gaslighting her about the corpse that keeps moving around and hiding under her bed. For no real reason tbh. She is clearly plotting to overthrow god, and at the moment that consists of her manipulating him while he’s too sad about his long term partners betraying him and subsequently exploding to really care. She dresses in terrible outfits and makes soup by burning onions to the bottom of a pot, putting meat in and some vegetables and then it doesn’t taste like anything so she puts in a few teaspoons of salt so it tastes like a few teaspoons of salt. She had her crush amputate her arm and regrow her a new one out of bone and it’s one of the horniest things I’ve read in my life.
"Gaslight = told her lobotomized (she helped), schizophrenic girlobsession that there was no corpse under their bed, even tho there totally was. Gatekeep = girl did NOT share the secret to god-like ascension. She kept that shit to herself until it was time to eat her boytoy, and by then everyone knew already. Girlboss = she has a non-necromancer twin sister, and literally Everyone thinks they r both necromancers because Ianthe is so good at it. She reverse engineered ascending to the aforementioned ascension without even completing any of the supplementary tasks. She held her own in a fight against a 10k year old lyctor. She becomes the figurehead of her entire empire. "
She uses a man as a chewtoy in the first book, literally gaslights the protagonist of the second book about a corpse, and elder-abuses God when he gets depressed in the third book. Nobody is doing it like her.
Dives headfirst with no regrets while basically laughing and covered in blood into murdering her cavalier once she realizes what the gothic locked room mystery/competition leads to while everyone else is questioning it, helps perform lobotomy on harrow so she doesn't remember the person she loves, manipulates everyone to get to the top
idk just everything about her
her relationship with her sister is incredibly Bad, she fosters codependency and views Corona(the sister) as an extension of herself. This does not stop her from keeping up the con that Corona actually has magic (She doesn't, it was always just Ianthe) for 22ish years and every single person who interacts with them falls for it. She killed a man against his will (most dying for this purpose specifically go willingly) and she consumed him and she will be burning his soul for eternity. She's completely repulsive and still somehow incredibly hot.
she takes advantage of the fact that the main character is prone to hallucinations. at one point she gaslights the mc into believing that the corpse under her bed isn't real just because she can. she reverse engineered a set of very complex trials on her own without anyone realizing she had the skills to complete them normally. she's also babysat god through his drunk and pathetic era.
Artist:@starcanist
Remy the Rat
Gaslight- 'hmm? Me? Steal papers? I'm just an innocent little ratty rat.' Gatekeep- I would debate he's gatekeeping food and taste from the other rats because they just don't GET it. Ugh! Girlboss- doesn't he own a rat restaurant at the end?
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dykesynthezoid · 5 months ago
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There’s a good chance Daniel’s mood ring eyes are just some special quirk he has (like Armand’s nystagmus) but I think it would be soooo cool if it was like. A manifestation of a more complex power; like why is their thing Eyes. What’s with the Eyes. And it just makes me think of the gift of Sight; of the way Daniel (pre-turning) was having visions of the twins. And granted that was apparently partly bc of being fed Armand’s blood, but. Vampire Daniel having visions feels fitting, especially when Daniel’s Whole Thing is that he can cut to heart of things, can pierce through to the truth. Suddenly he’s Seeing stories, narratives, without even having to dig for them; instead they’re coming to find him.
It also sets up a potential “madness” arc; Daniel’s living it up as a nepo-fledgling, reveling in being able to embrace that hedonism. And in the midst of all that, sometimes he just— sees. Strange visions, distortions. At first he probably chalks it up to the drugged up blood he’s been drinking. But more and more things start to unravel— he can’t find his maker, and it’s not like Louis ‘yes I hallucinated my ex again, no I’m not schizophrenic, don’t worry about it’ du Lac would know how to help in that situation.
It would actually be a really convenient way to introduce some of the backstory required for the qotd storyline without having to bounce around between characters. Daniel, like in the books, could have visions of the twins and Akasha, and visions of other important vampire players.
It also creates a parallel between him and Jesse, (she sees ghosts, he sees visions) and I think having them be foils (assuming Jesse makes it into the show) is kind of inevitable, bc Jesse is also the type of person to dig and dig and dig and not know when to stop.
