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mmmmmmmm yes. just yes. neck arms and hands all in one video? i couldn’t ever ask for more
#watching this video and cropping these pictures gave me so much energy 😭#pls i really should sleep#im getting up in like four hours#lovely#hopefully i can sneak away from my course thing and watch the gp#but I’m trying not to get my hopes too high#arms anon the bottom middle looks very much like your emoji#coincidence? i think not#and @ lola !!! please let’s die together over this !!!!!!!!#because i very much am dying too#oscar 😭😭😭😭#Oscar piastri#f1#mclaren#formula one#formula 1#osc hands osc neck osc arms
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Any tips to making a cold go away sooner?
#no bc why do I feel like I’m always sick#at least once a month#I need to get my immune system up but it’s like nothing is workingggg#also I think I might be lactose intolerant#sorry Frank Zhang for ever making fun of you this is the karma I got😔#no but I deadass need this cold to go away#I missed an entire week of school two weeks ago bc I got really sick#and now I’m sick again#I went to sleep with a bit of a sore throat and woke up to a fever#a headache#a runny nose#and no appetite#(that last one is incredibly rare for me)#and my mom made me tea#but it was green tea and I drank that on an empty stomach which made me nearly throw up#help a girl out#pls#being sick#colds#sneezing hurts#usually I sneeze once every two-three days#but this is my fourth today#and my throat is on fire from it#this is so random#I’m making this post instead of doing actual work I should be doing#random post#a bit of a rant
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I am craving omega! Levi x alpha! Reader. Yeah I unashamedly want to see Levi in heat, sorry not sorry, I love submissive men.
#it is 3 am i should sleep#if you're gonna say levi is an alpha tho#really i don't care it is fiction anyways#alpha levi is good but omega levi pls pls pls#levi ackerman#levi x reader#aot#attack on titan
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it's one of the worst feelings to have had so much muse and energy to write all day and then sit down, and it all goes poof!! like what do you mean poof -- i was gonna bombard people tonight :(((
#i'm actually a lil mad at myself rn bc i know part of it is knowing i should try to sleep a lil earlier tonight so that i don't feel awful#bc my sleep really has been terrible this week and i feel it#but watching the clock is putting my brain in that state where it feels like it can't do anything at all + the general fatigue#it's just frustrating bc there's so much that i'm excited about and so many ideas that i have#i even started writing a lil drabble?? if i can call it that bc i was thinking about kojirou and chiyo's reunion#but maybe i'll just write a hc since that's less pressure#but pls know my slowness isn't a sign that i'm disinterested!! it's a sign that my body and mind aren't cooperating ;;;;;#get ready to ramble | ooc
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rambling
#im workin all day workout chores and projects and still cant sleeping night and i feel so so tired#i feel like im emotionally dead bc i cant even start reading books anymore i cant find any mental energy for it#i shouldnt read news so much its also depressed but i do this bc of i need to feel im on control sth i know stupid#but future seems so dark i hate warand economy going more bad#my mom trying to call me which this is so scary for me she trying to take control again and im running away from her#please let me go she is like poison i swear let me go gghghg#anyway i will rambling#if i dont reply your text just know that i have no energy so thats why i cant even write pls forgive me…….#i need to see ocean#why life should be so dark like this? i really dont understand? whats the point?
