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TF2 where all of the mercs are stealth trans men
#shut up scout#tf2#i dont know how to word this but the implications is that none of them know that each other are trans#ok maybe medic knows#i can imagine it being a stressful situation for a couple of months :)#ik the best case/reasonable response is none of them would care#but like#im having brain worms leave me alone#oh Bonus points if they're all like at different stages of transition#maybe ill delete this later
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Ok. Five days without antihistamines before my immunology appointment (FINALLY). I can do it. I won’t even look at a potato. 😤
#hyping myself up#because hoo boy#It’s gonna suck#MCAS#allergies#I genuinly don’t know what to eat for the next five days#so many things are risky but ok when I take the antihistamines#like breads might kick my ass now??#maybe??#meats seem to bother me if I miss a dose so#can’t stomach pretty much any fruit at all even with antihistamines#canned green beans are currently the only veg that doesn’t make me sick#living large lmao#anyway yeah#pray for me or like send me good vibes for the next five days#if you have any to spare#thank you 😭#personal#medications#Batwynn talks#please blacklist the prev tag to avoid seeing any personal posts
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i know nothing about that mysterious lotus casebook except that there are three guys. in fact the show has so much of a corner on the Three Of Them market that whenever i see a picture of three long-haired chinese dudes hanging out and chilling, and one of them isn’t visibly lan xichen, i just assume they’re the mysterious lotus casebooks. and 95% of the time i’m right
#ok i wasn’t completely truthful i also know that one of the three is That Bitch Li Lianhua#and that he was made in a lab for me to be obsessed with#i also think there might be medical malpractice and homoeroticism? but those are big maybes#ryddles
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But listen, if Izuna had said yes to Hashirama's help after he was injured and he still died, would Madara rampage like in canon? Would he still chase the infinite tsukyomi?
the thing is, hashirama never offered to help izuna. i'm actually not sure he could have - the hiraishingiri pretty much cut through him like butter. moreover, while madara himself lauds hashirama's medical prowess, we actually know very little about his capabilities with medical ninjutsu. he could heal wounds without any hand seals, that's mostly all we know.
here are hashirama's words immediately after izuna is injured:
「マダラ・・・お前はオレには勝てない・・・もう・・・終わりにしよう・・・忍最強のうちはと千手が組めば・・・国も我々と見合う他の忍一族を見つけられなくなる・・・いずれ争いも沈静化していく」
"madara... you can't beat me... let's end it already. if the strongest shinobi, the uchiha and the senju, form an alliance... the country won't be able to find another shinobi clan able to counterbalance us... the conflict will eventually calm down"
he doesn't acknowledge izuna at all. whether he intended an offer of medical aid to be implied or not, it's never addressed. a bunch of people have claimed that this makes hashirama a jerk, and while i definitely get that viewpoint, i do think offering to help izuna without being absolutely certain he was capable of doing so would've been a terrible move, politically speaking. madara might have known that hashirama isn't the sort of man who would do something like this, but the rest of the uchiha clan would have no reason not to assume that hashirama didn't just take advantage of madara's kindness/trust/desperation/whatever to ensure that izuna died while potentially leaving room for madara to feel indebted to him for trying in spite of all the reasons he had not to bother.
hell, the clan might even come to the conclusion that madara intended for izuna to die so he could get his eyes, given what ended up happening in canon, so his fallout with them might actually happen even faster (and without the uchiha ever joining konoha at all, although without madara around to counter hashirama, i have no idea if/how the uchiha would manage against the senju from there)
all that aside, if hashirama had indeed offered help and izuna had agreed to take the risk and died anyway and the uchiha clan trusted that that was what had actually happened, i think pretty much everything else would've proceeded according to canon.
there's definitely plenty of fun possibilities to play around with concerning madara's path in life, but tbh i personally believe that without a massive deviation from canon, he would've eventually become who he became. hashirama definitely fucked up here and there, but i honestly don't think there was anything he could've personally done alone that would've changed madara's fate short of killing him back when they were kids, which he was never going to do. he was always doomed.
