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"B..because.." He was having a hard time saying why and it seems like he was gripping the inside of his pockets. Was something wrong or did something happen. Kazuma said nothing, even biting his bottom lip rather hard.
"Hey? Why? You can tell us Kazuma....how did you know of the kids being in the basement? However he looks away but hid his face.
"Their...their was other animatronics there...others that were older models of the main cast. At first they were just prototypes that wouldn't harm anyone else but they were early versions of the others. I didn't know it was going to do that during the evening....During the Zilla Laser tag."
"Kaz....what happened that night?' Yuji asked but he didn't answer.
"........."
Mothra said nothing but she looks worried. "Kaz? What happened?"
"..........The kid...the first one that went missing t..they...." That's when he begins to chock. "I didn't mean for it to happen. If I had just kept a damn eye on the brat..t.then she wouldn't have been........"
"..Been what?" Yuji asked. However, he was remember trying to look for the child after that night. Remembering the parents who was begging them to find her. Ending up in......
"Kazuma!" Yuji shouted for him to tense but look down.
".....Tch eaten okay?! The fucking brat was eaten alive!" he shouted.
"....W..what?" Mothra was silent.
"...She was alive but that damn thing or the early version..I don't what happened. I tried to find her, I tried to get her to stay with the other kids. But she..she must have saw the early prototype and saw it following him pretending to be Zilla. But......I tried to find her...I looked everywhere but.....I....I followed her where she was in the basement trying to play with the damn thing."
"I tried to get her away from it and come back up.....but.." That's when he remembers fighting with the little girl as she was struggling to get out of Kazuma's grip. She wanted to play with him and was confused why he was stopping him.
".....I tried to fucking stop her but she was such a brat she...."
"Kazuma.." Mothra was speechless worried.
"I...I saw the damn thing coming to life that it harshly grabs the little girl....." he whispered but held his head hearing the sicking crunch followed by a girl scream.
"...It bit down onto her throat killing her...it fucking killed her okay!? I tried to stop the bleeding...everything but..she died by the time it happened but that damn thing..it just looks at me before it walks off into the darkness and never showed up again. It started happening with the other kids..each one being lead away into that damn basement...being killed one by one..a..and....I......that damn thing told me give it more children. It freaked out and ran away to call the police." he said.
".......However, after that night, more of it kept happening. I....I let the kids play with them.....I left them because I didn't want to but..I didn't know all of them were going to do this. They even told me to leave the bodies and move them...to a opening room down below....I..I didn't want this to happen again...it's too much.."
"Wait..s..so the reason the kids were missing...was because of you? You left them to their deaths?" Yuji said.
".......N..No I just..it was a accident. I didn't want to die so I had to do what they told me...the voices or whatever controlled...them.."
"Hey, that was a bit uncalled for wasn't it?" Yuji looks to Kazuma but it seems he didn't stop looking upset after all this happening tonight.
"Kaz.." Mothra said. Kazuma growls, "Don't call me that! You may be you, but you're still a robot! Stop trying to act like you care! That's part of your programming, okay! Stop going go and beyond like you're human."
"Dude, that's not fair to say that! Haven't you seen what's happened so far!" Yuji said at him but he glares back.
"I have seen what's happened and it's getting worse. All because of those robots!" he shouted back at Yuji glaring at him then at Mothra.
"All because they think they can become human-"
He stops hearing Taz's shout but Yuji knew she was right. Right now isn't the time to argue. They had to find their friends and insure everyone is alright. See and catch this bad guy. And save this place.
"Save?! What else is there to save!? Whoever is messing with this place is some psychopath! Like what the fuck?!" Kazuma cursed. "What the hell do they want with this place?!"
"We don't know but their has to be a reason." Yuji said but heard Kazuma's bitter laughter.
"Oh I think I know! She and her so called friends wants to kill everyone in this damn place! Their after our blood and wants to kill us just like those kids at the basement right!? All because of the accidents right!" he said.
"......It's not that." Mothra said.
"Yes it is! You robots think your all alive and have a heart for humans but you DON'T! Your cold blooded killers that only cares about spilling the blood of the innocent! How can we even trust you guys after what happened!" he said pointing at Mothra who was silent.
"Believe me Kaz, me and my friends don't want to hurt anyone. We love all the people and children that come here to have fun. What happened that day and to the other children..it wasn't us. It was a fail malfunction.." she said.
"So your 'malfunction' of the kids being killed was false? Was kidnapping part of it? Was the glitch something use to hide behind what you guys did!?" he said mad.
"Kazuma STOP!" Yuji said glaring at him. "You need to calm down! It's her nor the others fault. It's the one that's causing all this to happen. Can't you see she's been trying to help us! If you didn't forget, Meko was taken because this crazy mysterious person forced one of them to take him. Right now, we are trying to save him before he ends up being the next victim. And that might be the same for our friend Miko or others!"
"......" However, Kazuma glares at Yuji but looks away. "Fine. I don't trust none of them after what happened and I still won't even to this night. She's lucky is all I'm saying. She nor the others deserve mercy anyway for what they caused. Honestly, they deserve to be destroyed for it." he hissed. "As I stated, their is nothing else left to save. Everything has gone down to shit by now."
"And you know? Maybe we should give them what they want! Maybe they will let us go if we do what they say!" he said.
"Are you insane!?" Yuji said.
"I'm not! We could have been killed by these things!" he argues back.
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đđ Floyra Intro Post !
âBecause theres no one on the land or in the sea more in sync than those two.â
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Floyra is the ship of my main oc, Kyra and Floyd! Kyra is my Yuusona twisted from the Disney Princess Stereotype.
This intro post is just to graph out the timeline and details of their relationship. Funfacts at the end :3 (Fair warning though, this ended up being SUPER long⌠So feel free just to skip to the funfacts if you want HAHAHA)
Please note I may or may not have changed some things in the canon storyline for my own amusement hehe. Nothing too major though.
Tropes :
Idiots to Lovers, Bestfriends to Lovers, Soulmates, literally the DENSEST people ever ⌠Actually theyâre more like cowards. Mutual pining, mutual SIMPING they ADORE eachother they are absolutely WHIPPED, chaotic lovey dovey couple, tooth-rotting fluff, no i mean seriously this is the fluffiest ship EVER, they make eachother both better and worse simultaniously. They share the same braincell. Basically already a couple before they even start dating but they dont realize it.
Kyra: âWhat?? Ofc weâre not dating lmao wdym weâre just friends!!â <- just held his face tenderly and looked into his eyes adoringly while calling him the prettiest boy in the world and kissing his face all over
Floyd: âyeah lol why would u think thatâ <- arm around her waist, basically always looking at her with a dopey grin and heart eyes
First Impressions
When Floyd heard that there was an unexpected appearance of a magicless student at the entrance ceremony that blazed in with a flaming fire tanuki and set fire to the mirror chamber, he was intrigued. When he learned that very same student was, quite literally, from an entirely different world, he was even more intrigued.
Not to mention the fact she lived in that rundown, deteriorating 'dorm' that was literally called Ramshackle, and she was almost expelled with two other guppies on the very first day of school.
But, when he saw her for himself he was... Disappointed.
Often times she just stood by the sidelines, seemingly in her own world with a far-off look in her eyes and an empty smile that ticked him off for no apparent reason.
She never reacted to anything, letting people walk over her like some sort of welcome mat. Somehow, she didn't even feel alive.
To put it bluntlyâ Floyd thought she was boring.
Just a wimpy, puny little shrimp who didn't even have any magic. Who wouldn't even run away if her life was on the line, weak and defenseless. Naive. How boring, and here he thought he had another play thing... But wheres the fun if he doesn't get a reaction out of it? How lame.
Kyra and Floyd only officially met during book 2.
Kyra passed by Floyd a bunch of times beforeâ but never actually âsawâ him. Floyd on the other hand, already had an opinion of Kyra.
Seeing her just simply standing by the sidelines again and saying nothing and just⌠Staring. He decided to finally approach her straight up.
Deciding to give her a squeeze for the fun of itâ he didnât expect at all for her to hug him back and basically turn the situation on him instead. It flustered him, and made him walk away from the whole scene out of confusion and embarrassment.
Despite everything, Kyra thought Floyd was amusing. and insanely pretty.
Building Interest âŚ
As time passed they seemed to keep catching glimpses of eachother. And with each passing day, she seemed to get more and more... Interesting.
Facing overblots despite having no magic, causing trouble left and right and getting into such ridiculous situations it makes you wonder how she does everything she does without getting tired of how absurd it all is.
When his first impression of her was her being âboring', his second was her being naive. How else could you explain it? She had to be either ridiculously brave or incredibly stupid and naive to do the things that she does.
Kyra and Floyd donât have any notable interactions until the main events of Book 3.
When Kyra decided to strike up a deal with Azul to free all of the students under a contractâ Floyd thought she was stupid. Naive, and way too easy of a target. It was laughable. It basically confirmed everything he thought of her.
As Floyd and Jade were monitoring Kyra and Grim as they packed up their things, Kyra acted as if nothing major was happening. Talking to them and cracking jokes like they were old friends. It was then Floyd and Kyra found out they might be more similar than they thought, saying the same things at the same time and holding the same opinions.
When Kyra almost dropped a bag of her things, Floyd helped from impulse. He laughed it off, but Kyra decided to give him a kiss on the cheek as a âthank youâ.
He froze in place. Not expecting that kind of reaction from her once again, and just kind of⌠Staring at her as she passed. Jade had another laugh at his brother.
When Kyra first saw Floyd in his merform, he took the chance to try and scare her a little. Just for fun. But just like beforeâ it totally backfired, and Kyra just looked at her with the same wonder as she did the first time. She had the nerve to call him âBeautifulâ under her breath, too.
So, Floyd simply swam away after realizing she wasnât going to give him the reaction he wanted, deciding to play with someone who will.
But when he tried to attack a nearby friend of hersâ She punched him straight in the face! A fire burning in her eyes as she straight up threatened him.
Floyd was⌠Confused. Confused about Kyra, i mean. One moment she was staring at him like he was a of work of art, the next shes throwing hands at him with zero hesitation. He thought she was a pushoverâ but maybe he was wrong.
She had guts, though. Thats for sure. A magicless little thing like her deciding to put her hands up and fight, even threatening him? A 13ft long eelmer that could rip her apart without a sweat? Something about it.. Scared him a little. Ending up with a bloodied nose, staring down someone who didnât show any fear or any regret.
Floyd always wanted a challenge. But did he expect that challenge to come in a 5â7 package, decorated with pretty pink bows? No, not at all.
But thats something. And boy, does Floyd love the thrill of the unexpected. After this interaction that past intrigue he had in her before came back 2 times stronger.
It only worsened when Kyraâs little plan to destroy Azulâs contracts actually worked⌠And Floyd got chills seeing the look on her face.
It was so unlike what he thought of her. A big, smug grin. The face of someone who knows they already won. It was almost malicious. And it was then he realizedâ she wasnât as dumb or as naive as he thought she was, either.
But when they got back to the Lounge, it so happened that Leona seemed to have missed one, single contract. When they spotted it, Kyra was the first to react. Managing to grab it before Azul.
Azul wasnât too happy about it, screeching and yelling for her to give it to him, grabbing her while doing so.
And in that moment of tension, of fear and action, she did something that shocked everyone. In the face of danger, she held the sole contract tightly in her hands and sheâ
âŚShe ate the contract.
She shoved the glowing papering in her mouth, and swallowed the thing. And it worked. Honestly they didnât know which was more ridiculous⌠Her decision, or the fact it was a success.
She grinned so widely, so proudly. She had the nerve to even laugh in Azulâs face. âYeah, thats right! Screw you, octoboy!â
Floyd couldnât surpress the laughter that bubbled up his throat watching it all go down. The sound of her laugh ringing in his ears. It was just so⌠Ridiculous. She was ridiculous.
She had just outsmarted Azul⌠And the best solution she could think of was to eat the contract? It was downright cartoonish!
But when Azul overblotted, Floyd got to see Kyra in action. He was surprised all over again. But he should be used to it by now, he should expect it. She just keeps surprising him.
She was no pushoverâ rising up to the challenge when needed. Even if she still acted unserious, even if she acted goofy and wild, she still got down to business and made it work nonetheless.
And he realized she wasnât anything like what he thought of her before. She was⌠Nothing like what he thought. Always surpassing his expectations of her no matter how much they changed.
Everytime he thought he had her figured out, she goes and does something that makes him rethink it all over againâŚ
She was very, very interesting. And now, shes got his full attention.
