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high prophet faulkner drawn in alcohol markers !! do not look at his hands for too long
#when i said born to draw fanart forced to study i wasnt kiddig#guys you have NO idea how good it is to have a levels over and done with#every day i get up. work out. draw. draw. bake bread. draw. go out for coffee and draw. beautiful walk home. draw.#literal self actualization im telling you#anyway real tags now#the silt verses#brother faulkner#tsv#tsv faulkner#faulkner tsv#the parish of tide and flesh#fanart#the silt verses fanart#the silt verses podcast#tsv podcast#podcast fanart#traditional art#my traditional art#my art#alcohol markers#alcohol marker#messy art#ok its a little mid#what if i exploded you with a bomb though
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what do you fucking mean that's how charlie dies. THAT'S HOW CHARLIE DIES??? i mean i know the show has a penchant for killing off every character who's not a winchester brother or an angel of thursday but good god. what the fuck. charlie was such a good and enjoyable recurring character, and she had such a fandom impact that i've seen, and she's only around for THREE SEASONS?? (sidebar: it's amazing she has the presence she does for only being around for a couple episodes in the long run!) but: was this necessary? and she just dies offscreen after her skills are utilized to progress the plot of decoding the book of the damned?? oh my god. what in the actual fuck. i'm finding myself getting genuinely very upset at her death. she did not fucking deserve that. and i can absolutely see why the fan response to her death is what it is now. completely fucking unjustified and throwaway and useless.
#theo.txt#spn#charlie#spn spoilers#spn 10x21#almost none of the women who've gotten fridged on this show have deserved it but still#good god this one made me especially angry#why do you use this character for a plot point and then ship her off somewhere. to oz or to the afterlife. so often?#she was such a cool character with a good story that i enjoyed and related to and THIS is what they did with her?? and from my perusing she#doesn't even really come back like bobby occasionally does?? and his death. while devastating to me as somebody who really liked him. still#felt WAY better than this#sorry i ended that episode with my jaw on the fucking FLOOR oh my god. /neg#what did she have to die for? where is that post about female characters dying so male characters can feel sad but it's a gifset of all the#bullshit ass deaths of women on supernatural#i love the show fucking obviously but jesus h christ.#but also you know what. having the context that i have. still a fucked up thing to say but i see why dean says That to sam now during#charlie's funeral. it IS an interesting look into how they respond to the other one violating their wishes/freedoms and into their larger#dynamic actually! but thats not what this post is really about#wow. i am actually livid. poor fucking charlie.#if she was like a sister to the winchesters how about you bring her back huh? how about you revive her? jesus christ#i wonder what her heaven is like. i hope its dnd and movie night with the girls#i took a little break mid-typing this to see if i was just being insane and angry but no the super wiki has a whole section about the fan#outrage at charlie's death and the discussions it furthered about the show's misogynistic tendencies#and you know what? good!#ok anyway. im going to go browse charlie art and feel abnormal now.#supernatural#charlie bradbury
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hii i hope you’re doing alright !! Just wanted to know if you have any idea of when you’re going to publish the last far galaxies chapter !!! i love the fic and i can’t wait to read chapter 11 !! have a good day/night :)
thank you for reading!!!!! the answer is soon but not soon soon unfortunately this chapter is a BEAST like a BEAST of a BEAST and no matter how many words i write THERES STILL MORE A;SLJLSDHGLSHGQV
have a good day/night :) here are the first few hundred words <3
Hours later, after piling themselves back on the ship and cutting through space to the rendezvous point, they were back on the star base.
It felt like a true whirlwind, a few hours of action so packed he could hardly think and now somehow Nico found himself walking the same gray halls, up the same ramp, into the ship, into his empty room. The privacy panels were drawn, the room in near darkness. It was late in the night, not even Command at the ready. They’d meet first thing in the morning, a disgustingly early call time already on his schedule, something he’d have to be dragged out of bed to make.
For the time being, he was alone. Will had marched Thalia straight off to the medbay, hearing no arguments but enough complaints that Nico pitied him greatly. Jason and Piper went off to meet Annabeth wherever she was, and Leo was already setting himself on ship repairs, more than enough crafts lined up for him to choose from. Nico hadn’t felt the slightest bit of temptation to follow any of them.
Nico sat on the edge of the bed, his legs coming out from under him. Quite suddenly, he felt exhausted down to the bone. He felt like he could sleep for a month and still want a nap.
He dropped his head into his hands. He thought of the look in Thalia’s eyes, the anguish.