#naruto#naruto shippuden#uchiha madara#senju hashirama#uchiha izuna#meta#also madara's trust issues would probably have gotten even weirder if that had happened lol#don't get me wrong i love what if madara didn't become a villain aus as much as anybody#but i've never seen one that could have plausibly taken place in the canon universe#even the very best ones#often the biggest difference is black zetsu suddenly deciding to show up and act like a stupid cartoon villain lol#like i've seen maybe one fic where it didn't do that and even then its influence on madara was much more direct than in canon#black zetsu was really fucking good at its job y'all. and it found/helped create the perfect guy for its plan#oh yeah one last thing: i want the naruto fandom to consider the implications of healing izuna against his will#like i know it's fiction ok i get that. and i know in this particular idea izuna agrees and i know the concept seems silly at first#but guys medical ethics is really REALLY important
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...Or the hunter will face the hunt
anyway I think that's how Gehrman "lost" his leg
!!the background is a blurred screenshot!!
#tw blood#blood tw#tw cannibalism#bloodborne#laurence the first vicar#gehrman the first hunter#moon divorce#GUYS PLEASE IM A NORMAL PERSON I SWEAR I AM#anyway im sorry for this taking so long but here you go my moon divorcees#laurence is a messy eater ok#also this is about like laurence getting more beastly from the inside before physically so gehrman just thinks jes freaky like that#“hey gehrman i wanna do us a romantic dinner” “aww thats so cute lets do it” gehrman is the romantic dinner.#theyre cosplaying medical malpractice ok#did you know i like beastars haha#i wanted to draw this for a looooong time and im gonna draw this again maybe#im obsessed with it ok
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i need a new strategy for like, cleaning my room and doing yoga and reading and leaving the house. the adhd has reached mythic levels of bad. i have the thought, "i should do X," and then i won't move. i make a to-do list and i won't do anything on it. i queue up a yoga practice and i won't do it. i stare at my room and get stressed out about how cluttered it is. i write 3000 words of notes for a fic i don't even know if i'm going to write. i think and i think and i think about my OCs and they won't let me write them. i spend hours looking at stuff i can't buy. i take like an hour to write this.
#rum.txt#i have to do something about my phone...........#i might be able to uninstall tumblr#i can't uninstall twitter because the stupid fucking thing turns off notifications when you do#so i wouldn't be able to catch up on the accs i have notifs on for#(a very small list of forcebook- and kaibaek-related accs)#i can't uninstall instagram because of forcebook again lol#i also use it for recipes sigh#but i might start just... leaving it in my room when i get up and see how that goes#i'd also have to try to not look at my phone first thing in the morning#i also have to start actually getting up in the morning#i think that's the main thing#ok maybe when i take my medication in the evening i start getting ready for bed#it'll take long enough that it'll probably still be late but reasonable late#and not like. almost 3 am like now#one of the problems with my room right now is that i have a lot of STUFF#and i'm afraid of getting rid of the STUFF#because the last time i got rid of a bunch of STUFF#(mostly clothes)#i totally regretted most of it and i'm still like ah shit i don't have that anymore? :(#but also i have a big bed that i just want OUT of there#and a huge wardrobe that unfortunately holds a lot of the STUFF#so i don't know where all the STUFF would go#and every job i apply to sucks#and every job i actually want is TERRIFYING in both its unattainability and the miniscule possibility of its improbable successful executio#so i'm like stressed out about a thing that hasn't happened to make something that hasn't happened that i'm also stressed out about#every possible scenario whether i want it or not feels like it could lead to a meltdown because everything is so god damn hard right now#AND I FEEL SO!!!!!! SMALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and the worst part is that i know all this is because my stupid fucking period is coming up#but just because my hormones are making me feel overwhelmed and melodramatic about everything doesn't make anything i've said untrue
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things aren’t going well with peach. while i think my dad’s very right to be concerned that she hasn’t eaten anything in nearly 60 hours (obviously i am too), im becoming increasingly concerned that she hasn’t slept at all in around 36 hours and prior to that she was under anaesthetic, which isn’t exactly restful, so it’s closer to 48 hrs
like dad took her back to the vet today and we’ve got injections for her painkillers now because she’s not eating, and also injections for fluids (because she doesn’t drink; she only gets water from her food), so the not eating is Bad but also kinda under management, but if she doesn’t sleep soon i’m extremely worried. dad was like ‘if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow afternoon we’ll take her back because the injections will run out’ but like. if she doesn’t sleep tonight we have GOT to take her back first thing in the morning so they can sedate her or something