Strangers to Besties!
After the main events of Book 3, Floyd had started following around Kyra more often. Actually, scratch that. He started following her around constantly. She eventually apologized for punching him in the face, too. Surprisingly.
Realizing they were actually very similar, they began hanging out more and more, until they eventually became an inseperable duo that everyone knew about.
At first, most were surprised. Kyra had only just started coming out of her shell, so most were still under the impression she was a sweet, mild mannered young girl.
But after befriending Floydâ all of her self-control truly did go flying out of the window. If she was bad before, she was even worse now. Freely skipping classes more often without a care to go find Floyd, trying to juggle live fish in the courtyard, or jumping out of a window just to escape some of the staff. and the like.
Late night adventures, dancing in the rain, sneaking out of class, spontaneous hang outs and sleepovers, pulling pranks and causing trouble left and right⌠They were so in sync, its was scary. Kyra was almost like a second Floyd, and everyone knew that it was probably best to run in the other direction when you see them side by side.
No matter what the situation, they always had eachotherâs back, too.
It was strange to think they were ever strangers. They felt like theyâve known eachother for yearsâ thats how well theyâve grown to know eachother. They were as thick as thieves!
Hanging out everyday, whenever they could, they just had so much fun together all the time!
To everyoneâs dismay, of course. They were far too in sync, if the chaos around one of them was bad it combined when they were together.
Floyd finally found someone who could keep up with him, and even better, keep him on his toes. Kyra surprised him everyday, and thats what he loved. He found someone who understood him, too.
Kyra on the otherhand, found someone who encouraged all of her once repressed desires. She found someone she could be herself with, with no fear of judgement.
Never one without the other, those two. Wherever Kyra was Floyd was surely close to follow, and wherever Floyd was Kyra was most definetly near. They followed eachother around, always stayed close to one another.
Slowly, theyâve grown to not only seek eachother out to go and have fun, but also for comfort.
Platonic ..?
What started as a simple friendship which focused on the high of âhaving funâ and causing trouble, or just basically being partners in crimeâ slowly turned into something much more⌠Intimate.
When Floyd stormed all the way to Ramshackle after a bad day at Mostro Lounge, he didnât really know what to expect, he just wanted to get away from everyone else and Ramshackle was the best place he could think of.
He didnât expect Kyra to be so caring. Pulling him into her arms and running her fingers through his hair while encouraging him to rant.
Kyra had always been an affectionate person, he knew that. It started smallâ little kisses on the cheek and forehead from Kyra to him, hugs and the like. But this was different. It felt different, atleast.
The way she held him felt different, and the way her lips gently kissed his skin made all of the stress from before sizzle into nothing.
He couldnât help but melt, and before they knew it this became a routine for them, too.
They grew to find themselves comfortable being vulnerable around eachother. Showing sides of themselves to eachother most wouldnât see. And they knew eachother better than anyone else did.
Simple, friendly touches became something more. The playful wrap of Floydâs arm around her waist became tighter, and Kyraâs touches on him lingered for longer. Suddenly the playful âI Love Youâs didnât seem platonic anymoreâ atleast not with the way they looked at eachother while they said it.
Simply seeking eachother out to go cause chaos turned into seeking eachother out to just simply be in eachotherâs presence instead. Whatever activity they did started to come second, and as long as they were together they were as happy as could be.
Of course, they never recognized this change. In their point of view, theyâve always been like this. But everyone else can see as plain as day, that something definetly changed.
It was painful for everyone involved, really. For some reason neither of them seemed to acknowledge the obvious feelings between eachother.
Everyone could see the way they looked at eachother, the way they acted around eachother⌠Everything was so painfully blatant⌠But they still couldnât admit it. Even when the lines between friendship and intimacy began to blur.
Realizations!
Nothing about their relationship really changed at this point. They just kind of realized their romantic feelings after being deep in denial for WAYY too long.
The first to realize their feelings was actually Kyra, believe it or not. Which is funny because shes never been the best at realizing her own emotions in general.
She was definetly panicked about it, and decided to not say a word of it to anyone. She didnât want to ruin the friendship they had, after all he was her dearest friend. So she kept her mouth shut and continued on pretending like it was nothing.
She felt selfish having such feelings. She felt as if she didnât deserve him, like he deserved better than her because she grew up thinking she must be unlovable. And so she kept quiet for the sake of him, too. She thought it was best for the both of them. (<- LIARRRRR!!!!!!)
Floyd realized a little later, it kind of just hit him one day. They werenât doing anything in particular, he just looked at her and went âOh. Ohhh.â
Like a lightbulb went off in his head. He didnât say anything about it either for awhile. Eels are cowards, after all. And he didnât know if she felt the same. So he just decided to act like nothing happened, continued this routine of theirs that theyâve grown attatched to.
Maybe there were afew times where they wanted to say something about it, to finally admit the unspoken thoughts theyâve had kept in the back of their minds⌠But they never go through with it. Always backing out last minute, brushing it off.
The two were cowards, dancing around their mutual feelings. Unsure of how the other felt, so they decided to just leave it all unsaid. Even if the look in their eyes said otherwise.
Saying they were just âbest friendsâ was just so much easier. It was what they were used to, what they were comfortable with. It was easier to brush it all off as them being comfortable eachother, sharing beds and exchanging gentle touches. It was all platonic, of course!
âŚThough Floyd was hesitant with his own feelings. He never expected to find someone that captured his interest so much⌠Yet he wondered, was he ready to commit?
Strangely, there was no doubt in his mind. It was yes, it always was, yes. The moment he asked himself that question he answered it immediately at the same time.
Of course, because he realized if it was Kyra, there wasnât anything he wouldnât do. Man, when did he get so whipped for such a silly shrimpy?
Merfolk only choose one mate for life. And Floyd is sure he wanted his to be Kyra.
He was scared of course after realizing his own feelings. Besides Azul and Jade, he's never let anyone get this close to him. It was strange letting Kyra in like this. He didn't plan on her, not at first at least. but now that he has her, he wants to keep her forever.
Man, she just kept surprising him, huh? He never even thought he could feel so deeply for someone. But hes so glad that he found her, that they found eachother.
DifficultiesâŚ
When Kyra left with Epel, Rook and Elena during Book 6, Floyd was upset.
Thats an understatement, really. He was furstrated, worried, and somehow he even felt betrayed.
Why didnât she tell him? Why didnât she take him with her? Doesnât she know its dangerous? Whats a shrimpy like her gonna do, huh?
He knows Kyra can take care of herself, he knows shes capable and he knows she can defend herself. But that doesnât stop him from worrying.
Throughout the span that shes gone Floyd is restless. Hes snappier, hes moodier and he cant seem to stop pacing around no matter how hard he tries.
But when Kyra gets backâ he completely ignores her.
Kyra was so very confused. Actually, everyone was. This was a first for the two of them. Honestly, Kyra expected him to run towards her just like he always does. But he doesnât.
Kyra is back, but that doesnât change his mood. If anything, it worsens. And Kyra doesnât have a clue why! Everytime she tries to approach him, he just turns his heel and walks away. And hes never looked at her like⌠that..
Kyra is a total mess. And suddenly shes not as good as keeping her real feelings at bay like she usually is. She wondered if she did something wrong? Said something wrong? Was he finally sick of her? And that was when she realizedâ she was terrified of the thought of losing him.
In desperation she went to Jade. Maybe she shouldâve asked Elena for advice instead, but before she knew it she was sat infront of Jade, asking for help with his brother.
If anything, Jade seemed amused with her situation. Of course he did. But with a mischevious twinkle in his eye, she had a feeling he had a scheme brewing up in his head.
Maybe she shouldâve known better than to trust Jade⌠But she didnât really have a choice, or so she thought as much.
Something about this situation felt so⌠Deliberate. She couldnât quite put her finger on it, but it seemed like he knew sheâd come to him for help sooner or later.
After giving Kyra some advice and words of encouragement, he did something rather out of character of him. Bringing into a hug, he held her rather close to himself.
Kyra didnât really notice this, and accepted the hug with no hesitation. Wrapping her arms around him and sighing as she melted into the well-needed hug.
Little did she know, Jadeâs eyes were glued onto his brotherâs figure, looming by the doorframe with a scowl on his face. It made Jade chuckle, deciding to tighten her arms around Kyra juust a little more to see what heâd do.
Of course, Floyd wasnât happy about it. Now, Floyd is not a jealous person by any means. He has better things to focus on, other things to keep him entertained. But at moments like these, when hes already in a bad mood, he canât help that primal instict, its in his blood after all. A moray is a moray.
Tearing her away from Jade, he drags her to somewhere else. Leaving a very amused Jade watching them leave.
And so, an argument occurs !!! Its a back and forth, Floyd mad about what he just saw, Kyra trying to explain the situation then her getting mad at him back for avoiding her like the plague.
It ended up with Floyd admitting he was mad because she didnât tell him about her going with them, but at the same time he was mad at himself for not being able to be with her then.
Kyra realizes that, yeah, she probably shouldve let him know she was going. But she couldnât just brush off the fact he hurt her by doing what he did, shes grown enough as a person at this point to not let her own feelings go unheard.
Reconcilliation!!! They both apologize and promise to do better, and what better way to catch up on lost time than a sleepover??
Best believe that after they made up, they went back to their normal selves as if nothing happenedâ actually, maybe even worse with how much clingier they are. They seriously missed eachother, seeing how much they stuck together. đ
âHomeâ?
When Kyra got news of the possibility of finding a way back to her home she was in shambles. So very conflicted between the place she called home and the place she felt was home.
She knew she had to leave some day. She knew this freedom she had was temporary. She knew one day, sheâd have to go back to the life she grew to despise, the life that was never hers.
She didnât want to leave, though. Of course she didnât. But still, she didnât really have a choice.
She decided she wouldnât do the same mistake and leave Floyd out of the loop. If anyone deserves to know first, its probably him.
And so, while theyre sitting on the rooftop of Ramshackle she mentions it. And Floyd is⌠Upset. Of course he is. Hes beyond upset, really. He just got his best friend back, now hes hearing she might be going away again? For good? Forever?
No way. He couldnt accept that, there was no way he could. But before he could even say anythingâ Kyra spoke first.
âI donât want to go back. I really, really donât.â
ââŚYou donât? Huh? Why?â There was a wave of relief that crashed over Floyd when he heard those words fall from her lips, his eyes glued onto the girl beside him. Hanging onto every word she says. âNo. Its just⌠Its not my home, atleast not anymore. I dont think it is.â
âI think, this is my home now.â She chuckles, eyes glued down to the ground below. ââŚBecause youâre here.â She says, turning to look at him. She spoke in that tone that she only used behind closed doors. When no one was looking. That soft, sweet voice she used whenever she carded her fingers through his hair and whispered sweet nothings to him until he fell asleep. It wasnât unauthetic like the voice she used when they first metâ no, it was genuine. Real. Full of adoration, of fondness. Her gaze held so much love.
ââŚHah, whatâre you gettinâ all sappy for, Sea Angel? Thats so cringe.â He laughed, but his heart soared. Even if it was cheesey, he couldnt help but swoon with just the way she looked at him. Like he was the most beautiful thing in the world. She always said he was the prettiest boy in the world.
She moved forward, her face leaning ever so close to his, so close he could see every line and curve of her features. He laughed at first, âHey, whatâcha tryna do, huh? What? Do I have somethinâ on my face?â He joked, but she didnât respond. It looked like she was thinking, like she was deep in thought. ââŚKyra?â
Her name left his lips for what was the first time. Hanging in the air like a silent prayer of longing, of want. And her own lips met his. Capturing it in a sweet, sudden kiss.
Time seemed to have stopped. It always felt like that when they were together, but this was different. Nothing could prepare him for thatâ hell, he didnât even get the chance to kiss her back, the moment felt as if it went on forever but it was over too quickly all the same.
There was a flash of realization on Kyraâs face as her cheeks flushed a red that could rival Riddle on a rampage. Stumbling and stuttering, she couldnât handle the embarrassment, and before he could even say anything she ran away. Leaving him on the rooftop, wide eyes and a stomach full of butterflies.
Yeah. Kyra is really stupid sometimes.
After that whole thing, she ran to Leona to let out her thoughts. He listened, though he said he âdidnât have a choice anywayâ.
âSo⌠You kissed him then you just.. Ran? Seriously?â âI PANICKED!!!â
Floyd and Kyra donât really interact until Malleusâ overblot. And during the time theyâre in Floydâs dream, shes hoping he doesnât bring up what happened at the rooftop.
Confession!
