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A Second Glance, Part 4
Rating: Teen (the entire work is marked as Mature, so read the rest at your own risk)
Pairing: Hideyoshi x Preg!Reader
Summary: A look into the aftermath of Chapter 3. There's also a flashback scene at the beginning.
Warnings: Pregnancy, references to and going into light detail about a past character's death, Nobukatsu also has a potty mouth on him so if foul language is something that bothers you, it's here too.
Notes: Adding in a few more people to Nobunaga's family tree as IkeSen canon makes it a little sparse. Added in his nephews Nobukatsu and Nobutaka (who were originally two of his RL sons, but made nephews for the sake of this story) and his little sister Oichi with her daughter.
Part 1 || Part 3
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And many thanks to @tsundere-mitsuhide and @scummy-writes for beta-reading for me!
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"Thank you for visiting with us, [Name]. It was a pleasure to meet with you again."
Warm rays of spring lit up the flower gardens Nobunaga was sitting in alongside his younger sister, Lady Oichi. He had decided to visit her when she had written to him about her new daughter. He also decided to drag you along for the ride. You both had been too busy to see each other lately, so he claimed the trip for your benefit as well, to cure your loneliness of the time spent apart.
Though the sentiment was nice, you couldn't help but feel the slightest twinge of jealousy (and some other feeling you didn't have a name for then) when you see the usually demonic and ruthless conqueror giving all his attention to the bouncing infant on his knee, letting her touch his cheeks while she giggled and babbled away happily.
"Thank you for inviting us, Lady Oichi," you say, watching as the smirking uncle and his little niece engaged in a fierce staring contest. "I'm surprised he responded to your letter so quickly."
Oichi laughed. "Just Oichi, dear, please."
She glanced at her older brother, a wistful look in her eye.
"Truth be told, I am glad we get along as well as we do. He will never admit to it, and he will call me a silly brat until we both have gray hair and wrinkles, but he has always been there for me when I needed him. He always cared even if he does not always show it."
Oichi frowned.
"Ever since the falling out at Father's funeral, I have not seen much of my other brothers and sister, since I chose to support Nobunaga. We haven't spoken much since then."
"How many other siblings do the two of you have? If I may ask?"
"My brother hasn't told you?"
"It's… never really come up in conversation."
She paused to think.
"As far as I'm aware, two brothers and another sister still live, aside from myself. All of them are older than me while they are all younger than Nobunaga. The most I've heard from my family outside of Nobunaga… was when our sister's sons had reached adulthood recently. I am considering visiting them so they can meet their new cousin."
"Good luck, if you decide to do so." You say, "At least to help patch up those relationships."
"Thank you," Oichi smiled, "I am glad my brother has found someone as kind and reassuring as you."
The heat in your cheeks flared lightly but you smiled along with her nonetheless. Nobunaga smirked, reaching across to bring you in closer to him.
Morning light and chipper birdsong strained Mitsuhide's eyes and ears, not helpful in the least for his pounding head. Though he was fortunate to have a fresh set of clothes and some strong-smelling tea coursing through him, it did little to alleviate his fatigue and overall mood. His feet dragged only a little bit on the hallway floor.
"Good morning, Lord Mitsuhide," Mitsunari, fresh as a spring daisy, greeted with a small nod.
"Morning," he returned half-heartedly, running a hand through his hair, "I'm sure you've heard that Hideyoshi called this emergency meeting because of what happened last night?"
"Yes, I've heard." Mitsunari frowned in thought, "Lord Hideyoshi asked me to look after Lady [Name] so suddenly last night, I didn't have much of a chance to ask him what was going on. All I know is what Lady [Name] knew of the situation."
"Well, the short of it was that there were assassins sent in the night. At least two of them, in fact."
"Two assassins? Lady [Name] had said you had killed one of them."
"The other was lurking nearby. My vassals found him and interrogated him."
"The first one could have had information as well," Mitsunari said, "Why did you-"
"I find men who wander around with unsheathed blades quite uncouth. Especially around unsuspecting little mice and monkeys."
Mitsunari blinked and cleared his throat.
"Then, what did you discover from the other assassin? The one your vassals caught?"
"He was under orders to capture Azuchi's castle chatelaine. Preferably alive but it wasn't a guarantee."
"Do you know who sent him?"
"Not him directly, but his… I guess we'll call him his 'dearly departed comrade', had an Oda insignia on his sword."
"An Oda insignia?" Mitsunari's eyes widened, "but that would mean-"
"Yes. Playtime with the Oda is over, I'm afraid."
"Over Lady [Name]?"
"She seems to have gained their attention without us noticing it. Lucky little Miss Popular."
"But, why?" Mitsunari asked, worried, "Why now? As far as I was aware, the Oda didn't acknowledge her existence, outside of Lady Oichi."
"It is a mystery. Someone must have noticed something was up, especially with Hideyoshi still sitting on his hands."
Mitsunari sighed, looking out at the chirping birds in the nearby trees. A chilly breeze ruffled their feathers, soon snuggling closer together for warmth in their nest.
"…It's been months now."
Mitsuhide gave a sad smile, to no notice of his companion.
"Grief is one of the hardest burdens to bear. Some just have a harder time letting it go than others."
"We can't keep holding it off forever."
"It's still in Hideyoshi's hands, whether we like it or not."
