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Still tryna figure out how I draw him, I think I draw his legs too big and his neck too long but either way, he's fun to doodle!
#May or may not be thinking about an OC just to have them interact with Doey#Well not really an OC per say#Before Doey transforms and attacks the player he stands near a dead Bobby while apologising#I know he was apologising to the his whole family who used to live in Safe Haven but let me cook-#What if he and that Bobby where especially close#Matthew was said to be a golden child before he got turned into doey#acting as a leader of sorts to the other kids#And we saw in Chapter 3 that Playcare had cribs for babies so what if like#that Bobby was made from one of the younger kids that Matthew took under his wing before being experimented on#And then later as Doey he takes Bobby under his wing again like a protective big brother#Big old funny Doey who is a little unhinged having a lil Bobby Bearhug toddling after him#I'm coping okay the his death scene was rough#poppy playtime chapter 4#poppy playtime#doey the doughman#doey#Palettes art
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thoughts on dave and aradia (<>)?
day 356
BIG fan tbh. in this house we love and respect timerails
truly yall read this log and tell me theyre not cute
#day 356#year 4#dave strider#aradia megido#aradave#homestuck#she really saw this kid and was like OH YOU HAVE ISSUES WITH YOUR MORTALITY?? :D#boy do i have some relevant life experience and wisdom to impart on THAT ISSUE SPECIFICALLY#and then she just. very gently and kindly makes the subject more approachable for ghostdave#the pesterlog i linked is literally my FAVORITE aradia moment. to me it is THE character defining moment for god tier aradia#yes she is being kind of ominous and trickstery at first#but it VERY quickly becomes clear shes got genuine concern for this kid she's had very little to do with up until this point#she really wants to connect with him over their shared time aspect stuff#and she really DOES care about how he feels about everything. she wants to help and she wants to put him at ease#because she KNOWS from experience that being dead and having to cope with what that means for you is like VERY UPSETTING AND TRAUMATIC#shes not just like. 'hee hee i think death is great and awesome because im edgy'#shes like 'no dude being dead is scary if you dont have anybody to explain this shit to you. so im going to explain it-'#'-and hopefully by the end of this conversation you will have some new things to feel relief and maybe even joy and excitement about'#'not just in spite of the death thing but BECAUSE of it'#i know shes spooky and has weirdgirl swag and we all love that about her but like#at her core she is a very KIND person. she may occasionally struggle to connect to people through the Death Special Interest Haze#but she WANTS to and when she DOES she is like. a genuinely very warm and comforting presence for her friends#ANYWAY. if andrew hussie or i guess james roach now want to give me an honorary doctorate for my 12+ years of intensive aradia studies#i will be here waiting patiently#timerails
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"Sometimes you learn more things from the difficulties than from the celebrations"
#google play 'handsome devil' by the smiths#god he's so charming and handsome for how much this race devestated him and all of nando girles(gn)#the lighting in this interview is genuinely immaculate#like seriously why is he always at his most attractive when suffering the absolute most#he dnfs and is slow all wknd and then looks absolutely godly and beautiful#so yeah as you can tell. im very enamored by post mexico fernando#also i liked this interview it was very very comforting#you should always watch his interviews after bad races bcs they really just remove all depression you may have#like: 1. he always looks so beautiful and stunning. 2. he is usually pretty rational abt the results and comofrting#yeah the quote i picked is ultra cope ofc. but hey i love cope!!!#i was so upset and done after this race just so tired of it and then i watched this interview and i feel like a happy little creature again#fernando alonso#2023 mexican gp#2023 mexican grand prix#fa14#we do a little bit of f1#f1#formula 1#formula one
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I kinda wonder what it is about ultrakill that uh (how do I say this without being an asshole) that attracts so many systems (?)
I like statistics so I wanna like, study what it is about certain games or series that seems to collect folks like that. Is it how the fandom treats a piece of media? Is it the demographic? I donno!