The confession takes a long, LOONG time. Im talking probably around book 7 or later. Probably when Kyra confirmed that shes staying in Twisted Wonderland. (Everyone thank Papa Crewel, he sorted out her documents for her :33)
Hehe because eels are cowards and they dont take the shot unless theyre sure itâs a winner. So he waits, and waits some more. And of course, that kiss was the sign he needed to finally just go for it.
Eventually, Floyd does confess. Although I still havenât thought of the detailsâ it does go something like this.
When Kyra at first laughs at him thinking it was a joke, he got annoyed. He didnât think this was funny, and after seeing the serious look on his face she stopped immediately.
After realizing he was being genuine, she started straight up BAWLING. Sobbing, because she couldnât believe someone could ever love her the way she is.
Shes deemed herself as unlovable so very long ago, she didnt expect the person she adored so much to ever love her back. She felt selfish, wanting to accept his feelings. But she wanted to be selfish at that moment.
Floyd has never been one to comfort people. He was never the best at it, but if its her, heâll try. He always does. It was weird, but if it was her he always found himself doing things heâd never thought heâd do for someone else.
When Kyra started rambling about all of the reasons he âshouldnâtâ love her, he started talking about why he loved all of those sides of her. Kissing away her tears nâ all. AUAUAUUUGGHHHH
It was honestly super emotional ESPECIALLY for Kyra, but she of course accepts the confession and they FINALLY KISS PROPERLY OH MY GOD THANK U !! ROUND OF APPLAUSE !!!!!!!
Floyd also calls Kyra by her actual name instead of âShrimpyâ or âSea Angelâ during this confession :3
âIts About Time!â
Honestly, nothing much changes after they confess.
Sure it takes some time to get used to them being officially a couple, but theyâre still mostly the same.
However, Iâd like to think that they just⌠Donât mention it to anyone. Not because theyâre keeping their relationship a secret, they just ?? Dont ???? Because theyâre weird like that idk and its funny to me
For awhile no one actually knows theyâre dating, and one day when someone comments on how they really should just suck it up and start dating theyâre like âoh, lol we already areâ âWHATââ
Floyd definetly brags about Kyra a lot though đđ and Kyra does the same⌠theyre both so down bad its SICKENING.
Funfacts!
Floyd was kind of scared of Kyra for a little while LMAOO đ shes a little TOO freaky âŚ
Floyd has stayed over at Ramshackle so much that heâs has a bunch of stuff over there. An extra toothbrush, some changes of clothes, you name it. Its probably there. You can bet Floyd just lets himself into Ramshackle all the time, sometimes even in the middle of the night. But Kyra is always so chill about it đ (only because its Floyd HEHE)
Before they even started datingâ behind closed doors they already acted like an old married couple đ
Kyra and Floyd are lowkey super domestic behind closed doors, especially after a sleepover. Waking the other up with kisses âŚ.. Helping eachother get ready for the day, helping eachother get dressed ⌠Cooking together âŚâŚ.. theyre so sickening âŚâŚâŚâŚ
Even if they arenât with eachother all the time, they still manage to include eachother in their lives somehow. Whenever they go off on a solo-adventure, they always come back with some sort of trinket that reminded them of the other.
Speaking of, theyâre both avid collectors of anything they deem cool enough. Random rocks, acorns, a lost penny, you name it. They like to show eachother the things they found throughout the day to eachother!
They have this silly little game Kyra started. She began hiding little sticky notes with sweet messages or a doodle and sometimes gifts in places she knows Floyd will find, and heâs started doing the same thing. Ever since then, its kind of become more like a competition on who can find the most sticky notes đ
Kyra gets cuteness aggression from Floyd. Yeah thats it.
^^ she genuinely believes hes the cutest thing ever. Whatever u say queen!!!!
Floyd loves giving Kyra random gifts out of nowhere. The gifts can range from âa cool rockâ to a designer jacket. Kyra doesnt know which she prefers HAHAHA
Kyra herself prefers handmade gifts, so she loves to make Floyd pieces of jewelry and clothing! Shes always so proud whenever she sees him wearing something she made :3
Floyd and Kyra have been kicked out of class several times for laughing too hard.
They admitted to eachother before they even started dating that they couldnât imagine their life without the other⌠can they pls take the hint omg
Floyd always feels super bad whenever he loses control of his temper around Kyra. One time he snapped at her, and he immediately apologized đ he told her to slap him if he ever did that again, hugged her so tight too and Kyra honestly found it so cute đ
Floyd always perks up whenever he realizes Kyra is close by, always running straight to her. Kyra does the same thing and quite literally jumps into his arms.
Both Kyra and Floydâs main love language is physical touch!! But Kyra loves to compliment him all the time, and Floyd loves gift giving :3
Kyra always greets Floyd with a kiss on the cheek. Yeah she started doing this before they were event dating im afraid âŚ.
Kyra and Floyd love to read together at night, though Kyra usually falls asleep first AHAHAHA
But !! Kyra is also the first to wake up more often than not, and always wakes Floyd up with butterfly kisses on his face :3
Floyd convinced Azul to add some of Kyraâs favorite foods to the menu of Mostro Lounge just to get her to come visit more often
Kyra fights anyone that bad-mouths Floyd. Floyd doesnt know whether to find it cute or annoyed that she keeps getting herself hurt đ
^^ SPEAKING OF, Kyra literally unlocked a much more caring side of Floyd with her being so accident-prone đ girlie got herself injured so much FLOYD had to step in smh âŚ
Floyd is the kinda guy to carry Kyra if her feet started to hurt while walking or if she sprains an ankle teehee
Theyâre both banned from an arcade in town after they broke a claw machine and stole all the plushies inside. And other things but that isnt as important.
When Floyd feels like hanging out with her, heâll look for her around campus then just throw her over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes then just walks away. Kyra never struggles or objects and kind of just ⌠accepts her fate đ
RamblingâŚ
Kyra grew up thinking the love she received will always be conditional. That she always needed to live up to some sort of expectation, and so she created a âperfectâ persona in order to do just that.
She still keeps that persona from the Prologue to Book 1, but begins to break away from it during Book 2â but while in her past she was only loved for the version of herself she created for othersâ it was the opposite with Floyd.
He disliked her so-called âpersonaâ, but fell so deeply in love with her real self.
^^ she was very confused, yet so very happy.
Floyd never expected to ever love or care about someone so deeply, but at the same time he canât imagine anything he wouldnât do for Kyra.
Floyd thinks everything is fun as long as Kyra is with him <3
Kyra only ever started showing her more vulnerable side to Floyd during her character development. He was the very first to ever see her break away from the unbothered act she always put on.
Floyd was never one to let himself be so soft and vulnerable around anyone, ever. But strangely, he lets his guard down around Kyra. Kyra knows of the much gentler side to him, and she adores it so very much.
Kyra is extremely understanding and patient of Floyd and his mood swings. She knows heâd never intentionally hurt her, and always knows just how to cheer him up. Whether with a silly joke, a spontaneous adventure or just lying in bed with him in her arms.
Kyra trusts Floyd with her LIFE. She trusts him so much its ridiculous. No matter what the situation, she always feels like she can rely on him⌠But she wont trust him with her food. Or her plushies.
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Caked up Male!Reader getting hit on and felt up by his classmates at Jujutsu High.
đŠđđ˘đŤđ˘đ§đ : 2nd yrs and 1st yrs x m!reader (w a FATTIE)
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Ëâ¡ ÍÍÍÍâłâĽ : m! reader w a big ol booty , (kindve??) oblivious reader , free-use reader , these students got NOO SHAME đđ˝âźď¸ , booty grabbing , booty slapping , groping (basically) , nsfw jokes abt the reader, i HATE panda so dont expect him to be here
YUUJI - âŚ
y'all know yuuji aint the type of guy to let a perfectly good ass untouched, hes a literal FIEN for ts. so it wasnt a total surprise whenever yuuji was around his hand would sometimes (if not always) near y/n's voluptuous ass. his hand on one cheek gripping the ever living shit out of it. he just couldnt get enough of how circular it was and how it jiggled every time y/n walked.
before training, itadori would slap y/n's ass as a "good luck charm", as if the boner in his pants would help him in combat..
MEGUMI - âŚ
fushiguro is the FARTHEST thing of a pervert, but when it comes to y/n.. god he just cant handle himself
hes very shy with his actions, mostly due to the fact that if he let himself get handsy with you, he'd go absolutely FERAL.
just the slight wobble of y/n's ass is enough to boggle megumi's mind and keep him busy for the next 2 hours.
but nevertheless, megumi is still a sane and sensible person around y/n, although he can be seen stumbling over his words whenever he does get the chance to talk to him.
NOBARA - âŚ
goodness me.. nobara doesnt know how to keep her hands off y/n's fat ol booty..
she thinks she can excuse herself because shes "just a girl and girls can always feel up their friends butt whenever they want to" (her exact words) of course, because of her totally convincing tone, y/n doesnt think anything of the close and personal touching nobara does.
nobara LOVES grabbing handfuls of y/n's ass and wobbling it in her hands. making sure to take in every jiggle it produced.
INUMAKI - á°
y/n is EXTREMELY lucky inumaki isnt such a freak, cs if he was, he would be commanding him to make it clap every second of the day.
inumaki isnt as handy as the others are, in fact, hes the most calmest of the bunch. but he does have his moments where he just cant help himself and starts to mess around with y/n. such as commanding him to grab something off the floor even if he was the one to drop it in the first place.
seeing y/n's arched back and his ass swaying back and forth just makes inumaki go into a frenzy. wishing he could act out everything hes ever thought of doing to you.
MAKI - á°
LORD.. maki has absolutely ZERO shame in her body when it comes to y/n's fat ass. shes constantly hitting on him and fitting both of her hands around y/n's juicy and perky booty.
shes constantly making sex jokes between her and y/n and even goes behind to give him some "practice backshots".
maki makes absolute SURE that y/n's ass is constantly in perfect condition, even going as far as to carry a measuring tape to keep data on y/n's ass to see if it has grown or not.
definitely safe to say that she is very.. VERY... dedicated to the research of y/n's voluptuous booty..
YUUTA - á°
im tired of ppl trying to play yuuta as a "sweet summer child", this man is DOWN for a BIG, JUICY FAT ASS like y/n's.
although he does get a bit nervous when hes around y/n due to his ass being so big it can make him hard just by one small movement.
yuuta is always taking the chances to feel up on y/n's bottom. if hes lucky enough, y/n will give yuuta special permission to lay his head of his butt.
which, safe to say, has made itself a special memory inside yuuta's brain.
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more than a late night snack â gojo satoru chapter 9: donutâ appetizer!
contents: gojo satoru x reader, really bad flirting attempts, swearing, fluff, gojo calls you babe, forced proximity summary: after returning from kyoto, gojo asks you to sneak out with him to get late night donuts. after he gives you a thoughtful gift, you can't help but admit that he makes you happy full wc: 5.2k ~ ish
previous chapter ll master list ll chapter 9 â coming soon!
 âi could teleport us there.â
â..what?! when did you manage that!?â Â
he smiles cockily, âearlier this week, when you were in nagoya!â he puffs his chest out, pleased with your impressed stare.
you knew that he was working hard to perfect his teleportation. more than a few times gojo would saunter in pompously during the middle of your sparring sessions with geto, somehow always annoyingly interrupting when you were on top of geto on the verge of pining him. you and geto would even started making a bet at the beginning of each sparring session as to when gojo would make his appearance. youâd laugh when you often won the bet, making the groaning geto buy your favourite chips or on the rare occasion when heâd win, his favourite seaweed rice crackers at the corner store at every win.Â
gojo would loudly insist that you and geto keep him company while he was training, complaining that he needed the distraction so that he would be able to easily teleport during a chaotic mission. heâd even make you stay after geto had retreated for the night, insisting that he still needed your help. begrudgingly you often found yourself sitting crossed legged on the gym mats, watching him with equal parts curiosity and exasperation. his usually blue buggy eyes closed in concentration, his brows furrowed, gojo was undoubtedly hardworking and persistent â most likely the results of strict training implemented when he was young.
