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neon-danger Ā· 1 year ago
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MY GAME CRASHED
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simptasia Ā· 2 months ago
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LOST: Season One
#lost#abc lost#lost one cap per ep#this was a project i was gonna do anyways but the timing worked out that i could post the first one on the 20th anniversary!#this is one cap per ep every season. from left to right. and this is important: its not a cap that sums up each ep#its a cap that REPRESENTS each ep. the way i choose them varies every episode#sometimes its an utterly iconic moment. sometimes it reps the theme of the ep. or it hits with a theme of the character themselves#sometimes the cap i use won't even involve the character whose centric episode it is. trust me. this makes sense#anyways i'll give a good example: for outlaws i was so tempted to use a shot of the judgemental soulful gaze of the boar#or perhaps sawyer in the rain after he shot that man#but! i used that shot of sawyer's dads legs as sawyer is hiding under the bed. i feel it worthy because this moment. this scene#is literally a core part of sawyer. it's a defining moment of his backstory. of his character. so yeah. makes sense yeah?#anyways some eps had Too Much going on (lord i could make one of these for exodus part 1 alone) and some not enough#or well they DID but like lacked in caps that Hit in the way im thinking. thank heavens charlie shot ethan cuz i was worried about that ep#i was like ''aw shit what am i gonna use'' and then an iconic lost moment happened kjhfdsjkhfd#anyways. there are 25 eps in season one. so im really glad that the last ep contains one of the moment iconic visuals/moments in all of los#oh i should add that these caps are unedited. i did not fuck with the colours or saturation in any way#i found 'em and i pieced them together. this is harder than it sounds. i browsed through all the screencaps of every ep of season one#and i will do so the remaining five seasons#some of these were super easy like i knew what cap i'd be using before i even started (eg. do no harm. the moth. in translation)#but some took some real Thinking. and some eps even had several caps that would have worked. this has all been quite interesting#also yeah. y'all already know damn well what cap i'm using for the very last episode
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wp100 Ā· 7 months ago
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sgtpeppers Ā· 1 month ago
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midas man is perhaps one of the most frustrating things I've ever seen
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keeps-ache Ā· 3 months ago
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i think i tapped on the explore page by accident some minutes ago, i've been scrolling for a good sec like 'why is this on my dash. i don't know any of these people. what's going on' lmfsvh
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seaofreverie Ā· 12 days ago
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I'm back and Guys they played my favourite song they played where your eyes don't go and they played spy and last wave and the darlings of lumberland and let me tell you about my operation and
#my back hourts ough. and i totally froze my ass of standing in that queue in the rain for 2 and a half hours#but well it was worth it for the spot right by the stage!!!!!!#and oh my gosh. oh mmy god. this was so!!!!!!!#well first of all it was so damn fun i was bouncing and singing along the whole time#and there were so many great moments even besides the fact that the setlist was AHHHFHG SO FUCKING GOOD?????#and it actually got even more crazy during the second sent it was all just one 'no way' moment after another#and my pal got the setlist i'm so happy for them..... but uyeah i have so much to talk about#i'm totally making that proper concert review later and going into detail on all the stuff#and i actually got many more videos than i planned because as i said there were so many 'NO WAY i gotta record this' moments#like i actually don't know if i should just put them on youtube and link them here or what#because i have the entirety of spy recorded among other things#well first i'll need to make sure that the videos came out ok but i probably shouldn't have to worry about that much#thankfully my brother's phone is pretty well suited for this kind of stuff unlike mine#anyway will get into all that later like later next week even maybe so when i'm back home#in the meantime i'll have to reflect on all this anazingness. oh my god this was so awesome.#as my pal said it's so easy to undestand now why there are people who go to hunderds of their concerts and never get bored of it all#so worth the wait i love you tmbg i had so much fun aaaaahhhhh ok going to bed now i'm so tired but very happy#goosepost
