#parent | spike ryan

[globoxuuu]

Here a post about all the headcanon I did about this drawing.

Moon is the only one in his suit and not comfy clothes 'cause he was already late because of a meeting so he came here in his suit. Also he wanted to keep working, and that's why he have his PC, but he was too tired he fell asleep.

Jhonny cooked with Rosita and Gunter because after the first sing movie, when his dad was still in prison and he had to learn how to live alone Rosita often came to his place and showed him easy and good recipes to make, and now they just love to sometimes cook together.

Porsha after SLAYING in here alien costume now buy a lot of green pieces of clothing, and it actually became her favorite color.

Ryan is a little shy cause he's only really friend with Jhonny, and Nooshy a little bit, he hasn't said a word since Jhonny left to the kitchen until he came back.

Meena was so happy to have Alfonso around cause before the event she has presented him to her parents and grand parents.

Miss Crawly has helped so much with the kids of Rosita the past few years that they call her aunt Crawly.

Rosita told Ash a lot that having some spike in her couch didn't bothered her but Ash really don't want to damaged her couch so she'd rather sit on the ground.

Eddie was the one driving Moon to Rosita's place after his reunion and he will be the one driving him home after, driving carefully to let him sleep.

Gunter was the one choosing the Playlist.

Porsha insisted to Nooshy that she knew how to play Mario kart, so they shared the controler, turns out Porsha is really bad at the game, so Nooshy is losing her shit.

Gunter Rosita and Jhonny made sure to make at least one cupcake with the preferred flavor of everyone.

Thanks to the people how read the all thing.

[twig-tea]

Ryan in The Trainee is on such a satisfying character journey

Ryan as of ep3 of The Trainee is so frustrating to watch (as a people manager in my day job, watching him gives me work anxiety lol), but he is also clearly trying, and Jane has noticed. It is his attitude and effort that is being rewarded by Jane giving him more chances, and slowing down to explain things to him pre-emptively and more often.

Ryan was late when he was told explicitly what time he had to be there by, but he responded by finding his own way to the location and showing up to work mostly on time anyway. He was hesitant to tell the extra no the first time she asked to be able to leave, but he stood his ground the second time, after he was instructed to be more firm. When she circumvented him and left anyway the third time, he came up with a solution that worked to save the shoot. He fumbled with that phone ringing too many times, but after he was warned about it, he made sure to cover his responsibilities at his other job (which he understood better than the ones at the set), called his sister to say he was turning off the phone, and did so. He admitted he didn't know how to use the walkie talkie when asked, and later, when Jane called him on the walkie talkie, he correctly used it (after having been shown how), and came running even though Jane didn't ask him to rush--he is clearly eager to do a good job and be where he's needed.

My biggest frustration with him to date is that he has been proactive when there is a problem, but not proactive in preventing problems in the first place. But this comes with experience, is what Jane is teaching him, and we have seen that he knows how to do this and does it at his parent's print shop, so I am confident we'll start to see him do this as he builds confidence and experience in this new workspace.

This show is so well written so far, all of the character journeys are so clear and they are all moving at a pace that makes sense based on the circumstances of the show. It is such a satisfying watch week to week, even when the workplace drama spikes my blood pressure.

[maitaiwiththecorpses]

Aru Shah quotes as things my friends say

Aiden, upon hearing of the new Olivia Rodrigo album: Are you ready for the ~THIEVERY~?

Aru, to anyone taller than her: i have to VOLLEYBALL SPIKE to reach your head

Brynne: Wait, your middle name is Arthur, like the rat?

Aiden: He's an anteater- no childhood istg 🙄

Mini: ... He's an aardvark.

Nikki: I did an emo photo shoot!

Aru: another one?

Sheela: Did someone say Ryan Reynolds?

Aru: KIERA KNIGHTLEY MY GODDESS

Hira and Rudy, in synch: D O L P H I N S ✨

*on the decorating committee for the dance, ten minutes before said dance*

Aiden: Hey, sorry I'm late I needed to grab gum!

Mini: GET THE FUCKING TABLES MOVE, MOVE, MOVE!

Aru: Y'know, Marry You is about to play for the test music run, if any of y'all wanna absolutely shred it on the dance floor before Judgement arrives.

Brynne: Are you a feminist

Aiden: *tiredly throws pad at her*

Rudy, in a swivel chair: do you wanna find out what month your parents banged in to make you???

Mini: *aggressively vacuums*

Aiden: stop, I need something to do after you all leave

[lordkingsmith]

General timeline deviations for void spark rangers:

Green with evil wasn’t a solo affair. Tommy got brainwashed with Bulk and Skull getting purple and orange respectively beside him

This led to their brothers temporarily being rangers off and on until Stan and David were about 30 before they put up the morphers for good

Tommy Bulk and Skull actually have an arc where Tommy learns how to be a good parent by first being a good honorary uncle to Spike

Rito’s actually there for the wedding, he gets there a little earlier

Chain reaction of Bulk and Skull keeping amnesiac Goldar and Rito for ransom (and then getting talked out of trauma based revenge) leads to the z wave not happening

Olympius isn’t killed, and is turned back into a child and adopted by Ryan. He befriends Spike as little kids, and then they lost touch until their early 20’s. Didn’t realize they’d met as kids until a year into their dating. Spike’s cousins haven’t let him hear the end of it.

There was a war over hell dimensions between all of the orgs, demons, and other hell/underworld groups. This was resolved after Bulk and Skull fell into hell and the rangers had to get involved to get them out. This led to Olympius meeting Spike again and Olympius adopting his son, Petrichor

Mystic Force Rita’s more tense with Udonna as she’s not exactly apologetic she abandoned her children with her brother. The consistent unapologetic frankness does temper Udonna’s expectations with Nick. They’re able to work through all that a bit more healthy

Many rangers manage to redeem their adversaries and there’s a full integration of monsters, demons, aliens, and the like in society by the time the series starts. As well as a very robust reform program to help people in the justice system have a life outside of it

Nick was adopted by Stan and David, and changed his last name to Russell over a joke

Dr K was never taken by alphabet soup & is Nick’s adoptive sister and Stan’s biological daughter.

