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psychrodraws · 5 months ago

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Was going through old videos and I found this one from January back when my nails were fucking INSANE, I really ought to give that a try again in the future. And they were real, too! No acrylics in sight!

#psychrothoughts #sigh… take me back #I’m a little more stable now but back then I was pretty dependent on my nails for my self esteem #it sound silly but i truly felt like they were the only remotely feminine thing abt me #cried when I finally cut them :(#BUT! I’m better now. :)#ok vent over lol

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ishizizzle · 8 months ago

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when my boyfriend tries to make something just for us into a group activity

#it me #I don’t think he understands how much I need a break from talking to multiple ppl all the time #like it’s my day off dude #you know in Erykah’s ‘Tyrone’ when she’s like ‘why can’t we be by ourselves sometimes’#like dude if I wanted other people coming along I would’ve said so #I have a job I have roommates I’m never fucking alone enough for my introverted ass to recharge #the first actually nice feeling summer day in northern hell and you want to invite other ppl bruh #read my lips read the room the call is coming from inside the house all that dawg #ok vent over lol #no I don’t want you inviting other ppl to something I want to keep intimate jackass ok sorry really vent over #he’s not a jackass that was just in my heart

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aulerean · 9 months ago

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basofy · 16 days ago

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i think you can be as critical about the venezuelan opposition and maría corina and edmundo as you want but arent venezuelans allowed to choose for themselves even if the options arent perfect? are you willing to justify electoral fraud and police brutality, class inequality, bad management of resources, lack of maintenance of the country, breach of the law, lack of investment in health services and education etc etc just because the person doing it is someone you like or because you don't like the other option? are people at fault for wanting something different?

#i don't like idolizing politicians either in fact i dont think anyone should #a government official being good to the people would literally just be doing their job #but there are reasons for how much people love maría corina as of now and it's because shes one of the few members of the opposition #that has not completely given up on us or just sold themselves to the regime #from the days of chavez and when nobody would pay attention to her or think she would accomplish anything #people are allowed to have hope #and im very sick of this tendency to dehumanize other countries(particularly those from the third world)#and act like they cannot defend themselves or choose for themselves #when they try they are told not to and to let others do the job. how fair is that?? who are you helping?#if maría corina and edmundo fail us it would just turn into what we are already living through. we know it already #if they keep their promises and things go well or at least better then yay!#but we know what's going to happen under maduro #the country will keep deteriorating until everybody either dies or leaves #or people will keep living miserably #i thought people liked the idea that you shouldnt have to work out of your ass to have your neccesities covered!#well people are exploited here on the daily and don't have access to half things they need #let alone pursuing their dreams. theyre not allowed to dream #it's either we die or we don't die for me #i want to see my country healing thats all. you think maduro will give us that? absolutely not #it's always like this with countries that others view as just a land of natural resources or as a land of dumb poor people to project onto #just allow us to see where this goes. it's what the people chose. respect it.#oh ok vent over #Venezuela #this is very messily written i havent had breakfast yet #not to mentionnnnnnnn people on other places know what it's like having to choose for the lesser evil but when vzla does it it's wrong. lol #chavismo is not going to save anyone other than the regime. even chavistas themselves die under it #a lot of us were born under chavismo and want to see life outside of it

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your-unfriendlyghost · 2 days ago

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mentally prepping myself for another 9.5 hr shift tomorrow…might end up committing a few minor crimes after but we’ll see

