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i know it's been said before but seriously. the more i think about ushari the sadder i get. dude really was fucked over by everyone and didn't even get a scrap of a chance at redemption
#the same goes for all of 'unredeemed' characters but ushari is definitely the most tragic#and i will stand and die on the hill that the reptiles + sumu had it worst#they were never gonna get a redemption and that's. really disappointing#or even some sort of closure#the skinks got blasted by the lion guard before ushari died and were never seen again#kenge and sumu were 1/2 episode characters#i respect that the show is so large and there's so many characters HOWEVER#i'd prefer them to develop the villains#like please.#i would wait 10000000000 years to watch a spin off with the outlanders#tell me everything about them every detail why they're bad EVERYTHING#<- i went off there lmao#but it's true#it's what i want to see#i don't want quickly redeemed villains i want DEPTH#well.. at least janja and mzingo were redeemed in the end. that's something#watch me make an entire post about how each of the outlanders would be 'redeemed'#the lion guard#tlg#the lion guard thoughts#ushari#spinny rant
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Who Killed Wei Wuxian? the Politics of Culpability in MDZS
The title is kind of a misnomer because we know how Wei Wuxian died and we know who is responsible, so let's get those quotes out the way:
âTo be honest though, if it werenât for young Chief Jiangâs knowledge of the Yiling Laozuâs weaknesses, the siege of the Burial Mounds might not have succeeded. Donât forget what kinds of things Wei Wuxian has at his disposal. Donât you remember when he annihilated more than 3,000 high level cultivators?â
âChapt. 1: Rebirth, fanyiyi
[Wei Wuxian] âI have to clarify this. [Jiang Cheng] didnât kill me. I died because one of my techniques backfired.â
âChapt. 43: Beauty I, fanyiyi
Wei Wuxian died from the backlash of attempting to destroy the second yin tiger tally while the first siege of the Burial Mounds took place. Jiang Cheng and the rest of the cultivation world is directly responsible for his death, thus are to blame. However, this meta isn't about who we are "meant to" blame for Wei Wuxian's death but about the conversation that the novel has about culpability. Contrary to the bad faith engagement that happens around this topic within the fandom, mxtx actually brings up this culpability problem many times in the novel:
After a moment of silence, Wei Wuxian said, âWhat else have you heard?â âJiang Cheng, Clan Chief Jiang, brought people to encircle and besiege the Burial Mounds. He killed you, sir.â âI have to clarify this. He didnât kill me. I died because one of my techniques backfired.â Wen Ning finally lifted his eyes and looked at him directly. âBut, Clan Chief Jiang, he clearlyâ" âItâs impossible for someone to walk on a lonely, single-log bridge safely and soundly for an entire lifetime. It couldnât be helped.â Wen Ning seemed to want to sigh, though he had no breath to sigh with.
âChapt. 43: Beauty I, fanyiyi
Wen Qing waited quietly for him to finish cursing, âAnd so, you see? Thereâs no use. With the way things are, the identity of the one who placed the curse of Hundred Holes is no longer important. Whatâs important is the fact that the hundreds of people at Qiongqi path and... Jin ZiXuan were indeed killed by A-Ning.â Wei WuXian, â... But, but...â But what? He himself didnât even know what to put after âbutâ. He couldnât think of a reason to give, an excuse to use. He spoke, â... But even then, I should be the one going. I was the one who made the corpses kill the people. Why would the knife go instead of the murderer?â
âChapt. 77: Nightfall, exr
Wen Ning says that Jiang Cheng is to blame for Wei Wuxian's death while Wei Wuxian says that it was an inevitability that could only be blamed on the circumstances rather than any individual. The Wen siblings say that Wen Ning is the one who killed Jin Zixuan, but Wei Wuxian argues that he is the one who turned Wen Ning into a weapon, thus absolving Wen Ning of the crime and placing it solely on Wei Wuxian's shoulders as the weapon's wielder. Who's side does the novel take? Well to answer that, let's take a look at another character who has caused many deaths throughout the novel: Jin Guangyao:
Jin GuangYao saw through the worries in his eyes instantly, and became so enraged that he actually started to laugh, âLan XiChen! All my life, Iâve lied to countless people and have destroyed countless more. Just as youâve said, murdering my father, my brother, my wife, my son, my master, my friendsâThereâs not a single sin left in this world that I havenât committed!â
âChapt. 108: Concealment Part 2, boat-full-of-lotus-pods
Of all the characters Jin Guangyao lists, he personally, with his own hands, verifiably killed two. Jin Guangshan was raped to death. Qin Su committed suicide. Jin Zixuan was killed in the Qionqi Path ambush. The details of Jin Rusong's death are unknown. Jin Guangyao didn't even personally kill any of the clans the Jin used as experiments nor did he murder the sex workers with his own hands. Only Wen Ruohan and Nie Mingjue were directly killed by Jin Guangyaoâthe former by being literally stabbed in the back and the latter through poisoningâso why does Jin Guangyao claim responsibility? It's because he planned these death. Without his direct manipulations and explicit intention to kill, none of those characters would have died as they did. Thus, despite not taking a knife to each of them individually, the blood of all of these characters is on Jin Guangyao's hands.