"Can't we just-"
"I've already tried with a threat to sweep the chatelaine away to my own castle. He… didn't take the threat too well." Mitsuhide laughed quietly, "he might have punched me then."
Mitsunari pursed his lips, frowning in thought. He looked Mitsuhide directly in his eyes.
"Would you have taken her if the chance was before you?"
Mitsuhide said nothing, still keeping his smile in place despite Mitsunari's hard stare. Only the bird chatter filled their silence.
After a beat, Mitsuhide chuckled quietly.
"It's getting late. Let's not keep our dear Hideyoshi waiting."
With a reluctant nod, Mitsunari turned away and entered the meeting room. Mitsuhide was slower to follow, watching the dripping icicles in the trees.
"The fox stealing the wife away while the husband sleeps?" he chuckled, his sad smile returning for a brief moment before his usual beguiling smirk took its place, "it’s a silly notion, Mitsunari. A story meant for children to warn them of the villains of the world. It couldn’t happen in real life, after all."
He turned away, facing forward. One of the birds flew away from the nearby nest, gliding into the distance.
Two identical sets of carnelian eyes glared at each other, the fire of anger hotter than any swordsmith's forge. A low guttural growl broke the silence along with a cup slammed on the table, splashing steaming tea.
"Why did you interfere, Nobutaka?!" snarled the scarred man before a poised man with long black hair tied in a low ponytail. "I almost had that bastard monkey! If you had just-"
"Murdering Hideyoshi was not part of the plan, Brother." Nobutaka said calmly, sipping his tea with furrowed eyebrows, "Our only goal in Azuchi was to capture the castle chatelaine. There was no need for bloodshed."
The scarred man, Nobukatsu Oda, huffed bitterly, scratching furiously at his short black hair.
"Why do you care so much about a castle's caretaker? What's so special about a wench that arranges flowers and sorts dainty napkins all day?"
"The fact that she was Uncle Nobunaga's chatelaine is curious. He never had one before, and then she suddenly appeared, as if from the heavens one day."
"Maybe he was really impressed with her decorating skills." Nobukatsu said sarcastically.
"Maybe you should learn to pay more attention," Nobutaka steepled his fingers, his glasses' chain glittering in the sunlight.
"Is it not strange that a woman with no social standing or noble heritage suddenly has the attention of not only Uncle Nobunaga, but his vassals and allies in Oshu and Mikawa? Even his enemies speak well of Uncle's castle caretaker. I find the matter quite intriguing."
"Are you really holding back on killing Hideyoshi just because of some woman you find 'intriguing'? That butt-monkey is still standing in our way of clan leadership! He is also the one stopping us from claiming what rightfully should be ours: Uncle Nobunaga's domain. What in all hells are you waiting for?"
"To see what the monkey does."
"…What?"
"Listen to me, Nobukatsu." He looked straight into his brother's eyes. "The fact that Hideyoshi is stalling for time is also peculiar. He could take the domain for himself, reaping the benefits and no one would bat an eye. But, he hasn't. He also refuses to relinquish it to anyone, Oda or otherwise. So, if he doesn't want to hand Azuchi over to anyone nor does he take the rule for his own benefit, why is he sitting on his hands, wasting everyone's time?"
Nobukatsu was quiet, grumbling as he tried to process his younger brother's implications.
"He's… waiting for the chatelaine… to do something? Since you keep bringing her up, she has to be important for some reason."
"You're catching on." Nobutaka chuckled, "I'm impressed."
"Enough mind games, snot-face. What are you getting at?"
"Again, Hideyoshi, as well as many others in Uncle's circle and outside of it, speak favorably about the castle chatelaine. Hideyoshi refuses to move forward with surrendering Uncle's domain or taking it for himself. My theory is that the chatelaine is carrying Uncle Nobunaga's child and that monkey is waiting to seize the child and name him as Uncle's posthumous heir."
"Wha-What gives that bastard the right to do that? He shouldn't interfere with-"
"Did I also mention that the chatelaine was named an Oda princess?"
"By who!?"
"Uncle Nobunaga, before his unfortunate passing."
"But, she wasn't related to any of us. She didn't wed him or was a named mistress. Hells, Uncle Nobunaga was never married so he couldn't have mistresses to fool around with."
"How quaint of you," Nobutaka continued, "but rumors have spread regardless. Other nobles claim the chatelaine an Oda princess, but can never substantiate their claims, other than what they heard from sources in Azuchi's castle, not from the clan itself."
"So, let me get this straight. You're saying that Uncle Nobunaga possibly knocked up his chatelaine and now Butt Monkey Hideyoshi is gonna try and claim the brat as Uncle Nobunaga's heir after he's already dead because the chatelaine has some fake princess title?"
"That's my theory on the matter."
"It's bullshit."
"I did not ask for your opinion."
"It's bullshit he thinks he can name some random bitch's accident as heir. Is there any proof the little punk's even Uncle Nobunaga's spawn? You did say the chatelaine was 'spoken of highly' in Uncle's circle. Could have screwed one of his vassals and claimed it was Uncle who did it. Could be Butt Monkey's kid for all we know."
"No one will know unless a child suddenly materializes, if my theory is correct."
Nobukatsu grumbled again, glancing out at the dripping icicles.
"So what do we do now, since you're so insistent about not killing the monkey."
"Right now, we wait to see how Hideyoshi responds to our little… message. Hopefully he's not dead, no thanks to you."
"I still think he's better off dead than you doing this song and dance you keep doing. Easier that way."
