#owen would want me to do this
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Happy Easter to the only man to ever rise again
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Curtwen Week Day 6: Happy Ending
#I like to believe that there is a universe where they get to grow old together#just one#look once upon a time I read a fic that had me bawling my fuckin eyes out where they get to grow old together#I do want to say that I believe in personal growth and I think that Curt can 100% have a happy ending without Owen- where he can grow#away from that experience and where he can healthily cope with the trauma he ended up with#where he can find solace in something other than alcohol and where he can find it in himself to forge new relationships and build his#connections with people like Tatiana#etc etc#I just want to make it known that this is one of many happy endings that could happen#(amongst the several sad ones that I know also exist)#ALSO I wanted to draw the old men and I do what I want#but yeah something something if the universe is infinite /ref#maybe this is a universe where the banana incident never happened and they were able to retire together#ough#the curtwen feels are really getting me today#I adore them#also I used a new brush ive been having fun with this past week#doesn’t it look cool?#I really like drawing with it and I like how it looks so#we might be seeing more of this one in the future#although 6b is still my guy#damn y���know hypothetically- if Owen (depending on the au) and Curt lived to be in their 60s (at least) they would witness the first Pride#god can you imagine that?#At the very least Curt being around for stonewall and everything that came after that with queer rights#FUCK anyways#fun fact: a group of frogs is called an army#isn’t that cute#reminds me of that one person on TikTok that raised like a thousand frogs- they had a literal army of frogs#crazy#curtwen week
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Look, Cap, I really like where your heart is at, but do you really believe that this is the best idea?
Is it the best idea that we run into burning buildings? No, but we do it anyway. Why?
To save lives.
Couldn't save the owner's life, but we can save his.
#911verse#lonestardaily#911lsedit#911lonestaredit#paulstricklandedit#marjanmarwaniedit#mateochavezedit#owenstrandedit#juddryderedit#paul strickland#marjan marwani#mateo chavez#owen strand#judd ryder#911 lone star#lone star#mine.#gifs#paul#marjan#mateo#owen#judd#lsfirefam#911 lone star spoilers#and just like that judd wants to retire again#(just one again tonight bc i really underestimated how hard it would be to gif two shows and do whumptober rip to me)
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Man, Curt's got internalized homophobia so bad that for the first 3 months of their relationship he was convinced Owen was straight before Owen had to scream it in his face that he was gay and then Curt spent another 3 months still calling himself straight to Owen's face and Owen's so sick of it like Curt you 2 are actively fucking EVERY TIME YOU SEE EACH OTHER. AND YOU ARE VERY CLEARLY INTO IT. YOU ARE NOT STRAIGHT SIR STOP LYING TO YOURSELF
internalized homophobia agent curt mega ily
#spies are forever#tin can bros#tin can brothers#owen carvour#agent curt mega#curtwen#curt would be like “im not gay” and owen would be like “curt you're actively sucking my dick”#because they're just like that#idk something about curt just being so sure he's not gay for the longest time is interesting to me#even then i don't think he would've ever called himself gay#i don't think curt's very proud of his sexuality he just sorta accepts it even tho he doesn't want to#owen needs to help him get to a place of coping with it#because it's actively harming their relationship and owen's sick of it#because idk this guy who owen likes and who he's got some amount of a relationship with is convinced that not only he's straight but owen i#too#and curt needs to be convinced that both he and owen aren't straight and that that's ok#and i think that never fully goes away until owen is lost#and it's one of the reasons curt leaves owen#he's been with men other than owen for sure#but i do sometimes wonder if owen did feel disposable to curt#he knew curt got over his attempted heterosexuality#but it never felt as tho he embraced the queer side of him#and that if owen was gone he could just live a normal heterosexual life#but that's not the case and then owen dies and for the first time curt truly accepts his sexuality#because owen being gone only makes things worse#because he adores owen as a person and friend#and was genuinely in love with him#and then never fell in love again
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every day i wish that Rats SMP was a cartoon bc it would make the greatest show ever i think