#9.5 hrs makes me crazy istg #after my last one i went on a long run alongside a train to clear my head #and i had to keep reminding myself that hopping onto one of the cars was a horrible horrible idea (look im self aware just impulsive ok)#n this time im already considering cruising up n down a street in the big city near my town to pick up girls or sneak into a bar idk #which is also an objectively awful n slightly immoral idea but i’m yet to completely talk myself outta it #…and after that damn shift i dunno how strong my willpower will be #maybe it’d be legitimately /safer/ for me to quit…who knows how long ill be able to reign myself in…#my folks keep sayin it’ll be more fun if my friends work there too but that ain’t happenin-#the stupid store is in the next district over n all my unemployed friends r also carless #rambling #vent post #sorry 😭#i keep wanting to like write/draw but the thought of work tmmr makes my brain go into fight or flight #fuckin adhd man #delete later #im gen srry for all the venting abt work n all i just. idk. I hate that I ain’t drawn in a minute.#N my irl friends have no sympathy bc they think im bein dramatic (i /am/ but I ain’t tryin to be I legit can’t help it)#sighhhh #yeah no I gotta quit I think im a teenager I NEED to not work doubles on the weekends AND do school at the same time #wish I could get a mechanic job or smth. mechanical stuff makes sense to me. stocking toy store shelves in specific ways is like an art #an art that I don’t understand in the slightest #so I set up displays n then my coworker says “naw that’s not quite right go do it again”#(he’s very nice abt it dw very nice guy i just don’t /get/ him)#ugh…#yeah no definitely deleting this later lol

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falmerbrook · 24 days ago

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Not to be too corny but the new year has got me thinking and I really appreciate this blog because this is pretty much the only site/community/fandom where I don't stress out over posting every single thing I post, afraid I'll be shit on for... something (my brain is very good at coming up with hypotheticals). I know, I know I'm way too sensitive and i shouldn't care about what others think and the internet isn't real so it doesn't matter etc. etc. but unfortunately I just don't know how to get my brain to work like that. I mean, I'm still too afraid of being cringe to draw/write/yap about everything I'd hypothetically like to, but I've been way more social and open to posting my thoughts on here than I've ever been before, and it's made me more confident online overall. So thank you all for being so welcoming and chill!

#idk hopefully this makes sense. might delete in the morning lol #mine #not tes #vent #(mostly positive one)#im working on an animation rn and im really excited about the idea and storyboard #and while i enjoy sharing my stuff on yt and to an extent im a little sad i dont do it as often there #something about posting t/es stuff on there makes me kinda dread it in a minor way #90% of the comments i get on my tes stuff have been honestly wonderful (and the 10% that hasnt has been from having an argonian nerevarine)#but also some of the things i want to do in the future are more headcanon or canon-divergent heavy and i stress out a little thinking about #potential not so kind comments relating to that. elsewhere people can just be so weird about it #and that sort of thing can take a hit to my motivation to work on animated stuff (despite being far and away my best stuff)#but everyone here is so friendly and generally open minded and it makes me less stressed about it and gives me more motivation #idk the internet has always been pretty mean and critical but i feel like its gotten so much worse in the past few years #and im too sensitive for it. and lonely. and internet addicted i think.#which sucks but this blog/community has made fandom posting genuinely enjoyable again #ok sincerity over back to scrolling

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sieglinde-freud · 1 month ago

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oh im obsessed with this actually… who ever wrote this one i am kissing u on the forehead and hugging you real tight… inigo is such a loverboy im kkkhhhhhhijnsdnfng