Like if we all just decided to treat doom 2016 the same way we treat ultrakill would introjects n stuff start popping up over there too? (I picked doom cause it's a bloody shoot em up with religious undertones and insano angst potential, but feel free to insert any other game here too) I'm just genuinely curious about it all
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#ultrakill confessions#ultrakill#I think it entirely depends on the audience something markets itself towards#Ultrakill markets itself towards queer people which have a lot of overlap with neurodivergence (including mental illnesses like OSDD/DID)#Autistic and ADHD hyperfixations can lead to newly formed alters in a system pulling from media (since dissociation is a coping mechanism-#-and too much dissociation in early developmental stages leads to dissociative disorders both with and without alters -#- and hyperfixations usually end up being sources of comfort if someone is currently dealing with stressful occurrences)#I'm not entirely a professional but I love psychology (it's one of my special interests) so I may as well ramble a little bit here :3#Classic games (including DOOM afaik) have historically marketed themselves towards a cishet masculine male™ audience#The stuff I've seen of classic game marketing is very “cool guy”-esque and not really “traumatized gay”#I've noticed a lot of Rain World fans end up being fictionkin or systems though (and that also has religious themes but more in a Buddhist-#-than Christian way)#But maybe there's a pattern there? At this point I'm just rambling lol sorry if I'm a little incohesive
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i would die for her, but christ the amount of stuff in her design i have to draw is testing my will to live.
#this is my way of letting you guys know that im making a keeper related art project#and i also wanted to vent my grievances to cope with what im doing with my life as well.#but what's the project gonna look like you may ask?#well you'll have to wait to find out my little biscuits ♡#*ramble txt#oddworld#oddworld soulstorm
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if anyone asks










tell them ive ascended to heaven
#WHAT THE FUCKSVSHISBSKD#OFFICIAL HSR MV ??????? STOP IM ACTUALLY CRYING WHY DID THIS MAKE ME EMOTIONAL#OURGH ROBIN AND SUNDAY MY BELOVEDS !!!!! AVENTURINE YOU !!!! SPARKLE LOML !!!!! BLACK SWAN ?!??!? GALLAGHER !!!!! ACHERON MY LOVE !!!!!#AND SAMPO MY LOVE YOU AAAAA#DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON FIREFLY AND MC ?????? LIKE STOP THEIR SCENES ARE SO SO PRETTY AND THE WAY THE SONG SOFTENED WHEN WE SAW THEM#THE MUSIC IS SO !!!!!! AND THE FACT ITS IN ALL 4 LANGUAGES TOO LIKE HELLO WHAT THEY ALL SOUND DIVINE ????#AMVS WHO FR 😭😭#stop im not ready for penacony i cant believe 2.0 is in a little under 2 weeks like how am i supposed to cope until then ???#all the qol updates and the free 20 pulls…. sobbing hsr my love my life my destiny ……. i will give u my bank whenever u want …….#they have it out on spotify and u can bet ur ass im already looping it and will continue to do so for the next 6 months#AT LEAST#god the vocals …. the cinematography …… the vibes …… i cabt everything is so perfect …….#interstellar journey 2.0 and my god im so glad theyve done it again and will most likely do it for new worlds/regions in the future 😩🫶#may this journey lead us starward <3
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flowey having such a low tolerance for frustration is endlessly funny. there are a thousand hilarious ironic hells you could put that guy into and most of them are some flavor of "has to deal with an everyday annoyance." cringe conversation with sans. getting stuck in traffic. can't beat a level of candy crush. homework he doesn't like. item got stuck somewhere he just barely is incapable of reaching. can't figure out where he put his stuff. hell is real for flowey undertale and it comes in the form of daily inconveniences
#i think a lot abt how in any ending where he survives he has like net zero ability to cope with certain very normal stuff#instant gratification gamer brain broke ya a little bit didnt it little guy#though thats also just a very normal child trait that he may have had prior to Infinite Savescumming#also I was thinking again abt my concept of deltarune asriel working in sans' store. retail with SANS as his boss.
