#landmine lifestyle

[the-real-loser-otaku-girl]

Shout out 2 all my pookies who would have been lobotomized in the past

[j3naissance]

my goated jirai school routine!1!

wake up in the middle of the night to work on a random missing assignment

sleep for 30 mins

go to school

get abused by teachers and students

come home

goon to yuri while listening to nightcore

search up how much painkillers you need to die then rephrase it bc the results are only su1c1de helplines

attempt to take amount of said painkillers but stop before the final pill bc you feel a sudden urge to live

r3lapse then cry yourself to sleep

[manibows]

my day went so well so why do i still feel this horrible ache in my chest

[annepenguin]

[cloudkurokuroz]

[jiraiangelkaori]

Broke Jirai's like me I fw you

Jirai's with acne like me I fw you

Jirai's who don't have coords I fw you Jirai's who can't afford coords like me I fw you

Jirai's who don't cut I fw you

Tan/Dark skinned Jirai's I fw you

Jirai's that ran away I fw you

Jirai's who are addicted I fw you

Jirai's who aren't addicted I fw you

Jirai's who were the stereotypical dark girly kei coords I fw you

Jirai's who wear other fashions then dark girly kei I fw you

In the end we are all Jirai's

[rottingbinnyu]

I had a psychiatrist appointment today... I tried to talk about how I felt so out of control yesterday and today I've just been completely numb ever since I woke up, but I feel like she didn't really take it as seriously as I would have wanted her to. Now I feel like I'm completely spiraling again, because I can't shake this feeling that I'm just faking everything and everyone else knows it but me and nothing is real...

At least I looked cute today, I guess... ૮꒰˶  - ˕ -꒱ა

(Ignore the bad quality, the camera on my phone is half dead)

[tapiokauwu]

"breathing techniques can help you with your mental health"

I'm sorry but it doesn't solve every possible problem, it actually can't solve most of them 😫

chat I no longer have bpd because i breathed LMAO

when will people stop thinking that everything can be solved by getting some sunlight or breathing slowly? 😭

[the-real-loser-otaku-girl]

Yk how theres those tiktok houses...what if there was a jirai one..../silly

"whats up guys today in the jirai house we are going to be doing the no sui September challenge!"

[j3naissance]

tbh i dont want a friend i only want an evil mf that'll support me through my delusions

is that too much to ask?

like i was telling my friend at story where i CLEARLY wasnt in the wrong and then i made a delusional statement and then she had the audacity to call me out on it?? just say you hate me and you support the oppositions

[manibows]

i hate negative attention on social media!! pls only ever view me as an internet angel!! i can’t handle being ridiculed!!! i’d rather die!!!!

[mikosocute]

w@ if we jirais juz hangout with each other? like we should lwk hav a cute tea party 2gether!! away from all the responsibilities thiz shitty world has 2 offer us. . . ( `−ㅿ−´)

[mysleeangel]

Fuck I forgot tumblr was real mb

[rottingbinnyu]

I found this while scrolling pinterest and... Did you know we Jirais are FORCING mental illness, because that is definitely how mental illnesses work?

(I'm not sure if this is old or new, but I got a good laugh out of it, so I just have to share this here)

[tapiokauwu]

I don't crave death. I crave salvation.

But I know I won't reach it in my life, so I can only put my last hope in death.

[the-real-loser-otaku-girl]

There r ppl....with healthy relationships with being alive...?