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feeling like i just got stabbed in the gut with a poisoned knife
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While I was drawing the angel!AU, I wondered how someone like Alastor could get to Heaven. It will definitely be… unconventional.
#in the end he will willingly go to Hell#and Charlie will periodically visit her boyfriend#keydidraws#hazbin hotel#charlastor#radiobelle
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I find it fascinating how every single one of my health issues can be mistaken for laziness
#tw ableism#->#'ugh why doesn't she pay attention to classes?? lazy' -> I'm ADHD/2e. your lesson isn't interesting enough.#'why does your table have wheels? why do you have to work from your bed? that's clearly an excuse to be able to lay down wnvr you want'->#there's something unidentified happening with my back that makes me unable to sit straight for long periods of time and it hurts LIKE HELL.#'why did you only get up at noon? that's such a lazy behavior' -> my circadian rhythm is nocturnal. I'm only truly awake past midnight and+#+it has been like that since the day i was born. mom had to stay up with baby me until 3am#tw fatphobia#->->#'why are you so fat? are you eating healthy? are you going to the gym? smaller portions girrrrllllll' ->#first of all go to hell. but anyway i actively enjoy eating healthy food#i love salads.#and yes i go to the gym regularly. almost every day.#but i have a very fun thing called PCOS and it messes up with my hormones in ways no professional could help me yet 👍#but again. go to hell.#nonsims#non sims
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The world if people stopped applying their understanding of "conservatism" and "religion/christianity" through a very modern, deeply American view onto Death Note (a manga from the Early-mid 2000s which is very much set in the cultural and societal context of early-mid 2000s Japan and all that entails):
#death note#fandom wank#i just be ramblin#listen I get it there's christian imagery#it's not bad to go over what that entails and whatnot. fun even#but beyond some potential parallels and symbols you have to understand that this is a japanese story set in japan in the early-mid 2000s#(and later an imagined 'future' from there)#you are not understanding the story if you're placing the characters on a political spectrum of beliefs based on what conservatism looks#like to you#you're superimposing your personal modern experiences and your country's societal/cultural state onto Death Note and it's characters and#calling it 'a reading'#I genuinely don't know how many more times I can endure people acting like Soichiro Yagami and Teru Mikami have the exact same set of#beliefs and religion and standards as a Southern USA republican/ultra conservative super christian#Or hell. People assuming that Light Yagami can't ever be relatable because someone like Light looks to them like a teacher's wet dream of a#perfect student who is always working hard and studying#when the truth is that while Light is the top student in Japan at one point‚ everything he is doing is within the realm of expectation for#'good' Japanese students. Not exceptional or supernatural or beyond dedicated. Good.#This is a manga where the time period and the setting and society at the time are deeply important#And you will never hope to have an understanding by forcing it to conform to what 'normal' society looks like to you#relating to character's experiences can go beyond relating and end up in territory where you're superimposing your experiences onto their#fictional reality and calling it canon#edit (because people put some good tags on this post): even though I was kind of vague about it this also goes for assuming that#christianity is the only possible religion any characters could be into#the options aren't either athiesm or christianity. there are other big religions in Japan#and in the same way Christianity colors American society and experiences even for people who have never practiced‚ so goes the way society#and people's general beliefs are influenced by Japan's major religions#the person in the tags who mentioned Shinto gets a cookie
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things alfie daydreams wistfully about when it's been too long since he was last almost-killed by tommy
#alone in margate on a lot of drugs and missing the homoerotic death threats etc#tommy x alfie#periodic drawing of Them required for my sanity#just endlessly obsessed with alfie's#“look i've been a (not very) good dog thomas and i think we should get to play the game where we go to hell together now please. as a treat#and then obviously tommy's “oh no i was just dealing with this at home how have i ended up with two of you”#all very compelling to me#tommy shelby#alfie solomons#peaky blinders#my art
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if you are nonbinary and tried to exist in the undertale and/or deltarune fandom you may be entitled to financial compensation
#periodic reminder that if you use he/she for kris frisk and chara you should go Directly to hell#words from the monarch
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Not art this time but...
Headcanon: Lucifer visits Earth every decade or so as a part of his job as the ruler of Hell. He does it to learn about new sins as "subtly" as he could.
Lucifer: What is ray-sings-sims? Raising-sims? Raisins? Rain-Race-sin? R-Racisms? YES! That! Is it the one where people hate on the opposite sex for absolutely no reason even though humans were all made of the same cosmic dust?
Black woman: (Looking amused at the most stereotypical rich white guy she's ever met asking about sexism and racism.)
Lucifer: Yeah. This cocaine thing is doing absolutely nothing for me. I don't really get it, but this is a sin too. So marking that off the list! Thanks for letting me have a go at this, uh, Mr. Dealer? That's your last name, right? Oh man. I'm really bad at remembering names, but have this as a token of my appreciation. (Gives him a thousand dollars which is basically worth even more at the time.)
Drug dealer: (Gobsmacked the guy was still able to keep walking after practically inhaling every drug in existence back then in one go.)
