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[miss-howlett]

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🇦🇺 This blog. Is NOT pro-ana blog! This is blog of 18+ years old woman from Poland who is posting about her daily life, struggles with mentall health and eating issue. If you don't like this kind of content - pls block me. I'm a huge fan of video games (mostlly RDR, Assassin's Creed, Uncharted, The Witcher and more) and also biggest Hugh Jackman and Wolverine fangirl 🤭 I LOVe tattoos and have a lot of them. I'm always happy to chat if you want to, just please be polite and pay attention that I am adult. We don't wanna meanies here so things like fatspo, meanspo or any kind of being "phobic" is not welcome here! I'm posting mostlly in polish language but sometimes in english too. I'm still learning so pardon if my grammar isn't perfect ❤️

🇵🇱 Ten blog NIE JEST blogiem pro-ana! To blog dorosłej osoby 18+ która postuje o codziennym życiu, zdrowiu psychicznym oraz zmaganiami z ed. Jeśli taki kontent ci nie odpowiada - zablokuj mnie. Jestem fanką gier, tatuaży i Hugha Jackmana, którego nazywam tutaj Pookiem i simpuję do niego srogo 🤭 Na moim blogu panuje bezwzględny zakaz fatspo czy meanspo. Nie jestem motylkiem i nie zamierzam być. Ten blog jest po prostu moim pamiętnikiem. Zawsze chętnie pogadam. Miej na uwadze, że jestem dorosła zanim do mnie napiszesz.

🌕Aktualności🌕

Najwyższa waga: 114kg czerwiec 2024

Waga aktualna: 92kg (update co miesiąc)

Waga finalna do której dążę: 48kg

Jeśli nie jesteś pro4n4/motylkiem i po prostu jesteś w środowisku ed, możesz użyć tych tagów:

[allagashed]

whenever i say “screaming crying throwing up” this is what i mean

[gayvampyr]

fat people are allowed to be fat even if they don’t starve themselves or push themselves physically past their limits btw

[harbingerofsoup]

there’s death of the author and then there’s whatever the fuck is up with danny phantom

[morningsaidthemoon]

Scrappy kid in the jaws of defeat // Oct 3.

[cartilage-and-bones]

This might be really dumb but something that helps me is pretending I'm already skinny?

Like

Feeling hungry? That's because you're a skinny bitch

Skipping dinner? That's because you're a skinny bitch

Having a diet soda while everyone else has burgers? Such skinny bitch behaviour

Skinny is a mindset

Fake it til you make it

Also saves me from getting super depressed about my body? Sometimes it feels like change just isn't happening and I get really bummed out and struggle to stay motivated.

But if I tell myself I'm already a skinny bitch I'm like

Omg yeah you're right

I've got to keep up these behaviours to stay a skinny bitch

[ppr0p3rty0f4n4]

“two steps ahead”

me: okay bet

*starts 7 day fast*



[madootles]

dramatic eyes. dramatic lips. drama on the cheeks.

sketch

[p3t1t-4gne4u]

i need to be skinny because there are so many clothes that would look so cute on me if i was just ten pounds lighter

[quaker-bitch]

[avenoirn]

miss all sunday 🥀🤍

[miss-howlett]

(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ 25.10.2024 ♥

Dzisiejszy dzień minął mi naprawdę bardzo dobrze. Zjadłam jakieś 230 kcal, a tak naprawdę to wypiłam i zastanawiałam się, czy zaliczyć to jako fasta? Ale nie, kcal to kcal więc emotka chlebka wleciała.

A potem w ogródku czekała mnie niespodzianka. Kiedy poszłam karmić koty, ścieżką pod płotem tuptał sobie jeż. I na zdjęciu może tego nie wisać, ale on był OGROMNY. Naprawdę, jakby to zmutowało i z Czarnobyla wyszło XD Jak zbliżyłam się żeby zrobić zdjęcie to zwinął się w kulkę, a kiedy tylko się oddaliłam - on też szybko spierdzielił.

