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The BAU Team stands inside a cathedral, the crime scene for the latest case. Hotch and Morgan are talking to the priest. Yourself, Rossi, and Reid are observing and studying the crime scene.
You look up to catch Hotch standing tall, stern look on his face, and his hands each perched on his hips, his jacket pushed back. Your eyes scan him from head to toe.
y/n: *under your breath* forgive me father for I have sexualized an older man.
Rossi:
Reid:
y/n:
Rossi: We are in a church! *smacks the back of your head with the case file*
Reid: *visibly nauseous*
#aaron hotchner#criminal minds#david rossi#spencer reid#aaron hotch hotchner#y/n#aaron hotchner x reader#aaron hotchner x you#aaron hotch x reader#poor spencer
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Also, slight side note. Officer usually were grouped somewhat together in these things. So…Benny woulda been nearby. How do we think this informs their relationship. The fact she doesn’t even have to tell him, he just knows and he’s neither skittish about it or hung up on it. And so she can just have had that in her past and if she wants to talk about it they can but she doesn’t have ti fully tell him until she really wants.
I think this all the time. Because immediately following the war, I think she isolates from these people specifically because she doesn’t wanna be perceived by people who know what she’s gone through. But then later in her life it serves her to have someone understand without her having to explain and to just KNOW what she’s gone through. Because I wonder that all the time about her and Spencer like I know he knew nothing about her? Even the scar on her breast like I wonder what she told him.
I’ve been thinking about this a lot as I started sorta messing around with Benny and Lu scenes…
For Spencer? I bet he thought it was gnarly as hell, maybe pulled her top down during a heated moment and she didn’t mind she just wanted to warn or explain maybe, but his shocked and rather grossed out face made all the truth and transparency die on her tongue. “Flak.” she lies and she used to turn maroon and feel the fear of god when she lied but the long she’s with him, the easier it gets.
If she dates some of the nice army boys in the tornado project out from her college days, which I like to think she does and that she gets frisky with them, or one of them, I imagine her preemptively warning about the “flack.” This guy is smarter and not an asshole even if he is young and not super smooth at handling it, he certainly doesn’t make her feel ugly for it, but he also looks like he knows she’s lying. She realizes he probably knows it’s a bite. He leaves it there, and it’s really all well and fine with him but that lie and that lack of trust between them sours it for her and she feels she’s got no one to blame but herself.
Then there’s Benny. Benny who has guarded the showers a hundred times for the girls, Benny who ushered her to his other side when the dogs got too close in camp, Benny who whistles without fanfare for Meatball to go inside whenever she pulls up, Benny who neither shrinks from cupping her nor presumes to tug her neckline down until he’s asked “ya sure?” and then he treats it like it’s a breast and she’s a woman and he’s a man who loves her

#those who can#Benny x Lu#poor Spencer#stabby emojis#guys I so wanna talk their romance right now I’m in a mood
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Emily Prentiss being straight is about as believable as Spencer Reid being neurotypical.
#poor fucker works with fbi profilers and is still somehow out here rawdogging undiagnosed autism#she is a lesbian your honor#autistic spencer reid#criminal minds#emily prentiss#spencer reid#shitpost
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Leverage S05E11 The Low Low Price Job.
#leverage#alec hardison#eliot spencer#aldis hodge#christian kane#long post#can someone PLEASE just give eliot a hug#poor guy is barely holding it together judging by those chin wobbles#hardison for sure was not expecting any of that which happened to actually happen#ghostly'sgifs
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Reid: can we all just collectively agree to skip Valentine’s Day?
Rossi: don’t ask me.
Derek: we’re all bad at expressing our feelings, so, yeah, why not?
Emily: if we did our jobs like we communicate our care for each other we would be fired and dead.
Hotch: can you put that in writing for me?
JJ: Valentine’s Day is a scam anyways. don’t get me started. it’s cute but… eh.
*Penelope slowly backs away with arms full of Valentine’s Day cards, goodies, and flowers*
#poor penelope- someone give her a heart shaped card and roses right now.#pls this is a joke!! they are pretty good at caring for each other#spencer reid#dr spencer reid#david rossi#derek morgan#emily prentiss#aaron hotchner#jennifer jareau#penelope garcia#cm#incorrect cm#cm fandom#criminal minds#criminal minds fandom#criminal minds incorrect quotes#incorrect criminal minds quotes#incorrect criminal minds#criminal minds imagine#criminal minds incorrect#incorrect criminal minds quote#cm incorrect quotes
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"Don't be ridiculous, man."
