#rant tw

[five-thousand-loaves-of-bread]

friend auti_anthology over instagram made post about how whenever she talk abt how autism in china be treat objectively really bad n give horrifically ableist but extremely realistic examples, there always people in comments about how “we (people in west / usually mean US UK etc those countries) have it bad too” “it’s not perfect here” “we also struggle”

it something am get too n when you click into who made those comments it 90% time be random verbal white cis woman (sometimes trans nonbinary person) who low support needs high masking late dx in the US UK or australia or something it always same exact type of face n auti_anthology phrased it infinitely nicer than am can but am not known for be nice so you all get the mad rant of

it always same exact face same exact privileged face literally most privileged as you can be in global autistic community, crying abt how they have it bad too they have it worse the moment you talk about how group that not them be subject to horrific ableism like you all treat oppression as cool sticker to collect if you get 10 sticker you can exchange it for cool prize n that not how it fucking works

n am not wanna dismiss their struggle bc be any kind autistic in world still oppressed group but sometimes really just feel like some wanna cosplay be oppressed so bad cosplay the type of oppression & marginalization they not have by twist self into something they not n by shove foot into every single fucking conversation every single identity every single term that dare not be about them

some you all treat real fucking oppression as token as cool sticker as status symbol as something make you Unique you treat it as source of validation that worse your oppression is the more valid you are more validated you are n don’t tell me oh it because trauma it because your entire life be dismissed entire life struggle not recognized so now be recognize as oppress you feel validated like you think am not traumatized you think high support needs people not traumatized nonverbal nonspeaking people not traumatized visibly autistic people not traumatized autistic prollr of color not traumatized people in country where autism knowledge 20 30 or more years behind your country not traumatized you think we not dismissed we not want our struggle seen validated you cling onto that ONE THING n yes maybe that thing do cause you plenty struggle but not make it any less true that compare to globally you among THE MOST privileged

you wanna win the oppression olympics so bad you wanna win the oppression olympics so bad but whenever people tell you hey you actually have privilege or not even directly tel you you privileged they simply talking (NOT EVEN TO YOU) abt how some other group have oppression you LUCKILY not experience you come out SCREAMING abt how they play oppression olympics n that Bad n No One More Oppressed Than Another like do you all wanna be sat down n baby talked “it okay to have privilege it okay be privileged it okay be superior”????

why is it ALWAYS the same exact face (rhetorical question)

you all = not specifically You Reading This (but if it fits…)

this vent rant not affiliated or sponsored by auti anthology don’t drag her into it

[idiot-mushroom]

Daddy’s Blunt Weapon

i feel like leo in media nowadays is so not him, and imma be so real for the longest time i too regarded him as the ‘strict mom of the group’ but he’s really fucking isn’t.

he’s cringe, nerdy, sassy, and just a tad awkward! he’s obsessed with kids cartoons and anime and that’s canon! he sasses and pokes fun at his siblings, he makes jokes and puns that never hit! he gets so happy when he goes to space and makes silly faces! He likes dnd and comics! he’s a kid, he likes to mess around and he’s pretty laid back when it comes to everyday stuff!

he’s not this stick up his ass type of guy, he just take’s missions seriously bc he’s trying to keep his bros safe, bc the weight of being the leader weighs down on him heavily and he takes the role of leader very strictly and rightly so! he may be a star student but only bc he’s a hard worker and he’s stubborn enough that he’s good at shit he wants to be good at. he wants to protect his siblings.

not saying he can’t be extra or anything, he can so be a lil shit when it comes to training. i’m just saying we should show his more colorful side :))

[creep3r-chan]

Uhh uhh warning very very very angry rant (which is a WALL of text) below uh sorry

Btw, DNI if you can't tell the difference between canon and headcanons. It's alright if you say it as a joke, "oh yeah this is totally canon btw /j" is totally fine with me. But if you GENUINELY take that shit SERIOUSLY, as in ATTACK and HATE on people for not agreeing with your opinions, GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME. ESPECIALLY WITH SEXUALITIES + GENDER IDENTITY AND SHIPS. "DNI if you think [insert character] is/is not [INSERT SOMETHING THAT HAS NOT BEEN CONFIRMED CANON OR NOT]" even WORSE, SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN PROVEN TO BE/NOT BE CANON. Bitch I am TIRED of seeing this shit. It's okay to have headcanons about a character, in fact I'd say that's great! But DO NOT, I REPEAT, FUCKING DO NOT, say some shit like "b- b- b- but this character is canonically [insert thing here]" WHEN IT HAS NOT BEEN CONFIRMED. THERE ARE THINGS CALLED HEADCANONS FOR A REASON. DO YOUR GODDAMN RESEARCH.