"I'm trying to be civil, to go about things the right way. Unlike you who bludgeons his way into getting what he wants."
"At least I'm getting results while you sit on your ass drinking tea and playing Go all day. Heh, it's no wonder I'm twenty minutes older than you; you had to sit and think about being born before the midwife pulled you out."
"And you're a crude, boorish oaf who has no patience for anyone." Nobutaka deadpanned "You're a terrible general with a short temper as well."
"And you're lucky you're my brother, else I have half a mind to cut out that tongue of yours."
"Oh, I feel so loved and appreciated in your presence, dear brother." Nobutaka stood, "now get out of my sight. Your entire existence disgusts me."
"Your face disgusts me."
"Your insults are as poor as your provinces."
"They're still bigger than yours."
"Get out of my castle before I throw you out myself!"
"That, I'd like to see." Nobukatsu laughed, standing up, "Go ahead and throw me out, you weakling brat!"
"My lords!" a voice spoke up in the doorway, a servant with a scroll in his hand, "a message has arrived from Azuchi."
"Hopefully good news," Nobutaka spat.
"I'm afraid not, sir," said the servant, handing over the scroll. "Lord Hideyoshi was quite displeased with your threat, as it were."
"Who cares what he thinks," Nobukatsu snorted, "Most aren't exactly itching to be taken out by assassins."
"At least we know he's still alive enough to be irritated." The younger brother read over the message, his eyebrows furrowed. "He also says to not threaten him or Azuchi's safety again, else he will have to take 'drastic actions.'
"Be more than what he's currently doing," Nobukatsu sighed, "now what?"
Nobutaka crumpled the paper in his hand and threw the ball into the fire behind him.
"I think if you want something done right, you'll have to do things yourself. I'm going to Azuchi to see that insufferable primate and Uncle's beloved chatelaine."
"What, to prove your pet theory right?"
"There's a reason the monkey keeps holding Uncle's legacy hostage. If he freely won't give it to us, I say we should go and take it from him."
"Great idea, I'm going with you."
"No, you're not."
"Someone has to save your scrawny ass if a fight breaks out."
"I'm more than capable of protecting myself, thank you."
"No, you're not."
"Says you."
"Says me who has saved your ass more times than he can count, which is pretty high."
"You just want to come along to impale your sword on someone."
"Would you rather I impale you instead?"
Nobutaka sighed.
"Fine, but no killing while we're in Azuchi. This is going to be a scouting mission of sorts. No bloodshed."
"Only if they provoke me first."
"As if that's a difficult task." he sighed, sending his servant away, "whatever will keep you quiet."
Nobutaka stood now, taking his tea cup and walked out of the room as his brother took the opposite direction.
"Azuchi and Uncle's legacy will be in the right hands soon," he said quietly, tightening his hold on his cup, "no matter what stands in my way. No stupid monkeys and certainly no upstart chatelaines will stop me from gaining what’s supposed to be mine."
Cooled tea slid between his fingers, his cup having cracked with the sheer strength of his grip. He threw it against the wall, a satisfying crash resounding in the otherwise silent halls.
Light puffs of smoke floated away into the evening sky, the stars just starting to turn visible. Hideyoshi closed his eyes, sitting on the veranda, the coming night chill not seeming to bother him. He leaned back, feeling every joint voice their discomfort.
With a sigh and another puff on his pipe, he finally noticed you standing a little ways away from him, bundled in a warm haori and holding another dark green one in your hands, neatly folded. Hideyoshi coughed loudly, frantically trying to put out his pipe, erratic smoke puffs escaping his mouth.
"[Name]!" he choked, "What are you doing up? Didn't I already tell you about good sleeping habits starting-"
"Yeah, last night," you said, "right before Mitsuhide gave me a week's worth of nightmare fuel."
"…Nightmare fuel?"
"A-anyway," you continued, "I didn't know how long you were going to be out here, so I brought you a jacket."
"You didn't have to, [Name], I would have been fine without one."
"It's still cold out, Hideyoshi. I'm… We're worried about you. Me and Mitsunari, that is." You handed it to him, standing at his side. "And… they're, they're worried too. We all are."
After a minute's pause, Hideyoshi reluctantly put it on, hiding his hands in the sleeves.
"It's still late," he said, "and it's been a long day. I won't be much longer, promise."
"…Can I stay just for a little longer?" You asked, "They… they've been getting restless lately, especially at night."
"Well, we certainly can't have that, can we?" Hideyoshi sat up straighter, pulling one side of his haori open. "If you're staying, I'm keeping you warm while you're out here. No buts, missy."
You smile and laugh, accepting his offer of shared warmth. You take careful, slow steps on the shallow stairs. Hideyoshi's arm reached out to steady you as you descended. Once you were settled beside him, his arm encircled your shoulders with a comfortable amount of his haori covering you.
"Warm enough?" he asked.
"Yes, thank you."
He nodded, turning his gaze back to the darkening sky, the stars becoming clearer and brighter.
"It's funny," he said quietly, "holding you like this to keep warm, it reminds me of my early days of serving Lord Nobunaga."
You looked up at him, hoping this was the famous story from your time, of Hideyoshi and Nobunaga's sandals.
"I was… young and overly eager to please him, as he had given me my second chance at life. I was about to do anything if it would please him."
He paused while you waited in anticipation, watching his cheeks turn pink in embarrassment.