âpleaseeeeee, letâs goooo. youâre thinking too hard about it grumps!â he turns to you dramatically, gearing up for a lengthy conversation to convince â beg you even â to go with him, but heâs used to it. gojo had a smart mouth, one that he cultivated during his youth. growing up heâs learned to weaponize his strengths, easily talking his way out of many things, easily convincing ieri and to a lesser extent geto to participate in some of his mischief. like that one time he convinced geto that the spiciest ramen in ginza wasnât even that big of a deal and that if anyone could do it, geto surely could. you could still remember gojoâs manic laughter as geto downed two cartons of milk as you patted getoâs back, rolling your eyes. or that infamous time last year before your arrival that ieri told you about when gojo had convinced geto and her to jump in the ocean with him in naha in october resulting in all of them getting sick for a week â yaga was not happy. gojo was used to getting what he wanted and never failed to resort to playing dirty if he really had to. although you were a harder case to crack, perhaps if he applied some logic to his fun, amazing, incredible adventure, youâll surely fold, right? he just had to approach it in the right way. âlook, I swear I can get us back in half an hour, tops. no one will notice, iâll even â â âokay.â he blinks at you. what? thatâs it? that was easy.Â
âw-what?â his trilogy of groveling disappearing instantly on his tongue at the sight of your teasing smile.
âletâs go, I wanna get that custard donut they have,â you say as you grin up at him, amused by his confused face. gojo watches you ecstatically as you stand to rustle through your dresser, quickly picking out a sweater and some soft pants, walking into your bathroom to change. gojo scoffs, almost disbelievingly, a bright smile creeping on his face at how you easily smiled at him. a few months ago, heâd have to almost beg you to do anything with him. hell it took him almost two months and daily nagging to get you to sit beside him at lunch when you first arrived. nowadays, youâd let him lounge in your room or even text him first sometimes, heâd catch you grinning at him more than pouting â the thought made him giggly.Â
happily he tosses his body deeper into your bed to cuddle bun bun, excitedly whispering to him about his plans. turning your head to see what he was up to, you shake your head with a smile, quickly shoo ingaway the warm staticky feeling that bloomed within you when you meet gojoâs warm expression as he comfortably laid in your bed, like he belonged there among all your personal belongings.
you hear his muffled laugh behind your bathroom door as you quickly change out of your pajamas. before you could wonder what he was up to, you see an alert flash on your phone: a photo from gojo. exhaling through your nose, you flip open your phone to see that he sent a photo of himself and bun bun, the stuffieâs pink little arms around gojoâs beaming face, the bunnyâs cheek leaning on gojoâs. You giggle, saving the photo immediately before shrugging your head into your sweater.
â⌠okay? so this will be our little secret, bun â iâm serious! iâm counting on you.â you hear him say seriously to the plushie as you shut the bathroom door, facing gojo with a raised eyebrow.
âwhat are you poisoning his mind with, gojo?â âsheesh, babe. nothing! just guy talk, you wouldnât get it.â you roll your eyes as he rises from your bed, ensuring that bun bunâs laid comfortably.
âokay, so how does this work?â you ask him, as he grunts, distractingly stretching out his too long body. âwell, the more surface area i'm in contact with while I teleport, the easier itâll be for me ââ your eyes widen. surface area? does that mean â âso, to get us to our destination accurately. which means, babe â câmere.â he moves closer to you, almost chest to chest, arms reaching around you. âuh â what?â you ask, surprised at the quick closeness, placing a hand on his firm chest to his eye roll, his arms falling limply at his side. âthis worked the best. i had suguru touch my shoulder, hold my hand and then hug me. naturally, the hug got the most accurate results. yâknow, babe â sugu actually smells so good, im not sure what it is but like, he definitely changed his shower gel â â
you cackle loudly. âpff â i bet suguru hated that hug. he probably showered twice to get the extra stupid off him.â you poke at him, deflecting easily hoping he doesnât sense your nervousness. âhey! thatâs not the point! The point is, thatâs what worked the best.â he cocks his head to the side studying your strange silence, â..hey, itâs okay to be nervous.âÂ
âmâ not nervousâŚâ you mumbled. sure, you'd let him believe that you were nervous just because of teleporting. âif youâre not comfy with it you can just hold my arm or something." you nod shyly, avoiding looking into his eyes. "guess i'll just have to work a little harder," he teasingly groans, hoping to make you smile. "i got you.â he says, head turning to decipher your loaded expression. âi wont let anything happen to you, i swear." he whispers seriously.
catching your breath, you meet his unwavering gaze before slowly lowering your hand on his chest. instead you move to gently hook your arm around his right bicep. he smiles encouragingly at you, using his other hand to soothingly rub your arm. you feel his towering stare as your cheeks heat up. his eyes twinkle, like being close this close to you was normal.
he lowers his head, "hold on tight, kay?" he whispers as you feel his arm wind around your waist.Â
âgojo, youâd better get us there or else.âÂ
âcâmon babe! i promise! whereâs the trust?â he say brightly as you scoff, shaking your head.Â
âyour ego is bigger than all of ââ âheh, not as big as my ââ for the second that night you find your hands over gojoâs mouth, berating him of his idiotic behavior.
ââkay, now letâs get those donuts!â he says enthusiastically after shrugging your hands away from his face, once again trying to ease the pout off of your face. Â
you squeeze your eyes shut, increasing your grip on him, concentrating on how his soft hand feels around you.Â
you trusted him before, this would be a walk in the park, right?
chapter 9 â coming at the end of this week! a/n: hi everyone! thank your for your patience â i'm still here! chapter 9 is going to be so cute and fun, thanks for sticking around.
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mirrored glass shakes against the dance studioâs walls, making your reflection warble along with it. one of the mirrors is significantly looser where itâs pressed to the wall, and you just wait for it to fall, because it wants to, doesnât it? why doesnât it just give in?Â
thereâs some pent up frustration in you. clearly. the person â well, the main one contributing to the literal and metaphorical walls in your life starting to crumble â responsible is just thirty or so steps away. and, of course youâd know that exactly, wouldnât you?Â
youâve been pacing since you showed up. first outside of the building, when you saw the sunset blvd sign hung up and alight in one of the dingy windows of the venue. it was like a physical sign, really, that jensen was there to stay. much to your chagrin.Â
even the instructor at the studio, lindsey, had something to say about your fidgeting. youâd gotten out of class early that day, and what better way to relieve your stress than to go over routines you knew in your sleep?Â
except you couldnât. at least one step in every song you tried to practice, you stumbled on, and with each song you tried again and again, you messed up more, like giving the thought of your failures any attention was exactly what they wanted to burrow in your bones.Â
thatâs when lindsey, whoâd been cleaning off the mirrors in preparation for her upcoming class, said something. âlaurel hit you with a hard routine?âÂ
âno,â you snap without meaning to, guilt washing itself over you the moment the words leave your mouth. she was innocent in your little problems. âjustâ thinking too much.âÂ
âiâd argue that the point of dancing is to stop you from thinking.âÂ
and she was so right that you could have cried. it was infuriating, knowing your problems and what was causing them, and being completely incapable of doing something to stop them.Â
you didnât answer her; nothing productive would come from this conversation when you were too in your head to see outside of your thick skull. instead, you snatched up your phone and clicked play on the sleeping beauty track youâd been working on.Â
âwhy are the mirrors so loose?â lindsey asked, then, incredulity laced in her words, and that was what started your pacing.Â
youâd take fifteen of the thirty seven steps from the inside of destiny dance to sunset blvd, and turn back. rinse, repeat. sometimes more than fifteen. most times less. it was so stupid, wanting to pick this fight, knowing it wouldnât go anywhere.Â
but you were at your witâs end. and maybe, just maybe, youâd started to miss those piercing green eyes that watched you from outside of the venue next door while you practiced.Â
masochism is a hell of a thing.Â
you donât even know what caused the breaking point to hit you, but it did, probably an hour into your relentless back and forth with yourself. and suddenly, you were pushing open the glass doors to sunset blvd.
for once, itâs dead silent. but you know that theyâre all here, all four members of whatever-the-hell band, whatever-the-hell their names were. the parking lot had four cars in it.
itâs easier like this â empty stage, empty seats â to stomp your aggravated little ass up to the side of the stage. thereâs a couple of steep steps leading up to the stage, and your steps echo on the hollow wood of each.Â
your hand closes around the tall, dusty curtain leading backstage, when someone else shoves it back fiercely with all of the confidence of someone who thinks theyâre alone.Â
you jump, but the person screams. a high, piercing scream that echoes around the ( admittedly pretty good ) acoustics of the room.
itâs a guy â lanky and tall with long hair to his shoulders. he holds a hand over his chest, knuckles white from how tightly heâs gripping onto the ripped band t-shirt he wears. metallica. at least youâd heard of that one.Â
âjesus christ,â he wheezes out, and you canât help the way your eyes drop to the blunt in his fingers at his side. surely smoking weed wasnât good for him.Â
you keep that to yourself, though. you did just scare the life out of him, after all. âwhere is everyone?âÂ
he blinks a couple of times, and you visibly watch his eyes focus on your face. recognition flares in his deep brown eyes. âour local little dancer, here to grace us again.âÂ
you roll your eyes. âi have a nameââÂ
âyeah, yeah, but you never asked for mine, so iâm sure as shit not asking for yours.â he raises the blunt to his parted lips, sucking in a deep inhale. he says, around the exhale of smoke he releases, âreggie, by the way.âÂ
oh. this was reggie. the little pissant that tried to blow your eardrums when you first showed up here. last time you saw him, you didnât pay much attention to him.Â
you still werenât going to, unfortunately for him and the way his mouth opens to keep talking to you.Â
âguess weâre even.â
reggie grimaces and at least has the decency to look apologetic. you take a step forward to pull the curtain back again and step backstage when he speaks again.
ânoaâs in the ladies room. stevenâs in the menâs, withââÂ
jensen. god, what the hell was wrong with you? there was no reason for your heart to stutter at the sheer thought of him.Â
this was your problem, after all â the one buried beneath the ones that you tried to claim as your problems instead: you wanted to see him. he hadnât been outside consistently, not even when you were leaving. there were a couple of days in that week where you didnât see him, only knew he was there at all by the number of cars in the back parking lot.Â
you say a quick thank you before you finally do step underneath the lifted edge of the heavy curtain, a puff of dust clouding in your lungs the moment you let go of it.Â
you break into a ticklish cough as it coats your tongue and the inside of your mouth, too focused on trying to catch your breath again to pay attention to where youâre walking.Â
âwhat, you take a hit of reggieâs blunt but not mine?â he says, his voice still as deep as you remember, smile just as chastising. âdidnât know you were into scrawny guys. never stood a chance, did i?âÂ
then, and only then, do you manage to shoot a glare up at him. and of course, jensen is smirking, dimples embedded in his cheeks, eyes practically glimmering with the taunt.Â
noâ they were really glimmering. the green was so much more pronounced today, with the whites of his eyes stained pink. oh, hell.Â
âitâs dust.âÂ
jensen whistles lowly under his breath, leaning back in a mock gesture of surrender, before he settles back fully on his feet. âyyyeeah, reggieâs shit is shit.âÂ
ânoââ your face flushes, both with a twinge of embarrassment and irritation. âi mean, itâs literallyâ like, itâs literally dust. this place is covered in dust.âÂ
jensen laughs, loudly and heartily, and it makes your toes curl in your pointe shoes. you really were a wreck; reduced to rubble by this man whose sole purpose, it seemed, was to get on your last nerves.