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Augh
#fancy is really struggling#and the babies are lovely and just FASCINATING in how they developed around but not shaped by humans and i so very deeply enjoy them#but they are also a little ungovernable due to their age and general lack of caring about rules and they are bothersome and rowdy#and it is obviously so so hard on her and my heart is breaking because im afraid we wont be able to get her through this#and i will have to give the babies up#and...not have another cat#just one#i would be crushed#and added to all of that is that the babies are taking their time learning to be pets and that is fine and wonderful actually#but...i need surgery on at least one ankle and i won't be able to keep up with them if things haven't sorted themselves out by then#and they haven't become more manageable and fancy hasn't adjusted#so we are asking about meds for poor fancy and hoping that works#but she's really having a hard time guys and i am fighting so hard to cope in a household where i spend most of my time alone#with two animals who don't love me yet or interact with me like pets (i'm a source of three things: food and snuggles on demand and NO STOP#and one who is sad and not herself#and frankly it's terrible that i can't fix this#and i am trying not to lose my shit but this wasn't supposed to be so hard#and im afraid i may lose five cats and not three#and im already barely holding on#i don't know what to do and neither does my boyfriend#i don't want to turn around and have to tell you guys we can't keep the babies#i feel like i am failing at something i am supposed to be GOOD AT#i don't want to be in a house so empty#i can't live like that#having the babies is lovely#they're so alive and the boys were so sick by the end and the stress of the constant anxiety and grief as they faded away was crushing#even before they died#it's been so good to have them running about#i don't want to LOSE that#im so tired of LOSING things
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y'know i hadn't been keeping up-to-date with all of the Hades 2 announcements and just got reminded what with Ares being added to the game...so i thought "ah!! i should go and check up on what they've done with my other favourite god, Dionysus. i wonder what kind of glow-up he'll have 🥰" a few clicks later and i'm looking at my screen like this:

#might as well have been mailed a bomb the way i just got jumpscared by a package 😳😳😳😳😳😳#sir. SIR. I KNOW YOU'RE A GOD BUT CAN'T YOU PRETEND YOU'RE A LITTLE BIT COLD#there's only so much a virtuous Tumblr blogger can avert their eyes out of respect 🙈🙈🙈#also delighted that he thought Melinoë was Zagreus post-transition hahaha#jokes aside Dionysus really doesn't look so well...spiralling out of control and diving into hedonism#it's interesting to consider what it means for an immortal being to cope with neverending horrors and what they may use to self-medicate#i'm interested to see where this goes#dionysus#hades 2#hades 2 spoilers#hades#starleskatalks#naughty tag#suggestive
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Best autistic danmei character
the entire cast of misvil.
#misvil#ask danny#people seem to only acknowledge that sqs is autistic coded but no ywh is EXTREMELY autistic coded he just masks more than sqs#because he needed to to survive#you may argue that al is not autistic but i present my evidence:#bug breeding and poisons special interest. bites boy he has a crush on.#i think irl he'd be one of those people who are really obsessed with rare pillbug color morphs.#what is the unhealthy repression gu if not a stimtoy he uses to cope when he's overstimulated (by wanting to fuck sqs)#he also masks more heavily than sqs#and part of that is honestly that we mostly see sqs' narration#we don't get to see as much of the little weird things every character's brain does
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[ LONG AHH POST ]
Proud to announce that the first revision of the half-serious full-insane Kaalaa Baunaa Wall is done… I haven’t seen an intensive Kaalaa Baunaa character analysis so I decided that I will do it myself. But feel free to correct me on stuff since, again, it’s half-serious and full-insane.
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Text version of the important stuff I wrote in case you don’t wanna zoom in or open the PDF under the cut. I won’t be pasting the event story takeaways because they are very long and full of unhinged Mocha jumpscares.
Personality
The following points are derived from here:

Methodical and steady in her approach to tasks.
