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How would the ROs react if, in the middle of an argument, the MC kissed them just to shut them up? Not a super serious discussion, just a silly discussion that the MC wants to win the argument using the kiss lmao
Lol! Okay! Obviously they are arguing over which tastes better: yellow apples or green apples. We all know yellow is the correct answer. 😉
Jem's spine goes ramrod straight as soon as your lips touch his. Once you let him go, he immediately surveys your surroundings to see who all noticed you guys being intimate in public, so he can gauge how embarrassed he should be, before turning back to you and saying, "Can you warn me next time? What if Vana saw? She wouldn't let us alone for the rest of the day!"
Raena would catch onto your antics before you could complete the kiss. Her face squished between your hands as you lean in, she'd lean back, laughing and protesting, "You cwan't siwence me wif fwat! Lemme gwoohh!!!" Then once she breaks free, she'd get revenge by swooping in to initiate the kiss herself. "Gotcha."
Vana would go still for the duration of the kiss, her dark eyes seeming to dance in amusement as she stares into your face. "I still believe green apples are superior for their culinary application, even if they might be a bit sour when eaten raw."
You throw your hands up. "You can't even cook!"
That would make her laugh and drop the subject, her fingers subtly moving to touch her lips when she thinks you're not looking.
Linzel would accept your kiss without fuss. Once you pull away, he'd slyly say, "Trying to shut me up, hmm? Well, I suppose it worked. But if you want me to remain silent, I suggest giving me more of those to keep me occupied..." Then, he'd pull you in close again, pressing his mouth against yours.
Maymie's hands fly to your shoulders, as if she's about to push you away, but she doesn't. When you finally pull away from the kiss, she's glaring at you, a little pout on her lips. She wants so badly to be mad at you for pulling that off, but really she's pleased as punch. "You just wait," she threatens you teasingly, "I'll get you back, so you better sleep with one eye open."
She forgets to get even, and you wait in anxiety for three nights in a row before you realize she's not actually getting you back... unless she's playing the long game???
Aslo hums deeply as you kiss him, his hands falling to your waist. When you pull away, he tries to chase your lips for a second before he stops, his brows dipping in confusion. "What was that kiss for?" he asks.
"Oh, no reason."
He gives you a doubtful look before shrugging. "Alright. Then uh... I don't remember what we were talking about."
Mission accomplished.
Sweets kisses you back softly, their eyes crinkled with amusement. "I have a feeling you want me to drop the topic," they say, laughing. "Life's too short for such a silly quarrel, so, you win. How about we find something better to do?"
"Like what?"
Their gaze turns smoldering. "I'm sure we can find something to do, no?" They touch your lips. "Maybe make more use of these..."
#partyoffourgame#if wip#interactive fiction#anon ask#ro reacts#whew#this one took me a while to get to#sorry about that
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doodle to keep me going.. i miss them… primotalii (oc) likes just dance bc he likes moving around!!! shadow milk likes mario party because he likes to hurt people.
