#please somebody just hold me
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Anyway I think all the yearning lesbians on tumblr should meet up and just like spend the day holding each other
#LESBIANISM HAS ME FEELING LIKE IM DYING#please somebody just hold me#im begging#sapphic yearning#lesbianism#nblw#wlw#somber.txt
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sorry for not being active today it’s been a rough day being disabled is not for the weak
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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:
i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???
#ramble#sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well#if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD#he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE#like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one#holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do#and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that#idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything#also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore#so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks#also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently#also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this#again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable#if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time
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I love it here 😭
#HOLDING IT LIKE HE'S OFFERING IT BACK#FEAR AND DEVASTATION IN HIS EYES AT THE PERCEIVED REJECTION#'you can use me just please have use of me' vibes are making me ILL#blitzø#stolas#helluva boss#helluva boss s2e8#helluva boss screenshots#helluva boss spoilers#spoilers#image id in alt text#blitz your 'please somebody want me' is showing 😭😭😭#stolitz#'if i cannot be loved let me be desired if i cannot be desired let me be used' ass man#screaming crying throwing up#you ever think about how freedom probably feels like devastation for blitz after the fire? just me?#blitz understands being used way more than he understands being wanted and it kills me#full moon spoilers
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#hell is a teenage girl#girlblogging#girl blogger#this is what makes us girls#i’m just a girl#girlhood#romance#lana del rey#this is a girlblog#tumblr girls#just girly things#i want to disappear#cinammon girl#dollette#i need someone to hold me#somebody please hold me
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(me, crawling out of a hole in the ground covered in dirt and blood and bruises): somebody please...... talk to me about Potion Permit................
(also go read my fuckin uhhhhh self indulgent matheo/chemist oneshot)
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#potion permit#potion permit matheo#xiao potion permit#runeheart potion permit#hannah potion permit#mayor myer potion permit#the gameplay is meh but I love all of the characters so so so so much and especially matheo#I would also like to romance runeheart and dev and victor and hannah and lucke and forrest please and thank you#matheo's hair in his portrait is so voluminous....... what secrets does it hold#OKAY BUT FOR REAL I know this fandom is tiny but somebody please talk to me about this game 😭#I played it like nonstop all weekend and then I've just been sketching and writing fanfic.... I need someone to talk to lol 😭😭😭#description in alt text#my art
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#monogatari series#monogatari#monogatari oms#nademonogatari#nadeko draw#yotsugi ononoki#ononoki yotsugi#nadekodraw:tv#monogatariseries:gif#nadekkogif#ok i MUST go nuts about this somewhere so (cracks knuckles) tumblr tags let's go#first gif yotsugi is doing an attitude pirouette en dedans#second gif yotsugi is doing a demi rond de jambe á terre from fifth position#technically she’s dancing on pointe w/ her boot acting as a pointe shoe which is clever!!! her boots must have crazy foot articulation LOL#for context these are ballet moves which I LOVE!!! i am being catered to shaft looked at ME & said NADEKO DRAW HAS BALLET MOVES 4 U!!!#SO the real neat thing about this imo is the way that it is animated. probably done this way by the limitations of the animators timewise#for context in ballet a key thing when you dance is that your body should be constantly moving outwards from yourself e.g.#your arms reach as far as they can and your legs reach as far as they can etc. your back too! up and out like you are being pulled!!!#the point of this is bc dance is alive & humans who dance are alive! even when you hold a position you are thinking about moving outward#doing this breathes SO MUCH life into the dance! it is literally so important visually it makes a HUGE impact#but yotsugi doesn't do this! she doesn't breathe life into the dance bc she's not extending her body outward she simply holds a position#yotsugi is obviously very skilled to do what she's doing here like a pirouette is hard af you need crazy strength to go on pointe too#so imo she performs the moves in the correct way! she is turned out! she knows what she is doing! this is not due to lack of training!#my personal theory is that she moves this way because she is a reanimated corpse!!! she literally CANNOT dance like somebody who is alive!!#corpse baby is dancing her best and imo she's very good!!! 🥺#as a ballet enthusiast i just think it's a really neat lil touch and works well (despite the fact that it is probably accidental LOL)#anyway hi i'm noisy please enjoy my ballet ramblings lmfao! i will regif this when the BD comes out bc i want it to be extra pretty!!!#regarding the gifs. both first and second are loops!!! please enjoy ballet dancer yotsugi 🩰
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(Sanuso NSFW / Not explicit tho)
If Sanji ever caught Usopp smoking I think he'd moan on the spot and would start malfunctioning. Like. His brain would instantly stop working and it would only be filled with Usoppsmokingusoppcigaretteusoppusoppusopp- And while he's having a whole sexual crisis wondering why the hell he finds Usopp smoking so hot, Usopp has no idea what the hell is going on.