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em-b-sides Ā· 4 months ago
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I think about that tiktok trend where you like paint your partners eye color on your nails or make a bracelet or something with the color a lot actually
#like its so cute honestly but sometimes i wonder how hard it would actually be to like find the right color match#maybe one day... but for now probably expect oc art with this trend in it maybe šŸ’€#the thing about it too is i have like dark eyes and idk if ive ever seen like a dark brown nail polish. beads or thread yeah but ya#oh nvm i googled. it exists i just dont pay attention ig#OH you know what i can do... i can paint pepperonis eye color on my nails.... my baby... my kitty......#dude it feels like 5 am why is it only 2#amyways. 4 monsters was a big mistake i think... i feel quite icky...#it doesnt help i didnt eat for a majority of the day it was just monster. im really unhealthy. need water maybe#wait i was talking about nail polish how did i get here#i just want to actually do cute couple things. i must heal. im gonna be so healthy.#its fine. lmao. i just know im not ready#oh i did eat btw dont worry lmao i had. chicken nuggets#i actually have to eat more bc i need to gain back some weight or they wont let me donate plasma#my extra pokemon money..... nawr...#i dropped like 10 pounds. my current job is very physical. lots of scuttling around.#i thought about working out too? i had a short phase last year in like spring or something where i started doing workout type stuff#so like.. maybe. probably should. healtly mindset shit yk#i also maybe want some more clothes. like update my wardrobe a bit. really figure out my style.#like some cool shirts and maybe pants. cause i wear a lot of the same stuff#also again. dropped weight so. need better fitting pants.....#i want more mens pants. big pockets... gender....#anyways. nice chatting with you besties. love you guys my silly little tumblr besties.#some of you that follow this sideblog have supported me on here for a while. i see you. i appreciate you. thank you šŸ’–#genuinely there are names that pop up and im like !! hello!!! its you!!!!!#you guys probably know who you are. go get yourself a little treat you deserve it. or like. idk what you enjoy.#play a good game. watch your favorite show. idk. be happy. love yourself.#this also goes out to those of you who are more passive on my blog. i appreciate you too!! thank you!#all my little tumblr followers.... my besties..... unles you are a bot i havent cleared out lmao#k i might have to go to bed idk im tired well see
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pocketramblr Ā· 1 year ago
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okay now I kind of want an au where Aizawa was turned into a servant for Shigaraki after one of the attacks on UA like Kurogiri
So requesting a five ask au: for maximum angst I think Aizawa should remember everything
Note that I am a number one kuroboro hater, I just don't think he's in there anymore, oboro died fifteen years ago and the new algorithm they programmed into the remains of his skull isn't him at all, which might be worse. But hey it's been over a decade and now Ujiko knows how to make High Ends, which... Is a little different.
1- ok so follow up of this au. Aizawa is in a High End tank, and these take longer than normal ones. But the quirk is so useful that all resources are pulled to it so it'll be ready for their next attack on UA. Ujiko also knows it would be faster if he use any quirks, but Sensei wants him recognizable so that means he won't be ready until summer.
2- he gets a spider quirk that gives him a few extra eyes, spider silk, and fangs while mostly leaving his face the same. Tentacles sprouting from his neck and torso, curling around to echo his scarf, and claws hidden on his hands for one more weapon. Plus, your standard regen, strength, and durability quirks.
3- Ujiko is also annoyed that Shigaraki insists he be called "Eraser", so the doctor doesn't even get to name his creation, when he did all the work. Even if it makes sense, for recognizability reasons, it irks him.