playing a game of cards with either of them is probably horrifying….. spiritual near death experience. primotalii unintentionally has a really good poker face bc be locks the fuck in so hard his face barely twitches 😭
#he’s literally almost always smiling in some way so u cant. rly tell. either. and its not like his appearance makes it any easied#EASIER*#like the all red eyes..?? completely shadowed out skin? u don’t have any eye movements or many microexpressions to go on#he’s like 😁#😁😁😁😁😁😁#😁? 😁??!!!!#not like him closing his mouth makes it any easier bc then u RLLY have nothinng to go off of#sorry i love him so much chat#the stylistic choice of his design it just is so fun to work with#in actual applications and day-to-day life#i love him… i love him.. my stupid little baby boy…#crying.#OKAY OAKY IM DONE. IPROMMY. DHSJFJGB. monologing to myself in the mirror telling myself NOBODY GIVE AF!!!!!!!!#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#mystuff#oc: primotalii#oc x canon#cookie run oc#shadowtalii#primotalii cookie
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"Saki glue theory more like Mizuki glue theory-" sorry to be a killjoy but Mizuki glue theory literally has even less to back it up than the first one does. Stop trying to make one character to be more important than the others stopppp appreciate them on their own merit. Dammit
#jay rambles.txt#with Saki at least you can argue (falsely) that it would impact VBS. Mizuki wouldn't even be that because if An never got to meet Mizuki#(by which point she'd already be like... days away from VBS forming. btw. they met at Kamiyama 1st year and VBS formed like 2 months into#thay year. Kohane meet up was much earlier. it's. it's not that much time)#then the only thing that would change in An's life is not having Mizuki in it. sorry#wxs *might* be affected but not as much too#Ena might be friends with Airi too but again. same thing as with Shizuku#and to l/n it's straight up not applicable at all#settle down. let's actually discuss the topics of fate and intertwined lives in pjsk without creating the Chosen One character. cmon
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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I GOT AN INTERNSHIP YEEHAW
#WE'RE SO BACK#it's at a day nursery 🥹🥹 i applied last week and got the offer todayyyy without even needing an interview#i sent a quick email without a cv and called earlier this week to clarify the only requirement is that i see everyday kindergarten life etc#because i wrote tons of applications and only got a reply from two of them but they turned me down so. i prepared to die#microdosing on kids by working with them and if some of them annoy me i can give them back to their parents in the afternoon#now i can actually start studying in september 😭😭#mel talks
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Unfortunately I treat my whole life as sidequests. I've moved five times in five years. I'm already planning my sixth. I was considering joining the volunteer fire department until I saw that training takes a year and that would affect my plan of leaving in a few months. I'm on Indeed for 911 dispatcher jobs and kind of guessing that if I get one I'll move for it. Why 911 dispatcher? I'd like to think it's because I want to help people. I know deep in my heart it's bcuz the show 911 ingrained itself into my psyche while I was watching it every night from midnight to 8am for awhile. I live on a farm right now btw.
#idk its fun#im going to apply for college on May 1 but who knows if ill be living in the right area to attend if im accepted?#like its a specific college i just dont know if ill live nesr that college that term. if im accepted#i moved across the country and worked at an axe throwing bar once. that was fun#that was the time in my life when my sleep schedule was 10am to 4pm#and i was watching 911 or other things for 8 hours a night#what a wild time#before that i was living in a respectable apartment with a gf of three years with plans for marriage#(we're no longer together)#before that i lived with a 42 year old man without being on the lease#that i had met the same day i agreed to move in with#now i live on a farm. i didnt know it was a farm before i moved there but there are six horses and i can see them from my bedroom window#id like to clarify that wanting to be a diapatcher isnt just bcuz of 911 although it spurred it#i applied to be one in the last place i lived and actually passed the test#theres like a skills test for it that i passed! but i was passed on cuz other applicants actually had experience lol#it is actually bcuz i want to help people and do something more important than make people's morning coffee#(rn im a shift lead at dunkin)#but i live in the middle of nowhere with bad roads and i dont want to be here in the winter#for obvious reasons#so im already looking for the next place!#i also have a remote job rn. i do marketing for an art center remotely for 16 hours a week#and if i go to college itll be for marketing#sorry im just yapping now. im procrastinating doing said remote job (im bad at working remote)#(its hard to motivate myself to work)#when you live alone you dont have anyone to yap to and im not auper vlose with coworkers yet so im yapping to you#anyway gtg do my job and apply to other jobs#will there evrr be a point when i have to outgrow my moving and job hopping tendencies?#im sure there will be. but not yet!
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fuck my baka life
#whta the fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#feeling really freaking bad again actually.#i am privileged i am not going to go homeless or hungry#but i can't get fucking hired and it's makign me insane#what the fuck !!!!!!#i'm not good enough huh !!!!!!!.#fuck okay damn !#arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i don't have money to pay for stuff !!!!!!!!!!!#i have to buy car insurance next month and pay for dog food#fuckk !!!! just sitting here spiralling#it';ll be fine because i have support in my life but holy shit it's mental torture i'm not built for this#i just want a fucking job#i was really holding out for a specific application to be shortlisted but they rejected me the other day and ive just been trying to be#normal about it#i keep getting passed up on jobs that are so up my alley and that i’m capable of doing and its like what the fuck else am i supposed to do!!
