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i know it's been said before but seriously. the more i think about ushari the sadder i get. dude really was fucked over by everyone and didn't even get a scrap of a chance at redemption
#the same goes for all of 'unredeemed' characters but ushari is definitely the most tragic#and i will stand and die on the hill that the reptiles + sumu had it worst#they were never gonna get a redemption and that's. really disappointing#or even some sort of closure#the skinks got blasted by the lion guard before ushari died and were never seen again#kenge and sumu were 1/2 episode characters#i respect that the show is so large and there's so many characters HOWEVER#i'd prefer them to develop the villains#like please.#i would wait 10000000000 years to watch a spin off with the outlanders#tell me everything about them every detail why they're bad EVERYTHING#<- i went off there lmao#but it's true#it's what i want to see#i don't want quickly redeemed villains i want DEPTH#well.. at least janja and mzingo were redeemed in the end. that's something#watch me make an entire post about how each of the outlanders would be 'redeemed'#the lion guard#tlg#the lion guard thoughts#ushari#spinny rant
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Ben hargreeves come here I will save you. I will undoom you.. I will give you a satisfying conclusion and a better more impactful death scene(s) that actually matters in the end i promise.. sparrow ben I will write you as a character and not a plot device I swear
#The thing is. I wasn't even upset about how umbrella ben ghost-died in s2#Because the scene was beautiful and impactful and I thought it'd actually Mean something in the long run#That with sparrow Ben they'd expand on his original death and who he was and what not and then after establishing sparrow ben in s3 there'd#Some sort of repeat of what did him in in the umbrella timeline and they'd get that āSecond chanceā to save him in s4 or something#And they'd get a bittersweet sort of closure around the whole thing#But we all know how that went...#ben hargreeves#the umbrella academy#tua
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Have any of you guys ever been doodling when suddenly youāre hit by the angstiest idea ever and so you start workshopping that idea into an au as an alternate timeline to see if it would fit with the au only to create an absolutely heartbreaking and depression inducing scenario, only for your brain to decide thatās not enough and end up creating that same scenario in your two other main aus so that you end up with three deeply traumatized versions of the same character?
Anyone?
No?
Thatās fair
I call them the heartbroken trio.
We have a post-Everything Goes To Shit arc Scythe, around January ā24 Bloody, and a post-Second Takeover Harvest. You may notice I called them by their actual names and not by their usual [insert trait here]!BM names, and thatās on purpose.
See, due to various circumstances in each of their respective timelines, their twins died.
Theyāve all taken it very harshly, but express it in different ways, Scythe is more reserved yet more ruthless in her anger, Bloody has become extremely disconnected from everything, and Harvest is an anxious wreck. All their reactions are directly correlated to their twinsā death and how they perceived it.
Anyways, yeah.
New au//timeline thing. Yay?
Oh, and for your troubles
The guy who in his canon lost his twin being extremely conflicted about the newcomers. Cuz in one hand they are versions of versions of himself that he knows that he can relate even more to! But on the other hand they are versions of versions of himself that he knows that he can relate even more to.
Yeah :P
Might elaborate on these guys later
#heresyās dump of horrible ideas#literally cuz this is like actually horrible in the sense of what the characters go through#I could write one shots for each of them#and still have enough untapped lore to dump them in the Chaos House and give them the closure they need#Iām gonna stop rambling now#tsams#sams#sams au#my aus#sams bloodmoon#sams bloodtwins#tsams bloodmoon#The Sunset and Moonlight Show#the scenario becomes obvious if you know whoās place sheās at#this all started thanks to her and her second design (which none of you are prepared for)#Quiet Throes in Pooling Oil#Iād like to give you some sort of assurance about this one having some sort of comfort but I canāt#I fucking cried thinking of this one#Get in Losers; Weāre Family Now#literally no one would understand even a fragment of what the scenario requires (I really need to write that stuff)#while the others had character related reasons for the whole change in their timelines happening- these guys just got bad luck#angst#heavy angst#tw character death#tw implied character death#Original is concerned#also that tails plush is just a plush#like actually just a plush I swear over my writing motivationās tomb
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@starrz-n-waffl3-fries @burntmarshmallowqueen what do you think our characters' most important flaws are?