4- Kurogiri took years to develop as they were building a person from the ground up, one perfectly tailored to AfO. Now, he can speed things up to a matter of months by manipulating what he's got. It's tricky, admittedly, since he's trying to convert a hero to villain. But he taps into that anger, grief, violence. He takes the protective urge and wraps it around Shigaraki only, spreads the grief everywhere else. If Eraser thinks about it very hard, he'd say that he was to care for children, and Shigaraki is the only one left now, after AfO saved him and Eraser both. Then, Ujiko employs shock therapy to make sure that Eraser doesn't think about it. And then a bit more, to make sure the "heroism kills" connection in brain is fully "heroism is the enemy". There's nothing else. It hurts to think of anything else, because he failed. Just do as Shigaraki orders to make up for whatever it was, just keep him safe if needed, if his orders are too stupid for his own good, as children sometimes are.
5- Eraser makes his debut at the camp attack. This is where Ujiko's rushed programming shows it's seams- in lieu of Shigaraki, Eraser will follow Dabi's orders, but he's drawn to protect Mustard and Toga as well- and when he finds a child clinging to an enemies back as he runs through the woods, Eraser attacks to rip the child from the short hero, and runs to hide the child in a safe place, ignoring the hero shouting for his teacher- Midnight is busy in the cabin Dabi is about to burn down, so it doesn't matter to him who the enemy calls for, no backup is coming, and the kid in his arms is almost safe.
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iliveinprocrasti-nationn Ā· 9 months ago
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people donā€™t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things arenā€™t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because theyā€™re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. iā€™m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but iā€™m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. itā€™s not ā€˜oh but i can push through itā€™ because i canā€™t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I canā€™t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely donā€™t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers donā€™t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice iā€™m making thatā€™s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ā€˜but you are making choices about your lifeā€™ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i canā€™t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isnā€™t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I donā€™t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still canā€™t. good days just mean i donā€™t want to lie down on the pavement when iā€™m going somewhere#I just. I donā€™t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately itā€™s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because thatā€™s all logical but thereā€™s no way to explain what itā€™s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i donā€™t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and itā€™s only getting worse#I canā€™t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isnā€™t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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trying to decipher if the overwhelming dread & Thoughts are cause of the state of the world or cause i need a shower.
vent post in the tags. idk. do whatever šŸ‘
#sorry bros im about to ventpost in these mf tags šŸ‘#im so fucking tired man. im already suicidal to begin with but the Everything happening is making it Worse. Yippe Yahoo Hooray.#therapy in a week though so ive got that at least.#this is the worst time of year for shit to go south.but Uh Oh saying that makes me feel like a selfish fuckass because other people -#- have it worse. like. god fucking damn. i get Extra suicidal around september -> march range sure. but other people are literally suffering#like as we fucking speak. and ive done fuckall to help cause i dont know HOW to help. but thats not a fucking excuse#im just being comfortable in my lazy ass depression spiral cause im a selfish fucking prick. ā€œi cant spare the energy to vett thingsā€#other people are fucking dying and im over here like ā€œnoo im too tiwed :( i cant do anyfing so im not gona do anyfing cuz im wazy and tiwedā€#what the fuck is wrong with me lmao. knowing me im not gona change shit anyway despite fucking complaining about it cause im just. fucking#Like That.#idk. i was reblogging some of those ā€œhold in there dont kill yourselvesā€ posts cause like. yk. suicide bad or fucking whatever. but someone#on this site said something along the lines of ā€œok but how many people reblogging/posting these told jews to kill themselvesā€ and like.#i dont know. i dont fucking know dude. so i guess im not reblogging Those anymore.