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Fuck. So, after my last appointment, they didn’t automatically make me another one, and I got locked out of the portal in some giant stupid clusterfuck of idiocy, and with my sleep issues couldn’t call in time, and other myriad things that crank the already high activation energy of trying to make an appointment even higher for someone with adhd
But I ran out of my SSRI Rx, which usually is like, no big, have pharmacy contact doc, they’ll issue new script. Well, psychiatrist’s office refused. Bitch this is not a controlled substance, it’s not take as needed, it’s a daily maintenance. You’re the ones that didn’t think it was important to put a next appt on the books at my last one and make making one a fucking ordeal?
So it was too much for my executive dysfunction so I let it lie, which uh, was a really bad idea. Just got back on it (a different doctor wrote me a script, because, uh, yeah, shouldn’t be off that) but I was off for just over 3 weeks. And Boy has the apathy sunken it’s fucking teeth in me. However much I didn’t want to do a goddamn thing before because of burnout and lack of energy, now even more I actively do want to do fucking anything. Supposed to meet with a friend around these days and honestly don’t care. Thought I wanted to meet up with others but honestly don’t fucking care.
My sleep is screwed up to the point I can go to bed at a reasonable time but my body must think I’m taking a nap bc then I wake up wide awake between 2-4am, hungry, I might add, and my sleep meds feel like they barely move the needle in getting back to sleep.
Every day I just want the day to end
I really hope it doesn’t take 2+ weeks for the med to built up and restart its effects…
TLDR I ran out of my antidepressant for 3+ weeks and am in the grip of it now
#meanwhile my mother is nagging me every day about sending job applications in#bitch I just SENT the most important one DESPITE the throes of my apathy back the fuck off#I’m not applying to one RIGHT after I found the fucking listing#I need to investigate and not like this#and she brings this shit up EVERY TIME#EVERY ****FUCKING***** TIME right when I’m about to start winding down so that I might actually sleep at a normal tome#EVERY. FUCKING. TIME#like for anything#the nag list usually of things I can do NOTHING ABOUT AT THOSE HOURS comes out exactly before winding down for bed#fuck her for that#really kind of want the black hole to swallow me lately tbh#anyway#mah life#no1curr
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my soapbox stance of the day is that STEM and ASsH* are two parts of a universal whole in thought and analysis and any scientist who devalues art is an idiot and any artist who vilifies science is also an idiot.
*Arts, Social Sciences, & Humanities. idk of an actual widely-accepted acronym
#YES this includes saying english degrees are useless and ALSO saying math is impossible to understand. it's all bias!#'i'll never use calculus in real life' shut the fuck up and THINK motherfucker#'the curtains were fucking blue' shut the fuck up and THINK motherfucker#yes we all have our strengths and weaknesses and different aptitudes for different subjects. but anyone can learn anything.#and when you learn something that challenges you and your inclinations. guess what. it improves you and the way you think.#skills aren't only about practical applications. the more we as a society dismiss anything we deem impractical the more vulnerable we get.#fundamentally STEM and ASsH are frameworks to learn skills that are practical and vital and the skillsets between the two are different#and BOTH VITAL#mathematical logic and critical analysis do more for me in my every day life than being good with a hammer does.#and i do value being good with a hammer don't get me wrong. it's a solid practical skill. but it's no more important than the skills i've-#-developed from both STEM and ASsH#and i sucked at math and hated it for years. i still can't do calculus because i have a trigonometry-sized education gap. but God i love it#and i love being good at it! not calculus tho i need to learn trig. bc i do *get* calculus but trig always comes up and then i'm fucked.#i have no parallel for this on the ASsH side i was always good at that stuff and always appreciated the skills within it.#but the point is! they're both important! for everyone!! like sure not everyone needs to be perfectly balanced but ong appreciate them!#about to hit post on this and i think maybe i'm glad i'm shadowbanned actually#anyway i'll die on this hill. standing on my soapbox. shouting probably incoherently. beating anti-intellectualism with my hammer.
