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psychrodraws · 2 months ago

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Was going through old videos and I found this one from January back when my nails were fucking INSANE, I really ought to give that a try again in the future. And they were real, too! No acrylics in sight!

#psychrothoughts #sigh… take me back #I’m a little more stable now but back then I was pretty dependent on my nails for my self esteem #it sound silly but i truly felt like they were the only remotely feminine thing abt me #cried when I finally cut them :(#BUT! I’m better now. :)#ok vent over lol

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ishizizzle · 5 months ago

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when my boyfriend tries to make something just for us into a group activity

#it me #I don’t think he understands how much I need a break from talking to multiple ppl all the time #like it’s my day off dude #you know in Erykah’s ‘Tyrone’ when she’s like ‘why can’t we be by ourselves sometimes’#like dude if I wanted other people coming along I would’ve said so #I have a job I have roommates I’m never fucking alone enough for my introverted ass to recharge #the first actually nice feeling summer day in northern hell and you want to invite other ppl bruh #read my lips read the room the call is coming from inside the house all that dawg #ok vent over lol #no I don’t want you inviting other ppl to something I want to keep intimate jackass ok sorry really vent over #he’s not a jackass that was just in my heart

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aulerean · 7 months ago

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skunkes · 11 months ago

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ok posting it here bc im not sure if its going to stay in the doodle page

#delete later #deleting soon bc eyes on me #for those of you who kept asking about Something last year LOLLL #sorry this is too entry level vent comic ykwim i jst needed to get it out #im over it in the sense that like ok yeah whatever #but not in the sense that i came out worse than before. i was already Small. ive been further Smallened #i was a rebound and lied to and discarded...which thank god i was Set Free but wow!#all my personal fears reinforced. it is embarrassing for me to want and need...i get it neow. i was a stepping stone i am an npc #idk that i could do it again! im not sure its worth trying i am too much of a...project.#as i was told from day 1 but still ran directly into it #and i was too much of a coward to leave myself. if it happened again i wouldnt be able to leave then either.#im happy that i dont think it could get much worse than all that for my first experience but it was also exhausting #and weirdly at the same time i dont think i cld ever expect better #its almost been a year since its been Done and the words and treatment linger <3 #this is also why i had to enlist talon as imaginary bf number 2 LOL need extra reinforcement and love #cringe as fuck but it rly will never be as good as whats in my brain...i know that neow. i will spare everyone the trouble #and remove myself from the dating pool (<- implying he was ever even in it)#i dont even hold any ill will toward em bc they were right...its just hurts ykwim

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melrosing · 1 year ago

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anyway in an absolutely wild turn of events I think I’m free of my hideous job and like. substantially richer for it??? lmao 2023 you really owed me

#ok so this a lot of personal shit but I’m just gonna incredulously vent into the tags #like I don’t even know how to describe what 2023 in this job has been like lol #since April they’ve been insulting and scrutinising and scapegoating me over absolutely everything #they were really angling for just firing me outright for never measuring up to their constantly shifting and increasingly bizarre goalposts #and it got so personal man they kept insisting that it wasn’t but my god #then my dad gets sick and it suddenly becomes awkward for them to keep insulting and overworking me #so they switch to just ignoring me entirely so they don’t have to reckon w what me and my family are going through #like they never ask how he is or how things are going just every Friday they say hey do you reckon you can take more work on again?#and THEN I get a gut infection and suddenly im being guilt tripped for taking sick leave and pestered for evidence #it was giving like ‘we had to give you time off for your dad but now you’re taking the piss’#to the point I DID reach out to a third party at the company and was like ‘I’m sorry but why the fuck are they treating me like this’#and she was like ‘confidentially this is disgusting and I advise you to report it’#WHEN SUDDENLY I get back from sick leave and it’s like ‘the business is falling short so we have to make some redundancies….’#and now they’ve had to pay me a SUBSTANTIAL sum to fuck off!!! I think I win???#like I was so close to quitting but thank god I didn’t because now I’m getting a sweet deal to fuck off with no notice lmao #i leave end of the month #at first I was shocked like y��all really doing this now??? but suddenly I’m like. this is the best possible thing that could’ve happened #I spoke to that third party again and she was like ‘I am so happy for you’ like omfg it was a curveball but we’ll take it!!!#I’m fucking outta here and in due course I WILL be writing on glassdoor how fucked they are

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vincent-sinclair-deserved-better · 2 months ago

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thinking of my blorbos but not in a "i love you you love me all is well" way but a "i love you hope you kill me" way lol