Nico had taken his eye off the ball. It was a fact. If he’d faced one delay in the trees, an extra few minutes spent somewhere else, Thalia would be dead. And it’d be what she wanted. The thought was enough to tighten his throat, painful.
Things could have gone so differently. He could be standing somewhere completely different, a completely different person.
Nico didn’t let himself think on it very long. He grabbed for his comm. It only took a few rings until there was a mechanical click, the line connecting.
���I messed up,” Nico muttered into the dark. “I don’t know what to do.”
There was a pause. “Do you want me to come?”
Nico swallowed, wholly unsure. He was just figuring out what to say, how to even respond to that, when -
“Send your coordinates,” Bianca decided in a second, crisp in his ear. “Let your leadership know, I’m bringing the Huntresses.”
#LETS GO LESBIANS#oh my god this chapter is so so so long and ITS NOT CLOSE TO BEING DONE#ok its like 70% done but ?????? ITS 68K RIGHT NOW????? oh my gooood AND THERES STILL 33 BEATS/SCENES TO FINISH#i have a joke with my mom that everyday i clock out of work and clock into fic and its like. yes. oh my god. but yes#in my head i soooo wanted it done before my birthday as a little treat for me a la slasher fic but oh my gooood its not happening#i am foreseeing an early to mid June update but!!!! i am visiting family next week and hope to get a lot done while im off <3 <3 <3#space fic
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so like what do u doooo when u have a massive ugly tattoo 💀 SKJDSKJDLSJDS liiike im like damn this gonna be there forever huh... i am not gonna do laser removal because i like money too much but how do u get that shit to fade do u just wait. id like to cover it up with a new one but its so dark 💀💀💀💀 SKDJSDKJDS
#im not like torn up about it im just like damn.#sucks being uncomfortable showing my calves but it is what it is ig#prince talks#i got it cuz i was having a mid-20s crisis. and i wanted a small one#but the artist was like nah man... Whole Leg and i was like ok :)#like a FOOL!!!!!!!!#it is a little funny to be honest but it do be ugly#like ugly in the way tht u cant rly tell what its supposed to be kinda way. kinda blobbish.
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and btw im in my hater arc rn. as time goes on the more i find a lot of 'fandom' stuff insufferable (i like art n stuff. just the way that fandom refits every media to fit a single mold and set of boring archetypes is exhausting.)
i just get really easily annoyed lately. and have been unfollowing people on a whim a lot. its not personal i promise
#fandom culture has made me actively dislike shit i was fixated on a year ago. looking at your ninja turtles#its not even like what they were doing were particularly offensive it was just exhaustingly boring#im sorry i just really dont care about ur 2 million fics about leo being a sadboy. or one million seperated aus.#theres definetly a part of the whole situation in general which has been me coming to terms with my own internalized misogny#actively re-examining my tendencys to gravity towards male characters#idk maybe its making me dislike art more. but idk. ive always analyzed why i react certain ways to certain things. this isnt new for me#anywaays. i had been following a bunch of ninja turtle blogs and they sorta kept messing around with shows like ninjago too#and at some point i was just like. i dont know if these shows are actually that good guys. i think youjust like shows for little boys#and fandoms tend to shaft female chars so it sure helps that their casts are 98% male .#maybe theyre not your blorbo maybe theyre just Guy McAverageMan. thats not inherently bad but you have to consider it.#guys rottmnt is isnt even that good . its not that good ok. its alright/pretty good. and the movie does a few neat things#i feel like ive become one of those people that turn 18 and then immediately go 'minors dni'. im not there yet but i just.#we're watching kids shows. its ok . you can say it.#you may have noticed ive been reblogging a lot of dungeon meshi stuff. i read it all over the past week.#but here's the thing. i thought it was mid/good for like 70% of it.#i think its got some really really cool worldbuilding ideas and stuff#but i think a lot of the writing was sorta. uninteresting to me.#my discord friends have been raving over izutsumi for months.#but i found her presence in the story to be weird and underdeveloped. she felt out of place and her introduction felt clumsy#i felt when the story was ramping up the manga got a lot better. because again theres some rlly cool ideas at play#all the shit with the lion? incredible. the way all the infighting led to more problems bc the elves refuse to explain anything? rlly good.#marcille landing in power? reallly good shit. (i still thought it was a lil undercooked still tho)#i cant stop thinking about laios in that climax scene. i think he shouldve been feral a lot more often#uhh. i got distracted. fandom bad and annoying.#saw a post talking about marcille realizing izutsumi is only 17 and then describing how 'omg shes a mom now' and i wanted to throw up#im done. i swear. im done talking for real. aagh#text
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*me blinking at the last page* woabh…