"Including… putting his sandals in my kimono… to warm them for him."
You snickered while he sighed.
"It was a long time ago, [Name]."
"I think it was sweet of you, thinking of his comfort like that."
"He laughed and called me a stupid monkey."
"It wasn't stupid at all!" you giggled.
"Now you're just being nice, [Name]," Hideyoshi grumbled.
You snuggled in closer, pulling your shared haori closer.
"…I dreamed of him last night," you said softly, frowning, "I think he was trying to warn me."
"Warn you?"
"He tried to but… there wasn't any sound in the dream," you paused, "save for one. When… when he was struck from behind and…"
You shivered. Hideyoshi held you closer.
"I should apologize to you," Hideyoshi said, clenching his fist. "iIf I had been faster, stronger… I could have reached you sooner. Hearing you scream like that, fearing I was too late… seeing Lord Nobunaga falling to the ground… I didn't know what was happening anymore… just that I was seeing red."
"Hideyoshi…"
"You… you were clinging to him so tightly, refusing to let him go. I… I held both of you in my arms, his blood was coating both of us… I… I was ready to kill Masamune and Mitsuhide for trying to separate all of us… and Ieyasu because he was touching you… to remove you from us… I … that day still haunts me."
His eyes were hard, lost in the memory of that day. It had been hard on everyone, the hardest to the two of you. A hollow victory with the biggest loss to all involved. You reached for his hand, both of your chilled fingers seeming to bring him back to the present. He gave an apologetic smile.
"See, I really have kept you out here too long. Your hands are frozen!"
He slipped his arms out of his haori, giving his remaining warmth to you while rubbing his hands over yours.
"C'mon, let's get you inside," he insisted while standing up, "I'll make you some tea and we'll get you some warm covers to sleep under. Four should be good. Or would five be better?"
One hand over yours, the other at your back to keep you steady on the steps, Hideyoshi held you securely despite his frigid fingers, making sure you safely made it onto the landing first, making you temporarily taller than him.
You turned towards him, his nose and cheeks red from the cold, sure to be matching your own, much to Hideyoshi's dismay.
Before he could climb to your side, however, you leaned towards him, touching dry and cold-chapped lips together with his. The tobacco still lingered on him, you noticed.
Hideyoshi froze, eyes wide open in surprise. When you pulled back for air, though his cheeks were warmer, his eyes, once again, filled with sadness. He let out a breath.
"Inside, [Name]," he left no room for argument. "Now."
#krys's adventures in fanfiction#a second glance#ikemen sengoku#hideyoshi toyotomi#mitsuhide akechi#mitsunari ishida#cw: pregnancy#cw: references to character death#cw: language#it's been 84 years#or more accurately at least one year#but it's finally got a new chapter#I'm so happy#now watch it be another year before the next chapter comes out#oof
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan jingyi#lan sizhui#wei wuxian#a-qing#(In case ppl are wondering: LJY and LSZ changed their hairstyles to get into character).#I love this scene very much its so silly and sweet#a-qing is WAITING though guys. Come ON#Lan Jingyi definitely is the type to read romance novels and be a deep romantic at heart. And of course vehemently deny it.#But the truth of the matter is that wwx and lwj don't follow those typical romance tropes (at least not at the moment)#wwx and lwj split up because they *know* the other one is perfectly capable on their own! It's about acknowledgement and respect.#The original line was “Why. I trust him and his skills” which is more accurate to the Audio Drama. Because that's the core of what makes#Wangxian so good! Trust!! Despite years of miscommunication- there is deep trust between these two!#They can and will delegate tasks because they are an effective team!#If you cannot trust the person you say you love and care about - you have killed that relationship. (Genuine relationship advice).#Add one more to the 'retelling of wwx's story from other's perspective' counter.#I know that wangxian get more lovey later on but I really feel like mxtx was trying to make a point here. The more interesting dynamics#are not one's that rehash lines and tropes from dime a dozen romance books (sorry boys)
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i've been replaying DA:O and. thinking so much about how much death and horror Tabris has seen by the time she's 23, and how many of her family and friends are dead or gone by the time she's in her mid 40s. how much time she's spent putting herself back together and becoming a leader, Warden Commander worthy of the title. how she accepted the position of Left Hand of Divine Victoria after the gay sex reform to Chantry doctrine. how despite the vast network of Chantry spies and agents continuing to search for the cure, she's content to live out the rest of her days by Leliana's side.
#quick doodle bc i love her and i miss her!!!#zaiya tabris#dragon age#warden tabris#my art#dao#zevran has been in the wind for years with occasional letter or dalliance here and there#and ive changed her worldstate to be more accurate to her character which means Alistair stays on as a warden#and hawke is the one who leaves the fade because Inquisitor can't do that to varric. she has almost noone left#at least she got to visit Skyhold while Morrigan was there too and got to meet Kieran#leli morrigan and tabris kvetch circle. youll always be there for me in my delusion
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I read GRRM’s interview regarding book vs show canon and I thought the way he was approaching an adaptation of his own story, and fiction as a whole, was very interesting. I do wonder though - does the concept of having a separate show canon kind of become like a cop-out? Because in that case, any TV/film adaptation can just decide to change the plot as they see fit and go “oh, well, that’s our canon, the book is a different canon.” Doesn’t it cease to be an adaptation after a point, or at least become a loose one? In the HotD context, a lot of the changes being made I actually quite like because I can see them fitting in the canon, because there’s nothing suggesting otherwise.