Known for her soothing presence and being reliable in accomplishing tasks. Very punctual.
Has a contemplative nature, often preferring solitude and observation.
Friendly but rarely intimate.
Maintains a practical outlook, prioritizing efficiency over aesthetics.
Demonstrates a sense of conservationism, as seen in her choice to mend her glasses rather than replacing them.
Character Story Takeaways
Grew up with an astrological background but chose not to believe in its prophetic accuracy. “To hell with it!”
Kaalaa Baunaa was an abandoned child. She was found by Vaquini. her foster parent.
She often engages in misbehavior and fights as a kid. Vaquini would defend her.
She refused her destiny prescribed by her astrolabe, and doodled over it.
She emphasizes the importance of understanding the underlying causes behind events rather than accepting them at face value (or just seeing it as fate).
Voiceline Takeaways
She thinks that people focus too much on linear time and notes its subjective(?) nature. But she has a good perception of time herself.
Prefers Indian food.
Enjoys observing the night sky. She feels connected to it. Human society is complex, ever-changing, and influences her identity in ways she isn’t content about. But the constant nature of the night sky comforts her.
Is humble about her martial arts capabilities. This girl can hit……..
Delulu Corner
Interpretations + Summary of Takeaways
Keeps a steady and level-headed front despite often being anxious and full of doubt towards herself. It pours out when things get truly rough, with dismay and desperation.
Tends to overwork herself and struggles with self-care. She has the incentive to wind down but the guilt would take over her and lock her back into her lab. It is even implied to manifest as an illusory monster that stalks her down.
She held considerably little value towards aesthetics or cleanliness, prioritizing practicality above all. She easily brushed off rat feces in her lab this woman won the idgaf war. She cares more about research routines than things like that, or even more, rules imposed to her.
She may be enabling Kumar... She knows when Kumar is wrong or when Kumar is trying to mess with her but she doesn't necessarily call her out on it. Yes she is very observant towards stuff related to research and the arcane, but can be fooled/lead on otherwise. She may know it but she won't voice it.
She talks and contemplates to herself a lot. Probably a pace-around-the-room-lost-in-thought enjoyer.
Based on her past, she has a tendency to be rebellious and turn her back on certain systems despite being dependent on one herself
For some time, she is quite dependent on Kumar's presence and guidance. She puts a lot of trust in Kumar despite the many questionable things she did to her and the people around her.
(My Insanity) Her tendency to conserve, paired by her predisposition to methodical routines makes it difficult for her to move on from Kumar. And she struggles to properly open up about it or confront it. Kumar left her mark in her way of doing things. The constant nature of her approaches in work/life makes the echoes of Kumar also constant. She would love to break free from the cycle of remembering Kumar by doing things differently, or taking a long deserved break from work... But at the same time, she feels like throwing herself off this 'orbit' is unreasonable, unproductive, and unbecoming of her. So it Rots.
She probably keeps Kumar's glasses, Kumar's bullet, what else? :))
#mochagaming#reverse 1999#Kaalaa Baunaa#i feel like 1.3 is underwhelming because i want to see what happens to her AFTER Kumar#how does she cope…#I have the power of delulu and may write about it but i am a little unhinged so i may not be the best person to write about her#but like i do love her ogh 😭 she deserves better#also this is kind of a love letter to the character since she made me play the game#i may make one for Medicine Pocket - Baby Blue- and Eternity later#im normal#today i will wear my white button down
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this song makes me so unwell because it is sooooo quintessentially pjo like every character has a line here it's insane I'm sobbing so hard
#pjo hoo toa#riordanverse#from my drafts#->#“over the dead sea keeping you company thinking im not afraid of you now”#its the sea of monsters when percy learns to love tyson#its hazel and frank getting to know percy in the son of neptune#its so many things i cant cope#“candescent insects - crosses and fishnets - i have nothing to pray to you now”#nico coming to terms with catholic guilt#unclaimed demigod kids growing resentful of their parents#giving up on being wanted#HELP MEEEE#“villain and violent - infant and innocent - baby both arms cradle you now”#luke's mother waiting for him at home#little leo blaming himself for his mum's death#i cant do this#percy getting a grip on the full extent of his powers and scaring the shit out of everyone#hes just a boy#i am SICK#Spotify#percy jackson#pjo#leo valdez#nico di angelo#tyson pjo#hazel levesque#frank zhang#luke castellan#may castellan
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I genuinely think if you used any pronoun for zokket he would roll with it. You ask him what pronouns he uses he wouldnt answer and instead deflect to something about the number of seconds he wasted talking to you, not because hes transphobic but because pronouns are for people who want to have connections. The extension corps just defaulted to "he" and everyone else was too scared to ask. to me. This is my truth.