#alec hardison#eliot spencer#leverage#leverage redemption#my gifs#my posts#poor harry#he's trying so hard to understand#lr gifs
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Love when people are like "Shawn doesn't keep the facade up with Gus" like, girl! He keeps it up when he's ALONE, WHAT DO YOU MEANNNN😭😭😭
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I've got the very weird feeling Nina would be the type of gal pal that would try and convince Crowley to get into Tinder/Grindr and when he does cave, she takes the phone from him and starts swipping right in every single possible person without looking at faces or details or anything, not because she cares and lowkey feels guilty over the whole breakup (she does, but don't let Crowley - much less Maggie - even dream about it), but because she really really wants to see what happens like a social experiment. And because she's chaotic, cmon
Watch the whole of London desperately finally getting to match with the mysterious gothic redhead with the sunglasses and the fancy car that has plagued the city for as long as anyone can remember
#good omens#crowley#anthony j crowley#david tennant#nina good omens#gomens#it would be more than a bit messy#good omens s2#good omens season 2#good omens fandom#*hides packed bags behind his back* no i'm not moving to London whatever do you mean-#it's just a sexy lil guy i'm not that desperate#no this was not based on what i did to my best friend <3 *shoves the poor gal off the room*#i may or may not unintentionally given the por bitch a trauma but it was only an accident i promise#good omens headcanon#good omens headcanons#good omens (possible) fanfiction?#spencer might write#aziraphale come back before nina and i disgrace your man#good omens 2#ineffable divorce#good omens 3#good omens season 3#go#unhinged posting
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After Emily ‘died’
Reid:
Meanwhile
JJ:
#jemily#criminal minds#emily prentiss#jennifer jareau#criminal minds memes#cm#emily prentiss x jennifer jareau#poor Reid lol#least he didn’t do drugs again…#spencer reid
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Leverage 4x7- "The Grave Danger Job"
#christian kane#leverage#eliot spencer#alec hardison#aldis hodge#parker#beth riesgraf#nathan ford#timothy hutton#sophie devereaux#gina bellman#the grave danger job#i can't not interpret eliot's know-how as being on the other side of this. he's buried a body or two or 20 in a graveyard in broad daylight#also poor hardison... being buried alive in a cemetery is even scarier for him than being buried alive anywhere else
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Endless shopping spree 🛍️
Line art and screenshot inspiration:
#poor spencer just wants to go home#I tried drawing the background but failed ☹️#billy joe cobra#spencer wright#rajeev bhagwati#dtmg#dude that’s my ghost
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I just woke up but I’m sorry angsty thoughts are consuming me 😞😞 I think what Lu suffered at the hands of the SS and at the stalag literally just comprises a total loss of autonomy. So much of what she went through was so dehumanizing in its literal sense because she was repeatedly used to get at other people in such horrific ways. And I think that affects so much of her post war arc. Like no wonder she’s desperate to do, not only “normal things” but things that make her feel like a human. I genuinely think, that a lot of what she goes through with Spencer is fed by a desire for her to just feel. Like her wanting to try sex and feel normal emotions. And unfortunately, as she gets in a rough head space, I could see her seeking out negative emotions instead of positive ones and that being why she stays with him, because she doesn’t want to feel numb
SEEKING OUT NEGATIVE EMOTIONS SO SHE AT LEAST DOESNT FEEL NUMB— oh my god Nonnie is your morning head ok?! but at the same time thank you for this genius take oh god it hurts
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Human Allen and furry Kevin...
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"6daze happens to be the hottest voice in anarchist-Marxist-hyperrealist-postmodernist street art."
Leverage Redemption S01E04 The Tower Job.