Here's another example:
It had taken the Four Great Sects three full months of recuperation, reorganization and planning before theyâd finally become ready to take seize upon Burial Mound in retaliation; at last âexterminatingâ the last remnants of the Wen Sect along with the deranged Yiling Patriarch himself.
âChapt. 108: Concealment Part 2, boat-full-of-lotus-pods
Around 3,000 cultivators gathered to kill 50 individuals. Logically, there is no way that 3,000 people literally had a direct hand in killing a few dozen people. However, they all came with the explicit intent to massacre, and they all take pride and credit in having participated in the first siege. Even though not nobody took turns personally smashing Granny Wen's head in, they are each still culpable for her and the other Wen remnants' deaths.
But what about the people who were "only following orders" (the Nuremberg defense, for people who haven't yet released how many of villain stan defenses sound like Nazi arguments) or "didn't mean" their actions? Should they be blamed just for being followers of bad people, whether be it because they genuinely believed in the mastermind's lies or wanted to personally benefit from the chaos? Should they be considered blameless for murderous intent that makes a victim of the "wrong" person? Mdzs addresses that, too:
One of them shouted from afar, âWei... Wei Ying! If youâre really that strong, why donât you go find those sect leaders participating in the pledge conference? What could you prove by picking on us low-level cultivators with no power to fight back?â Wei WuXian let out another short whistle. The cultivator who shouted felt as a hand suddenly tugged him down. He fell off the city gate, breaking both of his legs, and began to scream. Amid the wails, Wei WuXianâs expression didnât change at all, âLow-level cultivators? Do I have to tolerate you, just because youâre low-level cultivators? If you dared say those things, you had to dare shoulder the consequences. If you knew that you were insignificant pieces of scum as filthy as ants, how come you didnât know to think before you speak?!â
âChapt. 77: Nightfall, exr
Wei WuXian could tell the arrow tip was originally aiming for his heart, his vital region. Yet, because the archer wasnât skilled, the force of the arrow tip dwindled by midair to have missed the heart and shot into the ribcage. Everyone around the person who shot the arrow had eyes wide open, staring with shock and even fear at the disciple who had done such a thing. Wei WuXian looked up. Darkness veiled his face. He pulled out the arrow and tossed it back hard. With a wail, the young cultivator who snuck an attack at him was hit right in the chest with the arrow he tossed back! A boy next to him threw himself on top of him, âBrother! Brother!â The sectâs array was immediately thrown into chaos. The sect leader pointed at Wei WuXian with one shaking finger, âYou... You... You are so cruel!â With his right hand, Wei WuXian unhurriedly pressed the wound at his chest, temporarily ceasing the blood flow. His voice was indifferent, âWhat does cruel mean? If he dared shoot the arrow at me when I was off guard, he shouldâve known what would be facing him if he failed. They call me the cultivator of the crooked path, anyways, so you canât possibly count on me to be generous and not bother with him, can you?â
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Wei WuXian was pushed onto the ground again by the force. The next time he looked up, he saw the gleaming blade of a sword pierce through her throat. The boy holding the sword was the young cultivator who cried over the disciple who had shot the arrow. He was still crying, eyes covered in tears, âYou thief! This is for my brother!â Sitting on the dirty ground, Wei WuXian stared with disbelief at Jiang YanLi, whose head had already dipped, blood trickling ceaselessly from her neck. ... The boy finally realized that he killed the wrong person. He pulled out the sword, along with a series of bloody spurts. With fright, he staggered back, mumbling, â... I-It wasnât me, it wasnât... I was going to kill Wei WuXian, I was going to avenge my brother... She was the one who threw herself over on her own!â