And it’s the sort of power that honestly makes sense to have been passed down through Teskhamen’s line, given his role as a religious figure. And for whatever reason it didn’t fully manifest in Armand, and probably to an extent in Marius either. Maybe it’s because Daniel is Armand’s only fledgling, and his very first after 500 years. (Teskhamen was ancient but also very weak when he made Marius; Marius had already made Pandora before he made Armand).
I think it would be a very fun road to go down and to explore and would fold in well with the rest of the narrative. There’s just so many things they could do with something like that.
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crittertalez · 1 month ago
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me staring at the wc fandom going all omg yay she DID kill her twin in the womb and now she has an evil voice in her head that resents her for it!!!! meanwhile i, schizophrenic and a system, sit here with my headmates thinking hm. youd think after we had to have a whole lesson about how children of incest exist in real life and the "inbreeding made moonpaw Ugly and Dumb" jokes were weird that maybe at least some fans would think twice before celebrating that the erins did actually pull the "evil voice in head" trope just because this time its her "dead twin" (chimeric people also exist in real life btw) and not starclan or the dark forest or whatever. but i suppose that was too much to expect from the "jayfeather needs white pupils or else you cant tell hes blind" fandom
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thehellsystem · 28 days ago
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I have a lot of thoughts about Mooncourse, especially on the topic of her plurality, so I just want to elaborate on why I believe Moonpaw is not ableist.
Please keep in mind that I am a traumagenic system. I encourage non-systems to share their opinions, but also want to remind everyone not to speak over schizophrenic/plural people in this discussion.
Spoilers for The Elder’s Quest/Changing Skies, obviously
I’ve seen a lot of people complain that Moonpaw is an ableist stereotype because of the fact that she hears a voice. I’ve seen people say that this is ableist because the voice is evil, and people with DID do not have “evil” alters.
However, I want to point one thing out: The Voice is not an alter. It has its own consciousness inside of Moonpaw’s head, which is similar to DID/OSDD, and she does hear it, similar to schizophrenia or ADHD. But the voice is not an alter. The voice is also not a hallucination. Regardless of how evil it is, it will never mean Moonpaw is a system, nor that she is bad representation. She is just a plural character who has another person in her head.
Of course, there is a possibility for it to become ableist. But at this point, I don’t think it will. I also don’t think it would feel very serious. People do not have evil versions of their absorbed twin in their heads in real life, there is no way they can perpetuate stereotypes.
Also, I want to bring up another character who heard an “evil” voice: Shadowsight
There are not many differences between Shadowsight at the start of TBC and Moonpaw at the start of CS. Except for the fact that Shadowsight is male. And Moonpaw isn’t.
Basically go touch grass if you’re THAT mad about Fetuskit
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clioooo88 · 8 months ago
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What if I wrote mental asylum/psychiatric ward slytherin skittles fic? Based on the torture poets department?
Like walburga catch jegulus (who have only been dating for a fortnight) and sends regulus there in which he entered the ‘cruciatus room’ and undergoes like a lobotomy.
Barty is a psychiatrist there (we need to explore how smart he is, canonically) and falls in love with Evan (who is a psychopath) and we have some sort of Harley Quinn and the joker variant romance thing. (I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can))
Dorcas is there because she went non verbal and low response after Marlene died (would have occurred pre start of fic) and we have a grief journey there. (Loml)
Then pandora (twins with Evan) is schizophrenic but also someone really calming. (Cassandra)
But suddenly walburga died and disowned Sirius inherited Grimauld and while going through her office finds outlet what she did to Reg and we have a whole psychiatric break in by the Marauders.
The journey of like regulus’ recovery would like feature most of the other songs on the album?
WOULD PEOPLE READ THIS OR AN I JUST BEING ADHD HYPER-FIXATION
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admiringlove · 1 year ago
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part one.
