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blue-thief · 8 months ago
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ive finally unlocked the club feature for bllk pwc lmaooo
w- wanna start an actual girlfriend fc in the game?
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see-arcane · 6 months ago
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With a total of 1,176 votes tallied, the preferred plushie poll winner with 28.8% of votes is

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What a close one! Jonathan came in with 27.7%, the mysterious Mr. Morse with 24.9% and, delicious irony of ironies, London Dracula with 18.9%. Rest in pieces. Now, what does all this mean going forward?
First, just to reconfirm: I will absolutely be looking into the costs for having more than one plushie character produced at a time. For all that Mina has the top spot if it comes down to a solo run, Nobody Wants to Separate the Gothic Horror Soulmates, even as wee little plushies. It hurts my heart to think of. Mina and Jonathan deserve to sit side by side on everyone’s pillow. Just as Quinn Morse deserves to haunt the pillow next to theirs while casually throttling and carving London Dracula into pieces. For enrichment.
But beyond that, some other key things:
How is this getting done?
Sadly, I was not a cool enough kid for Makeship to greenlight a collaboration with me. Tragique. But while I was sitting around waiting for them to get back to me, I had time to browse around for other options. During that sniffing around I dug up a couple of promising manufacturers—one of which has some really neat options for not only plush toys, but all sorts of bric-a-brac like stationery, shirts, bags, cups, et cetera—and I plan to reach out to them for quotes to start with. Nothing really gets to move forward until I can nail down prices and the amount of X plushies to be made.
I am more than a little hesitant to tell anyone MAKE ME 1000+ PLUSHIES, PLEASE, THE TUMBLR POLL SAID THEY’RE GOOD FOR IT. These aren’t as simple as print/make-on-demand products, so I need to be careful estimating the amount of folks ready and willing to drop money on the little guys. But I will keep everyone updated on the numbers regardless!
Sooo is this a crowdfunding thing or an investment or what?
Don’t know yet. I am still between jobs at the moment—reminder to check out my Ko-Fi if you want to drop me a buck or commission some art!—but if this is something I can safely drop some of my own money in with the guarantee that it will let me do better than break even, I’ll do what I can out of pocket. However, if the cost of making something of good quality turns out too steep, I’ll start looking into stuff like Kickstarter and Backerkit and so on. I want to be sure I’m not gutting anybody’s wallet to pull this off and I want to be double-sure that what we’re paying for isn’t some flimsy throwaway junk. We are all here on the same Dracula book club starving artist site, so It Has to Be Worth It and not a money-sink for anyone.
Got it. Any other info to spare?
For the plushies specifically, this is when I’ll start:
Polishing up the current four designs into cleaner illustrations with different angles to provide for mockup samples with whoever I pick to manufacture with. If I get stuck on something—(which is likely)—I may throw up another poll to bug everyone about palettes and fashion choices. I have a few more designs I haven’t dropped yet for Epilogue Harkers, a non-Bloofer Lucy, and keychains that I’d love to share too!
Eyeballing materials. I’m already picturing a very close-cut cloth for the build and clothes, but I need to decide on filling too. Stiff overstuffing to hold a pose versus softer/lighter plush for floppy cuddleability. 
Poking at other character roughs, ala the Suitor Squad, the Weird Sisters, Van Helsing, Renfield, and Baby Quincey. And if all of those go well


maybe some designs for other favorites in the public domain playground. (Looks meaningfully at Clarimonde, Carmilla, Victor Frankenstein and the Creature, the King in Yellow, too many others.) ((But that’s all far-future stuff at the moment.))
Cool! But you also mentioned something about other merch?
I did.
Because goddamn do I want some Dracula-themed stationery. Journals! Memo pads! Pens! Every day we don’t have these things with the Harkers’ mark upon them is a victory for the forces of Count Dracula’s document-destroying evil. Likewise for shirts, totes, mugs, keychains, face masks and other things that could use some novel-flavored goodies. Hell, I’ll probably even get on with making stuff for The Vampyres to link on my website too. Because I am. Maybe behind on that. By several months.
Anyway.
I’ve got to start working on some designs for those too while the plushie process is progressing. Pray that my carpals don’t get tunneled.
Nice! Sounds like your plate is pretty full. So that’s it, right?
:)
Arcane?
:3c
Arcane. I need you to tell me this is all you’re working on.
>:}
Arcane.
Please stand by.
I have a little treat brewing for the Dracula Dailiers and @re-dracula folks in honor of a very special day for our good friend Jonathan Harker.
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katelynnwrites · 11 months ago
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One Single Thread Of Gold (Tied Me To You) | Laura Freigang x Sydney Lohmann
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warnings: not proof read oopsie
word count: 4151
summary: the invisible string theory is the idea that those who are destined to meet will meet, regardless of time, place or circumstance. sydney and laura are two such people.
a/n: no i don't ship them together in real life, i just wanted to write this <3
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Contrary to what most people think, Laura and Sydney have not known each other for that long.
Really, they’d only met in 2019.
Sydney had been trying to lock down her position on the senior team for a year when Laura got called up for the first time.
Of course, they had both heard about each other before that.
Laura had heard all about the younger midfielder who’s already becoming known as somewhat of a generational talent and the Bayern Munich player had heard all about the striker who is working her way up the Frauen Bundesliga’s top scorers list.
Like the sun orbiting the Earth, the Eintracht Frankfurt player and Sydney have been orbiting each other.
The two year age difference had kept them from meeting while on the youth teams, with Laura always being one age group ahead.
As fate would have it, one of them had always been out injured with one thing or another when their clubs played each other.
So it’s with nothing but knowledge of each other’s reputations that they meet.
And right away Sydney is sure that Laura is and will forever be the prettiest girl she has ever seen.
There was just something about her nervous energy and shy demeanor that pulled Syd in.
She was standing hesitantly to the side of the group, not really knowing anyone and not really being brave enough to approach just yet.
Ever the social butterfly, Syd separates from her Bayern teammates and walks up to Laura right away.
‘Hallo’ She greets.
The forward jumps slightly, having been startled by Sydney’s sudden presence.
‘Sorry h-hi. Hello.’ Laura stammers.
She holds out her hand and the midfielder grins, sticking out her own hand to shake Laura’s.
Laura who gets so lost in the Bayern player’s hazel eyes and brilliant smile that she doesn’t let go of Sydney’s hand.
It takes her at least a full minute to realise her mistake and when she does, she hurriedly drops Syd’s hand.
‘Fuck I’m so sorry. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I thought about giving you a hug but I didn’t want to seem too forward and so I decided on a handshake but I think that’s too German of me? Doesn’t matter though, I made it awkward and now you must think I’m the weirdest person ever.’ Laura rambles, her cheeks rapidly growing redder and redder.
Sydney laughs, a bright melodic sound.
‘Not at all but we can start over if you’d like?’
‘T-That would be nice.’
The midfielder giggles again, ‘Hi I’m Syd and it’s really nice to meet you.’
‘Hey I’m Laura. It’s lovely to meet you too.’ The older player softly says.
A smile tugs on her lips and then Sydney unexpectedly pulls Laura into a tight hug, whispering in her ear, ‘And it’s not too much to hug.’
As the Eintracht Frankfurt player melts into the taller woman’s embrace, she notes that Sydney smells like a smell she had long forgotten existed.
She can’t even describe what the smell is like, all she knows is that at some point in her childhood she had smelt it and remembered feeling safe.
One could say that Sydney smells kinda like home to her.
******
The younger blonde doesn’t know what it is about striker but she just clicks with her.
They get along so well that after their first few camps together, anyone would think they have known each other for a lifetime.
Syd is aware that she’s been smitten with Laura from the very first moment they met.
She’s accepted that.
What she is finding completely out of her depth is the way the Eintracht Frankfurt player pays attention to her.
Laura is always watching, always listening and she catalogues her knowledge of Sydney like it’s her favourite thing to do.
She remembers the Munich native’s coffee order, her habits and what comforts her.
The striker focuses particularly on what makes Sydney happy.
Favourite flower, favourite books, favourite type of food. Laura knows it all.
And when Sydney questions it, the older woman simply replies, ‘Isn’t that what friends do?’
She says it so confidently and so easily that the blonde midfielder believes it.
She lets herself believe it for a long time.
Days turn into weeks, then months and eventually years.
Time is a curious thing. It gave no compasses and no signs as to when things would change between Sydney and Laura.
It is really not till the Euros in England that Sydney picks up on a clue that Laura may view her as more than just a friend.
Losing the final to the Lionesses is a hard blow but their team is determined to celebrate their own success.
So they throw a party in their hotel and the younger blonde is entirely surprised when the striker turns up in her jersey.
She’d not thought much of it when Laura had asked for one of her jerseys, simply thinking that the Eintracht Frankfurt player wanted it for her collection. She knows that Laura likes to swap jerseys.
But for all of their teammates and family members to be dressed up nicely and the forward to be aware of the fact and still make the decision to rep her name?
Well Sydney is starstruck by it.
She cannot stop looking at Laura who is dancing and bopping around to the loud music. She’s the life of the party.
She might have been shy when they initially met but now that she’s comfortable around the team, her outgoing personality is really shining through.
Some part she didn’t know existed inside of her loves her last name on the former Penn State player’s back.
Laura had paired the home jersey with light washed jeans and done her hair up in a messy bun. The midfielder appreciates the sliver of exposed skin on the taller woman’s stomach, courtesy of the way she has the top tucked up.
Her Olympus film camera is on its lanyard around her body.
That film camera had gone everywhere with the forward during their Euros journey and as Sydney continues being mesmerised by Laura, she comes to the startling realisation that she has been the main subject of Laura’s viewfinder.
She’d not thought about it before but now, she can’t help but think about every instance where Laura had taken a photo of her.
Casual photos of her in her street clothes, candid ones of her after games and simple ones where it was just her being herself in their hotel room.
Were there other clues that she didn’t see? And if so, how many?
Still, Laura doesn’t say anything or make a move so neither does Sydney. Even if Laura’s smile gives her butterflies and lights up her day.
******
The slightly older of the pair thinks time is mystical.
She’s known Sydney for four years now and it seems like no time has passed.
The time they spend at camp, joined at the hip just like they were at eighteen and twenty still never feels like enough.
They make the most of it but leaving back to their respective clubs have always been hard.
Laura misses Sydney like she’s missing some part of herself when they are apart. She can pinpoint the exact moment in time that she thinks the Bayern Munich player might feel the same way.
It’s not long after things have begun to go back to normal after Covid when Sydney takes full advantage and shows up to one of Laura’s games in Frankfurt.
The older blonde will never forget how warm her heart had felt when she spotted the midfielder in the crowd, just before halftime.
Sydney had shot her a wide grin as she noticed and Laura had played the rest of the match with a unique lightness.
She’d also gone all out to impress, scoring two more goals in the second half to complete her hattrick.
‘For you.’ The striker had murmured as she presented the match ball to Sydney.
Sydney who blushes a light pink and accepts it, before pointing out that it’s not yet signed.
Laura giggles before finding a Sharpie and signing it.
Then after a brief moment of consideration, she adds a heart.
The midfielder carefully brushes her finger over it, a soft smile growing on her face.
She tucks the ball under her arm protectively, ‘Thank you Lau. You played amazingly today.’
Now it’s Laura’s turn to have her cheeks flush.
’Did my best to put on a show cause I had a special someone watching today. Speaking of said someone, what are you doing here?’
Sydney laughs, tucking a few strands of loose hair behind her ear.
‘I had a couple days off and I thought I would surprise you. Seeing you at camp just isn’t enough.’
Laura swallows the rising emotion in her throat.
‘I missed you too.’
******
Sydney and Laura dance around their feelings for years.
After the Euros, they are both somewhat aware that the feelings they individually harbour are reciprocated.
But it is not till their Morocco trip, more than a year later that things actually change.
They’ve been shifting a bit with the two growing even closer than before in the lead up to the World Cup.
Germany is not doing too well and the anxiety, pressure and stress that builds draw them together, more than ever before.
They even lose their things in the airport together, Sydney her phone and headphones, Laura her passport for the ten most stressful minutes of her life.
They’re made for each other and yet they choose to mutually pine after one other.
When the younger German woman gets injured in the last training session before their first match of the tournament, Laura worries herself sick.
She’s physically ill with nerves and throws up as she waits for the Bayern Munich midfielder to get back from her MRI scan.
The striker couldn’t accompany Sydney to her scans because she had to finish up the training session with the rest of the team, so she is left to anxiously pace her and Lina’s shared apartment.
She keeps her phone close but as hard as she’s willing it to happen, does not receive any messages or calls from the younger blonde.
Laura is fearing that she might vomit again when there’s a knock on her door.
She flies to open it and nearly pulls Sydney into her arms when she sees her standing there.
The Eintracht Frankfurt player only doesn’t because of Sydney’s heavily bandaged knee and gently places her arms around the taller woman instead.
‘Just a slight sprain. Martina isn’t sending me home so I'll be available for selection after the first game.’ Sydney murmurs.
‘Syd
’ She sighs in relief.
‘I was so scared.’ The midfielder confesses shakily.
‘Me too. Me too.’
Laura holds Sydney closer and firmer, the two of them simply standing in the doorway for a long moment.
******
The way their World Cup run ends devastates them both but the midfielder more so.
Her sobs echo long into the night, Laura’s arms tightly wrapped around her waist, providing some semblance of comfort.
She cries and cries, the forward doing everything she can to assure Sydney that she did not let anyone down.
‘You were not selfish. You are not selfish. You had the courage to fail and that makes you the bravest person I know.’ Laura promises.
The shorter blonde tries to make her see that her two solo attempts on goal, in her only forty three minutes of World Cup playing time is an impressive feat. One that she should be proud of, given the pressure she had been under.
Sydney’s body shakes with the force of her emotions but she manages to turn her face into the side of Laura’s neck, burying it there.
The Eintracht Frankfurt player feels the drops of salty tears against her skin and eventually in the material of her shirt as they soak through.
Her own tears drip down the sides of her face and onto the pillow but she’s got the younger German woman in her arms so she is sure she is going to be alright. She puts her faith in the Bayern midfielder.
The woman in question is completely shattered but she knows that she will be okay because Laura’s got her.
Laura has never let her down before and Sydney has no reason to doubt her now.
******
It’s shortly after Christmas when Sydney finds out that Laura has a girlfriend.
Well she sorta finds out from social media.
She’s hanging out with a few of her club teammates at a dive bar and aimlessly scrolling through Twitter as she waits for Lina to come back with the drinks.
She doesn’t usually spend much of her time on social media but every now and then she does look through the various platforms.
A particular post catches her eye, her stomach dropping when she sees that it’s speculation on Laura’s love life.
The hazel eyed woman knows that fans can sometimes get carried away but when she clicks on the post, she realises it’s part of a thread.
The more she looks at the sequence of posts, the more uncertain she feels.
Laura would tell her if she were seeing someone right?
Sydney feels like her world is tilting off balance.
The striker means so much more to her then she lets on and now she can’t help but regret that decision.
She’s too late. The Eintracht Frankfurt player has moved on.
A weak exhale leaves her and she takes several deep breaths rapidly in a desperate attempt to steady herself.
It must not be working because there’s a hand on her shoulder, tapping her frantically.
‘W-What?’ She chokes out.
‘Sydney are you okay?’
‘Yeah why wouldn’t I be?’
Her voice sounds flat even to her own ears and Giulia clearly doesn’t buy it.
‘Syd are you sure? You look really pale.’
The midfielder does her best to feign coughing and stands up, saying, ‘I’m sorry but I actually think I’m coming down with something. I’ll take a rain check for our night out okay?’
‘Sure, feel better soon Syd. Do you want one of us to drop you home?’
Giulia, Lea and Maxi all offer to but Sydney shakes her head.
‘I’m okay to get home on my own. It’s not far anyway.’
‘Send me a text when you get home so that I know you are safe.’ Lea calls out as the German midfielder begins to leave.
Sydney gives a half hearted wave and quickly makes her way to her car.