âsâwhat happens in abandoned places, princess,â he says slowly and drawn out, like he was talking to a toddler. you bristle at it, nose twitching, and that only makes him laugh a bit harder. âoh, come on. thought we were friends now.âÂ
your mouth closes, then opens, and closes all over again. friends. you certainly werenât aware of when that happened, especially sinceâÂ
âyou havenât been outside in three days.â god, could your voice sound any smaller? your face flames with embarrassment, not having wanted that to be the thing you say to him in response, but what could you do now?Â
jensenâs smile softens. softens! as if you could feel any less mortified. âmy pretty princess is missing me, is she?âÂ
âoh, go toââÂ
âhell?â he finishes, eyebrows shooting up as the word leaves his mouth. âonly if you come on down with me.âÂ
you canât even bristle again before heâs crowding your space. one step forward from him, and two steps back from you. itâs not a very wide hallway, though, and before you knew it, you were trapped.
trapped in the cage of his strong arms, back to the brick wall. this close, you can see the swirls of ink adorning his skin, black wisps of fire and symbols that you donât know. his hands come up to properly cage you in; palms flat on the wall by your head.Â
âyou want to, donât you?â he murmurs, his gaze dropped to your lips. everywhere his eyes land, your skin burns. heâs fire, and youâre ice, and youâre completely molten, melted at his feet. âcâmon, princess,â he says just as softly, âtell me what you want.âÂ
the words to leave are right there on your tongue. theyâre right there, heavy and palpable, and yet they donât leave the confines of your closed lips.Â
jensenâs smile widens, becoming more devilish than sweet. his breath reeks of alcohol and weed this close, but thereâs the faintest underlining of mint. your senses are turned up too high to handle this properly â and he can tell. âoh, i see,â his voice is so deep and rough that it makes your skin tremble, âmy pretty girl wants me to show her, does she?âÂ
no, you try to say, but itâs stuck just like the rest of your protests, right there behind your teeth. if only you had the strength to lift your arms and tug your jaw open, to force the words out, because suddenly your head is nodding.Â
âgood girl,â he says, and one of his hands slips from the wall to your chin, index and thumb holding it between his fingers as he tilts it up to meet your eyes. âbut iâm sure youâre used to hearing that, arenât you?âÂ
his voice is soft and rough at once, like heâs sharing painful secrets right in her ear. his tone, though, is full of a venom that you donât want to think about. shame is already so thick on your skin that it feels like paint; the last thing you want is to let his chastising words get to you just as much as your desire for him.Â
âpretty,â jensen continues as his hand slips lower, running over the thin fabric of your leotard. itâs innocent at first, the backs of his fingers running down your shoulder. still, it lights you up as if heâd just kissed you. âgood. innocent.âÂ
his hand slips further down, his ring-adorned knuckles tracing over your breasts. they peak beneath that little brush of a touch, nipples aching against the skin-tight of the leotard.Â
âi was sure that even good girls get tired of being good,â he mumbles, his face inching closer to yours, nose to nose. âbut then i met you, and you just canât help it, can you? that incessant need to be good?â
jensenâs head drops into the crook of your neck, his facial hair on your sensitive skin making your breath hitch. his laugh is breathless in your ear, against your shoulder, as he presses his lips on the space above your collarbone.Â
and his hand keeps moving. it outlines a straight line down the center of your breasts, down your sternum, and stops just below your navel.Â
âor maybeâŚâ he trails off, his other hand dropping from the wall and grasping at your skirt, tugging it up in one quick movement. it draws a shuddering gasp from your parted, dry lips, another thing that makes him chuckle. âmaybe you do it because you like it. is that it, princess?âÂ
you canât even bring yourself to answer him. your skin feels hot and alive, like electricity dances through your veins. livewires sparking beneath the surface of your skin.Â
your hands, though, reach for the leather flaps of the jacket on his shoulders. you need something to touch to keep you from slipping too far into the abyss of this.Â
his fingertips brush across the thin strap of fabric covering your throbbing, sensitive pussy, the heat in your lower stomach burning and crackling and tight. you can feel the edges of his fingertips grazing the edge of the inseam of the leotard. âyeah, i thought that was it,â he rasps, another of those breathless laughs pressing into your collarbone, âof course the good girl likes to be told sheâs a good girl.âÂ
one of his hands still holds the edge of your skirt up, and the other sweeps the thin fabric away, letting cool air dance across your exposed, slick cunt.Â
your mouth finally finds the words it wants to say, and they stumble out in a quick succession, an unintelligible sentence. âjensenâ there⌠peopleââÂ
âreg is off his ass,â he mutters, his mouth still grazing and nipping at the sensitive skin of your collarbone, âstevenâs in the fuckinâ bathroom doinâ lines still, and noaâs probably in the bathroom doinâ him.âÂ
his eyes flick up to meet yours, the green now just a thin ring around the deep intensity of his pupils. âno people around, pretty princess,â he assures, his lips curling into that teasing smile of his â though now, itâs much softer.Â
you barely get a chance to acknowledge any of his words before his calloused thumb slips between the slick folds of your pussy. you stutter out a gasp as the electricity of his touch travels your lower stomach and up, up, up, sending your heartrate fluttering quicker.
jensen massages the sensitive, swollen nub of your clit, his eyes locked onto yours, gauging your reaction to his painstakingly slow circles. his teeth hold his bottom lip captive between them. somehow, his eyes look even more blown now that your gazes are locked.Â
you try, you do, and itâs an honorable effort, to keep any sound from slipping out of your lips in response to the tantalizing grazes of his hand between your legs. but a muffled whimper starts low in your throat and shudders out, and itâs enough to encourage him to keep going.Â
âlittle louder, baby, i canât hear you,â he whispers with his nose pressed against yours. he uncurls his fingers, letting you feel every brush of his fingertips as they drag across the expanse of your spread pussy. âi know it feels good, baby, can feel how fucking wet you are.âÂ
itâs cruel, the way he can touch you like this and say such things about it, while youâre completely spread out for him and at his mercy. âfuck you,â you seethe through your teeth, though it holds none of the malice you wish it did â instead coming out like a whimpering whine.Â
âuh uh, not yet,â he laughs breathlessly across your face, and his long middle finger stops at the dip of your entrance, traces the wetness dripping from it, smears it further up your spread pussy. âyouâre not ready for that yet, pretty girl. and i wanna make you feel good. donât you want it to feel good? when you do get to have me?âÂ
he talks to you like youâre something innocent, something heâs more than happy to break and ruin. chastising and seductive all in the same breath. jensen doesnât even give you the time to answer before he pushes that same finger inside of you.Â
heâs wearing a ring. you didnât even see the ring when you were talking to him â admittedly, you were only looking at his swollen lips, darkened eyes, sweaty hair hanging just below his ears. but you felt it now; his already thick finger stretches you out, and the ring adds to it the moment heâs deep enough inside of you.Â
itâs a shockwave of pleasure all at once. you donât even try to stifle the moan this time, your head falling forward to knock against his. âthere she is,â he praises, his voice much deeper and raspier than it was moments before. âi knew you had it in you.âÂ
thatâs when he starts to move. itâs still only that one finger pushed to the hilt of his hand inside of you, but the ring scrapes the edges of your walls with every thrust he pushes it into you. the pace is slow, deep, like he was making love to you with nothing but his hand.Â
of course he wasnât, though. jensen didnât seem like the type to make love, and the point is proven when his fingers curl, and stars erupt in your vision.Â
âgod,â you choke on the word, gasping and panting on his face, your breaths mingling with how close you are.Â
jensen grins. heâs always fucking grinning, like he knows exactly the effect he has on the people he touches. âmmm, close, but not my name.âÂ
âgo â to hell.âÂ
he pumps his finger in and out of your soaked pussy, so hard that the sound of each wet movement punctuates each moan you loosen. âtold you already,â he grunts, pulling his ringed finger out of you just enough to where you can only feel the tip of it teasing your stretched entrance. ânot without you.âÂ
thereâs never any warning with him, never any indication of what heâs going to do before heâs already knuckles deep into it. and he adds a second finger, another ring adorning it, and pumps the both of his fingers deep into your pussy.Â
itâs too much all at once. the feeling of his fingers curling inside of you like quotation marks to each of his thrusts, the fact that there were three people scattered around the rest of the small building, potentially seconds from walking out into the hall and seeing the debauchery he was inflicting on youâÂ
you hook your leg up and curl it around his waist, giving him a better angle to keep fingerfucking you, and for you to be able to take him deeper, harder, fasterâ
the invitation isnât lost on jensen, either. the hand thatâd been holding your skirt up releases it and hooks under your thigh to keep it held there. âlook at you,â he grunts between his clenched teeth, âbeinâ so fucking good for me.âÂ
your throat feels raw from the effort of trying to keep your voice down, trying to keep every single noise clamped behind the barriers of your tight lips. and itâs too much. and you canât even really think straight, not with the cool metal rings so tantalizing on your inner walls, with his thick fingers so deep you can feel the tips teasing your cervix.Â
your lips part on a shuddering moan, finally uncaging the desperate, guttural sounds thatâd been building since he started to touch you. the tightness in your lower stomach coils, tighter and tighter; a snake capturing its prey, a girl clenching tightly around the fingers that thrust into her.Â
for once, jensen is dead silent, and you really wish heâd talk, even if it was just to continue teasing you, because all you can hear in this hallway is the gushing sound of his fingers in you and your crescendoing moans, andâ
your head falls back against the brick wall behind it, the thud hardly registering in your mind as your leg tightens around his waist, as his fingers keep up there relentless pace, as you pulse around his knuckles and against his palm in tune to your heartbeat.
itâs overwhelming, how fast you fall apart right there in his hands. âfuckâ jensenââ your body goes still and taut for a second before it goes completely boneless, your face burying in the smoky smelling leather of his jacket. even as your pussy throbs around him, even as youâre still so sensitive that your body is practically trembling, he doesnât relent.Â
not for another ten or so seconds. and you do count, because it starts to feel like a punishment instead of for pleasure, even as you grind your hips down to take him deeper.Â
his fingers slip out of you, wet and glistening with your juices. his eyes are somehow more glazed than they were, still rimmed red and glimmery. âopen up, princess,â he rasps, the smile on his face more lazy than the smirk he wore earlier.Â
who are you to deny him anything right now? you barely know your name, your legs numb, your heart racing from the comedown.Â
âgood girl,â he praises lowly once your lips pop open again. jensen pushes his wet fingers inside your mouth, pushing down on your tongue to push your mouth open wider.Â
tasting yourself around the salty smoke flavor of his fingers is almost enough to make your legs buckle. his eyes watch you intently, glancing between your eyes and your mouth.Â
and maybe you are sick of being good. maybe he was right all along, with every word you deemed chastising and prodding. it only takes a blink for you to close your lips around his fingers and swirl your tongue around them in your mouth, around the rings.Â
âgoddamn,â he chuckles, breathless and exhaling. âmaybe you are more fun than you let on.âÂ
you didnât know, then, that this was the worst possible thing either of you could do. because now, you knew heâd let you in when you came around, and now he knew how easy you were to break.
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đ¨đ¨đ¨(WARNING: THIS TWEET CONTAINS SPOILERS FROM THE LEAKS OF HAZBIN HOTEL SEASON 2, IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THEM I ASK YOU DON'T WATCH IT, THANK YOU)đ¨đ¨đ¨
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Hi guys Vick Racker here, I just came to share some thoughts and theories about the Hazbin Hotel leaks just to chat and exchange ideas with you,however I've been thinking 2 things about this:
1-What would Alastor's powers be like if he had never met Rosie?
2- His relationship with Vox is more complicated and sad along with this fact.
Well, let's begin!
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Independent Alastor:
As those who saw them know, Alastor gave his soul to Rosie in exchange for power to protect himself from the demons of hell,giving him the powers we know in the voodoo magic series, as well as in the story that Minzy tells, he overthrew the ancient overlords of hell and is known by everyone as "The Radio Demon". However, I've been thinking to myself what Alastor's powers would be if he had never met Rosie and sold his soul to her?
(rant: VALUE YOURSELF MAN, DON'T LET THIS WOMAN MAKE YOU HER SLAVE, EVEN WITHOUT THESE POWERS YOU ARE STILL THE FUCKING AWESOME RADIO DEMON!!!)
taking a deep breath đ¤đŠ
As revealed to us in Alastor's life before his death, he was a charismatic, charming, handsome radio broadcaster (I loved his human form, I won't forgive Vivienne Medrano with his demonic design that doesn't even come close to being as perfect), but he also practiced voodoo trying to access the other side, practicing rituals and having that radio to try to communicate, in addition to the fact that he was a cannibalistic serial killer.
Putting this information together, I believe that his powers would have voodoo traits, but not in such a blatant way (I think this is on Rosie's part) he would be more inclined to the voodoo practitioner than I don't know his demonic form with seams that looks like a voodoo doll that someone else could do whatever they want with him, anyway what I'm saying is, his powers would be very different because they are HIS and not GIVEN FROM SOMEONE, they would have their own traits, but his main powers would be radio, a little more evident, not only in his voice or the bugs he makes when someone tries to record him or watches him on TV in the Vox case, but mainly his power of radio waves that could be more powerful and with his charm attracting people (a little similar to Vox and his televisions but different), cheering people up, convincing them or even transporting energy what radio waves do in real life, which in my theory about the end of Hazbin Hotel he could use this power to transfer a battle song sung by him, by Charlie and all the hotel staff, making the demons stronger for the imminent war between heaven and hell, since it is a musical and is one of the main points of the radio playing music.
Even though it does not have the same impact as him with the powers GIVEN BY ROSIE, he could indeed protect himself and become an overlord and continue with his sadistic fun. (the guy doubts himself a lot) In addition to having powers like a deer, the horns, the senses, the jumps that deer make, etc.