#I've been watching Arietty and the Rescuers a lot lately;;;;;;;;;;;#i just think it would make the cutest fucking cartoon with the funniest plotlines#it would be so perfect#with the ensemble cast you can swap out characters as much as you need/want to#the different animals breaking into the house later in the series would make a fucking BANGER season 2#(like can you fucking imagine. season 2 pilot. theres a BADGER IN THE HOUSE NOW?)#they've even got a halloween special AND christmas special episode it's PERFECT#the whole first season could cover the rats getting used to the house and getting settled in#maybe the season 1 finale is the mum and others coming home#I would absolutely fucking want Owen to be played by David Tennant bc his tenth doctor voice gives me rat owen vibes#rats smp cartoon would be so so so good#cannot fucking WAIT for Rats In Paris#i have a whole scene in my head of like. that episode where Jimmy gets locked in a room all night and is miserable abt it 😭#where he's trapped in the room with the son and the boy is just chasing him around the room for hours#set to the song A Haunted House! from the totoro soundtrack#trying to catch jimmy in a little bug net#there's also this whole wild chase scene in my head with one of the cats chasing Owen Martyn and Scott and the janitor gets involved as well#set to Cat Chase from the Suzume soundtrack#i actually have a whole spotify playlist titled Rats SMP But As A Wholesome Kids Cartoon it has so many ghibli movie songs#(willing to share if anyone is curious i love sharing playlists)#i fucking LOVE imagining Hey Let's Go from the totoro opening credits as a Mitchiri-Neko style marching rats credits sequence#with each verse more characters join the march until all the animal guests and humans are there too#Do the Impossible from Chicory would make such a fucking cute anime style opening showing little clips of all the chaos of the house#i love this idea so goddamn much i fucking wish i could animate ;-;#i would infodump about this idea for hours if i had infinite tag space but alas. maximum of 30
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Once again thinking about Curt and Owen going to the chippy. It's the middle of winter. It's the early evening and the sun has set. It hasn't snowed, but the next morning there will be enough frost that you would think it had. They buy their food and speed-walk to the nearest park, so that when they perch on the cold wood of a bench in the corner, the chips are piping hot and golden, and the batter on the fish is crisp. Owen's food has enough vinegar on it that Curt wonders if he's trying to corrode his tongue (which would be terrible news). They bicker over Curt calling the chips "fries". It's warmth and nourishment and love in the middle of the biting cold. Can anyone hear me
#you opened the box#hi guys no prizes for guessing what i ate today#anyway just. they can do a stereotypically british activity as a treat. enough fancy galas i am sending them to the chippy#fried food just hits different in winter too i think. sue me#someone who is a less picky eater than me should elaborate their order probably.#i also don't know what's popular at london chippies so feel free to chip in if you do#oh. chip in. that was accidental i swear#anyway hot comfort food on a cold day already tastes like love so i think sharing that with the person you are in love with would be great#i just like thinking abt them doing everyday activities together. i want them to be happy.#why does owen drown his food in vinegar btw? because i said so. it just seems like sth he would do idk
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also I keep doing the thing where I have an interaction. astarion disapproves. I sigh. I reload the save before the interaction. I kick him back to camp. I do the thing. I pick the lad back up.
#eve lae’zel likes me better than him it’s kinda funny#him and karlach like. she’s a surprisingly tough cookie#I also picked her up? kinda late?#it was a case of I was scared to do stuff on the map#I also didn’t pick up wyll for a hot minute bc I coudlnt find him#I’m better now about looking around + talking to everyone l#I spent like. an hour and half talking to people around last light#I still don’t have halsin#ALSO IM SO SORRY GAMERS#I accidentally killed minthara. so she is uhhhh MIA from my current game#I do want to play w her one of these times#I might have to make a different oc for it tho#I know I could have knocked her out and she would show up ;—;#I was. so anxious about the goblin camp that I kinda jsutjddudjdjdjddj#on the list of things to do now that things in the game are less scary#I ain’t going back anytime soon tho like I wanna finish the game first I think#gosh act 1 is huuuge compared to act 2#I’m waiting for the we fix the problem and turns out there’s a lot worse problems going on#unless act 2 is just truly as short as I’m imagining#but we’ll see! don’t tell me tho I wanna find out obviously#owen plays bg3
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Anyway,
#911 lone star#repeat after me#owen is not the main character because this is an ensemble show#i mean as a general rule you really should stay out of people's inboxes to bitch at them about something you know they don't agree with#but also people are allowed to call out the show for trying to get clout for diversity and then making it the owen strand show#and not even the 'owen strand is sooo good at being fire captain' show which would at least get us firecrew scenes!#it's now the 'owen does anything BUT fire captain because that's basically like sitting on the bench' show#which is a shame because there are a billion police/fbi procedurals i could watch if i wanted to#but i don't i want the found family hopeful wholesome 911-verse#and when owen IS being captain or being dad to TK or one of the team or a friend for the other captains his scenes are so good!!#i love those scenes and they give us more content for the other ensemble characters#and THAT is a lot of the complaint about the screetime is that it's majorly going to one character doing outside stuff#so not only is it not centered on the other characters but they don't even hardly get to be involved!#ANWAY#don't mind me just tired of hearing people say no one can be mad because owen is the main character#if this was a show with 2 mains and a handful of supporting characters or the show was named after owen in some way i'd get it#but literally he isn't the main character and that is why people are upset