JJ Oliver had a son while undercover at 18, got married at 19, and divorced at 24. He remarried at 28 and his youngest is the result of the second marriage

Kimberly and Bulk waited to have any kids and Chloe is their little miracle, as unexpected medical complications made having kids a several year long undertaking. As such, their kid is the same age/in the age range of several of their friends grandchildren.

Trini is Angel grove’s mayor, Zack is California’s senator, before the z-wave happens when Rito returns with his adult aged niece and nephew

Most teams are a town based or situation based system. They each specialize in something specific and defer to each other for those things

Udonna, Trini, Tommy, and a few others go to the moon and end up dying there when the current ZEO team goes missing. This directly kicks off the z-wave. And a lot of bad press for the rangers, as with the deaths of so many established members of society directly by a mentor, a lot of people wonder if they knew

[augment-techs]

Tagged by @skyland2703 (thanks dear, maybe something will actually come of this)

Rules: Make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Then tag as many people as you have WIPS.

....I am not listing them all. That's TOO MANY. So here, like, REASONABLE.

a cold place for brave hearts = Coinless Skull vs Drakkon

the DON'T WORRY, YOU'LL FIND SOMEONE look = Bulk/Kim, GGPR

mirror mirror (black mirror) = all the surviving Coinless having a go with Prime Rangers+Bulk & Skull sexy times

*infinite whining* I DON'T WANNA = anon ask Kim/Skull

late night, skip to the light, fantastic = Coinless!Adam/Skull parenting baby!Drakkon AU part 2

NEWBORN = part 3 of pipe cleaner in red; Matt/Skull/Billy+baby Spike

the way is through the clock = chapter 7 of all our injuries rhyme; Sentry Adam being PISSED at Coinless Trini and Jason

yet another shitty phaedos rewrite gfdi = the time travel Drakkon redemption AU with Drakkon, Adam, Skull doing...better?

instance where love is everything = FINISH THE DAMN 5+1 BillySkull two-shot

bleeding arm cut and Billy breaks the stupid sword, it's not that hard = the Green With Evil AU where Skull beats up Tommy for attacking Billy, part 2

the pain won't last/make that LIST for the division = Beyond the Grid AU with MORE Coinless /Sentry versions of other Rangers and the like introduced and fleshed out (Kapri, Marah, Fran(?), Betty, Ryan, Chelsea, Kai, T.J., Leelee, Toxica, Jindrax, Camille, Jarrod, Ziggy, Dillon, etc.)

more watery water = Kapri/Tori post-Tori/Blake breakup

all of the trauma = trigger list for Matt/Skull/Billy applied SOMEWHERE

In Which the Skullovitch Property is Basically a Lodging House for Strays = more GGPR Rangers Meet Ugly AU, with TomKat and Stan/David

lamb, cherries, bone broth/get thee to a nunnery = '69 Team Lives AU, but with injuries/Trek brought to the command center

first sentence fic: walk into the sunset/mean anything at all = anti-Zelya/Skull contemplation/Bulk POV??

hand on thigh in moving car = Tommy/Jason

manipulation comes with sex = more Putty Arc AU, Matt/Skull + Skull/Billy + infiltration Putties; magic, mind control, assault, forgiveness

villain or a saint = post Eltarian War Arc, Zedd/Zordon?

WRITE THE MOST BORING FIC = life in Angel Grove for non-Rangers weekly/or just Bulk & Skull

ORANGES = Billy/Skull free association prompt (please for the love of fuck, stop overthinking it)

tagging: @ajgrey9647 @lordkingsmith @koragg1 @estel-eruantien @ranger-ribbons @regaliasonata @theonewhonothingknows @shanleenkinnjaskey

[seancamerons]

Let's talk about Caitlin Ryan!

When I watch Degrassi Junior High, I remember falling hopelessly for Rick and Caitlin. I know everyone loves jaitlin, myself included, arguably the stronger power couple that ended oddly. Most fans kind of forget about them who are short-lived Klareesque, but I'm not surprised. I saw some old jaitlin just a few minutes on my dash, and it got me thinking.

Would it be controversial to say that Clare with KC is the equivalent of Caitlin and Rick and Claudr, similar to Eli, I guess that would make Drew a bit of Joey? Not really the same but if I could I would say and suspect, now correct me if this is too hot of a take, but early Caitlin and Rick are espys for Sean and Emma, respectively apart and together perhaps their entire relationship is based on them retooled and tweaked for a "new generation" but the similarities are there.

It might be a stretch, but consider this! There was a throwaway line by adult!Lucy in 2.12 white wedding part 1, "when are you going to add a mini Spike and mini Snake to mini Caitlin over there?" Implying Emma is similar to Caitlin back in the day or coded Caitlin is intentional.

The facts are both are environmentally conscious, trope of granola girl, the girl has a big mouth and can't mind her own business or stay in her lane, crusades and causes, controversial editorial pieces that manage to ruffle feathers and a pechant for bad boy characters. Joey was more a funnyman musician type but he wasnt Mr. Academics had trouble in school, could fall into the bad boy category, and was held back a grade in high school.

For example of a similar thing, Caitlin fought for Spike to stay at Degrassi while she was ironically pregnant with Emma when the school was intending to expel her with added pressure from pta, angry parents, and school board. Who would've thought that Caitlin would be this influence on her years later. Emma was shown to know exactly who she was and even liked her and sought her (bad) advice. Emma similarly wrote that nak editorial, which offended Sean’s brother and let's not forget about the vicious rumor Emma accidentally started and then humiliated herself and Liberty. There is alot to unpack with that such as seeing Armstrong and Liberty could've triggered her trauma regarding Jordan (the pilot love interest who was a pedophile predator) she is suspect of an adult being close and hands on with a teenager no matter how preposterous it all manifested.

Sean is a similar character to Rick, but somewhat similar to Craig, too, with the whole childhood abuse thing. I do suspect that this was intentional. Joey, too , is so instrumental in the season 2 opener with this plot point, and Craig's introductory plot makes a lot of sense, such as the whole thing with Rick and Craig. It also makes a logical writing sense kind of way with Sean cut from similar cloth to both Craig in the universe and his espy Rick Munro.