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me: i’m so open because i think the best way to build relationships is by letting people know who you truly are
also me: performing in every social situation and obscuring or outright hiding facets of my personality and interests to make sure everyone likes me all of the time because if people don’t like me then why would i even live
#part of it is simple human nature. we all do these things.#but there’s also the reality of like. i’ve been hurt so many times and it’s made me slower every time to connect deeply with someone else#and god i really feel like i’ll never recover from this last one#to find another person who you feel Gets you so completely and you can truly share every ugly part of you with#and then they cast you aside like trash with no explanation#and part of me mourns it and the other part of me thinks that she should be flayed slowly#and also she should get divorced again#idk#anyways i’m just ranting pls ignore me#going through it. think i just need more sleep
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now you all know why i can’t ever rewatch this stupid fucking show
#* ⁰ ¹ / ' reign.#* ⁰ ¹ / ' delete.#i WILL throw up#i’d get so heated#no one wants to see the mess of a live blog rant marathon THAT would be#😤#( i really am sorry to anyone seeing these posts#i am not usually like This i swear pls don’t block me )#(( i mean you can if you want it’s your dash obv ))#… i should go to sleep huh 😬
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#so for the last like. as long as i can remember. ive had a shit sleep schedule#mostly like sleep all day and stay up all night kinda shit#but i got sick/burnt out recently and slept for almost two days straight#and somehow it reset my sleep schedule to something normal#like i went to bed at 10pm and woke up at 5am for the last few days#and i havent had to nap#and the not needing to nap is really fucking with me#like im used to waking up. feeding my dog. and then napping until i go to work#i should be napping rn. but im not tired#i dont have to get ready for work for another four hours and ive already been awake for three hours#i went to the coffee shop and to walgreens. im in real clothes instead of pajamas. i did a load of laundry#im laying in bed (its so hot i might be dying) and i just. dont know what to do with my time#im probably gonna do some cleaning and packing because im moving in two months#idk im just feeling some strange type of way because for the last few days ive been. alive#instead of sleeping my life away#its so strange. i got sick. slept for a few days. and now my biggest problem is just fixed? and i can have a life now?#its 70 degrees today and the world is my oyster. what should i do?#i have a list of chores im gonna do. i might walk to the coinstar machine so ill have money#yeah i want to do that cuz im in the negatives in my bank account but i want to get a cool drink before work today#my dad texted me this morning 'noticed your bank account is overdrawn for the second time this week. whats going on kid?'#which is such a sad text to get because i know im broke. thanks dad. lets pls ignore my financial hardships#if you want to make my dad less sad hmu for my venmo /hj#anyways ill probs do that today. get some cash so i can get a frozen lemonade from wawa or something#yknow that post thats like 'seasonal depression seems fake until its 50 degrees in march and it feels like you took a party drug'#i think thats partially whats happening here. its 70 degrees and sunny and my systems dont know what to do with that#i hope youre all having a great day that you dont sleep through. i love you!!
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bitch what?? says who????? is there a law that states that every single person on earth has to have sex at some point????
sounds like a you problem tbh!!!!!
lmao WHAT are you fucking talking about!!!!!
YEAH AND???? SO WHAT??? WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK IS THE PROBLEM WITH THAT????????
who the fuck are you to dictate what other people do (or DON'T do) in their bedrooms?????
god i really really really really despise that societal expectation that everyone HAS to have sex at some point. i hate that society thinks that you HAVE to have sex in a relationship
and i also really really really really hate and despise that thing that happens in media that a couple HAS to fuck each other pretty much the day after they get together (if they haven't already at that point). like, even IF we're talking about a relationship where the people involved really ARE going to sleep with each other at one point.... you can literally take your time???? until you get to that point???? you can get to know each other first and figure out other aspects of the relationship first before you sleep with each other for the first time???? like. that's a thing??????!!!!!!! like. you don't even have to be asexual in order to wait until you have sex with your partner??????? do the writers realize that?????? clearly they don't
honestly what's with that expectation that kawi n e e d s to fuck pisaeng right away when they've only just started dating????? let kawi get comfortable in the relationship first please???? honestly what the fuck is up with all that stress and pressure????