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[19:12] . . .
suna thinks he's lost his mind. or maybe, you've taken all his senses with you when you left that night. maybe he's slowly going crazy—sort of like the main character of that one show you love to watch. the schizophrenic lady slowly losing her senses but not understanding what's going on.
perhaps calling himself crazy would be an overstatement. but you had him confused and dazed, nonetheless.
he thinks he's done something wrong. but he doesn't know what it is. why else would you leave in the middle of the fucking night after the things you two had done together? he's sitting in the living room, one hand in his hair and phone in the other. he's texting osamu, telling him about your amorous endeavors from that night. it had been roughly two weeks since then. and if he was correct(and not borderline insane), you hated his guts.
he wasn't sure why, though. had he not performed well? when the two of you had done "it", did he not please you? what was the issue here? you didn't sound like you hated it, in fact, you sounded quite the opposite throughout.
his phone rings. it's osamu.
"hey-"
"you did what with [y/n]?!" suna has to move the phone away from his ears for that one. his eyebrows knot as he puts the call on speaker, not understanding why osamu of all people is having such an outburst. it's usually atsumu who's the annoying one with no sense of rationality.
"we um," rintarō's face flushes red. he even hides his face with his palms, even though his grey-haired best friend can't see him, "we had sex."
"oh my fuckin' god," the younger miya twin throws more profanities on the phone, but rintarō chooses to tune them out. but then osamu continues, "do ya even know what ya've done? are ya stupid? do ya have no common-fucking-sense? sunarin, for fuck's sake, how can ya be less emotionally intelligent than a fuckin' celery?"
"stop swearing at me, you jackass!" the middle-blocker picks up his phone, almost yelling into it. he then narrows his eyes, lips pursed as he asks, "what exactly did i do wrong?"
"ya do fuckin' realize," suna assumes what osamu's doing is taking a bite out of an apple between his sentences, "ya had a girlfriend a month ago. a pretty fuckin' serious one, at that."
"oh," suna's train of thought stops. oh, shit. fuck, fuck, fuck. what the hell had he done? oh my god.
"yeah, 'oh'. what the bloody hell were ya thinking?" osamu swears again. but this time, rintarō thinks he might've deserved it. all of it. you ignoring him, osamu swearing at him, that nagging feeling at the back of his throat. and that pang in his chest when you left with your things at four o'clock in the fucking morning.
"ya do realize, [y/n] prolly feels more like shit than you do. they haven't spoken to me or 'tsumu after that night. i thought they dropped off the face of the earth until akaashi-san said they were havin' some kinda crisis so they were busy. turns out [y/n] hasn't been showin' up for lectures either," osamu drones on for a few minutes. then it strikes suna. he hadn't even bothered to give you an explanation about why he broke up with his girlfriend.
or actually, she broke up with him. because of you. his mind wavers at the memories of that night where she called him to the local diner to tell him off. she even told everyone it was a mutual break-up and that it didn't work out. he was just glad she fell out of love with him before he accidentally broke her heart. she had every right to do what she did. he was a total, complete twat who didn't know what he was doing. he had hurt so many people, because in actuality, he was just as emotionally stupid as atsumu.
to be honest, even atsumu isn't this stupid. suna has to give that guy some credit.
"what do you even feel about [y/n], sunarin? do ya like them? or didja use them 'cause you were bored 'n wanted ta get yer dick wet?" the accusation makes the middle-blocker wince.
"jesus christ, give me some credit, dude. of course i like them. you know, i never told any of you this, but michi broke up with me because of [y/n]."
"wait, hold on, what? what the fuck?"
"yeah, um," suna hates admitting that he's wrong. gosh, he has to, though. he's done enough. he doesn't want to hurt you any longer, "apparently, i was in love with [y/n] all along and didn't know it."
"oh my god," osamu literally gives up. rintarō can hear his friend facepalm through the phone, "yer such a screwed up person, man. didja even bother telling them this?"
"about that-"
"ya didn't tell 'em. wow. what else could i expect from someone with the emotional range of a fuckin' goldfish? just cut the damn call, already. i got shit to do. and go tell [y/n] all of this or i'll break yer legs the next time i see ya." beep, beep, beep.
he actually ended the call himself. huh, suna thinks to himself. but then he tosses his phone into the pocket of his sweats, pulls on a hoodie, and leaves his apartment.
he's not coming back without making it up to you. no fucking way. all the while that he's driving to your place, he curses at himself for being such a complete and utter dunce. and when he finally stands outside your door, his hands are sweaty and shaking. he's never even been this nervous for a match.
he knocks thrice. dum, dum, dum. then twice, dum, dum. then once, dum.
this was how you guys had communicated in high school. when something went terribly wrong and you needed each other's company. three, two, one. slowly. this was how he'd knocked on the door of the broom closet after school when you were inside having a panic attack. it was how you'd knocked on his bedroom door after they'd lost the match to karasuno in second year.