As soon as she’s in the vehicle, she begins to cry.
She should have said something earlier, should have told Laura even a fraction of what she feels for her.
A fraction would have been better than nothing at all.
She thought she and Laura had been growing closer and she’s been working up the courage to say something for a while.
She should have worked faster because the older blonde has obviously gotten tired of waiting. She just thought that Laura was content with the way things were between them.
The forward never said anything so Sydney never thought otherwise.
Maybe she should have.
It’s perfectly bad timing on the former Penn State player’s part to call then.
The younger of the pair hesitates, staring at the ringing phone in her hand.
Laura’s contact is a familiar one and Sydney vividly remembers taking the photo for it.
She had sneakily snapped it with the shorter blonde’s own camera while she had been sleeping on the long plane ride to Australia.
Her hair is adorably mussed up in it and if one squinted, they can see drool in the corner of Laura’s open mouth.
Waru is featured too, the knitted koala having been loosely tucked into the striker’s arms as she slept.
The Bayern midfielder had never told Laura that she had been the one to take the photo but the older woman had known immediately.
She’d sent the photo, along with a rolled eyes emoji to Sydney as soon as she received the developed film photos back.
Sydney has never hesitated when it comes to the forward, except when it came to sharing her feelings for her.
Now as her finger hovers over the accept call button, she is terribly afraid that she is going to be responsible for her own heartbreak.
Biting her lip hard, she swipes to pick up the call.
‘Hey Syd!’ Laura excitedly greets.
‘Hi.’ The hazel eyed woman softly answers.
She tilts her head upwards, trying to keep a fresh wave of tears from falling.
‘Sydney? What’s wrong?’
‘Nothing. I’m okay Laura.’
There’s a brief moment of silence on the other end and then the striker gently says, ‘Syd you don’t sound okay
you sound like you’ve been crying
’
‘Haven’t been.’ Sydney tries to insist.
‘Sydney whatever it is, you can tell me. I’m here for you no matter what.’
Laura’s tone is earnest and the younger blonde can no longer choke down the lump in her throat.
Gripping her phone tightly, she covers her mouth in a failed effort to stifle the broken sob that escapes.
‘Sydney? Syd please, what's wrong?’ The Eintracht Frankfurt player begs.
The midfielder doesn’t know it but Laura is pacing her apartment, close to tears herself because of how helpless she feels.
Sydney sounds so sad and in pain and she can’t help her because she doesn’t know why.
In her car, the Munich native lets out a trembling whimper.
‘Why didn’t you tell me you have a girlfriend?’
Her sentence is filled with a hurt so raw that Laura feels it all the way over in her different city.
‘I-I’m happy for you but I just
I just-’
The midfielder can’t continue, too focused on trying to breathe through her tears.
‘Syd I don’t have a girlfriend. Where did you hear that?’
At her words, Sydney feels her heart ease.
It’s like the tight band constricting it disappears. All of a sudden, her heart is beating properly again.
‘Y-You don’t?’ The hazel eyed woman tentatively stammers.
‘I don’t.’ Laura confirms.
‘I’m sorry. I saw a post on Twitter and I clicked on it and then it was a whole thread and I couldn’t stop looking at it. I’m sorry I lost my mind a little. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.’ Sydney rambles.
‘Syd it’s okay. Really it’s okay. Social media can get to you sometimes.’ The striker reassures her.
Sydney lets out a relieved breath and whispers a small, ‘I’m sorry. I’m okay now I promise.’
It’s quiet on Laura’s end for a moment before she softly says, ‘Hey Syd? You never have to worry about me getting a girlfriend because you would be the first one to know if I did. I only have eyes for one person.’
’You do?’
If the midfielder’s voice was barely audible before, it’s tiny now.
‘Yeah.’
Laura’s own voice is minute too but she has never meant anything more.
******
It’s a week later at New Year’s that Sydney and Laura reunite.
The hazel eyed woman doesn’t say a word, simply walking into Laura’s arms as she stands waiting by the check in counter.
She fits perfectly into them, tucking her face into the side of the shorter blonde’s neck.
Her arms instinctively go around Laura’s waist and she presses a short kiss onto the striker’s sensitive skin.
Laura gasps faintly, staring at Sydney with wide eyes when she steps back.
‘What was that for?’
The midfielder simply smiles gently, ‘You aren’t the only one with eyes for only one person.’
******
Gold was the colour of the leaves on the tree in front of their rented villa.
It’s by the beach and Laura squeezes Sydney’s hand in hers as they pull their respective suitcases into the door.
There’s four bedrooms but the Bayern midfielder refuses to let go of the forward’s hand so with a bright grin, Laura tugs her into the closest bedroom.
Sam and Klara watch them go with a shared glance and rolled eyes.
Klara in particular knows that it’s been a long time coming. She’s seen the longing glances and noticed their growing affection towards each other.
Inside the bedroom, Sydney tosses her backpack on the floor and turns around to face the older German woman.
Laura’s about four centimeters shorter than her so she has to tilt her head upwards to meet the midfielder’s eyes.
‘Syd.’ She breathes.
‘Lau.’ Sydney whispers back.
She’s known for years that Laura is beautiful. She has had the colour of the striker’s eyes memorised and has dreamt of kissing her ever since they met.
The taller blonde is completely lost in Laura’s gaze, so much so that she misses the Eintracht Frankfurt player lunging for the stack of pillows on the bed until it’s too late.
‘Laura!’ Sydney cries out, reaching backwards for her own pillow.
The forward giggles, swinging her pillow at the Munich native.
Sydney eagerly makes up for lost time, joining in the pillow fight that Laura’s started.
‘I hope you know what you’ve begun.’ The midfielder teases.
Laura only smirks confidently in response and the two of them trade swats with the pillows until they physically can’t, laughing too hard to continue.
******
Time, wondrous time, gives Sydney and Laura the blues and then purple pink skies.
Morocco’s sunset is the most gorgeous that they’ve ever seen.
They’re sitting on the beach in front of their rented villa, watching the sun dip beneath the horizon on their final night before they fly back to Germany.
Sydney’s settled between the forward’s legs, contently leaning back against her chest.
Laura slips her hand into the midfielder’s, her heart warming when the younger blonde raises their joined hands and places a kiss onto the back of her hand.
It’s the latest in a series of kisses that Sydney has gifted the Eintracht Frankfurt player with over the duration of their trip. She’s placed them on the back of her shoulders, the inside of her wrists, cheeks, hands and forehead.
The past few days have been heaven for the both of them. They have learnt to surf, fooled around and soaked in the Moroccan sun with their friends.
They’ve also shared a bedroom and gone to sleep cuddled in each other’s arms every night.
It’s given the midfielder a kind of peace she has never experienced before.
‘Laura?’
Sydney’s murmur of her fellow blonde’s name is soft and tender.
The very sound of it gives Laura butterflies inside.
‘Yes Syd?’
‘I’ve never met anyone like you. I’ve never felt what I feel for you for anyone else.’
Laura smiles and she lightly pulls Sydney closer to her.
‘I’ve never met anyone like you either. What I feel for you is beyond what I feel for anyone else.’
Sydney turns around, running her thumb across the striker’s cheekbone.
The action is immeasurably adoring and Laura instinctively leans into her touch.
‘Isn’t it just so pretty to think all along there was some invisible string tying you to me? Because there is no other way to explain how strong of a connection we have. I know that you’re it for me. You’re my person Lau.’ Sydney confesses.
Laura’s gray eyes shine.
‘You’re the only one for me too, Syd.’
The Bayern player gently cups the forward’s face, ‘What I’m trying to say is that I love you. I love you Laura.’
‘I love you too Sydney. Incredibly, ardently and with everything that I am.’
There is no hesitation in Laura’s answer. Why would there be when she’s known for years?
Sydney lets out the breath she didn’t know she was holding.
‘Can I kiss you? Please Lau-’
She doesn’t get to finish her sentence, the blonde striker pressing her lips onto Sydney’s and cutting her off.
Sydney gasps into Laura’s mouth, right away realising that she’s never going to have enough.
The taste of Laura is everything and more, the midfielder slipping her hands into the Eintracht Frankfurt player’s hair fervently.
She leans back after a minute, reluctantly breaking the kiss just to look at Laura and desperately try to memorise the moment.
Then she pulls her right back in.
With Sydney’s lips on hers, Laura is certain beyond belief that every other kiss she’s had in her life has been wrong.
There’s solely Sydney. Sydney is the only thing that matters.
******
Later as she curls up to sleep, tucked into her girlfriend’s side, she’ll tell her that she is so very grateful for their invisible string. The one that’s brought them together.
Sydney will agree and then kiss her again. And her kiss will take the very air out of Laura’s body and give it back. It will not matter that her girlfriend’s lips are already on hers.
All that she’ll want is Sydney, closer and closer and closer.
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German Translation:
hallo - hello
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snarky-art · 2 months ago
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Hello, first of all I love your redesigns of the Winx Club. Second I was wondering what the medieval gowns would look like in your redesigns? Also could you please give us more info and examples of the traditional fashions of each planet please, personally I really want to know more about the Deliosian clothing!?
Gah you’re so sweet! Thank you! Amd I’m unsure which medieval gowns you’re talking about but feel free to send a picture so I can see what I think about them
And I may have gotten a little overzealous with this stuff so I’m just going to upload in chunks for each planet
We got Court Wear for Domino here as well as an example of more casual everyday wear most of the public wore
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I’ve decided I’m going to be doing these as separate posts for each of them because I ended up doing waaaay more than I meant to for some of them
What’s on the pages in order for notes plus some additional info below!
Picture of Marion
Dominion Court Wear before The Fall:
Started appearing around the time Marion's grandfather ruled, mainly in the corset style and waist length. Drapery and larger poofs added next. Marion pushed for more modern trends and started making her own when she became more active in court, Earth age ~13.
Overall:
- More points and angles
- More gems
- Lower bust/neckline
- Sleeker silhouette
- Pattern work more shape based, cross stitching popular
- Larger poofs on sleeves with them ending mid arm or acting as the whole sleeve
- More upturned shoulder accents
- Lower waistline
- No arm bands to separate poofy part of sleeve from the rest of it
- More connected drapery
- Oval gems present
- Larger hairstyle and more half up half down looks
- Skirt length floor length and uniform
- Elevated heels for footwear
- Thread work less visible if not solely decorative
- Corsets more popular and more decorated
- Hip accents to exaggerate shape
- Wrap around adornment connected to corset, typically with a 3 circle motif
Picture of Hagen
More Pre Fall Wear
Style more associated with traditionally masculine appearances, but like all looks can be worn by anyone of any gender or lack of gender. Acted much more as a fusion of modern and traditional elements.
Main Staples:
- 2 piece set
- Slimmer shape
- Top ending around mid thigh
- Skin trousers visible
- Level shoulder adornments on what would be considered more traditionally masculine fits
Traditional Dominion Features:
- slimmer sleeves with decorated cuffs
- Embroidery lining sleeves
- Braids
- Longer facial hair and hair overall
- Jewel decorations holding caps
- Cape going to knees
Picture of Bloom
Traditional Dominion Fashion
For hair: up with a few pieces of hair down. Braid work, cloth pieces with gems worked into hair
For Clothes:
- shoulders pointed out, typically have line pattern embroidered into it
- gems typically in groups of 3
- Empire waistline
- Flared train on lower half with underskirts typically visible, high-low cut present, usually lined with pattern at the bottom
- Images used in pattern work
- Swirls with pointed lines
- Boots, low heels
- Delicate and intricate metal work on neck wear, typically chokers
- Upturned tip on boots
- Gems are circle or teardrop shape
- Smaller arm poofs
- Arm cuff higher up on upper arm for arm poof
- Sleeves are separate from the arm poof
- Multiple strips of loose cloth
Picture of Oritel
More Traditionally Masculine Elements for Traditional Dominion Fashion not already mentioned previously:
- Boxier shape
- Decorated arm cuffs
- Longer length arm cuffs
- More level headwear
General info on page:
- Shorter hair and beard more common among closer associated people during Marion’s court fashion
Medallion:
- worn commonly by the consort of Domino
- Used as a way to show acting as head of the main ruler of Domino
- Sent with Bloom to Earth during The Fall
- 3 points to represent power in all directions, petals to represent the flowers that grow in magic dense areas, stylized trees to represent the lush forest land Domino has
Picture of Daphne
Fusion:
- combo of traditional and Marion’s court style
- Very common for a lot of the higher class and mobility with less wealth
- Daphne’s preferred style for formal events and appearances, both pre and post-resurrection
Info on the necklace:
- a traditional neck adornment style
- Style from the very beginnings of Empire expansion
- Originally would hold gems of conquered cultures
- These gems started being returned and replaced with Dominion gems right before the fall as part of the effort for reparations on Domino’s part to start making up for its violent past
Picture of Bloom in 2 outfits:
These are some more common outfits for the people outside of the upper and noble classes. They tend to be more reminiscent of traditional Dominion wear since the newer stuff in Marion’s court wasn’t very practical for the usual day to day activities such as running errands, doing manual labor, and artisan crafts.
General rules that were mentioned earlier still apply, just typically with less elaborate pattern work and embroidery. Rarely any jewels in day to day wear. It’s more common for families to have a few gems that they share and fit into different pieces of metal work for more important events and holidays.
Notes on the page:
- corsets ending a little above the waist
- Embroidered patterns on clothes
- Peasant blouse style shirt popular
- Boots all year
Flame Acolytes:
- group that works with The Flame and are in constant worship of The Great Dragon
- Cloth all blue
- Dragon tattoos on both arms, wrapped around arm 3 times, head on palms with mouth open
- Gems are purple
- Stretched earlobes from jewelry, style varies (bonus: Saladin wears this style in honor of Domino’s passing to this day. He found it in the ruins of Domino on one of his visits back that he and others of The Company of Light as well as other scholars took to see of there was any way to salvage the people and the planet itself)
- For the dress, front and back pieces tied together on the sides
- Dress underneath it
- Shoes made of cloth, a style left over from older form of widespread foot coverings
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spinjitsuburst · 10 months ago
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ramble about ur favs i wanna hear abt ur thoughts -zaptrap
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HAN’S INFODUMPING ABOUT JAY... START!!!!
so like sgdkdhdkdhd I say Jay and Lloyd are my “favorites” but honestly it’s so hard to pick favorites out of this skittles squad like I love EVERY character for a variety of different reasons. I was going to also infodump about Lloyd but then I started talking about Prime Empire and then this post got. Long. So. it's just Jay I may infodump about Lloyd another day especially since I'm very Conduit Brained Rn but yea yea!
this is long so i'm putting most of it under the cut so y'all don't kill me for making a huge long post
I considered putting Zane and Sora on here as well since I’d also consider them my “favs” but like this is already gonna be. A lot of. Infodumping (also i typed THIS part before I even started and decided not to yell about Lloyd because this already got long enough). Maybe I’ll make a separate post for those two hmm hmm much to consider but for now MY (technically) FAVORITE NINJAGO CHARACTER: JAY WALKER
THE SPARKPLUG WHO INVADED MY BRAIN LIKE A PARASITE
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so hey his name is a pun this makes me laugh ridiculously hard every time I remember he is named. After a misdemeanor HSKSHDKFH
Jay is such an interesting case of a character for me because I started out the show not liking him. Which is. Stares at my entire account I think my feelings have changed somewhat
Jay starts out as an asshole I don’t think anyone can disagree with me there (although honestly they’re all assholes in early ninjago they bullied a ten year old and left him dangling several feet off the ground) but over the course of the show you can see him start developing into a much more interesting character. He goes from being so insecure he's faking everything about himself to someone who knows who he is and is so genuine about it
now yea we could argue about whether his character was too uwu-ified post-season 10 but this is the FUN HAN POST SO WE'RE NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT the point is you can SEE the growth that Jay has gone through and I am going to show you that growth through what I call
✹ The Skybound to Prime Empire Effect ✹
I AM SO PASSIONATE ABOUT THE IDEA THAT PRIME EMPIRE WAS WRITTEN TO BE A DIRECT PARALLEL OF SKYBOUND AND WAS CENTERED ON SHOWING HOW THE NINJA ESPECIALLY JAY HAVE GROWN THROUGHOUT THE SEASON
when season 12 rolls around we are at the point in Jay's development where he is CONFIDENT in who he is. He's a fun-loving jokester with the power of lightning and the drive to help people whenever he can. He uses jokes and humor to help alleviate tension and get people through whatever's happening. And when on his own what does he do?