Semma though similar or based on Rick and Caitlin, right down to the end of Caitlin and Rick's relationship when he took up smoking cigarettes implied deviant behavior, similarly in dtng Sean was hanging with the deviant, "gangsta", Candy Bandits became his new friends and it pretty much ended Sean and Emma’s relationship in the third season.

In degrassi junior high, after the split Rick was sent to the Bermuda black hole after making him a satelite love interest territory, and of course, we see Caitlin later was paired with Joey, who was arguably a leading man in comparison. They shared a lovely relationship after that with major build up and were upgraded to power couple status, and we know the rest. Caitlin also dated the mysterious, environmentally conscious dark horse Claude who is arguably a bit more Eli Goldsworthy coded for a host of reasons which of course ended badly in more ways than one, and Caitlin and Joey got back on track after their split and Claude's untimely death by suicide. Caitlin felt guilty for the entire thing if I remember correctly and was comforted by Joey. If I remember right, I think this is what Claude had wanted, to hurt Caitlin for hurting him for not accepting his affections after their break up and moving on from him. Remember when Eli manipulated Clare in the conclusion of season 10 when he famously hit the wall inside Morty for the sole purpose of destroying the car for Clsre spelled the end of their initial relationship as we know it, was essentially a near death experience. Eli survived and manipulated Clare, and she finally left him after distancing herself, and then Eli did what he did. But they kind of subverted that a little bit obviously, but I think that was perhaps an initial plan.

So obviously Cailin has main character energy, similar to Emma her closest espy, Clare Edwards and perhaps even Maya Matlin, who are similarly cut in the same or similar cloth if there were some venn diagram there'd be quite significant overlap. Drama always follows for better for worse with these ladies. No stranger to drama, both in romance and friendships across the board.

It's kind of weird, though. Adult Caitlin is certainly aside from her rekindled relationship with Joey, a big ol' mess, and there is a lot to unpack with that. At this point, pretty heavily, it's implied she'd been through the ringer romantically (1.01 Mother Child Reunion). She is successful in her career, and it is a barrier for her. lkve glr her and mayve shes not over the her high school sweetheart and their ill fated engagement to her former flame joey who now is a widower with a child at this point in tjme working as a used car salesmen with a taxky commercial. Caitlin, as we know, began the "rebooted revival" series engaged to be married to an awful director, Keith, who had a wandering eye (Allison) and was condensending toward pretty much all of Caitlin's friends.

While Caitlin and Joey ended in a bittersweet fashion, (thanks alot Kevin Smith! </sarcasm) Caitlin resumed her career and ultimately left the series. When Caitlin eventually resurfaces in season 7's Jesse's Girl, where she hooked up with her mentees boyfriend, who is ironically named Jesse. Honestly, awful decision by the writers, and a disservice to her character who'd been around since the 1980's.

I can't believe Caitlin is the kind of woman who would get pissed at a boyfriend over cigarettes or vices when she was written to do something like that. Jesse was, at the very least, 10 or so years her junior. Cougar!Caitlin on the prowl isn't exactly what I expected to see for her future, and not really a flex for her character, a huge nosedive if you want to talk a fall from grace.

So there you have it. That's how I see it anyway.

[tigerqueen767]

His name is actually Augustus but he's either called Gus (by his friends) or Oggie (by his family.) He enjoys science fiction, reading romantic things, playing a card game - his favourite is called MYTHIC - and building robots with his dad, Lucas. They built a few toy cars together too. (His mum's name is Julia.) He plays the violin in a band called The Sons. Or Pandemonium... He and Mike are still arguing over the name.

Gus is a Shifter. He has the power to control l energy. He mostly uses it to capture light and electricity and spit it back out at his enemies. There are thousands of Shifters in the world I created and a lot of them are extremely dangerous and evil people. Shifters are the primary villains that they fight so it's good that the group has one on their side.

Gus has been to five different schools in his life and has been bullied in all of them. Including his current school. This is one of the reasons he has a strong sense of justice and he freaks out if he sees another kid getting bullied. He's really good at defending himself others but not good at defending himself.

His name is Ryan and he likes dancing, music, skateboarding, action and crime movies and cooking. He's actually a really great cook. 😁 He plays the drums in band, The Sons.

He carries blades on the battlefield alongside Gus. His most prominent weapon is this humungous axe. He also has machetes and whips - whips with spikes. 😈

Ryan defends Gus when he can't do it himself. (It's not like he can just use his powers, he'd be discovered then.) He quickly becomes the greatest friend he's ever had.

Ryan finds it hard to see the good in his enemies. In his eyes if you do something bad everything else you do is now suspect. This is an unfortunate but important trait for the plot.

His name is Michael. He likes practising magic and with his magic cards. He also likes fashion, although he'd never admit it, giving gifts, and eating/snacking. He's a very talkative person. He often borea people by going on long tangents. What's interesting is that half of what he says is a lie - or at least extremely exaggerated. He plays the trumpet in the band called Pandemonium.

He uses advanced technology on the battlefield alongside Ryan. He straps these advanced guns on both of his arms that eject bullets, digital webs and all kinds of signals. The webs can catch people before they fall and the guns also switch to drill mode which helps if he wants to tear down a wall. He also rides a hoverboard.

Before joining the heroes' side Michael was a cowardly bully who hurt a ton of people at school out of anger. He bullied with the help of his 'friends' Zackary and Adrian, who he calls Zack and A.J.

Zack is the one on the left.

His parents are always fighting and bickering like children and they ignore him most of time when he's at home. Too busy with their careers to care if he's doing something abnoxious or cruel. They never even knew that he was a bully. Whenever they talk to him it's always in a dismissive or disappointed tone. Mike always felt like they didn't even want to be parents. Once when he was younger and fatter (about ten years old) his mum straight up called him a pig to his face.

He never got over that.

His name is Seth. He's autistic, likes playing basketball his guitar and with his pet parrot. And he jogs around the block from time to time.

I think Seth might be the least developed character in the book. I'm not even sure what weapons he uses. I know I'm giving him a glider though (inspired by genshin impact.) He still does have an arc in the story though.