#leverage#leverage redemption#breanna casey#eliot spencer#sophie devereaux#aleyse shannon#christian kane#gina bellman#aw poor eliot he just wanted to be the subject of a painting#possibly thought it was going to be a kind of harlan leverage iii situation but this time he was the subject#ghostly'sgifs
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watching criminal minds and realizing how much shit hotch has to explain in his reports😭😭 morgan kicking down doors, rossi insulting local pd, garcia hacking sites she’s not supposed to, the reason gideon insulted unsubs- like give this man a break .
this is excluding all the times reid gets kidnapped, shot, injured, taken hostage, sent to jail etc like that’s a whole other hassle LOL
#poor hotch#sky blabs#criminal minds#aaron hotchner#ssa aaron hotchner#agent hotchner#derek morgan#ssa derek morgan#agent morgan#ssa hotchner#ssa morgan#penelope garcia#david rossi#ssa david rossi#agent rossi#ssa rossi#jason gideon#ssa jason gideon#agent gideon#ssa gideon#spencer reid#ssa spencer reid#agent reid#ssa reid
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Are you mine? - Chapter ten: "Hell and back"
Summary: The Reid family doesn't have time to deal with what just happened to Spencer, 'cause there is more trauma waiting for them and the rest of the team. Word count: 4.490 Warnings: Criminal Minds trauma happening. Morgan gets hurt. A/N: The hardest part about writing this whole book was the fact a bunch of bad things happened, to Spencer and the team. It really hurts to know it won't get easier soon... sorry.
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(Y/N)'s point of view
Looking back at that moment, I think I enjoyed my second pregnancy way more than I did the first one. I wasn't freaking out most of the time, I felt more secure. Spencer was, as always, my prince charming. He helped with every craving, did all the chores I couldn't do, helped with Raven, and prepared a nursery in the spare room in our apartment.
- "We should start considering moving to a bigger place."- I commented as I walked into the room and found Spencer painting the walls in the lovely baby blue we had picked.- "We are kind of crowded here, imagine how it will be when the baby arrives."
- "Did you know moving is one of the three most stressful events in life?"- my husband asked almost shocked I had suggested moving. - "Statistically, over 45% of people consider it the most stressful event in life."- Spencer continued painting as he talked to me. I ran my hands down his shoulders and kissed his cheek.
- "Clearly, those people do not have our jobs."- he chuckled at my reply and looked at me with a sweet smile.
- "Do you like how the nursery is coming along?"
- "Very much. You have a lot of skills, Spencer Walter Reid."
- "Yes, I do, Mrs. Reid."- he stood up, left the roller on the tray, and wrapped his arms around me. - "How are you feeling today?"
- "Like I'm baby Reid's yoga gym."- my answer made Spencer chuckle as he carefully placed a lock of hair that fell in my face behind my ear and kissed the top of my nose.
- "You are a lovely gym."
- "Thank you."- Spencer hummed in contentment as I held him close to my body and kissed his neck. - "But we should start considering getting a house."
- "I know."- he whispered, his words muffled against my body.- "But... I don't..."
- "You don't wanna leave 'cos there are too many memories here you don't wanna forget?"- I murmured and played with Spencer's hair as I felt him nodding.- "You know you have an eidetic memory. It's not like you are gonna forget anything so easily."
- "I know. But you know how I feel about change. It's... hard."- Spencer pouted as he looked at me, and his sweet eyes looked at me with love and a dash of fear.
- "Nothing's gonna change if we move from this apartment. Except maybe we won't be so crowded."- I teased him playfully and he chuckled.
- "I wanna give you everything you want. If you want to move to a house, I wanna do it for you. I wanna be able to give you the house of your dreams."- his words touched me and nearly brought tears to my eyes. I had to bite my lips as I stared at him in silence, nodding at his words.
- "The house of my dreams is any place I live with you and our babies."- my words brought a big smile to Spencer's lips and eyes. A smile that was interrupted by the sound of my cell phone.
- "Please don't tell me we have a case."- my husband murmured as I walked out of the room. Raven was watching a movie in the living room and coloring a book.
- "No, it's my mom. She and my Dad are coming for dinner. Hey mom!"
I wish I could tell you Spencer got better at dealing with changes. But he didn't. It has always been hard for him. There are things you can be prepared for to change, like our kids. We both know they are gonna grow up, move out and be independent. We know that and we have made peace with that thought. But there are things you never see coming. Things that hit you, like a blow on the face, and that make you reconsider everything you think you believe in.
And guess what? That's what happened next.
The following Wednesday we were at the office when Garcia announced we had a case. I was sitting at my desk going through some paperwork and eating the third orange of the day. I was going through a very citrus stage30 weeks into pregnancy. Oranges and lemons were my regular cravings.