ngl i find this particular scene extremely uncomfortable in so many ways
#bmf#bmf ep10#airenyah plappert#adrm#i'm so tired of allosexuals sigh#i'm gonna have to rewatch the show from the beginning (and with subs) but i think kawi is giving ace vibes#and so this scene feels extra uncomfortable#that he's being pushed into something that he might not be ready for (at least not at that point)#even worse that he's being pushed into something that he might not even want at all#pushed into something he participates in just bc everyone around him tells him that he needs to#when really he needs to do fuck-all#or rather. he really needs to do fuck-NOTHING-AT-ALL#what's even worse is that they didn't even show kawi and pisaeng talk openly about this#just them standing in front of each other and ''are you sure?'' ''yeah'' is not an open and honest conversation!!!!#kawi might as well be saying this bc he ASSUMES that this is what he should be doing#(thanks to max's bullshit advice)#he might as well be doing this bc he feels guilty that he dragged pisaeng outside out of fear of having to sleep with him#so that he ends up sleeping with him anyway#can someone pls sit kawi down and tell him that it's ok if he's not ready yet#that he can take his time with these things#the important thing is that he communicates openly with his partner#and then you can figure it out together#honestly fuck all of those bullshit societal expectations about sex#or on second thought.. don't fuck them. definitely don't fuck them.#these societal expectations CAN however -- as they say in vienna: go take a shit#ok now that this is out of my brain i can go to sleep in peace (hopefully)#i sure hope i can sleep with my emotions running this high#then again i DID say that i'm tired of allosexuals so maybe i'm tired enough of them for me to fall asleep#goodnight
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i'm waiting for the nipple drop <3 <3
I really don't understand this interest in my nipples 😂🤣😂 especially since they can cut diamonds all the time because I'm always a cold bitch ❄️🥶🥶 but have some selfies ✌️
#plus i wanted to show off my new tank top 💚#i really should be sleeping 🥱#i need to get up early for work#but here we are 😂#anon#anonymous#selfie#selfies#ask me something#ask me and i'll tell you#ask me shit#ask me whatever#send asks#send anons please#send anons pls#no make up selfie#nightowl
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forgive me for not being here ;; i played b.g3 for too long and ended up with a headache ;;
#on the plus side karlach wants to smooch rin and i'm 110% here for it :' )))#but i think i'm gonna maybe just go to sleep#i wanna write but i haven't been sleeping as much as i should and i was so agitated all day for no reason and i think it's the lack of slee#so some decent sleep will do me some good uvu#i hope this tuesday was kind to y'all <3 and pls know that even if i'm being really slow or quiet i appreciate y'all so much!#i think it's inevitable that we all have our moments of insecurity but it's nice having a place where i can ramble about my oc's#and there's people who are happy to listen and engage with me and my dorks#i've been able to do some really fun stuff with my characters bc of y'all and that's!! amazing!! it warms my heart and excites me!!#so thank you u3u and good night <3#get ready to ramble | ooc
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#we r caught back in the agony spiral yall. bc ive made no progress writing today bc its been a long week and im tired#and i cant focus. but i could probably. im just being a baby abt it#i should just go to sleep. ive gotta go do field work tomorrow and im kinda stressed abt it#or i should do something fun thwt will made me less miserable but i csnt do that. theres no timd#time. so i should sleep. but sleep is a waste of time and really i shoulf b writing#but im tired and my tummy hurt :-(#i hope tomorrow doesnt take long :-((#no sample collection pls 🙏#and ive got interview stuff to prep for. like thats a month away but i gotta convince ppl i understand photosynthesis#and its been a fucking minute since biochem :-(#ugh. im trying to make better decisions in this new year. less destructive decisions bc i have to convince ppl ive got my shit together#so ill get hired and also i dont wanna b an annoying bummer to exist around#still no joy for what i do tho. like i was working with a masters student last week and she was like oh yea it was fun#and im like *awkward pained smiled* bc it wasnt as bad as i thought but doing it for 2 weeks would kinda hurt s lot#so well see how much damage it does me#no joy. only tasks to do. things to accomplish. for what? why? who the fuck cares. not me#me. without feeling: it would b interesting to see if X and Y#interesting in a i don't gave a fuck sorta way. bleh. so bitter. burnout u never recover from#at least i feel better thsn i did in December. well see how long it takes to drive me under again.#its just weird to look back at the me of before who was excited abt things. i burned thr insides out of that person#but no tonight we r making better choices. no writing happening so we do something more fun#ugh. i just wanna think abt quantum l3ap. but no. other things to do. sigh... even in my fun time im not allowed too much fun :-(#unrelated