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BECOME AN ENTERTAINER BABEY
i like to think jay's club in prime empire was a safe haven for anyone stuck in the game who figured out hey. we Can't Leave and felt freaked about it. Also Jay would generally try and spread the word that hey something ISN'T RIGHT HERE which would lead people to want to stay with him
(totally plugging my friend's fic but this kind of thing is explored in would you like to enter prime empire by @finn-m-corvex y'all should check it out cool cool)
also the prime empire shorts which i watched all of in the midst of typing this video cuz i love them go watch them please please please jay was publically fighting the red visors which I imagine may have raised some red flags for some players
THIS SOMEHOW TURNED INTO PRIME EMPIRE INFODUMPING LMAO ANYWAYS Jay's confident! He becomes an entertainer because it's who he knows he is! And it's something that will get people hyped and having fun, which is very in-character for Jay to do! He uses those kinds of things to mask the Bad Things going on and get people remembering what's good
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I've talked about this sort of thing before but that's Jay's whole philosophy as early as season 9! Which is a DIRECT contrast to how he views it in season 6, as Nadakhan puts it scarily accurately
"You make jokes to mask the fact that you're afraid"
(i was gonna grab a screenshot for that like i did with the hunted scene but netflix has bloCKED THE ABILITY TO TAKE SCREENSHOTS THE WAY I USED TO and i don't have them already and i'm too lazy to grab them from elsewhere so alas trust me he says it)
making jokes to hide your fear and using humor to remind yourself of what's good and coping with the bad are two VERY different outlooks on it
so I think this outlook is what drives him to make this glamrock persona in the first place - this is a bad situation, one he's in with other civilians, and what better way to keep him and themself safe until the others get there than throwing a big performance at a safe place!
also it's just so gender okay I want to look like Superstar Rockin' Jay so badly
it's also interesting to see his outlook on his parents change over time! In season six he finds out Ed and Edna aren't his birth parents and feels upset about it, not understanding why his birth parents would've abandoned him. In season twelve, that outlook changing is EXACTLY why Jay's able to get through to Unagami
"I was abandoned by my parents, too!... I never understood why, and I never had the chance to even ask. But I always hoped there was a good reason. What if there's a reason?"
(again curse you netflix i wanted SCREENSHOTS whatever whatever)
It's this scene that gets Unagami to calm down long enough for Milton Dyer to get there, and presumably is what stops him from just. Flattening him and Jay like a pancake.
to piggyback off of this i absolutely adore how Unagami and Jay consider each other adopted brothers in that one book I still haven't read and I hope he's in Dragons Rising at some point Unagami is my favorite "villain" (no longer a villain) in the whole show he deserves more screentime
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like this is where i found out about this and it's plagued my mind ever since. i need to read. this book just for them
SO YEA OKAY Prime Empire is "Who is Jay as a Person Post-Skybound" to me also it opens up so many fascinating things about Jay. I rest my case
so backpedaling a little bit. JAY CARES SO MUCH ABOUT HIS PARENTS GUYS IT'S SO SOFT AND I'M sobs
like yea the first episode with Ed and Edna in it has Jay avoiding them like the plague but this gets explained very easily when you remember he was bullied for his home life before he became a ninja. It makes a lot more sense why he wouldn't want them around his new friends, assuming they'd react the same way. Also how was he supposed to know literally all the rest of the groups parents were either dead, presumed dead, or had a toxic relationship with their kid lmao
(Cole calling his mom kills me. Cole's mom is dead. I know they probably just didn't think that far ahead when writing the dialogue but it's so funny mans pretended to call his dead mom to get on Jay for not appreciating his parents iconic behavior)
anyways literally every episode Ed and Edna are central to (except like the one in skybound) Jay stops at nothing to protect his parents and it means the absolute world to me he's so much like them!! They raised an inventive little nerd and he will stop at nothing to make sure they're safe and it's. It's SO IMPORTANT TO ME OKAY
ALSO this is an excuse to clip my favorite piece of dialogue possibly in the entire show. Except Netflix won't let me now. So you just get the text dialogue
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Jay's just fallen from the sky with a messed up eye and is incredibly distraught that all his friends are captured. And his dad just. The woRLD IS FALLING APART AND HE'S EATIN' SOUP-
Ed i love you
anyways
anways anyways this just turned into me rambling about prime empire and then Ed and Edna and a lot of disjointed other stuff but thank you for this opportunity i was going to also ramble about lloyd but i put this post in a word count and
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yea i think that's enough for a tumblr post anyways! If anyone wants any like. More logically thought out and direct thoughts about characters feel free to send me asks this was fun thank u @zaptrap for this opportunity to scream about jay
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honkytonk-hangman · 11 months ago
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Just Another Thing – [3]
WALT ‘FINN’ FINNEGAN X READER/OC
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Summary: God help anyone who might’ve thought a nice, stable relationship might bring some kind of change to Walt Finnegan’s usual mischief and mild-hedonism. God especially help them if they also thought a girlfriend would provide any sort of calming influence over him.
She definitely influenced him, anyone could tell you that, unfortunately just never in any way that could even remotely be described as ‘calm’.
Warnings: cussing, flirting, illusions to sexxxxx. reader/OC is named Kimberly/Kimber, but it is still written in second person and her name shouldn’t come up very often.
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“You know, I’m pretty sure this counts as cheating at our little game,” Finn says in a sing-song voice when he jogs up to the fencing around the baseball pitch between innings. It was a balmy Saturday afternoon and at some point between this inning and the last, you’d shown up at the front of the stands beside Beverly. You stand to meet him, and he whistles slowly upon seeing the baseball jersey you have tied into a cropped top. He figures it must be one of Beverly’s.
“How do you know this isn’t serendipity at work?” you ask back, leaning right up against the fencing. Finn lifts an eyebrow but smiles. “Besides, I knew where you’d be today, I’m free tonight. I wanted to see you again,” you state matter of factly, yet still somehow very sexily. Finn pulls off his cap and holds it over his chest.
“You’re making me blush!” He teases back, before nodding in the direction of where Beverly is standing talking to Jake, feeding him little slices of oranges she has in a cup through the fencing. “I hope Bevie hasn’t told you anything bad about me,” he says.
You glance over and scrunch your nose adorably at the sickenly sweet affection between your friend and her boyfriend.
“Not anything I didn’t already know, besides, it’d only be hypocrisy,” you reply with a small shrug. Finn replaces his hat and takes up a lean against the otherside of the fence.
“How so?” he asks with a smirk. You cock your head and match his grin with your own.
“She’s friends with me, isn’t she?”
Finn stays beaming at you, leaning in even closer so your faces are barely separated by the wire between you.
“We’re all going to the Sound Machine tonight,” he tells you, eyes flickering between your eyes and lips. Your face lights up, and he feels a sudden sense of pride that he’s caused it to do so.
“I’ll be there,” you say instantly, just as one of his teammates calls out to him, the next inning about to start. Finn glances back then turns to you once again as he pushes away from the fence.
“And one more thing honey,” he calls, walking backwards back to the dugout. “Let me know the next time you plan on coming and watching me, I’ll make sure you’ve got the right shirt on!” he grins widely, and points to the number on his back just as he turns.
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You walk arm and arm with Beverly through the club’s front doors, greeting Harry the doorman as he waves you both through. By now you were well known to the staff at Sound Machine, you and Harry had even had a short fling once, so your cover and drinks were always free of charge. You don’t expect that to be an issue tonight though, not when you had already planned on meeting Finn here.
Beverly quickly leads you around the dance floor and to a set of tall tables already crowded with rowdy baseball players, and the two of you are immediately welcomed as you siddle up. You barely get a chance to untuck yourself from your friend and make your way around to where Finn is sat oogling you before someone else leans over into your space.
“Well, well, well Beverly, who is your friend here?” a man you recognise as the one who threw the baseball that hit you, Roper, says. He doesnt even look at Beverly when he speaks though, his gaze trained solely on you.
“Kimberley,” you introduce yourself, holding out your hand, only a little skeezed out when instead of shaking it, he lifts it to his lips and kisses it.
“Charmed,” he says, looking you deep in the eye. You glance in Finn’s direction to find him glaring at Roper, but before you can tell him to buzz off, another hand is struck out towards you.
“I’m Dale,” the new man says, pushing in to bump Roper aside, and for politeness sake, these were Finn’s friends afterall, you take his hand, relieved when he only shakes it.
“It’s so nice to meet you both,” you tell them, rolling your eyes a little when they both immediately begin flirting heavy-handedly, complimenting your outfit and your hair, and asking about what you do at school. Eyeing Finn again, you see him throwing mental daggers at both men, though you catch his attention when he seems to worriedly look back at you.
Throwing him a wink, you flick your hair and focus back on the two men trying their damndest to be the one to take you home. You lean on the table beside you and pop your hip out, something that doesn’t go unnoticed by either of them.
“How about this;” you begin, speaking loud enough for the rest of the group to hear. Looking over at Beverly, you spot a maniacal grin on her lips as she leans up to whisper something in Jake’s ear. “If you can guess my major, I’ll let you buy me a drink,” you propose, putting on a show and laughing girlishly when both men begin to call out what they think your major might be.
“Vetenarian!”
“What? No, look at her, she’s clearly a drama student, with Beverly!”
“Astronautical Engineering,” Finn announces loudly, causing both Roper and Dale to turn and look at him like he’s insane. Clapping your hands together, you grin widely at him.
“Got it in one!” you tell him, laughing again when you see the appalled expressions on his friend’s faces. Finn smiles back, clearly having picked up on the fact you had no intention of letting any of his friends flirt with you, and pushes out of his seat, holding a hand out.
“Then I guess I get to buy you a drink, that’s my prize, right?”
You meet him on the otherside of the table, and take his hand eagerly, quickly throwing another wink back at the disappointed guys now hassling each other over apparently ruining the other’s chances.
“Right!” you say when you look back at Finn, his smile never waning as he leads you toward the bar.
When you arrive, he holds the little swivel seat steady for you as you hop up, before he takes up a lean next to you at the bar, standing close so you can hear one another above the music.
“Christ am I glad you remembered,” you huff with another roll of your eyes, jerking your head in the direction of his friends. Finn laughs.
“So am I. You nearly had me going there, giggling and all that!” He says with a small shake of his head. You cock your head at him and place a hand on the arm he has resting against the bartop.
“I’m sorry,” you begin to apologise, but he covers your hand with his own and shakes his head once more.
“No, no, that,” he gestures back to the tables. “Was extremely entertaining to watch. Not to mention satisfying.” he grins at you boyishly, but straightens briefly when the bartender approaches, placing both your drinks orders quickly before turning his ful attention back to you.
“Do you like watching, Finn?” you tease, leaning closer toward him. Finn smirks, but considers for a moment, flicking his eyes up then back to you.
“Depends on what I’m watching,” he tells you after a moment, before raking his eyes up and down your figure showily. “I would watch you do anything,” he flirts back, making you laugh.
You don’t go back to your group. You flirt shamelessly until you finish three more drinks each, at which point you slip off the stool and take his hands.
“Dance with me!” you call out over the music, already pulling him toward the dancefloor where Earth, Wind & Fire has started playing.
You can’t help but laugh in surprise, not only at how great of a dancer Finn really is, but at the way he spins and twirls you around the other dancers, singing along until your bodies crash togther once again. You reach up to wrap your arms loosely around his shoulders and neck as his own take a place at your hips, and you hold absolutely nothing back as you roll and grind them against his own.
You’re a little tipsy now, which is perhaps why you pull him closer toward you so you can speak.
“Have you ever looked at the stars?” you ask, still dancing.
“Think I’m looking at one right now,” he says matter-of-factly, making you throw your head back laughing, but you quickly shake your head.
“No, I'm serious!” you shout over the music, “We should go stargazing! I want to show you!” 
Which is exactly how you end up back at your team’s house, laying on the front lawn curled up in one another as you point out constellations to him. Just as you finish showing him the big and little dippers, you sit up partially, resting your head in your palm as you stare down at him.
“Next time I have a shift at the observatory, I’ll try and sneak you in, you can see them so much clearer there!” you gush. Finn grins up at you, and tucks an arm behidn his head.
“Already cheating and planning our next serendipitious meeting, huh?” he asks, making you slip down a little lower to hide your face partially behind his sleeve.
“If you don’t want to, that’s okay, I know that doesn’t sound very sexy,” you trail off, resting your chin on his arm.
Finn looks away from you and back to the stars, his face suddenly a mite more serious than it ever has been.
“I don’t usually do this sorta thing,” he starts, voice low. “You know, seeing girls again after the first time,” he looks back down at you then, where you nod in understanding.
“That’s okay, I don’t really either,” you admit.
“It’s different with you,” he quickly goes on, but stops himself. When he doesn’t continue after a moment's pause, you poke him.
“Why?”
Finn sucks in a deep breath, holding it for a few seconds as his eyes turn away from you once again, before he lets it out.
“I don’t know,” he says, sounding unsure, but he’s quickly rolling himself over and draping an arm around your middle, so you lay face to face, only a hair's breadth away. “Maybe because you saw through all my bullshit and wanted to sleep with me anyway?”
You can’t help but shrug, a small smile curling over your face.
“I’d already decided that when we first met, I wasn’t about to let those ruses get in the way,” you tell him.
Finn smiles back, in that way that you like, with his eyes crinkling in the corners as he softly pinches your side.
“Maybe it’s because of how assertive you are, you know exactly what you want,” he adds as you squeak and jerk a little closer at his teasing. Your faces are even closer now, your noses touching, and you can’t help but shrug again.
“A lot of guys don’t, but I don’t really see that as my problem.” you say confidently, speaking nothing but the truth. If a man didn’t want you, you didn’t want him, and that was that.
Finn groans and cuddles closer.
“See, even you saying that’s making me hard!” he faux complains. You can’t help but laugh, leaning even closer to press a kiss to the corner of his mouth, moving back just as he tries to turn his head and capture your lips fully.
“Well, why don’t we go inside and take care of that?” you begin getting up, only stopped when Finn takes up your hand again and pulls you back. You let out a soft sound of surprise that is quickly muffled when he presses his lips to yours fully, hand moving to cup your cheek until you’re both giggling against each other. He finally pulls away and gazes at you cheekily.
“Only if you promise to sneak me into the observatory next time.”
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Finn hums to himself as he flips another piece of french toast onto a plate, not even stopping when he hears someone else enter the kitchen. He glances back briefly and nods at Beverly who eyes him sardonically as she pulls on her second shoe and opens the fridge in search of juice.
“French toast?” Finn asks, gesturing with his spatula to the ingredients he’s got laid out. Beverly eyes the two plates of breakfast he’s already made, and takes a seat on the opposite counter.
“Sure,” she says, watching as Finn goes about preparing her food. “Kimberley stayed the night again?” she asks, receiving a little hum in reply.
“She sure did,” he informs her happily. Beverly snorts into her hand and sips from her glass of orange juice.
“What do the guys think about that?” she asks, recalling the shit Jake had gotten from his teammates at first when she herself had started hanging out at the house more.
Finn places her toast on to cook then turns around to lean on the counter top as he looks at her.
“I don’t really care what the guys have to say about it,” he starts, motioning upstairs with his spatula again. “Fact is, they’re out every night complaining about getting laid, I’m actually getting laid. If they don’t see that as winning, they’re bigger idiots than we already thought,” he tells her. Beverly laughs again as Finn turns back to the hob and flips her toast.
“Well, I never!” she says dramatically, hopping off the counter and making her way to his side. “You’re finally growing up!” she gushes, pinching his cheek until he swats her away with his utensil.
