So yes I have OF COURSE read @naffeclipse new fic Apex Polarity and yes, I AM OBSESSED!
So I decided to make a little comic of how I think their "first encounter" might have looked like from Eclipse's perspective.
I can't help but think about how alien and scary we most look to him (especially if there is a history of fasco hunting polar sirens in the past). With all that gear we look like emotionless beings, just observing and uncaring of this ice world.
But then when y/n shows up and probably exudes this joy and wonder for his world + shows respect for the creatures and the environment??? Mmh yeah, I can see Eclipse falling for y/n, especially considering how alone he might be...
So yes, that's what I have for today! If you want to read the fic I'll link it right here. I can't recommend it enough, but as always, read the tags so you know what you're getting into! And lastly I also want to @themeeplord beacuse Eclipse's design is basically their design in my style (god I love their design so much, their character/creature designs are the BEST) so all the credit goes to them! Polar!Y/N is my design thou! ;P
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go read the two latest chapters-
YIPPEE!!!
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Hiraeth;
A homesickness to a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was.
Synopsis. Sae's thoughts the moment he's done talking to his younger brother on his fateful return.
"Rin, I gave up. I gave the fuck up."
note. cw for swearing. Nothing too much, just some itoshi brothers angst coming from a certified older sister who went through the same thing. I'm an ashamed Sae defender. I know bllk fans only really care for thirsts and stuff so lol let me hit you with sae ig. Ooc writing.
I'm not sorry.
I am not fucking sorry.
I'm walking away from you and leaving you on that field, because I'm not sorry.
Did you really expect me to console you, Rin? To be there for you when you slump to the ground in realization?
You don't have the slightest clue what it's like out there. This is reality. Don't you get it? I'm teaching you what it's like out there — this is what it means to be the best.
It means I have to be away from you forever, Rin.
I can't always be your reason. I can't always be your motivation. How can you be an individual on your own when you base your beliefs off your older brother?
We need some time apart.
No, scratch that. I need to leave. This country — this damn family — it's nothing for me anymore.
What have you even been doing while I was gone? Waiting for me? That's pathetic. That's pathetic. I wish you'd realized you didn't need me on your own.
Rin, I gave up.
I gave the fuck up.
Don't you get it at all?
Why are you angry?
You're special, you always have been. You were better than me since the beginning. The path to success is hard, they said — but it was so much more cruel, it was so much harder than what they told us all. In the end I don't see the point of it anymore.
I've always known you were better.
What happened to me in those four years only pushed me to that realization — you're gonna be the best and I'm not good enough here.
And don't you know that fucking hurts, too?
Do you think I'm not grieving our dream as much as you are?
Do you really not get it?
Fuck, you're pathetic. You act like you're so hurt...
I'm not sorry.
I'm selfish, I know. I want you to be the best. You've always wanted to be the best. You can be better than me now. You don't have to be second to 'nii-chan' anymore. You can go and be the best striker in the world, and you don't have to worry about me being...
I can be whatever I want, and you can be whatever you want.
Wanting to be like me is lukewarm. It's pathetic. It makes me look at you and want to puke.
I know it hurts.
And I'm not sorry.
I love you, Rin, but I'm not sorry.
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