âChapt. 78: Nightfall, exr
The cultivators both at Nightless City and those who didn't go choose to provoke Wei Wuxian based on the slander spread by the cultivation clan leaders. Those at Nightless City are gathered specifically to pledge to kill him. However, the moment Wei Wuxian turns his sights on them, then it's "But we're just baby đ„ș why not pick on someone your own size?" Wei Wuxian's response is masterful in that he calls them out for what they are: opportunistic cowards who prey on the weak but fear the strong. They wanted to attack him without consequences, but the moment consequences happened, they wanted to shift responsibility. The clan of the boy who attempted to kill Wei Wuxian is the same, as well as that boy's brother who killed Jiang Yanli. You chose to be here, you chose to participate, so just as you wanted to share in the spoils, you must also share in the responsibility, whether you were able to achieve your goal or not.
Now with all of this context in mind, let's circle back to Wen Ning and Wei Wuxian's convos: who are the killers? In the case of the first siege, the answer is Jiang Cheng... as well as the rest of the cultivation world. While the responsibility may vary in degrees (Jiang Cheng owed a debt to the Wen siblings and Wei Wuxian that the other participants did not), it is still a shared one. In the case of the Qionqi Path ambush, Wei Wuxian and Wen Ning, too, share and accept responsibility despite only one person getting their hands dirty while the other person (subconsciously) gave the orders. Wei Wuxian may have turned Wen Ning into a fierce corpse, but Wen Ning had the consciousness to refuse and chose not to in service of defending the man who saved his family.
Finally, I want to leave on this note: while Jiang Cheng is to blame for Wei Wuxian's death, Wei Wuxian, himself, does not wish to place that blame on his former shidi. One reason is that he acknowledges that his murder was a forgone conclusionâsomething anyone would have plotted towards, anyways, with or without Jiang Cheng's willing interventionâthe moment the cultivation world turned on him as an enemy, and two, because of this:
Suddenly, [Jiang Cheng] said, âIâm sorry.â Wei WuXian froze, then said, â......You donât have to say sorry.â After everything that had happened between them, it was impossible to tell who was the one most at fault.
âChapt. 103: A Hatred for Life Part 6, boat-full-of-lotus-pods
There is so much bad blood between these two that to weigh their transgressions against each otherâparticularly in the wake of the golden core transfer revealâwould be petty and diminish them both as people. Wei Wuxian gave up his golden core for the man who later willingly and gleefully plotted his murder, but Jiang Cheng lost his only friend, his sister, and his reputation over all of those jealousy-clouded decisions. In a way, this entanglement made them both lose, so the best answer is to cut the loss and move on (Wei Wuxian's approach) rather than trying to forcefully maintain the connection of tangled debts at the threat of facing even bigger losses (Jiang Cheng's approach until the climax). There's nothing to be gained from trying to hold Jiang Cheng accountable for his crimes against Wei Wuxian, so it's best to simply let sleeping dogs lie and for Wei Wuxian to continue to live his life happily no longer tied in any way to the man who led to his death.
#mdzs#human metas mxtx#jiang cheng#canon jiang cheng#if wwx's name and personally philosophy is to not have regrets#and to let go of the wrongs others have done to you#then he must let go of jc in every way#and that includes entitlement to retribution#because even if it is deserved it is simply not worth it#no contact is the name of the game#heal yourself instead of hoping that one day forcing contact will lead to some sort of closure
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skye, ten things : one, i just got done explaining the entire plot of tma to my best friend and her first reaction was âi want jon and elias to kissâ, and second thing, im drawing their final scene together FINALLY. any details u want me to include???
