#pls dont hurt me yall

[edsheerankinnie]

Being a swiftie rn is so hard like. Maybe you are Wretched. Maybe you are Fearsome. Maybe you are Wrong.

@taylorswift SPEAK NOW🍉🇵🇸

[3dd13smustache]

I THINK I HAVE AN IDEA WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN IN EP 6 SO HEAR ME OUT!!!!

Okay so in the recent interview Ryan said that Eddie idolized the relationship with Shannon despite their relationship NOT being perfect and not being right for each other.

I feel it’s because Eddie whole life was him growing up too soon to become the man of the family, and every man should have a perfect life consisting of a wife and a child. And I THINK Eddie got too obsessed with that idea and FORCED himself to live in that fantasy. This is why he pretended everything was fine with him and Shannon cause he got too into his head with the little perfect WORLD he created bc that’s what he thought he was supposed to do, since he’s a man. And that’s why his relationship with Ana and Marisol failed because he forced himself to be with them to recreate the relationship he had with Shannon (despite not being in love with them and not being 100% into it) and that’s why his relationship kept failing, because if he was trying to recreate them obviously it was doomed from the start since his relationship with Shannon also FAILED, but his brain never grasped it because Shannon died and they never got a divorce. So he was still living in that fantasy.

So I THINK what’s going to happen in ep 6, is Eddie finally accepting that his and Shannon relationship was doomed from the start and forced because he was never in love with her. He was only IN love with the IDEA of her and a perfect family, but that’s not who he is, (that’s not what he wants.) he’s finally grieving (healing) and potentially discovering WHY he was so obsessed with that idea and why it affected him so much to the point he traumatized his own child with his failed relationships (that he probably knew deep down they were going to fail, but instead of stopping it he still let them) and tbh the only explanation I have that makes so much more sense is him being QUEER (gay)!!!!!!!!!!!

Because what else could it be? I think Ryan even said that Eddie is lying to himself and not being honest with himself. HECK, he even said in that interview that “he wasn’t who he said he was” like ???????? Hello??? GAY EDDIE HELLO??????!!!!!??!?!!!

Also I forgot to add this but it can also be about Eddie finally getting peace and CLOSURE and letting go of Shannon, since that’s what keeps haunting him. He feels guilty for never being in love with Shannon and never being the perfect husband she needed. And that’s why it affected him so much and traumatized him, cause Shannon could’ve had a more different life and outcome if Eddie never gotten her pregnant and never married each other. Maybe Shannon could’ve been happy and ALIVE right now, but his own selfish fantasies and perfect world and the obsession of having this perfect family and life prevented that and MAYBE he blames himself. So maybe this ep is about him finally letting go and moving on, and also about him finally stop blaming himself for what happened. And all of this could potentially lead to him discovering he’s gay/queer when he realizes why he was so obsessed with all of that ideas and fantasies. And maybe finally accepting himself for who he is, and that’s how he can finally be a better parent for Chris.

[ribbonpinky-art]

want to cry!!!!!! fatphobia makes me want to cry so hard

a cute pic of Seiran and chubby Ringo, then boom next panel Seiran is making Ringo do situps whilst poking her belly. stabbed straight into my heart

[oatm3al-c00kies]

venus shush challenge <3

[negasonik-teenage-warhead]

Take this 🫶🏻🫠

[satorugojoswiife]

I wonder what will happen in todays leaks? (Praying for my blue eyed princess to come back)

(praying with you🙏🙏)

idk anon but im afraid. manifesting for everyone's favourites to be okay 😭😭

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[cwarscars]

|| uploading this here so i can waffle about it some more because since i saw this scene...urgh, it’s just been on my mind so much. 

i’ve talked a lot about heid vs godo and how it’s a huge part of my headcanon that godo is the reason why heid could no longer fight on the front line. godo is essentially heid’s sworn enemy in my universe / headcanon that i’ve created for him. obviously, i give heid a lot of credit & skill that some might argue he doesn’t deserve but ultimately -

i see godo as the better fighter.

perhaps when heid was a younger man he could have taken him but as a forty-something-year-old teetering on alcoholism and whose rusty from hardly having to fight? no way. 

why am i talking about this with an unrelated scene from a film above ? 

well; in this scene, the main character witnesses his entire party be slaughtered by a master swordsman that they challenge like a bunch of a scrubs. the entire time that this swordsman is cutting people down, the main character watches in with a mix of awe, horror, fear...excitement? 

the main character in this movie is kind of a dick; he essentially lives for death & is cruel to everybody. he’s a great swordsman, but he lives for evil. i saw a comment about him being sadistic and his sword doubling as his masculinity (shall we say) & to see another man fight so proficiently and so well essentially renders him impotent in that moment,

well, this is how i see heid / godo meeting. like, an almost identical scene / setting & heid’s reaction being in large part the same. i just think that this is such a good representation of that side of my characterisation & i’ve come to adore this scene. 

i’d implore anyone to watch it, it’s /so/ beautifully filmed. 

[rubiesintherough]

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[elegyofthemoon]

>_> okay now im realizing i might have to start thinking about making some jibashiri... but augh effort.

[800-dick-pics]

dis week old news to me but new news to others, but now i can be openly pissed

but one of the people I THOUGHT was my partners (and other friends) friend in our tiny ass mutual aid group on twtr has been wealth hoarding, lying and jus generally manipulative and im happy i cant talk freely abt it now bc like

this person WATCHED babies go hungry, people get domestically abused, panhandle in -10, starve, get evicted and was able to help the whole time, able to help get MONIED DONORS to help others, but kept it mostly for themselves and manipulated so many people out of their hard earned money, out of rent money for them and their KID

this person WATCHED so many people fall further into poverty, abuse, JAIL!, homeless and starvation!!! meanwhile the LITERALLY have a well off father+stepmom who help them, and ATLEAST two wealthy ppl whoven given them $500-$1K NO QUESTIONS ASKED!!!

it really sucks bc i know ppl are gonna keep gettin manipulated by them esp when money is involved, they think were jealous but really were mad for the wealthy hoarding, the obscuring their own reality/access to wealth, and literally mad at the resources not shared with the community

if you get sent 500 or 1k and its for ya rent great! stay indoors, its the fact that they get 500-1k WEEKLY! WHILE SPENDING $300 A WEEK ON WEED and do not share with their "friends" or the wider black n trans cfunding community

why is my diabetic loved one giving more than you? why is my friend who works nights to feed his siblings/family giving mroe than you? why are disabled trans women giving more than you?

everyday i see their goals unmet, my loved ones and friends DYING literally dying, meanwhile youre jus lying and playing broke for fun!?!?

im beyond pissed, like so upset yall

[fortunately-bi]

...... If I went on a hiatus for who knows how long again would y'all hate me....... 👉👈

[girlcrushau]

x

[mooninagust]

eating out yesterday, suffering today. the epic highs and lows of a celiac.

[gibbearish]

btw sorry to anyone following me there will be many iterations of that don't wanna pay for internet post

[breadbowll]

Oof my friends haven't texted or communicated with me for two days and now I'm sitting here like "🥲 ah yes I finally scared em off" like they aren't busy AF 😭