His appearance would also change, I think he has his hair cut like that and the costume like that to be more presentable for the cannibal city, otherwise he would have his curly hair with the red that represents the blood from his head after he was shot in the forehead, his costume would have more characteristics of his New Orleans radio broadcaster costume,also keeping the mustache and wearing the glasses he wore in life. I think the monocle is more from Rosie's time than his time in the 1930s.
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More Complicated and Sad đťđđş
Now going back to the friendship between Alastor and Vox, along with this information it could be the saddest and most complicated friendship in this series, since Alastor made that deal to protect himself from the demons of hell that are more powerful than him.
(I could even make an analogy to powerful white men who could do whatever they want and he would have no chance of competing for being a black man, and to make matters worse he appealed to Rosie, a white woman, to have her powers and survive in the face of those predators and he would be a "deer" a prey).
Counting all the suffering he went through with Rosie and taking away Minzy who they knew in life and also taking away the people at the Hotel, Vox would then be the only demon in all of hell that Alastor really trusted and allowed himself to be his friend to the point of taking a picture of him without those bugs, seeing that this photo was taken from a camera from the 50s or 60s, since Vox probably died in the 50s, because at that time TV gained strength to become what it is today, that is, they were very close, in the episodes of season 1 there are several scenes of them that parallel each other, indicating even more the closeness of both.
But unfortunately, this trust of years was broken by their fight that I theorize was not only because of Valentino and the alliance between them, but also because he changed both in appearance and personality, becoming blinded by power ( Power that Alastor also longed for,but we both know how is ending),success and fame, and this affected Alastor because he no longer recognized him as if that old friend was slowly disappearing, thus refusing to join the Vees and this friendship ended as it did and the two became enemies of each other.
The phrase that Vox always says:
"trust us"
never made so much sense. đ˘đ
#radiostatic#alastor x vox#hazbin hotel#alastor#alastor the radio demon#hazbin hotel rosie#staticradio#voxal
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FREAKY CALDRE YURI HCS!!!
this is MY SHIT yall. (i have such a crush on fem andre im sorry sm of these are abt her.) also im going to hell for this. this is the freakiest shit ive written.
they practiced kissing when they were young. an innocent peck on the lips. as they grew they would make out sometimes bc they both wanted to do it. it was "casual" but had lots of feelings behind it. (known for andrea but cal's a little repressed)
the first time they had sex was set off when they were both smoking one night. cal (callie still uses the nickname) was complaining abt how awkward doing anything w the male vers of rachel is (anyone have any name ideas for him?) and how she could never get into it. andrea was like "I could do better." they started making out and it got really hot and cal found herself SO into it. she would of kept going if andrea didnt stop bc they were high and she wanted to make sure cal really wanted it. few hours later when they sobered up (while taking lots of kissing breaks) they had sex. just fingering and touching clits and shit. andrea was right.
andrea is more of a service top, but not a stone cold butch yk. (google it) she loves pleasuring cal and making her feel good so fucking much.
andrea loves eating pussy send tweet. she has made cal come from it multiple times in a row before. she eats cal out and then kisses her and asks if she can taste herself.
andrea likes fucking cal w a toy and sitting over her a soaking up all the little reactions she has to it. also IK that strap is big.
people w vaginas can go longer so these bitches GO AT IT. they fuck almost every sleepover. they fuck where they shouldnt.
(im projecting) a lot of body worship adjacent stuff on both sides. they have very handsy sex, touching all over their bodies and kissing everywhere.
tw sh and bloodplay!! andrea cuts cal and praises her for being such a good girl and taking it. she gets her hands all up in the wounds and prods at them and says "look im finger fucking you." (NOT her joke btw. cal once said its like ur fingerfucking me there and andrea reuses it everytime). and then after that she uses those same fingers covered in blood to finger cal and then eat her out!! with the blood on there!!
seeing andrea w her hair down turns cal on so much. she pulls tight on to her long strands while they fuck. she loves when they fall down onto her face and body when andrea is over her.
andrea has big tits. cal cups them and hold them all the fucking time. that joke abt walking up to ur gf and squeezing the air where their boobs are is smth that cal basically invited. both sexually and non-sexually. ermm tit sucking/nipple play and cal putting her face in them.
cal likes being tied up so andrea can have her way w her. either that or being told that she can't move.
andrea makes it her goal to make cal squirt.
speaking of that, the second time they fucked andrea ate cal out for the first time right after fingering her and playing w her clit to the point of orgasm. cal squirted. lowkey scared them both, esp andrea who got it all over her face. cal was like " i did not know I could do that." same w andrea tbh. (poor female sex ed :/)
them dry humping each other's thighs. yeah.
andrea fucking cal and when cal is abt to come andrea says "m!rachel couldnt make u feel this could, could he?" and makes cal agree w it before she can come.
cal teasing andrea when they kiss by js roughly grabbing her vagina thru her clothes and groping it. andrea loves it.
ok so. once they were planning zd. and there were guns. and cal was like "I want you to point it at my head" (we all know the drill) and before u know it the tip of a gun (unloaded dw) is in her pussy! andre rubbing her clit with it and then putting the tip in her own mouth after. they keep pulling the trigger for the thrill of it and they both act like its loaded cause they are FREAKS.
cal fingering andrea in her lap and andrea biting her shoulder and neck to the point of drawing blood. better yet andrea riding the strap in cals lap.
both would really be into making the other suck the strap esp after someones js been fucked w it. cal likes to order it as a "look how much youll do for me thing" and andrea likes cal to suck it getting cal fucked out and overstimulated thing.
they would both be into period sex. cause the blood. cal likes getting it all over her sm. cal js loves blood and andrea loves getting cal going. (andrea also likes the blood). one of them will be having bad cramps and the other will say "yk what helps w that??' like they didnt have the same exact convo last month.
cal. nipple. piercings. andrea biting and pulling on them.
andrea biting and sucking on cal's inner thighs when she eats her out.
andrea calling cal a whore and a slut. cal calling HERSELF a whore and a slut.
tw sh! they both craved their initials into their bodies once during sex.
#ok im sprry im js a little guy i dont know where this came from (ik damn well)#freaky warning#freaky hcs#zero day#andre hcs#caldre#cal hcs#cal gabriel#andre kriegman#zero day 2003#genderbent au
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Memories pt. 5
cw basically a queer cuddle puddle with lots of drugs
If you enjoy shoegaze and heavy synths I highly suggest to have in background "Lower your eyelids to die with the sun" by M83 while reading this. It was my main soundtrack when I wrote this fic and I think that it would enhance the overall experience :3
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"Sinea! Welcome, long time no see!"
"Xarsei, thanks for having us even with such short notice."
"And losing the opportunity to finally see Chloratea's first pet in many years? Seven hundred? Eight hundred? Roots, nobody, NOBODY would want to miss that."
"I- I'm n-"
"She's not my pet. Xarsei, she's my ward."
"Sure, sure she is. Now little one, you look amazing by the way, would you want to go with the others? Me and Sinea have some catching up to do."
"..."
"You can go, Deena. I'll be here, whenever you need me just look in my direction and I'll come immediately."
"Ok... thank you."
"Not your pet, eh?"
"I'm working on it. She wants to be, that's clear as the morning summer sunlight, but I want her to beg on her knees to be taken by me."
"Dirt Sinea, you truly want to break her."
"No, not at all. She's already mine. She only needs to realize it."
"She is cute, though."
"She is the cutest creature in the universe."
[Floret 1] "Oh my oh my oh here she iiiis~"
[Floret 2] "You look gorgeous sweetie~"
[Floret 3] "This dress in a-ma-zing. I want to make out with you."
"W- well I-"
god she's on me, her tongue tastes like sweet lavander I'm making out with this cute girl I just met and my head is already starting to feel dizzy
[Floret 1] "Awww~ you two are sooo cute."
"A- ah- sorry I was saying, hi I'm Deena! I'm Sinea's..."
[Floret 2] "First floret!"
"...ward."
[Floret 1] "Oh a ward! That's cute! But but but we need to introduce us! I'm Kyle Graemina, first floret!"
[Floret 2] "I'm Hipatia Sinens, fourth floret!"
[Floret 3] "And I'm Maddi Sinens, first floret and Hipatia's connivent. I want to make out with you again."
[Kyle] "Maddi, give Deena a break. Sorry, her mistress always fills her up with Class D and Class J before doing this gatherings."
[Maddi] "Hipatiaaaaa~"
[Hipatia] "Yes, sweetie?"
[Maddi] "Come here~"
"So, Kyle, are you happy?"
[Kyle] "What? Sure I'm happy. We're all happy! Our Affinis provide us with everything we need. We don't have a care in the world besides being cute."
"I guess so."
[Kyle] "Are YOU happy?"
"I wasn't happy for a long time."
[Kyle] "And now?"
"I am now."
[Kyle] "Here, smell this lily. My mommy gave it to me for you."
this smells so nice...oh that dizziness again, I can't stand on on my own feet Kyle is so cute I want to play with Hipatia hair I want to melt between Maddi's arms
[Kyle] "Come Deena, let's join the others."
this fluffy cushion is soo good on my skin Maddi embraces me while Hipatia starts kissing my neck.
Her kisses burn my skin with pleasure every time her lips leave that little bit of saliva my nerves send blissful pulses to my brain which in return makes my body shivering with anticipation for the next one
Maddi plays with my hair while Kyle kisses sloppily her free hand
I never felt so good in my whole life
Her fingers running through my locks make my scalp go numb while Hipatias kisses keep getting closer and closer to my mouth until we kiss
Colours starts to blend together as I close my eyes and I feel my anxiety, my fears, my trust issues my imposter syndrome my sense of inadequacy the hate I have for my past comrades myinsecuritiesmydysphoriamydysmorphiamyrage
gone
all gone
far away
far away million light years away left behind dying like the stars in a system too old to be remembered
there's only bliss
there's love
I kiss Hipatia
She then kisses Maddi
Kyle and I feel each other skin, each other limbs, each other sweet sweat
my nails pierce Maddi's skin while she moans gently begging for more
there's peace
there's kindness
there's joy
a sharp pain followed immediately by pleasure fills my limbic system as Maddi's canines make their way in the side of my neck eradicating any thoughts for a couple of seconds that feel like centuries
I don't want to go back to Jupiter
I want Maddi, I want Hipatia, I want Kyle
I don't want be to be an Independent Terran
I want to be a pet
I want to be Sinea's tulip
My body is numb with overstimulation my mind is composed of millions of figments made of pure pleasure
I-
I-
"Little one?"
"..."
"It's time to go, you all collapsed. We are taking you to bed."
"C-can..."
tell her tell her that you want to be her pet tell her now
"Sure you can sleep with them tonight, if only you could look at the three you. You are so cute all melted one against the other."
"Sinea~"
"Sleep, my dearest, tomorrow we will talk."
"That went well."
"A lily filled with Class D, a pretty strong strain of A and enough N to denying any climax despite almost reaching it. Wasn't I the cruel one, Xarsei?"
"Oh come on, what's the fuss? You don't really care, or maybe?"
"Watch your mouth."
"Maybe you are upset because I drugged your poor pet, ehm ward, without you knowing it."
"Do it again without my permission, Xersei, and I'll punch you so hard in the face you'll leak sap for a month."
"Duly noted, Sinea~"
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@littlebigadventure2 Actually, I never considered making a callout post. When DesBea was in the group, I wasnât aware of her bullying other users (besides Red) or stalking anyone until well after she left lilspacewolfieâs Discord server. Beyond having to deal with her shoving her torture fics in everyoneâs faces, and her going out of her way to push other people down, I had no thought towards making a post on her behavior. To be quite honest with you, I thought that she was just an adult who was being childish to gain attention, and that she only had beef with lilspacewolfie. Red wasnât interested in making a callout post, because the bullying seemed like a minor issue, and I thought the same.
Then the callout post came out after I left the Redâs Ramblers Discord server.
Suddenly, behavior that I had reread in her messages back when I deleted them (in February of this year) from lilspacewolfieâs server, and that I was reminded about in conversations with others who experienced the same things whenever they interacted with her, made me realize the full scope of the worrying nature of her actions.
Because, I vividly remember how she went out of her way to pester Red. How she followed lilspacewolfie around in our stealth Payday 2 games without saying anythingâin either voice or the text boxâand would spam voice lines while standing directly behind her to make her scream in fear. And, how she also refused to stop when asked. No matter how many times the entreaties were repeated to her, or who was doing the askingâeven if it was multiple people.
