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i think my parents think im slow mentally bexuase of the way they talk to me and i think everyone does too .. and it makes me feel like i am
idk how to articulate this and i feel trapped
#i feel like theres somsthing wrong with me developmentally i just sonr feel emotions normally and cant connect with anyone and go mute i c#cant even speak to my own family#i just feel like i am so far away from everyone like an entire universe away just watching#or beside myself
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alright i couldn't find any posts showing this idle animation and needed it on my blog
#on my hands and knees thanking whoever animated this#the first time i came across it id left to get a snack#and when i came back and saw them doing this i did such a violent double take i nearly gave myself whiplash#LOOK AT THEM ‼️#engaging in tomfoolery together....#tears in my eyes#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#harry du bois#just sat silently beside my computer for nearly twenty minutes to get this recording. worth it
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Ummmmmm, yes, hi, Hornbill at the Philly Zoo has a little kitty cat toy and wants to show it to you.
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#twitter#gender#this tweet makes me laugh every time i see it#because like two months before top surgery i bought a crop top at target#and i just couldn’t bring myself to wear it before top surgery#but AFTER???#every fucking day#as if it was the only shirt i had#after i was allowed to wear something besides the button ups obvs
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“That was for you, Gramps!”
YJ redraw of barry’s terrible influence on bart. his (grand)dad jokes precede him <3
VIDEO ID: The Flashfam are seeing Bart off as he returns to the future. Barry lets go of his hand on Bart’s shoulder as he walks away, waving back at them. He laughs and says, “Told you. Anyway, it’s been crash. But the future awaits. I gotta run. Ha-ha!” Barry smiles while Jay brings a hand to his hat in exasperation, and Wally slumps, looking at the camera unimpressed. Bart continues to say, “See what I did there? With the ‘run’?” Barry, still smiling, walks towards Bart as he’s about to enter the time machine, saying, “That was for you, Gramps.”
#flashfam#the flash#bart allen#barry allen#jay garrick#wally west#young justice#yja#dc comics#dc fanart#dc#alt text#described#danart#aghh i’m so proud of how this turned out in its simplicity#simplifying things is a lot harder than you’d think orz#rly tried to push myself with the stylization here#this was my first time drawing any of the flashfam besides barry btw.#not bad for a first attempt if i do say so myself U__U
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OBVIOUSLY, GUILLERMO.
#baron afanas#doug jones#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#wwdits season 6#wwdits spoilers#wwdits edit#wwdits 6x3#my stuff#gifset#SUP LADS are you ready for me to be beside myself about this entire scene
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#here comes j o h n n y#he's back from the dead and he's gonna end the mfers who decided he should die in mw3#actually i drew this to keep myself awake rn because?? there's a cockroach in my room???#and it disappeared now im afraid for my life?????#like im afraid that i'll lie down and i'll see mr cockroach beside me HAHA#my art#2024#call of duty#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod#cod mw#cod mwii#cod mwiii#modern warfare#mw#mw2#mw3#soap cod#johnny soap mactavish#soap mactavish#art#fanart#digital art#digital drawing#sketch#doodle#video games
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Finally managed to record a bit of David at curtain call 😍
Brilliant seeing this incredible production once again - and getting to see what's different and what isn't 🥹🥰
(Please don't repost ☺️)
#david tennant#west end macbeth#macbeth#Completely failed to record my own videos at the Donmar#since I couldn't get myself to just hold up a camera in their faces rather than joining in on the clapping#so also didn't record the whole thing this time but at least a bit of it ❤️#and ah the handle is from twitter 🙈#also I really need to learn to make better gifs and/or video edits because the quality definitely looks better on my phone than this 🙈#Edit: Looks like he has tried not to kick as high this week from what I have seen 🥺#I hope that's just random and not because they saw the photos and videos and were like maybe try not to show too much#Because my main reason for uploading this was just that he's absolutely adorable and such a delight to watch 🥹#and it's not like there's actually anything to see besides the shorts and his knees which are on full display throughout anyway#and will probably be on display for the filmed version as well#So hope it's just that either I haven't seen any videos from the same angle or it's just random how he ends up doing it#please keep up with the cute twirl and kick DT ❤️
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Boys with acne I love you
Boys with stretch marks I love you
Boys with cellulite I love you
Boys with crooked teeth I love you
Boys with weird smiles I love you
#these are qualities I have that I find nice about myself (besides the smile bit)#so why wouldn't i love them on someone else?#gay yearning#mlm yearning#mlm concept#gay concept#mlm thoughts#trans mlm#gay mlm
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EDIT 10 FEB: i am no longer accepting these!! reblogs have been turned off to reflect this
hi! i'm offering drawings to anyone that donates an e-sim to gaza until 10th february. here is a tutorial on how you can do that, and you can look in the notes of this post for referral codes shared by other people for a discount.
alternatively, you can donate to any one of these instead:
Pious Projects (twitter)
Help Gaza Children (proof of impact)
Care for Gaza (twitter)
Medical Aid for Palestinians (twitter)
Help Ahmed and his family evacuate (his account)
Help Mohamed and his family get medical help and evacuate (post)
Palestine Children's Relief Fund (twitter)
Anera (twitter)
Help a family of 13 evacuate
Urgent support for medical professionals
i know there are many others - if you have donated to one that isn't here, you can still send me a screenshot + link so i can add it to the list :]
i will only accept donations made from 26th jan onwards! send me a screenshot of your receipt with timestamps through DMs or email me at [email protected] (cover your personal details), along with the character you want. if they're from a fandom you haven't seen me draw for, a reference image would be greatly appreciated!
