#he was stressed

[queenofqueensarcheron]

I sometimes reread the dance scene in acosf not necessarily for the Neris part, but for the jealous Cassian.

It’s not because I love to see him possessive or anything, but because I know that in that moment, while he was standing on the sides, he had the realization that he could lose it all in one moment. And not only that, but he could lose it to Eris, aka the male that he hated the most.

And when Eris said to Rhys that he didn’t care for his gift, he wanted Nesta’s hand. 😂😂😂 his mind was racing, because he could have lost his own mate to this male. Honestly, the love triangle should have been them.

I wonder if like the Feysand bond, when Rhys was able to sense Feyre when she was with Tamlin, if Cassian could feel how Nesta was feeling about Eris, because girlie was surprisingly enjoying herself.

[reaper-in-reverie]

Hiraeth;

A homesickness to a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was.

Synopsis. Sae's thoughts the moment he's done talking to his younger brother on his fateful return.

"Rin, I gave up. I gave the fuck up."

note. cw for swearing. Nothing too much, just some itoshi brothers angst coming from a certified older sister who went through the same thing. I'm an ashamed Sae defender. I know bllk fans only really care for thirsts and stuff so lol let me hit you with sae ig. Ooc writing.

I'm not sorry.

I am not fucking sorry.

I'm walking away from you and leaving you on that field, because I'm not sorry.

Did you really expect me to console you, Rin? To be there for you when you slump to the ground in realization?

You don't have the slightest clue what it's like out there. This is reality. Don't you get it? I'm teaching you what it's like out there — this is what it means to be the best.

It means I have to be away from you forever, Rin.

I can't always be your reason. I can't always be your motivation. How can you be an individual on your own when you base your beliefs off your older brother?

We need some time apart.

No, scratch that. I need to leave. This country — this damn family — it's nothing for me anymore.

What have you even been doing while I was gone? Waiting for me? That's pathetic. That's pathetic. I wish you'd realized you didn't need me on your own.

Rin, I gave up.

I gave the fuck up.

Don't you get it at all?

Why are you angry?

You're special, you always have been. You were better than me since the beginning. The path to success is hard, they said — but it was so much more cruel, it was so much harder than what they told us all. In the end I don't see the point of it anymore.

I've always known you were better.

What happened to me in those four years only pushed me to that realization — you're gonna be the best and I'm not good enough here.

And don't you know that fucking hurts, too?

Do you think I'm not grieving our dream as much as you are?

Do you really not get it?

Fuck, you're pathetic. You act like you're so hurt...

I'm not sorry.

I'm selfish, I know. I want you to be the best. You've always wanted to be the best. You can be better than me now. You don't have to be second to 'nii-chan' anymore. You can go and be the best striker in the world, and you don't have to worry about me being...

I can be whatever I want, and you can be whatever you want.

Wanting to be like me is lukewarm. It's pathetic. It makes me look at you and want to puke.

I know it hurts.

And I'm not sorry.

I love you, Rin, but I'm not sorry.

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[washmchineheart]

otto is third on the aegon haters list. the first one is daemon and the second is rhaenyra.

[c0wboyzz]

Kon was really Stephanie Brown hater no. 1 during her time as Robin.

[c-kiddo]

crying and shaking rewatching any of th aeor arc or the beginning of the pirate arc also because i need to give caduceus a blunt or at least a cigarette so bad

[coachbeards]

got emotional thinking about how stressed beard must’ve felt once he realized he drank spiked tea,,, knowing he had a match to go to,,,

[teaboot]

I totally forgot till just now but one time a new therapist handed me a pad of paper and said "draw me a picture of how you feel" and after spending like five whole minutes of dead silence scribbling a teeny tiny pitch black dot in the middle of the pad that dug a hole straight through like 15 pages I gave it back to see him staring back at me like

[brickcollector]

He is so orange

[bakedbananners]

[buttfrovski]

tbh i was NOT going to give him that expression until i went back and watched that scene

bro kicked down the door and everything

cartman to the rescue!!

[endrae]

sketching the edgiest shit of the most polite and kind man ever? more likely than you think

[irafook]

realization

[wanologic]

always good to keep a screamhole handy

[tariah23]

The manga industry, especially JUMP, needs to hurry up and do away with weekly scheduling for mangaka. There needs to better regulations put into place for their health and safety because this is pitiful. Two weeks - monthly updates should’ve already been the standard for the manga industry at this point. These money grabbers will only continue to put the lives of these artists at stake for the sake of capitalism unless some serious changes are implemented.

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF Movie Mike got mixed signals from Vanessa..

[pangur-and-grim]

he was worrying this coat like a pitbull while everyone cheered