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there are many ways nardole interacting with the torchwood team could potentially go but i think in every timeline owen would be so mad about who in the team nardole has sex with. including in any situation where nardole has Only fucked owen he would still find a way to be mad about it
#nardole#doctor who#owen harper#dw#torchwood#see i CANT imagine it but like. thats nardole though. like. i feel like nardole DOES NOT WANT bitches in s10 at any point. and so we do not#see the version of nardole that allows him to actually Get bitches.#him in torchwood all bets are off. tosh jack suzie owen gwen ianto hell even rhys honestly i feel like if theres ONE non-gwen who could pul#that off and seduce RHYS of all people its fucking nardole. For some reason.#the one character i dont think nardole would fuck is probably martha. mostly bc martha is too loyal to ever cheat unlike every other#character in the entirety of the show#and dont even get me started on what john hart and nardole would do to each other. cause i dont really want to talk about that i think it#would be. bad to witness in many ways and im not sure i need to consider how and why that could be the case#just know that they WOULD know each other carnally#ari opinion hour
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fellas im gonna be real with you i am dreading the prospect of a storyline that has sami together with roman and the original bloodline as faces vs heel!kevin. the thought makes me feel sick. if sami does run back to roman and kevin tries to murder him about it, then quite frankly sami you have that coming. but truly, it would just feel wrong for him to do that in this scenario, because - especially after everything - i do not think sami should EVER choose roman over kevin! doing that in 2022 was like his moral event horizon in their relationship. for him to do that again, leaving kevin entirely alone only this time we're supposed to fully cheer him for it? fucking awful horrible no way they cant do that to me. i dont want sami to turn heel again so soon but if its between a heel turn to side with kevin and siding with roman against him, i'll take the former i think.
#they're not gonna do that though.#im not sure how exactly they'll play it whether sami will try to reason with kevin first or how/if he'll even be connected to roman#but i do feel quite strongly that the finality of this heel turn from kevin will depend on how sami factors in and how he responds#sami not taking his side would justifiably be his absolute snapping point#equally him attacking sami if sami's just trying to help and get kevin back on side#would put kevin back in comfortable heel territory against his most loveable babyface opponent#honestly though a big part of me just does not want them to feud on this matter. i want sami to hug kevin and be there for him#look i love divorce i love toxic relationships etc i also love character growth. must we undo sami and kevin's#sami zayn#kevin owens
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hear me out… Tyler Owens and Kate cooper as vampires…
#thats it#that’s the post#tyler owens#tyler owens vampire#i would let him do unspeakable things to me#twisters#kate cooper#i love them both#i want them both#poly#just saying
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That's Owen's sketch done... I am now one step closer to getting 50% done (cuz colouring, rendering, then background...) Maybe I'm close to getting 25% done actually...
#aria rants#well at least am done with the base sketch next up would be details AND THEN!!! COLOURING!!! gah...#am also staring at it rn and realized that id need to adjust his back... GAH orz... ill adjust that tomorrow...#also the amount of times i adjusted cains neck was so ridiculous that i didnt actually need to anyway#CUZ OWENS HAND WILL BE ON IT orz... well... at least... i know how to do that right in the future without struggling much...#that owen pose made me struggle way more than cains during the first sketch and honestly im SO HAPPY#that i manage to do it in a way that i first wanted and all it took is just severing his hand. when in doubt-- cut off a limb#i needed to get owens hand as close as possible to cains face but i couldnt figure it out without moving his entire body closer#and honestly the outcome wouldve been owen kissing cains nose which is pretty neat of a pose but i think i prefer one#where hes just so uncomfortably close to cains face like that. id go for the kissing pose if i could make it so that#owen gets to kiss a place close to cains left eye (or kiss the eye itself) cuz hes creepy like that and also-- caiowe...
