#sadness but peace

[mueritos]

is ur instagram gone or😭😭

it is....it got deleted last wednesday and im still fighting for it to be back. it was deleted for "violating community guidelines" even tho I wasn't on instagram all day. my guess is that someone either like. mass flagged my ass which i doubt cuz im just standing here. my other guess is that i had enough strikes for my account to be deleted, but they forgot to delete it and then they finally remembered to nerf. I also never got a warning before they deleted my account. I will admit, if I don't get my account back, you will not see my ass back on instagram for a long time. If i don't get my account back I'm just going to take some time to re-evaluate how I want to proceed on that app because I don't want to restart and build up that following again, especially because it took me nearly a decade......so yea. I'm fighting instagram at the moment and I don't know if anyone else can help by submitting their own reports thru their app that my account was deleted wrongly

[baroquepopcorn]

[soul-from-another-era]

[spineless-lobster]

Hey so if you guys here any pained animalistic sobs and/or wails don’t mind that it’s only me thinking about the house of hades family portraits

[puckpatties]

i love you forever and ever girldad chilchuck

[hrokkall]

"Sad Cat Poem" by Spencer Madsen

[theonlydrewboo]

Sad but true.

[mirensiart]

wind, whenever he sees one of the older links in distress: my big brother senses are tingling

anyway, I like it when people write wind using his big bro skills with the chain :)

[mingyusbinch]

REST IN PEACE, DEAR MOONBIN (1998-2023)

[solarockk]

Im oh so normal about real life smp and gaslight gatekeep girlboss

[filmloversociety]

Rest in peace, Shelley Duvall (1949-2024)

[larrylimericks]

19Oct24

No matter how mad the word made us, It always held hope — a “hiatus.”

I’m sad for so many reasons — the fundamental sadness of death, and at such a young age; having to process the mortality of someone so extraordinary it seems they should transcend a fate as ordinary as dying; aching for his family and friends; angry that he had to navigate such a cruel world, one that continues to disrespect him in death. Yes, Liam was damaged and in turn damaged others; he had demons to face and amends to make — I like to think he would have, given a chance. His talent was so immense, and there was so much more to come. I believe he would have found a way to redemption, and then had such a beautiful renaissance.

The joy of being a 1D fan has always been policed and mocked. We’ve so frequently been laughed at, dismissed for the intensity of our love for the band. And now, the world wants to do the same with our grief, questioning its legitimacy, trivializing our feelings. But this loss is real. And this grief is valid.

And the grief of losing Liam is compounded by the grief of losing so much else. He wasn’t just a celebrity. They weren’t just a boyband. He was an integral part of an integral part of our formative years — no matter how old we were when we found them. So many of us are the people we are in part because of the people they are. Were. We’ve lost a beloved one, we’ve lost innocence, we’ve lost inspiration, we’ve lost a piece of our foundation.

We’ve lost hope.

It used to frustrate me, in retrospect, that they called it a “hiatus.” It felt dishonest — like a gentle lie to let us down easy. Why couldn’t they just say it was over? That being a boy band has a built-in shelf life, and it was time to explore solo careers. But now I understand the kindness in that word. For hope springs eternal, and it didn’t matter if it never came. All that matters was that it might. And “hiatus” wasn’t just for us; it held their optimism too. Especially Liam’s. It left the door open, even if only a crack, for the possibility of something more.

It’s been a remarkable gift to watch each one find his own path and his own voice. But when they announced a hiatus in 2015, they planted a seed of hope that someday we’d see the unrivaled magic of those boys on stage together again — the greatest team the world has ever seen. Maybe Zayn would join, probably not. Maybe it would’ve been a one-off thing for charity or a special anniversary. Maybe it would be in their 50s when the allure of easy money from a reunion tour was too tempting to resist. But surely, eventually, 1D would reunite in some capacity. I was excited to see how their once frenetic energy and youthful antics would meld with the mature solo artists they’ve become.

That hope sustained us through 18 months and eventually eight years, but now the hiatus is over. I would have happily clowned for every remaining day of my life than know this new certainty brought by the finality of Liam’s death. Maybe, someday, there will be a memorial performance. Maybe we’ll see three or four out of five come together to honor him — and what a poignant testament it will be that Liam was what could bring them together. Or maybe it will never feel right to them to take the stage without him, and that, too, will make all the sense in the world.

I wish I had an uplifting ending for this post. I don’t. I wake up and my first thought is “Liam isn’t here anymore,” and then I go about my day with that relentless realization lurking around the corner of every mundane task I do.

I haven’t been able to listen to their music yet. It’s a cruel trick that the thing that always brought comfort is now a trigger for grief. But I hope that will soon change. That, at some point, I’ll put on WMYB, get choked up at “You’re insecure” and second-guess my readiness. But then jump to History, and find solace in the lyrics that are currently rattling around my brain but aren’t ready to be heard yet: “This is not the end, this is not the end” … “We can live forever.”

❯❯❯❯

[soul-from-another-era]

My apologies, i didn't live up to your expectations.

[0multifandomweirdo0]

Rayla is going to have to tell Runaan that she's been banished out of Silvergrove - my god, his little girl will never be able to go home with him

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Get Their Ass.

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[pinchan]

good job yuta now ur teacher will never know peace