Lucifer: So this, um, cult thing? How did it get assigned to our department again? It sounds just like what Heaven does to me. Huh. Ah well. I guess I'll just roll with it like everyone else here. (Shrugs.) Yay, cult! Sooo do I get to keep the robe? It's kinda comfy- Aw wait there's murder? One died a-and another... Oh... OH... Ooooh boy. Oof. Yikes... So this means I can DEFINITELY keep the robe, right?
Lucifer: Ah yes. Burning the witch. Time to list down all the sorry souls who threw their life into the flame by believing in the occult arts. (Lists down everyone in the crowd who burned said "witch.") And as for Ms. Agnes The Witch here... Hmm. Well, that's for Heaven to worry about! Toodles~! Or, uh, Tickety-Boo!
(Needless to say, dear Luci has been an accidental charmer back on Earth. ^v^ Specially to sinners and people who were just unjustly treated during those times. He just had to see what every sin was for himself and try them out from time to time, but he didn't know he's been perceived as acting with the manners and traditions he gathered from the LAST decade he was on Earth so to everyone who's long gone pass those times, he comes off as a polite old-school rich white man. Naive yet surprisingly non-judgemental.)
-Bubbly💙
#you guys seem to like my last Lucifer Headcanon about Long Haired Luci so#here's more#just a taste of how I write#so you guys can have a hint of what to expect from the characterization in my AU#spacebubblearts#headcanons#hazbin hotel#fanon#silly ideas#he's just a little fuy#a little lost#a little confused#a little... Yep#but hey he's got character! XD#sexism is bad#so is racism#don't do drugs folks#Lucifer is immune to it so he's fine#Lucifer's earthly adventures#period typical racism#GO references#yes I know what I'm doing#trust me bro#now will you give my AU a chance?#lucifer morningstar#3 am thoughts#but its not actually 3 am yet#agnes nutter#if you know eyyyy#hell's greatest dad
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Champion of US Open 2024, Jannik Sinner.
#Jannik Sinner#Tennis#tennisedits#US Open 2024#f:gfx#alright the thing about sans script is that i cant find a good one most of the time and when i have a good one;#the one im using here; the way i can't play arou d with the spacing too much or else it'll look ugly as hell#also; black and white bcs it is boss staple agdksge i dont really wanna go 3d-ish like i did before because:#resource photos are not as helpful to as what i wanted to do and limited shots didnt allow it so it'll look weird if i proceed with it#so we go for a flat look!; then i was stuck with the colour palette#and i thought HEY taylor wore black so why not we just go with that and yeah this is me happily go with it#bcs; i love my gray spectrum choices; they're good for the eyes and the contrast is good for a basic palette#another reason why the gray palette; i love the jacket's colour so much so i want it to stand out#saurrrrrryeaaaa#+tmi; this was a little late bcs i had sth else to do and boom period pain hits and honestly i had to sleep most of the time#[and i need to publish this asap before i hate it even more 💀]#quote; from haikyuu (again lmfao) I GET IT BUT WTV SHSKSGSJS
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Me staring at the 17 requests I've got in the chamber while I log onto my notes app to write a filthy as fuck professor!Mike x student!Reader fic ain't no one asked for
(anyone wanna guess the next fic-)
#i keep sayin im going to hell. the age gap kink in this one might rlly do it this time#listen. im on my period. im allowed some fuck ass treats.#josh hutcherson#josh hutcherson fanfic#mike schmidt#jhutch#mike schmidt fnaf#mike schmidt smut#mike schmidt x reader
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Masters of the Air behind-the-scenes
#period clothing + modern items never fails to make me laugh#stalag bucky and gale enjoying some starbucks is iconic FRRR#masters of the air#bucky egan#gale cleven#I need an AU where they take the tunnel in the stalag but it’s actually a wormhole to modern day#and they stumble out into the set of MoTA#and everyone is like Wow they are really staying in character#meanwhile they are desperately trying to figure out where the hell they are and why the B-17’s won’t start up#bonus points for agony when bucky and gale slowly realize that by swapping places with two actors named callum and austin#they’ve basically left two guys in the stalag who don’t have the skills to survive in there#and when barry makes references to funny stories that never happened with Bucky he realized that it’s not his life to live#and that he needs to give his place back to callum#and so despite making it out of the stalag Bucky and Gale agree to go back#sacrificing their freedom so that two strangers they’ve never met (callum and austin) can have their lives back#and holding hands they head back into hell
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#it's been barely 2 months i cannot go through this again wtf is this doc doing i don't get it atleast give me something some causes anything#that tells me what triggers this so i can avoid it. i am good at following instructions i will do anything just give me something other than#oh rest and take these meds for 10 days and you'll be good viola ++ again it's almost near to my period time which is HELL#sure i will go to different doc tomorrow but i don't trust any of them anymore like i genuinely feel so hopeless is there nothing else i can#do other than just chugging meds why me always
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when they look at me, they don't know / i'm morphed with someone else, i'm just a ghost
#keys' art#art#undescribed#derealization issues go crazy man. anyways yeah#idk this one is just kinda. the mood rn. waiting for our period to kick in proper so that we can actually feel like a legitimate human#sometimes you just feel like your head is Not There or at least Elsewhere#oh yeah! the pose + shading ref here is mumbo jumbos most recent yt community post :)#he is a stupidly skilled photographer. that man has a hell of an eye for composition and lighting. like holy lord god in heaven
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something something cesare always falling for rodrigo's ploy to pit him against his younger brother by rubbing in the fact that juan leads the papal army (aka cesare's greatest desire) so he mocks juan out of bitterness at every chance vs. rodrigo threatening juan to strip out his position (aka his honor and entire sense of being despite his incompetence) and giving it to cesare but juan doesn't fall for their father pitting him against his older brother and doesn't spitefully put him down but only begs their father not to take it away...