for kyete, it's definitely his self-doubt-- he's internalized this idea that because he's killed or otherwise hurt so many people, his own thoughts and feelings don't matter anymore because he's basically irredeemable
i think that's also why kyiro is so important (at least for kyete, might be a different story for hiro) because hiro is one of the people most affected by kyete's actions, and not only is he willing to live with him, but he also proves to kyete that he does matter and is worthy of love
#got some ideas for the others too#like for hiro i could definitely see him having to overcome his fears or learn to live with his trauma#and kyete could kind of represent either of those#for ian i could definitely see a sort of apathy#like he hasn't interacted with his parents in years and doesn't plan to because if he wanted to he would never run out of chances to do that#but his arc is about realizing that it's still important to get that closure even though he doesn't want to deal with his parents#and chip could sort of be a reminder that he still has people that care about him and that he can rely on#dierdre's way harder to pin down because she's new#all i can think of right now is āthis bitch needs to stop lying to herself ā#which sounds ok on paper#but also that's kinda just because she's denying her lesbianism#anyway#the cruel game of life#kyete st. kallu
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just my silly lil' tiefling when he's older :) didn't necessarily go through twink death, but definitely got different vibes after he got tired of kinning angel dust lol and developed a full ass frontal lobe
#dungeons & dragons#dnd#dnd art#dnd character#dnd oc#my art#my oc#tiefling#bard#also he'd use his og name again instead of his scene name#i hc him to get some sort of closure with a dude who fucking ruined his life and perception of self and made him super bitter and use his#scene name instead#cuz his og name associated with that guy too much#he's a silly wine uncle here#honestly it'll be a wonder if he'll even life to his 40s my tiefling child is FULL of bad choices
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I would like to know exactly how luke asking annabeth to run away with him went down.
#annabethš„ŗ#it's sad to think about how it'll be so much harder for annabeth to unpack and heal from that relationship bc he's dead#it's hard enough to come to terms with someone you love/held in high esteem hurting you so deeply#but she's also grieving him too so it's even harder to hold him accountable to herself and recognizing the good and the bad#she may struggle to not romanticize the memory of him#sorting through what about their relationship was pure and genuine and what was fueled by other stuff#both of their trauma really played into it in some of the worst ways...#but to even recognize how her trauma played into it she'd have to identify what her trauma even is and how it's affected her life#it's really complex and difficult work#and bc he's gone she'll never get to question him on stuff like what he was thinking at certain points and why#so certain things will never get the best closure#MAYBE SOMETHING WE COULD HAVE EXPLORED IN HOO RICHARD???? BUT NO#and it would have been perfect too bc she'd also be dealing with issues caused by both of her parents triggered by the MoA quest#like her mother's conditional love#and trauma from her mortal family#and her fear of spiders relates to both of these things bc it's a phobia that's passed down from her mom's actions#so she's being punished for something she's not responsible for and also being burdened with a quest simply for being her mother's daughter#and it also represents her mortal family's neglect bc they ignored her needs and all that...#AND THEN the only person she's received actually pure and good unconditional love from was snatched from her for 6 months#and the MoA quest could have been a way to confront some of these fears and wounds...so she's a little stronger by tartarus which#should bring out the best in her and the worst in percy#or maybe the best and worst in both of them#and then he can work through some stuff too down there#HoO could have been a journey for them where they're undone and then healed#bc at the end of everything they have the medicine to literally everything which is real love (which they have for each other intensely)#the rant I could go on about this...I have so many thoughts about what HoO should have been. maybe one day#annabeth#luke & annabeth#luke#m
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DIVORCE BABES DIVORCEEEE DEKUUUU SO ANGSTY so good MY GOODNESS I love it ahhh the inner turmoil poor reader being left alone
IN A HOUSE YOU BUILT TOGETHER, the same one youād thought youād grow old in, with extra bedrooms and a pretty backyardš„ŗā¦ suddenly alone in the extra large bed Deku picked out to help his back, alone in your bathroom with two sinks and extra wide shower that still has his conditioner sitting there, rotting there, in the corner.
Do you box up his stuff immediately? Do you keep it exactly where it was left, his shirts next to yours in the same dresser?
You know heās not coming back, you donāt even want him to if he was this willing to give your life together up, but part of you still isnāt convinced that is it: the end. Surely heāll at least return for his favorite mug, his workout equipment, his All Might figurines-
(But he doesnāt. Not for years at least, not until youāre finally trying to heal and move on and stop shaking at the sight of his name in the news. Youād have always rather he left you at the altar than abandon you the way he did, at least then you could convince yourself it wasnāt your faultāwhich is what he tells you when he finally does came back and youāre collapsing on the floor.)
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(And if you have a child, the way you have to put this all aside just to care for them, putting the only effort you have left into raising an entire human not to be as naive and stupid as you.)