But say, Sansa marrying Ramsay (or, alternatively, the moment that show was dead to me) we can say with absolute certainty did not take place and will almost definitely never take place. D&D knew that too but they went ahead with it anyway; it’s not quite like the Scarlett example where it makes no difference to the story because this change does. I feel like the whole point of adapting written words into something visual loses some of its sanctity if we just accept TV changes a whole separate canon, as opposed to simply a change made by the writers (good change or bad change is up to personal opinion).
I have followed your blog for almost a decade so I’m really curious to hear your thoughts on the subject.
GRRM's "Scarlett example" -- his question of "how many children did Scarlett O'Hara have?", because in the book Gone With the Wind she had three, one with each of her three husbands, whereas in the movie she only had one -- has been his go-to when asked about the difference between book and show canon since at least 2012. Or to quote him from 2015,
How many children did Scarlett O’Hara have? Three, in the novel. One, in the movie. None, in real life: she was a fictional character, she never existed. The show is the show, the books are the books; two different tellings of the same story.
This is IMO one of the most sensible ways for an author to look at adaptations of their work (even if I have gotten rather tired of GRRM using the Scarlett example specifically, pick something different George, we've seen it before lol). There is book canon and there is show canon. They are different parallel universes. They're separate canons because they contain changes made by the writers, and also because the very process of moving from the written word to visual media must involve some kind of change.
And this applies to all adaptations. That's why I brought up X-Men comics vs the Fox X-Men movies vs the X-Men cartoon (original 90s and 2024's '97). For example, there's 4 different versions of the Dark Phoenix Saga between those canons, at the very least. Wait, sorry lol, I forgot the Ultimate canon version. And the various in-comics alternate universe versions. And god knows when they finally bring the X-Men into the MCU they'll probably do yet another DPS there too. And that's only one of many storylines that are radically different between the various canons.
Or look at the various Interviews with the Vampire. Is the new tv show "not an adaptation" because its Claudia is a teenager rather than 5 years old as in the book or portrayed by an 11 year old as in the movie, thus resulting in extremely different relationships and a reshaped plot? (Among many other changes?) No. IWTV has book canon, movie canon, and show canon.
And I can't speak that well about Transformers since it's not a major fandom of mine, but go take a look at their various continuities if you want some more perspective about just how very far the meaning of "adaptation" can stretch.
Or hell, look at Stephen King, where among his many many many adaptations, some of which just barely resemble the original text, the only one he sued to have his name removed from was The Lawnmower Man, because they literally used an entirely different story and just slapped his title on it.
And then there's the movie Adaptation, which is a wildly meta-adaptation of the non-fiction book The Orchard Thief (it's a story about the process of adapting that book and involves a fictional version of the writer, the screenplay writer, and an entirely invented screenplay writer's twin brother)... and it was nominated for Best Adapted Screenplay for multiple film awards (and won a few times), and the original writer even said it kept to the book's themes.
Suffice it to say, HOTD has a long, long, long way to go before it could ever "cease to be an adaptation after a point". Changing the timeline to make Alicent and Rhaenyra the same age, or doing Blood & Cheese differently, do not even compare to what some book-to-visual media "loose adaptations" have done. Even GOT, as wildly terrible as their non-book storylines could be, both their changes to the text and after they had no actual text to work with, never became a "loose adaptation". Certainly it became a less than faithful adaptation -- and let's be real, it always was unfaithful for both themes and the essential elements of so many characters -- but it also always was a remarkably accurate adaptation of the whole span of Westeros (in geography and breadth of characters) and the general (not specific) book plot. (Consider previous attempts at adaptation that GRRM rejected, such as a single 2 hour movie, or eliminating Jon and Dany for being "irrelevant", or only making a Jon movie with none of the other storylines, etc.) Which is why, when GOT was different (and awful) it was such a betrayal, like a zombie or evil alien wearing the skin of your best friend or beloved child, and worse, that this twisted lookalike was the only version millions and millions of viewers ever saw and believed to be true.
But again, this just underlines what GRRM has said. "The show is the show, the books are the books." There is book canon and there is show canon. They are separate things. Parallel universes -- very close parallels, often touching in many places, but sometimes they're quite different. Sometimes the differences in adaptation enhance the themes of the original canon; sometimes the author may even consider certain adapted characters (Shae, King Viserys, Helaena) to be better than his original canon; sometimes you know there's only those tricky NDAs (and payments of lots of money) that prevent him from expressing his disappointment in more ways than dropping the Sansa TWOW preview chapter only days before the release of GOT S5. But perhaps if we're lucky, maybe one day we'll have yet another parallel canon to compare to the others.
#deathcabindiagonalley#sorry i find arguments about “sanctity” to be irrelevant#asoiaf ain't the “sacred timeline” lol that's the mcu#a thematically close but minor detail inaccurate adaptation is more meaningful to me as it enhances the original work#rather than one that is accurate but soulless and empty and a betrayal of theme#lol i guess got is the marvel zombies of asoiaf- no wait it's the ultimate universe at least millar's (talk about hacks) part lol sigh sigh#anyway i should watch adaptation again it's been a while... sheesh 20+ years? lord how time flies#asoiaf#asoiaf meta#game of thrones#house of the dragon#grrm#adaptations#gone with the wind#x-men#interview with the vampire#transformers#stephen king#adaptation#the show is not the books#i repeat my hope for a second more book!accurate adaptation 10 years or so from now like fma:b
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Redraw of my first ever piece I posted here.