Btw have I told you that this is very /dir (not to any of my mutuals but to a very specific person that I now DESPISE SO MUCH. sorry everybody)

[snow-on-mtsilver]

(finally posting this because my partner posted something like it)

"rei and akari are lucas and dawn!!" NO THE FUCK THEY ARE NOT.

They are ancestors just like volo and kamado

And the BIGGEST THING THAT DISPROVES THIS???

They BOTH are in the same timeline and one of them always has to be from hisui, said hisuian one is trusted and beloved, clearly from their time

The other falls from the sky, unrecognized by anyone

Hell the fallen one can be CUSTOMIZED to not look like their descendant

NOT TO MENTION THEIR CANONICAL NAMES ARE DIFFERENT FROM LUCAS AND DAWN.

This theory pisses my partners and i off so much like NO!!! just because ingo was a character we knew before doesn't mean that the PROTAGONIST IS

[wonderfultheatre]

Spicy RPC Opinion: Morality

I think there is something to be said when someone takes a canon character and completely gets rid of the awful aspects of said character.

I do not understand why people feel the need to feel morally superior that their version of Valentino isn't an abusive pimp that committed sexual assault. I've seen people feel holier than thou for their version of a character not being as terrible as the canon-compliant versions of those characters. It baffles me and while I have had moments I thought that way, I really see how erroneous that way of thinking is.

I also think it's extremely strange and odd to take a character like Abel and completely woobify and infantilize him. While he most likely died young, it's still weird to immediately act like he's a sweet baby boy who could do no wrong just because he was murdered by his brother. Just because he was killed doesn't immediately mean Cain is this all-evil bastard and Abel was just a sweet infantile baby man.

We are in a community where the characters are in hell or are from hell and even the characters in heaven aren't 100% good. If you can't look at a character with a nuanced lense, and write their flaws, why are you writing this character? Characters are going to be homophobic, sexist, and even possibly racist (of course don't actually spew hateful racist rhetoric in the RPC there are like 5 POC in this entire community we get enough shit), you do not have to play a good guy. You are not morally superior for writing Mr. Pimps-a-lot, the moth pimp guy, as not abusive. He is, he's evil. You don't have to write Vox as a not-capitalist white guy, he is. You don't have to write Velvette as a sweet influencer, she's not.

If you are uncomfortable delving into dark topics, that's fine but being judgemental of others who do, or freely write them is incredibly crass behavior and honestly not welcome on my blog.

Discussing dark topics in a completely fictional space where you have the power is healthy, a lot of people cope with RP, you don't know what life the other human behind the screen has had, and you act like you're better than them because your version of a character isn't evil? That isn't the flex you think it is.

Have fun in a community where it takes place in hell and we can talk about these topics, we're not 12, we're all in our 20s to 30s or older. Dark topics have a place here but your negative attitude towards those who write them doesn't.

[positivelybeastly]

Back Home!

It's good to be back. Will endeavour to use tonight and tomorrow to be a little more active and pretend that this is still something approximating a roleplay blog.

Also, minor rant under the cut.

I get so incredibly tired of the mainstream fandom's engagement with Hank as a character. It's literally just such basic bitch shit. There's so little attempt to actually engage with what he is beyond the surface.

He's either a cuddly doctor who exists as five lines in a hurt/comfort fic, or he's fucking Satan himself because people's memories don't go back before 2019, and it makes me wonder sometimes why I bother trying to talk to people outside of my small, curated sphere here, because the majority of fandom will see one panel on Twitter, or Reddit, and form a fuckass opinion based on it, and then I have to act like it's somehow worth engaging with.

Where's the exploration of Hank as a trans metaphor? Where's the examination of Hank as a lens through which to view changing politics and the popular conceptualisation of intellectuals? Where's the thesis on why Hank is a sex symbol on the Avengers but he's a mopey bastard on the X-Men? Where's the discourse that actually bothers to question what Abigail represents on his narrative journey, and why they worked as a couple, and why she's important?

I just get so tired of the mainstream X-Men fandom sometimes. It legitimately feels like they have a head full of fuckin' bricks, and all it takes is jangling some keys in front of them to get them excited.

The people I have following and interacting with me here, you guys? You guys, I can have an actual conversation with, and I appreciate you more and more and more every time I dip my toe into Twitter and Reddit.