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life draw compilation from the past few weeks :)) 10-20min poses
#life drawing#the last 3 are from today i was having such a good drawing day actually#went to a friends place after class to try brainstorm merch for con application and my chibis were looking pretty swag too#really needed this after 3 weeks of mediocre drawing !!!!
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#fig#signal#nathaneal#more torch smp#torch smp#fig and nathaneal are sanctify duo (second to last drawing) altouh that drawinh is now non canon applicable#but theyre special to me anyways#fallen angel and guy who believes everything he says and now he sees himself in that guy#signal and fig are redemption duo (tv guy is signal)#they were completely accidental#1 lore conversation of fig being sympathetic while signal is going through it and now signal put way his murder tendencies for a few days to#hang out with fig but oh uh oroborus trio lore session happened and everything went to shit!#nathaneal ran away signal is become more murderous and fig IS IN THE VOID!! well close to it#sanctify duo#redemption duo#if theres actual mcyt duos with those names idgaf#oroborus trio#theyre kinda dumb but idgaf#also the first line is what nathaneal says to fig#and i should say that the first person fig dver saw innhis life was thaneal#imagine your only friend says they cant trust you and then runs away
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sleepy and v fed up w this blasted reading for japanese history class tomorrow. give me 45 minutes to finish this article and i will be back to talk about kissing or something
#for the blissfully uninitiated: hello i am history student#which is a fantastic thing to be but also a significant pain in the [REDACTED] when it wants to be#the professor for this class is almost unbearably terrible which does not exactly make me WANT to do this reading#but the exam is in like 2 weeks lol#so yk. i have the hardest life of anyone on earth etc etc#god forbid i actually do the degree i asked to do lmao#also i up early this morning to drag myself to the immigration bureau for a visa amendment#which meant a decidedly unpleasant hour on the metro during rush hour :(#its bc im applying for this english TA position in spring#its literally only for 5 days and tbh i wouldn't mind doing it for free bc i am sad like that and enjoy teaching for fun#but it IS paid - and paid work is Not Allowed under my student visa#so even though i literally have not even GOT the job (applications close today) i still had to go and apply for permission to work#watch as they dont hire me lol#oh i should mention - for those who may not know i am in tokyo this year#i am british and i usually go to uni in the uk but im on a study abroad year this year#i came to japan in sept of 2023 so ive been here for coming up on 5 months and i will be going back home in august on 2024#its weird to think that im approaching the halfway point#tbh i should really just make this a separate post but whatever#coming to japan has been very strange but a good thing i think
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*inhales*.....................DEEP SIGH
#i'm exhausted#i have a job interview this week which i should be grateful for but i'm still so unsure about what i want in life#and i'm so scared of making wrong choices like i'm terrified#and the company seems kind of conservative in its structures and culture i mean apparently there are low hierarchies but#they make their whole deal about 'family' and then there are almost only men working there which is like ughhh like the ratio is ridiculous#and the thing is i found another job offer at my local library and i would just so love to work there!!!! i will definitely apply this week#i'm just scared that i'll do well enough during the interview that they will actually want ti hire me and then i can't say no#bc i didn't even expect them to reach out to me in the first place so i guess my application was better than i thought#so now im'm debating whether i should take the chance or sabotage the interview so that i get to try really hard for#the application for the library job instead#i sound ridiculous being upset that an employer is showing interest in me like what a privilege to be able to turn that down#at the same time. like thankfully there is financial support from the government so i'm safe in that regard atm but it's really not much#and i also don't want to be in this state of unemployment for too long#and yet...i want to just spend my days doing something worthwhile? maybe i should just be grateful that i have the privilege to choose betw#different jobs and try to take advantage of that fact and opt for the offers that speak to me rather than cry about it#god i'm so stressed this is my first time in life where i can't rest assured that the upcoming years will follow the same routine#like how it was when i entered uni like i just knew 'alright i'll be studying for at least 5 years and then we'll see' and now#it's like i don't know what i'll be doing next month or in half a year or next year or in five years#the uncertainty. killing me. that's how i know i grew up way too protected cause i break under the slightest inconvenience god#alright crying rant over from now on i'll be growing up for real 👍#personal
