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kairithemang0 · 2 months ago

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Man, Curt's got internalized homophobia so bad that for the first 3 months of their relationship he was convinced Owen was straight before Owen had to scream it in his face that he was gay and then Curt spent another 3 months still calling himself straight to Owen's face and Owen's so sick of it like Curt you 2 are actively fucking EVERY TIME YOU SEE EACH OTHER. AND YOU ARE VERY CLEARLY INTO IT. YOU ARE NOT STRAIGHT SIR STOP LYING TO YOURSELF

internalized homophobia agent curt mega ily

#spies are forever #tin can bros #tin can brothers #owen carvour #agent curt mega #curtwen #curt would be like “im not gay” and owen would be like “curt you're actively sucking my dick”#because they're just like that #idk something about curt just being so sure he's not gay for the longest time is interesting to me #even then i don't think he would've ever called himself gay #i don't think curt's very proud of his sexuality he just sorta accepts it even tho he doesn't want to #owen needs to help him get to a place of coping with it #because it's actively harming their relationship and owen's sick of it #because idk this guy who owen likes and who he's got some amount of a relationship with is convinced that not only he's straight but owen i #too #and curt needs to be convinced that both he and owen aren't straight and that that's ok #and i think that never fully goes away until owen is lost #and it's one of the reasons curt leaves owen #he's been with men other than owen for sure #but i do sometimes wonder if owen did feel disposable to curt #he knew curt got over his attempted heterosexuality #but it never felt as tho he embraced the queer side of him #and that if owen was gone he could just live a normal heterosexual life #but that's not the case and then owen dies and for the first time curt truly accepts his sexuality #because owen being gone only makes things worse #because he adores owen as a person and friend #and was genuinely in love with him #and then never fell in love again

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