I've been drawing on Tumblr for over a year!
#Sometimes I think how cool I would seem to past me if he saw me right now.#Confident. Long hair. Doing lineart with the tablet. Perspective and anatomy in far better shape. Much more accurate to the referenced imag#Many new friends. The piece finished and rendered in at least 1/3 of the time the original took me while listening to drift phonk.#In a large city. Attending a graphics design college... Drawing Niko's hand like it's nothing...#Perhaps I will draw this again a year later. And I think I would look at that 1 year in the future self and think I became even cooler.#What can I say besides I have many reasons to keep going. And you are likely one of them)#komishko's arts and crafts#Oneshot Game#Oneshot Niko#One Piece#Crossover
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also i realize i'm saying all these noble and beautiful things about the channel from the purest depths of my heart. but actually i'm also just doing this because i fucking love the witcher books and it pisses me off that people don't know about them that much in english and i can only go for so long (seven years) with people not knowing that there are books. or that the witcher is from the 90s. or polish.
#'whatt i didnt know the witcher was polish. wait where is poland' funky music stops.#like statements that just crush your soul?? my god netflix did a number on the witcher's perception#'so is it based on the video game? the book? there is a book?'#'waaait the second season wasn't accurate to the books? wdym...?'#>knowing the witcher >knowing henry cavill >not knowing who andrzej sapkowski is#when the literal writing is like inseparable from polish and that's why the translation is so hard#when the literal story is like chock full of allegories and references to real life polish history#and it only exists because of a very interesting time in contemporary polish history#like i'm not mad at the PEOPLE who don't know about the witcher i'm mad about how it's been TREATED#with witcher 3's fame at least people who knew the game generally knew a little more maybe#with netflix it's like no one knew anything about the actual witcher and it was really really sad#i do blame the artistic direction but i also blame the marketing and the writing and everything to do with everything#because how are they supposed to know if no one told them. if witcher here has been so separated from what it actually is and is about#like why not just leave witcher alone and get into any other fantasy. there is so much other fantasy out there. witcher is just one of them#yes and that is the plan in 10 years time but#it's not just about reading for personal enjoyment but for what witcher deserves in the english language space now#the witcher series is about suffering but idk if its characters or IT ITSELF has suffered more#zoltan chivay voice 'there IS something like reciprocity after all'#witcher helped me so now i want to help it. i will not abandon you in your time of need !#maybe people know more about the witcher than i think and i've just been incredibly unlucky in my experiences but#people thinking there is only netflix and the third game maybe would be hilarious if it wasn't so fucking sad#IV
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i rmr when all the initial meta around endgame was coming out people were talking about steve being depressed and whatnot and it's like well yeah but he's BEEN depressed, like he woke up alone in this century and he kept going, now i can understand it being worse this time after finding a family and getting bucky back and losing them all except of course that's not why endgame steve was on about so like......the people writing meta were trying to connect these things that of course weren't really there on screen because that simply wasn't our steve
but i think it really could've been SO interesting to see this is the thing that finally makes steve stay down like he's lost so much and he just CAN'T keep fighting like i get some people think that's what they were going for but considering the ending......it's really not. and so i'm just thinking about a version after iw, maybe he gets some of the thor treatment except not turning his depression into a dumb fatphobic joke lol and maybe nat and others are trying to get through to him and it just doesn't work and then we get some flashbacks (which you could have done for all the original avengers actually which would be particularly important for bruce and nat and clint who did not have their own trilogies) including his mom telling him "you always stand up" and THAT being the thing to finally get him moving like it would've been such a perfect way to finally show sarah rogers some respect and ACTUALLY show steve really struggling instead of whatever they tried to do with him in that movie
#steve rogers#mcu#anti endgame#why am i still rewriting this movie five years later#really though i think i rmr just trying to work through it all#and a lot of the meta i was reblogging initially still wasn't really accurate to endgame or the rest of the mcu#like they were still making steggy more important than it canonically was while trying to explain why it was a bad ending#and it's kind of like you can say steve would respect that peggy had a life and wouldn't interfere with it but that's about it like#going on about how he DID love her so much and just wouldn't be selfish enough to do those things#or that she was soooo important to his moral compass (hence why so many fic writers had her telling him to go back to bucky lol insanity)#are just not accurate lmao i do think much as she may be rightfully disliked#while canonically he did not LOVE her he did respect her even if we think that's annoying bc she's an asshole to him in catfa#but yeah no he had a moral compass before her i understand what people were going for with the compass being symbolic but like....#any time she said anything did he listen? except for maybe when she told him he was meant for more? it really doesn't seem like it#nor did he need it! jesus! the whole point of catfa is he was chosen for a REASON he was already a good man#he did not need peggy 'sure i'll let nazis into shield' carter to teach him shit#but yeah it was bc i followed one stucky blog at the time who was reblogging a lot of good shit but a lot of that nonsensical shit too#and i was just reblogging it all bc everything sounded better than endgame#and i really did start seeing more of the discussions around peggy where her culpability in catws hadn't even occurred to me#bc i was so in fic from the beginning of joining fandom that not only was their relationship made as impt as stucky#it was also made out like what happened to shield was hurting her legacy and it's like...but she had to have at least SOME responsibility#and yeah eventually it's like okay no it's not just that steve wouldn't Do That it's also that they would've been a terrible couple#and not only would he not be so selfish but he wouldn't give up everything for HER lmao but he would've for bucky as was shown over and ove
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Why do I have dreams about horror movies I havent even seen? I don't know what happens in terrifier 2 but I'm sure it's not /that/
#what the heeel#lm sure art the clown isnt terrified of insects and that someone doesnt send him a baloon full of tics to kill him????#it was a weird ass dream#i had one about possession last year but at least that pne was slightly more accurate plot wise 😒#my own
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God but ngl it took me. WAY too long to rememebr that Kakeru doesnt like Tohru for some complicated backstory reason I don't even slightly remember anymore hahaha
Like cmon dude. You're both Sohma in-laws!!!!! How can you be having beef with the 1 person who a) is inevitably going to break the curse FOREVER, and b) is like the one person EVER to treat your borfriend with unconditional kindness. Absolute madness I truly cannot remember his reasoning at all.