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genuinely i think we should mind our own business
#like i get it. care about strangers we must all care about other people in this hellhole of a society#but sometimes u should leave ppl alone i think#there's not always a reason to impose on ppl just because someone is in public doesn't mean u should meddle y'know??#if someone (me) is resting their head on a table u should just walk past and let them sleep#i always tell myself it's fine no one cares that ur existing ur just an npc to them but im constantly proven wrong by ppl#involving themselves in my life for literally no reason#even if there's an issue maybe they don't wanna divulge w/a stranger! maybe it does more harm to run up and go#''HEY THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG? YOU SEEM TO BE IN DISTRESS''#it makes me wanna throw up when i experience interactions like this cos it makes me think they maybe ppl really are constantly looking at#me and waiting for me to do smth weird or wrong so they can address it I hate hate hate being approached by strangers pls mind ur business#what are you a cop etc
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I fully blame @onstoryladders for getting me addicted to the crack cocaine of Netflix shows, aka Stranger Things. (Only in the sense that is highly addictive, not in the sense that it’s bad, on the contrary.) It’s currently 5:30 am and I’ve been watching since last night 7:30 pm. I feel really sleepy but I just feel this urge to finish the third season. 😫 Oh god, I slowly feel myself getting sucked into the Byler tag… ���
#thel’s thoughts#thelevision 📺#stranger things#leftontheladder#‘thelle’ 🌌🫶🪜#thel go to sleep challenge 💤#pls send help 🥺#how did i get into this mess? 🫣#elle you’re a sweetheart but you really should’ve warned me 😳#oh lordie 😵💫#there should be an emoji for ‘square eyes’ 😑
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Haha heyy I’m probably about to sleep but y’all should totally send into my inbox drawings of your ocs you like so I can tell you everything I love about that drawing / that oc and everything I take away from it and stuff :>
#random post#prebby pls 👉👈 let me compliment you u fucking fuckers#THIS IS MY VALENTINES GIFT. TO YOUS. SHOW ME SO I CAN TELL YOU#>:) god I really should sleep and I will#if I don’t see at least one (1) cool piece of awesome in my inbox by the time I wake up tomorrow...#1. I’ll be really sad 😤 like. give me the opportunity to love you fucker#and 2. I wouldn’t be able to do anything if people *dont* share anything but!!!! my heart will still be broken and shattered/j#aaaaa ahahaaaa you wanna share with me you wanna share the cool things
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#i asked my upstairs neighbor to not vacuum at 4am because theyve done it several times#and she answered with WELL I DONT MIND IT WHEN MY FRIEND UPSTAIRS DOES IT SO THAT SEEMS LIKE A YOU PROBLEM#IT WAS LIKE 5 SECONDS ANYWAY AND I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING ELSE EVER SO MAYBE YOU SHOULD PLUG YOUR EARS#she was like yeah i spilled cat litter so i had to obviously#like... okay if it was time sensitive maybe idk use paper towels or idk a broom get creative AT 4 FUCKING AM or just wait????#and then she was like WELL ANYWAY HOPE YOU FIND THE REAL CULPRIT because i mentioned how her moving stuff at night wakes me up#why is asking for other people to care a bit so hard 💀💀💀 why does it feel like shit#why am i feeling like im evil for asking her to be considerate at night time??#she said WELL I DONT MIND VACUUMING AND IT WAS REALLY SHORT ANYWAY so much#that i had to say well im still asking you to stop bc its against the houserules#and shes friends with so many other people in the building i bet now everyone knows me as the weird naggy bitch 💀💀💀#i havent been able to sleep properly in weeks because someone drumms until midnight and when i fall asleep after that theyre loud upstairs#and i know many people here have night shift jobs and i honestly slept better when i did too#but thats not an excuse to not even try to be quieter at night#i know it doesnt feel good to be accused of something and i tried to word it very nicely and not as harsh but come on#im an exhausted anxious person with issues i dont think im asking too much pls dont respond like this
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