Morgan looked nervous when he met us in the conference room. He walked in with Rossi, and Garcia started briefing us in no time. Twenty minutes later, I was calling my mom to tell her we were on our way to Los Angeles to catch another serial killer.
Morgan didn't only look nervous during the debriefing, he was anxious the entire time. During the flight, he was constantly checking on his phone, frowning. It wasn't until we were ready to go back home, later that very same night, that Rossi explained to me that Savannah had asked him "to talk". And knowing Morgan as well as I do know him, it was clear he was overthinking everything and anything that he might have done wrong to upset his girlfriend. That man was whipped. That was something I sweetly reminded him of every time he tried to make fun of my husband for loving me so much.
I was just talking with Spencer about that on our way to pick up Raven from my mother's when we got a call from Hotch. My stomach turned into a knot right away. We had just finished a case, that wasn't a good sign.
- "Morgan was taken."
And I was sadly right. It was something incredibly bad.
Spencer's point of view
Things I can't stop thinking about the day Morgan was taken. I drove us to the crime scene as fast as possible and none of us said a word the entire car trip. (Y/N) just landed her hand on my tight and kept it there, caressing me from time to time, as a way to reassure me she was there for me.
I also remember getting out of that car and nearly shoving the police force, desperate to see and know what had happened to my best friend. My wife held my arm and stopped me, as she did all the talking. I was too worried to be even polite. The entire time I felt I was reliving the day Prentiss was taken from us.
JJ got there a few minutes later and ended up talking with the cops as we checked our surroundings and Derek's car. There I found a packet I immediately took and turned to my wife.
- "Let's go back to the BAU."
Savannah was locked talking with Rossi when we got there. Hotch walked down the stairs and stared at us with a stern glance. It was obvious we were all still in the dark about what was happening and why.
- "What did you find?"- Hotch asked as he stood in front of us.
- "No sign of him. But they left this in his car at the parking lot."- I said as I handed it to him.
- "How is Savannah?"- (Y/N) asked, trying and failing to catch a glimpse of her in the office.
- "She is being brave."- Hotch whispered.
- "Poor thing, I'm sure she is going crazy."- my wife replied, mostly to herself and it wounded me to know she actually understood how Savannah was feeling. And I never wanted to put her under that pain again.
- "Could she tell you anything?"- JJ asked, which I knew was the right thing to ask 'cos we had a case to solve, but yet, it felt cold considering the circumstances.
- "She said she thought she heard three attackers and that Morgan sounded drugged before they cut off the call."- Hotch explained and we all nodded.
- "Then it's a coordinated, planned attack, most likely professional."- JJ pointed out the obvious and (Y/N) took the thoughts from my mind as she said.
- "We did just take down a network of online hitmen, but if this is blowback, why Morgan?"
- "We have to assume that we're all targeted."- Hotch's words felt like a stab. - "I've put protective details on each of our families, but I want Savannah to stay here."
(Y/N) gripped my arm as we heard those words. Just what we had always been scared of. Risking our daughter's well-being because of work.
- "It's just until we know what is going on."- Hotch assured us as I wrapped an arm around my wife, trying to calm her down. Something I knew was impossible to do under those circumstances.
- "I'm gonna call mom."- (Y/N) whispered and we nodded. Hotch asked me to ask Rossi to meet us in the conference room 'cause Penelope had some updates, so I knocked on his door and slowly showed in my head. Savannah was pacing inside the office, as scared and nervous as I expected to see her.
- "Garcia needs us."- I waited for Rossi to leave his office and walked in. Savannah was still standing in the middle of it, trying to put herself together.
- "I'm sorry."- I whispered as I looked at her.- "I swear we are going to find him and bring him back."- I added as her eyes watered up. I took a few steps closer and wrapped my arms around her, carefully. She reciprocated and sobbed on my shoulder for a few seconds.
- "Thank you."- I heard her whisper and I nodded silently.
- "Hey Sav."- (Y/N) said from the door.- "Can I get you anything?"- Savannah just shook her head and I walked to stand next to my wife.
- "Just get him back soon."
- "We are doing our best."- I answered immediately as I grabbed (Y/N)'s hand and we slowly started walking to the conference room.