Make them kiss and make Jon look down at Elias with bitterness and sadness at the same time knowing if things were different he may have never killed him. If Elias were better or if he were worse, maybe things would be different. But as it is its unfinished and unsatisfying and all there is is the knowledge that Elias is a horrible man and so is he, and the people that they are right now could've never ended any other way. Elias made him into this, and the man he is now would've never chosen anything differently. He kills Elias. He wanted to, and he isn't sorry. There is no other way it was ever going to go.
But he's gone. And Jon is here. And for the first time, there is no knowledge Elias is right around the corner with all the answers if he could just pry them out of him. There is no lingering in his office hoping for guidance, for someone to fix all of it, for some sort of understanding. There is no way to cling to the naive idea that Elias could just fix everything, whether he liked him or not. There is no more respect left for him. There is no more thing that is almost something, that could be something, if one of them would dare to move from where they were for a second. There is nothing left. Jon killed Jonah Magnus. But Jonah changed him in more ways than he could count. He will never be rid of him. No matter how much he hates him, he can never undo what Jonah did to him.
He is not guilty over killing Jonah, or what he planned to do. He still thinks it would've been the right thing. Jonah is dead, and Jon thinks he's on his way to join him, some mornings.
All that's left is "what could've been, if something, ANYTHING, was different." And that's not an answer at all.
Also give Jon long hair
#jonelias#tma spoilers#sorry i uh. i have many feelings on this subject#you dont actually have to do any of this. i just got possessed by the Demons#godddddd. that one comic from a different ship about#âi never loved you. but i almost did. i think thats worse.â#jon wasnt in love. but there was something there. something that got him through the worst times. and it made him so much worse.#and jonah made everything so much worse. so he kills him. he doesn't regret it.#but he will live with this hole in his chest for the rest of his life#i classify jonelias as not in love but its definitely romantic. if things were different they wouldve fallen in love.#if theyd been closer prior to jon becoming the archivist then definitely.#but as it is. there is this Thing in his chest and it is tearing him apart#maybe if he was in love he wouldve been able to have some sort of closure. some sort of catharthic break off.#some ending. itd be simple. he loved elias and elias turned out not to be the man he thought he was.#but it wasnt simple. elias was all he had after he already knew what elias was. so much of that...something#only came after he knew what he was already. that thing. that thing that eats him up#its not love. he doesnt know what it is. its a Thing and its eating him alive#not out of guilt but out of the knowledge that jonah is gone#and he doesnt even regret it. he just can never forget hes gone.#if it was the wrong thing to do at least hed have that. but no. jonah was a horrible man. jonah hurt so many people.#jonah ended the world and jon WANTED him dead. and jonah was gone. jonah was always going to be gone#jonah was a horrible man. he was supposed to be here.#do you get it.#candyskiez asks#mutual spotted
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Ben hargreeves come here I will save you. I will undoom you.. I will give you a satisfying conclusion and a better more impactful death scene(s) that actually matters in the end i promise.. sparrow ben I will write you as a character and not a plot device I swear
#The thing is. I wasn't even upset about how umbrella ben ghost-died in s2#Because the scene was beautiful and impactful and I thought it'd actually Mean something in the long run#That with sparrow Ben they'd expand on his original death and who he was and what not and then after establishing sparrow ben in s3 there'd#Some sort of repeat of what did him in in the umbrella timeline and they'd get that âSecond chanceâ to save him in s4 or something#And they'd get a bittersweet sort of closure around the whole thing#But we all know how that went...#ben hargreeves#the umbrella academy#tua#my
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Have any of you guys ever been doodling when suddenly youâre hit by the angstiest idea ever and so you start workshopping that idea into an au as an alternate timeline to see if it would fit with the au only to create an absolutely heartbreaking and depression inducing scenario, only for your brain to decide thatâs not enough and end up creating that same scenario in your two other main aus so that you end up with three deeply traumatized versions of the same character?
Anyone?
No?
Thatâs fair
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I call them the heartbroken trio.
We have a post-Everything Goes To Shit arc Scythe, around January â24 Bloody, and a post-Second Takeover Harvest. You may notice I called them by their actual names and not by their usual [insert trait here]!BM names, and thatâs on purpose.