Because Seth was autistic he was picked on for acting and speaking in a strange way all the time. He kind of just gave up on interacting with kids his age entirely. Until Mike comes along and helps him communicate better and coaxes him out of his shell.

There's a ton of other things I want to say but these are the basics.

Any questions? 😁

I'll answer them all as best as I can.

[deanbrainrotwritings]

— a b o u t m e ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

eris | 21 | infj | she/her | aro-ace | latina 🇲🇽 | deancoded deangirl

— COMFORT CHARACTERS

dean winchester, the doctor, wanda maximoff, cayde-6

— FAVOURITE CHARACTERS

donna noble, link, mobius, obi-wan kenobi, eric effiong, anakin skywalker, beau arlen, soldier boy, clara oswald, amy pond, 12th doctor, daenerys targaryen, sirius black, din djarin, r2d2, matt murdock, like uh all ryan gosling’s characters

— FAVOURITE SERIES AND MOVIES

supernatural, lars and the real girl, the fall guy, resident alien, the winchesters, doctor who, the boys, scooby-doo, the grand tour, heroes, gen v, big sky, marvel, dc comics, fallout, extraordinary attorney woo, the last of us, bullet train, the mandalorian, dark angel, sex education, business proposal, hannibal, strong girl bong-soon, weightlifting fairy kim bok-joo, modern family, parks and recreation, good omens, sherlock holmes, bee and puppycat, game of thrones, buffy the vampire slayer, harry potter, john wick, star wars, the sandman, the umbrella academy, adventure time, brooklyn 99, invader zim, dexter, tombstone, austin powers, mega mind, scott pilgrim vs. the world, teen wolf, the king : eternal monarch, ten inch hero, the vampire diaries, the devil’s hour, narcos, my bloody valentine, miraculous ladybug, the originals, a monster calls, smallville, the walking dead, you, the magicians, merlin, once upon a time, criminal minds, house md, devour, fairly odd parents, true crime, dawson’s creek + more

— FAVOURITE DUOS

merlin & arthur, twelve & clara, ten & donna, house & wilson, scooby-doo & shaggy, link & midna, sherlock & john, c3po & r2d2, nikki & pug, anakin & obiwan, anakin & ahsoka, din djarin & grogu, mobius & loki, lemon & tangerine, ron & april, stiles & derek, natasha & clint

— FAVOURITE SHIPS

wanda/vision, wanda/loki, thor/jane, river/the doctor, amy/rory, vastra/jenny, jo/dean, cassie/dean, lisa/dean, bela/dean, jessica/sam, rowena/sam, eileen/sam, jody/donna, meg/castiel, charlie/jo, saint-14/osiris, eris/drifter, ray holt/kevin, tara/willow, spike/buffy, sirius/remus, andy/april, jordan/marie, lucifer/chloe

— OTHER FAVOURITE THINGS

destiny, legend of zelda, bts, muse, avenged sevenfold, led zeppelin, radio company, my chemical romance, fall out boy, waterparks (band), lots of music, coconut milk, cooking/baking, drawing, tea, coffee, honey, chocolate, spicy foods, doughnuts, all shades of green, books, astronomy, physics, liquid eyeliner, bees, animals, silly pens, rocks, dinosaurs, flowers/plants, comic books, paradoxes, carl jung, friedrich nietzsche, cowboys, soft blankets, superheroes, fun socks, shoes, bags, lip tint>>>

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[dissonantia-goddess-of-chaos]

Cassandra "Cassie" Slade/"The Rogue Rider": [20] Born in the rural areas of Rio Hondo, Texas, Cassandra Santos was born into a rancher family who inherited the wealth of her late grandfather, who used to be a rich man in Spain. At the age of 6, her parents were brutally murdered by a group of outlaws who raided their home for the money, and they chased her down because she was a witness. Before they could kill her, Carter showed up and slaughtered all of them, saving Cassie. Sympathetic for the girl, he took her in and raised her as his own. As the years went by, Carter trained the young girl how to tame horses and become an accurate sharpshooter just like her old man. Cassie has short warm black hair, tan skin, and soft brown eyes. She has light brown freckles on her face and shoulders. As a result of her constant training and completing chores around Carter's ranch, she as a slim-thick and athletic build.

When she turned 20, Dissonantia granted her the power to become a ghost rider without a contract, and allowed to tame a hellsteed to be her companion. She ended up choosing a demonic bullhorse, a hellish hybrid between a bull and a hellsteed mare. They are characterized by their front facing horns, infernal color scheme (red, blue, purple, black, etc.), fiery flaming and smoking mane and tail, larger size, and untamable and aggressive nature. Despite the numerous failed attempts to tame the wild beast from Hell, Cassie managed to subdue and domesticated the inferno horse. She named the beast "Ares".

Cassie inherited her father's cape, and can turn it into a pancho (with or without a hood), a cape, and a cloak, often wearing her hat over the hood of the cloak form during hot and humid weather.

As the Rogue Rider, she uses different handguns and pistols inspired by Western movies and games, rifles, a chain lasso, a crossbow with holy bolts, regular bow and arrows, Bowie knife, machete, a spiked whip, hatchets, spiked brass knuckles, sticks of dynamite that explodes with hellfire, etc.

She views herself aligned between Lawful Good and Lawful Neutral, since she doesn't want to kill anyone but knows that sometimes you need to punch a few teeth out to get a point across. Other than that, she's a sweet and genuine young lady who just wants to help out and make friends.

Her Ghost Rider outfit looks similar to this and this, but she often wears t-shirts and flannels with blue jeans and boots when working or hanging out with the rest of the Ghost Rider kids, Pancho, Ryan, and Lethal (@dissonantia-goddess-of-chaos).