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Fellas, is it gay to flirt with the person who has you held captive?
#spies are forever#tin can bros#tin can brothers#owen carvour#agent curt mega#curtwen#listen idk if curt knew it was owen#but he was still flirting#wonder what would've happened if he wasn't owen#and just flirted with him anyways#curt would do that#you can't convince me he isn't with other men when owen's not around#my man gets desperate#he only loves owen but he's definitely not monogamous with him#they don't see each other enough for that#and i think the idea of labelling this relationship is scary for them#they want a real relationship but that isn't in the cards for them
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actually i think one of the things in outsiders that really fucked me up was one of owen's turns of phrase
when magic tricks him and goes into the maze alone, only surviving because he figures out what happened quick enough to follow & rescue her, he tells her that he's never going to stop coming after her (to make sure she's safe, to protect her)
and then after owen's gotten his memories back, he tells apo that he's never going to stop coming after him (to hunt him down, to kill him)
#i am never going to be normal about phrases being repeated with a different meaning#and i think this one especially fucks me up because it really hammers home the difference between owen at his core#(wanting to keep people safe. living to protect. loving his friends so so much hed do anything to keep them alive & happy)#and the person he became as a result of the trauma he experienced and the actions he took and life he led because if it#i think the real tragedy of this character lies in that we see who he couldve been!!! he was Good and he loved so much & tried so hard#but he lost his support system (mostly apo but also rasbi + graecie) and just. never quite learned to trust/rely on the others#because he believed what angel said- he can't show them weakness. theyre counting on him so he has to stay strong for them no matter what#i fully believe that if things had been different he could have overcome his past after remembering. if that support system had been built#i think he wouldve had a chance at least.#and thats the tragedy. he was so caught up in being their rock that they didnt know how to love him and he didnt know how to let them#after apo and angel he didnt let anyone in enough that they couldve changed his mind#so of course no one could save him. he would never have let them#anyway this smp fucked me up real bad. i think it did something to my brain pathways i think theyre realigned#pat.txt
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I've been thinking about this recently, and I'm curious: readers and writers - how do you visualise your own and other people's stories/AUs? Is it realism, a specific artstyle, or a secret third option?
Let me know!
#if you see this and you know my totk au i would LOVE to know what it looks like in your head!!#you opened the box#i will start#I've been discussing some ideas with missholloween about owen or curtwen as an amalgamate like in undertale#which I've been consistently imagining in szollibisz's artstyle though i probably ought to try and visualise sprites for them#most saf fics if my brain doesn't want to do realism switch to szol's style too. just too iconic and fabulous honestly#missholloween's brilliant aus are usually either in their own artstyle or are realism#for me my totk au is an inconsistent mishmash of realism/the botwtotk artstyle/ricky-mortis's art style bc hell yeah#and while i have hardly fleshed them out whenever i imagine skyward sword curtwen they're in sunnifer's style#(bc i reckon i want them to be sapphic in that iteration)#anyway yeah. i love fanfiction and i love fanart#fanartists and fanwriters i would give you the world if i could
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me doing everything but expert roulette bc I actually kinda just. don’t like the options
#the final dungeon is like. It’s fine#I would take that one over the others#tender valley is also like. this is fine. this is okay#it’s pretty so there’s that#it’s one I don’t mind getting#straybrough can go die in a ditch k hate that fucker#the final boss is the most interesting part but there’s so much shit to slog through#first boss is ass. second boss is like. mgngngngngmg okay?#it’s fine? it’s memory mechs + aglaia puddles#I hate those fuck ass baby dolls in the hallway#idk! I just don’t like the dungeon content in that roulette rn#yeah I could cap quicker if I did the roulette but my spite is stronger#owen talks#part of the issue is that I am just incredibly lazy#I don’t want to have to think sometimes so I don’t do the roulette#and expert makes me have to think#I also just like 8 man content better to play as healer or tank
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