#asclexeposting#and i have officially read everything single a series of unfortunate events books#ive seen the tv show and movie too. cant get enough of this franchise.#ok ill rank them#1) tv show 2) books 3) movie#the tv show was a fantastic adaptation actually rare netflix w. the books r good bc lemony snicket is just rlly good at writing#this series is def his magnum opus. like woa. it goes from miserable little orphan story to complicated orphan story where they raise a kid#on an island#it gets crazy fr.#i think the penultimate peril is my favorite book but the miserable mill is my favorite episode#the movie is just objectively bad.#my least favorite book/episode is the reptile room. ily uncle monty but i think it drags too long idk i dont liek it#or. or the austere academy i dont rlly care for the quagmires sorry#hermmm my favorite character would have to be. herm. i liked hector :) and kevin. out of the main three i think.#sunny. yeah. or violet! or klaus!!!#idk i liked all of them theyre just entertaining!! and charming!#count olaf…#HATE him and not only because of him being the worst i started to find him annoying at some points#which ig youre supposed to. he is and has always been the main antagonist and hes written to be unlikeable#idk. yeah. good books good tv show not good movie.#i started them like mid august and finished it literally ten minutes ago so its been what. almost two months. reader alert#the franchise being a kids one is cool i think#yea. wow.#i wish there was like. a stage play. bcus i could play one hell of a violet. or klaus. teahg.#cool. cool cool cool.
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just woke up and realized i forgot to make a post about Celeste's incredible moment of stupidity tonight where he somehow forgot who he was dating
he was left in Patience's office alone and decided to entertain himself by snooping through files (specifically looking for the one with his name on it) (genuinely innocently he was just curious) and did not consider that Asmodeus, Lord of Lies and the Nine Hells, god of having infinite secrets, might have a booby trap on his file cabinet
he took 9 fire damage and was magically compelled to go confess about snooping to the receptionist and had to wait in a different devil's office like a child in time-out until Patience got back (who was not happy with him when he realized sjfhsn)
#a migraine took me out mid game and we had to stop early#which also made me forget to make any funny liveblogs#stupit headaches#anyway celeste is an idiot what else is new#but its ok he got to have a little private conversation#where the exchange happened of:#'you've been something of an anchor for me lately with everything else thats happening'#'hm. you should be careful about that. some anchors could drag you down.'#'... most days i think id be ok with that.'#anyway who said celeste is feeling suicidal not me he just. wouldnt care if asmodeus felt like ripping his soul out or anything. you know.#that conversation ended with celeste basically going 'anyway ur extremely hot bye'#this is why asmodeus puts up with him i think. its for the compliments#fel's ttrpgs#dnd: tales from the dancing sea dragon#oc: celeste
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Inspector Morley, Late of Scotland Yard, Investigates: The Case of the Scarlet Letters (1.3, WGN-TV, 1952)
"Mr. Mullins, I have in my possession sixty-eight letters, none of which has begun to outlive its usefulness. I'm quite prepared to admit that blackmail is risky, but then murder has its disadvantages too - that is why I gave up murder."
#inspector morley late of scotland yard investigates#inspector morley late of scotland yard#(there's some confusion about the correct title of this series; it appears onscreen with 'investigates' but many online sources omit the#final word and it wouldn't be unique in having a title screen that differed slightly from the official name of the show; either way it's a#hell of an unwieldy name for your programme.....)#classic tv#1952#john gilling#victor m. gover#tod slaughter#patrick barr#tucker mcguire#leonard sharp#another rediscovered gem made available by the good folks at kaleidoscope#oof. ok. so the story of Inspector Morley is complicated and still semi mysterious (the show is 70 years old after all‚ there's precious#little surviving documentation). as far as it goes‚ this was a UK production intended for sale to the BBC (there existing no independent tv#company in 1952). the beeb‚ for whatever reason‚ passed on the series. 13 episodes had been made and of these about seven were cobbled#together into feature films to recoup some of the costs; those survived and saw occasional outings on rainy afternoon tv schedules here#it was thought that the remainder were junked‚ but research (not my own i hasten to add) has revealed that the whole series was in fact sol#to the US where it was shown on WGN (a Chicago based station i believe). when kaleidoscope recovered this particular episode some 6 or 7#years ago‚ it was thought to be the sole surviving episode‚ at least in its original format (ie. not edited into a feature). actually it#sounds like they might all exist and a few are even on youtube (including this one). this is very early detective tv and it shows its age#not just in its ropey visuals (it's all quite soft and fuzzy) but in its very old fashioned shape and design‚ which is closer to mid#century film than what television would shortly become. that sensation is only furthered by the presence of the immortal Tod Slaughter‚ a#bastion of early british cinema and one of the first horror icons the uk ever produced. unusually‚ it seems like he starred in most (if not#all) of the episodes of the series; unusual bc he plays the villain‚ opposite Barr's staunch ex copper Morley. having a recurring villain#must certainly have helped when editing the shows into films for cinema release but it was quite a strange choice for tv#tho perhaps a set cast reduced costs (this was clearly a budget production‚ tho it does feature some impressive early location shooting)#Slaughter is great fun‚ in full scenery chewing mode as the wicked and unrepentant mastermind behind all sorts of crimes#Barr even has personal beef with him‚ though it would require seeing the other eps to fully understand it i suspect