Rant over. Thanks for sticking with me. 💙

[shaykappa]

I am just so tired of seeing us politics all the time. Like, why should the president of a country on the other side of the world matter to me? It shouldn't be important to me, just like it's not important to me who is the president of Ghana. But of course, the cheeto asshole now owns the world! Congratulations fuckers, I didn't even vote because I don't live in USA or have any relation to it, yet you are destroying the lives of random people who shouldn't need to care about your elections. And I don't even live in Palestine, or a country with a genocide or famine or whatever going on, but I am still affected by it (edit: I didn't word this very well, I meant that Palestine for example is directly affected by USA politics, but even countries in less extreme situations are affected by usa politics and they shouldn't be. Neither should Palestine of course). I fucking hate this.

[harminuya]

Armenians: haha, can you guys stop being weird about us, anytime we are mentioned we get so much hate from you, meanwhile we barely acknowledge or attack u when u are mentioned

Our western, northern and easterm neighbours: stop whining and playing the victim

Armenians: who is whining? We are just pointing out common patterns

The neighbours: see this is what i mean, whining and complaining all the time, i hope u die

Armenians: ????

[clochanam-archive]

vent beneath the cut:

so how annoyed should i be that the new guy living with us basically invited himself to eat part of my dinner? like i had an oven pizza and he was telling me his plans as i waited for it to cook and he was like "oh yeah i'm gonna vacuum my car and go to town, once i finish eating with you! :D" and i was like "oh nice what are u gonna eat?" and this man just turns to me like i'm an eejit and goes "whatever you're cooking in the oven!" and i'm like. idk. he made some weird comment last week abt how "oh you're not cooking our lunches anymore sis!" and like. mm. idk. he also landed us with the concept of him staying with us for TWO YEARS??? and i gotta tell u lads. it's not gonna last. he's already annoying my parents. he made some comment abt our cousin who also lives with us who's recently separated from his wife and he was like "oh well i have to worry about you because you don't have a wife to do it." and i was just too exhausted to react. rn the diner is my only string of sanity anD I AM TOO ANNOYED TO WRITE TODAY BC OF THIS---

[herukaizaa]

This is going to be a rant about my personal life. Do feel free to ignore, triggering material suggested and/or mentioned.

These last few weeks have been hard on me quite a lot.

I rarely feel like I need to cry to let loose, but I've felt that lately and not just because of stress.

For those of you who don't know, I am an Israeli man, living in Israel and suffering the repercussions of the Israeli war against Iran, firsthand (if this is grounds for you to unfollow, go ahead).

I got drafted for an unclear amount of time, so I had to leave my house at 3 AM in the morning, get on my uniform that I had stored in the back of my closet, and leave off to spend the following weeks with my assigned unit of people who, were also called at an hour's notice to gather and prepare themselves.

But Iran has been bombing Israel a lot lately. And in these bombings, I lost my apartment.

Effectively, this means I don't have a place for myself anymore, and on the two times I got to go catch a break off-base, I had to leech off my parents. And I absolutely hate doing that. It places me in a bad mindset, and I fear returning to being a needy kid. I'm more or less independent (still need help with things) and I'm afraid that staying at my folks' would turn me back a few phases.

But to make matters worse, I just feel like such an outsider in my unit. I am almost never turned to or counted on, and in conversations where everyone jiving, I don't really seem to find my place. I just feel kinda like I don't belong.

I want to know I'm wanted and important to them, pretty badly. But I'm doubting that and it's really sparking my social anxiety back to gear, which hasn't happened in a while, honestly.

So I'm left in a situation where I feel like I can't fit in (even though I sort of get by); I don't have a home to return to, and my stay in the military rescue unit is indefinite as of now. Add to that, I can't take care of my home situation because I'm effectively stuck in military 24/7, and the 24 hours I do get to breathe I need to go somewhere I'm having personal doubts about.

It kinda sucks. Like I've seen messages of people on Tumblr asking for help and donations because they're being evicted out of their houses by their landlords -- but this time it's straight up "BOOM. You don't have a house now". No donation or anything can mitigate that.

I mostly wanted to let out my feelings concerning how I feel left out, and how they all seem to have so much fun. And it's painful.

That's about it, I think. It's hard to stay positive when your mind is eating away at you.

[legendary-duelists]

So you don't like MxM? Bruh...

Okay, you took my comment on that post way out of context. So I'm going to explain it here.

Ahem.

I AM NOT AGAINST IT.

It's free will for a reason, if that's what you're into, fine, that's fine!

I just have bad experience with it because of a few roleplay partners in the past who I did do MxM roleplays with on a forum, and instead of being civil with it, they threatened to IRL KILL ME if I so much as had my male muses flirt with any other men, OR WOMEN.