How were we going to deal with Morgan's abduction? I had no idea. Not considering Hotch's words: all our families could be targeted. And I refused to think my job was jeopardizing Raven's safety.
- "This is the block Derek was taken from."- Garcia pointed at the screen. - "That blue dot is him. And then at 9:23, we lost him. So I checked all the other cell signals in the area. They're all legit, aside from one that I was only able to find thanks to some technology no one outside this room needs to know about."
- "What is that?"- I asked, trying to understand what Garcia was implying.
- "An encrypted signal most likely bouncing off a satellite."- Hotch explained simply.
- "I know we're thinking this would be tied to our Darknet investigation, but satellite encryption is much higher in technology than most online crimes."
- "That's true, but the hitmen are still our best lead. We need to exhaust that before we move on to other theories."- Hotch added immediately and then turned to my wife. - "JJ, you (Y/N), and Garcia will take an armed agent to Savannah's house and get her to pack a bag."
- "Yes, sir. Absolutely. But why me?"- Pen questioned, confused.
- "Because while she gathers her things, you are going to see if they were under surveillance."- (Y/N) explained immediately as Hotch nodded and added.
- "Whoever's behind this has been planning this for weeks, if not months. We have no time to catch up. Let's move."
(Y/N)'s point of view
As Penelope checked the local routers and did her computer magic and JJ talked with the neighbors, I helped Savannah pack a few things to take back to the BAU.
Ok, the concept of "helping" could have been a little too generous of me, I was too pregnant to stay on my feet for too long, but let's say I was with her as she packed, and gave her all my moral support.
- "Are you sure you should be working?"- Savannah asked as she grabbed some things from the bathroom.
- "We are not turning this to me. How are you doing with all this?"
- "I hate the fact I live with a profiler and I know things about these cases."- she whispered and shook her head as she opened another drawer and grabbed a sweater. - "I just need to put those thoughts aside and focus on Derek. He is coming back. He has to come back."
- "Of course he will. He is one fucking tough nut to crack. I'm sure he is kicking ass as we speak."- I tried to be as positive as possible, knowing the hell my friend was going through. And I guess that's exactly what she was thinking, 'cos she carefully sat on her bed, next to me, and sighed.
- "Who do you do it?"
- "Do what? Stay positive?"
- "No. How do you deal with Spencer facing all these... threats day after day?"
I sighed and held her hand. There was nothing I could say that could help her process everything she was going through. So I just told her my experience. My dark and painful experience.
- "Sav, like ten years ago, Spencer was abducted, tortured on camera, and drugged for over three days. And during that time, I was a monster. I couldn't think right, I didn't sleep, couldn't eat, and yelled at every single team member that came across my path. Trust me when I tell you I know exactly how you feel."- her eyes wide opened as she heard the short version of some of the darkest days of my life. - "There is nothing I can tell you that might help you deal with this except my promise: we won't give up until he is back. 'Cause he is our family, and we are not going to rest until we bring him home."
- "I'm... I'm pregnant."- Savannah whispered and broke into tears. I wrapped my arms around her and though I wanted to tell her congratulations, it felt like it was the wrong timing.
- "Hey, hey, this is great news. Morgan is going to be so excited when you tell him."
- "I just don't know if I'll be able to tell him."
- "Come on! Don't lose hope in us yet."- I cut her a smile as she wiped the tears off her face. - "You are gonna be an amazing mother, Sav."
- "Thank you, (Y/N)."- I cut her a short smile and ran a hand through my very big belly.
- "I'm glad I'm not gonna be alone in this, we can schedule playdates."- her eyes shone at the idea and it made me feel better to give her a little break from all the pain and angst she was going through.
- "Please don't tell anyone yet."
- "Of course not."
- "Guys?"- JJ's voice downstairs ended our little moment. Savannah grabbed her bag and I helped gather a few more things before we went downstairs.
- "Bags already"- I announced as I saw her standing in the lobby with another agent, who was escorting us.
- "Hey. So I just talked to your neighbors."- JJ announced - "They didn't see anything, and I didn't find anything forensic outside."
- "So, they weren't peeping at us through our windows? Thank God for that, I guess."- Savannah sort of joked as walked to Garcia and rested my hands on her shoulders.
- "That means you are our only hope, Pen."
- "I'm finishing my diagnostic now, munchkin and I think I have something."- Garcia turned to Savannah and asked - "Do you have a wireless router on your DVR?"- like it was the first thing you know about your house.