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Did this while watching the national day parade broadcast because this year's was pretty mid and I got bored </3 I DO like the logo this year tho ^_^ also isa sona lore the butterfly ears can change into any butterfly (our national butterfly)
Anyway happy freakang national day he can hold it with his hands ^_^ 😁😁
#this kinda blehhh so im just putting it here#anyway ndp was so mid that i watched all of good omens season 2 after it which is why im late tee hee#MADE ME WORSE ‼️💥💥💥 GODDD THEY WERENT LYING ABT THE ENDING#anyway yeah im glad i went to last years ndp and not this yrs#last years was so good#loved the energy and performances and significance and also it was at the floating platform <33#but this years was like. ermrmm#this years is a little weird in their song choices 😬😬#almost disrespectful even when they interrupt the songs from different languages to start rapping in english (not even that good)#ANYWAY ITS OK!! IM JUST SMILER TO SEE EVERYBODY SING OLDER NDP SONGS TOGETHER :33#^_^#i am not immune to propaganda...
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i have to wait an extra week and a half to wathc dm4 than the us I HATE IT HERE HELL COUNTRY
#its fridayyyyy tho so depending on my shift i can either watch it that day or the next :]#the reviews atm r very middling but so are the reviews for the firat 2 which IMO r divine works of art#IM SCAREDDDD TBH i think most likely i will come away annoyed. the trailer isnt giving me crazyyyy high hopes butttt#it cld surprise me.#i find it strange that theyre kinda mixing the gadgets part of minions 1 w the transformation part of both dm2 and rog. gimmick alerta#i havemt gone out of my way to look at promos etc bc i end up spoiling myself but i like the new girl thats w gru in the honey badger scene#with the cat. VERY CUTE#the villains look fun too. always glad to have more gay freak villains (SERIOUS)#balthazar u wereeeee the blueprint. WAIT NO SORRY. scarlet and herb.#whatever man rog was kinda mid and still had me jumping up and down and giggling kicking my feet#tbfh i like illuminations animation BUTTTT i think it can be a little bit much for gru at times now. noticed this in 3#they make him a little tooooo goofy for my personal tastes. but its whatever#hopefully nefario comes back from the war 💔 missed him#unfortunately suffering from the sequel disease where they keep having to sideline old characters to make way for new ones#massively noticed in 3.#also side note but i still wish nefario had more of a role in rog….. thr found family cld have been insane#i remember seeing bts stuff mentioning him being like. in place of wk which i wishhhh was the case. no hate to wk but i feel his plot becam#pointless the second they pussied out of his death#tsk….. what could have been.#whatever we still got kill bill minions its ok
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I got to play that funny drum rhythm game for the first time.... I think I get why it's so popular.
#kirakirabug talks#bug's daily news report#<- been a while lel#i accidentally played a song i didn't know on my second turn so i kind of sucked ass and my mum was watching and it was like... embarrassing#but the first song i played was the urusei yatsura (2022) ed. i forger the name cus its complicated but the tokyo shouz rendevouz or whatevr#i am very tempted to go back and see if there are any precure songs... cus i WILL go hard on them#even if i am not very good at it#2nd image was taken a few days ago but the drink was mid so im not getting it again. at least i bought it for cheap#first image is a little blurry cus my mum was there i didnt wanna keep her waiting ok... be nice#vaporeons my little buddy btw my bestie
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Shadow the hedgehog cartoon announcement sorry everyone im gonna hermit away four months in advanced so i can be optimally annoying when they talk about it
#not rgg#hes in my pfp this goes here. also because i say so#snap chats#no i AM posting this here idc im gonna throw up crying and screaming#little else can be done to make my week better like first i hang with my bestie and we’re gon hang again later this week#then a buncha shit i ordered a while back finally got shipped and now shadow cartoon announcement#theyre literally talking about it in JULY some may say im too excited too early but have you considered eating my shorts#im scared tho what if its mid#the promo post looks so good … he looks so cute 😭#heard the mates who worked on the rise tmnt cartoon are workin on this …. ouughghh i know im gonna throw up crying#they been doin good things for my boy as of late … ik it his year so No Shit but still …#anyway yeah im putting in my. idk LMAO years notice for rgg posting cause once this is out i will not shut up ever#at least for a week. bossman im scheduling a vacation month once this drops Whenever idk#ok bye i actually have rgg doodles planned but i gotta do comm stuff first fjWWOJDJS#all sega does is rot my brain like all i did yesterday with my bestie was play final fantasy and sonic#what an excellent tuesday i tell you … ok bye
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Wish people who made skorts, shorts, and skirts realized that not everyone is comfortable rocking minis like so much of anything shorter than a pant just skips straight to mini cut like come on!!!!