#ann plays awakening #EDITING TO SAY I STARTED TAG VENTING HIT READMORE AT YOUR OWN RISK #anyways #LAST LINE IS A KILLERRRR WOW #‘ann werent you just pairing olivia with thar—‘ OLIVIA IS A BUSY WOMAN OKAY #but also i just had this old save file from when i wanted to see pink inigo and decided to get some more supports #im obsessed actually like #ok tag venting time maybe this should be its own post but u guys know who i am #not only does this support in my very educated opinion do a good job at emulating inigo’s way of speaking #but i think theres also a very underrated characteristic he has that not a lot of people talk about and its that hes honestly quite morbid #him spending hours talking to and dancing with his mother’s grave is very beautiful and moving but it is also not a normal way to grieve #which makes sense because duh nothing about his life is normal but its j like. you know #if robin is his father (and maybe j the normal convo i dont remember) in the hot springs scramble he’ll insist upon bringing—#severed risen limbs home as a way to remember the peacefulness (lol) of the springs #and he thinks absolutely nothing of it!!#i think he gets attached to things just a little too intensely and because his life is surrounded by death how he expresses that can be #very interesting. and he talks about death all time more than the other kids #bc while a lot of their coping mechanisms are based in fear and the need to instill confidence in themselves (think cyn or gerome or owain #or sev or yarne or noire)#and how their SCARED of death and of loss and adapt different behaviors to act like theyre not (to varying degrees of success)#i think inigo is much more accepting of the fact that death follows him and has made it a normal presence in his life #which is not a good thing it means that he hasnt let himself grieve. he lets death hang over him and follow him instead of pushing back #also guess which one of the awakening trio in fates has the canonical story death. just by the way lmao #anyways bc im writing this in the tags on my phone i cant actually see what the hell ive been saying im j stream of consciousnessing this #but my point is that inigo has a weird fixation on death and dying that stems from his inability to make peace with death and grieve #and i think him idolizing death in this support (this BRILLIANT fan support that made me ill) is so in character and so lovely #i miss him so bad (hes literally in the photos im posting) grghhhrgah #i wuv him :(

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skunkes · 1 year ago

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ok posting it here bc im not sure if its going to stay in the doodle page

#delete later #deleting soon bc eyes on me #for those of you who kept asking about Something last year LOLLL #sorry this is too entry level vent comic ykwim i jst needed to get it out #im over it in the sense that like ok yeah whatever #but not in the sense that i came out worse than before. i was already Small. ive been further Smallened #i was a rebound and lied to and discarded...which thank god i was Set Free but wow!#all my personal fears reinforced. it is embarrassing for me to want and need...i get it neow. i was a stepping stone i am an npc #idk that i could do it again! im not sure its worth trying i am too much of a...project.#as i was told from day 1 but still ran directly into it #and i was too much of a coward to leave myself. if it happened again i wouldnt be able to leave then either.#im happy that i dont think it could get much worse than all that for my first experience but it was also exhausting #and weirdly at the same time i dont think i cld ever expect better #its almost been a year since its been Done and the words and treatment linger <3 #this is also why i had to enlist talon as imaginary bf number 2 LOL need extra reinforcement and love #cringe as fuck but it rly will never be as good as whats in my brain...i know that neow. i will spare everyone the trouble #and remove myself from the dating pool (<- implying he was ever even in it)#i dont even hold any ill will toward em bc they were right...its just hurts ykwim

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melrosing · 1 year ago

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anyway in an absolutely wild turn of events I think I’m free of my hideous job and like. substantially richer for it??? lmao 2023 you really owed me

#ok so this a lot of personal shit but I’m just gonna incredulously vent into the tags #like I don’t even know how to describe what 2023 in this job has been like lol #since April they’ve been insulting and scrutinising and scapegoating me over absolutely everything #they were really angling for just firing me outright for never measuring up to their constantly shifting and increasingly bizarre goalposts #and it got so personal man they kept insisting that it wasn’t but my god #then my dad gets sick and it suddenly becomes awkward for them to keep insulting and overworking me #so they switch to just ignoring me entirely so they don’t have to reckon w what me and my family are going through #like they never ask how he is or how things are going just every Friday they say hey do you reckon you can take more work on again?#and THEN I get a gut infection and suddenly im being guilt tripped for taking sick leave and pestered for evidence #it was giving like ‘we had to give you time off for your dad but now you’re taking the piss’#to the point I DID reach out to a third party at the company and was like ‘I’m sorry but why the fuck are they treating me like this’#and she was like ‘confidentially this is disgusting and I advise you to report it’#WHEN SUDDENLY I get back from sick leave and it’s like ‘the business is falling short so we have to make some redundancies….’#and now they’ve had to pay me a SUBSTANTIAL sum to fuck off!!! I think I win???#like I was so close to quitting but thank god I didn’t because now I’m getting a sweet deal to fuck off with no notice lmao #i leave end of the month #at first I was shocked like y’all really doing this now??? but suddenly I’m like. this is the best possible thing that could’ve happened #I spoke to that third party again and she was like ‘I am so happy for you’ like omfg it was a curveball but we’ll take it!!!#I’m fucking outta here and in due course I WILL be writing on glassdoor how fucked they are