#her pain doesn’t seem to be too bad now that she’s got pain relief so idk what’s stopping her from sleeping#she won’t even lie down unless i’m sitting next to her. she just sits there staring out the window#her pupils are also taking up her entire eyes and have been all day#that’ll be a side effect of the medication and maybe the lack of sleep? but it won’t be making her feel any better#she can probably barely see at this point#like imagine you’ve been awake for 2 days after surgery and you’re in a lot of pain and haven’t eaten since before surgery#and are also on strong painkillers. and you also have no idea what’s wrong with you or why everyone’s doing things that hurt you#bruh your brain would be COOKED. there’s no way she has any idea what’s going on rn but she’s clearly feeling terrible#personal#like i think she’ll be ok in the long-term but she’s gotta somehow get through all these immediate issues#last time something like this happened she stopped drinking and never started again#not eating or sleeping don’t have workarounds as simple as putting water in her food#it really doesn’t help that there’s so much other shit going on rn#i’m doing a whole bunch of stuff with my phone and computer that’s taking a lot of work#but also my sister’s going on a long overseas trip that she’s leaving for tomorrow#so the combo of dad and sister coming and going constantly and also like 6 random deliveries for tech stuff in the last 2 days—#has the dogs really wound up. so georgie’s been howling at absolutely everything#and it’s rainy so my clothes aren’t trying and they’re hanging on a rack hooked on the hallway door so the door can’t close#which puts one less door between my room and the dogs so they’re waking me up every time anything happens#and i sleep during the day so that’s ALL THE TIME. i’ve had like 8 hrs of sleep between the last two afternoons#my sister always has so much random life stuff she wants to talk about and was getting really annoyed that i wasn’t very receptive#like ‘im about to go away for 3 months’ sorry i know its a big thing but i can’t just reschedule peach’s medical emergency
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Since one of the careers that Bernard studies is physics these are my headcanons.
-When the finals are approaching, he starts saying the important formulas or concepts out of nowhere. Like he'll be in his apartment, he'll be hugging with Tim on the couch and start reciting the Euler-Lagrange equation, or he's cooking dinner and start reciting the thermodynamics laws.
-Sometimes he will start throwing away scientific facts that he learned in class and found interesting. Like the multiverse or time travel. Tim, even though he has experienced them from first hand and had to know about them to fix some robin situations, he will listen to Bernard with all the love in the world and ask him for more details regardless of whether he already knows them.
-During the exam season Bernard hardly sleeps and his caffeine consuming increases to the point that even Tim is worried but once the last exam is over he will fall asleep a whole day and then come back to normal.
-Sometimes when he leaves class and a concept is very abstract or he doesn't understand how it works, he gets frustrated and will complain to Tim about his decision to study this, but as soon as he understands it, forgets this frustration.
-His main dream of him is to be a chef but it does not mean that he likes what he studies even if it is not what he wants to do for the rest of his life. Also, it gives him a different perspective to make his own recipes
-Lab reports are an ordeal, calculating uncertainty and dispersions is what he hates the most but in the end of the day. Laboratory practices are what he loves most about studying science
-Since he is doing a double major with biology, he likes evolution biology. He was considering doing his thesis describing with complex networks what could be the passage between microscopic and macroscopic life. Or maybe something about medical physics. (Let's not let health science Bernard die since he's no longer an EMT).
#bernard dowd#tim drake#timbern#timber#Yes#I know he wants to be a chef and open his restaurant#but#I think we don't talk enough about him studying basic sciences#More than that#he is studying 2 at the same time and think that most of the subjects don't coincide in the two careers#This guy is my idol#I am dying with just one#ok maybe i'm projecting a bit on bernard But as a physics student this facts just can make me love the character more#About the thesis I know is a proposal from someone in my University#And on the other hand I don't really know much about medical physics but I really liked EMT! Bernard then medphysics is the closest thing#then medphysics is the closest thing and it fits perfectly with his two careers#Calculating uncertainty is the ordeal of every science student and I have not met the first student who thinks otherwise#if someone tell you that they like it's a liar or an alien
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i hate reading philosophy omg. endless sentences of the author throwing around random words that probably only made sense to their own brain and then the insight of these "deep thoughts" is stuff like "people behave differently in different settings" or "people don't always act according to their own values" woooowww. and then there are "differing" perspectives on an issue and i'm sitting there reading those and thinking "but none of that negates the other??? it can both be true??????" oh and then also usually the issue is just that language is ambigous and it can be hard to put your thoughts into words.