"go away, rin," you croaked from the inside, "i don't wanna see you."
"'course you don't. i'm an asshole," he says, "but i know where the spare key is and i'll trespass on you if you don't open this door right now."
the door opens a mere second later. you stand there in an oversized tee and shorts, hair a complete mess and eyes glassy. your under-eyes had swollen up too. this was all... because of him?
"the fuck do you want now? more sex?" you ask crudely. he almost scoffs, but he's clearly in the wrong here. you were his best friend. you had the right to abuse him like this because he'd used you. hell, you should be saying more than things like this.
"i'm sorry," he tries to hold your hand, but you move away from him. he feels his heart crack and his throat close up, but he continues, "do you know why michi and i broke up?"
"oh god, " you scoff, "if this is why you're here. please leave."
"listen to me," he holds your shoulders. you visibly look agitated and angry. you have every right to, of course. but you have to hear this. he has to say this. he goes on, "michi left me. i didn't leave her but she left me. don't you want to know why?"
"let me guess, she got fed up with your piece-of-shit attitude?" you walk away, to the kitchen as you turn on the coffee-maker. he chases after you, grabbing you by your shoulders again. you almost push him off.
"because i love you, goddamnit!" he shakes you lightly, "do you understand? she wasn't you. she understood that from the very beginning! that's she why left me."
"oh," you blink slowly, drinking it in, "oh."
"'oh'? that's all you have to say?"
"oh please, rintarō," you roll your eyes, "i've been in love with you since freshman year of high-school and you didn't fucking notice. you are genuinely the most stupid person i have ever met. you know, atsumu knew from the very beginning. he's an idiot, sure, but he's actually really smart when he wants to. osamu knows too- why are you looking at me like i'm a terrorist or something?"
oh. what the heck?
"you were in love with me for five years and didn't even bother saying anything? even the fucking twins know? you do realize, this whole thing could've been avoided if you had just told me you liked me before i said okay to that date with michi a few months ago."
"hey, you don't get to come here and tell me i've done something wrong when you realized you were in love with me because michi, of all people, told you. you didn't have the balls to do that part on your own? instead, you come and sleep with me-"
"i thought that made it very clear that i liked you, come on-"
"absolutely not."
"not even a little bit?"
"no."
"oh come on," he nudges as you pour yourself coffee, "maybe a little?"
you smile. he mentally lets out a huge sigh.
"fuck you, yeah, maybe a little," you mutter. he wants to punch the air and kick it and jump around as if he's five-years-old again. because what the hell? he bickered with you and that's all it took to make you smile. holy shit, he thinks.
"go on a date with me," he slides his arms around your waist in the kitchen. you chuckle, holding back a laugh, "no."
"come on, please?" he whines into your ear, placing a chaste kiss on your shoulder, "just five minutes of your time next weekend. i promise it'll be worth it."
"five minutes?" you look back, an eyebrow raised, "you sure? i'll put a timer on my phone and everything."
"shut up," he tells you. then, you grin, "make me."
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notes: then they kiss, kiss, fell in love.
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dcdreamblog · 2 days ago
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This is a sensitive topic, so feel free not to answer, but several heroes have turned to villainy before (for example, the hero Obsidian), and I'd like to know how that's discussed in your profession's circles.
Are they still considered heroes? Most have returned to the role, but I could see some people refusing to view them as such.
Let's...take Obsidian as a sample case, just because by the fact that his and his family's identities are public we can get a bit more into the weeds without wild speculation.
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(Obsidian's official portrait/poster during his original tenure in Infinity Inc)
Todd Rice and his twin sister Jennie-Lyn Hayden are the biological children of the Golden Age Green Lantern, Alan Scott and the former villainess Thorn AKA Rose Canton.
