#okay im off to have a cry
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I wish I had friends in the HPCC/next gen fandom - I hate being too fjfjf about messaging people to say hi 💀
Being a Scorpius Malfoy autistic is fun and all until you remember you don't 👏 have 👏 an 👏 Albus 👏 and don't know how to speak to people.
#hppc#cursed child#scorpius malfoy#harry potter next generation#harry potter next gen#albus severus potter#i hate being autistic#sometimes#but actually i dont#because i like being me#but i do want friends that like hpcc#so i can go to the theatre with them#okay im off to have a cry
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everything about Gavriil feels suffocating.
how his presence alone can be almost overwhelming, how his massive body cages you everytime without a chance to escape. you wouldn't dare to try anyway, knowing that you don't even have a say against a creature of his caliber. he will find you. in your dreams, in your nightmares. in your room.
how he will be intense and vague about everything just for the sake of it; to confuse you further, to see the conflict of emotions in your eyes merge with arousal. eventually your hesitance turns into acceptance, a desperate need to feel his hands all over you. and he will be oh so grateful to fulfill that desire.
how his thick tongue pushes past your lips and into your mouth, reaching almost the back of your throat, relishing in the muffled little sounds you make. your drool mixed with his saliva drips down your chin, and your hazy eyes look up at him when he finally pulls away, giving you a second to breathe.
how his hips are slamming into you relentlessly, your wetness and lack of resistance allowing him to move almost effortlessly. forced to hold onto him for dear life instead of pushing away. all of your morals and principles are being tossed out of the window every single time he comes to you. he has you where he wants you, and will not stop until he feels like you can't take it anymore.
and how in the morning he vanishes away, leaving you guessing: was it just another wet dream? but the cold stickiness between your legs tells you more than you need to know.
#yes bringing this back bc at the time i didn't tag it properly#okay im gonna complain in here now.#need... to... draw... something... but i dont... have the strength..#drawing on my phone is so exhausting but i have no other option#bc i think my traditional art is not very polishedddd and i dont want to answer asks with ittttt#but maybe i will#bc i think i'm really getting to that burnout#and giving how my bday is getting closer and closer....#i dread it. but hey. cake. money. i'll get a new piercing#i WILL cry ofc but hey. maybe someone will buy me tea as a gift. who knows.#i just want to spend some time with someone yknow:(#just... talk. about anything. sit beside eachother and stare off into the waters#i hope the snow will melt soon because i want to go out more even if by myself#gonna find a job when summer comes... maybe talking to colleagues and all that will help... everythings gonna be fine.. i hope#i just need friends. god.#microtya's kids#microtya: gavriil#monsterfucker#monster fucker#monster x human#monster boyfriend#monster lover#teratophillia#god x human#monster smut
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until next time.... stay fresh [plain text: until next time.... stay fresh]
#splatoon#splatoon 1#wii u#memo's constellations#inkling girl#memo's agents#memo agents: 3#technically. its the splatoon 1 promo inkling but based off of my 3 design#sad im probably not gonna get to play splatoon in its last moments#its okay though#god. the 3ds and wii u era was fucking awesome#im gonna miss her#triforce heroes‚ splat1‚ pushmo world... god. god#i listened to noteblock's 3ds settings remix and it actually made me cry because triforce heroes showed up in the background#and then it hit me how long its been and how much these two consoles have meant to me#the 3ds was really my gateway into art#thank you colors 3d. ive made it so far because of you#man. something about the online services ending the same day as the eclipse over here.#and the wii u was technically also my gateway into art with splatoon. it made me draw so much more#do you know how much splatoon ive drawn. that game changed me. that game makes me who i am today#thank you
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doodle to keep me going.. i miss them… primotalii (oc) likes just dance bc he likes moving around!!! shadow milk likes mario party because he likes to hurt people.