#cylas vents #negativity #negative #death wish #lmao #bitches be like '[potentially concerning thing]' and then add 'lol' as if it's funny or a joke lmao #like i mean technically it's not but then again it is bc it's me. like yeah don't worry don't take this seriously don't mind me ok #it doesn't really matter anyway kk. or maybe it's more like I'm the joke.#like idk the thought that like most of my f/os would probably kill me on sight should be less comforting than it is i guess #imagine casually making posts like this and still being like 'ok but maybe im not actually mentally ill maybe im faking maybe im lying to #myself maybe im making excuses maybe im imagining things maybe im just lazy' etc etc #none of the antidepressants since fluoxetine decided it's over have done shit and even my psychiatrist now is always like 'hm. so do you #want to keep trying other things' and like yeah what else can i do? therapy didnt do anything for this specific issue and the tagesklinik #lady didnt really seem to get my issue (well her suggestions for like therapy groups or whatever were more about socialising or whatever #like ??? girl that's really not the main problem here lmao but she also did have a point about how i would have to actually go there every #day etc but like #what else am i supposed to do #hi i am always tired and sometimes struggle to even get out of bed and thats why i worry about getting a job or something bc it could become #too much or whatever but like unfortunately thats kind of a requirement for everything lmao #when psychiatrist asks what i want/expect or whatever i am internally like 'a magic pill that just fixes everything and makes me a normal #functional human being' but like that's just not A Thing (tm)#so. like. what else am i supposed to do.#i don't want to be like this forever #idk how to tag lmai #using stuff like #tw suicidality #tw suicidal #tw suicidal ideation #just feels so over the top and like i dont have the right to use them lol

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blissfali · 1 year ago

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feeling like that post “i hate that theres a type of gay that you hate”

#Yeah ok some ppl are annoying so??? let ppl express their identity how they want!!! if its not harmful to anybody i just dont see why it has #to be identified as a problem #‘lol yeah i hate disney gays’ Ok. who hurt you #‘i hate gays who remind people over and over that theyre gay’ well just a few years ago (and even now tbh) if you were to say ‘im gay’ youre #gonna be in some fuckin danger #i just dont get it!!!#why bring hate into a world about love #vent #<- guy who had to sit in silence while 2 gay students and a gay teacher talked about their ‘least favorite gays’

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spacemancharisma · 4 months ago

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#ok so motherfucker was willing to have a whole catch up conversation #& talk about his life & interests or whatever with my WIFE #but blocks me??????#fuckin scumbag lol #like dude we’re a team that’s the whole idea of marriage #you don’t get to be actively against me but chummy with my spouse #it’s insulting to us both #also. you said you’d talk to me man #& it’s fine that you didn’t but to say that then /block me/ when I literally just try to follow??#dude hasn’t changed lol #he’s never been emotionally mature enough to actually have a difficult conversation #& like. hope that doesn’t fuck up his spouse or kid!#anyway. zach bryan fuck youuu for making me miss him #there’s nothing to miss he was not a good friend!!!!!!!!#ugh. whatever.#vulnerability over #vent #💔

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mar64ds · 2 months ago

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I feel so insane when I see people be able to express their frustration or their sadness over problems that aren't world ending cause i can't do that. cause i was taught my emotions don't matter or i should get over them unless for really big problems. and like, of course I still get frustrated and/or sad over "small" problems but i guess I just don't... voice them. I keep it all to myself and I minimize my feelings as much as possible and feel guilty that i feel emotions at all. And I am super used to it and i don't even see it as a concerning problem anymore. But then i see people have reactions to everyday problems, get frustrated, vent to a friend, cry, ... and i remember 'oh. that's what you are supposed to do.'

#man i remember me being insanely depressed at school and telling my mom that all the kids either hated me or pretended i didnt exist and #she just told me to get over my feelings cause i was still alive and healthy. like ok.#like yeah im sure a kid like that will grow up okay and feel emotions like a normal person #sorry for random vent lol im fine i just remember stuff to vent about sometimes #cw abuse #vent

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blitz0hno · 4 months ago

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What do u do you're about to have the breakdown that you absolutely fuckin deserve lmao

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fullmetal-scar-simping · 2 months ago

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It's funny when someone responds to you claiming you're just repeating their point, meanwhile they missed the part where I talked about them failing to grasp that being upset about the Nazi association to Amestris while saying all fascism is bad and that the Nazi association means people have "misunderstood" the moral of fma and thus "proves Arakawa's" point is attributing ignorance to the critics while falsely claiming Arakawa's work as consistently anti-military (it absolutely isn't).

But I shouldn't be surprised.

#''the people amestris is oppressing is more like xyz nation than nazi germany so you don't get fma''#🤨#''anyone can join a fascist military'' lol it's the ''well meaning genociders'' all over again #see i would buy that arakawa was dissecting the way people's passive dogma around their nation's myths & propaganda #and their reverence for their military leads people to join & commit atrocities (which is true about the world writ large)#except arakawa spends far FAR more time humanizing and wallowing in the angst of these do-gooder fascists #while simultaneously only having one (kinda) named genocide victim who is propped up as the #''both sides/cycle of violence/retaliation is as bad as genocide'' horseshit #she herself wrote a story that exults soldiers esp via olivier armstrong & her pontificating about ''following good leaders''#and miles who shames the renegade genocide victim into agreeing that joining the military to change minds = good & solves fascism #but ok i'm just repeating you. the person who attributes anti-militarism/imperialism to arakawa & fma's text #why am i writing all of this in the tags? dunno but i'm too tired to care about formatting & editting this post #vent

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heatobrienswife · 10 months ago

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