Canton was originally "cured" of her schizophrenia through prolonged treatment on Themyscira but after the HUAC trial and the passage of the Keane Act lead the Amazons to retreat from wider civilization, Canton chose to return to the world at large, seeking a fresh start despite warnings that the continued effectiveness of her treatment couldn't be guaranteed outside of Paradise Island (due mostly to "Man's World's" inability to recognize or empathetically treat a mentally ill woman in that time period, especially one with a criminal record)
Canton, under an assumed identity, romanced and eventually married Alan Scott. Only for her Rose persona to reappear during their honeymoon. Fleeing without a trace to avoid allowing Rose to kill Scott, Canton also placed the twins their honeymoon had produced up for adoption to protect them from herself.
While his sister was adopted by well meaning, imperfect parents in the suburbs of Milwaukee, Rice was raised by an abusive alcoholic who kept the truth of Rice's parentage and sister from him into his young teenage years. Escaping his household and meeting up with his sister, Rice took the name Obsidian due to the shadow controlling powers he had gained, possibly due to any number of exposures during his father's or mother's superhuman careers. Joining up with other children and proteges of the JSA, they founded the hero team Infinity Inc.
The problems arose when Rice began to manifest symptoms of his own schizophrenic disorder, exacerbated by events such as the breakup of Infinity Inc, his sister's depowering and leaving Earth alongside the modern Green Lantern, a final confrontation with his birth mother leading to her death AND Rice's unconfronted (and thus, unsupported) homosexuality.
His reunion with Scott was also not what the young man had expected, with the famously gruff and laconic Scott failing to be the emotional presence his long lost son needed. Rice was easy enough to manipulate via Scott's old enemies Ian Karkull, Mordru and Eclipso who pushed Rice into a confrontation with his adoptive father that ultimately turned deadly.
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(A photograph of Obsidian, taken from the streets of Milwaukee before his battle with the Justice Society. Photographer unknown.)
The JSA at large became involved, leading to a public battle in the streets of Milwaukee where Rice and Scott came to blows directly. Rice was publically defeated and remanded into psychiatric custody of some kind (though obviously details are not forthcoming on that, nor should they be)
Next the world saw of him, Obsidian was announced as a member of the JSA's modern roster where he has remained, more or less, to this day. Obsidian was, until the return to public prominence of Extrano, the most notable gay man in the superhero community, he currently lives alongside his husband and son in Los Angeles and has been a public advocate for mental health treatment and the normalization of schizophrenia and psychotic disorders in public life, most famously saying
"If the gay thing AND the mentally ill thing hadn't both been sealed in together so long. Things would have been different." in an interview for the Justice League Queer's website.
The superheroes who "fall from grace" (as loathe I am to use that particular metaphor) and then return to it are to be, more often than not, celebrated.
One of the main things my profession exists to detail is that our protectors are, for all its wondrous complexities, human. Todd Rice happens to be a human who was struggling with an undiagnosed mental illness, unknowingly keeping himself in the closet, an abusive upbringing, the trauma inherent in superhero work, a birth father who was not emotionally available, the loss of a sibling and team who had been his only support system AND being radicalized by a trio of evil shadow wizards.
The fact that he came back to the light at ALL is nothing short of a miracle in being. He was in custody, he got treatment, he got OUT of treatment and has spent every day since saving lives and advocating for people like him to the best of his ability.
If we cannot accept that, cannot see the ineffable good in mankind the manifests in that journey with all its peaks and valleys. Then what the FUCK are any of us doing any of this for anyway?
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thevoidstaredback · 1 month ago
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How To Balance as "Gus, Don't Be..." Quotes
Danny: Tim, don't be ridiculous.
Danny: Tim, don't be a silly goose.
Danny: Tim, don't be a crazy hooligan.
Danny: Tim, don't be a gooey chocolate chip cookie.
Danny: Tim, don't be a rabid porcupine.
Danny: Tim, don't be a giant snapping turtle.
Danny: Tim, don't be a paranoid schizophrenic.
Danny: Tim, don't be a gloomy you.
