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Love how in TMA there are canonical Vampires and Werwolves and literally no one cares. Like none- they don’t even overtly tell you who in the cast is a werewolf you have to figure it out

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me [completely out of touch with my feelings, trying to describe an emotion]: I feel, um, glittery? buzzy. like peeling my skin off

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i love mp100 fanart because ill see fanart thats some eldritch horror stuff with mob confronting the manifestation of his powers and tearing the city apart, and right next to that is fanart of mob anxious at the store

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It froze csp once and crashed csp right when I’m finished so I had to redo some things I. I couldn’t figure out what to draw for his outfit, bro was swag and gender but I was ready to eat my screen from frustration when I read the wiki (trying to avoid possible spoilers as much as I could) and saw that it had SHOULDER LENGTH HAIR I couldn’t bring myself to erase tho

Anyways I have to sleep with the knowledge that I had to stop literally 1 second into listening to MAG 117. Like. Not even a single word was heard before oh bed time COME ON 116 HAD ME ON MY TOES AND THEN AND AND THEJWHWHEB dissolving into a puddle and seeping thru the earth as we speak??

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I’m deficient in vitamins they haven’t even discovered yet

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I think the most fucked up thing about intrusive thoughts is it's really difficult to discuss them without discussing their content, because without a discussion of their content it's impossible to get across just how distressing and debilitating they are. "Oh, you have unpleasant thoughts sometimes? Yeah we all have that, I guess."

But if you discuss their content there's this huge risk of people just pulling away in disgust. "Oh god, you have THOSE sorts of thoughts? They should lock freaks like you the fuck up!" As if they think people act on every single thought they have.

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funniest response you can give to someone telling you they love you: "skill issue"

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escort

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the mill

a repub from late 2022 - i deleted the old version because i didn’t like it at the time, but i’ve since turned around. had to edit the old version a little tho

but yeah! this is a little lyric comic using the (translated) russian part of the mill. funny enough, i’m 100% certain this was my first PAFL fanart and it wasn’t even for any of the characters specifically (i drew sanya like… a year and a half later and never posted it anywhere ooops). but the mill is my favorite song in the series along with message lost and i always found the imagery from this verse striking…so yeah!

olya… (sniffles)

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today I am practicing being mature. tomorrow too. frankly, I suspect I will be practicing until I die or achieve some type of nirvana given to adults who manage to make 100 scary decisions in a row without breaking into tears and curling up in a ball under the covers

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Girl did you just introject me

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"Is it a safe space to say i hate-" NOT IN THE MAINTAGS IT ISNT

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superparadise i held onto but i settle for a ghost separates:

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this shit's so easy idk why y'all get so worried

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im probably biased but i feel like tumblr's username game is stronger than every other website. sometimes i just go thru my activity feed looking at them for entertainment

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i hate to say this but often it actually IS harder to read female characters bc writers assume no one cares about them and will therefore change everything about them on a whim + they are less likely to get solos and more likely to be pinballed from run to run in wildly mischaracterized side appearances. that being said if u let any of that stop u you are a lazy coward