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another Catherine of siena enjoyer!
christ taking his heart out of his side wound to hand it to st. catherine of siena
in a hagiography of st. catherine of siena, alsace, early 15th c.
source: Paris, BnF, ms. allem. 34, fol. 54r
#love her#even though I'm an anglican#once I saw a book about#st Catherine of siena#and I rushed towards the book like a wild gremlin#I am he who is and you are she who is not reeeeeeee
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Penny stardewvalley makes me so sad because she's SO sensitive to, like, basically everything you tell her (telling her that you can't stand children while two children are nearby is a pretty lousy move but -1500 friendship?? being a jerk to other characters' faces typically loses you about 50 points, and if you choose the option labeled "creepy" and ask Leah for a kiss in her 2 heart event she physically hits you and kicks you out of her house but that's only -100 friendshipâŚ) and so if you want to befriend her it's a whole lot of lying and tiptoeing around her feelings (2 hearts: George was right but saying that makes her feel bad. 6 hearts: her food sucks but even if you try to be polite about it she feels like a failure; only a bald-faced lie pleases her. 8 hearts: saying you don't want to be tied down with a family loses you a little bit of friendship and she's only happy if you say you want kids) and I can't help but think she's a product of her environment. She lives in a trailer with only her mother, who gets drunk every night and has something of a temper. Penny's like a skittish rescue animal who wonât even come out from hiding under something unless you leave her lots of treats
#stardew valley#penny sdv#I didn't mention the SECOND opportunity to lose 1500 friendship with her#because I think if you go out of your way to date her and then tell her that you don't like her that way then you deserve it#but yeah she's super volatile#i was upset for a little bit after reading that one post saying the ârightâ answer in the 2 heart event is ableist#like nooooo not my favorite farming game :(#except that in the context of several other things in the game it becomes clear that winning someone over#does not always mean doing the right thing#looking directly at how the easiest way to befriend shane and pam is by enabling their alcoholism#which is framed as a harmful thing even if the characters themselves like it#you have to lie to befriend other characters too like with sam dropping his egg#and you can lose a little friendship based on preferences like sebastian asking about what books you like#though to be fair if i saw someone who could potentially be cool and i found out that what they like was stuff im not into id also#lose interest a little#anyway those are all examples spread around on different characters#penny's got it all at once#me post
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Various doodles of the Dorito Twins.
I just like to play with them like dolls and put them into situations.
#woo dragons art be upon you#gravity falls#the book of bill#bill cipher#pyramid steve#have fun decoding! won't give the answers in the tags cuz that's taking the fun away#anyway. anyone wanna hear some additional thoughts of mine to the images? of course you do.#[IMAGE 1: originally i also wanted to do a ''mom said it's my turn'' but decided against it then. also. they are playing#Super Battle Siblings⢠for the BoxBox64.⢠''but op. the n64 didn't exist in the eighties yet'' do i look like I fucking care.]#[IMAGE 2: i struggled pretty badly with those darn shoes. the shoes too big for the goddamn hes. anyway.#i also had to change the color of bill cuz he looked fucking sun burned.]#[IMAGE 3: if bill fucked our mom it's just fair that steve fucked our dads. i also always had this one tumblr post in mind that goes like:#''is the opposite of 'forgive me father for I have sinned' 'sorry daddy for being dirty'?'']#[IMAGE 4: actually no additional thoughts. squish the cat.]#[IMAGE 5: I once saw a drawing that had the steve equivalent to 'universe is a hologram. reality is an illusion. buy gold.' but all I -#remember is that it said 'eat copper' at the end. i also used minecraft ingots pngs cuz it's funny]#[IMAGE 6: the alpha twin title belongs to the silly ones. I don't make the rules.]#[IMAGE 7: :) ]#[OTHER: there's something else I had planned for this but I thought too much about it so now it's gonna be a comic.#hope i can finish it til next Wednesday]#have a lovely day everyone :]
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every time i go into the nearby barnes & noble i get macroaggressed by this display going âthese arenât your grandmaâs romance novels! đĽľâ full of identical pastel covers with colorblocked half-silhouette drawings of well clothed people hugging in front of a bougie cafe. yeah whatever i know, your grandmaâs romance novels were gremliny little pulp paperbacks full of hilarious evil bisexuals ruining their lives and the lives of everyone around them with bullshit too hot for any b&n to stock. whatever. i wish there were more weird tiny indie bookstores around.