Danny: Tim, don't be a little girl on this.
Danny: Tim, don't be a Traveling Wilbury.
Danny: Tim, don't be an incorrigible Eskimo pie with a caramel ribbon.
Danny: Tim, don't be an old sponge with hair hanging off of it.
Danny: Tim, don't be a myopic chihuahua.
Danny: Tim, don't be exactly half of an eleven-pound black forest ham.
Danny: Tim, don't be William Zabka from 'Back to School'.
Danny: Tim, don't be this crevice in my arm.
Danny: Tim, don't be the last of the famous international playboys.
Danny: Tim, don't be principal and interest.
Danny: Tim, don't be the ribs that flip over Fred Flintstone's car.
Danny: Tim, don't be 'Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Marzipan'.
Danny: Tim, don't be the American adaptation of the British Tim.
Danny: Tim, don't be the third Thompson Twin with the dreads.
Danny: Tim, don't be the new Meshach Taylor.
Danny: Tim, don't be the 'iiiiit' in 'wait for iiiiit'.
Danny: Tim, don't be Leon from the 'Like a Prayer' video.
Danny: Tim, don't be Nic Cage's accent from 'Con Air'.
Danny: Tim, don't be Topher Grace running on the beach at the end of 'In Good Company'.
Danny: Tim, don't be the ten tigers of Canton.
Danny: Dick, don't be Canada.
Danny: Tim, don't be George Hamilton's reaction when Ashley came to him and said "Dad, I think I'll become an actor, too".
Danny: Tim, don't be the second drummer from 38 Special.
Danny: Tim, don't be the one game at Chuck E. Cheese that isn't broken.
Danny: Tim, don't be Fine Young Cannibal’s cover of 'Suspicious Minds'.
Danny: Tim, don't be both Ashlee Simpson albums.
Danny: Tim, don't be the only black lead on a major cable network.
Danny: Tim, don't be your jury summons that I accidentally threw away last month along with something called a W-2.
Danny: Tim, don't be the scream from 'Holding Back the Years'.
Danny: Tim, don't be the way Eriq La Salle spells 'Eric'.
Danny: Tim, don't be Keith Sweat now.
Danny: Tim, don't be the mystery mousketool.
Danny: Tim, don't be Pete Rose's haircut.
Danny: Tim, don't be Lao Che.
Danny: Tim, don't be the bitch from apartment 23.
Danny: Tim, don't be the Tom Selleck to her Paulina Porizkova.
Danny: Tim, don't be the remake of 'Yours, Mine and Ours'. While I am at it, don't be the original either.
Danny: Tim, don't be the second time ever I saw your face.
Tim: Oh Danny, don't be such a Filipino Steve Perry.
Danny: Tim, don't be Weepy Boy Santos.
Danny: Tim, don't be the kites upon strings.
Danny: Tim, don't be the very model of a modern major general.
Danny: Tim, don't be 'The Howling Two: Your Sister's a Werewolf'.
Danny: Tim, don't be the 100th Luftballoon.
Danny: Tim, don't be the comma in 'Earth, Wind & Fire'.
Danny: Tim, don't be the tender sweetness of a seasick crocodile.
Danny: Tim, don't be the C above middle C in Those Endearing Young Charms.
Danny: Tim, don't be the night your dad fell asleep inside your mom.
Danny: Tim, don't be Adrien Brody's last breath in The Village.
Danny: Tim, don't be all the chalices that Indy didn't choose at the end of Last Crusade.
Tim: Don't be a negative frittato, Danny.
Danny: Oh come on Tim, don't be the red wax on a wheel of Gouda.
Danny: Tim, don't be fake news.
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mikimakiboo · 5 months ago
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Master post because why not
I wanna keep track of my own stuff lmao
Link to the art masterpost !
My tree !!
Latest update: 25/12
| My OCs
• Toxicity
Introduction post to my OC Toxicity !