Imagine Usopp smoking just because he smokes from time to time, just not as much as Sanji because that's fucking insane for an average person like him. And suddenly he has his boyfriend stuttering and blushing and visibly shaking next to him because he's... Smoking? Usopp finds out rather quickly that for some reason that does something to Sanji.
My brain is going wild with ideas right now but... Let's say Sanji ends up sitting on top of Usopp and let's say Usopp shotguns Sanji. The cook is a whimpering mess and Usopp isn't even trying to be sexy.
#this is not me telling people to smoke please don't#or do it tbh i am not your dad i don't care but don't destroy your lungs maybe idk#that being said that colorspread with usopp smoking changed my life#i want to write this so bad somebody hold me back from doing it i have to write for sanuso week i can't do this i am gonna cry#and also i have to work this week so many hours so many stuff to do i can't handle this#but............. usopp and sanji................... smoking together and making out i am banging my head against a fucking brick wall#this is just me simping for usopp don't look at me#as a lesbian i only let one man make me feel things and that's usopp#he has me blushing and kicking my feet sanji is so real#one piece#usopp#black leg sanji#sanuso
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im going to be so annoying all week
#agghagahah HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HYYESAAHHHH#★ arin rambles#BRO BRO PLEASLE#PELASE#my apology for everyone. I have to make it now . Sorry. If youre following me destroy that notif button you dont wanna hear how worse i will#get#actually no just Unfollow entirely#ITS THE ADHD#PLEASE. HE IS SO . COOL. his trailer is so awesome IVE REWATECHED IT 3 TIME SNOW.#I LOVE HIMMMMMMM SO MUCHHHHH#I LOVE HIM SO BAD I JUST ADORE HIM PLEASE#HES SO PRETTY. JAW DROPPING. ICONIC. LIFE CHANGING. THE TEARS IN MY EYES. GENUINELY SOBBING RITHT NOW IT S SO OVER#aventurine likers hold me. Nobody understands. Everyone is scared of me im too crazy#actually its everything wrong with me . Hes ruining my life#i dont struggle as an aventurine liker i actually excel at this its my full rime job now#‘9 to 5’ no i work 9 to 9. Every hour is dedicated to him#im glad uguys agree with me thannk uou i was starting to think i was a freak#Well i am but im glad someone else agrees hes cool#Hes so pretty im so happy#I CAMT WAIT RILL WENDENSDAY PLEASE IM GONNA FREAKIFN BLOW UP#I LOVE AVENTURINE. I LOVE AVETURINE.#i get so happy when i see him i get a little violent its unsettling .#like im like shaking my hands and jumping around my room and then u blink and im bashing my head against the floor#its carpet. Im ok. But like not but i am#DUDE. I LOVE. THIS GUY. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM#i needto. Just. Okay brb gonna watch ir like 20 more times ill see u guys next year im going into a Aventurine induced coma#this makes me realize people read my tags. Oh dear. Sorry everypony#i apologize for my behavior. I will get so much scarier.#HES SO COOL. HES ACTYALLU SO COOL. LIKE HOW CAN SOMEBODY BE SO COOL.#oh god OH LORERDRDRDDDDDDD WHEN I GET YOU BOY WHEN I FIND YOU. WATCH OUT. WATCH OUT I WILL GET YOU.
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going back home today!! which means!! finally starting my next good omens wip!!
#somebody please hold my hand and tell me writing the secret santa au wasnt just a fluke#like don’t get me wrong i’ve written stuff all my life#poems short stories novels fanfics#but somehow it’s so different and so much more meaningful for this fandom 🫣#jane’s good omens fic 2#(i need a better tag but i’m still thinking pshshsh)#foolish babbles
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thinking about keegan forcemasc yet again... sigh.