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doodlingwren · 1 month ago

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It's 2024 can we please stop saying it's normal to trace or copying an entire drawing and pretending it's 100% your work? Just bc you changed the character or added clothes on a base you found on pinterest it doesn't mean you created original art

#wren text tag #tw: vent #like tracing and copying are morally grey. If you want to trace to learn stuff or practice or study it's ok ig #maybe don't post it online or if you have to... don't trace from picture/other people artworks/bases you found online w/o giving credits #unless it's a base an artist made specifically for tracing purposes #I think this depends on where you draw the line bc I'm much more strict abt copying/tracing from art rather than photographs 🤔#at least with photos you have to do some mental exercise for your muscle memory + simplification studies #personally I don't like tracing bc it feels lazy like are you a copyprinter 😐🤨#this vent needs some lore otherwise this looks so fucking umpromted it's almost confusing 🙄🙄🙄#kinda found out sb who was copying or tracing both from fucking pose references from Pinterest and other people artworks 😅#like poses ref ig they are ok but you should check the Terms of Condition of the original artist first. For the artworks plagiarized. DUDE #surprised no one has found out yet but if I see another copied drawing my netiquette is leaving my body and I'm turning into a HATER #or another comment like “omg your poses looks so dynamic”. I'm flying #btw I blocked them so my dash is free. Sadly we are also in the same disc server so I'm kinda cooked #thinking of leaving it so I don't have to start drama and discussions. I'm not a fan of call-out and stuff and if I can avoid it I will #btw I say copied/traced bc some are traced over while others are hopefully just eyeballed. What bothers me is the amount of plagiarized art #like almost half of those fanarts are copied poses. The other half are character standing on a white bg. I hope those aren't copied as well #it's already bad... but if only was just for the bases. That one traced artwork can almost be damaging to the fanbase reputation 🤦‍♀️ smh #there are only a few artist in that part of the fandom I don't need an art thief drama. I guess I will shut up and look away 😑#anyway that's the lore which didn't help with my Art Block. Actually it made worse. That's why it took me so long to be back lol 🤣😂😭#pov: you log on tumblr �� and you have an art crisis 😍#Are u telling me I could have done that? Copying and tracing and taking all the credits instead of wasting time learning anatomy?! 🤯#Ok the last tag was sarcastic but wouldn't be funny. Loved vagueposting tho 💖🥰#And now that this post is published I can finally rest. I had this thing in drafts since September #To whom is asking about who this person is. I won't tell. I just want to forget what I saw. Ty and bye 💖✨️

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kohakhearts · 1 month ago

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my occupational therapist was like how realistic do you think itd be to ask you to write something this weekend? and i almost started crying. so thats how writing is going i guess

#taylor.txt #arguably a vent post i guess but this is just my life lately #she was like youre burnt out AND depressed. thats a lot of Fatigue. like ok but im over it so irrelevant #i WANT to write im just idk. scared i wont enjoy it. because everything fucking sucks lately and makes me really tired #but my winter break is in a week and its usually a productive writing time for me on account of no school or work and having other people #cooking for me so lol

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puke-ur-gutz · 1 month ago

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i ♡ going into verbose over-explaining mode in fear of being misinterpreted and then being misinterpreted anyways

