#oh to be mentally stable
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how much i wish i wasn't paranoid about every human interaction i have. even online. even just through posting art. i can't shake off the feeling that everyone is annoyed and done with me. like there's one huge mistake i've made that everyone except me knows of. i feel like i even disappoint my own followers with every post i make. it's intense and irrational and it pisses me off sm.
#oh to be mentally stable#my doctor is considering on diagnosing me with schizotypal personality disorder. idk if i agree with them on that though#i mean getting a proper diagnosis would solve some problems but it might complicate getting a job in the future#and stuff#idk what to do with my life#textpost#vent
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This is a vent post
I’m so tempted to drop out of college, like I failed my first semester, my mental health has taken a huge fucking hit, and everyone just expects me to do perfectly. I don’t know how to create my own routine, how to stay on track, it feels like I don’t know how to be human. I see all these people doing it and I just don’t know how they do. I can’t afford therapy, I can’t get medications, I’m just gonna keep getting worse until I either drop out or end up in crisis again. I just can’t deal with people being disappointed in me again.
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DINA MEYER as Detective Allison Kerry in Saw III (2006)
#horroredit#sawedit#filmedit#dina meyer#allison kerry#saw franchise#saw iii#saw 3#moviesedit#mygifs#userlenny#mikaeled#horrorwomensource#filmgifs#userstream#moveigifs#best girl kerry 💔#fuck amanda for sabotaging kerry's trap#i wonder if hoffman knew about that tho#he helped to put kerry in the trap because she was too heavy for amanda#but apart from that did he know it was an execution#even in director and actor's commentaries there's nothing about that#kerry's 'test' was a huge bs anyway#'you're dead inside' oh fuck off#try to work in that line of work and be good and see all the bs she sees and maintain stable mental health all the time#are you fucking kidding me#getting people into traps for depressive episodes duuuuuuude#it was just an execution to silence her because she was too close to catch them#and they couldn't dig any legit dirt on her (like with eric) so they were like 'yeah we are accusing you of... having a depression'
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i told you. i'm fine
#world's normalest most mentally stable perfectly ok guy!#remember that line in the og where he's talking to yuffie on the highwind#and she asks how he deals with the motion sickness#and cloud says 'oh yeah the trick is to be constantly so stressed out to the point of having a heart attack. it cancels out the nausea lol'#yeah. he's speaking from experience :)#ffvii#cloud strife#my art <3
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me debating whether or not to admit i desperately need comfort instead of hoping someone telepathically realizes i need assistance and offers it on their own volition
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise donnie#rise shelldon#save rottmnt#level: mental illness#self callout#literally posting this instead of just reaching out#rottmnt gif#breaking purple rottmnt#but like#i cant really reach out#emotional dysregulation#chronic loneliness#agh#oh to be emotionally stable#i dread being someone else's dread
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I dont have a clever and witty sarcastic comment tonight, I just think she's cute
#my brain isnt working rn its 3am ive been reading fanfics while hyperventilating over the irreparable damage i managed with my limited life#tee hee im just kinda feeling moody tonight 🤪#somebody please ban me from tumblr between 1am to 11am i do not function as a stable person between those times#i schedule my mental breakdowns they work really well with my schedule#its multitasking cause I'll already be up from insomnia its really efficient in the grand scheme of things#ah i love the fact that nobody can stop me from writing the most deranged shit in the tags of a cute cat pic <3#animals#petblr#cat#cat life#cat lovers#catblr#my cat#cat photos#cat pictures#cats of tumblr#calico#calico cat#OH UH THATS WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY FOR AMERICANS THE REASON IM SAYING ITS NIGHT WHEN THIS IS POSTED DURING THE DAY IS BECAUSE ITS QUEUED#i queue most stuff because i dont usually have the energy or time to be active at good times#i get little bursts of post motivation and dont wanna flood my 9 followers (at least 6 are dirty bots) with my bs#im just a dumbass that never tags shit
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Barely surviving high school
Anyways unhinged Fazcule bc YOU CAN'T CONTROL WHAT I DRAW TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT
#WHEN THE WHEN THE#GAY SEGGS 👍#im going insane#quite literally losing my marbles#oh gay robot men we're really in it now#for those of you asking no i am not mentally stable rn#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhfianckskfj#joshblogs#glamrock bonnie#glamrock freddy#montgomery gator#fazcule#monteddy#fronnie#glamrock fronnie#gatorbun
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happy new year ⁉️⁉️ yooseven bc i said so
they’re so stupid im going to put them in a blender
#fanart#mysme#mystic messenger#mystic messenger saeyoung#saeyoung choi#mystic messenger 707#mystic messenger yoosung#yoosung kim#yooseven#happy new years guys im trying so hard not to dread it#im failing#but im trying#yooseven to keep me mentally stable going into 2025#oh god
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This is your daily reminder that if you are going through some stuff emotionally or having a deep existential crisis you need to take time off studying. Studying in those conditions will just make you more tired and won't be productive. Take a day off, get some rest, get better and then when you can actually focus on the things you have to do you can get back yo studying.