See, due to various circumstances in each of their respective timelines, their twins died.
Theyâve all taken it very harshly, but express it in different ways, Scythe is more reserved yet more ruthless in her anger, Bloody has become extremely disconnected from everything, and Harvest is an anxious wreck. All their reactions are directly correlated to their twinsâ death and how they perceived it.
Anyways, yeah.
New au//timeline thing. Yay?
Oh, and for your troubles
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The guy who in his canon lost his twin being extremely conflicted about the newcomers. Cuz in one hand they are versions of versions of himself that he knows that he can relate even more to! But on the other hand they are versions of versions of himself that he knows that he can relate even more to.
Yeah :P
Might elaborate on these guys later
#heresyâs dump of horrible ideas#literally cuz this is like actually horrible in the sense of what the characters go through#I could write one shots for each of them#and still have enough untapped lore to dump them in the Chaos House and give them the closure they need#Iâm gonna stop rambling now#tsams#sams#sams au#my aus#sams bloodmoon#sams bloodtwins#tsams bloodmoon#The Sunset and Moonlight Show#the scenario becomes obvious if you know whoâs place sheâs at#this all started thanks to her and her second design (which none of you are prepared for)#Quiet Throes in Pooling Oil#Iâd like to give you some sort of assurance about this one having some sort of comfort but I canât#I fucking cried thinking of this one#Get in Losers; Weâre Family Now#literally no one would understand even a fragment of what the scenario requires (I really need to write that stuff)#while the others had character related reasons for the whole change in their timelines happening- these guys just got bad luck#angst#heavy angst#tw character death#tw implied character death#Original is concerned#also that tails plush is just a plush#like actually just a plush I swear over my writing motivationâs tomb
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@starrz-n-waffl3-fries @burntmarshmallowqueen what do you think our characters' most important flaws are?
for kyete, it's definitely his self-doubt-- he's internalized this idea that because he's killed or otherwise hurt so many people, his own thoughts and feelings don't matter anymore because he's basically irredeemable
i think that's also why kyiro is so important (at least for kyete, might be a different story for hiro) because hiro is one of the people most affected by kyete's actions, and not only is he willing to live with him, but he also proves to kyete that he does matter and is worthy of love
#got some ideas for the others too#like for hiro i could definitely see him having to overcome his fears or learn to live with his trauma#and kyete could kind of represent either of those#for ian i could definitely see a sort of apathy#like he hasn't interacted with his parents in years and doesn't plan to because if he wanted to he would never run out of chances to do tha#but his arc is about realizing that it's still important to get that closure even though he doesn't want to deal with his parents#and chip could sort of be a reminder that he still has people that care about him and that he can rely on#dierdre's way harder to pin down because she's new#all i can think of right now is âthis bitch needs to stop lying to herself â#which sounds ok on paper#but also that's kinda just because she's denying her lesbianism#anyway#the cruel game of life#kyete st. kallu#you deserve better
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just my silly lil' tiefling when he's older :) didn't necessarily go through twink death, but definitely got different vibes after he got tired of kinning angel dust lol and developed a full ass frontal lobe
#dungeons & dragons#dnd#dnd art#dnd character#dnd oc#my art#my oc#tiefling#bard#also he'd use his og name again instead of his scene name#i hc him to get some sort of closure with a dude who fucking ruined his life and perception of self and made him super bitter and use his#scene name instead#cuz his og name associated with that guy too much#he's a silly wine uncle here#honestly it'll be a wonder if he'll even life to his 40s my tiefling child is FULL of bad choices
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I would like to know exactly how luke asking annabeth to run away with him went down.