“Yeah, yeah,” he shoos her back slightly, before grabbing a napkin and placing her breakfast inside it, holding it out. “S’probably about time, anyway,” he admits somewhat quietly. Beverly only smiles at him, and accepts the food, ducking closer before he can realise to press a quick kiss to his cheek.
“Good for you,” she says, stepping away before she can be swatted at with the spatula again. “Thanks for the french toast!” she calls back as she scrambles from the kitchen. Finn rolls his eyes, turning the stove off and taking up both plates just as the front door opens then closes again.
Upon entering his room upstairs, which he now had to himself since the Willoughby incident, Finn quietly kicks the door shut behind him, before hurrying over to his bed, which he climbs onto carefully. All the movement wakes you some and you groggily lift your head from his pillow, eyeing him sleepily.
“Breakfast is up pretty lady,” he tells you, hovering one plate under your nose until you start to rise.
“You made me breakfast?” you ask softly as you go about sitting up. Finn situates himself cross legged in front of you, handing you a plate once you’re ready.
“Course! Big game day!” he says.
“That is so sexy,” you tell him, placing the plate aside on the mismatched bedside table he’d dragged in for you a few weeks ago, and lean forward to press a kiss to his lips, which turns into two kisses, which turns into you shuffling closer, almost into his lap. Finn pulls back though, and tuts at you.
“Uh, uh, uh sweetheart! Breakfast while it’s hot, and then sex!” he insists, chortling internally at himself. If he’d have heard himself a year ago, he wouldn’t believe it either.
Groaning, you flop back against the headboard, and roll your eyes, but your smile gives you away as you take your plate again, and begin on the first slice of french toast he’d prepared for you.
“Good girl,” Finn teases, earning another eyeroll.
You eat in comfortable quiet for a few minutes, and only when both plates are back on your bedside, and he’s finished having his second breakfast does Finn ask the question thats been bothering him for a while now.
“Why don’t you invite me to any of your games?” he asks quietly, playing with your hair as you cuddle up to his side. You’d need to get up and go soon to catch the bus that would take you and your team an hour and a half north to Baylor, who you were playing. He feels you pause and shift, looking down at you when you look up.
“Honestly, I didn’t think you’d be interested in coming
” you tell him guiltily. Finn scoffs.
“That’s ridiculous!”
You only shrug.
“None of the guys my teammates date ever want to come, and it's not like we’re used to having a huge audience anyway, being a women’s sport and all
 most of the time the school doesn’t even take us seriously,” you admit. Finn shuffles to look at you properly.
“That’s stupid, I’d come to all your games, and not just to see you in your uniform!” he tells you assertively, before nestling his face closer to yours. “I’d even wear one of those tight little tops ya’ll wear.” he grins upon making you laugh, leaning down to kiss you.
After thoroughly making you late, you shower together and dress before he walks you to your car. Leaning in through the driver's side window, you kiss him again and ruffle his wet hair.
“The next time we play here, I’ll let you know,” you tell him as he pushes off and you begin backing out. Before you drive off, you lean out your window again and pull your sunglasses on. “And I expect to see you in one of those tight little volleyball shirts!”
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When your co-captain calls you over during the mid-game break, you aren’t sure what you’re expecting her to say, but it certainly isn’t what she does.
“Hey, isn’t that your boyfriend in the stands? Why didn’t ya’ll drive up together?”
Faster than lightening you whip your head around, scanning the minimal crowd of mostly parents and friends until right there in the front you spot the green-eyed, blonde. Blinking in surprise, you don’t even respond to your friend before you’re taking off in a jog toward the bleachers.
Finn stands as you approach, placing down a book he’d been holding as you get nearer.
“What are you doin’ here!?” you ask laughing as he greets you with a short kiss. You stare up at him in amazement, still blinking rapidly like he may poof out of existence any moment. Finn waves his arms wide and shrugs.
“I told you, I’d be at all your games!” he tells you, before gesturing down at the shirt he’d worn, only for you to realise it has your college’s volleyball logo emblazoned on it in burnt orange. “Had to make a few pit stops first though, so I only caught half of the first quarter.”
“Where did you get this?” you ask, pinching the hem of his shirt and waving it slightly.
“Snuck into the volleyball courts, asked one of the staff for it,” he waves off this fact breezily and instead bends down to grab his book again.
“Now, listen, I’ve been reading up on the rules, and you guys are doing great, but I reckon if you were more aggressive, you’d easily be able to exploit the gaps in Baylor’s strategy–” He doesn’t get to finish because you pull him in for a much more heated kiss.
“I’m going to blow you so good later,” you tell him upon pulling back. Finn grins wide, looking rather proud of himself, and you kiss him again until someone from your team whistles loudly at you.
You turn back to them, finding your gaggle of teammates crowded together and watching you in various states of giggles and hushed whispering. You look back at Finn and grin.
“Later. Did you drive?” you ask, to which he pulls his keys from his pocket and waves them for you. You begin making your way back to your team, but point at him.
“Later!” you say again.
Upon reaching your girls again, you call for a huddle and gather up.
“Alright, here’s how it is, we need to be aggressive for these last two quarters, Baylor has some gaps, I know we’ve all seen them, so now we take advantage,” you inform them quickly, earning nods and murmurs of approval from the team.
“Is he reading the rule book?” Nancy asks instead of replying to your new strategy, and you look up at her.
“Yes,”
“And he’s got a team shirt on!” Barbra adds, causing the girls to giggle amongst themselves again. You grin.
“Yes, he does. And If i’m gonna get laid later, we gotta win this, alright? Ready? Go!”
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obxone · 2 years ago
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Assumptions (Part 2)
Rewritten/Edited. ~3.15k words
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This includes a scene from OBX S1E4. I don't own the rights to it. I merely inserted the character into it.
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A few days have passed since your supposed date with Rafe, but true to your word, you missed it. You have managed to avoid him since the beach, even going as far as to camp out at Kie’s house for a few days, including the night you were supposed to go on your date. But tonight, Kiara has made it her mission to drag you along with JJ and Pope to a movie night at the Island Club. It happens every summer. You have come with her every summer since you could remember, except for her kook year. That had been a different story.
“I don’t understand why I have to be here.” You look at Kie, lips pressing into a thin line. “As someone who is helping me work really hard to avoid Rafe Cameron, you have managed to bring me right to him.”
She shakes her head as you exit her car and start across the grass to the screening area. “He won’t be here. This isn’t something he’ll be into, trust me.”
“If you say so.”
“I’m so glad that they’re still doing this,” she says, her tone shifting to be lighter, as you walk to a spot on the grass together. JJ and Pope follow close behind. “Keep calm. Carry on. Back to OBX life. Do you know? Aren’t you glad I made you come?”
“Ecstatic,” Pope says. But you do not respond. She already knows how you feel.
JJ clears his throat, playing with the bill of his ball cap while Pope begins to set up the beach chairs, and you focus on laying out the blanket you had insisted on bringing instead of a chair. You toss the bag of snacks you have brought in front of Pope and Kie’s chairs.
“My couch was pretty comfy, I’ll be honest,” JJ quips.
“Do you want to come with me to get drinks?” Kie asks you when Pope and JJ begin to talk to each other in hushed whispers.
You bite your lip, trying to ignore that nagging feeling in your stomach that Rafe is bound to show up tonight. “Sure.”
You walk with her to the drink stand and smile at the vendor.
“Hey, uh
. Can I get three Pepsis, please?” She asks.
“Sure,” the vendor responds, and she fishes out some cash from her pocket.
You glance around you, surveying. Your gaze falls on none other than Rafe, who is headed right for you. A teasing smile pulls at his lips once he realizes you have spotted him. Dread fills you, and it blooms to panic at the thought of how he is going to respond to you avoiding him. Rafe is a dick to almost anyone, and it unnerves you at being the one his sight is set on currently.
Your hand finds Kiara's forearm without looking away from him, and you squeeze her arm to pull her attention right as Rafe calls your name and then Kie’s as he approaches from your left. You turn to look at her with eyes widened in alarm.
“I’m so sorry,” she says under her breath. “I didn’t think he’d be here!”
“Too late for that now,” you whisper before he gets too close. His hand touches you once he is next to you. His touch is firm against your back. It felt like a searing hot iron has been pushed against your skin even with your t-shirt separating your skin from touching.
“Hey, what’s up?” He asks, standing way too close for comfort. “How are you?”
“I’m fine,” Kiara responds quickly before you have to. You look away and then down at the grass, which is perfectly manicured and similar to all the houses in Figure 8.
His focus locks onto you, a small smile tugging at his lips. The urge to run sets in, but if he is like any other predator, you would only entice him if you are to run now.
“And you?”
“Fine as well, Rafe.”
“Good, good.” A twitch of a smile tugs at the corner of his lips, and you can not help but appreciate how good he looks in his backward ball cap and a yellow t-shirt that hangs loose but still shows off that he works out. “Um
Also, tell your boy that we know what he did.”
Kie shrugs, looking away at the people lingering around and then back to him. “Sorry, what boy are you talking about?”
“Uh, he’ll know,” he says, rolling his shoulders.
She does not say anything, instead turning and heading back to the others with the soda cans in hand.
“Bye." Rafe calls as you scramble to go after her.
“Douche,” she responds.
Rafe stops you before you can get away from him. His hand wraps around your wrist to stop you. You groan under your breath. “Can I help you?”
“I came to your house to pick you up. You weren’t there.”
“I know,” you respond, pulling your elbow free and looking towards Kie, who waits for you a few feet away. Her face scrunched up in disgust at him.
“Why?”
“Because I don’t want a date.”
He nods, looking away, and you can see the disappointment on his face, but you leave him standing there, unable to soothe him without giving him false hope. You link arms with Kie before you walk back to the other two. The urge to look back over your shoulder for him gnaws at you, but you do not. You ignore it and lift your chin as you walk arm and arm back to your friends.
“Just saw Rafe,” Kiara says once you are back to your movie spot, and she hands JJ and Pope each a can. “And he said, and I quote, tell your boy that we know what he did.”
“What is that?” You ask, crossing your arms over your waist as you stare at them.
“Um
Where is he?” JJ asks.
“Right there,” Kie says, looking over her shoulder as she sits down. The rest of you turn to see Rafe, Topper, and Kelce lingering at the back of the crowd. Topper smirks at them, cup in hand, while Rafe drinks from his cup, but his piercing blue eyes are on you instead. You attempt a small smile before taking your seat on the blanket out of his sight.
“Great, the whole death squad,” Pope says, his voice tense and edging with worry. You smile a little, you like that nickname, and it is very fitting for the trio not fifty yards away.
“Don’t stare, bro.” JJ tries to turn his head back around with his hand on top of his head.
“Ah!” Pope exclaims, turning back around promptly. You and Kie exchange a look before turning your attention to the other two.
“Just warning you, bro.” JJ begins, removing his fingers from his lips. “If they corner me, I’m coming out swinging, okay?”
“Yeah,” Pope nods, adjusting his cap. “Yeah."
“Slice and dicin’. I’m on edge right now.” You watch JJ reach down and lift his backpack. “If that doesn’t work, I got this right here.” And then he shakes the bag. Your eyes widen, and your hand touches Kie’s knee, knowing what he is referring to.
“Yeah. Yeah. So, we just gotta stay in the group.” Pope offers. “They can’t come get us in the group.”
“Like a school of fish.” JJ agrees.
Pope turns his head, nodding along. “Stay in the school. Can’t leave the school.”
JJ sips from his can, his shoulders not relaxing.
“I’m sorry, JJ
” Kiara begins.
“Stay in the school,” Pope repeats in an attempt to reassure himself. You watch them warily.
“Please tell me that you did not bring a gun here,” Kie snaps quietly, aware of the families sitting around your group. “JJ, there are kids.”
“That’s not safe JJ,” you add.
“No Kie, I didn’t bring the gun.” He looks at her, trying to have an easy smile, but you see right through it as he turns to you. “Everything’s fine, okay?”
She sits back in her chair. “Oh wow, thank you. That’s really convincing. I love that JJ.” She mutters.
You exhale, the tension growing thicker. You glance around at all the families when the announcer starts the introduction to begin the night.
“Founding principle, you guys. No secrets amongst Pogues. What is Rafe talking about?” Her voice was stern, commanding, and pulling your attention back to her.
Pope leans up, his hand on her shoulder. “Kie, it might go down tonight.”
She leans in. “What does that mean? ‘Might go down tonight.’”
“What did you guys do?” You ask, leaning past her to stare at the other two. "What happened?"
JJ looks down at Pope, who nods as JJ whispers to him. You cannot hear it, but you know it is not good.
“I have to pee before the show starts.” You stand, brushing out the wrinkles in your shorts. "You two better tell Kie before I get back."
JJ scoffs at you, but you know he understands that you mean business as you slip through the crowd toward the bathroom without a second look. The stress of their secrecy weighs on you as you pass by the clusters of families. You look up and instantly regret your decision to go alone when you see Topper, Kelce, and Rafe still lingering at the back. You turn, slipping by a man on his cell, hoping to keep out of their line of sight as you jog up the stairs and into the Island Club.
You finish and come out to go back to your group. An exhale of relief falls from your lips that you have made it successfully. But then you are coming to a stop so suddenly your sneakers squeak on the floor. Rafe leans against the wall in the hallway, his stance casual, but his gaze locked on you as you approach. His blue paper cup is still in hand as he waits for you. He grins, flashing those perfect white teeth once you freeze at the sight of him
“What?” You ask as you start to pass him. He reaches out, the fingers of his free hand hooking in the back pocket of your shorts to pull you back to him.
“Why won’t you go out with me?”
You close your eyes before reaching to remove his touch from you. “I am a pogue, Rafe, and you are a kook. We don’t cross that line.”
“I want to,” he shrugs, sipping his cup and staring at you. His head tips, and he bites his bottom lip. You look away, clearing your throat. “I think you want to too.”
“Ha!” You reply sarcastically. “In your dreams, Pretty Boy.” You leave him behind and make your way through the crowd even though you can feel him following behind you. Once you are to your blanket, you glance over your shoulder to see him rejoining Kelce and Topper, who both smirk at him, aware of you both returning at the same time. He shakes his head to answer their question, and Topper’s gaze flickers over to you. A smirk on Top’s face, but you are drawn back to Rafe, his gaze still locked on you until you disappear out of sight by sitting down on your blanket.
The movie night seems to be going smoothly once you are settled, and the movie begins to play. You are enjoying it as you sit crisscross on the blanket leaning back on your hands for support. The black and white film makes you smile.
JJ and Pope start to slink away, and it catches your attention along with Kie. “Hey, where y’all going?” She asks.
They both turn back, and JJ shrugs. “We gotta wring it out.”
“You gonna hold it for each other?” She asks, and you laugh lightly, staring at them as they weave through the clusters toward the front. She turns to you, and you shrug before looking back at the screen. “Whatever,” she mutters.
You glance over your shoulder to see Rafe sitting with his face resting on his hand, eyes on the screen. You turn back around right before he glances over at you. You miss the smirk on his face at knowing you are looking at him.
After a beat, you turn to look again, but he is gone. All three of them are. “Kie,” you whisper, leaning into her. “I have a bad feeling. The Death Squad is missing.”
“Oh fuck,” she breathes before grabbing JJ’s backpack and your hand before you both head to look for the other two. You weave through the clusters with as much care as you can since it is dark, and you do not want to step on anyone. “Come on!” She urges.
“Do you see them?” You ask, but she does not respond. Instead, she sprints around the left side of the screen, and you follow, turning the corner just as she uses JJ’s backpack to slam against Topper’s back. Topper is fighting with Pope, and it looks like Pope is losing.
“Let go of him, Topper! Fascist asshole!” She is swinging the backpack and hitting him as he continues to swing at Pope.
Your focus shifts to Kelce holding JJ as Rafe delivers a punch to his ribcage. “Rafe!” You snap and surge forward to stop him. He swats his hand back against you when you make contact with him.
