#landmine lifestyle

[the-real-loser-otaku-girl]

When someone is nice once so now ur obsessed

[failure--girl]

hii!! unfortunately, i got my old failure girl blog removed (not my sideblogs thankfully) so im gonna tag as many moots as i can remember rn in hopes of being able to reach you all again!!

@the-real-loser-otaku-girl @tenshidere @femkel @whiteandorangered @oshidorifuufu @strawb-bong @devoted--angel @fishii28 @toxetta @tenshi-net @imsooooooootired @angelchiko @aeolitaire @b3stg0r3b3stg1rl

soo sorry if this is considered annoying (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

[shbunnygirl]

Hey girl are you a scalpel? Cuz i want you

[cyberdollren]

it pisses me off seeing how many people are there on the internet who say shit like "I don't take pills but they look so pretty, I wonder what they taste like! I wish I had subscriptions >_<"

sincerely, fuck you, they are not an aesthetic. you're lucky you don't need them. my entire functionality is based on a single fucking pill. if i forget to take them i go psychotic, i start hearing and seeing things making me going completely paranoid. and it's scary. my basic human skills like getting up from bed, talking to people without constantly spacing out and saying coherent phrases? gone. just because i might forget to simply take a fucking. pill.

mental illnesses are not your aesthetic.

[jiraikeibabes]

No hate to jiraitwt but I see them talking bad about jirai tumblr and I wonder why. I thought tumblr was a safe space lol, but I do understand there are some bad apples.

[delusi0nalraik0]

fucking seething rn at people's hatred for those with parasocial delusions. you think I'm happy about the idea of him being with someone else making me want to die? "get a grip" fuck off

[jester-renren]

i need someone to hug me and comfort me. or like. tear my organs out with their bare hands.

i'll take either at this point

[jiraiblogging]

I hate when ppl comment about what I eat. "You will not get old if you only drink energy drinks." Who said i wanna get old ??

[yume-chiyo]

I don't like when ppl don't follow me back. Because like why don't u wanna be moots?? Why don't you wanna be friends? Am I not cool enough??? I don't deserve being friends with you??

[xoblbbz]

i need to apply to jobs wtf….. i hate being alive

[the-real-loser-otaku-girl]

Next time someone pisses me off im ripping my skin off

[sicklytenshi]

Hey!! I wanted to ask, why did you decide on that username for yourself?

-💤💖

aaaaa that's a good question

I guess sickly cuz I have a very fragile body & am generally quite unhealthy so I often seem weak tired pale and,,, sickly

and tenshi cuz it's a pleasant word to say in my head & it was in my kanji studying list the week before I made this account

[cyberdollren]

I crave online validation bc no one liked me when I was at school. I was the weird kid that likes anime and drawing. I was the weird kid who kept wearing long sleeves around my schoolmates to hide my scars even if it was summer. I was the weird kid with (undiagnosed at the time) social anxiety and depression. I was the weird kid that couldn't invite any friend over because of my abusive family. I was the weird kid that didn't have any fucking family member come see me at my school plays.

I was the weird kid that no one ever wants to talk to.

and if they did (out of pity, maybe?) they would always isolate me in the end.

So, the internet is my safe space!!! I love my followers!!

Keep giving me notes! Keep giving me attention!!

I love online validation!!

[oshidorifuufu]

*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it

[delusi0nalraik0]

my therapists looking at me after i tell them im in a parasocial relationship so bad it makes me want to kill myself along with 34.6 million people

[jester-renren]

why the fuck am i so incapable of getting up in the morning

im such a useless piece of shit, fucking hell.