#deku#LIKE HELP#and he comes back and all you can do is cry!!!!!!!!!!! just like when he first left!!!!! you just donāt understand whatās going on!!!#it wouldnāt have been so bad if he just told you he was leaving sent you alimony gave you a reason to hate him#but he didnāt. it was nothing. no words. and now heās acting like itās forgivable#you want to be angry but youāre just hurt#and the sad thing part of you was waiting to see him again at least to get some sort of closure#you always imagined how youād try to kill him but ā¦ you can barely even look at him without feeling sick#he shouldāve stayed away - what you tell him when he asks what he can do to make it better#you try to get there tho ā¦ eventually#the Adele quote made me laugh lmaoooo#caitie things#divorced deku#gen#anon
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i think most of my wwx opinions are unpopular outside of my little patch in this fandom, but i genuinely do believe that post-canon wwx and jc are just better off being out of each otherās lives as much as possible, crossing paths only out of necessity for jin ling.
sometimes when the wounds cut deeply enough, even if none of those wounds were inflicted intentionally or maliciously, it doesnāt matter how much you loved your family member, how much you sacrificed for them, or how much they sacrificed for you. your presence in each otherās lives just aggravates those injuries and prevents them from healing, and maybe the kindest thing you can do for each other is to just leave each other alone.
#mdzs meta#iām not going to drop this in the tags because i donāt want to kick this hornetās nest#mostly because i just donāt care enough about wwx to bother with it#but like. if you have a difficult family relationship that involves a lot of trauma#even if there is no one who is truly unforgivably in the wrong#sometimes you just gotta hit da bricks#like the yunmeng bros relationship is THE most interesting wwx relationship imo and it is the one my heart WISHES for closure on#but uh#just speaking from experience wrt messy family dynamics#the closure isnāt coming#some stories end feeling like an incomplete chess match#they just end and are unsatisfying#sort of like this tag essay womp womp
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man Iām so glad makoto got to heal and live a full happy life rgg studios was so real for that
#she deserved it and I hold zero āI wish she stayed with majima :(ā sentiment whatsoever#Iām glad they gave her a little reconnection of sorts with him before sending her off so they both got closure#that was actually one of the best most emotionally affective scenes in any game Iāve played thus far (and Iāve played most of them now)#I do wish lee also got out and got to live a normal life but. yeah makoto was fucked over for so long. basically her entire life except that#tiny little sliver of time she spent being leeās assistant/apprentice#cause even when she was young she was harassed and in constant danger due to her race and socioeconomic status#I honestly think they wrote her sendoff very well and as much of a lovable character as she is I wouldnāt particularly want to see her#pulled back into the story at all unless it was some tiny cameo that doesnāt actually involve her in anything big#rambling#makoto#y0
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holy shĀ”t a Deception fan in the year of our lord 2023?? how does it feel being in a fandom with 4 people in it bestie
Do not cite the deep magic to me, child... I was there when it was written!
#jokes aside#I remember when the fandom had a somewhat active 200+ fans that made fan content for the show#I was 18 when I started this blog#I'm 23 now and... wow#I made jokes about how it'll be five years and I won't be over this show... apparently I was not wrong lol#though now it's more of a fond nostalgia#I have fics I never finished#though I kinda wanna make little summary posts to just explain how those fics would've ended#in the summer of 2018 I wrote SO MUCH fanfic content because I didn't take summer courses my first year#tbh sometimes I wish I never even heard of the show but then I think of the good things it brought me#like the cool online friends I found#to discovering that I love to write and pulling me out of my first year depression#wow this got kinda sentimental#point is...#I am still kinda a fan#I make incorrect quotes now and then when I find something I think would work#I would love to see some sort of closure to the story#and tbh I still get excited by new fics#especially the Kaymeron ones#but I would love to talk more about it#if people were interested#deception
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#I feel like zero joy about the eras tour now after not getting to go in vienna#super happy for everyone who gets to see her in london#but I just feel nothing#don't even want to listen to the surprise songs#I feel like I need some sort of closure which I'm not gonna get
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genuinely, being manic has completely fucked my brain up, even as iām mostly recovered. feelings, iām doubting, not even stuff i knew was probably fake, like actual feelings i thought very much to be true.