Even when her parents' murders happened when she was 6, she can still remember every last detail: walking out of her bedroom, seeing the blood stained carpet, gruff and gritty voices, shots being fired, her mom screaming and her dad shouting profanities, then turning the corner to see nine men trying to crack open her father's safe while his and her mother's bodies laid on the floor of Mr. Santos' office. She remembered silently backing away, until one of the wooden floor boards creaked underneath her, grabbing the attention of the robbers. She made a run through the open door of the house, sprinting as fast as her little legs could carry her, sobbing and pleading for help. Then she tripped over a rock. As the group of marauders closed in around her, Carter appeared and brought justice to her family by massacring all of them. As he comforted a crying Cassandra, he carried her back to the ranch house, leaving her on the living room couch as he went upstairs to check on her parents. Cassie didn't feel like staying alone, so she followed the skeletal gunslinger upstairs. Carter tried to shoo the girl out of the room so she didn't have to bear the pain of her parents'demise, but she still walked over to the safe and pressed in the code, unlocking the safe. She offered him the money, and of course Carter refused, but they managed to agree that they should take the money so Carter could properly be able to take care of Cassie without worrying about financial trouble.

The deep depression and anger towards her parents' murderers eventually left Cassandra's heart as she grew older, seeing the Western Ghost Rider as her real father.

Her way of "silently greeting" others from a distance is full western hat tilt: hand on hip and the other to tilt her hat.

She has southern accent, sings pretty well, like Dolly Parton when she sings "Jolene" or some of the singers who have sung "House of the Rising Sun.

Due to her southern/Texan/Mexican accent and grammar, she speaks like "ain't" "-in"" "y'all" "howdy" "git" and "Watt-uh-burger". She refers to Carter as "Paw" or "Pa"/"Padre"/"Jefe" (meaning boss in Mexican slang).

Cassie knows EVERY SINGLE country and Mexican dance, like the ones we had to dance during rodeo day in elementary.

Plays the banjo, viola, and pan flute, often with the rest of the Ghost Rider kids to orchestrate small musicals for fun.

Cassie often walks alongside roads near Carter's farm on her horse, singing or whistling a tune. Sometimes she's accompanied by Damian or Sera, but not Azazel since she doesn't like being in the sun for too long, other times she'll start a race between her and Damian, or she'll spend time with Carter, just talking and bonding with him, doing father-daughter things together.

Favorite movies: Rango, the Magnificent Seven, R.I.P.D. (her and Damian persuaded Carter and Johnny to watch this with the rest of the kids to see their reactions to the main characters (honestly, Slade and Blaze remind me of the main characters)), that one western movie with Leonardo DiCaprio in it, some Mexican movies that aren't trash, but she absolutely refuses to watch any western movie that has racist actors or racist stereotypes towards Native Americans.

Favorite video games: western games, some racing and rpg games, RDR2 is her top favorite

When she was younger, she had an irrational fear of skinwalkers, often having nightmares of a tall, lanky, slender figure with glowing eyes standing outside of her bedroom window, staring into her room, waiting.... watching..... This often results in her running to Carter's room, crying for him to make "the bad man go away!" Azazel telling ghost stories on "Campfire Saturday" nights at the Cottonmouth Ranch and Mexican/Texan ghost legends and cryptids doesn't help with Cassie's fear, either.

Favorite color is sunset/sunrise amber

She is still questioning her sexuality

Gardenia Castle/"Lady Punisher", "daughter of the Punisher/Cosmic Ghost Rider", "the Punisher": [21] Born in Hell to Frank Castle and Ryara, Gardenia is the hybrid between a mortal host of the Spirit of Vengeance and a succubus, with the combined abilities of the Ghost Rider and a high ranking demon. She is the split image of her parents, with fair skin and green eyes of her mother's human form, and the jet black hair and physique of her father (although her muscles are smaller and she has long straight black hair).

Pretty like her mom, but becomes psychotic like her dad as she gets older.

She inherited her parents' resting faces, making her look constantly bored, angry, or annoyed.

Frank ends up training her when she expresses interest in his job.

As she got older, she started becoming emotionally distant towards the other children of Zarathos, and just became meaner in general.

Frank refused to support her wish to join the army, not wanting his daughter to become like him.

As a Ghost Rider AND Lady Punisher, she wears an armored suit that is a mixture of the Punisher's outfit and the Cosmic Ghost Rider space suit. (Link to a Pinterest board I made, you'll see her section)

Throughout her childhood, her and Damian always had a crush on each other, but didn't know how to properly display it. They started dating after Damian's 15th birthday.

She absolutely hates tight skin suits, like Black Widow's.

Often gets in fights with the rest of the kids, with the exception of Lethal and Sera.

A professional ballerina.

She is jealous of Sera's natural elegance and dancing

Idolizes her father, much like how Damian, Cassie, and Pancho do to theirs.

If Frank ever decides to quit being Dissonantia's herald, Gardenia will take his place.

She has the inability to be traumatized by bloodshed due to inheriting her mother's bloodlust.

Pancho—who is just as insane as Lobo—is scared of Gardenia because of how sadistic and merciless she can be.

He describes her as "a crazy b*tch with a 'loose hand'", meaning she will not hesitate to pull out her gun and blow off someone's brains out or slit someone's throat with a dagger.

On a mission with her father, Gardenia had to help him take down a corrupted priest that was related to the mafia who was also was possessed by a demon and lead a demonic army against Dissonantia.

She had to disguise herself as a nun, with all sorts of hidden weapons underneath her uniform.

She rides a hellfire motorcycle.

She is Chaotic Neutral.

As the Lady Punisher, she had access to her father's armory and weaponry, but she often uses her Ghost Rider abilities to summon hellfire versions of said weapons.

Her way of "silently greeting" others from a distance is a simple nod.

She developed her father's Italian accent, although it's subtle.

She occasionally plays piano and can seduce others with her singing like her mother.

In her freetime, Gardenia likes to read, walk in the Castle's garden, and work out with her father in the gymnasium. Occasionally, she enjoys DND nights with the rest of the kids.

She got a Hellhound German shepherd named Coffee after she finished Dissonantia's training.

Favorite movies: none come to mind.

Favorite video games: stealth and fighting games. Call of Duty

Favorite color is emerald green

Her sexuality is straight.

Pancho, Son of Lobo: [21]

Ryan Wilson/Grey Menace: [20]

[elizaellwrites]

Elaine is predictably unpredictable. She's a walking contradiction in many ways. For someone who's so cold to those around her, it's almost shocking for them to find out just how much she cares.