#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#somebody..... freaky cod writers pull up..#need him to hold my jaw a little too firmly while he shaves my head. need him to give me t injections and tut at me if i act like im in pai#pain#need him to reward me after call me a good boy. need him to praise just how manlier im becoming with all the hair and the muscle and the#voice changes and the way i act more masculine as well. just how he teaches me to. need him to show me how to take it on the a#😇😇#need him to call me masculine petnames and whatnot. need him to call me handsome and his sweet boy and and#and also puppy but thats. thats for another time#need him to show me how to work out and fight like a man#but thats all i can think of n i know damn well theres potential for smt actually good to be written n im not talented enough or at all in#that way so. somebody...... please .... . .. ..#<- thats all i can think of thats sfw but im not writing my. sex fantasies on here. not that far gone Yet#keegan p russ#OH AND need him to take any girly clothes i might have#raise his eyebrow look at me with a disbelieving look. asking ‘really?’ w/o words b4 throwing them out. its not like i wear those anyways an#i can always lend his clothes. and start dressing like a real man and UEHEGSGGHGHHHH
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Random small talk event at the yard sard set-up, very nice lady, but ESP when asking "Oh are you still in school? ☺️" I literally never know how to say "Oh I graduated a long time ago. Yeah. I mostly do art now" and she says "Oh to sell?" and so far I'm having a reasonable and effective small talk conversation, when I hit that pitfall and lock up and I worry I'm becoming unfriendly bc I locked up. Because I REALLY don't know how to say, "Nah, I kind of do fuck all. I'm 25 and I do fuck all. For nothing." Like I can see the conversation tree in real time and I know that's the worst dialogue option. And there are no other dialogue options there's just Press B to get the fuck outta there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#MAN........#like it was inconsequential but always. when i have these interactions and esp when i come out the other side thinking#'yeah that wasn't my best work. i hope they don't think i dislike them or that i was inconsistent'#always. i'm just. failing Badly. at even the most basic human rituals.#a lot a small talk discourse fails to understand that it's free dialogue options. if you. have the knowledge of the dialogue options.#but i'm stuck between a quick time event and my knee-jerk reaction to answer honestly (but How Honestly????)#and i'm also observing my neighbor's old man humor and scripts that are always a hit and i'm like. hm. interesting....#if perhaps i can replicate such a thing........#can somebody please for the love of god help me. every day i wake up and i'm autistic.#'inconsistent' ???? inconsiderate. hello#idk maybe both can work. 20 regular interactions in w me things are going swimmingly we're good acquaintances ect ect#i can still just fully forget how to be a person and i clam up and get impersonal and curt.#it's literally no ones fault. i'd dare even say it's not even my own fault. it's just. the autism experience.#also something something there should be more scripts for people who haven't achieved certain milestones in life#an easy way to say 'yeah i barely graduated highschool and i never went to college and i can't hold a job and i live w my dad#and i don't mix my passions w profit bc it's the primary way i regulate myself and it's all about my special interest anyway#AND i'm 25. so. real catch of a guy here tbh'#please for the love of god Help Me.
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NANAMI IN THE NEW TRAILER????
#his hands!!!!!#i need him#so bad#my man my man my man#i need to be spayed#i want to touch him sb#i need to be put away#somebody hold me back#im going insane#nanami kento#nanami please#one change#just five minutes#ill change your life#nanami x you#nanami x reader
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hmm dead afraid for the future, what could fix this besides eating five hours of my life away and neglecting any kind of preparation that could make the future a little less unstable and painful?
#like not only i've chosen one of the most intensive cursus out there#one that i'm supposed to prepare for by studying hours every day of summer break#but on top of that i have no fucking idea where it's supposed to lead me#only options are meander in a maze of secondary education in complete organizational chaos until i somehow develop a monetizable skill#or end up in a useless fucking academic position#and that's assuming i even manage to get through that cursus and the ones following#assuming i can get through ANY kind of cursus and earn some kind of diploma#and then fucking what where do i go where do i work what do i do will it be enough what's wrong with me#i've struggled so much even just going to school no matter how adapted it was made to me#what fucking trust can i have that i'll manage holding down a job#and WHAT job WHAT would i be most likely to handle okay#i dont want to i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i don't know what to do#everything feels fucking useless nothing feels productive enough#i can't fucking figure out any path i just want somebody else to pilot me#i can make efforts i can make effort please just tell me what to do where to go what's best for me what's useful#i'm so fucking scared#broadcasting my misery#vent#ed tw
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affirmations
anybody who discounts me for being weird was never ever going to be a good fit anyway
i am honest about who i am
i can never be too weird
weirdness on its own is morally neutral
#affirmations#autism#somebody just asked me if i was praying because i had my hands clasped with my palms pointed towards the ground#im at the garden so like?? honestly fair question?#and im like should i have said yes?#i said im just resting which was my conscious intent but also my life is a prayer so it could've really gone either way#but im kind of weary of the kind of obfuscative vibe of just answering peoples “are you doing something weird right now” with yes And.#i want to just like. uhh. be.#i did see water hose guy btw! pretty as ever. embarrassed myself also of course. no i will not be elaborating#everything's fine it's fine. i got my garden water which is the real important thing#and the tap on my one-ton water container seems to be holding fine 🩷🩷🩷#i got over three tons of water =3#and my garden plan involves a lot lot less watering than it ever has before so this might genuinely be all i need for the season#fingers crossed tbh#not filling up on water if they come around again sounds scary but also if there's a drought again the#then im going to be very pleased that i did things this was#way#gardening#holyposting
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sHIT THERES GOING TO BE BASEBALL-SIZED HAIL TOO
FIRST IT WAS A FLASH FLOOD
THEN A TORNADO CALL
NOW HAIL THATS THE SIZE OF FUCKING BASEBALLS??
ITS JUST ONE BAD THING AFTER ANOTHER
#im on the verge of crying#save me wobbledogs ost#please.#my wife is talking to me so im getting comforted by that#but oh shit#im scared#im so scared#am Igoing to die today#vent#somebody please hold me and cuddle me#please somebody#why must my mom not be here when it happens#im scared for my sister#i dont want my sister to get hurt#somebody please holdme and reassure me#please i just want to be told that everything is going to be okay#please
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