#like idk personally i dont like anything higher than mid thigh and minis are like HALF of that#some of us like an auntie cut ok!!!!#its also really uncomfortable when you have thick thighs and theres very little to prevent chaffing#or your thighs from sticking together#oooor preventing your ass from falling out or eating your shorts lmao#happens to me with any bottoms that are short#love the fellow big thighed pals who can rock minis btw i just personally cant#and there's also people like my sister where chafing actually really triggers skin conditions like her acne inversa and that sucks
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hmmm a little scared for tomorrow....
#i have to get a ct scan and then i have a driving lesson and like neither thing is all that scary its just two mid-tier stressful things#back to back in one afternoon and its definitely going to use up all of my brain cells#its my last driving lesson but theyre 2 hrs long and its just a little awkward and socially draining bc like i'm socially anxious and#anxious about driving and then trying so hard to talk normally to the instructor and act normal etc#the ct scan like its for somethign that is probably nothing and at least medical stuff is usually just following directions so thats ok#also the driving lessons are a little awkward bc I’m very much ready for the test so I don’t need much instruction at all
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this is the style ive always wanted. but i cannot do makeup for the life of me (rips hair out)
#when i saw jyushiko when i was a little baby i felt smth insane go thru me. like wait…..i want to be her.#like I can finally get the clothes the hair and shit ugh. my friends help me tho so I’ll ask them when I see them#help me do my makeup that is#oughhh just thinking about makes me so happy (sobs)#OMG AND ITS SUMMER TOO#only problem is the nails..i draw so uhhhh I’ll just get mid lengths#ok peko thoughts over. jk (heart)
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i think im gonna ask my therapist to get me an appointment with the private psychiatrist she suggested
#yesterday was kind of the wake up call#for a few days ive been feeling very little… still feeling bad but like sort of numb and i keep questioning wheter i actually need meds or#not which .. in any case i will not decide but a specialist will but anyways#and i was looking through book fairs and how to get appointments with publishers to show ur portfolio and just generally feeling like the#most incompetent person ever and also like i will never get anywhere because my style isn’t exactly what u see in most illustrated books#95% of which are childrens books…… and those styles are just different#anyway i digress#my grandma called and she was like what are u doing and i told her how stressed i was and i just started crying mid-sentence and i told her#i dont know where to bang my head anymore its too difficult and confusing and i feel like im just not good enough and im tired of trying to#keep it together.. she knows im not well mentally#like i was SOBBING#and she was like u shouldnt think like that u have to be patient keep trying and contact those publishers and whatever#and i get that she was trying to motivate me but i just told her flat out i. am. unwell. i dont know what to do anymore with this brain#and i asked her to please not tell me how i should think because i cant#and i know my grandad was there with her because he always is and he heard and like an hour later he came to my house to pick something up#and he was like ‘earlier i heard things i dont like’ aka me being depressed out of my mind#and then he said ‘we should talk about it sometime’ and proceeded to completely change the subject to his gums problem because he was going#to the dentist….ok#and the funny thing is things like this where people acknowledge that im struggling but proceed to say nothing about it keep happening#like i have a friend that i talk to very often and we say p much everything to each other but now shes working so she takes weeks to reply#and i told her i was doing VERY bad and of course she has her problems too… and she hasn’t replied to me in like three weeks or so#and she sent a text basically saying im dorry i havent replied yet i want to have time to do it well and hear how youre doing but hear this!#and proceeded to tell me stuff about her work and whatever… which is fine but dont tell me u care about how i am if u cant even check in#when u do have time because clearly u can send texts…#anyways im rambling good morning i already cried and its not even 9 great !!
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