playing a game of cards with either of them is probably horrifying….. spiritual near death experience. primotalii unintentionally has a really good poker face bc be locks the fuck in so hard his face barely twitches 😭
#he’s literally almost always smiling in some way so u cant. rly tell. either. and its not like his appearance makes it any easied#EASIER*#like the all red eyes..?? completely shadowed out skin? u don’t have any eye movements or many microexpressions to go on#he’s like 😁#😁😁😁😁😁😁#😁? 😁??!!!!#not like him closing his mouth makes it any easier bc then u RLLY have nothinng to go off of#sorry i love him so much chat#the stylistic choice of his design it just is so fun to work with#in actual applications and day-to-day life#i love him… i love him.. my stupid little baby boy…#crying.#OKAY OAKY IM DONE. IPROMMY. DHSJFJGB. monologing to myself in the mirror telling myself NOBODY GIVE AF!!!!!!!!#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#mystuff#oc: primotalii#oc x canon#cookie run oc#shadowtalii
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You know what
In celebration of a common CC W
Here's some rare Soup art of the boy
#fnaf#five nights at freddy’s#silly salvaged au#crying child#evan afton#fnaf 4#this is inspired by E's (Hollow's) banger fashion moments frfr#no becoz at least Glam Freddy n Bonnie have something to base an outfit off of them on 😭#ALL I HAD WAS A YELLOW BEAR WITH BUTTONS A TIE AND A HAT#anyways the lore of this is that characters get swagged out when they cross dimensions lol#CC crossed that ballpit and just went “.....why do i feel sparkly”#listen man HIFSland has a dark and forboading aura but that dont mean you can come there not looking your best#do i tag fredbear and golden freddy?#....i tag fredbear and golden freddy#fredbear#golden freddy#anyways what i meant by common CC dub was that hes the angry one according to TWB#yass king get angry at your literal idiot (/aff) of a brother for straight up killing you#im a hypocrite when i say that because the entire premise of my main AU is#“okay...them.....but they dont hate eachother”#BUT BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY MICHAEL HAD TO WORK FOR THAT#CC DIDNT FORGIVE HIM INSTANTLY#N E ways CC they don't understand you like i do giggles#thank you and good night New York City--my favorite city in Utah (trust)
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that's the love of my life 🥹🥹
#to think last year I was pissed off because she didn't have a lot of figures+ wasn't featured a lot 🥹 look at her now#I'm so sappy she's getting featured so much more if you told 2022 me that Elita would be a main in a movie with more figures coming out#I'd punch you im sad happy rn#crying in the club rn#im not the best at figure posing but that's okay :))#elita one#elita 1#tf one elita#tf one#transformers one#transformers
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Getting REAL sick and tired of how omori TikTok views sunny.
Like, they view any scene of him being emotionally vulnerable, affectionate, or even just making an expression outside of just being completely neutral as “mischaracterised”. He’s not some cool, stoic, unwavering badass, he is a traumatised teenager. Don’t cry whenever he dares to give his friend a hug or (god forbid) be SAD about something??? Isn’t like. Part of the point of his development about him allowing himself to break down the repressive walls he built when he shut himself in? And being able to rely on his real friends instead of imaginary versions? And isn’t the game like. Meant to SHOW that he still cares about them despite isolating himself?
It’s really stupid to get mad at a character like that showing emotion or affection personally, especially since he’s not used to expressing it properly after so long. But that’s just me
#this isn’t even solely about the manga though it inspired me to make this post#any piece of official art in which sunny dares to show an emotion is shunned as ooc and I’m sick of it#he only appears ‘neutral’ throughout the GAME’s narrative because he HAS NO FACE SPRITES#because he’s the protagonist and has no actual dialogue#therefore he only makes a few expressions the entire game#obviously manga sunny is a good bit more expressive than canon sunny but#it’s REALLY not as bad as TikTok is making it out to be#I’m so TIRED of this character being viewed as nothing but a rock that ONLY has personality before and the game’s events#not allows to emote at all because ‘he didn’t do that in the game!!’#because he is restricted to ONE face sprite the entire time outside of the battles#omori is a DIFFERENT case and I can admit that manga omori is a good bit more expressive than he should be but#he’s still VERY stoic especially compared to sunny#which is what is should be#sunny should be quite closed off but in contrast to omori so much more human#that’s like. a massive part of their dynamic I feel#anyway this is such a long rant but god im so angry#I’ve seen one too many people cry ‘mischaracterised’ at a teenager expressing feelings#PLEASE stop it#also this is not to say you can’t critique manga sunny’s portrayal#because there are a few issues I believe#which are honestly really hard to dance around considering the factors I mentioned before#about having one expression most of the game and two lines of dialogue the entire time#and honestly? I think they did a pretty okay job!#he’s still a silent protagonist but seeing him emote so often helps us see into his mind and know how he’s thinking much easier#both portrayals have their pros and cons and ultimately I prefer the game’s portrayal#but that’s not to say this version of sunny is terrible and ooc like people have been saying#and that’s definitely not to say that any moment of emotional vulnerability he has is terrible and inaccurate#because that’s. just terrible and untrue#omori#omori sunny