@/sleepy-batz made an amazing fanart of him I'm in love + trick by @/mcnotok
Also put him in a pumpkin for Halloween + turned him into a cookie + Christmas package
• Miranda
My Toriel OC, Miranda !
| Time Travelers AU
This one belongs to me ! Also called TT AU for short
A bad sans poly AU where they all come from different time periods and travel through time
Long ass reblog chain with all the lore so far
Backstories: Nightmare • Dust • Killer • Cross • Horror
Some silly thoughts :D ••• Dust listening to Tally Hall • The music they like • them getting drunk • what every friend group does • crossover with G&M AU • Nightmare writing books
First part ( the following parts will be linked in the posts :3 )
Checkpoints:
Part 5
| Incorrect quotes
I'm not not gonna link all of them lol, but you can find them under the "original post" tag or simply the "incorrect quotes" tag with the multiple ones I reblogged
| My fanfictions
Wheels of misfortune (disabled AU, Nightmare angst)
Muffins (Real Age AU)
Surprise Adoption (Real Age AU)
Just like them (no AU, Nightmare angst)
Tiny Menace - Tiny Steps Forward (Bitty Nightmare AU, related parts)
Your meat isn't dead, it's still moving (Ghost & Medium AU, Horror encounter)
You will be fine, now (16+) (Bitty Nightmare AU, angst)
Two for the price of one (Double Noot / Noot² AU)
Unexpected Visitors (Time Travelers AU, bsp, follow ups linked in the chapters)
Happier Somewhere Else (no AU, Nightmare angst)
Learning To Trust, With Love (Sansnautica AU, bsp)
Birthday Cake (short-story, Nightmare's birthday)
| Disabled AU
The idea for the disabled au comes from @/unknownchoatic
Paraplegic Nightmare: first and second post that started everything, + wheels of misfortune
Aphasic Horror
ASD/Blind Killer
Schizophrenic Dust
Schizophrenic Error
| Gifts and Collabs
Every gifts and collabs I did for/with @/ancha-aus ! (the AUs all belong to her)
• Real Age AU
An AU in which Nightmare reverts back to his passive form (who is still six years old) and where the gang now takes care of him like their own child
We have two fanfics:
Muffins
Surprise adoption
And two fanarts here and here !
• Ghost and Medium AU
I simply wrote some interpretations of everyone's backstories :) so it's not canon ! (Unless she says so)
Biiiiiig post explaining everything (containing additional links)
+ fic Your meat isn't dead, it's still moving
In this AU you will find: medium Dust, ghost Killer, priest Cross, ghost Horror, demon Nightmare, and god Error
• Double Noot / Noot² AU
An AU in which Corrupt (aka Corrupted Nightmare) gets separated from Nightmare (aka passive Nightmare) who is still a child, turned out Corrupt was holding him without knowing it to give him time to heal
Reblog chain that kinda started it all
Fanfiction: Two for the price of one
• Sansnautica AU
A BSP including Sans, crossover AU with Subnautica (that i don't know anything about lol)
Fanfiction: Learning To Trust, With Love
| some headcanons
Not all 'cause I did so many lol and there's so much already omg
Holding hands (Nightmare)
Biting (Dream&Nightmare)
General Nightmare headcanons
Nonbinary Nightmare
Dream and Nightmare NSFW headcanon (not explicit but please be 18+)
Puns (Nightmare)
Nightmare's sexuality
Some Dream headcanon
Nightmare's bad eating habits
Fresh's soul
Kisses (bad sans poly/Nightmare)
Looking up to the grown ups
Horror feeding everyone
General headcanons about the mtt as a poly
Dreamtale twins' emotions affected by their aura
Nightmare and animals
Nightmare has automatonophobia + calling the gang dolls
Nightmare's blind spot
Killer the yo-yo master
Nightmare overestimating Dream
Eldritch horror Nightmare shitpost
| Concepts
A weird crossover au idea inspired by HTTYD, featuring the Dreamtale twins as dragons for one and everyone as dragon-riders for the other
A story concept about the Bad Sanses being kidnapped by the Star Sanses
The Dreamtale twins being compared to the Viking Gods (Idunn, Baldr and Loki) + the twins' design
Nightmare trying very hard to cause negativity but it backfires and he creates positivity instead
Video game concept
| song analysis
Lifeline by Thousand Foot Krutch and Passive Nightmare getting corrupted
Take it out on me by Thousand Foot Krutch and the bad sanses
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