#annabethđ„ș#it's sad to think about how it'll be so much harder for annabeth to unpack and heal from that relationship bc he's dead#it's hard enough to come to terms with someone you love/held in high esteem hurting you so deeply#but she's also grieving him too so it's even harder to hold him accountable to herself and recognizing the good and the bad#she may struggle to not romanticize the memory of him#sorting through what about their relationship was pure and genuine and what was fueled by other stuff#both of their trauma really played into it in some of the worst ways...#but to even recognize how her trauma played into it she'd have to identify what her trauma even is and how it's affected her life#it's really complex and difficult work#and bc he's gone she'll never get to question him on stuff like what he was thinking at certain points and why#so certain things will never get the best closure#MAYBE SOMETHING WE COULD HAVE EXPLORED IN HOO RICHARD???? BUT NO#and it would have been perfect too bc she'd also be dealing with issues caused by both of her parents triggered by the MoA quest#like her mother's conditional love#and trauma from her mortal family#and her fear of spiders relates to both of these things bc it's a phobia that's passed down from her mom's actions#so she's being punished for something she's not responsible for and also being burdened with a quest simply for being her mother's daughter#and it also represents her mortal family's neglect bc they ignored her needs and all that...#AND THEN the only person she's received actually pure and good unconditional love from was snatched from her for 6 months#and the MoA quest could have been a way to confront some of these fears and wounds...so she's a little stronger by tartarus which#should bring out the best in her and the worst in percy#or maybe the best and worst in both of them#and then he can work through some stuff too down there#HoO could have been a journey for them where they're undone and then healed#bc at the end of everything they have the medicine to literally everything which is real love (which they have for each other intensely)#the rant I could go on about this...I have so many thoughts about what HoO should have been. maybe one day#annabeth#luke & annabeth#luke#m
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had a dream where i told off my ex and made her cry and i feel great lol
#it might be stupid but i think dreams can be a spiritual realm and i feel like i got some sort of closure#or im just mentally ill and coping#regardless i woke up with mostly clear skin and feeling more rested than i have in a while#its so funny how she's so obsessed with karma and she doesn't even get it
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DIVORCE BABES DIVORCEEEE DEKUUUU SO ANGSTY so good MY GOODNESS I love it ahhh the inner turmoil poor reader being left alone
IN A HOUSE YOU BUILT TOGETHER, the same one youâd thought youâd grow old in, with extra bedrooms and a pretty backyardđ„ș⊠suddenly alone in the extra large bed Deku picked out to help his back, alone in your bathroom with two sinks and extra wide shower that still has his conditioner sitting there, rotting there, in the corner.
Do you box up his stuff immediately? Do you keep it exactly where it was left, his shirts next to yours in the same dresser?
You know heâs not coming back, you donât even want him to if he was this willing to give your life together up, but part of you still isnât convinced that is it: the end. Surely heâll at least return for his favorite mug, his workout equipment, his All Might figurines-
(But he doesnât. Not for years at least, not until youâre finally trying to heal and move on and stop shaking at the sight of his name in the news. Youâd have always rather he left you at the altar than abandon you the way he did, at least then you could convince yourself it wasnât your faultâwhich is what he tells you when he finally does came back and youâre collapsing on the floor.)
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(And if you have a child, the way you have to put this all aside just to care for them, putting the only effort you have left into raising an entire human not to be as naive and stupid as you.)
#deku#LIKE HELP#and he comes back and all you can do is cry!!!!!!!!!!! just like when he first left!!!!! you just donât understand whatâs going on!!!#it wouldnât have been so bad if he just told you he was leaving sent you alimony gave you a reason to hate him#but he didnât. it was nothing. no words. and now heâs acting like itâs forgivable#you want to be angry but youâre just hurt#and the sad thing part of you was waiting to see him again at least to get some sort of closure#you always imagined how youâd try to kill him but ⊠you can barely even look at him without feeling sick#he shouldâve stayed away - what you tell him when he asks what he can do to make it better#you try to get there tho ⊠eventually#the Adele quote made me laugh lmaoooo#caitie things#divorced deku#gen#anon
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i think most of my wwx opinions are unpopular outside of my little patch in this fandom, but i genuinely do believe that post-canon wwx and jc are just better off being out of each otherâs lives as much as possible, crossing paths only out of necessity for jin ling.
sometimes when the wounds cut deeply enough, even if none of those wounds were inflicted intentionally or maliciously, it doesnât matter how much you loved your family member, how much you sacrificed for them, or how much they sacrificed for you. your presence in each otherâs lives just aggravates those injuries and prevents them from healing, and maybe the kindest thing you can do for each other is to just leave each other alone.