She's rather monotone in everyday situations, but never hides her easily flared temper. Once pushed, however, she is consumed by her emotions. She has no qualms with expressing her anger but never directs it at someone she doesn't consider to be deserving of it. This doesn't stop her from engaging in fights; never hesitating to throw a punch or push the boundaries during training sessions.

She fuels her combat skills with her pent-up anger, releasing any restraint she may have. Because of this, she trains rigorously and is often incredibly offensive in combat. She uses several types of blades, but the most distinctive is the Nirshorn-associated saifas sword, which appears as a normal sword until backward-facing spikes are released from their confines within the outer blade, turning the weapon's purpose from slicing to tearing. It takes an incredible amount of strength to use this barbaric weapon, and due to its large size, weight, and gruesome damage it inflicts on its victims, it is not common. In closer quarters, she uses a curved dagger, though she will often substitute this larger blade for her third weapon choice of throwing knives.

Though she is highly emotional, she is also a strategic thinker and often contributes to planning team tactics with Cameron and Jacob. At her best, this is her greatest strength as she is direct and has no restraint on her opinion or point of view. She doesn't care how she is perceived by those around her and goes through life the way she sees fit, even if she's the only one doing it.

She's latched onto her adopted mother's culture as part of her identity and wears both Wotakouran eye symbols, and a familial daeis every day. She does not know her true culture but is aware that she is not Wotakouran. Her lack of knowledge about her biological parents and her origin is disturbing and frustrating to her, as there is no way for her to discover any of it.

While she may appear mean and calloused, she never targets people without provocation. Her comments are more often than not mildly insulting, though she is definitely capable of more if she so chooses. In the end, she is driven by her deep and sheltered care for those who are close to her- even those who she does not regularly get along with (cough, Ryan, cough.) She is fiercely protective and can't stand by when someone is in need of help. This drive to protect led her to join her brother and sister in the observance program at thirteen years old- and she was definitely not interested in the opportunities to openly compete against them, most certainly not...

She can be callous like her father, caring like her mother, reckless like her brother, and logical like her sister, but Elaine is distinctive in the passion she conducts herself with- whether it's for bloodlust or not.

[abwwia]

Veronica Ryan (b.1956), Drift Seeds, 2019–21 Crocheted fishing line, cotton, plaster, clay, seeds and fruit skins Courtesy: Spike Island, Bristol, Paula Cooper Gallery, New York and Alison Jacques, London © Veronica Ryan; photo: Max McClure

[cutebutahandful]

lil scar's 2k23 wrapped

2k23 health stats (from april onwards):

0 hospital stays

0 psychiatric medications

108 gym visits/swims

2 x breakdowns, 1 x suicidal ideation, 1 x panic attack

2k23 soul stats (whole year):

146 books read (genre read most often: fantasy) ((to no one's surprise))

10 concerts, 3 festivals, 1 play, 1 ballet recital

26 parties

travelled to 8 countries, of which umrah was the most significant

rediscovered old loves: pilates, taking long walks, swimming, reading

discovered new loves: decorating seoul apt, painting, kuromi, renaissance art, louis wain, mon rovia and soft fabric

an irrevocable positive change: my faith.

(the thing about stats is that it can be influenced by biases, esp in selection of metrics and presentation of data. my stats are biased as FUCK - i chose to limit my health stats from apr to dec 2023 since mar was when i was out of the hospital and back in regular society. the figures for breakdowns/panic attack/suicidal ideation would definitely spike from jan to mar but i dont want to focus on that period, i want to remember how i've fared on this healing journey.)

to understand why i chose the metrics i did, we need to rewind to 2022: isaiah's passing, a miscarriage, a violation that left me shattered, and walking away from the most toxic relationship that had me questioning my sanity. but here we are in 2k23, more or less on the other side of it all.

sure, i spent nov 2022 - mar 2023 calling the psych ward home but like rumi said, "the wound is the place where the light enters you." the corridors of the psych ward were a necessary refuge and it was there that i was diagnosed with PTSD & BPD. these acronyms became part of my vocabulary, diagnoses that didn't define me but explained a lot. not gunna lie though, the first days were like trying to climb a mountain blindfolded. grounding exercises were so difficult bc everything felt nebulous and out-of-reach. i felt like i was trapped in a deep fog with no way out and almost catatonic with no control over my body except my voice - even that died at my throat. i couldn't see beyond today, counting the day hour by hour, and the idea of tomorrow was suffocating. the hospital walls witnessed my tears, my silence, and the battles fought to just stay another day.

i'd say i was wholly broken back then but during this period, i was also offered a second chance: a chance to rebuild, to redefine, and to rediscover the essence of who i am. healing isn't about erasing the past but finding a way to coexist with it, to build a future that isn't dictated by the ghosts of my history. sure the scars remain but they're a testament to my resilience, not a roadmap of my pain.

i am not defined by the wounds of the past, but by the strength with which i rise above them.

come 2023, i made a conscious choice to focus on elements that breathe life into my spirit. work became my sanctuary, a space where creativity flowed like a river, and i found solace in the rhythm of productivity. a change of scenery – a new country, new faces, and new vistas – served as the backdrop for my baby metamorphosis. (and it was easy to be happy and to excel with Jay behind me.)

friends, as always, were my anchors, their laughter and steadfastness a balm to my wounds. i will never forget liam and matty immediately flying down to stay by me during the miscarriage and breakup, bryan choosing seating arrangements to make me feel safe, yao and noah staying on the phone with me for hours, ryan always making sure i was eating and moving, allie/cheryl/han/elly always listening to me cry and rage over the breakup and everyone sending me flowers even when i moved. i have always known that i was loved but i felt it even more so at my lowest🥺 

if there is one thing i am grateful for (and im gr8ful for a lot!), it would be my relationship w family, who stood by me with unwavering support. i was so scared to tell my parents about everything that happened, especially the assault, because i was filled with a lot of guilt and shame that i hadn't worked through. i was also terrified that this made me dirty and that i would lose their love but the very opposite happened. my mom was my bedrock - there were days when i was immobile and didn't have the strength to even shower. i remember crying because i loved my hair but i hated how i felt/looked and my mom immediately came the next day with a new bottle of shampoo/conditioner and she shampooed my hair for me. i wasn't judged for the state i was in, and my dad affirmed his love for me too.