#also my grandmother was a nymphomaniac and had a ton of the most deranged romance iâve seen outside livejournal in one of her 50 shelves#i forgot about this for 20 years but once when i was 11 my family stayed with her for 2 months while she recovered from a hip replacement#and at one point she saw me poking at her bookshelves and very clearly went#âthe books your mom wonât like are over here btw. so you know to not bother. :)â#fortunately i was allistic.
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breaking my gif fast for a nice quote
#golden kamuy#ogata hyakunosuke#gif#picmix#mine#i never stop my ogata + the stranger grind#once saw a piece of fanart with little ogata shooting ducks to the opening lines of this book and i still think about it. often
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I put this in the tags of a post but I think one aspect of cultural Christianity that is the hardest to shake is that people raised Christian (and particularly Protestant), especially people who have since left, will interpret depictions of religion that are actually drawing on practices/imagery common across multiple world religions as specifically a reference to Christianity.
#obviously downfall makes this relevant#but i'm remembering someone who was like ummmm caduceus said things that sound like protestant liturgy#like oh buddy i have things to tell you about commonalities between many world religions.#also that post i saw once that called the concept of redemption as culturally christian (by an ex-evangelical. as usual.)#the book of jonah just as like. a story that was written by people. is older than christianity.#like. i understand it is difficult to escape the hegemony but i feel like i'm watching you give a ted talk on escaping things#while tied up in a net you seem to be totally unaware of despite it hampering your movement
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on one hand it's absolutely terrifying to me how deep down the conspiracy theory rabbit hole my father might be and i from all that i have read about radicalisation i do not have a way of dragging him out of it and i don't like where this is going at all,
on the other hand, since he has a youtube premium subscription for melting his brain with podcasts about aliens and near death experience survivors and reactionary politics, at least i can get in on the family subscription and don't have to watch ads anymore. so there's that.
#IS IT A PRICE WORTH PAYING. well. no. but you take what you can get#(also before you tell me about ad blockers: i watch youtube on my tv and there was no other way to escape ads afaik)#the thing is. my dad doesn't really talk about this stuff except for his surface level climate change denial shit#but whenever im in norway i look at what books he's reading and once i saw his youtube history and it's. it's Really Bad#but he also hasn't been transphobic/queerphobic towards me or anything like that so it's... like you wouldn't necessarily Guess#sighs. it's scary! i don't like how it's influencing my mom!!#but hey i can watch the whole new contrapoints video about conspiracy without ads and it rules.#lays down on the floor
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random question!! in school, was/is it common for some people you're not friends with to be referred to by their full names? like if you're talking about someone else in your year, you say both their first name and last name, at least when first mentioning them in conversation?
#idk if it's just a here thing but. i knew loads of people at my school who in my mind i know them as their entire name like. automatically#maybe it's cause so many people share common first names here so we need to specify?#i once saw someone talking about like. British books about school. and they were like#âit's so weird that these characters are valling their classmates and stuff by their surnamesâ#and i was like yeah no we do not do that#but then i went. oh wait. i DO hear surnames being used pretty often to address others. just not by themselves. along with the first name#ace's random thoughts :)
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been seein a few popular posts about what could Happen in season 3 that i think are kind of missing the mark a bit when it comes to crowley and aziraphaleâs characters and both of their approaches to their relationship? so heres my take
aziraphale is a fighter: all throughout the book and season 1, heâs done his best to fight for what he thinks is right. the fatal flaw in this position is that he only ever does it within the confines of his faith and position as an angel: protesting punishing job until Godâs Orders are cited; excusing his eating habits to gabriel by saying it helps him âblend inâ on earth; even after an entire day of listing things he wouldnât be able to enjoy on earth anymore, crowley was only able to convince aziraphale to help him raise the antichrist by framing it as âthwarting wilesâ (ie. doing his job). aziraphale has always had a lot of conflict with how his and heavenâs ideals align-- this is why aziraphale went to heaven, so he could make the rules heâs so hesitant to break work for him instead of against him.