- "Uh, I think so?"
- "Ok. They used it as their back door. And then the encrypted phone call, this is the hacking version of that same thing, and..."- she made a short pause and gasped, shocked. Shit, that wasn't good.- "Oh, man, they were all up your business."
- "Was it the same unsubs?"
- "My money says yes, but what's weird is they used an intranet."
- "What is that?"- Sav asked, confused.
- "It's a private closed system. They use a portal to a public page."- Pen asked in the simplest way she could, and just like that, the CIA homepage appeared on the screen in front of us.
- "Will someone explain why the CIA would abduct Derek?"- Savannah questioned and none of us knew how to answer that just yet.
No one slept that night. Sav was in Rossi's office, pacing nonstop and drinking herbal tea. We took turns to keep her company, me, and Garcia. Spencer tried to push me into sleeping, but he knew none of us could have more than an hour of sleep under those circumstances. We were all worried sick. And it didn't get any better the following morning when we finally found out who had taken out friends.
Short version of the facts: a group of freelance mercenaries, who specialized in taking up jobs that involved abducting and torturing victims to extract sensitive information out of them, had taken Morgan. Why? They were hired by Chazz Montolo to target Derek, the one SSA he blamed for the death of his son, Giuseppe.
The fucking Dirty Dozen was still hunting our team. Even from beyond the grave.
Spencer's point of view
I could see the exhaustion on the team's faces as we sat across the table. It was around four in the morning, none of us had closed an eye. (Y/N) was sitting next to Rossi, and she kept caressing her belly as I stood by her side, resting my hands on her shoulders, trying to give her some comfort. I don't think I could promise her everything was going to be ok, 'cos at that point, and at that hour, it's always hard to stay positive.
Until Pen rushed in, holding her computer, and nearly yelling.
- "I may have a line on !! I just got notification from Fort Eustis!"- we all turned to her as she sat at the table, hyperventilating as she explained. - "That encrypted SAT phone, it became active again and we managed to pin down one side to here. It is a 20-mile radius in Virginia. The other side was to a contractor who didn't even bother not to use his own cell phone."
- "Arrogant. He thinks we can't find him."- Rossi pointed out as we all stared at the screen.
- "And he would be wrong."- Pen added as she kept typing as fast as possible. - "He being John Bradley, not S.A.S. as we had suspected. Bradley and Mr. Who Dares Wins tried to become S.A.S., but they couldn't cut it, not to mention people who are S.A.S. don't get tattoos saying S.A.S. because S.A.S. is covert. That is the point. But apparently, people who are dishonorably discharged from the British Royal Marines do get that tattoo."
- "Pen, breath."- (Y/N) caressed her arm as she cut her a short warm smile, doing her best to help Garcia process everything that was going on.
- "Thank you, munchkin..."- Garcia whispered.
- "Your last ping has him in Derek's direction. He's probably on his way to him now."- I said, my eyes glued to the screen. I could feel the anticipation, the need to end whoever was hurting my brother. We had to save him.
- "We've got helos on the roof standing by for immediate transport."- Hotch added as JJ asked.
- "Any way we can narrow down the search?"
- "Yes."- Garcia replied with satisfaction- "Their encryption algorithms are dust. If and when that SAT phone connects, I've got him."
Not even five seconds later, there was a beep, someone had picked up the phone.
- "Sir... it went live."- Garcia announced, with a shake of fear and hope in her voice.
I ran to the elevator and pushed the button. The team stepped in as I turned around and looked at my wife, standing next to Garcia. I ran back to her, cradled her face, and kissed her lips gently and quickly.
- "We'll bring him back, chipmunk. I swear."
- "Please be safe."- she replied, angst written all over her face, and I just nodded.
- "Hurry up, Reid"- JJ called from the elevator. I ran and pushed the button to close the door, locking eyes with my wife as I nodded at her one more time, sealing my promise. We were bringing Morgan back.
A helicopter took us to the location. During the entire ride, all I could think of were all the moments I had shared with Derek and who, despite all odds, he had become more than just my best friend, he was my brother. He teased me, took care of me, joked with me, and even tried to be my wingman a few times before I had the nerve to face my true feelings for a certain team member.