#theres bigger issues out there and here i am focusing on some queer people who might kill themselves. idk. i should just join them yk#cause i never fucking focus on the bigger shit cause ā€œi dont know howā€ and ā€œi dont want to make things worse so i just wont do anythingā€ so#im not doing fuckall other than just being part of the fucking problem here.#i should probably just delete social media for a while and see from there.#or just fucking drink about it thats the other option. its worked for me before (lie) so i may as well do it again am i right#im sorry i never like. boost gofundmes or fundraisers and shit i just.#i dont have a fucking excuse. im just a lazy fucking bastard in my own stupid fucking comfort circle.#ā€œoh no seeing that people are dying makes me uncomforyable :(ā€ ok well people are fucking dying you self absorbed douchebag. why cant you#get off your stupid fucking ass and do something. get a job so you can fucking help people or *something#its not like you have to pay rent and shit.#<- all about myself. cause yk. self centered douchbag. hooray.#i dont pay rent and i dont have to pay for my own food. i still live with my parents. im fucking useless to society so i may as well get a#job and send the money i dont fucking need to somrone who DOES need it. but here i am.#in.my stupid fucking bed til noon cause ā€œthe world is scary and jobs are hard :(ā€#its fucking retail. retail isnt as fucking hard as like. construction and shit but here i am anyway ā€œunableā€ to do shit.#i fucking could if i just fucking ballsed up and put up with shit. but no. here i fucking am going ā€œnooo i should just kill myself insteadā€#vent post
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lesbianlenas Ā· 1 month ago
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just thinking abt how when i was 13 i had internet friends from instagram (book instagram was very popular for the 13 yr old girl population at the time) who were the same age as me & among other things one of them was like oh i can teach you how to have an eating disorder like šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ literally those exact words & i was like yes this is normal :) i tried to employ those tips however i already had an eating disorder so it made it impossible for me to give myself a second eating disorder that would contradict the first one i didnā€™t realize i had. but basically social contagions among teenage girls are crazy šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
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clancyycat Ā· 2 months ago
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just wasted so much time going through that article thats like ā€œ1000 books you may have actually readā€ that gets passed around on here every once in a while and um. the list kinda sucks
#like i know 1000 books is a lot and thereā€™s bound to be some that anyone looking through it would side eye#however. there should not be one malcom gladwell book in there let alone several#like imo those lists at least give the impression that theyā€™re more literature geared so in that case there shouldnā€™t be any self help#books in there at all. and few ā€˜airport booksā€™ a la colleen hoover#like one colleen hoover book is like okay whatever. sheā€™s popular. but there should not be that many#also not one poetry book in sight (besides shel silversteen which iā€™m only kind of counting bc we all read his books as children)#childrenā€™s lit is fine imo. you arenā€™t likely to have read much else on these lists if you didnā€™t read as a child. itā€™s different#itā€™s also fun to check off books you loved as a child in these kinds of lists! itā€™s like oh hey thatā€™s my friend i know him!!#also like. youā€™re not gonna put anything by shirley jackson or joyce carol oates in there??? toni morrison? mary oliver?? octavia butler??#HELLO this list sucks#sorry for sounding like a pretentious asshole but unfortunately i have a degree and a half on this shit so. i AM a pretentious asshole#sometimes at the very least#anyway maybe iā€™ll make my OWN list of 1000 books you may have read (already acknowledging that i will most definitely not have read#everything i put on there!!!) okay sorry iā€™ll shut up i need to go to bed#btw my score on that list was something like 83 and i consider myself a fairly well read person and am like. always looking to improve upon#my personal scope of the world through reading. idk if that makes sense but i think it does okay goodNIGHT
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always-a-slut-4-ghouls Ā· 2 years ago
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Basil (the herb) is a whore and you should know that before your second year with it in the flower bed