crowley on the other hand, is a flier: at the slightest sign of trouble he canât fix, he flees. no, he does not want to dismantle the systems of heaven and hell, he wants to run away forever and never think about them again! heâs canonically tried to do this at least four times! but the fatal flaw in this position is that it means he sees everything heâs built and collected in 6000 years as disposable, which is not unlike how heaven and hell also think about the earth. heâs built a fragile, peaceful existence for himself, but is willing to run away and dump it all the second its peace and fragility is threatened by something he canât control.
understanding both of these attitudes makes the middle ground where they realize their mistakes and come together again painfully obvious (imo): its earth! literally the ground in the middle between heaven and hell. crowley and aziraphale both already know that the other is worth protecting-- aziraphale wants to go to heaven so being together wonât be against the rules, and crowley wants to run away so heaven and hell canât destroy them for being together-- so the revelation that needs to be reached in season 3 is that their lives and their history and their home is worth protecting too. beelzebub and gabriel had âheaven/hell is wherever you areâ, but that kind of attitude (even âto the worldâ/they are each others world) doesnât work for crowley and aziraphale because they spent 6000 years building something that makes simply being together synonymous with being on earth.
after all, the Really Big One is going to be all of us vs. all of them-- heaven and hell against all of humanity. when crowley and aziraphale have this exchange in the book and season 1, i fully believe that both them assume that when they say âusâ, it means heaven and hell-- even after everything that happened, theyâre still aligning themselves against the earth and the history they have there. which is why, after all their wonderful and inevitable character development in season 3, theyâre going to realize that âusâ actually means humanity.
#good omens#good omens season 2#good omens spoilers#good omens meta#good omens analysis#gomens#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#aziraphale#anthony j crowley#by me#this was made about Two Posts i saw that annoy me to no end#the first has like. Thousands of notes#and FUNDAMENTALLY MISUNDERSTANDS CROWLEYS CHARACTER#HES A COWARD NOT AN ANARCHIST#he wants to run away at the bandstand#and then later in the book shop before az calls heaven#and then again when gabriel shows up#and AGAIN at the end of s2#not ONCE has his response to heaven been 'fight back and take it down'#and the SECOND post is about az needing to choose between saving earth and saving crowley#which is a fundamental misunderstanding that crowley and earth are on different sides#its NEVER going to be crowley vs earth#crowley IS earth#its always always always going to be crowley and earth vs HEAVEN#their love is the most powerful thing in the universe so it will be easy actually for the two of them to beat both heaven and hell#ok thats all my thoughts i think#so can we stop blaming aziraphale for him being the only one with a flawed way of thinking#thanks :)#ok actually thinking about it more: both of their stances are sooooo reactionary to what heaven or hell could do to them
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From what I gathered of my Wikipedia dives and from watching the show, the showrunners so far seem to be mostly glossing over the stark gender divide in the magic system.
There's nods to the fact that man channel by taking control while women channel by surrendering control; and we know men go mad, and women don't; but if I'm mistaken we've never heard of the saidin/saidar thing, implying it's the same Pool of Magic for everyone.
I wonder if they're going to get into that in the future and blur lines and start tinkering with the concept, or if they're mostly gonna deal with the iffy gender essentialism by just not talking about it.