#iirc (and I probably Do Not)#didnt he like. walk up 2 her at her granddad's funeral#say something Ridiculously Awful like that she was jst pretending to be sad or smthng#and then fuckin. leave#literally the 'refuses to elaborate meme'!!!!??????????#why..............#kakeru ur so lucky yuki is probably never finding out or he'd divorce u just on principle#LIKE it's so AWFUL and im so sorry tohru but it's also. hysterical.#how INCRRDIBLY surreal must this all have been for her#she just loses the last person who cares abt her and is now probably homeless#and this dude she DOESNT EVEN KNOW just shows up and. does THAT.#and then 4 years later he's for all intents and purposes her brother in law#do they ever make up????? in canon???????#i know I should just be looking this all up on tv tropes but on the other hand my patchy memories are more fun. to me.#kakeru u do deserve at least one ass kicking for this tho (if this is even Vaguely accurate)#fruits basket
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idk how to word it eloquently, but seeing the fandom call Red goth is always surreal once you remember that Henrietta exists
#Idk where i'm going with this. But like; the goth kids were an accurate portrayal of 2000s gothic culture when they debuted#And now RED is considered goth because of that one card in Phone Destroyer and because she wears black and purple#Makes me think about that one episode where the goth kids are upset that the vampires outnumber them#But what they fail to realize is that the vamps were growing in numbers because they were more inclusive#Fast forward 20 years and the only reason people still use the word 'goth' is because it; too; became inclusive#But now 'goth' fashion is just wearing at least one article of black clothing
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#I get tired of people trying to explain what lens I should view the world through; what way I could think that would make everything better#forgive me but I don't care; I do what I do and I do what I can and you don't see the work I do under the hood#I don't want advice on self validation or whatever; I want... I want someone to hold a mirror up so I can actually see myself#by which I mean I want input on how I'm doing; if it's good enough; if it's worth anything; if anything I make is good#everyone things I'm nice; everyone has always thought I'm nice#but given nice leaves me profoundly isolated I don't think I care#not to mention in my opinion what nice in this instance means is that I'm capable of listening#it's mostly that I have manners rather than some quality about me#I'm well behaved and polite and can listen; and that's perceived as nice or even sweet#and it's not like I'm offended by people seeing me that way; but maybe you can get why... I can't do anything with that information#but if I'm doing enough... if I provide any value to the world... I might have heard that less times in my life than years I've lived#that's where I'm totally blind#people don't tend to offer any input; and also people don't tend to let me know what they're thinking#and I in fact am not a mind reader; I can often accurately infer things; but no of that means a thing till it's confirmed#and... well... hopefully no one reads the stupid shit I say and especially not the tags so this is safe and hidden#but truthfully people just like to hear that stuff they're doing is wanted and matters#and I do not#I don't know... gotta go do more cleaning cause I need to#and I have no idea if... I've got a reason for fighting so hard to clean; but I get very little input so... I expect... well...#and thankfully I don't think they read my tags so I can say this#but I really expect they won't take me up on my offer to come out here and get away from their parents; so there will be no pay off#not that I blame them in the slightest... it's just the only possible pay off for this cleaning would be helping someone I like out#and a scrap of company#but then again... in many ways anyone coming out to live with me is the worst thing they could probably do#sorry... I have a rather bleak outlook on many things surrounding myself purely cause of what I infer from the past#there is never pay off; only more shit I need to get done#I will never be loved; I will never be wanted; I will always just kinda be an afterthought that's occasionally worth venting to#no one will ever be particularly interested in anything I'm interested while I'll chase their interests or at least try to#certainly let them talk about them when they want#...though I take that over my normal total isolation... better to at least be permitted to follow in someone's shadow than have nothing
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I do find it so funny that I will graduate college days away from my birthday. Like my birthday is literally in between the end of the semester ("graduation") and commencement
It really will be like a joint graduation & birthday party for me lmao
#speculation nation#i dont really do birthday parties anymore. havent in a long time. mostly just go out and do smth fun around my bday. ya kno#also have cake but like not in a party way. just like. here's cake lol#but im probably only gonna graduate from college once. which means i might as well live it up and all.#invite all sorts of extended family and people who have known me. etc etc.#actually it just kinda sunk in that i am. Computer and Information Technology (Systems Analysis and Design focus) w a minor in Communication#like those are words. it's a lot of words but actually it really is pretty accurate?? like that's indeed what ive been studying.#now how much i *remember* is another question. considering how long ive taken to get thru school lol#but that's what people will see on my degree. that's my Thing. graduated in Computer Systems and Talking.#idk it's just weird to have spent so much of my life on this and like That's the culmination. it took so much work.#even beyond a normal 4 years. i switched my major *twice*. switched my minor too.#first year engineering to undecided liberal arts (as a temp major trying to switch to computer science bc i couldnt stay in FYE)#but then computer science sucked so i switched to trying to get into computer & info tech. which is different. and better.