#emma posts#so is cilantro#my mom was like ā€˜oh you can have a few plants I want to use in the kitchen. right?ā€™#and I was a teenager and my raised beds are on family property so I didnā€™t really have a choice#but. while the kale was pretty normal. THE CILANTRO AND ARUGULA WERE WHORES#whores I did NOT sign up for#I wanted the basil myself so dealing with that is annoying but whatever#but the worst part is that my mom didnā€™t even eat the plants she had me grow!!!#she ate ones I decided to grow because the family likes strawberries and raspberries#I need to get mint again#and sage#but ANYWAY#I did know that all of these plants were whores#i just wasnā€™t there when they first started sprouting#Iā€™m going to be going home more often this month and my mom wants the yard looking good for my brothers graduation party#so today was my first garden day of the year#it was nice but my back hates me and I really should have worn gloves (I didnā€™t know where my mom put mine)#but I hope the plants do well while Iā€™m gone#the basil should be fine. Iā€™d be genuinely surprised if that hoard all died#but the new plants i added for it to look better. those Iā€™ve never had myself#although Iā€™ve wanted to#donā€™t think I have a green thumb. itā€™s maybe greenish but half the work is done by the dirt here#itā€™s just like ā€˜on it boss šŸ‘ā€™#I should move some catnip into my garden#the stuff in front of my parents house could use some seperating#my strawberries were little bitches last year though so I have to be extra careful this year#I like the variety I have and I donā€™t know what itā€™s called so if it dies Iā€™m out of luck#itā€™s a really cool variety. it actually blooms twice a summer#I canā€™t keep plants alive inside very long though:(#except my current African violet that takes anything I throw at it
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mayonneise Ā· 4 months ago
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i do wish i had friends that lived nearer to me though. because i heart hanging out with people and doint nothint but its hard to do that when nobody is here
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keeps-ache Ā· 5 days ago
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need to be exploding something but i Can't for some reason. just Can Not. my ability to do is just. Nay
#just me hi#GOUHHH#okay so I can't go back to bed rn cuz I was So tired earlier I went to bed at 7#Bad move !! But I also didn't have anything to do so kind of the only one lmao#So I slept for 4 hours and here I am now. At 2 am. Vibing [<- this is untrue]#I have Energy that I Need to dedicate to SOMETHING but I can't figure out what so I'm just vibrating really aggressively and pacing kfvshf#I could funkin writeeeee but I don't know what and i don't think I'll be able to focus so lmaoo šŸ’„#// šŸ’„šŸŽ¶NONSTOP AUTOMATIC LIVIN IN DELUSIONšŸŽ¶šŸ’„#anywho loll--#//i could draw but that's Slow and Caramalizing work. Like when I want to evenly toast my thoughts you know what I'm saying kfshf#Or when I'm just trying to be Thourough. Or just rotating shiz so fast I gotta slow down lol#And then if I draw what should it be? The things in my brain ??? God forbid#What I'm just sposed to pick between the 3+ projects I have blasting at full volume in my head rn ?? That's crazy talk man#//mnm i want. a Snack#Snack tiymeeee#If only we had those kfshvfh#Ik where to get marshmallows (thought they could hide them from me. Impossible) but that's not a good choice for the hour or the craving lo#//what's the point !!! What's the pooooint !!! šŸŽ¶#i love you music hfvsh#/speaking of i took my mp3 player w/ me to skate w/ and played oldies and you know that was pretty good man I gotta do that again#Meant to do it last time but I didn't charge her :( and I don't want to stress her battery by killing her so </3#//oh also we went to the movies today !! Part of the reason I'm tired lmao#I always forget to bring smth to plug my ears (it's so funkin loudddd man oTL) but you know what I Didn't forget? Mp3 player w/ the noise#Canceling earbuds. Which worked insanely well I had Zero discomfort :D#Usually the theater experience starts to suck hard at abt the 2/3rds point cuz everything gets loud ;w;#but i forgot abt the sound thing w/ my buds in so :D yay yippee !!#We watched gladiator 2 :) watched the first one the night before so full context let's go šŸ’„#It was good! I think anyway! I'm not sure i was completely clocked in kfshfh#//ooou I'm running out of tag space..#I'll say ciao right here loll :> toodles !!
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thebogiscoming Ā· 9 months ago
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finally started on excellent entities (i've been meaning to watch it for a bit now) and OH MY GOD THIS ANIMATION
i mean it's going to be 11 this month so i understand that the animation isn't the greatest, this is the VERY FIRST episode after all, but oh my goodness i'm cracking up over every little thing
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