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im reading a rly long environmental history book about the bering strait for school rn and i gotta say. this place is a little wild
#so far the narrative here is very much like#americans made contact w beringian peoples and fucked up some shit but then they tried to fix it#but then the fix made new problems#then the russians saw the us creating problems and they were like wait no WE can fix that actually#and then they also made things worse#wash rinse repeat with various different natural resources and ideologies#it's like almost comical looking at the cold war from this perspective#imagine being a chukchi person living in northern alaska and someone asks you whether you're a capitalist or communist#the answer was very much 'whichever one is more convenient/beneficial to me'#ive never even been to alaska or met anyone from there and just knowing what i know about beringian life from this book alone#those concepts are just like not applicable to culture lmfao#anyway. i have a lot of book left this is a long haul goodbye my dear friends enjoy whatever's left in my queue#bri babbles#secret edit a day later bc i just realized i accidentally said alaska twice when i meant siberia in these tags#so if u are reading this lol hi i accidentally mixed up the cold places and it haunted me overnight
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idk myb im wromg but i feel like the more the user base ages the more if you're 14 trust me it doesn't get worse than that if you're in ur 20s ur life sucks it doesn't get better till 30s etc posts there are n yh on one hand it's supposed to be 'positive' n 'reassuring' but on the other hand it's like can u not? can u just hush n let ppl live whatever stage of their life they're living without ur optimisticly disguised pessimistic sentiments
#idk it's just like such a pet peeve for me#like ok yh im overreacting#n not every post on the internet is applicable to u#scroll n move on etc#but like if u remember being 14 or in ur 20s or whatever else#you'd remember tht no somedays if any day u dont want to or need to hear tht oh#ur life rn isnt the sunflower n rainbows u think it is#ur life is actually shit#u dont start living till 40s UwU#idk i feel like there's often no middle ground in these things?#or anything#it's like from one extreme to the next#whatever#ignore me#cloud nonsense
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a doc of omega yamo being a nuisance, you say?
well…
#the doc sure does exist 🤷#me waiting to post this until i had compiled all the tags into the doc so it wasn’t just the empty doc i started with good intentions#that just said ‘yowling’#and then me not even doing that 😭 what’s in the doc right now? absolutely unhinged shit from ANOTHER yamo post. why#liv in the replies#anon i love you so much. this is the correct method to get me to do things (be interested) (bully me a little) (i have to write FOR someone)#maybe if i actually write something for omega yamo being a nuisance i will post snippets#and not have to create elaborate rules about posting them. also i keep telling myself it helps to be like. home & functioning to write#& maybe if i chilled the fuck out a little bit i would have the time to do fun things i like but i feel like i have been saying#‘ok once i get through this [semester/summer/working/class/season]’ for like. three years now but also i don’t feel like i have stopped ever#in my life so that may also be part of the issue. anyway! in the mindset now that i have to make time for things that bring me joy/creative#because otherwise there will never be time#but also telling myself that like. i work seven days a week 8.5-9 hours a day plus commute/classwork so it’s ok to only be able to come home#& do Adult Tasks & write my coursework requirements & ALSO i’m doing my fucking applications which i really really need to do & should take#priority & i am going to need to work very hard to do because. i don’t want to do them :)#so!!!! this is your daily tag dump on a post which it is not relevant to (on brand for me)#but also the point was to say thank you i love you please have 0 expectations because i don’t want to disappoint you#but i love your encouragement and am not taking it to be any pressure!! i just have to preface bc i am like this
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