“Stay out of it!” He yells, but you do not give up, instead, you shove at him. Rafe punches JJ in the face, and you shove harder against his side. He moves back, his rage-filled eyes flashing to you. His hands move to grab yours, his fingers wrapping around your hands to pull them off him. You see Kiara on Topper’s back, hitting him over Rafe’s shoulder, and he turns to see it too. His touch disappears, and he turns to help Topper, so you take the opportunity to help JJ.
“Let him go Kelce!” You reach for JJ as Kelce holds him back by his throat. JJ is gasping for breath, and that floods you with worry. Your nails bite into Kelce’s forearm, and you try to pull his arm away from JJ’s throat.
“Kie, you okay?!” Pope calls, and you glance to see Rafe coming towards you with Kie now on the ground on her back.
Rafe’s arms hook around your waist to lift you away, and you can only assume he is about to do to you what he did to Kie.
“Stop!” You yell, smacking at his hands. “Rafe, stop this!” You squirm in his arms, slapping at him before he drops you a few feet from Kelce and JJ. You land on your feet, surprised that he did not toss you like Kie.
“Finish him off Top!” Rafe yells back at his buddy before his attention is on you again. His hands press you back as you try to surge forward. “No!” He says, hands firm against you. “This doesn’t concern you.”
“They are my best friends!” You snap at him and try to slap at him, but he catches your wrist, his long fingers wrapping around it tight enough to stop you, but not to hurt yet.
“They deserve every bit of it,” he breathes, yanking you closer. His breath fanning over your face. “I don’t want to hurt you, stop it.”
“You are hurting them, and that is hurting me!” You snap back at him, and he groans, his face masking into something unreadable.
Before he can utter a reply, the screen catches fire. Rafe turns to look at it, and your eyes widen when it spreads quickly. You find Kie kneeling by it, lighter in hand. Rafe steps away from the screen, his hand on your hip to keep you behind him.
“Kie!” You call as she stands, taking a few steps back, but she does not hear you. You start to shove past Rafe, but he stops you. Your chest collides with his, and his fingers grip your hips.
“It’s not safe,” he says, his fingers flexing as they come into contact with your skin. The feel of branding iron on your skin threatens to consume you, but you shove it aside as the worry for your friends increase.
“I don’t care,” you huff, looking up at him. He towers over you, it makes you feel small, vulnerable, and you hate it. His large hands wrapped around the swell of your hips do not help the feeling at all.
“I won’t let you get hurt,” he murmurs, his voice low. Your heart clenches at the shift in him. You open your mouth but stop short when he looks over his shoulder at his friends. “Guys! Guys!” He calls to them.
“Get off him!” Kie yells at Topper, who is still holding Pope in a chokehold.
“Rafe, let me go,” you snap at him before reaching down to remove his hands. You shove his arm away with all your strength and go towards JJ and Kelce before he can grab you again. “Kelce, let go of JJ!”
He does, shoving him as Topper and Rafe near each other. JJ coughs and your hands touch his chest while Kie checks over Pope.
“You okay?” You ask him. Worry creases your forehead as you take him in. His breathing is ragged. He nods, wincing and pressing his hand to his ribs while the other presses yours against his chest, and you can feel him heaving for air.
“Fucking assholes!” You yell towards the Death Squad. Rafe is laughing, gripping the shoulder of Topper’s shirt, but he turns to look at you. His laughter fades when he sees you touching JJ and glaring at him.
“You good?” Kie asks Pope before looking at you and JJ. “We’re okay.”
“You’re a freakin’ idiot,” Pope says, and you cannot help but smile a little at her choice to light the movie screen on fire.
“I saved your ass,” she returns. “Come on!” She and Pope hook arms over the other, and you wrap your arm around JJ’s side, leading him away as he stares at what is left of the screen. He scoops his backpack up when you pass it. You exhale, resting your head against his shoulder as you walk. The adrenaline still lingers along with the feeling of Rafe’s hands on you. You shudder, trying to ignore the thoughts racing through your mind about his behavior towards you and only you.
“Did he hurt you?” JJ asks, looking down at you. His face is worried as he analyzes what he can see.
“No, but he hurt you.”
He frowns, squeezing your hip against his as you make your way back to Kie’s car. You do not look for Rafe, but you have a feeling he is not far. Likely celebrating with his buddies on fighting with your friends.
Part III
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lucy90712 · 2 years ago
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Could you write something with Pedri? đŸ„ș Pedri and the reader had a relationship in the past, but counts on Pedri's mistakes they ended up separating. One night they meet in a nightclub and Pedri is jealous of her with another. So he tries reconcillation
WC: 2.0k
Pedri's POV
Breakups are never fun and most of the time they hurt but usually after a while you move on and find someone new or at least normal people do. However nearly two years on and I still haven't got over y/n. The worst part about it all is that I broke up with her so my pain is all my own fault. The two of us began dating not long after I moved to Barcelona and for a few months things were great we did everything together and I was truly falling for her. At some point things changed and we started fighting a lot about stupid things really but the fights were so constant that after a while it was clear neither of us were happy so I ended things. We were both so young that staying in an unhappy relationship didn't seem worth it but now I wish we just worked through things and grew together. 
Right after the break up I missed her a lot as she was always by my side supporting me and although over the last two years this has faded sometimes I still wish she was by my side during the big moments. Going to the World Cup all I could think about was how I wished she was there to experience it all with me as we had talked about me one day hopefully making it to a World Cup while we were together. So many little things still hurt me more than I ever thought they would even all this time later. My biggest regret up to this point is definitely letting her go as she was my world and now without her I don't feel whole. 
Occasionally I still look at her Instagram as we still follow each other but with the amount of people I follow it's hard to see her pictures on my feed. Over the years she has had a few different boyfriends while I haven't been with anyone else since as no one could ever compare to her. Seeing her with other guys isn't what hurts the most though it's seeing her so happy without me that kills me every time I look at her Instagram. She always seems to be having fun with her friends and smiling, genuinely smiling too which is something I took for granted during our time together. It's torture watching her enjoy her life without me but I can't stop myself as I have to know how she is and what's she's doing even though she isn't mine anymore. 
My friends are always trying to set me up with other girls which has never worked out but they keep pushing and I already know that tonight will end up the same. Like always we will go out and they will find a girl who they think would be good for me and inevitably I won’t like her and we will go round in circles. Despite that I'm still going to go with them as we are supposed to be celebrating the end of the season and I don't want to miss out on that.
On the way to the club I picked up Gavi and as we arrived a few of the other guys arrived at the same time so we all walked in together and met with everyone else who was going. We all sat down and tried to talk for a while and I actually started to enjoy myself as I was just left alone and not forced to talk to anyone even though there was a lot of pretty girls in the club. At some point a few of the guys disappeared to go get drinks or go and talk with a group of girls but I stayed put and enjoyed my own evening celebrating with the guys that already have girlfriends. For once I was actually enjoying a night out as my mind wasn't always thinking about y/n and the stupid mistakes I made which led to me losing the girl of my dreams forever. 
My nice enjoyable night out didn't last much longer as it was ruined by Gavi coming back over laughing and getting me to look at some of the guys who were attempting to flirt with a group of girls. He clearly wasn't interested in any of them but Ansu, Balde, Ferran and Eric clearly were as even from a distance it was obvious they were trying to get these girls attention. I must admit it was funny to see them so desperate for these girl's attention even though on a normal day a few girls will willingly give them their numbers. It quickly turned to not being so funny anymore when I caught a glimpse of the girl Alejandro was flirting with. Straight away she looked familiar and then I saw that smile, a smile I could identify from a mile away. He was flirting with y/n and of course he didn't know that as I try not to bring her up too much as it hurts to talk about my mistakes but it hurts even more seeing someone else flirt with her right in front of my eyes especially one of my teammates. 
"Are you ok man?" Gavi asked 
"Umm yeah I'm good" I lied 
"Ok I know that's not true somethings bothering you just tell me what's up" he said 
"Ale's flirting with y/n" I stated simply 
"Who's that?" He asked 
"She's the girl I've mentioned that I dated when I was younger we broke up but I've regretted it ever since, she's the reason you guys can never get me to go on a date with another girl" I explained 
"Oh if I'd have known I would've stopped him flirting with her" he said 
"It's ok it was a few years ago I should really move on" I said 
"No if you still love her you should try and talk to her you never know she could still have feelings for you come on you are getting your girl back" he demanded 
Your POV
Usually on girls nights I will let loose a bit more and forget about everything going in in my life but tonight that's been harder than it usually is. For the last few days all I've seen is my ex boyfriends face plastered everywhere because his team just won la liga. For some this might be a bit annoying but they would get over it for me it's just painful. We didn't have the best end to our relationship as we just kind of gave up on each other after we went through a rough patch with fighting all the time and that's when Pedri ended things. To this day I still wish we had just been less stubborn and actually talked to each other so we could work through our issues but it's too late now. Seeing Pedri's face everywhere living his best life is what's been difficult this last week as my life has been tough. I just started a new and very stressful job and recently lost a family member and all I want to do is share my worries with Pedri like I always did when we were together. 
In an attempt to cheer myself up I've found myself letting this guy flirt with me and maybe flirting back a little. I mean I've had a few boyfriends since Pedri and I broke up but none of those relationships lasted very long as the guys either cheated on me or I got over them pretty quickly. This guy however seemed pretty nice he looked a little familiar but with the lighting in the club coupled with having drunk a bit I couldn't work out where I knew him from. As he was nice enough I didn't worry about where I knew him from as let's be honest after tonight I'm not going to see him again so why not have a bit of fun. The guy quickly told me his name was Alejandro and asked if he could buy me a drink which I couldn't say no to so we went to the bar together to get some drinks and kept chatting. I must say Alejandro was very charming but I'm not stupid I know what he really wants but for tonight I'm willing to play along as it's a bit of fun and I need more of that in my life. 
I was enjoying myself as Alejandro put a hand on my waist and pulled me a bit closer until it gave me a view over his shoulder. Straight away I locked eyes with Pedri who was coming towards me from across the room and I just panicked. I pulled away from Alejandro instantly and tried to get away not wanting to face reality but a hand grabbed mine to stop me getting too far. I didn't even need to look to know that it was Pedri's hand in mine as our hands fit together so perfectly just like they used to when we were together. As he pulled me back towards him I could smell his cologne which brought me right back to the date nights we used to have together when we would get dressed up even if it was just to go to McDonald's as we didn't have a care in the world. He continued to pull me away from the crowd as we headed towards the door and out the back of the club where there was no one else was around. 
"As much as it's nice to see you again I have to know why do we have to talk out here?" I questioned lightheartedly 
"Because I want to have a proper conversation" he said 
"So um how have you been?" He asked 
"I won't lie I could be better life's tough at the moment but I'm getting through it what about you you must be thrilled to have won the league" I said 
"Yeah it was cool but I'm going to be completely honest I kind of wish you were there to celebrate it with me" he admitted 
For a few seconds I couldn't believe what he just said. He missed me too. This whole time if we'd have just talked to each other the endless pain could've been prevented. My head was spinning with so many thoughts but I knew I needed to say something before Pedri got worried. 
"Do you miss me" was all I managed to say 
"Yeah I do I miss you constantly I always wish that we never broke up you were the one for me and I ruined it" he said 
"I miss you too nothing has been the same without you" I admitted 
"I don't want to take things too quickly and ruin them again but would you like to give things another go this time we will communicate better and work through any problems I just can't go on in life without you" Pedri said 
"I'd love to try this again with a clean slate" I said 
Both of us were beaming as we walked back into the club hand in hand. We both said goodbye to our friends before heading out of the club so that Pedri could drive me home. Neither of us needed to be out any more as we already got more than we could have ever wished for when leaving the house this evening. When we arrived back at my place together instinctively our lips found each other and we shared our first kiss in nearly two years but it was just as magical as our first if not even better as we are no longer awkward teenagers. As we want to take things slowly and do them right this time we didn't go any further but as he left Pedri promised me a second first date which only made me more excited for what's to come from our reunion. 
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galactic-jellyfishag · 1 month ago
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I couldn’t find these in my previous posts so
 if I already posted these- my bad >~>
Edit- I changed their weapons to Clubs instead of Spades cuz I thought that made more sense. Plus added a sketch of their eyelights
Some reference drawings UwU
Clover and Trefoil belong to me
Clovertale Story-
Humans and monsters were cared for by a God, Gaster. But the god had trouble caring for all her humans and monsters. They did what they want, whenever they wanted cause they weren’t punished for their bad deeds. So the god decided to create two helpers.
Clover, a sans who would reward good behavior by bringing good luck to those who earned it, and Trefoil, a sans who would punish those who did wrong by cursing them with bad luck.
At first, it helped. People began doing more good and being rewarded with good luck and those who were punished- learned their lessons quickly. All was good for years. But eventually, people began blaming everything bad that happened to them on Trefoil, even when he didn’t have anything to do with it.
The breaking point was when the kingdom’s human prince, Chara, died unexpectedly. The king and queen blamed the being of bad luck for taking their child away from them, when in fact, the human was sick and died cause of the sickness. Soon word spread that the bad luck sans had murdered the prince and everyone began to hate him. Everyone threated the poor guy, threw things at him, even tried to kill him a few times, causing Trefoil to break down. His brother was his only comfort at the time.
Soon it was so bad, the god decided it was best to get rid of Trefoil so peace could be restored. Even though Clover pleaded not to lose his brother, the god had began the process of deletion, ignoring Trefoil’s cries of fear and pain.
He was almost gone, but trefoil refused to die, using everything in his power to teleport himself to safety, being sent out of the au, his code glitching from him starting to be deleted and ended up in a voided area. Out of anger and spite, he now travels around, cursing anyone he meets with bad luck.
The god was not happy that this “mistake” had been let out into the multiverse and sent his brother, Clover, to go capture him and bring him back so he could delete him. Clover has mixed feelings about this and is having trouble fighting Trefoil every time they meet.
Extra-
-Papyrus is Gaster’s actual son, Trefoil and Clover were created by Gaster so they’re like his sons.
- Gaster created humans and monsters separately at first, toriel n Asgore has Asriel and then found chara as a baby n adopted him. After he died, (Trefoil left the au) then Gaster created the other 6 humans to replace chara- but they all kept dying (while people thought it was cause of Trefoil- it was actually a disease that wiped out each human that Gaster didn’t know about). Toriel n Asgore divorced then Gaster created frisk as both another child and as an experiment to control the humans and monsters by using frisk’s power to reset. But cause frisk still had a mind of his own- he was disobeying Gaster- so Gaster created Kris, the perfect human puppet that he could control completely when the human soul is inside of him.
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duhnova · 2 years ago
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someone new - lee chan
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song inspo: enchanted - taylor swift 
warning(s): angst, tiny bit of fluff?
synopsis: love has always been hard for you but with chan it seemed easy, until it wasn’t.
heart to heart vday collab masterlist
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when you and chan met it seemed like the world had slowed down for you. it was enchanting, really. he was surrounded by his friends in a cramped night club when his eyes caught yours from across the room. your shy smile seemed to draw him in as he pushed through the crowd to introduce himself. 
no one wanted to believe him when he said he met a girl that night and none of your friends could believe that you gave a loser like him your number. but there was something about the aloof smile he gave you after he almost tripped walking up to you that had you hooked. that’s why you found yourself out in the middle of the night a lot with the windows down blasting all your favorite songs while he drove you two around the city till the sun came out. 
no one understood the connection the two of you had but they didn’t need to. the only thing anyone needed to know was that you were in love and you hoped chan was too. 
it was safe to say it was hard to understand lee chan sometimes, even when you two were as close as your feet to the ground were. or maybe you two were as close as the moon and sun considering you never knew he had a crush. at least all his friends made it out to be a crush. 
chan never spilled the beans on who it was and you hoped it was because he liked you and he was just terrified to ruin your guys’ friendship - which is something you two didn’t have in common. 
one night you decided enough was enough, you were finally going to confess to him and what better way than to do it on valentines day - even if it was a little cliche. you had the whole night planned out, from the second you two woke up to right now. it was dinner time and you asked chan to meet you at a restaurant that you had spent weeks getting a reservation at. 
you and chan had come separately because you had some last minute things you needed to take care of, such as the freshly polished silver chain you had tucked away in the pocket of your long coat. you remembered chan eyeing it awhile ago when you two had taken a trip to the mall to buy someone a gift and when you two had split ways you ran back to the shop to buy it - even if it costed you almost your whole car payment (chan was worth it after the years he had been putting up with you). 
a couple more minutes were spent in your cars as you fixed your appearance a little, smoothing down fly hairs and straightening out your clothes. you wanted to look as good as possible, even though you know chan wouldn’t care if you had shown up in a hoodie and leggings. 
it felt like an eternity as you walked into the restaurant and followed the waitress to the table where chan was already sitting, his normally messy hair slicked back as he talked quietly on the phone with someone. you waited patiently for him to be finished before you made yourself known. 