you can honestly donate just like a dollar or two to one of the fundraisers and i will still draw you something - it'll just be very simple! a donation is a donation and every little bit counts
#eeee haven't actually done art requests or the sort in many years so this is a bit daunting😵 but i want to do something...!!#esims for gaza#free gaza#free palestine#palestine#hmmm i'm not sure how to tag this properly besides those#donation commission#i only put the deadline there so i don't potentially overwhelm myself . i likely extend it if i can
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s5 spoilers...!!!!! in this animatic...!!!!!!!!!
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hey guys mk the monkie kid posting here!!! just letting yu know i am nuts 😋✌️
#sunburst duo#mk and wukong.#guh#favorite charatcers ever#i love sunburst duo so much#this season ruined me#THE FIRST TWO ENGLISH EPS#YELLING#also the page at the bottom is characters that r mecore...#i wouldve just drawn mk and swk but i decided to restrain myself#lmk s5 spoilers#not big spoilers besides the animatic but ykno#lmk season 5 spoilers#monkie kid spoilers#s5 spoilers#monkie kid#lmk#lego#lego monkie kid#sun wukong#monkey king#mk#qi xiaotian#six eared macaque#liu er mihou#macaque#lmk mk#i love the celestial monkey trio#the beloveds
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does anyone else ever feel like they never Fit In fandom spaces like. sure i create stuff SOMETIMES but i feel like such an outsider in the fandom and idk why asdkfsakdf
#this might be because i dont really create stuff much#i just kind of hop in eveyr now and then and post#mayb if i actually wrote more fics and drew more art i'd feel more...involved...idk#LOL idk#i want to have more friends in the ml fandom but i am just. so so bad at talking to people#and i am not in any discord servers besides the one i made myself#mostly bc i dont know where to find them#also bc im afraid ppl just think I'm weird or annoying or off-putting sjfsjdfs#it's the tism#text post
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shaw >:)
#i was gonna draw more hollow but i messed up on their head and ended up starting a drawing of hornet#which i mean#i aint gonna stop myself#i dont draw her much even tho she's my favorite :(#besides from hollow#ive been using the same square brush tool with the canvas texturing all week+#i need to switch it up fbsdjfsdf#but Aaaaa i cant say no to easy texture#art#digital art#hollow knight#hk#hk hornet
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#photo#water#ocean#california coast#all taken of the same patch of water more or less over less than a minute#also. i don't by habit do postprocessing of images besides cropping so no exposure adjustment#it's aN aRtIsTic cHoIcE#or. laziness.#or: a challenge to myself to get the shot right in the moment and learn the camera#or: i don't enjoy it in itself#whereas I do enjoy the act of taking pictures#and i don't have to spend time on what i don't enjoy!#so here have my over and underexposed images that reflect that i was captivated in the moment by the swell of the waves and not thinking -#of the metering. imperfection a reflection of joy in a transient thing and also lack of skill
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As I was telling my friends: to be very honest, even leading up to the finale, I couldn't imagine a show that is about death and all the ways we fear it and try to escape/delay it and how we always, inevitably, end up meeting it - and a show whose main character is the ultimate embodiment of that - ending any other way than with Agatha dying.
And I think the way they did it was beautiful, albeit tragic (and terribly heartbreaking ngl), and so right for this story and the character, because it was on HER terms, because SHE CHOSE it, and because this was her second chance at motherhood and this time it WAS in her power to not let history repeat itself – to not let a son die –, and she took that chance despite every thread of her unmatched survival instinct screaming at her to save herself – and she did it even though she wasn't ready to face Nicky. That was an act of love, thus proving Billy's claim that she's capable of good, and it was her 'redemption' – not in the eyes of the world, and not in her own or for herself, but for her son, Nicky, and for the boy she grew to love as though he was hers all along. And then, just before the end, the last thing she felt and saw and tasted was the love of her life – because she WANTED to.
For all that she said that she never wanted to see Rio's face again, that WAS the final image she chose to imprint in her memory and that WAS the face she chose to close her eyes to. She chose Rio's kiss as her final goodbye.
Those were Agatha's two final acts, and they were acts of grief and love. For what is grief if not love persevering, and what is love if not Agatha Harkness's one redeeming quality.
#besides her wicked sense of humour that is#help I made myself cry#agatha harkness#agatha spoilers#agatha all along spoilers#agatha all along#agathario#agatha x rio#I'm crying ugly tears rn I'm not even kidding#spoilers#mine
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wanted to make a render to get back into the hang of things
#no sim in it because i really didn't want to open the game 😭#i recorded myself making this and made a speed render#but i've gotten an error all 3 times i've tried to upload it so when i figure that out i'll post it in a reblog#but it's 2am and i'm wrecked lol#anyways hi its been a month#sorry i've been so absent#having one of those weeks where the smallest things either have me in tears or a fit of rage#and these kind of weeks have been coming consecutively since like.. march 💀#feel like shit but nothing to do besides get over it and move on#here's hoping it passes 🤞#goodnight friends#edits
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