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devil marbly carbly ft me trying to figure out how to draw all of them in real time
(the dubstep weed jacking off shirt is from a meme i would source if i uh. remembered it sorry </3)
#there's a lot of little gags i'd recommend zooming in#also it's so weird how the first two dantes look Nothing like the rest of these pages. call it a warmup ig#also nero fuck you.mp4 i spent like 40 minutes trying to figure out how to draw dmc5 nero#my dmc4 nero didn't look That much like him but i was drowning with dmc5 nero trust me#anyway i had to draw some more dante on the last page bc even though he got a whole page most of it was like. bleh#for the sake of figuring out how to draw him not bleh. so i needed to draw him not bleh. :p#dmc#devil may cry#dante sparda#nero sparda#vergil sparda#eva sparda#nico dmc#lady dmc#trish dmc#v dmc#dmc5#dmc4#dmc3#pls excuse the shit lighting i am. figjting for my very life against directional lighting okay#this contains a lot of the little thoughts i had about dmcs 3-5 that i never posted about so. enjoy <3#skrunkart#a little nero x kyrie. as a treat#does kyrie have much going on as a character? no. do i think they're cute anyway? yes#i took the most liberties w trish and im pretty sure it's bc i was tired more than anything#these adhere pretty strongly to their game designs. in time i'll add details that make em mine#but this is a study (hence all the notes)#also this ended off a sketchbook ive spent like 1.5 yrs on (which is unprecedentedly long for me like it's Crazy it took that long)#so hoorayy
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The gang had a rough night 😩 feat. @hisohisoart oc Lious
#trip kitty#cyberpunk oc#Lious#(he’s not from cyberpunk but he’s allowed to switch games lol)#joshua graham#also don’t ask me to draw feet on my days off there aren’t enough undos in the world for me to get it right#noodle art#noodle posting#hiso tag#kimjunnoodle#also i left the raven bc lmao what would he have done to even be in this situation to acquire a raven 😂😂😂#trip lost $5k gambling and the pizza is gonna make her cry when she wakes up#lious lost his shoes at the bar#rip that lil guy#joshua literally does not want to be here and is going to make them sober up by reading the book of mormon to them#okay gn and by that i mean im working on more memes for you my dear friend#ty for getting me back into making art more consistently 😭🫶
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you’re the only one who ever made hell feel like home.
so incredibly ecstatic to have been able to commission @okayolek for this breathtaking piece of Jackie and my V. olek was amazing to work with and incredibly kind and has portrayed these two so well and i can’t get over how beautiful and loving jackie looks.
#coming out of my hole to post this 🥺🥺#gonna cry for the next week about it#oc: jamie voss#jackie welles#otp: life is better with you#cyberpunk oc#*art for me#i care for them so much im so happy to finally have art for them#jack my beloved i love you so much#okay off to work good bye yall
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I know it’s already getting unbearably hot but who wants to come try and nap with both me and my heating pad anyway
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#it’s like a knight’s trial#having the actual worst period cramps of my life rn#and i’m Suffering with this heating pad#i hate being hot but jesus christ ow i need this to try to make my organs CHILL#and the worst thing??#absolutely NO ONE is here to cuddle with me#offensive#THIS. THIS is one of those situations where i KNOW the nap would be better with someone else😤#even if it’s just because then i wouldn’t be lonely lol#pls come nap with me and overheat and also listen to all my complaints - again OW - and love me anyway#my craziest fantasy🥵🥵#oh and also NO judging all my crying my period loves making me cry smh#im literally crying over nothing right now🙄 like it’s just a Thing™️ okay#im a CATCH#wait god the heating pad turned off for a sec#saw my life flash before my eyes when it started cooling down😓#crying even more now🙄🙄🫠#it’s going swimmingly very good like i said im a CATCH#🙃🙃🙃#sorry for all the tags idk what im even saying anymore smh#im gay and i like sleeping
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when u lock the key to the store inside the building and u are supposed to be opening right now !