i honestly would not have been able to come this far without the support of my community. in their eyes, i saw reflections of the woman i was becoming – and even if i didn't believe in a "it gets better", what was important was that liam believed it, my mom believed it and they both love me so even if i don't believe it and can't see it yet, i will hold their hand and walk over to this next stage bc they would never lead me to something bad.

speaking of bad, there's the issue of T. i don't think they've invented words or metaphors that can capture the depth of hurt he has lashed upon me but i will say this: while the violation may have been the straw that broke the camel's back last year, it was T who hurt me and broke me far more grievously than that man. i forgave my assailant, but i don't forgive T. this is esp hard bc there is still love for him lingering in my heart and sometimes i feel it with the same intensity as i did when we were together. it comes much more infrequently now and doesn't make me cry as much but i hate that my heart harbors that tenderness for a man so callous and unkind. when i feel that love now, i pour it into other people but everytime i think i've emptied my heart out, i find another layer still. what's vexing is that i can't do anything about either the rage or the love - i just need to feel it and let it pass. how can one heart hold such intense, opposing feelings? fuck if i know, but i need it to be done. it took me four years to get over marcus and i pray it takes me less than half the time of that to get over tylr. i havent watched many movies this year bc they remind me too much of him and i end up feeling nauseous and anxious but 2024 will hopefully see me overcome this!!

anw looking back on all that's happened - yeah, i'm not the same person i was when all this started but who wants to stay the same forever? i am proud of all that i've accomplished this year, especially my projects with Jay - it's no secret how much i admire his work ethic, and being around him lends me an additional edge that drives me more keenly. he's also granted me access to a lot of people/places/things that i wouldn't even have thought about and to be given that kind of platform is always humbling. i feel secure in my relationships too - if there was ever a time my loved ones would've abandoned me, it would've been last year when i was a husk of the person they know. now that i'm better, i want to do even more to be present and show my love for them, even on days when it's hard for me to show up for myself.

also, i think i've reached a level of peace i can call normal yet here's the kicker – is my 'normal' just catching up to what others take for granted? it's a weird realization, stepping into stability and wondering if it's just the baseline everyone else hangs out at effortlessly.

i expected to feel something momentous at the end of 2k23 but as the last day of the year draws to an end, i stand neither crushed nor liberated by everything that's happened. but maybe it's enough to just stride forward and embrace the limitless possibilities the universe has to offer me because if i got through what i did, i can def get through anything else.

[thinkingnot]

this was in the drafts im airing it im airing it out this read lowkey batshit insane typed out my bestfriend really does got treating an elderly in a nursery home patience with me

A Jackfruit convo: tldr

cw: procrastinating calc homework, all over the place, none of the topics pursued was brought home.

viewer discretion is adviced

sorrey fruit bruised cus i was poking at it onehandedly to type + say this rant

So you ever boiled jackfruit’s Sees this like if you have boiled and ate them like they gave you like really bad gas like you would pass gas for a whole 30 minutes after eating them I think or something I don’t know like that was my reaction it was when I was at my grandma was like I got some boiled jackfruit seeds because I was curious what they tasted like OK so I was like what does you can boil these and eat them my grandma was like yeah and then I think she said you can do that with durians too but I’m not sure maybe I’m imagining it because they’re both like sharp spiky fruits in this one the spikes are just smaller spikes there’s still spikes anyways so if you eat it and then you would pass a lot of gas is that a type of of medicine or some thing that makes you have diarrhea and like it was used in a scene in the other woman with Cameron Diaz she was like pouring powder while she was on the date or was it the other lady I don’t remember like I don’t know who but like if she was pouring it until like some that I think a guy was called king because of his surname was king and then yeah I was he was cheating with like three women at the same time and one of them being his wife one of them being his girlfriend and another it was like I don’t know actually I don’t actually know what do they call eachother I think is also his girlfriend or lover I don’t know how they but like they were all really pretty and then he cheated all of them so they were *gasps* laxatives!

OK so second part of the train of thought I just I’m using text to speech I’m using speech to text I mean because I’m I’m not gonna type all of that I’m lazy I don’t like one handedly doing this I’m all this is from speech OK now you’re gonna know my speech pattern and you’re gonna find out where I live your parents ever like show you like robots taking over the world are apocalyptic movies when you were kids really young ones and I will tell you that your room but I could one day like for you in your sleep and in your family actually had a room by in the house and then you also wash that Will Smith movie would like robot I robot yeah and then like I didn’t save a little girl and you didn’t wash that part but like you nailed the robot didn’t save the little girl and then and you’re kind of scared of robots and AI technology but he also find it really cool but you’re also scared of it so I like one time your aunt was like can you want to Buy an Alexa Alexa first came out and he was like oh I don’t know maybe I should’ve agreed but also like I feel lucky I didn’t agree because those things are scary as hell like they always listening what they listening to all the time they got a report on me she was discussing a murder or something I don’t know actually I don’t discuss murderers murderers that often like no I don’t talk about murderers at all I don’t think I maybe I do I don’t know but like I talk about evading taxes and everyone in my country does not so maybe it’s OK taxes sucks or shucks like corns that was a pun from Charlie slimecicle or ryan higa IT WAS FROM BO BURNHAM

[belowthedot]

[bxrn-thc-pagcs]

Tags: Parents (3/?)

[alyswritings]

Pressure

Request: Hi love could I request a Sebastian Stan x daughter reader where Reader feels pressure by her boyfriend to have sex for the first time, not only in their relationship but her entire life. When she says no her boyfriend doesn’t react too well, Sebastian finds the reader shaking and crying when he gets home from the set of the falcon and the winter soldier and goes into protective dad mode. Thank you love

Sebastian Stan x daughter!reader

Summary: Sebastian comforts his daughter after her boyfriend goes too far.