So yes. I don't write MxM because I've had too many bad experiences with it in roleplaying environments because I'm paranoid, and also because I was threatened.

THAT DOES NOT MEAN I HATE THE ENTIRE CONCEPT.

You and the other three anons that decided to come up and attack me for that one comment on my other recent post need to fucking chill.

[murkyhazed]

my room is my space. i'm 27 and still live at home, so my room is literally my only personal space. i love my niece and nephew, i love my sister, but i don't like when they come into my room uninvited because they ALWAYS touch my stuff. i asked my sister REPEATEDLY to stop holding my slime container upside down because it was starting to slide out but she kept doing it because she thought it was funny that i was getting mad.

i want a lock for my door, but my parents refuse to let me have one. the only time i would have it locked is when the kids are here, no other time. i just get annoyed with what is supposed to be my space always being invaded. having them in here touching my stuff and being noisy and asking if they can take this and that just overstimulates me and gets me very angry very quick. like severe sensory overload. i'm still reeling from it, i'm still so angry feeling that i want to scratch my skin off or yank my hair out.

i'm sorry for ranting, its just usually fellow tumblr peeps understand this kind of shit more than anyone in real life. my room is my private space, i'm tired of them always coming in, especially my sister because she has no regard for my feelings. she's 11 years older than me, she should quit acting the way that she does.

[call-me-chips]

Friend vent time :D

Ima just use their initials cuz it's easier to understand

So my friend J was planning a surprise birthday party for his girlfriend, K. He invites me and we make arrangements to meet up. Last night at like, 11:15 pm, J randomly cancels on me, saying that K found out about the plans and doesn't want to hang out

This isn't the first time at all that J and K have cancelled on me. They're always cancelling things on me and giving fake ass reasons for not being able to go. Here's another story about these same two people

Several months ago, my friend H was having a birthday, and everyone in our entire friend group was invited except for me. I brought it up to H and her excuse was that she just wanted to invite a few people, but she had invited N, and N brought along the rest of the friend group. For some reason N didn't think to invite me tho, and H didn't say anything about it

And just this morning, pictures were sent to the gc. Turns out that just a few days ago, the WHOLE friend group +some people I don't know met up for K2's (different K, so I'm calling her K2) surprise birthday party. It was planned by K2's dad and N. I didn't even know this was happening until this morning. I just want to stress that EVERYONE else was invited. There were over 10 people invited, including J and K

What's worse is that they sent it to the gc, where I was sure to see it

Overall, I'm just fucking left out of everything, but the thing is, if I bring it up and tell them that I want to be invited to things, they will invite me out of annoyance, because they have made it VERY clear that they don't want me around. I want to go to things, but only if they actually want me there

Another thing that scares me is that, my family is telling me that I should tell them off, but if I tell them off, they are probably gonna leave me. It would be so easy for them because I'm not "good friends" with anyone in the gc, and I'm constantly afraid that the slightest angry tone in my voice could make them angry enough to say "Fuck it, I don't wanna be with you anymore."

I can't leave them, cuz they're the closest thing I have to friends, and until I find better friends, I would like to keep them

I'm probably gonna cry about this later, we'll see

But yeah, thanks for reading this, here's a cookie :) 🍪

[k1ttygam3r]

This also goes for the G5 haters who put the biggest possible spoilers in the thumbnails of their Ch6 rant videos not even like 1 or 2 weeks after the chapters release. Thanks for fucking nothing

[six-improbable-things]

I hate netflix so fucking much. The fact that fucking str*nger th*ngs gets renewed over and over again, even in face of people boycotting it, but shows like Lockwood & Co and Shadow & Bone get axed after one season, despite both being well-received and the latter holding the #1 most-watched spot for WEEKS, if not months after release... It makes me want to start breaking things.

(This is mostly about L&C, but after seeing S&B get canceled, I lost all hope for any netflix show ever reaching completion, given S&B's huge success.)

[cyber333izzie]

rant incoming

envy (n x v) is a really cute ship but im sorry the people who ship it are horrible. the fact that there are envy shippers sending death threats to glitch and trying to doxx liam is actually disgusting. ive seen way too many ordinary fans getting death threats on twitter / tiktok just because they ship nuzi, its sickening. not to mention all the people getting attacked for shipping wd x dd ships because its "proship," its not. we have proof that uzi and N are the same age in the show, and glitch is hinting at the ship a lot. there's a bunch more but I don't really wanna say it because i don't have any proof, and the worst part? the show ISNT EVEN ROMANCE BASED. the new episode was packed with so much lore and the plot is so so cool and the only thing people are talking about is N and uzi holding hands and blushing?? please.