#mack mutters#this morning has sucked so fucking bad#yesterday was so stressful too#all i want is to go back to bed and not leave for the whole day#things have been good like a lot better#but yesterday just threw me off completely and i don’t know what to do#i just feel like crying and screaming because it feels like im failing#like i know im not just it’s just really overwhelming#okay end stupid silly rant
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im so jealous of ppl who want to and can read fics often. i have to jump over like 6 mental walls before i can even open a fic, and then another 4 to actually begin reading
#and if something about the fic throws me off even a little i not only immediately stop reading it#but it sets the whole process back for every other fic in my marked for later pile#predominantly i think my current problem is time constraints? i *have* to sleep for my job or it puts#unnecessary risk on not only me but everyone else i meet on the road. and also im Driving All Day so i can't read then#and then i come home and somehow it takes me 4-5 hours to do shower/dinner/unwind#and then it's like okay great i can either dedicate an hour-ish to my own shit or i can read maybe#MAYBE 1-2k words of what is probably a 5k+ fic#and it's just. frustrating#i think i read probably 40 or more fics in 2022 and since then i've read maybe 5#anyway this is a cry for help maybe but mostly it's an apology to every fic author i know whose fics i have not and#maybe will not ever read#ily ur great pls keep writing
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okay but what if the only reason rin and sae are (forced against their will) to be (somewhat) civil with each other in their adult years is because their gfs are ride or die besties that would rather leave their (petty) asses than compromise their friendship
#i’m genuinely losing my shit over this rn LMFAO LIKE. i know their character are more complex than that okay i know it hurts me let me cope#with the rin light novel snippets with self indulgent humor okay let me make myself giggle bc NAUR listen. THE POTENTIAL ZKSJBDBDJX#theyre like ‘baby pls u can have any other best friend in the world it shouldn’t be hard to find a new one right’ and ur on the floor#(i lied this is mostly rin PLLSSS he’s so dramatic i will die)#you threaten to break up with him like semi seriously to knock him off his bullshit and he shits his pants has nightmares about it for weeks#TRIES TO BREAK UP SAE AND UR BESTIE PPLLSSSS then he gets text from sae like ‘two can play that game’ i cant#theyre so down bad horrendously for you both it makes them ill they’ll endure your stupid double dates that threaten to end in violence#at any second sjshsndkd they totally shit talk each other once back home im crying okay ted talk over but yeah comedy GOLD#sae >:(#rin loml <3#—bllk.thoughts!#blue lock x reader#itoshi sae x reader#itoshi rin x reader
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going to complain for a second whatever
#kind of tired of everything i need/want getting put off til the last moment/as long as possible#and now it's starting to interfere with my school life??#like yeah okay if we can't make it to the bookstore even tho u promised we could#cuz it got pushed back because my sister wanted to have a sleepover. okay fine#but i've been trying to pay an exam fee for a week and now it's late and there's going to be extra fees bcuz it's late. I NEED TO PAY THIS#like yeah im the oldest. but i still have needs and wants lmao!!#ive been so angry this week i just need to cry it out but we have guests so like !! yay !!
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I'm beating that tech priest with a crowbar again
#pasqal rogue trader#warhammer rogue trader#listen okay i like beating him up and i was thinking about and i then decided to give him [more] mental illness by removing all his tech#listen he is the kinda guy [to me] whod hysterical laugh while a screwdriver gets wiggled around in his eye socket okay#also hello eucharys helloooo [theyre partner's rt]#my pasqal likes them in the way youd look at an odd little creature going about its business and intermittently give it a pat on the head#also this is 50% his deal with heinrix [who is dating eucharys]. heinrix is a bastard and pasqal Will smack him over the back of the head#he may not have the Literal authority over someone from the inquisition but he's studied heinrix enough to know how to make him cry#and heinrix knows it. also heinrix is prey to the same thing marazhai is [pasqal just switching off his emotions and not giving a shit]#pasqal is also faster at decapitating people but has the tact to do so with discretion/away from them. the other two fail at this#he keeps them both in line and thus eucharys' sanity intact. theyve had a hard time but are trying to be kind despite it and. well.#stares at the imperium. that might not be going great for them.#this is basically unrelated to the fic im just chatting in tags as i do
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