#i'm reading a book that summarizes research on gender and my brain is goo#and sometimes i get genuinely mad bc often in class when we're talking about a topic i wonder where the hell women were in all of this#then i try to look it up and no one has really done any research on this#and as long as we dont know what half the population was experiencing i dont really give a shit about all this theoretical stuff tbh#someone wrote about how the physical sex is also culturally constructed and then argued this by stating that clothes and medical procedures#are different between the sexes????? ok but that's not what sex means imo?#like they are arguing that sex and gender shouldnt be differentiated but they do that bc they themselves STILL attach value/judgement to#biological sex#like....you can just not do that i think? X chromosomes = female and all that? there is no value attached to that?#yes of course “researches” in the past have said that females are inferior bc of their biology but can we maybe not completely disregard#biology bc of those idiots????#maybe i'm just too stupid idk i often tried but i really fucking hate this discourse philosophy shite it is so easily misunderstood#personal
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That doctor I saw the other day has made me so mad!!! And feeling hopeless
#on the first visit with him#he wouldn’t let me get a word in#and was telling me to book back in so we can discuss me weening off my antidepressants#and was telling me i shouldnt be taking reflux medication#and i told him i have hEDS and then he was like#oh ok yeah maybe u should be taking the reflux meds#and it’s like!!!!!#you just met me can you at least hear my story out before#you start messing with my meds!!!!!#if i ween off my meds i will be extremely prone to seizures from the withdrawals!!!#but nooo he didn’t even consider getting to know my health history before making these remarks
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someone pointed out something I did the other day that I didn’t really notice I do and then I was like….. yeah why do I do that and turns out it’s stimming. And apparently I do it. A lot.
#discovering behaviors that you’ve been doing your whole life that people found weird and annoying is stimming is fun!#… haha. ha.#person at work last night: is your shoulder feeling ok? I saw you kind of holding it#me who is constantly putting my left hand on my right shoulder: uhhhhhh…. no. I don’t know why I do that#me googling it about 30 mins laters: 🧍♀️#I mean on the one hand it’s nice that they’re adhd behaviors rather than like…. moral deficiencies I guess#but now I can’t unsee it#it’s an innocuous behavior that is going to make me super self conscious now#I’ve seen… very few (I can think of 2 on the top of my head) docs that I know or work with#that I’ve seen do stuff like this. but they’re both men and they’re both clearly hyperactive adhd#maybe other people are medicated or just better at masking#it’s nice to have a nice to a lot of the struggles of my entire life honestly#but it’s not like it makes it not a struggle or makes people mroe sympathetic#like my husband has the classic hyperactive adhd#and my forgetfulness and messiness drives him absolutely crazy#but his hyperactivity and emotional volatility drives ME crazy#and telling my mother about the diagnosis and what it means and she’s like#’oh I totally have that too!’ yeah maybe you do#but see it was YOU that told me I was a bad person for forgetting things#and YOU that said I was lazy and a slob for having difficulty keeping things organized#and YOU that would smack my hands when I’d pick at my nails and tell me it’s a disgusting hav#and YOU that STILL tells people that your physician daughter ‘gives up on everything!’#…….. do I have some bitterness to work out maybe#🤔#what was this about?#oh yeah anyway. I hope people don’t notice I do this shit#and if they do they don’t know what it means#….uh.#personal?
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what they don't tell you about working at a retail greenhouse is that people will come up to you while you're watering houseplants on some random Tuesday and explain to you in DETAIL their weird rash and then ask if you sell a particular herb. for the treatment of the rash.
ma'am, I am not an apothecary. you might need an actual doctor.