I remember how, in another time of us telling her to knock off her shitty behavior, she proclaimed in the Discord text chatâon a channel that was specifically designed for NSFW talk (mainly as a place to discuss fanfic ideas and bounce them off of the rest of the group)âthat âanyone who writes NSFW in their fics are terrible people, and theyâre disgusting.â Red and I were taken aback by it for a while, then she asked for my help with addressing the issue, so I advised her to respond in a way that would basically tell DesBea, "Writing allows you to create whatever you want. People don't need permission to write about NSFW, or anything else for that matter, just because YOU don't like it. Just don't interact with it if it's so disgusting to you." DesBea tried to play it off with, "Well, I'm ace, so I don't understand it. Why do people do it? It's so weird. And I like reading anything and everything that has NaviMind in it." Red responded on her own with something along the lines of, "Yeah, but if you don't like to read NSFW, then just don't do it??? AO3 has tags on it so you can avoid things you don't like. Again, it's not hard." And this wasnât the only time she used her, âIâm ace, but maybe not aroâ excuse to try to win or deflect her way out of arguments, but it was one of the more memorable ones. For all the wrong reasons.
I also remember how she would try to talk over other people in text conversations and make everything about her fics and âBain is an alienâ and âthe Payday gang are a hive mindâ and âimagine the guys feeling every bit of torture Bain went through with the Dentistâ and âthis personâs writing sucks because it doesnât include my head canonsâ and so on.
But, as far as we knew at the time, this all only happened in the Redâs Ramblers Discordâand to people who seemed like they didn't really care too much about it. So, after she left, Red and I treated the whole situation as âDesBea was throwing a childâs temper tantrum, because she wasnât getting the attention she wanted. Now she's out of here permanently. Good riddance.â
Then time passed, shit happened, and as I was leaving the server, I was deleting everything from people who had already left. I read back through her stuff and thought, âYeesh, am I glad that she didnât stick around.â Then I thought nothing else of it.
So, now we get back to the original callout post.
I wasnât shocked about the content of anything that she wrote, but I was surprised by the targeted severity of it. And also the fact that she, as a âresponsibleâ adult, was knowingly being inappropriate with her messages that she was sending to a minor in that server.
Now, my mother is a middle school teacher, and I have helped her for 20 years with her workâthis includes taking those âsigns of abuse in childrenâ, âbullying in the workplaceâ, and the âknow that youâre expected to report bad actors on threat of legal action against you if you donâtâ tests for her, then giving her the rundown after (sheâs bad with newer computers and programs). So, because of those, I know that you are, legally, NEVER ALLOWED to say what someone else does and does not consider as harassment towards themselves. I don't care if anyone tries to the pull the, 'yeah, it's only illegal where YOU are,' argument--it's a law that was put into place here because it's based on what should be common fuckin' courtesy, respect, and compassion afforded to and shared with victims in the aftermath of their trauma. If you want to consider the few messages you saw of hers as âgripes and misunderstandingsâ, then fine. If you want to interact with her, then knock yourself out. But, donât, for one second, think that you can come in here and âweigh inâ on everything that has been said--which was at great personal embarrassment for some, and far too horrifying for others to even say anything beyond hinting at what transpired because of the trauma involvedâand call any of it ânot a big dealâ.
In fact, since you didnât reblog from the version of this post that has some concerning information on it, Iâm going to assume that you didnât see it, so hereâs a photo of it:
On the original callout post, there's a reblog that's also from dracoleopardo that gives a bit more context on DesBea messaging at least one minor with inappropriate content. Which was followed up by lesbian-ferret mentioning that she had heard about accusations concerning DesBea going out of her way to pester the VAsâmaybe with her torture fics or who-even-knows-what-elseâwhich could have its own potential legal ramifications for DesBea, if they're true and the VAs decide to file anything against her.
So, there are people hereâand possibly even persons who do/have work(ed) for Starbreezeâwho have actively been hurt by her actions, some even to the point of attempting to do something irreversible to themselves. Is that what you would class as a âgripeâ or a âsimple misunderstandingâ?
Are muffy-officialâs feelings about the whole DesBea situation that she experienced in their server not valid, because you, an admitted outsider to this issue, think that itâs ânot a big dealâ?
Is the original callout post âuncalled forâ, because you donât think that this was âworth talking about in an open forumâ?
Is it âfearmongeringâ to want to warn peopleâespecially those that have been hurt by DesBeaâabout her multiple accounts that she has been known to use to block evade people whoâve blocked her on only one or a few of those accounts?
You asked me if I âthought of the consequences of my actionsâ when I first made this addendum post.
I did.
I thought about the consequences of her messaging new people to our fandom to try and ingratiate herself upon themâwhich she did after an hour or so of the original callout post already being posted and it being spread around in reblogs by other people in the Payday fandom.
I thought about the consequences of her bullying more people in our fandom, especially those who are in terrible mental states or personal situations.
I thought about the consequences of her messaging any of the minors that are hanging out here in our corner of the fandom, and what any of those messages might contain.
I thought about the consequences of her continuing to stalk people in our fandom under her myriad of usernames, and none of them any the wiser about it or able to protect themselves.
I thought about the consequences of anyone in our fandom not being presented with all of this information, and thus being unable to react in an informed way if she tried to message or @ them or comment on their posts in the future.
And I also thought about the consequences her actions would have on her life on the internet, if she kept being allowed to behave and conduct herself around here in the ways that she has been.
But, we have to give her a pass, right? Because sheâs âmentally unwellââdespite the fact that she continually refuses professional help. Or, because âsheâs being childish for attentionââdespite the fact that sheâs an adult and she does know better. Or because it was âall just a misunderstandingââdespite the fact that she was bullying people almost to the point of harming themselves, and was knowingly being inappropriate in her messages to at least one minor.
I thought about the consequences a lot. I thought about how her actions and my own addendum post to the original callout post could effect and affect everyone in the Payday fandom. And, yes, I even thought about it in regards to Tumblrâs ToS.
So, while, yes, my post is targeted in the sense that itâs focused on DesBea and the accounts of hers that Iâm aware of, it is not considered harassment under Tumblrâs definition in their ToS. This is because Iâm actively calling for people to make their own decisions on whether or not they wish to block her, and Iâm reminding them to not harass her. Multiple times. If you want to consider all of our efforts to try and warn people, while still reminding people to leave DesBea aloneâdespite how emotional our replies might have gotten and how many swear words have been thrown around--as harassment, then fine. Block me. Block all of us. Block everyone of us who created the posts, and every last person who reblogged it to signal boost it, so more people in our corner of the internet could see it.
I refuse to see any part of this as a 'non-issue' or as 'fearmongering'. DesBea has hurt multiple people in the Payday fandom in multiple ways in multiple places under multiple names. There are quite a few screenshots that have been provided as evidence to her behavior, and anecdotes from people in our fandom who've never interacted with each other beforeâall of whom are saying the same things about how she acted around them. If that's not what you consider as a 'good enough cause to make a callout post', then I don't know what to tell ya, hoss.
Do as you will.
On the DesBea situation:
I would've added my thoughts to the original post, but as I am not a part of their Discord server, I didn't think that that was any bit appropriate. However, I wanted to share some of my own personal experiences with her, so that y'all can see that her behavior in their server is a continuing pattern--I don't have pictures of what she said as proof, sadly, but I will explain why.
I'm also gonna slap this under a Read More. I apologize for its length, but the original callout post should be enough of an explanation as to why this post needs to be as long as it is.
And, as a quick aside, if any of you wish to completely block DesBea, NOT HARASS HER OR FEED INTO HER BEHAVIOR IN ANY WAY, be aware that her usernames are:
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des-paa-cee-toeee
pd3thoughts
If any of you know of any more, please tell me, and I will update this post. I don't want to be around her anymore than most people who've also interacted with her do.
About 2 years ago, I was invited to lilspacewolfie's server, Red's Ramblers, and I very quickly became a moderator there. Over time some people joined and a few left, but Ramblers remained stable through it all. DesBea joined later on into the server's lifespan, was around for awhile, said some nasty things, was given a warning (in the general), and just left without saying anything one day. After reading the screenshots in the callout post, I'm actually quite surprised by how much of a fit she threw in her efforts to make you guys apologize to her. Much like in the original post, with her gone from the server, things improved for everyone else, but the whole ordeal was rather confusing for all of us, in the aftermath.
See, DesBea was trying to be just as harmful in Ramblers, but it never really went anywhere.
Her hateful and self-pitying tendencies were the same around us as it was in their server. She really loved to talk shit about Yadoking and her writing--she would do this both in passing on random posts in the server, and while some of us were in-call when we'd play Payday 2 together as a group. It never smacked of genuine criticism for Yado's writing ability or style, as she only ever used childish language when doing it, and she would always do it right before she would try to push her own ideas and fics onto any of us who were online at the time. She was even trying to bully lilspacewolfie--which I will go more into later--over the tiniest of things. DesBea, in all of her posts, was either pushing someone else down, trying to make us all read about her rather disturbing fic ideas or headcanons, or trying to make herself look like the victim by claiming that she 'had bad experiences with abuse in the past' and that her 'PTSD was triggered over something someone in Ramblers had said' when we were trying to halt her bullshit.
It was all very aggravating to deal with, to say the least, but it also didn't have very much staying power, since most of us were just ignoring her in the server. And I do mean that, as most of the users in the Ramblers Discord server refused to interact with her posts over time, and people usually ignored her whenever she tried to insert herself into their conversations. It's probably why she left without much of a fight when lilspacewolfie posted "If you're being an asshole in this server, you better stop that shit right now" in the general chat. (That's not what she said, but y'all get the jist.)
Now, as for her bullying behavior in the server, I can't say for certain if she was targeting anyone besides lilspacewolfie (and badmouthing Yado from time to time, who wasn't even in the server), as I'm not a very outgoing or talkative individual. Despite the length of this post, I'm naturally quite taciturn, and even though I was a moderator in Ramblers, nobody in the server ever messaged me about any issues that they were having with anyone. But, I can say with accuracy that DesBea would go out of her way to harass lilspacewolfie--the creator and owner of the Red's Ramblers Discord server. Whenever she would join calls while we were playing together (but she was just watching from the server), she would only ever type in the voice chat channel, where she would wax poetic about her own fics and get rather offended that 'lilspacewolfie was intentionally ignoring her'. If we were playing a game of Payday 2 with her, DesBea would intentionally follow lilspacewolfie around as a character that she didn't particularly care for and spam callouts to scare and irritate her. And, when another user in the server was having an issue that caused them a lot of distress and made them go quiet for awhile (which had nothing to do with anyone or anything in Ramblers, when they were asked about it), DesBea tried to blame lilspacewolfie for it based on a lighthearted joke that she had made that dogged on Houston. So, not only was she trying to harass lilspacewolfie, but she was actively trying to turn others in the server against the owner of the Discord, as if she could muscle her out by making her out to be a villain.
Over a joke about a FICTIONAL character.
Because she started insinuating that lilspacewolfie had caused another user to 'go into a depressive spiral, and chased them away from the server with her insensitive comments about Houston', I got involved to shut that shit down. DesBea was always weirdly attached to me, because she had DM'd me a few times on Tumblr in the past. I can only guess that she thought that these few smatterings of messages made me her friend, and since, apparently, some people here think of me as being "Mr. John Payday", she figured that she could use me as an intimidating wall to hide behind whenever she was called out on her bullshit.
She was wrong.
After a while of still trying to get others in the server to hate lilspacewolfie for 'being mean to one of the other users in the server'--who ended up coming back once their mental health had improved, by the way--she finally left after the "Stop being a dick" post, and it took us a couple days to notice. So, all-in-all, it was a very weird and irritating experience, but, in this context, it shows a worrying trend of behavior that she ended up spreading to other servers.
Now, like I kind of glossed over earlier, I WAS a moderator in Red's Ramblers. (I ended up leaving the server last month due to personal reasons that're not germane to this situation, and I have no desire to talk about it on this forum.) As I was still a mod before I left, I took the time to delete every post and reaction made by people who were no longer in the server--this amounted to 7 people, DesBea included. So, all of her posts that I could've screencapped as evidence are gone, and even if they were still there, I wouldn't have access to them anymore, anyway. In fact, the only thing that I have left is this picture I took of my response to her whole "You're a bad person for hating Houston" spiel that she was going on and on about:
(I censored this to give some privacy to the person who DesBea tried to use as a cudgel to smack lilspacewolfie with blame for their condition at the time. Even though most people here probably won't recognize them from their in-server nickname, I didn't want to take any chances.)
But, anyway, as you have read from the callout post and these personal anecdotes that I have provided, her behavior in their server was an unsurprising, but also a very worrying trend that has effected at least 2 Discord servers and a good chunk of some of the people who were or still are in the Payday fandom.