- "I just wanna tell her I love her. I need to tell her what I feel for her 'cos now I can see there might be a chance she loves me too!"- I was drunk, drinking whisky with Morgan at a random bar, finally openly facing my feelings for (Y/N). The scene didn't stop replaying in my head, 'cos it was a very important moment of my life he had been a crucial part of.
- "Might be a chance?"- Morgan frowned and shook his head- "Kid, that woman is head over feet in love with you. And she has been for years. I just can't believe you've wasted all these years!!"
Morgan had been there the entire time I had worked at the BAU. He had taught me how to kick doors (a skill very much needed as an SSA agent if you ask him), he taught me how to flirt, or at least he tried, and he supported me every single time I needed it. For Christ's Sake! He had taught me how to play baseball as soon as the doctor said me and (Y/N) were having a boy. He had tried once when he needed a player for an FBI match, but that last time I asked him for help 'cos I wanted to be able to share nice memories with my kids.
- "Ok, you see my hips? See my hips? You swing right through, nice and easy. All right, come on. You give it a try."- Morgan made it look like it was the easiest thing in the world, but hitting that ball with that base had to be the hardest task I had ever had to face.
- "I know you are trying to make it easy, but trust me, this is not gonna work."- I argued as I walked to the base to take position.
- "Hey, you asked for my help 'cos you wanted to teach your kids how to play baseball, so fucking learn to have fun, Reid."- he had a teasing smirk on his face, 'cos he knew no matter how much I argued, I wasn't going to quit. 'Cos it was something I wanted to do for my kids.
- "Believe it or not, most of my childhood sports memories aren't altogether pleasant."
- "Exactly, and you don't want your kids to go through the same, do you?"- I shook my head and took a deep breath.- "Good. Now grab the bat, get up there, and give it a try."
I followed his instructions and tried to imagine what playing with my kids would be like. I already enjoyed having Raven in my life, but now with a second baby, life was about to get even better, and louder. And Morgan wanted to help me make more special memories with them.
- "Get up there. You're gonna like this, kid. I promise."- he stared at me, a silly grin on his face. I could read it all over his features, how he was thinking about how far we had gotten together. So I smiled back at him and he nodded.
- "Here we go, Reid!"
- "Spence?"- JJ grabbed my hand and took me from my thoughts- "We are landing, are you ready?"
- "Yeah, let's bring Morgan back."
There was no way I was not gonna fight to bring him back to Savannah and the team.
The BAU and the SWAT team that was with us surrounded the entire cabin. I took the lead through the back door quietly and heard voices coming from the living room. I held my gun tight and tried to keep my head cold and in the moment. I couldn't miss. This was too important to overthink.
- "Wake!"- someone said as I walked slowly through the kitchen door and saw Morgan barely alive, bleeding on the floor. And he made eye contact with me for a moment, knowing I was there to save him.
- "Wake up. It's time to die."
- "Not yet."- Derek mumbled and before the murderer could hurt him, I pulled the trigger three times and ended him right there. Rossi and Hotch burst into the room and ordered medical assistance, as I rushed toward my friend and kneeled next to him. His right hand was stabbed against the table and he had lost a lot of blood. We all stayed by his side until medics came and took him to the ambulance. I couldn't leave his side as he mumbled incoherence, barely conscious.
- "What is it Morgan?"- I asked him and touched his arm carefully, just to let him know I was close.- "What is it?"
- "I'm scared, pop."- he replied and I froze. I was scared too. I didn't want to lose him.
The flight back to the BAU was quiet. I called (Y/N) before we took off and told her what had happened, making my best effort not to cry. She said she was driving Savannah to the hospital along with Garcia, and that she'd wait for me there.
- "Are you ok?"- JJ held my hands as I hung up the phone. I nodded as I kept staring at the space in front of me, lost in thoughts. The way they had treated Morgan, how they had clearly tortured him, it hurt. We had been fast enough to bring him back to his family on time, but only for a few minutes. What if he didn't make it? What if he had been hurt too badly?
- "Morgan is gonna be ok"- JJ said as she kept holding both my hands. I just nodded and didn't say a thing. She wrapped her arms around me tight as I did my best to keep myself together. I just wanted to be back with my wife and daughter and keep them safe forever.
Often, as you can see, I wonder why we didn't leave the BAU sooner. All the signs were there. Especially JJ's.
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