#loving someone but you canāt be sure if that love is genuine anymore#seriously doubting if any of it was real#i need confirmation and i know thereās a way to get it but iām scared#of what i donāt fully know#of it not actually being real?#of having been delusional and thinking it was?#i donāt even know what to think anymore#idk iām gonna get my head out of my ass at some point#but iām also thinking about things in my life#and about whether this isnāt something that should be in my life#if itās better to just move on?#but i also need closure but to get closure i have to do what i keep procrastinating doing bc iām scared#do you see my problem?#idk iāll sort it out#just going over everything in my life is causing me to reexamine *everything*#itās like marie kondo but for people and habits#it sucks basically#but also is needed for my own mental wellbeing#so i need to decide what to do about this problem and actually strive to solve it because itās not gonna get solved by itself unfortunately#i would just like to be relieved of this situation please and thank you
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imagine being invested in the main trio and have to read whatever the fuck this manga is rn
#at least my favorite characters have had some sort of closure even if gojos was kind of dogs shit#but nobara itadori and fushiguro are not even present in this story anymore#itadori is there ig but is he really still the protagonist#jujutsu kaisen#jjk manga spoilers#jjk manga#anyways just wanted to vent this manga was genuinely one of my favorites i find the change in...everything? so jarring and bizarre
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wuh woh
#vince.txt ā#this is my tumblr so who give a shit but like#ill be honest? i do think im sort of running out of that usual steam i have to keep pushing#even after her death i felt like people just. pressured me wah too much to just pretend like nothing happened or anything#not even counting the subsequent treatment i received too š after multiple requests for people to maybe not violate boundaries#like i dunno. maybe dont tell me to kill myself. or make jokes about car crashes and shit#or even make jokes about me not having a partner anymore š i thought itd be easy but i suppose not#and then theres THIS current thing too which annoys me to all hell#it annoys me that some people can just do shit and get away with it and have their lives uninterrupted#whilst im stuck slowly bleeding out night after night not able to sleep anymore#or to look at certain people without completely breaking down#because the physical aspect does matter yeah. ill never be able to regain most of my sense of touch in that hand#im never gonna truly regain my dexterity either but#those aren't gonna be things that torture me for the rest of my life yk#day after day has been torment for me as of late#and i really don't think thats gonna change#not for a while at least. i know im strong and all but#i do think im at my wit's end. between people and my hand and the fact that ill never get closure on anything#november grows closer every single year after all too#I'll get over myself one of these days though
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do you ever think about how life is a series of cycles and patterns and the same stuff keeps happening in different ways
#2014 was the worst year of my life in a lot of ways#and I donāt know. this year has been better thank god#but there have also been. not to get english major about it but thematic parallels so to speak#two similarly big events with two very very different people who are also similar in some small ways#a year of fear of being trapped vs fear of being pushed away#being/feeling alone vs feeling understood for maybe the first time ever#ough I need to journal about this I need to fully think out all the details#idkk it just feels like a pattern or like the closing of a chapter in some way? Maybe? Idk#basically if my life was a long drawn out coming of age movie I think the end would be somewhere about here#things are not 100% better than 2014 in every single way#like this is not the brightest moment of my entire life I hope to god#but in the main ways I think thereās been enough growth and change and recovery in the past ten years that this feels sort of like closure#Idk Iām having what feel like big and philosophical ideas tonight#i post#i might look at this tmrw and be like what was I even on
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Ik in the past decade or so anime adaptations have tried to adapt mangas exactly and even gone back and done other versions of anime just to make sure to adapt the source material and that's a good thing and definitely has its place, but also I genuinely think we should let people make up 100+ filler episodes again
#there are sooo many concepts that i feel like would lend well to the sailor moon format of do fuck all#like no anime lately can just have two dumb ass episodes in a row where they put on plays.#bsd could have so many mini mystery episodes. it could be like wan 80% of the time and on manga plot 20% of the time#and i don't think that every anime that diverges from the source material is necessarily ruining the source material#ik i went on about bb 2 a lot last year and there is a lot i disagree with but ultimately idc bc the manga and anime are separate to me#but for one thing some anime try so hard to just adapt the manga and the story doesn't lend well to the 12 ep format and it makes a story...#...feel like it's just starting and that's all a story gets and there are times i feel like animes in those positions could benefit from...#...having closure if some sort even if the source material is a little bent. especially some romance ones.#and also there are situations like utena where someone can play with your source material and make something new and interesting from it#without fully forsaking your story#i also feel like people need to be more open to original anime? ik a fair amount are made but here especially and on mal they are poorly...#...received and it's like. no one will have any fun with anime any more. they won't watch anything silly or filler and it's so disappointing#getting into 90s anime has really broadened my perspective here and i am not talking about what yana posted earlier#ik i mentioned her on this post bc i can't shut up about bb but. this has been on the brain a while unrelated to her.
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