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hi, can’t help but wonder what kind of punishment does your cat have in store for usami for example ?

i'm doing this on my phone in bed with my wobbly finger, a limit of 2 undos, and a medication-addled consciousness which only befits the character in question. anyway here's my cat traumatising him for life.

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Everyone say happy birthday to Koito NOW!!

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soviet Ogata

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Hi, I'm not usually much of a fanfic reader but your analysis of Yuusaku (which I wholeheartedly agree with, by the way, I couldn't have put my thoughts into words any better than you did) got me curious about All That Loves You, so I read it. I have to say, I really admire your writing style. You use metaphors so effectively and the story was deeply uncomfortable to read, and I mean that in the best way possible. The way you wrote Ogata experiencing and dealing with Tsurumi's abuse, his dissociation and his reactions to Yuusaku's well-intended gestures, it all feels so vivid.

thank you sm for reading and reaching out to share your thoughts! means a lot <3 this ogata is different from how i usually write him, at least that's how it feels to me, hence i wasn't sure if he was too ooc here for my own liking. so i'm glad to know you enjoyed this portrayal!

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I'm so super curious can you tell me more about your interpretation of Yuusaku as a character ^_^

oh thank you for asking! tbh i haven't given yuusaku all that much thought compared to other characters, but i tend to ramble when no one is there to stop me, so this will probably still end up lengthy. (edit from the future: it did)

because of my latest fic and a previous ask, one might get the impression that i dislike him, but i don't. i don't feel one way or the other about him, he's fun to me as a tool for writing ogata and that's about it (same for vasya but this ain't about him). but! ever since i've written 'all that loves you', i've been thinking about the juxtaposition of his good intentions and the more sinister undertones of his worldview, and that's a juicy contrast to sink my teeth into.

on the one hand, he's a naive sheltered kid, a victim of his father and his country. i cannot in good conscience prescribe him ill intent. i believe he suffered at the hands of his father as ogata has suffered -- he was raised an unquestioning lamb to the slaughter and sent off to charge head-first into said slaughter over and over and over until his inevitable end.

not his father, not tsurumi, not ogata, not any other soldier saw him as a person. being disdained for who you are and put on a pedestal for the very same thing are both a kind of dehumanization. he was never hanazawa yuusaku the man to anyone, only a symbol, either in life or in death. even to the story, he's nothing but ogata's plot device. he's barely there. hell, he's nothing but ogata's plot device to me. talk about tragedy.

he wasn't given much time or chance to break out of what he's been taught. all that bullshit about duty and purity and having to be a symbol of both -- when it's all you've ever known, it'll stick. maybe, the inevitability of all i'm about to describe makes him tragic all the more.

and yet!

he is not any naive sheltered kid. he is a japanese soldier in china in 1904. he is dying and leading others into death for a brutal imperialist landgrab. you could argue about how much agency he has over the fact and over his convictions (as a ukranian in russia and the child of an officer, i've had PLENTY of that argument), but i'm not gonna do that here. whatever your stance, the outcome is the same: he's an enthusiastic participant to something truly horrible.

and in the midst of it, his desire to preserve his "purity" comes off as absurd and self-delusional. i'm not arguing for murder; i'm arguing that his belief in this abstract purity, that he has one to maintain in the first place, and, by extension, that he's the only soldier around who should do it makes him extremely out of touch. i've written about this from ogata's perspective in 'this weapon wants' and 'all that loves you': while ogata doesn't think much of the war they're in, he does see a holier-than-thou attitude in the way yuusaku refuses to kill. it's as if he's the only one who can and should keep his hands clean in an inherently dirty ordeal. yuusaku may not himself be an arrogant man, but arrogance does follow from his worldview.

there's a different, more sinister side to this i've explored in 'all that loves you', which i remember you (the author of the ask) (god i hope you're still reading) have read! the world is complex. you cannot let black-and-white thinking dictate your actions without eventually stumbling into a whole lot of harm, whether to others or to yourself. murder is a terrible act, yes. but some people need to be stopped, and for some of them, murder is the only way to do it. if you (the person reading this) haven't read 'all that loves you', it puts yuusaku's views to the test in this exact scenario. and the result is. well. quite fucked up. and it follows pretty seamlessly from what we see of yuusaku in canon, so make of that what you will.