#and ive been in it long enough now that ive kinda forgotten but it did take some fuckin work to switch into it.#like i had to take certain classes first & i couldnt take them during the semesters that in-major students would take them#and i had to have my gpa up to a certain level etc etc. so many hoops to jump thru. i think it took me at least a year. or more. idr#but i made it in and thats my major. thats my thing. computers and information systems and communication.#doesnt FEEL like im an almost-graduate. but then i think about all the things ive taken and learned.#and maybe i dont remember a lot of the more specific things from these classes. but i took core lessons away from each one.#wont be able to recite the theories but i can live them. and thats the point of an education i guess.#anyways im gonna have to start job searching before too long and eughhbb. need to get my license first tho probably.#which i will... i will.... i have so many things to deal with... my life will be So Different in a year...#it will require me to put in the work now. but i can do it. and then a year from now. i'll hopefully be in a better spot.#living somewhere else. graduated from college. with a license and a car. maybe even an IT job of some kind.#kind of scared of trying to find a Big Boy Job. aka a job that requires a degree and networking and all that shit.#rather than just showing up and being like Hi i can do this job. i am not a total drain of a person. hire me please 👍#hfkahfks so many things to think about. and through it all i am still dealing with DEADLINES...!!!!#but yeah this is why my writing has largely been put on hold. idk i have a lot of things im dealing with rn.
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#i don't do spotify sigh#but youtube music started a recap last year or the year before#glad to see they're keeping it going#this is sort of accurate#the inaccuracy is that i own mp3s and cds for my favorite artists and listen to their music a lot more than this would lead one to believe#i only use youtube in the car for stuff i don't have on cd (which is probably why there's a lack of dmb and tool and nin in my top tracks)#tool is missing completely which is a surprise#i can't believe my ordinary life and dead inside made it on my top tracks#ahahahahaha#maggie and rks do not surprise me#youtube recap#music#about bri#dying at i see a dreamer on the musical mood#that is one from my youngest#he uses my phone+aux in the car sometimes#long story short#this is a fairly accurate snapshot of my streaming listening but does not reflect my overall listening because at least half (if not more)#of my music consumption is cds and mp3s#love
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honestly not sure how i would recommend this but it's good. it's only about ~thirteen minutes in total but it's really interesting and the costuming and CGI is very good.
#video#the subbing is also hardcoded so you get the english subs and they're really accurate at least from what i looked at#i've decided this year one of my goals is to watch more things i hadn't heard anyone talk about before#and this definitely makes that list#c.txt#Youtube
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oh baby we're so back
#so i had. a somewhat cracked idea#so i had made some genshin ocs for fun a few months ago#and ended up getting way too attached to one of them in particular#and i kept thinking like man drawing them is one thing but i would love to see that oc as like an actual character in action#without manipulating the actual game of course. cuz that can get you banned and i don't want that ;3;#but then i was like wait. i could just mock it up in blender#because i've used blender before. i had to use it for a couple years in high school for art and animation stuff#and then promptly never really used it again except once in college for fun and it didn't stick#but now i'm like. super pumped about this#i want my vision to come true and by god i will do it#at first i was gonna use the genshin models for base part and started by looking up how people import them#but then i was like. oh yeah i could just draw it and then plop that into blender and just trace that essentially#which i forgot was a thing a lot of people do kjlkjlkl#but like i still want it to be accurate? or close at least#so like idk this isn't something i'm gonna be finishing in an afternoon this will be like. many months of work#but i'm actually rly excited about it man#this isn't getting into the animation aspect yet cuz that. will truly be tricky. cuz idk if you can import that data or not#from genshin i mean. like just slapping those animations onto the character at first#i think that either isn't possible or is more complicated than i would imagine#like. how many bones Do they have. makes ya think#but anyway i can't animate if i don't have a model so i'll cross that bridge first lol
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so apparently in order to "finish" my "wips" I have to "work" on them. it's in the name or something
#just have not been feeling the writing mood this year lads. doing my june spreadsheet to track writing and its like hmm... do i even bother#went back to my 2018 sheet and there are multiple months there when i got less than 15k done so like. quantity is still more than double!#i am getting at least 30k a month written. but feels bad when last year i got a minimum of 40k a month written#like yes that was in the throes of my obsession with cod ywan and after 2 yrs that has cooled... but still. would like to write still :')#browsing thru all my wips to get accurate stats for my spreadsheet like whyyyyy are there so manyyyyy#i have 175k of unposted codyw an. can i get some of that out there.#though like over 80k of that is one fic which needs another 50k probably. augh. and also a rewrite#because its the 3rd thing i ever wrote for that ship and I didn't know what it was about. 2 years later and 80k in I know what it's about#but would require major rewrites... like on one hand i could just ditch it. whatever. but it does have some nice snippets throughout#and the message is one I've been trying to get on paper for years and just augh#annoying. wanna post smth this weekend but have nothing near done...#personal
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