#lunar myth rambles#weewa he wont get out of my brajn#not maintagging as zokket. may even delete it later this hc is a little wack#i was coping the whole time before they gendered zokket in dialogue that he was a woman. this may honestly just be cope.#literally sorry to everyone else who follows me i have given in to my oldest fixation; mario#lunar's mario tag
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personal opinion warning i don't think ragatha is the ""mom friend"" of the circus i think she just has some extremely dogshit coping mechanisms for being trapped there. tags rant go !
#like no shade to those who call her that#i just#gooseworx had said some funny things abt her before#“wishful thinking” abt an unabstracted kaufmo#what she said to pomni not being entirely true#pretty much being only for deescalation#she is so dealing with this by putting on a happy face all the time#hell glitch has described her as being “the happiest little optimist” and that “she's fine! see shes smiling!"#all im saying is#she is sooo coping by putting on a constant happy face#& putting others before her#which may involve some bullshitting at the price of her own welfare#she's not your “mom friend girlboss” she is FUCKED UP and is COPING with that fucked up-ness in a shitty way!#she would cry if she was only known as the “mom friend” !#sorry im someone who's been fixated since january and i have some Opinions on these characters#the amazing digital circus#tadc#flippy.txt
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Ollie's gaze on Jack never wavered. "Mostly everyone here was evil because of mind control." Ollie said steadily. "But even when Zedd's hold on me broke the second time I stayed. Just to try to help from the inside." Jack's eyes met his from across the small room. "Like I said, Jack. We're not that different."
Jack snorted. "Ollie it's not the same thing-"
"Don't patronize me." Ollie cut him off curtly. "Not you. And what's the difference. She's your mother? You were in this situation for years not weeks? Tell me."
Cygnus folded his arms beside Billy as they exchanged knowing glances. Despite Billy's problems with the man, he at least knew the signs with Ollie and Jack's angst fest. "Twenty dollars and a gear Jack's about to bring up the reality problem." Cygnus said quietly. Billy eyed them.
"He'll bring up Ollie's friends before that." He said thoughtfully. The two looked over at the older men and Cygnus pressed a button on one of the half completed machines on the table like they weren't fully invested in the argument.
"We can hear you" Jack said sourly. "Stop betting on the things I'm going to say, if you please!"
@augment-techs in the Coinless fic drabbles Ollie and Jack are trying to sort out the politics and angst of that…and in dance dance they’re arguing about being together in Cygnus’ workshop lol
#Billy is a little mean because he’s coping#and whether or not he likes Cygnus#they’re bad influences on each other#but I may change it more between now and posting
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ok. i'm coming back. question for the pressureheads
y'all know pupperoni's (sabbas') angler designs
what if i also did that. but my own. temu meranglers if you will /hj
#jibber jabber#not tickles#i may be cooking#conferring with sunshine on and off bc we both have Thoughts#i just know i personally am a little insane over their interps#BUT theyre so cool and original that they feel like ocs to me#and i kinda feel weird abt using their designs & character concepts for Coping (which is also ocs. but mine and sunshine's)#so! time for our own fresh take#plan to also do A60 and the death angel (idk how to improve upon perfection but i must try)
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