“chan!” he almost jumps out of his seat as you laugh quietly at how startled he got.
“i thought i was going to have a heart attack.” he lets out a dramatic sigh as he smiles back at you, watching you take a seat across from him. 
“you clean up good.” you whistle lowly at his appearance, he definitely looked a lot more dressed up than you. 
“oh thanks.” he blushes lightly as he scratches his cheek - a nervous habit he picked up a while ago. “you look pretty.” he offers you a shy smile. 
“thank you.” it's your turn for your face to start heating up as you pick up the menu to look at their drink selection. “do you know what you’re going to order yet?” chan hums quietly as he looks back down at his own menu. 
“i was just thinking of having a house salad.” you look up at your best friend curiously. 
“are you not hungry?” you watch him shrug a little before his phone dings quietly, his hands typing away at the screen as he responds to whatever message he got before setting his phone back down and apologizing. 
“i’m trying to save my appetite.” he doesn’t dare look you in the eyes. a small pit begins to form in your stomach as you begin to think that maybe he didn’t want to be there with you. 
“oh?” you tried to keep your voice steady as you went back to looking at your own menu. “if i didn’t know any better i would think that you had another date later.” the silence was a little too long for your liking as you looked back up at chan who was already staring at you wide eyed. “what?” 
“how did you
” you felt your heart stop a little. 
“you have another date later?” you swallow the lump in your throat. 
“i do..” his voice is small before he looks back down at his menu, trying to distract the way your fallen face hurt him. 
“with whoo?” you tried to sound excited for him. 
“her name is lin, we have bio chem together..” his voice shook a little. “she had asked me if i wanted to join her for dinner later and i couldn’t say no..”
“is she the one you have a crush on?” 
“what?” he looks back at you wide eyed like an owl. 
“y’know, seungkwan can’t keep his mouth shut about you liking someone.” the laugh you let out sounded a little bitter before you sighed quietly. “you don’t have to sit here and eat with me if you have plans.” 
“no i want to be here with you i ju-”
“you just want to hang out with lin more, right? i get it.” you offer him the best fake reassuring smile you could muster. “you finally got asked out by a girl for valentines day, you shouldn’t have to spend it with your best friend when you can spend it with her instead.” 
“y/n..” his voice trailed off as he tried to think of what to say, which only made you sigh quietly. 
“just go be with her now chan..” this time your smile was genuine, even if your lips shook as you held back your tears. “enjoy your valentine's day with someone who isn’t me for once.” 
“but i..” his sentence got caught in his throat as he watched you look back down at your menu. “do you really want me to go?” he whispered. you couldn’t trust your voice anymore as you nod your head. a loud silence fell over the two of you as minutes passed by before chan finally stood up, quietly dismissing himself before he left the restaurant. 
a single tear fell down your cheek as you tried to hold your sobs in, not wanting to break down in the middle of the restaurant. why did it have to turn out like this? today was supposed to be the perfect day, where you finally confessed to the love of your life. 
“just
 please don’t be in love with her.” you whispered to yourself as you whipped the tear off your face before grabbing your phone to text the one person you knew was free. 
‘jeonghan.. do you want to come have dinner with me and then watch a movie after?’
‘i thought you were out with chan right now?’
‘didn’t go as planned.’ 
‘send me your location’ 
after sending him the name of the restaurant you put in your drink order along with something to drink for jeonghan when he got there. even if you weren’t able to spend valentine's day with the man that enchanted you from day one, at least you were able to spend it with someone who could lighten your mood - even just a little.
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belphegorspillow · 2 years ago
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Yandere Headcannons
Gender neutral reader!
Includes: Lucifer, Mammon, Leviathan
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Lucifer
~ Manipulative Yandere
Lucifer is the type to hide his true intentions in the beginning. Until everyone starts to crowd around MC and demand for their attention, then he starts to get angry and more possessive.
Lucifer will start to bury you in work.
 “Diavolo requests you to finish up these assignments...”
As a way to separate you from his brothers. If you start asking Satan for help, he will start to offer his help, or making Satan more busy to prevent him from hanging out with you. Once you got a pact with him, there is no escape from him. He is willing to do anything to keep you to himself. “MC, Where do you think you’re going? We have plans together.”
“Mammon is in trouble for stealing my credit card, shall we go out together.” “MC, Leviathan got a new game, he will be quite busy for the next few weeks hm?” “Satan is out, he found a cat cafe coupon so he is spending his day there.” “Asmodeus is out at the club, did he not invite you?” “Beelzebub is at his Fangol game. Maybe he was too busy to invite you” “Belphegor is taking a nap, he gets quite moody if you wake him up.”
Before you know what is going on. You aren’t really communicating with the other demons at school, other exchange students and barely speak with the brothers besides Lucifer.
You are Lucifers. Remember.
You made a pact with him
Mammon
~ Possessive Tsun-Yandere He is already seen as clingy normally, now take that and multiply it by 100. Mammon will not leave your side, besides you going to the bathroom or changing. He will never admit how much he loves you in the beginning. He is the Avatar of Greed. He craves your attention, he wants to always have you to himself. He hates watching you interact with his brothers. As much as he wants to take you away to have you all to himself, he can’t. Mammon has power in the Devildom. Most demons fear him, he can make sure you don’t talk to anyone else as he can scare off lower ranked Demons. While you are still in your bubble of being friends with the brothers, Diavolo, Barbatos and the other exchange students Mammon makes sure everyone knows you are his. He will make sure his pact mark is able to be visible, if its at a spot thats hard to show, he will make sure to leave some sort of marking to show who owns you “Oi MC! Where do ya think you’re going without the Great Mammon!“ “Levi and his stupid games...taking away my human...” “I would kill Lucifer if I could...Mc is mine..” “What is Belphie doing taking my human.” “Beel better stay away from my Human.” “Satan! Mc AND The great Mammon with study with you.” “Watch where ya hands are going Asmo.” You’re HIS human. The most valuable thing to him!
Leviathan
~ Jealous Possessive [Insecure] Yandere We all knew this. But he is really bad with his jealousy. He is a bit manipulative, like a combination of Mammon and Lucifer yandere, but mix in the Jealousy and insecuries.  Levi tends to keep his distance and glare at who you are taking to. He will get you to switch over to online school with him so he can spend more time with you. If you try to get away, he calls himself ‘useless disgusting Otaku’ to get you to feel pity and stay with him.  He will always be angry and jealous if you even look at someone else. You are his Henry! You’re meant to hang out with him! Of course you don’t want to hang out with a useless otaku like him! You see him as gross don’t you? “Of course you want to be with Lucifer, you don’t want to be with a useless otaku like me.” “I got a new game Mc! You are going to hang out with Mammon? Lets just beat one level together before!” “You can study with me and not Satan, you want to study with him because I’m a disgusting Otaku right?!” “You are leaving me for Asmo?! Is it because he is pretty while I’m a gross Otaku who doesn’t leave me room?” “Beel invited you to dinner? But I already got our game set up and make dinner...” “Belphie wants to take a nap with you? Why don’t you want to hang out with a gross otaku like me?” Levi continues to be possessive over you. You are his Henry! He wants you to be safe with him! Unless “You think I’m a gross Otaku MC?” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hope you enjoyed :] Masterlist
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onthewaytosomewhere · 5 months ago
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WIP Acrostic Game
ok - so i got a few tags for this over the weekend (and i do luv me a tag game) so i have multiple words for it luckily some of those words share letters - so they'll also share sentences - in THE ONLY FIC I'M OPENNG TODAY - BCUZ IT NEEDS TO BE FINISHED LOLZ (the were/vamp coffee shop (with bonus soulmates that snuck up on me) fic) - also hoping this will make me get ready to whip the words out for this thing lolz
💚thanks bunches for the tags @cha-melodius @caterpills @tailsbeth-writes @fullerthanskippy @anincompletelist
@littlemisskittentoes @kiwiana-writes @sophie1973 @stellarmeadow
HUGE OPEN TAG TO ANYONE WHO MAY NOT HAVE ALREADY DONE THIS OVER THE WEEKEND (and a few tags under the cut for a few peeps just in case lolz)
Rules: From your story/WIP, find sentences that start with each letter of the given word. (oops i forgot the rules lolz)
MY WORD(S): BOLT, PACE, FORK, FIRST, RUSH, FAME, FANG, RINGS - YOUR WORD: SHOP
B -Before becoming one himself, his only contact with any of them had been his sister, June, and her wife, Nora. O -Only a few months in, he has an established overnight rotation of regulars, and they all help each other navigate life in the city. L -Let’s just say that my last case was against some fuckwad werewolf fratboys who had beaten my client, and I realized I wasn’t above a little vigilante justice if they hadn’t been found guilty. T - To this day, he’s afraid that if that hadn’t been the case, he might not have been able to fight the urge to get justice of his own for her. (the fact that there's 2 sentences about this from 2 different parts makes me giggle lolz)
P - Please forget I said that. A - Alex, sometimes, on slow nights, finds himself drawn to just standing behind the counter and watching as Henry is engrossed in what he’s working on that night. C - Completing the bond does not actually require ‘third-date activities’ if you so choose. E - Either way, he feels as if they’re one—as if they’re not separate beings but two parts of one whole.
F - From what we were told when we had you checked out, the fact that you’re a werewolf is the only reason you are alive currently. O - SEE ABOVE R -Raf understands as a lycan himself, but having been born one, he has more control, not just from the years of experience. K - NONE
F - SEE ABOVE I - I was here in this club, and there was this guy 
 R - SEE ABOVE S - So, while the sign reads ‘closed’ after 9 pm, you can say that is when the real “nightlife” happens. T - SEE ABOVE
R - SEE ABOVE U - Unfortunately, what Liam told you about my family and their messed-up rules about claiming vamps we sire is true S - SEE ABOVE H - He hates to think about it, but he still wonders if the realization hadn’t happened if he might still be working his way to partner in Raf’s law firm.
F - SEE ABOVE A - SEE ABOVE M - Might as well get a jump on making sure everything is ready for Nora and the morning crowd, as it looks like this will be one of his slower nights. E - SEE ABOVE
F - SEE ABOVE A - SEE ABOVE N - Nora thinks the irony that Alex’s big bi-revelation leads to him being turned means something. G - Granted, some of it he ‘overhears’ due to enhanced senses, but anything too sensitive, he’s learned to keep to himself.
R - SEE ABOVE I - SEE ABOVE N - SEE ABOVE G - SEE ABOVE S - So he waits for Henry to speak again, letting the silence hang between them. (this letter was already used as well but i felt bad this word had no sentences lolz)
💚tag ur it!! @adreamareads @typicalopposite @hgejfmw-hgejhsf @thinkof-england @piratefalls
@priincebutt @judasofsuburbia @suseagull04
just in case you didn't already do this!! 😘💚
now i'm off to switch the laundry and finish this thing lolz
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yansimstorythatiwillnotworkon · 5 months ago
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#10
Friday
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Almost every student came to the funeral, but additionally, no one bothered to count heads. Some students came, some didn’t. One of the more noticeable absences were Shoku who had stayed home, along with Geiju. Amai’s parents were likely planning a separate funeral somewhere more meaningful. Outside of Shoku, the rest of the Cooking Club attended, all with their own amount of grief.
Ajia refused to speak to anyone, and stayed near the back with her parents. Seiyo’s sister accompanied him, his own parents nowhere to be seen. He didn’t have many friends outside of the club, but Fureddo did come over to talk to him, which he likely appreciated. Kenko was here alone, but was surrounded by his classmates and peers, clearly attempting to steady his own mind after the incident. Despite his willingness to converse with his peers, he was still quiet and only gave short responses.
“Ayano.” Scilla called out softly, looking anxious as usual, but not entirely remorseful as the others looked.
Ayano turned to look at him, attempting to mock the dread on her peers’ faces, but likely only looking unsettled. Which he was. Hopefully this next weekend will give her time to properly calm down. “Scilla.”
“Hi.” Scilla clears his throat awkwardly. “I-I didn’t know that the cut was that deep.” He says. When Ayano doesn’t respond immediately, he haphazardly shoves his hand into his pocket. It looked to be a small, scuffed wallet, and was packed with a couple hundred dollars, it seemed.
Before reaching a hand out to grab it, Ayano lifts an eyebrow at Scilla, as if asking what exactly it was for. He didn’t seem like he could, but this could be some sort of bribe. With a nervous laugh, he says, “For like- h-hospital bills and stuff. Ahem. I know that they’re super expensive..”
Ayano pauses in thought, wondering if he was lying, before remembering that he did only recently move to Japan. “Universal Health Care covers my injuries.” She says, folding her arms. “I’ll go if it gets any worse.”
“Oh
 Oh, yeah..” Scilla nods, his face red in embarrassment as he seems to recall that fact. “Sorry, I forgot. I went to the hospital pretty often in the US so
” He stops, realizing that Ayano probably didn’t care for the reason.
As Scilla stands awkwardly stiff and avoids Ayano’s gaze, she decides to speak up. “You don’t seem too upset about the current
 event.” She says, looking back to the stage, which had the preparations hidden behind the giant curtain.
“I-I didn’t really know Amai that well.” Scilla quickly explains, lightly scratching the wallet in his hand. “...It’s sad that
 that she passed, I know that. That’s why I’m here, to pay respects, and..” He clears his throat and takes a deep breath. “...I’m just trying to let people know that I’m sad she’s gone, too. I don’t have the
 the best reputation, after all.”
“Sounds like you’re using Amai’s death to try to make yourself look better.” Ayano says, folding her arms with a judgemental look.
Immediately hunching his back over in shame, Scilla hangs his head, looking guilty. “Don’t s
 Don’t say it like that, Ayano..” Despite his visual attempts to defend himself, he only ends up deflating. Rather than saying anything, he shoves the wallet into Ayano’s hands. “J-Just take this as an apology for the injury.” He says quickly, before quickly walking off.
Some might feel compelled to bring the money back, ‘It’s your money, and you’ve already apologized.’ But from how Ayano sees it, that’s a couple hundred less cash she has to worry about. She quickly pockets the wallet and looks around the gymnasium. The ceremony had yet to start, and so far students just mingled and mourned in the darkest wear they could find, if not black.
As Ayano looks around, she suddenly spots Kokona sitting down by herself, her gaze stuck on her phone. Not Riku or any of her friends seemed to be around, so Ayano assumed that this was because she asked to be alone. Of course, Kokona didn’t know that Ayano knew that, so approaching her would be an innocent act in her eyes. Checking up on her would be an ever more beneficial act to show how much Ayano “cared”.
“Hi, Kokona.” Ayano greets, unintentionally shocking the girl. Before Kokona abruptly turned off her phone with a sad smile, Ayano spotted that she was texting someone. She gives Kokona a sympathetic look and speaks in a soft tone as she continues. “You seem distracted. Is there anything wrong?”
Kokona opens her mouth to respond, and ends up letting out a tearful laugh as she looks back down to her shut off phone. “I-I really wish I was better at lying at times like these.” She inhales sharply as Ayano pats her on the back and exhales shakily. “I’m just
 This week turned out to be such a disaster so quickly. I-I’m just not sure what to do with myself right now.”
“Take your time.” Ayano says quietly, rubbing Kokona’s back. “I’ll wait.”