If anything that y'all have read over these posts has angered any of y'all to the point of harassing her, PLEASE DON'T. Don't send her hate--anonymously or not. Don't engage with her. Just block her and make sure that others in the fandom are aware of her behavior, so they can avoid her if they wish to as well.
And, again, please tell me if she's operating under any usernames other than the ones I've listed. I was tired of her bullshit a long time ago, and I have no desire to entertain her further under yet another pseudonym.
#fandom drama#long post warning#No Read More this time.#I want everyone to be VERY AWARE of just how pissed I am over this.#I don't give a single solitary fuck about what ya wanna say about me.#But insulting and mocking the pain of other people--especially kids--ENRAGES me.#screenshot
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also I keep doing the thing where I have an interaction. astarion disapproves. I sigh. I reload the save before the interaction. I kick him back to camp. I do the thing. I pick the lad back up.
#eve laeâzel likes me better than him itâs kinda funny#him and karlach like. sheâs a surprisingly tough cookie#I also picked her up? kinda late?#it was a case of I was scared to do stuff on the map#I also didnât pick up wyll for a hot minute bc I coudlnt find him#Iâm better now about looking around + talking to everyone l#I spent like. an hour and half talking to people around last light#I still donât have halsin#ALSO IM SO SORRY GAMERS#I accidentally killed minthara. so she is uhhhh MIA from my current game#I do want to play w her one of these times#I might have to make a different oc for it tho#I know I could have knocked her out and she would show up ;â;#I was. so anxious about the goblin camp that I kinda jsutjddudjdjdjddj#on the list of things to do now that things in the game are less scary#I ainât going back anytime soon tho like I wanna finish the game first I think#gosh act 1 is huuuge compared to act 2#Iâm waiting for the we fix the problem and turns out thereâs a lot worse problems going on#unless act 2 is just truly as short as Iâm imagining#but weâll see! donât tell me tho I wanna find out obviously#owen plays bg3
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Backgrounds? *puts on sunglasses* I don't know her.
My favorite girl Sansa, here to eat lemon cakes and take names.
#asoiaf art#asoiaf fanart#sansa stark#a song of ice and fire#game of thrones#got fanart#procreate#house stark#costume design#queen in the north#my art#sansa art#illustrations#fanart#drawing my favorite girlie again bc I had to be at my parents' place for a few days and stole my dad's ipad to play w procreate#this is a lil rushed/not as finished as i want it to be for that reason#me beginning this drawing: 'I'm going to not go crazy on the details like I usually do'#me trying to finish this drawing: '...ah beans'#there's supposed to be big fancy embroidery on her long sleeve but i ran out of time#anyways this is just one big giant 'what can i do with procreate' experiment#bc i am still a newbie with it#the show should have had FANCIER CLOTHING#still salty about this#based on my earlier circassian sansa sketch#I am beginning to loathe drawing fur but it is inescapable with my stark kiddos
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peds surgeon yuuta??? u cant say things like that i need to jump. the cartoons, the glasses, of course his freaky ass would have a thing for u calling him doctor okkotsu i need to die id wanna tease him sm and be all over him but i cant think of anything if its in a hospital how did the greys anatomy ppl made it work?
the greyâs doctors were FREAKS LMFAOO bc there is not space to be doing all that in the on call roomsâŚ. honestly yuuta is probably too busy to even try anything with you in the hospital 90% of the time⌠heâs either in surgery or buried in the research library or falling asleep standing up đ sometimes you two pass each other in an empty stairwell and have time for a kiss or two, but never more than that (also because yuuta has very little self-restraint when it comes to you⌠if he allowed himself more than that, then it would be much harder to stopâŚ)Â
sometimes the two of you will fall asleep in the same on call room. yuuta will page you there and by the time you arrive heâs already half asleep, itâs probably his only nap in the last 24 hours, so you do your best not to wake wake him when you cuddle up next to him. you get a few hours of bliss in his arms before his pager is waking the both of you up, and heâs got to scurry downstairs to the peds floor and in his hurry he doesnât realize heâs snagged your lab coat instead of his own, and itâs only when heâs haphazardly slipped it on and the arms are too short and the shoulders are too tight that he figures it out. itâs too late by then, because gojo is the attending on this case which means he doesnât miss anything, which means heâs the first to giggle and tease, poking at your name embroidered above the breast pocket, âoh? i didnât know the two of you got married already! oh and you took her last name, how noble, yuuta!~âÂ
#anonymous#there's technically two separate doctor aus in my head#one is a gojo-verse where he's not a doctor but reader/kento/yuuji/shoko are in that one little drabble i posted#but in this gojo's anatomy universe they all get to be doctors đââď¸#some specialities are up in the air but so far peds unit is yuuta (resident) and choso (attending) and they do Not mess around#so very calm and gentle and sweet w the kids but when it comes to the medicine to the surgery to the treatments theyre Mean#they dont play around they dont lack of empathy they wont have it#i think... i think we have to have gojo as a brain surgeon... unfortunately... i think we do......#yuuji is a trauma resident in the other au but i think i'd do the same for him here idk it just fits him đ#megumi is like..... the radiologist/x-ray tech that gets 40 calls an hour bc everyone wants their scans read in 20 seconds#and hes like no its Not a tumor no i wont run it again and no i dont have time for this đ#or megumi is actually the parademic who brings in to the ER and hes like well these r drunk college kids... best of luck!#or megumi physical therapist... with his physical therapy dogs.....#nobara ortho resident and shes Scary LMFAOO#old lady comes in for a hip replacement and nobara's got her playlist on full blast having the time of her life hacking away LMFAO#nanami in internal/emergency medicine and hes trying to have his five (5) minutes of peace#and ofc gojo pops up like gnat and hes like nanamin! can i put this patient on blood thiners! and there goes nanamis lunch#yuuta.ask#doctor au
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Hiii everyone, say, how do your Hawkes go go about sharing their estate? If they do it at all? Is everyone free to come and go or are they more private? Or do they only invite their LI to stay? I'm curious!! :)
#lay rambles#my ocs#oc: liam hawke#oc: lilian hawke#both my hawkes are very social w their friends but i love comparing their boundaries around it#theres variation in rules for specific ppl with both of them ofc but theres still general differences#with liam its all very open and everyone can p much come and go whenever#they dont get extra keys (theyll get lost and he doesnt want randos finding them lol) but they know where to find the spare key#and bodhan and sandal and orana know to let them in whenever#hes very lenient in this this regard but he does have rules abt what he does and doesnt want them to do#mostly its about not making too much of a mess lol bc liam prefers to clean himself#(he doesnt trust the crew with his household and also he has particular ways of doing things and Hates when theyre done differently)#so things like keep your dirty garb at the entrance dont cook by yourselves (this was banned after they did it one (1) time lol) etc#also no fucking allowed. do that somewhere else for the love of the maker he does NOT want to walk into that in his own house#(and it also comes back to liam not trusting them with cleaning but also Not wanting to clean that up lol)#also he is not fond of them going into his room uninvited. most of the house is chill but that is *his* space#he accommodates these rules by e.g. having spare slippers and a little washing basin in the entrance hall for dirty shoes/feet#always makes sure to have snacks in stock that he knows they like#food will have notes abt what to leave for leandra/orana/etc but otherwise food is prepared with his friends in mind#and in general he'll make sure to adjust the space/routine in little ways to accommodate them#(air out when fen isnt there cus he doesnt like drafts; keep curtains open cus anders prefers open spaces; etc)#lilian on the other hand doesnt like when her friends come into the estate without a heads up (cept for emergencies)#but once they have her 'ok' its basically mi casa es su casa#dont yknow. overdo it and get too rowdy but otherwise do whatever#however. she also expects everyone to clean up after themselves. she aint here to play maid and youre all adults#also liam has a general 'please try to not be too wild when leandra is here' and lilian doesnt#not cos she doesnt care but cos leandra is bothered by sth she can speak up herself#oh and lilian uses the basement space as temporary refuge for anyone who needs it (mostly escaped mages)#also side note: both offered gamlen to stay but he refused (out of pride/remorse)#...this got long and i ran out of tag space lmfao so this is it for now xD
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oshi no ko aqua is such a fun character bc by most counts he's a more than decent guy.
in his first life he regularly visited hospital inpatients who had no visitors. he was genuinely happy and excited to help Ai deliver her babies, because he wants her to be happy on her own terms. he saves Akane simply because he can, and gets angry at the staff on her behalf. he doesn't stop at saving her life and spends sleepless nights turning around her public image. at that point there was nothing in it for him to keep akane around, she was just a person he was able to help and wanted to help.
by most counts he's a pretty decent guy who steps up when people need him most, except. except he's also a guy who really wants to kill his dad and that makes him manipulate people somewhat often and this is somehow not entirely at odds with his instinct to help others
#oshi no ko#like he's a doctor i can rly respect yknow#except for the patricide thing#gorou said do no harm unless it's my dad#also the way that gorou regularly visit patients is something SARINA has to tell the audience and not gorou#bc to gorou is nothing worth mentioning#for quite a while i was like man gorou is kind of sleazy for only visiting sarina esp when she's so young and vulnerable#but he visits the others also... sarina was just the most special patient to him because she introduced him to ai and also#because she was a kid whose parents never showed up#also SPOILERS FOR LIKE CH90+ OR SMTHING BELOW#the way aqua doesnt let akane dirty her hands like ok aqua we get it you want the best for everyone who isnt your dad#wipes tear someone get him therapy hes a decent guy who's ruining his life#also the way he is conscious of how he's playing w akane's feelings and tries very hard to be honest with her and to do her right#like sigh okay aqua i GUESS i cant hate you#and that one ghosting kana arc where i wanted to beat him up and then he was like i dont want to drag kana into this & he looked terrified#like SIGH. OKAY. FINE AQUA i cant hate you after all#like apart from the patricide (which is big know) the biggest downside to his personality is how cold he is#he pushes ppl away all the time and is just borderline rude#but like idk i feel like thats a byproduct of his 'i plan to go to jail for patricide and dont want to drag others down' mindset#which is like... well. you can't hate him for that.. he's looking out for others in his own way
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I feel like I canât picture Mario learning and playing an instrument, like whenever I imagine him being musical itâs always with him preferring to sing, but then I donât know how this would translate into my interpretation of mute Mario đ
#like maybe he hums from time to time when heâs fully comfortable with someone#but I still just donât see him learning an instrument#and then also that comic with Mario singing to his kid is just making me think about how mute Mario would do that with his child#I wish I could think of a way for him to make music w her#but also it could be cute to just play an album and dance around with her bc he canât sing or play instruments#teaching her how to sign the words and dance along#đĽş#or when sheâs old enough she wants to learn how to play an instrument#so Mario tries learning with her#and heâs REALLY bad at it but heâs trying#and sheâs good at it and having fun which is the more important part to him anyway#ugh#follow up to my one fic where Mario just gets creative about sharing these special moments with his child đ
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and now for something stupid
#but really i also just wanted to play around w this sort of coloring style bc its been FOREVER since ive used it#and i think i can make it look better now#AND i think i can make more sillay stuff like this and not have it take as long w cleaning up lines#anyway now you all understand the terrible dynamic between these three#phobo's infodump text is just copypasted from the wikipedia page for knives.#julliet ALSO uses knives is the thing so hes actually mansplaining < JOKE#he just wants to share. even if it gives her a headache. but he wouldnt mansplain he doesnt have it in him. hes ok with felonies tho#but julis life hasnt known peace since she was told to take care of the newbies#and shes ALSO a newbie (just slightly less so) so really this is probably just tartarus hazing her#theyd take one look at the two disorganized unserious overeager newbies and think ''you know what would be fucking hilarious''#and pass them onto the neurotic slightly-less-newbie who takes everything as seriously as possible. disaster combination.#i cannot stress enough that this is a group of bandits and murderers theyre NOT above hazing.#deimos actually is doing the best job at it since he is stealing as we speak#i mean hes not supposed to do it to his teammates but still. on the right track#as for the dynamic between deimos and phobos themselves its like. theyre just bros. theyre both pretty similar in personality#except deimos is kinda more mean and cynical while phobos can be kinda. dense and naive despite literally where hes at in life#but most of the time theyre basically beavis and butthead#i would also like to stress that juli is not being homophobic she just already cannot stand these guys and cant believe the audacity#but. complete misunderstanding. karma for stealing wallets ig#this will never be cleared up by anyone ever#but again thats not their dynamic they are just beavis and butthead. and i guess that makes juli daria LOL#finn's ocs#finn's art
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