Tataj pochwalę się moimi zjadkami - Karmel (łaciata) i Lukrecja (czarnulka)

Byłam na mini zakupach i kupiłam sobie gorące kubki - to w sumie moje safe food. Niedużo kcal (zależy od smaku) a jak człowiek taki walnie to się czuje rozgrzany i jakby zjadł obiad. I to tyle na dzisiaj ❤️

[artofalassa]

The Routine

[mmmairon]

Bloodborne Diluc returns

[reasonsforhope]

"The number of teenage abortions in Finland fell by 66% between 2000 and 2023, its public health institute THL said on Monday, attributing the reduction to the offer of free contraception to adolescents and compulsory sex education in schools.

Finland also passed a law in 2022 liberalising abortion, at a time of deep divisions over abortion rights in Europe and court rulings in the U.S. that restricted access to terminations of unwanted pregnancies for millions of people there.

The number of abortions among women under 20 rose during the 1990s in Finland, which led the Nordic country to respond at the start of the 2000s by making morning-after pills available without prescription from 15 years of age and sexual education compulsory in all schools.

"We can assume that sexual education plays a significant role," THL's research professor Mika Gissler told Reuters, adding that increased access to contraception from a young age was another factor behind the change.

The number of abortions fell 66% to 722 in 2023 from 2,144 in 2000 among all teenagers aged 19 or younger in Finland, while the drop was even steeper at 78% among those under 18 in the same period, THL's statistics showed.

"Since the latter half of the 2010s, the decline in the number of young people's abortions has also been influenced by the introduction of free contraception in many welfare regions," THL wrote in a report...

Under the 2022 liberalisation, Finland from September 2023 stopped requiring women to give a reason for having an abortion, making it available upon a pregnant person's request during the first 12 weeks of pregnancy.

[Note: That's actually not a very long window for abortion! Many conservative states in the US have actually instituted 12-week bans, and it's caused terrible upheaval and limits to medical services. Sounds like Finland should liberalize further, imho! Still, important progress!]

THL said it was too early to conclude whether the legislative change, which took effect last year, will have an impact on the number of abortions."

-via Reuters, June 3, 2024

[evisceratedplague]

50 excuses for not eating

1. You’re not hungry

2. You don’t like that certain food

3. You ate a big breakfast and are still full.

4. You’re allergic to that food

5. You ate earlier

6. You have a sore throat

7. You’re vegetarian/vegan

8. You’re saving your hunger for a big family dinner

9. You have tooth ache

10. You have stomach cramps

11. You feel sick

12. You have a stomach ache

13. You’ll eat something later

14. You have a mouth ulcer

15. You bit your tongue and it hurts too much to eat

16. You’ll eat when you get home

17. You’ll eat when you get hungry

18. You don’t have any money to buy anything

19. Invent an illness where it hurts when you eat but when you don’t it’s fine

20. You don’t feel like eating right now

21. You just ate something

22. If you have braces say you just got them tightened and they hurt

23. You’re still full from lunch

24. You have a nut allergy

25. You don’t like that food unless it has a particular sauce/dip/dressing that isn’t there

26. You’re craving one particular food which you’ll have later

27. You ate too much earlier

29. You ate all your food and have none left

30. You can’t be bothered right now

31. You’re fasting for religious reasons

32. You ate with someone else

33. You need to finish your homework

34. You need to finish studying

35. You’re busy doing something ‘important’

36. You have an intolerance to a kind of food

37. You want to go for a run later and don’t want a full stomach

38. You forgot your lunch

39. You forgot to bring a snack with you

40. You overate earlier

41. There was a bake sale earlier and you’re stuffed

42. You’re going out to eat later

43. You ate out earlier

44. Your doctor put you on a special diet

45. Your dietitian put you on a special diet

46. You’re fasting because you have a fasting blood test soon

47. You don’t want anything right now

48. You’re taking part in a famine

49. You don’t have time to eat

50. Nothing looks appealing