#WoT#Wheel of Time#Having not read the books#I don't think I know enough to propose changes#but I do think there are interesting ways one could go about it.#my favorite I saw suggested once in the tags it to make the saidin/saidar divide like. a secondary sex characteristic.#so like in the real world MOST women are XX; in the WoT world MOST women can channel saidar#but not ALL#or else it could be very cool to have it be a wholly social gender identity kind of thing#but I think that would complicate the original taint storyline#you'd think the Age of Legends would have a more complex social understanding of gender#so why would the magic contamination follow a stark gender divide?#it makes more sense for âone halfâ of the power to be tainted if there is some MATERIAL difference between the halves y'know?#or else you'd probably have to do a big thing about how it wasn't only male channelers in the beginning...#...but then social ideas of gender stratified again and now it is.#but that would be a lot harder and they already have pleeeeenty to deal with...
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#allow me to be VERY petty about something please#i am very happy for michael sheen and his career and the fact that he's now written a children's book#i wish him nothing but the best and i kinda want to get his book as well#(also the illustrations are so cute i need to find out who made them)#and i do not question his writing skills and his ability to apeal to children#like... AT ALL!#but in general i have strong feelings about this fad of celebrities writing children's books#because regardless if the book is amazing or shit they will get publishing deals because they're famous#and because they can put their name on the cover#this says nothing about the celebrities skills or talent btw#but this says a lot about the publishing world...#and as someone who wrote and illustrated a kid's book and is struggling massively to get it published...#i am annoyed a little bit#once again i fucking love sheeny so this is nothing against him#it just sparked my hate again when i saw the announcement because now it has struck even closer to home lol#ok i'm done being petty and envious lol#(pls i mean this respectfully. nobody come for me#let me be petty in peace)#angel talks#personal
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One day I need to write a book with a character who could plausibly use the phrase "on my larry" purely for the joy and satisfaction of getting it into print.
#I saw mullered in one (1) book once#i don't think i've seen bodrick (sp.?)#i haven't heard bodrick since about 2007#'you're such a bod' devastating insults in 2005
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I hate netflix so fucking much. The fact that fucking str*nger th*ngs gets renewed over and over again, even in face of people boycotting it, but shows like Lockwood & Co and Shadow & Bone get axed after one season, despite both being well-received and the latter holding the #1 most-watched spot for WEEKS, if not months after release... It makes me want to start breaking things.
(This is mostly about L&C, but after seeing S&B get canceled, I lost all hope for any netflix show ever reaching completion, given S&B's huge success.)
#one of my friends finally convinced me to watch the L&C tv show after I read the books a few years ago and loved them.#and it just makes me so upset. Especially because my copy of The Screaming Staircase had a foreward by Mr. Stroud talking about#how excited he was to see his characters and world and location come to life. How happy it made him and how much he loved the adaptation.#and going from reading that to finding out shortly thereafter that the show was canceled...#especially when to cover all the stuff in the books they only would have needed two more seasons...#god. It makes me so heartbroken.#Truly it was one of the best book to screen adaptations I've ever seen in my life. It was wonderful.#and they barely even gave it a chance. The cancelation was so soon after the release.#I saw a post once talking about how there's no such thing as cult classics anymore because things that aren't IMMEDIATELY#HUGE successes get binned and in some cases scrubbed from streaming services altogether.#and it makes me so upset. Especially in this case reading the author's genuine joy and excitement about it.#anyways.#fuck netflix#morrigan.text#rant#rant tw
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I'm going to lose itttttttttttt
November was my first month of unemployment; I got my benefits for the month on December 6.
The Agentur fĂźr Arbeit did not pay me for December, without explanation, and once I called their headquarters and complained, I got a double payment at the start of February (covering the months of December and January, I guess).
Then they messaged me that they're stopping my benefits, and that they would explain why "in a separate letter". Guess what: I never got the separate letter!!!
And now I've received a letter from my health insurance implying that if I'm really not receiving any unemployment benefits anymore, I may be in danger of losing my health insurance.
