#landmine lifestyle

[anemic-carnivore]

the girl I wanted to be:

vs the girl I became:

[tygerlilyluvsrotting]

[strawberryfairyflower]

Trying to stop idolizing people (on jiraiblr and irl) is hard bc like omg you’re the coolest person and like 5 tiers above me in my head but actually you’re actually just a regular teenager that actually really has a lot in common with me

[kittycutiehaha]

I feel cringe saying that but I.. well I kinda like studying. Studying a lot.

You can ask whyyy why you like that but just listen. While studying I'm so concentrated on the work I can't think about something else. All my wants, natural instincts, bad moral feelings just dissapear until I'm done with work. When I finish all my work i have nothing to do but to start overthinking, getting sad, thinking about death, sex, serial killing, torturing and other really scary things.

I can't wait to have more work to overthink less. I like studying. Please give me so much work I barely can find time to sleep and eat.

[haunt3d-angel-su1cid3]

im actually so sick of mentally well people

"but cvtting is horrible for your health!!! it breaks my heart!!! get better for me!"

genuinely fuck off

[soniamarmieladow]

my jirai pieces( ＾ω＾ )

1) rojita blouse

2) rojita blouse

3) ma*rs dress

4)ma*rs skirt

all bought on vinted(*^^*) i'll be updating

[moegutzz]

WHY AM I SO FUCKED UP?! WHY?! NOTHING HAS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE NOTHINH I GO THROUGH SHOULD BE ENOUGH FOR THIS THIS ISNT ENOUGH SOMEONE MUST HAVE HURT ME MAYBE EVERYONE HURT ME EVERYONE MUST HAVE HURT ME AND I JUST CANT REMEMBER THAT HAS TO BE IT PLEASE I CANT STAND BEING LIKE THIS OVER PRACTICALLY NOTHING SOMEONE MUST HAVE HURT ME SOMEONE PLEASE HURT ME SO I HAVE A REASON TO FEEL THIS WAY

[tiredutaitenerd935]

Just sampled the most delicious parfait known to the earth

I am in HEAVEN

You know what even if everything else goes to hell at least I’ve got parfait

[dxmdrinker]

I’m a piece of shit, but since I know im a piece of shit I’m a little bit better than the pieces of shit that don’t realize it.

tbh I don’t know what I do wrong because I kinda struggle to control my emotions and words but I know I’m doing something wrong and that I’m usually outwardly rude towards people. (I need to be better)

[yurei-yume]

Summary of my week…

Relapsed like twice and still tweaking out over that guy. I learned that he likes this other girl but won’t get with her because she has kids. I’m friends with her and she’s nice but… I seriously can’t help but be jealous and mad. I mean I’ve given so much to this guy and I’m still obsessed with him but eh… anyways it’s going kinda bad with him, he’s leading me on again which is fun but I’ll take any affection I can get. But tbh he just won’t date me because I won’t show him what I look like, I’m too insecure and scared of disappointing him hehe :3 anyways that’s all for now.

[anemic-carnivore]

one doctor says I have a disorder, and then the next says I don't. I just wanna know what's wrong with me.

[tygerlilyluvsrotting]

its prob not :p

[strawberryfairyflower]

You should all love me bc I’m amazing!!!!

Please. /nf

[the-real-loser-otaku-girl]

reblog if ur doomed by the narrative

[cloudkurokuroz]

[eysunemu]

me when i wake up again (i did NOT sign up for this)