After a moment of a few deep breaths and blinking rapidly, Kokona speaks up. “Riku couldn’t come today- or more precisely his parents wouldn’t let him come and they haven’t told either of us why, yet. I could not stop crying earlier so I sat over here to calm down, and- and then I decided to ask Saki’s parents about her and- and they just–” Kokona sucks in another deep breath and just hands Ayano the phone.
The conversation between Kokona and Saki’s mother was nothing short of cruel. It could likely be excused as dread on Saki’s mother’s part, but that didn’t entirely excuse the things she was saying to Kokona. The conversation starts ten minutes ago with:
You: I’m at the funeral right now. Have you still not heard from Saki?
Mrs. Miyu: If I had I wouldn’t tell you, Haruka.
Mrs. Miyu: I don’t know why you keep messaging me.
You: I’m just worried about Saki.
You: She’s my best friend.
You: She hasn’t contacted me either.
Mrs. Miyu: And she shouldn’t.
Mrs. Miyu: If Saki wasn’t so adamant on following you to that wretched school, none of this would have happened.
You: I know you’re upset, Mrs. Miyu, but Saki made that choice on her own. I couldn’t have told her what to and not to do in that situation.
Mrs. Miyu: Chinatsu shouldn’t have bothered trying to get to know you or your blasted father.
Mrs. Miyu: You’re just like that old wreck.
You: My father hasn’t done anything wrong!
Mrs. Miyu: Except influence you to influence my daughter.
Mrs. Miyu: If you weren’t so “supportive” of her, she would have changed that addiction of hers and wouldn’t have been so susceptible to that girl’s death.
Mrs. Miyu: I guess in the end it’s my fault for allowing all of this to happen.
You: It isn’t an addiction, she just likes sweets!
You: And she’s been trying her best to change her habits. I think she’s doing very well.
You: It’s just that you and others around her are pressuring her to do so at the same time and it’s stressing her out.
Mrs. Miyu: Are you questioning my parenting?
You: I think if everyone was a bit more gentle on her
You: No! Not at all!
Mrs. Miyu: Saki was always so rebellious when it had anything to do with you.
Mrs. Miyu: Constantly sneaking out to watch your “dates” and buying you things with MY money.
Mrs. Miyu: You oughta be ashamed of yourself!
You: I’m sorry.
Mrs. Miyu: Nothing good ever comes from Saki whenever it has something to do with you.
You: I’m sorry
Mrs. Miyu: If anything, YOU are the most suspicious person to me since YOU seem to have SO MUCH control over her actions!
You: I promise I wouldn’t do anything to hurt Saki
You: I’m so, so sorry
You: Just please don’t talk about her as if she’s already gone
<This number has blocked you. Any further messages will not be sent unless you are unblocked.>
“Kokona, that’s
” Ayano starts, but stops immediately upon seeing Kokona with her knees pulled up to her face, refusing to look up at her.
Kokona sniffs into her dress, her voice shaky and muffled because of the fabric. “Nothing is going right, Ayano. I wish- god, I just wish that none of this had happened. Everything went so horribly in less than an hour, and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do about it..”
It was normal for Kokona to react this way about this whole situation. Ayano just didn’t know what to say about it. Her plan of seeming like a great person backfired as soon as Kokona began crying. She’s never cried, so her mother never needed to comfort her. What would her mother have done in this situation?
“I wish Riku were here. I wish Saki were here.” Kokona pauses, before muttering quietly. “I wish my mom were here
”
Ayano’s mother never comforted Ayano. But whenever she was comforting others, she would often offer a hug. An embrace in hopes of making the other party feel better. That would have to work for now.
Silently, Ayano wrapped her arms around Kokona’s form, which seemed smaller, almost more child-like now that she had hunched herself up. As soon as she did, Kokona leaned her head into the crook of Ayano’s neck and sobbed quietly. Thankfully, there were already other tearful parties littered in and outside of the gymnasium, so Kokona’s breakdown didn’t drag over any attention.
After a couple of minutes of crying and then silence, Kokona leans back and wipes her eyes. “Thank you, Ayano. I’m glad that you’re here, at least.” She says, standing up with her small purse in hand. “I
 I probably screwed up my make up, right? I’m going to the bathroom..” She sniffs, slowly shuffling out of the gymnasium.
Ayano’s own dress was now wet with tears on her shoulder, but others probably wouldn’t notice. She didn’t stand up, and instead stared at the phone that Kokona left behind. After staring at it for a moment, she gets a text from her own phone.
Info-Chan: Extra info points if you download me onto this phone as well ;D
That’s really all Ayano needed to see to stand up and stuff the phone into her own bag. She begins walking to the gymnasium door. Before she can leave, however, Kenko appears at the doorway, about to walk through as well. “Oh, Ayano.” He blinks, a bit surprised, but he almost looks relieved to see her. “Hi. How are you feeling?”
Internally, Ayano almost feels drained by all of the mentions about Amai. She was already dead, and Ayano didn’t want to think about her anymore. Of course, it would be foolish of her to think that everyone would be discussing their favorite books at a funeral dedicated to Amai.
“..I don’t think I’ve come to terms with it just yet.” Ayano claims, folding her arms and looking away. “I feel like
 all of it just
 hasn’t caught up to me yet. I dread when it does, though.”
Kenko sighs, frowning sympathetically to Ayano. “I understand how you feel. This was an event that
 no one saw coming.” He tugs at his sleeve and fixes up the tie of his suit. “Shock or not, you seem to be taking this well, Ayano. I’m glad to see that others aren’t too
 lost in sorrow despite the events. We might need more calm people like you around.”
Ayano gives a small smile. “Well, don’t say that.. I’m more concerned that you haven’t shed a tear yet.” She says, tilting her head to the side.
“I have. Of course, I have, just
 not here.” Kenko says, folding his arms as well. “Me breaking down here would only serve to make others run to me instead of focusing on the matter at hand.” He nods to the stage curtain. “I’m of course not saying that anyone crying is looking for attention. But
 I just feel like that’s all I can do for Amai right now.”
He pauses for a second before adding. “..Shoku is the only one who’s invited to Amai’s proper funeral out of everyone in the club.” Kenko pulls out a small picture out of his breast pocket with a frown. “It’s not my right to be upset about that choice. Shoku was closest to her and
 it’s her parents’ wish. I won’t try to convince them otherwise, but
 I wish I had a chance to apologize to Amai.”
Before Ayano can respond, Ajia suddenly runs past the two, and Seiyo quickly walks after her. Kenko grabs his arm and gives him a stern look. “Seiyo..” He sighs, “I know you don’t mean any harm, but if you get punched, it’s not her fault.”
Seiyo frowns and nods. “I’m
 prepared for that.” He says, walking off again as soon as Kenko lets him go.
After Kenko sighs, Ayano speaks up about their topic before they were briefly interrupted.  “You didn’t do anything wrong, Kenko.” She says, patting his arm in an attempt to be comforting.
The gesture seems to work to an extent, as Kenko smiles at her, but not for long. “I know. I did my best ever since she came back. I made sure to. Everyone in the club knows that, and I know she knew that, too.”
Kenko closes his eyes and exhales, raising his hand up not to his tie, but to his neck, rubbing the front of it with an almost distressed expression. “I guess I want to apologize for
 for not noticing what she was going through, maybe. Not everyone can talk about their struggles. The line between that resulting from cowardice or bravery is very blurry, but I believe that that makes Amai very strong. I’m
 sorry for not being as helpful as I thought I was being. Every one of my efforts this week seems like it meant nothing now that she’s gone.”
Ayano pauses for a moment. Unlike the others, Kenko doesn’t seem like he doubts that he was the best he could have been during Amai’s return. Naturally, this doesn’t leave him without some form of
 regret? Ayano wasn’t sure. She never could be. She sighs silently and removes Kenko’s hand from his neck, instead cupping it inside of her own hands. “I know you don’t need to hear this, but I’m sure Amai was thankful as well. I didn’t know her as well as you and the others did, and I wish I had the time to, but
 I feel like if Amai had any lingering expectations for anyone, you wouldn’t be one of the options.”
Ayano squeezes Kenko’s hand a bit, and he responds with a genuine smile. “I agree
 I think.. Heh.” He shakes his head at himself with a light chuckle. “You’re very sweet to help make me feel better, Ayano. We haven’t interacted much, but I appreciate your kindness. And your help a couple days ago. I hope that after this incident I can get to know you better.” He says.
Nodding to her thank you, Kenko continues past her in order to speak to one of their other mourning peers. Ayano watches him leave for a quick second, at the very least so it didn’t look like she was desperate to leave to others. After that quick second she did indeed walk back to the school.
Thankfully, there were no rules against going through the school halls, even grabbing some stuff if anything was left after the rush on Wednesday. The only thing off-limits was the roof until the tall fence was finished being built.
Similar to the process with Mai, Ayano was able to easily put Info-Chan’s functions into Kokona’s phone. As she was walking out, however, she bumped into one of her peers. Who, as it turns out, was not mourning with the rest of them.
“Oh, hey.” Bea lifts an eyebrow Ayano’s way, before glancing behind her to the rows of computers. “What’re you doing in here?” She asks, looking back at Ayano nonchalantly.
Ayano shakes her head dismissively. “Just needed some time alone.” She says, nodding to the room. “I usually sit in here when I need that time.”
“Hm.” Bea folds her arms with an almost suspicious grin. “Yeah, well, it’s an awfully strange place to mourn. But to each their own, I guess.” She looks down to Ayano’s hand, which was still holding Kokona’s phone. “Ain’t that Kokona’s?”
Looking at the phone in question, Ayano realizes just how easily identifiable the phone was as Kokona’s. She was one of the few who added charms and customized her phone, and her style was very recognizable. Flowers and baked goods stickers and such. “...yes. Kokona left it with me and I forgot to bring it back.”
The reasoning seemed believable enough, as Bea simply shrugged at her response. Before Ayano can excuse herself, however, Bea holds out her hand. “You can keep chilling in here, then, I guess. I’ll take this back to Kokona for you.”
While originally suspicious of Bea, Ayano realized that keeping the phone to herself could be ruled as suspicious in her own right. If anything, playing the “too sad to do it myself” card might be beneficial for Ayano to some extent.
With that thought, Ayano nodded and handed her the phone. “Okay. Thanks.” She says. Bea nods in response and heads back down stairs in order to look for Kokona. For a moment, Ayano will likely have to sit in the computer lab so that her story actually sticks together.
So, Ayano grabs one of the chairs and sits down on it. As soon as she does, she gets an immediate text from Info-Chan.
Info-Chan: Did you do the full process?
Yan-Chan: What?
Info-Chan: Did you complete the hacking process?
Yan-Chan: Yes. I did exactly what you told me to last time.
Yan-Chan: Didn’t you gain access?
Info-Chan: For a moment.
Info-Chan: But Kokona Haruka is no longer on my records of access.
Yan-Chan: I already finished.
Yan-Chan: I should still get my pay.
Info-Chan: Very funny.
Info-Chan: No access, no pay.
Ayano scoffs, standing up and walking back out of the room despite her earlier judgment. She wasn’t sure how much time she had left before the funeral officially started, but she figured that she should use whatever time she had either finding another phone or doing some other task.
That’s when she ran into someone for- who knows how many times by now. Based on the sudden shove Ayano was awarded with, she would have assumed that it was from a student council member she ran into, but it wasn’t. It was a shorter student with long black hair, who wasn’t actually wearing anything dark to support the event, but instead just a variant of the regular school uniform.
The girl glared at Ayano after her firm shove and briskly walked past her, looking left and right as if in search of something. Ayano held a hand to her stomach. Frankly, not even Aoi had given her such a needlessly violent shove- if Ayano were to be dramatic, she’d even call it some form of punch.
“So, you’ve met her.” A voice said in a quiet tone. Turning, Ayano realized that it was Frankie, who stayed to the side until the black-haired girl turned the corner. “Lori, I mean.”
Ayano frowns with a nod. Thinking back, Lori’s appearance and the description Frankie, Hana and Cassie gave matched incredibly well. Short, black haired, clearly very antisocial if not just outright violent. “I guess so.” Ayano says, looking back down the hall to where Lori just left. “Is she looking for you?”
“Yeah. Well, I mean, probably.” Frankie says with a shrug. She barely out of breath, as if she’d been running from Lori this entire event. “I went to the girls’ room to wash up and she was just- waiting there! I think there might actually be a dent in one of the lockers right now from the punch she tried to land on me.”
With an uncomfortable expression, Ayano patted her stomach where Lori had shoved her. “I
 can’t imagine what it must be like being actively beaten by her.” Realistically, Ayano didn’t feel much concern for Frankie, but it seemed stupid to allow herself to be harassed and assaulted like that almost daily. “Why haven’t you called the cops yet?”
Sighing, Frankie shakes her head. “I did. Once. But then Lori started, like
 crying when she was brought to the station. They took her into another room and next thing I knew she was getting left off the hook.” She shrugs.
Frankie takes another peek past Ayano suddenly, but calms down after seeing that it was just Kuroko down the hall. “She’s been more sneaky about it, I’ll admit. If I’m around a big group of people or something she’ll back off for a while.”
Ayano folds her arms, tilting her head to the side. “So, why haven’t you told anyone? Budo, the staff, your parents I’m sure would do something about it if you told them.” She points out, to which hesitates, pulling her lips into a tight line.
“....well, about that..” Frankie pauses again, before sighing, “...I mean, it’s more- ohhhh shit..” She stops abruptly and speed walks away from Ayano. When Ayano looks at what Frankie had seen, she spots the familiar dark-haired girl speed walking- nearly jogging after her.
Part of Ayano wanted to follow them, maybe help Frankie out, but then she realized that being bloodied and bruised while trying to help likely wouldn’t do her any good- not for a slightly better reputation at least. Thankfully, an announcement on the intercoms interrupted her thoughts.
“The funeral is now starting. Students and staff, please make your way to the gymnasium.”
With one last press on her stomach just to make sure she was alright, Ayano continued on her way to the gymnasium, following the other group of students who weren’t in the gymnasium yet.
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“Ajia, you– mph!” Seiyo pauses momentarily as his face is met with his own apron after the girl had thrown it at him. He had followed Ajia into the school when she stormed off. It was his presence that caused her to excuse herself from her family and run off, but Seiyo felt like this was a desperate time. Maybe the only time Ajia might even be desperate enough to shut up and listen to him for once. Desperate times do call for desperate measures, after all.
“Always nagging me.. Always SO persistent!” Ajia groans loudly, walking to the other side of the counter to stay at least a couple feet away from Seiyo. “And of all times, too! You just can’t LIVE without following me around, can you?!”
Seiyo was always a patient person, sure, and now he had to be more patient than ever since he was the one pushing his luck. “I-I know, Ajia, you hate me, I’ve come to terms with that, but this is the one time that I need you to listen to me.”
Throwing her arms up in the air, Ajia lets out another dreadful groan. “Of course you do! It’s always been about you, hasn’t it?! ‘Ajia, I need this! Ajia, please listen to this!’ What sort of moron would continuously bother someone who clearly doesn’t care at ALL for what they have to say?!”
Seiyo paused, thinking over how Ajia worded it. She was right, to some extent. He did always nag her. If she ever left the room without them speaking, he would follow her for a couple of minutes in order to tell her something.
It didn’t matter if Seiyo tried to make the topic about something he knew Ajia liked. It didn’t matter if he tried to say one thing and then let her comment on it in an attempt to not ramble on and on. At the end of the day, Ajia just hated him. Again, that was something that he was aware of. He had just also convinced himself that maybe if he took different approaches, tried to be a little bit less of himself, he could find a way for Ajia to stand his presence.
Swallowing a lump in his throat, Seiyo nodded. “I know, I get it. But I know you need help right now, and I don’t want to see you in such a horrible state. It feels
 it doesn’t feel nice to see you in such a mess when it isn’t my fault.” He sucked in a shaky breath and quickly added, “And also, it’s not your fault, either.”