Warnings: pressure to have sex, mentions of sex, punching a wall

a/n: thank you for the request! please don't read if this could trigger you. hope you enjoy!

(gif not mine)

Y/N is over at her boyfriend's house, the two sitting in his room and watching a movie. Neither of his parents are home, the two there alone. Barely twenty minutes into the movie, they began making out.

Currently, Y/N is lying down while her boyfriend hovers over her as they kiss. His hand slides under her shirt and trails up, Y/N able to feel his thumb trace over the bottom of her bra. His hand slides up a little more, his hand gripping onto her boob.

Y/N makes a small noise, pulling her head away and she pushes his hand down.

"What? What?" He asks.

"I don't-- I don't want you to grab my boob." Y/N says.

"Okay. Yeah, okay. Sure." Ryan says. "No biggie." He says, smiling a little before starting to kiss her again. After a few moments, his hand slides down this time, slowly trailing to her butt. He grips it in his hand before moving his hand to her hip. He straddles her, letting his hands roam her body while he sucks on her neck.

Y/N enjoys some of it, but part of her still feels uncomfortable. She tenses up when Ryan starts to pull her pants down.

"I-- no, no, no." She stops him, trying to push him away.

"What?" He asks, sitting up. "I thought you wanted to have sex."

"I..." Y/N freezes as she thinks. She enjoyed the making out, but when he started gripping onto her, she began to feel uncomfortable and she definitely knows she isn't ready for the sex part. "I don't."

"What? Come on, baby, it's easy. I mean, I know you're a virgin, but it'll be painless. I promise." Ryan says.

"No, I-- no. I don't wanna lose it yet." Y/N says. "I'm not-- I'm not ready for that."

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Ryan scoffs.

"What?" Y/N mumbles, frowning. She has always been taught that "no" meant "no." And given she surrounds herself with people who respect that, she sometimes forget that some people don't know how to handle it.

"God, you are such a fucking tease!" Ryan exclaims, standing up.

"Wh-- no, I'm not." Y/N argues, pulling her pants up and standing up.

"Yes, you are! You let me kiss you for almost a full fucking hour, just to turn me down to sex?! That's fucking cruel!"

"Look, I just-- I'm not ready yet. Okay? There's nothing wrong with not being ready." Y/N states.

"Except that it affects me." Ryan says, rolling his eyes. Y/N nervously watches him try to calm himself down. "Okay, you know what? I don't-- we don't have to do it that way. But I think I at least deserve for you to blow me."

"Wh-what?" Y/N mumbles.

"Yeah. You caused an issue and you got me all turned out, only to flake out. I think I deserve to get a fucking blow job." Ryan states.

"I-- no. I don't-- I don't wanna do that either." Y/N says.

Ryan stares at her, Y/N shrinking at the angry look in his eyes.

"Look, I-- I'm sorry, but I just don't--" Y/N jumps when Ryan slams his fist into the wall, creating a hole. She stare at the hole with wide eyes, feeling fear spike up inside her, her hands growing sweaty.

"I-- I should go." Y/N mumbles, grabbing her purse.

"Yeah. Yeah, you fucking go, you prude!" Ryan shouts after her as Y/N rushes out of the house.

- - -

Y/N is curled up on the couch, sniffling as she cries, trying to not have a completely break down. She got home about an hour ago and hasn't moved from her spot, attempting to comfort herself.

She doesn't hear the front door open or her dad call out for her. Sebastian drops his stuff on the bench by the door and takes his shoes off before walking further into the apartment. He walks into the living room, stopping when he sees his daughter's state.

"Y/N/N?" Sebastian gently calls. He walks over to her. "Hey." He says, finally getting her attention. She looks up at him, Sebastian's heart breaking at the tearful, scared look in her eyes. "Baby, hey, hey. What happened?"

"I-- I--" Y/N hiccups, starting to sob. She shakes her head, unable to speak.

"Hey, hey, it's okay." Sebastian sits next to her and pulls her into a hug. "It's all right. I got you, sweetheart. I got you. I'm right here."

Sebastian continues to comfort her until she slowly is able to calm down, her cries decreasing.

"Can you explain what happened?" Sebastian asks. Y/N sniffles as she sits up, getting out of her father's hold.

"I... well, I was-- I was at Ryan's earlier. And we... and we were--" Y/N takes a deep breath, trying to keep control of her breathing.

"It's okay, princesa. Take your time." Sebastian soothes, rubbing his thumb over her cheek, his hand cupping the side of her face. "Take your time, baby girl."

Y/N keeps control of her breathing until she knows she can talk without breaking down.

"We were-- we were, um..." Y/N awkwardly glances around. "Kissing. And... and it started to-to progress, but I-- I didn't want it to. I had to stop him a couple of times and tell him that-- that I didn't want it to go any further. And, um... he-- he didn't take it very well."

"He got really mad and... and he started yelling and it scared me and then he-- he punched the wall and it... it created a hole. And it was really scary and I didn't know he would react like that. Maybe I should've just said yes, and--"

"Hey, hey, hey, no. No." Sebastian firmly tells her. "You do not have to do anything that you are not comfortable with and nobody is allowed to force you to either. If you don't want to have sex, then you don't want to have sex. It's as simple as that and whoever you're with should respect that."

"Ryan is not a good person for scaring you or getting angry at you for not doing something that he wants."

"I don't-- I don't wanna keep dating him. But what if-- what if he does something worse? What if he reacts angrier, I--"

"I will go with you." Sebastian says. "I will be right there and if he tries anything, I'll stop him. I'm not gonna let anything happen to you." He quietly assures and Y/N nods.

"You did the right thing, honey. You kept your boundaries and you didn't do something you knew would make you super uncomfortable and that's good. You respected your own boundaries, and he should've too."

Y/N sniffles and nods, wiping her nose.

"C'mere." Sebastian mumbles, pulling her into a hug. He holds onto her tightly, one hand resting on her head as she starts to quietly cry again. Sebastian's jaw clenches as he glares at the wall, wanting nothing more than to go kill or at least seriously injure Ryan for doing this to his baby girl. But he knows all he can really do is be there for Y/N and make sure she's okay, which he fully intends to do.

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