#lady with a sore on her foot looking for aloe vera. like. yeah but also maybe get your sugars checked. okay. do the leaf juice if you want.#but also Please See A Medical Professional#I have enough medical training to know I don't have the training for all this. ok bye#I am assuming grocery store folks gotta deal with this too
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I have this very very stupid marchly fic idea that I've thought about on and off for over a year and I might just say fuck it and write it since the appropriate season will be upon us soon but also... it's very silly & stupid and I'm not sure how to flesh it out even into a short one shot cause all I've really got is the idea for this scene that amuses me to no end but would probably not be an amusing funny one-off to many other ppl
#idk man. I still have my big long chaptered fic that lmao#I have to re-re start at this point#what's frustrating about it is... I have it all plotted out. it's all there. in my wip notebook.#even the newer re-writes. it's all there#I just can't make myself work on it#or anything at all really#and I hate this feeling. I've never been here before. where I literally CANNOT write. at all.#and I was thinking maybe writing the stupid short thing would get me back into it all and then I could write the bigger chapter fic#but it's like.... idk man. I just don't know what happened. I thought after I got medicated and felt better this would stop#and it hasn't and that's been really hard to deal with for me#I have never been someone who starts a bunch of stuff and then just... abandons it. I have never been someone with multiple WIPs. ever.#I start one I finish one or it goes in the garbage forever#and now it's like I have these ideas I'd ideally like to make happen. but I can't. I can't focus on writing anymore for SHIT.#and I know that my last foray with the ship I shall not name has a lot to do with this. it broke my brain y'all. bad.#but it's like ok and? that was forever ago. move on. different ship! let's go!#you kept driving after your horrific car accidents you can sure as shit keep doing this dumb shit!#just thinking about it all rn is making me so tired :(#erin explains it all
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maybe now that i have adhd meds i can attempt Language again
#i mean ok i had them before but different ones & they didnt work. but i think what im on now is what i was on in hs & those Did work#(& then i stopped bc i was like well i am not in school anymore i dont need these. & then. i moved out. and oops i do need them actually)#(unfortunately due to the adhd & also my medical records having gone fucking missing somehow(???) it um. took a while)#but ough i must learn words......... i just need to Actually set aside time for it . and like keep a fucking notebook im not making the#mistake i made with french where i start out like oh this is easy :) & then it gets harder but i havent been taking any notes & now idk How#& so i just give up. we are not doing that this time we are taking notes From The Start and figuring out what works .#but...... probably not this month. this month is Busy. maybe august..........#thats actually a little bit of a lie bc i Have already started theres a podcast w some basics that i have on my work mp3 player#buuuut its been a minute & also Because i only listen to it at work im not really able to pick up on everything. so im basically still#kind of starting from scratch lmao.#honestly my biggest complaint w the podcast is that like. while it does have a sheet w the translations it doesnt have Pronunciation & bc i#have auditory processing issues i cant actually figure out How they are saying certain words just by hearing them.... bc i dont know that i#actually hearing them Correctly. fucking cannot identify sounds disorder killing me over here#doesnt help that its a language where pronunciation is Quite Different than english lmao......#i did find a pronunciation cheat sheet online somewhere & i . bookmarked it? downloaded it? sent myself a link on discord? fuck idr#but i also dont know if theres significant differences in dialect between the two. idk what dialect the cheat sheet was even made.. for? in#whatever ykwim its 6:30am i need to sleep
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CRINGE: after fucking up attacking and dethroning god during worst period of life idiot has to learn to live on in an imperfect world
alt title. if lillie had a nickel for every time someone shes descended from ripped open a hole in the sky and went through a manic depressive Abandon The Old World arc shed have tw
#i was gonna explain. more about this. but its fine dont worry about it. just know i am 4 maybe 6 maybe 12 layers deep in headcanon and au.#au where lillie is the pla protag and also this is post-the giratina fight and also dont worry about it.#hi its 4 am. i know i barely post art. i am not tagging this. whatever happens with this post happens#peace and love and therapy and medication for volo on planet earth. ok?#i need like. a tag for this maybe. so i can find it again later#lillie pla au#sure.
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hot take but I think that those youtubers who 'expose' alleged mental illness or medical condition fakers are doing more harm for the rhetoric surrounding mental illness-and the people who really have it-than the people supposedly faking it to begin with.
#i mean neither are good but like#what they do is set a precedent of doubt whenever someone makes (mental) illness claims#it sets a precedent of finding and uncovering people who fake it and is just very bad imo.#inevitably i think this makes life ahrder for people who experience these conditions#especially for those who myabe have it but don't check off every symptom#and have to worry about maybe being seen as a faker since they don't have the msot extreme or visible case#idk. just rambling#worth noting this usually goes for things i do not have so i cannot in detail give opinions on specific diagnoses that this trend applies t#to*#however i do stand by this opinion as of right now#at worst. fakers spread misinformation and monetize/benefit from mental illness they do not have#at worst the people who expose this set a societal and online culture revolving around finding out who's REALLY got things#and who REALLY experiences it#which just. is icky. you aren't entitled to knowing anything about anyone's medical history.#plus imo if someone goes out of their way to fake something for attention then. there's probably a mentally ill brain doing it#like ok you don't have whatever you're claiming but like. mentally well people don't fake things like that usually#is this a cold take?????? like if i'm wrong then i AM open to other opinions and i'll change mine#but my initial opinion on this is it icks me out#inabber this is a pointed message. iirc he also made amber heard jokes#which like. i think no matter what side you're on with that#maybe. don't joke about domestic abuse. or alleged abuse if that's your stance on it.#like either way that's just shitty#ANYWAYS.
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