speaking of which, you know how he tells ogata that people like him shouldn't exist while embracing him? also fucked up. yuusaku has the best of intentions, and there's not a chance in the world he has the awareness to go "ok not feeling the emotion of guilt doesn't inherently make you Wrong", but the fact remains: he assumes ogata shares his presumably universal morals and ends up playing right into his insecurity.

there's also yuusaku lacking the self-awareness to know that he's imposing on ogata with his affection. i'm extrapolating here, but i feel like yuusaku's simplistic worldview only allows for affection=good! desirable! and he doesn't stop to question whether it's welcome.

to that: a friend of mine has pointed out once that this astounding inability to read the room could be due to autism. genius take in my opinion. seeing how strong, rigid morals are also an autism thing, i'm convinced now that autism runs in the family. diversity win?

so yeah, to sum this all up, yuusaku has been set up to fail, and fail he did. he's naive, kind, well-intentioned, he's as much of a victim as his brother, but all sorts of messed up things follow from his beliefs and his actions.

and i just think that's neat.

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having a moment. coming on here has proven helpful when having a moment so please see yourself into my inbox with a gk character and i'll doodle my fuckass cat biting or otherwise bullying them because that is what my fuckass cat does to strangers with questionable vibes. or alternatively talk to me about my writing if you've read any of it, that always cheers me up a great deal and i'll be super grateful. thank you!

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HE'S SO CUTE!!!11!!1!11 😩😩😩😩 /shows everyone a rotting corpse

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i loved how you wrote yuusaku in all that loves you, well-intentioned and earnest and insanely infuriating. may i request your cat mauling tsuru in his stead? :)

thank you! a friend told me after reading that i made her hate yuusaku, which i'll take as praise of the highest order. i think this infuriating out-of-touch rigidity that strives for justice but bulldozes its way into harm is kind of already there in canon (e.g. blind loyalty and faith militarist ideology, obliviously telling ogata that people like him shouldn't exist, violating ogata's boundaries with his affection, his desire to stay "pure" that crosses into arrogance if you give it any thought). i gave it a trial by just the most horrendous happenstance and well. you know the result. i'm glad you enjoyed reading!

someone else has already requested tsurumi, but i did him again. my cat is proud of himself. deserved.

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I feel like there needs to be Shiraishi getting bit by your kitty. let them join the long line of animals biting that man's head

that means he likes him

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can we feed tsurumi to your cat pls? it would be very good for the ecomony and the souls of many

this is how it happened

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ahh may it be possible for us to see your sweet cat attacking kadokura??? dont @ me i feel he deserves it today

i know i said i'd draw my cat biting the characters but here's him putting kadokura in jail

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having a moment. coming on here has proven helpful when having a moment so please see yourself into my inbox with a gk character and i'll doodle my fuckass cat biting or otherwise bullying them because that is what my fuckass cat does to strangers with questionable vibes. or alternatively talk to me about my writing if you've read any of it, that always cheers me up a great deal and i'll be super grateful. thank you!

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shocking find on cleveradjacent EEG

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everyone in the world is either a democrat or a republican. everyone in the whole wide world is a democrat and a republican and america is the largest and most populous country in the world and america is easily the most culturally diverse country in the world because the middle class white people in my state (like a little country) are very different than the middle class white people over there (another little country, once more called a "state") and you could never understand how bad it is in america, the main country in the world. where are you from again? it's bad in america and america is bad but the way that america is run is the only way a country could possibly be run unfortunately. i don't like it but it's the only right way for a country to be run and you don't get it because the main victims of the main country are all here and you aren't. where are you from again? they never told me about that place. i don't think you get that real people live in america. probably because you're a republican. real people live in america and real people are hurt by america but what can you do? god said america has to be like this. god said this because god is real so god is american. you don't get it because you're over there and we're all here in america, the realest country in the world. where are you from again? how can you talk like this with what's happening in america? you're a democrat, right? where are you from again? my country is so large it stretches over yours and presses down hard. it's not my fault that they never told me about that place. my country covers the world. you don't understand how bad this will be for real people in the real world, the first world, the only world. they never told me—where in america are you from again?