COME ON, GERMANY. How hard can it be to just send me a certain amount of money every month? Why has there been some stressful technical issue around receiving my benefits EVERY month since this has started?
I'm basically staying at home all day every day and barely living my life because I constantly don't know if I'm going to have an empty bank account at the end of the month or if I'll actually get paid this time. This is so fucking stressful and I hate it. Why is the AfA SO dysfunctional?
And more importantly, why the hell would they cancel my benefits with no explanation??? Also they just informed me on Friday that I've still got a meeting scheduled with my advisor, for March 18. But like... why would they be scheduling meetings with me after having randomly stopped my benefits? Surely if my benefits are canceled, that means I'm not a "client" of theirs anymore.
This is so stressful omfg. I technically have enough money to cover rent for a few more months, but then my entire life savings would be gone and I'd still be in debt and jobless. And that doesn't sound like a pleasant prospect đ
I know I am legally entitled to get 1500 euros a month, every month, for ONE WHOLE YEAR. Even the AfA themselves sent me an official document stating that.
But in practice, I've had to fight tooth and nail to get those benefits for even three months, and now they're suddenly like, "Oh we're not gonna give you any more money, AND we won't tell you why either :3 Byeeee!" So I'm mad af. WHY WON'T YOU TELL ME THE REASON YOU'RE CUTTING ME OFF?!?!??!??
#bĂźrokratie#o hear my sad complaint#cosmo gyres#thinking about that post i saw once about long-term financial trauma#how if you've never had financial security it seeps into you on the deepest level#how whenever anything financially 'good' happens to me i can't really believe it. and i refuse to take advantage of it and take risks#like i heard that i was entitled to 1500 euros per month for a year (more than enough to live on for me) and i thought#'maybe during this time off i can finally visit a few friends who've been begging me to visit them for literally years'#not far away; i'd go for like a week max and stay with them and the easyjet/ryanair flights are like 40 bucks each#like: the most non-financially-intimidating travel prospects ever. AND YET!!!#something in me put it off and didn't feel confident planning those visits#and now i am being so. so. so justified in that paranoia#something always goes wrong and financially fucks me over#and even the tiny cushion i have right now is so little that if i'd gone ahead and booked those flights i would be even more fucked now#it's sad as hell that i'm nervously holding myself back from even the smallest indulgences that would make me happy#and that my life circumstances constantly brutally confirm that it was the right choice to be nervous and hold back :(#anyway. fuck. if anyone wants to donate to my ko-fi that would be awesome :')#i also feel very very confirmed in my instinctive sense to not move ahead with scheduling that surgery any time soon#that's just another indulgence i can't afford at this rate. if i get any money it's going straight to rent and bills lol#tag rant
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...i cant believe im gonna watch gravity falls because of flatland instead of reading/watching flatland because of gravity falls.
#bg rambles#im linking all the stuff people have been talking abt for gravity falls lately with the various versions of flatland im familiar with#and im going insane#did a. square get to see it again? the 3rd dimension? did he perish before he got the chance?#he'd seen it once before#but hed squandered his chance when he suggested if there was a fourth#i wanna know if. even for a second. arthur square got the chance to see the world as he saw it then. one last time.#...and i wonder. did the sphere mourn flatland/euclydia?#......did he mourn arthur...?#or was it good riddance to the simple shapes who couldnt understand the concept of the third dimension unless they were shown it themselves#except for that one strange little triangle...#nobody knows what im talking about but im going insane by combining these two worlds#gravity falls#the book of bill#<- tagging those in case people on my dash are trying to avoid spoilers or something idk#flatland
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sometimes being right about a character or media is a burden bc it means I cannot watch most content relating to it or I get Annoyed.
#dream bbq let's play where the dude immediately is like is ena a half-guy half-girl and then i saw someone commented saying ena is a species#no thanks i'm ok actually#i once saw the thumbnail of a video essay on shadow milk cookie and i booked it outta there#my feelings are much too strong for you see i perceive the truth about him#rosychatter
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