#mdzs meta#iâm not going to drop this in the tags because i donât want to kick this hornetâs nest#mostly because i just donât care enough about wwx to bother with it#but like. if you have a difficult family relationship that involves a lot of trauma#even if there is no one who is truly unforgivably in the wrong#sometimes you just gotta hit da bricks#like the yunmeng bros relationship is THE most interesting wwx relationship imo and it is the one my heart WISHES for closure on#but uh#just speaking from experience wrt messy family dynamics#the closure isnât coming#some stories end feeling like an incomplete chess match#they just end and are unsatisfying#sort of like this tag essay womp womp
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man Iâm so glad makoto got to heal and live a full happy life rgg studios was so real for that
#she deserved it and I hold zero âI wish she stayed with majima :(â sentiment whatsoever#Iâm glad they gave her a little reconnection of sorts with him before sending her off so they both got closure#that was actually one of the best most emotionally affective scenes in any game Iâve played thus far (and Iâve played most of them now)#I do wish lee also got out and got to live a normal life but. yeah makoto was fucked over for so long. basically her entire life except that#tiny little sliver of time she spent being leeâs assistant/apprentice#cause even when she was young she was harassed and in constant danger due to her race and socioeconomic status#I honestly think they wrote her sendoff very well and as much of a lovable character as she is I wouldnât particularly want to see her#pulled back into the story at all unless it was some tiny cameo that doesnât actually involve her in anything big#rambling#makoto#y0
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holy shÂĄt a Deception fan in the year of our lord 2023?? how does it feel being in a fandom with 4 people in it bestie
Do not cite the deep magic to me, child... I was there when it was written!
#jokes aside#I remember when the fandom had a somewhat active 200+ fans that made fan content for the show#I was 18 when I started this blog#I'm 23 now and... wow#I made jokes about how it'll be five years and I won't be over this show... apparently I was not wrong lol#though now it's more of a fond nostalgia#I have fics I never finished#though I kinda wanna make little summary posts to just explain how those fics would've ended#in the summer of 2018 I wrote SO MUCH fanfic content because I didn't take summer courses my first year#tbh sometimes I wish I never even heard of the show but then I think of the good things it brought me#like the cool online friends I found#to discovering that I love to write and pulling me out of my first year depression#wow this got kinda sentimental#point is...#I am still kinda a fan#I make incorrect quotes now and then when I find something I think would work#I would love to see some sort of closure to the story#and tbh I still get excited by new fics#especially the Kaymeron ones#but I would love to talk more about it#if people were interested#deception
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#I feel like zero joy about the eras tour now after not getting to go in vienna#super happy for everyone who gets to see her in london#but I just feel nothing#don't even want to listen to the surprise songs#I feel like I need some sort of closure which I'm not gonna get
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genuinely, being manic has completely fucked my brain up, even as iâm mostly recovered. feelings, iâm doubting, not even stuff i knew was probably fake, like actual feelings i thought very much to be true.
#loving someone but you canât be sure if that love is genuine anymore#seriously doubting if any of it was real#i need confirmation and i know thereâs a way to get it but iâm scared#of what i donât fully know#of it not actually being real?#of having been delusional and thinking it was?#i donât even know what to think anymore#idk iâm gonna get my head out of my ass at some point#but iâm also thinking about things in my life#and about whether this isnât something that should be in my life#if itâs better to just move on?#but i also need closure but to get closure i have to do what i keep procrastinating doing bc iâm scared#do you see my problem?#idk iâll sort it out#just going over everything in my life is causing me to reexamine *everything*#itâs like marie kondo but for people and habits#it sucks basically#but also is needed for my own mental wellbeing#so i need to decide what to do about this problem and actually strive to solve it because itâs not gonna get solved by itself unfortunately#i would just like to be relieved of this situation please and thank you
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imagine being invested in the main trio and have to read whatever the fuck this manga is rn
#at least my favorite characters have had some sort of closure even if gojos was kind of dogs shit#but nobara itadori and fushiguro are not even present in this story anymore#itadori is there ig but is he really still the protagonist#jujutsu kaisen#jjk manga spoilers#jjk manga#anyways just wanted to vent this manga was genuinely one of my favorites i find the change in...everything? so jarring and bizarre
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