#cesare is way too funny for “dreamed up in last night's whorehouse” wkkawk TAKE THAT JUAN !!#but that being said#idk it's just juan's resilience that made me go 👀#like he didn't fall for what rodrigo is trying to do but instead he remained steadfast since he holds no ill intentions towards cesare#then pleads for the importance of honor and duty...#while cesare is focusing on undermining juan's position and take it for himself !!#i mean the green eyed monster trope is a defining character trait tbh#juan didn't ask for the burden of the position but he'd also willing to measure up to the family's expectations#hell he didn't ask to be pitted against cesare either !! after all it's the belonging and closeness is what he really desires#thank you david and françois for your insights and helping me understand their dynamics even more. bless.#the borgias#juan borgia#cesare borgia#rodrigo borgia#tv shows#period drama#neil jordan#tb text post
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#hplonesome art#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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was trying to figure out why I feel so Wrong rn and I think it's because I didn't follow my usual daily routine like At All and now my brain is freaking out. woke up at a vastly different time, had entirely different tasks throughout the day, took a nap at a weird time (to make up for the fact I had about 3 hours of sleep last night), zero human contact for the past 15 hours, and ate different food from usual (various leftovers from social events/thanksgiving, instead of cooking for myself like normal). and before I really realized that these were all things that were Bad For My Brain I was just wandering around my house like "why do I feel like garbage?? I've literally been outside so much today my brain should be happy"
ANYWAY here's to me not remembering I have issues with unstructured living because my days have been so similar for the past 4ish years that I straight up Forgot that things being too different too fast makes me crazy ✌️
#rye.txt#I'll be fine lol#the sudden shift in my daily schedule and my generally unhealthy eating today were the big things that made me feel Bad#so now that I am actually cognizant of this I can take steps to mitigate it tomorrow#god. what the hell did I even eat#leftover soup. that was breakfast (very out of my ordinary). uhh. a lot of pie (grandma made a ton for thanksgiving).#a tangerine that miiight have been on the edge of going bad#(thought I should eat a fruit. fruit did not improve status)#reheated popcorn chicken? that was not a good decision I felt so gross after eating that#hrm. ok my issue is that I feel like I Need To Eat These Leftovers So They Don't Go Bad#otherwise i'll be Wasting Perfectly Good Food#BUT. I don't want to eat it and eating it makes me feel generally unfulfilled and kinda blehg#ough. why can't I be normallllll#I'm also not dealing with the whole 'zero human contact' very well tbh. which is weird because I'm a deeply introverted person#and usually spend my days avoiding people like the plague#but idk. it's been literal years since I've spent and extended period of time completely alone#I don't knowwww i don't know#I'm gonna invite some friends over tomorrow and get them to help me eat these dang pies#ALSO. ITS BEEN REALLY COLD TODAY. AND I HAD TO BREAK INTO MY NEIGHBORS' HOUSE#(was not breaking in; I was trying to take care of their dogs since they're out of town)#(but their door code AND their garage door code weren't working#and I didn't have a physical key to use#so I had to push my way in through a back door that'd been blocked by a pile of boxes taller than my head#and squirm into their garage in order to get inside and take care of the dogs)#(was a very stressful way to spend my early waking hours)#i ALSO had to drive to the AIRPORT this morning which SUCKED. had to drop off family#which like I'm happy to help but also airports suck so much ass I hate them#anyway. today was sort of shitty#but mostly I only have myself to blame#did not structure my day well enough
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didn't want to kill myself even once today and i wrote 950 1500 words, we are so fucking back y'all*
*assuming i haven't just jinxed myself anyway
#sure would love to know what the FUCK brought that on though!!!! like!!!! what!!!!!!!!!!#felt fantastic wednesday night. had a challenging thursday night. friday was average. saturday i descended into the depths of hell.#like how often is this going to fucking happen#bc i am NOT a FAN!!!!!!!#it lifted when i got my period BUT i have never ever in my entire almost 30 years of menstruating had PMS depression#or PMS at all#not even a tiny bit#so i'm assuming that's a coincidence but i guess we'll see next month!! fun!!!!!
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