“You-!!” Ajia gripped the collar of her dress in frustration as more tears spilled out of her eyes again. She seemed to choke on her own words and gritted her teeth in anger.
“It’s not! I want you to know that!” Seiyo said quickly and loudly, hoping that he could somehow seem louder than whatever horrible thoughts were flooding Ajia’s mind at the moment.
“I don’t care!” Ajia grabbed her phone from her pocket and threw it at Seiyo, successfully hitting him in the eye. “I don’t care what you want! It is! It
” She takes a moment to look at Seiyo’s eye, which he quickly covers with his hand, and his troubled expression.
With several shaky, quick breaths, Ajia’s legs eventually fail her and she crumples to the floor. “It.. It.. It is my
 my fault
” She insists beneath sobs, her breath barely coming through correctly through her panicked huffs and gasps.
Seiyo walks over to her side immediately and kneels down next to her. “Ajia, I promise you it’s not.” He repeated, tearing up himself at her dread.
“She.. hhh
 she said
” With another shaky inhale, Ajia eventually spits out her words. “She said.. ‘I know you’re a good person deep down’, Seiyo!” She raises her hands to cradle her head as she continues sobbing. “That means- I- I didn’t SHOW her that I was a good person! I didn’t make that OBVIOUS! And now I’ll never fucking get to!”
“Ajia.. that
” Seiyo hesitates, thinking as quickly as he can to decide how exactly he could reassure Ajia.
“How- hic- how bad of a person do I have to be, that
 that acting how I have my whole life is enough for someone like Amai to believe that I’m not a good person?! I–” Ajia’s breath becomes heavier and she keeps her eyes shut tight, sick of staring at a blurry, dark floor. “-I’m so- so- horrible! I’ll never be a good per-son and I’ll never- hhh- ever make it up to Amai for everything I’ve done to her! It’s my fault it’s
 hhh
 my
 hhh
 Fault.”
As soon as Ajia allowed her arms to fall to the floor, Seiyo wrapped his own arms around her shoulder and kept her close to his chest. For once, Ajia didn’t intervene and simply sobbed into his chest, hardly being able to catch her breath due to the panic and dread running through her veins right now.
After about five minutes, an announcement rang on the intercom, telling everyone that it was time to attend the funeral. Still, though, Ajia hadn’t been able to calm down, and didn’t react to the announcement at all. A couple minutes later, Ajia’s sobs had decreased to muffled heavy breathing into Seiyo’s chest.
As she got quieter, Seiyo gently patted her head and said in a quieter tone, “I know you hate me, Ajia. But I don’t hate you at all. The people you think hate you really don’t, especially not Amai.” He pauses, trying to keep himself from crying as well.
“What happened is something I’m sure we could have helped with, but only if Amai had told us what she was going through.” Again, he felt the need to add. “It’s not your fault, Ajia. It’s none of our fault.”
Ajia didn’t respond, so Seiyo leaned his cheek on top of her head and continued speaking softly. “
I know you hate me, Ajia, and that’s alright. You don’t need to like me at all. But, again, I do really care for you and I admire you. I followed you because I hated seeing you upset, and even if I couldn’t, I wanted to try to help make you feel better.” He gently rubs her back and closes his eyes. “This is going to take a while to handle, Ajia, I know. But you have all the time that you’ll give yourself. 
I sincerely hope that you give yourself all the time you need to cope. You don’t need to stay in the cooking club and you don’t need to cook again, but I know you can.”
Exhausted, Ajia’s breathing finally settles down, but she still remains silent. Still, Seiyo stays with her. “I believe in you, Ajia. I always will.”
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The ceremony was just about as Ayano expected. If anything, it was draining to look as depressed as she did throughout the whole thing. Putting effort into an expression for an extended period of time always was stressful for Ayano.
It was the end of the ceremony, and everyone was either talking again as before, or leaving immediately. Amongst the crowd, Enpitsu seemed to be standing alone. Ayano couldn’t entirely place his expression. It seemed like he was exhausted. He was one to socialize, so maybe he was more affected by the atmosphere than he seemed.
Others that Ayano had spoken to like Tsubaki, who helped bring a bunch of flowers, were just as depressed and almost awkwardly standing alone. Perhaps she was just too uncomfortable to speak with anyone right now. Mai was also sitting alone, just staring at her phone. She had dyed her hair a light, soft green, which didn’t match the color scheme. Apparently, she had done so because it was Amai’s favorite color, and she wanted to honor her for a time.
Toga was speaking with Kuroko, who seemed the most troubled out of the whole student council. As much as Ayano would like to learn more about what they were talking about, she knew that getting in hearing range would arouse some sort of suspicion. So instead she turned her attention to


Taro Yamada. He looked stunning in a suit. If only the school uniform were more dull and dark instead of the light color palette it had today. After all of her months of stalking, she realized that he did indeed look better in black, dark red, and darker colors in general. She didn’t know how he did it.
Currently, he was speaking to Osana and Kyuji, obviously about the past events. Maybe they were trying to make him feel better. But, then, that raised the question, where was Raibaru? As Ayano looked around, there was a tap on her shoulder. Lo and behold, Raibaru stood there with a sympathetic smile. “Hi, Ayano. How are you holding up?”
Before Ayano can answer, Raibaru suddenly backtracks and sighs. “Oh, what am I kidding? I guess that’s a pretty stupid question to ask right now, huh?” She says, shaking her head disapprovingly at her own question.
“I appreciate you asking regardless, Raibaru.” Ayano says, holding her arms behind her back. “It’s the thought that counts in this situation, isn’t it?”
Raibaru gives a light sigh but nods. “Yeah, I guess it is.” She says with a sad frown. “I’m not sure how the cooking club is going to be able to recover after this.” Looking down, Raibaru crosses her arms. “I know that I didn’t really know Amai that well, but I know that she was a very sweet person. Everyone knows that. It’s
” She shakes her head. “..well, I guess rambling about it isn’t going to fix my problems. You never did answer, did you?”
Ayano smiles. “I’m doing alright. The only problem I’m having right now is the thought that I may be taking this too lightly.” She says fauxing a nervous look as she looks to the floor. “I didn’t know Amai personally either, so the only thing I’m depressed out, I think, is the toll her suicide will take on the school. Is that
 bad?”
“I don’t think so, Ayano.” Raibaru shakes her head, and then offers Ayano a smile. “In fact, it’s pretty noble of you to think of the school at a time like this. Not to say that everyone focused on Amai is selfish, of course. But setting grief aside to focus on bigger, longer-lasting matters is a very mature thing to do.” She points out with a smile, “So, good job.”
As Ayano folds her hands together, she offers Raibaru a brighter smile. “Thank you. That’s relieving to hear.”
“Students. Guests.” A voice called from the microphone. Miss Kunahito stood up there with her own black gown on, and bowed her head respectfully. “We’ll unfortunately need to leave the school at this moment in order to leave the halls and outer grounds open for the fences on the roof to continue being built.” She gave a solemn look, one full of regret and despair as she looked over to the makeshift memorial of flowers, gifts, and pictures set up on the stage. “Say goodbye if you need to, and please make your way to the exit at your own pace. Thank you.”
Raibaru sighs. “I’m going to go check on Osana.” She says, rubbing her hands on her dress almost nervously. “These past events have been
 dreadful, to say the least, but I’m sure with people like you around, we can get back to our prime.” She says, smiling at Ayano before taking her leave.
Ayano herself simply left after that whole event. Her presence was known. Her peers knew that she attended the funeral, and frankly, that was all that she needed. It was more exhausting than she had hoped that it would be, but the effort she put into her reputation would eventually pay off.
Info-Chan: Once again, congratulations on eliminating your rival.
Info-Chan: Attending the funeral will show to your peers that you care about their well-being and health :)
Info-Chan: Keep this up, and you’ll win over your Senpai in no time. ;D
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catgrandpa · 1 year ago
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I am a staunch supporter of Hawks x the Todoroki family. That sounds bad but I promise it’s not in a weird way.
Obviously it would be separately and also not illegal for Shouto.
Endeavor/Hawks is like hero worship and falling into bed together a few times after a rough fight. Enji insists it means nothing and it’s just a way to deal with the excess adrenaline and it’s not happening again. It happens again. It happens a lot of agains.
Now
. Rei/Hawks? Hell. Yeah. Not romantically, this is purely sexual. Hot Young Hero Gets Pegged By Sexy Milf Divorcee. I can see the hub logo already. Idk how they’d meet tbh maybe he saves her or she divorced Enji rather than
 what happened:/ But they meet and sparks immediately fly, and he takes her back to his penthouse and they freak it.
Dabi/Hawks. Classic. My favorite. Sweet and spicy. The tension and the romance is unparalleled. I don’t even need to type any of this out because what happens in canon is already perfect enough. If all of these ships happen in the same universe, this is endgame. But also, if these all happen in the same universe, the first family dinner where Touya brings his bf home and the room is just full of people hawks has slept with
 delightfully awful.
Fuyumi/Hawks is where we start to get some sweet innocent dating. Maybe they met while Hawks did a press assembly at her school. Maybe the kids staged a meet cute or smth, parent trap style. They date for a few months, and spend a handful of nights together, but ultimately decide that neither of them are in a spot in their lives where they can pursue a serious relationship. They part on good terms, and occasionally still talk as friends.
Natsuo/Hawks. Baby’s first one night stand đŸ„° buuuttt it turns into booty call for sure. Natsu is freshly 18. He’s finally his own person. He’s in university, he has his own apartment. Things are good. So he goes clubbing and meets the youngest hero to reach top 10, and he just so happens to want to go home with him. They toe the line of booty call and friends with benefits, but they don’t really hang out much because hero work and university are Very time consuming.
Shouto/ Hawks. Stop side eyeing me, I said it wasn’t weird or illegal. I intentionally put a space after the slash, it’s unrequited. Hawks was simply Shouto’s sexual awakening, just as I’m sure he was many other kids that age. Shouto never had any sort of attraction to anyone until Hawks showed up in the hero scene. At first he saw his press debut and was just ‘oh wow that man is very attractive. Guess I’m mildly attracted to boys now.’ And then he saw Hawks on tv, covered in soot, walking out of a burning building while holding a baby in one arm and a kitten in the other and he decided then and there that he would never look at another man in his life because no one could ever compare.
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dtabookclub · 2 years ago
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Q&A
What is Down To Agincourt (often abbreviated as DTA)?
An apocalyptic Destiel fanfic series set in the endverse universe. You can click here to access the series on AO3. Oh, and it's over a million words long (more on this later).
What's the book club and how can I join?
A discord server for anyone who is interested to read along and discuss the series. This is a google calendar link to the discussion timeline. Click here to join the discord if you are interested!
General rules and disclaimers about the server:
This is an adult space. Discussion of adult themes is allowed, but please be respectful (i.e. if someone requests a trigger warning, please be courteous). No racism, sexism, transphobia, antisemitism, ableism, or other form of discrimination is permitted. Please also know that I am reading this for the first time along with you, so i may not be able to provide content warnings ahead of time. If anyone is rereading with us and would be willing to do this, please reach out
How long is it again? How much time will this take me?
1,121,311 words (which is pretty long)! If you follow my schedule, you will be reading an average 11,000 words a day (exact numbers depends on chapter length), for 101 days. This is a similar pace to reading a book the same length as A Picture of Dorian Gray per week. Note that for the first two fics in the series, it's a bit higher (~14-15k per day), and lower for the third fic (~16k every two days) Another good frame of reference for word count would be the complete Potter series. (I am loath to even acknowledge JK, but this is a good way to put the length in perspective, as most people are familiar with the series). Of course, these examples are all different reading levels, and how long it takes will ultimately depend on your own reading speed
Can anyone join?
The fics in this series are rated mature to explicit, so I do ask that you do not join if you are under the age of 18. Since this will be my first time reading through as well, I am not familiar enough with the material to say whether it is suitable for minors. Other than that, pretty much anyone is welcome! You do not need to follow me or anyone else (though you might want to follow this blog for updates).
When does it start? What's the exact timeline?
The discussion for chapter one will start on May 22nd, and the final chapter will finish on August 30th. This gives people a little time to get the word out, or get a head start on reading! Discussion of each day's chapter can begin at 12 am eastern time. If google calendar does not work for anyone, please let me know! I would be happy to type it out as a list if needed
What if I fall behind? Or read ahead?
There will be separate channels for people who are behind schedule and ahead of schedule. Please make sure to read and follow the spoiler tagging guidelines when using these channels. (These will be pinned in each channel)
Are re-readers welcome?
Absolutely! In fact, it would be great to have some people who are already familiar with the series. For example, since it will be my first time reading through, I won't be able to provide content warnings for those who ask; if someone who has read the fics already would be willing to fill this role, I'm sure it would be appreciated. As long as you follow the spoiler rules, we're happy to have you!!! There is also a channel just for rereaders where you can discuss the entire series with no spoiler tagging required
I have a suggestion/idea/other question
great! Send me an ask on here or discord (and feel free to use anon if you are more comfortable with that) :)
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icharchivist · 1 year ago
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dgm 249 spoilers, thoughts as i'm reading
(im using a french translation as of now)
-One Shot Kill on the first page
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"After having been with his friends only for a moment while eating at his heart's content, he felt a little bit of happiness" fucking crying in the club
-Johnny still MVP
-Tiedoll has patrons??? he has a luxury mansion somewhere because he has patrons????? wow talk about the dream life. -Allen: you have patrons? woah just like Cross's mistresses Tiedoll: EX-FUCKING-CUSE ME. what an exchange, i wanted to make a joke about tiedoll being a boytoy and i held back and for what? for Allen to walk into this one on his own???
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-BABIESST BOYYYYY
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-serving cunt.
-Oh Allen actually shared SOME of what happened with Nea with the gang???? actual growth oh my god he's aCTUALLY trying not to shoulder everything on his own for once. even if he didn't share everything, that's already progress
-secret library? secret library time? like archivist time? like bookm- 👀 -A DEADLY LIBRARY???? next arc made for me--
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-"Just show them Timcanpy as a proof that you're trustworthy" OUTCH?????????
-Johnny: "i don't know if we should go there. It seems dangerous..." Kanda: "don't worry. everywhere you'll go with the beansprout will be dangerous anyway." Johnny: ". Fair but outch??" this is so funny to me please. Kanda really was just "why would you worry about a deadly library's danger when just being with Allen is danger enough"
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-THIS PANEL RULES forget what's written i'm still in denial about Nea taking over
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-oghhh pretty
-love that Kanda can't get along with anyone, go bitch give us nothing
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-OGHH PRETTY
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-AAAAH BABY
-Allen realizing and understanding than Cross and Tim both raised him to be a vessel to disappear one day, but still being unable to hate them, instead loving them so dearly for having been by his side. that's making me cry.
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"we'll always be friends. whatever happen, we will go together, Tim" fucking crying in the club
-NOOO IM NOT READY TO SEE KANDA AND TIEDOLL LEAVE :(((
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-JOHNNY BEST BOY and one of the only 3 people Kanda might allow to do something like this to start with
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-remember when Hoshino was like "oooh drawing Kanda is difficult because it's difficult drawing beautiful people"? how am i to deal when he's so pretty.
-Kanda Tsundere Moment (also: the whole manga)
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BITES FIST BITES FIST BITES FIST???
Allen believes he's not going to make it out from this journey, that once he will learn the truth he might not be able to remain himself, to remain "Allen", regardless of if Nea take over, so he tells Kanda farewell, thanking him for the journey so far, but it's so obvious they all believe it will be the end of "Allen" as we know him
it fucking guts me. god.
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-most frightening panel wtf
aand that's the end for now. a transitional chapter in between two arcs but a really good one. The separation between Kanda and Allen is really emotional.
and now, this mysterious library is on the horizon. Allen's identity is at stake. and this mysterious smiling individual (that shouldn't be Apo since he's been taken by the Noah, so maybe whoever the Librarian is and... this is a bad sign.)
and now. we wait.
i'm super hyped for the mysterious library though. Genuinely can't wait to see where it's going.
we're so back baby.
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