#wordvomit #i love being autistic it has not negatively effected my lived experience to any extent #“i thought we were being silly” we are. i am. i am using hyperbole and making jokes. do u think im gonna kill people for [x]#its so frustrating especially as someone who LOVES long-winded rambling discussion. i want to read 6 paragraphs of someones indepth thought #on some random subject they got prompted from #but then when u trust ppl enough to try and do that they look at u like ur insane and give one sentence answers acting like ur trying to #force them to agree with you??#i want you to be doing the same thing im doing back however you do it. come engage with me. i wanna discuss and debate.#“yeah i just didnt think that lol” ok why!! how come! walk me thru ur train of thought!!! lets waffle back and forth pointlessly and #meticulously over random subjects!!#ironic that the passion-rant that started this was how scary it is to engage with any sort of topic online that is discourse-y or #contentious in fear of it spiraling out of control or getting unnecessarily hostile ???#i kept neutering myself so much and trying to speak in such a !! tone while still sharing my honest thoughts bc i could feel smthn going #wrong but couldnt tell what #i may go cry for 6 hours #“yes i love doing community work and moderating group spaces it is my passion and i want to help everyone get along!” lookin ass #ill probably delete this but this site is my one outlet since they nuked the vent app #rip a legend #where else will random middle aged women comfort me

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yolkyweichei · 1 month ago

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it's really funny to me how you can ask people for advice on a conflict, and they'll enthusiastically state that "you don't owe anyone an explanation" and "no is a complete sentence" - and then when they're in that position - refuse to take no for an answer and feel they're entitled to an explanation. Some major self reflection needs to be done, but I'm tired of waiting for it to happen.

#just a vent post #i dont like doing these but i really needed to scream into the void #and i dont have twitter anymore to do that lol #i also know my blog is likely being monitored by these people so this is also a public statement to them #if yall dont wanna be found out #don't interact with my stuff in a way that generates notifications lol #lol ok im so over this situation thank you tumblr for letting me vent #maybe now that i screamed about it #ill be able to get back into creating things #k bye

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phillietemple · 2 months ago

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guys if you’re debating getting a vip ticket DO IT i honestly really wish i’d gotten one :( it was still super fun but i was realllyyy far away like almost all the way back and also i missed out buying merch since i didn’t have time

#and i didn’t meet or talk to a single other person #we basically showed up watched the show and left lol #i bought the ticket in july when i didn’t really care about them! but now i care i care too much #i keep seeing y’all’s preshow clips and thinking THAT SHOULD BE MEEE #ok vent over i will now make a post about the positive things #dan and phil #terrible influence tour

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spacemancharisma · 6 months ago

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#ok so motherfucker was willing to have a whole catch up conversation #& talk about his life & interests or whatever with my WIFE #but blocks me??????#fuckin scumbag lol #like dude we’re a team that’s the whole idea of marriage #you don’t get to be actively against me but chummy with my spouse #it’s insulting to us both #also. you said you’d talk to me man #& it’s fine that you didn’t but to say that then /block me/ when I literally just try to follow??#dude hasn’t changed lol #he’s never been emotionally mature enough to actually have a difficult conversation #& like. hope that doesn’t fuck up his spouse or kid!#anyway. zach bryan fuck youuu for making me miss him #there’s nothing to miss he was not a good friend!!!!!!!!#ugh. whatever.#vulnerability over #vent #💔

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mar64ds · 4 months ago

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I feel so insane when I see people be able to express their frustration or their sadness over problems that aren't world ending cause i can't do that. cause i was taught my emotions don't matter or i should get over them unless for really big problems. and like, of course I still get frustrated and/or sad over "small" problems but i guess I just don't... voice them. I keep it all to myself and I minimize my feelings as much as possible and feel guilty that i feel emotions at all. And I am super used to it and i don't even see it as a concerning problem anymore. But then i see people have reactions to everyday problems, get frustrated, vent to a friend, cry, ... and i remember 'oh. that's what you are supposed to do.'

#man i remember me being insanely depressed at school and telling my mom that all the kids either hated me or pretended i didnt exist and #she just told me to get over my feelings cause i was still alive and healthy. like ok.#like yeah im sure a kid like that will grow up okay and feel emotions like a normal person #sorry for random vent lol im fine i just remember stuff to vent about sometimes #cw abuse #vent

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