#your mental health should come first always#also this is brought to you by me in a more or less stable mental place trying to study off notes i wrote when i was dealing with some shit#and oh boi are they bad#i am struggling#past me should have taken a few days off#don't be like me kids#cris speaks
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messy goat concept
will be working on a better ref for em soon
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any pronouns but uses They/Them the most
their bio name is Judith but started going by Judas after their family was killed for anonymity reasons? ( tbh they weren't very smart with it bc both names have the first 3 letters but you get the idea ). They're mainly referred to as Judas by their cult and " Judy " by Naenia/Their Narinder ( quick note some info on that is most likely outdated )
actually has a decent/positive relationship with Naenia ( granted it wasnt like that at first especially because they were planning to betray Naenia after slaying the bishops but at the end they couldn't bring themselves to kill her so they spared her )
less hung up abt being a cult leader compared to Solange but prefers to use " Herd " instead of cult ( sounds better to them personally )
speaking of their cult during vesselhood it was kind of a shitshow due to them not knowing how to properly keep the faith up so there were a shit ton of dissenters ( didn't help that they were pretty aggressive to their followers too. ) postgame They got the hang of running their cult/herd and is less aggressive to their followers ( it helps that Naenia is sort of the secondary leader in a way )
They train their followers to fight so returning to missionaries alive is greatly increased
as i mentioned before in Solange's universe ( which i'll dub the lambverse ) Judith/Judas also existed and was close with Solange but ended up getting killed by heretics sometime before Solange's execution ( stabbed multiple time in the stomach )
on the flipside in Judas' universe the Solange there was also close to them and unfortunately got killed by heretics(?) sometime before Judas' death ( throat was slit )
as a result Judas (Goatverse) and Solange (Lambverse) had an instant connection and bonded fast.
there is angst related to the fact that they aren't exactly the same as their alternate universe counteparts ( the ones that died )
Judas often hangs around Solange's cult and helps her with training her followers to fight
#cosmic artz#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl goat#btw theyre more mentally stable than Solange#they have a bunch of issues but they're managing to overcome them in mostly healthy ways#also their problem is sort of the reverse of Solange in where Solange has so much internalized rage#but mostly pushes it down for the sake of her Flock ( well kind of bc its a very open secret on how Solange treats Nari )#( and Solange sometimes does snap at her followers )#Judas acts/acted outwardly aggressive/cold and internalizes their grief/anguish#and has trouble being vulnerable ( Solange does too but in a different way )#oh and i forgot to mention what weapons they use#they mainly use the axe along with the hammer and blunderbuss#and i dont think i ever mentioned Solanges weapons of choice but she uses the daggers primarily along with the sword and gauntlets
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ok i see a lot of people misinterpreting these kinds of posts so im making one differently
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alright bro what the flip
#riize#wonbin#sungchan#CAN THEY NOT DO THIS#im not mentally stable enough for this#just drooled oh my goddd#THIS ISNT FUNNY
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i finally broke a fic from the containment of my google drive and sent it into the public ether
#morston#ive been writing fanfiction privately for myself for years#but the last time i shared one online was.... 2016 ?#one of my irl friends found (and subsequently made fun of) my fic in 2016#and the experience was so humiliating that i was like ''oh ok i will never share these with another living soul ever again''#but its been a decade since that happened#and im a lot more mentally stable now#so I've gained up the courage to start posting fics again :D !#its morston time bc i love these guys#red dead#rdr2#john marston#arthur morgan#pardner.posts#i probably need to make myself a fanfic tag but i havent come up with any cowboy puns yet so#tag later#🤠#morston monday#morstonmonday
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no im still so unwell over this??? vince scribbled out the criticism of rody in the review of the bistro. help
Nooooo but literally. How he immediately discredits any bad word against Rody! It defo made me more convinced that the reason the party ended was because Rody's ex classmate made fun of Rody (and it is mentioned by one of the guests that Vincent can hear Rody very clearly from over there, there's no way he didn't notice that whole scene). I do wonder exactly what was said, since he's not afraid to be brutal to anyone that's not Rody.
If a customer ever treated Rody like shit in the typical way customers act towards service workers I don't think Vince would be too happy lmao. POV: you treated your waiter like shit and now some white french man who smells like an ash tray starts glaring daggers at you.
Come look at my smiling deranged blorbo!
#dead plate#limon answers#seriously he's so...#his ass was never gonna fire Rody for shitty service. Why the fuck did I redo all the days to get perfect scores??????? orz#thought I'd lose the game but Vince is like kicking his feet and staring intensely at Rody (in love)#I was stressed!!!!! when I couldn't clean a table fast enough or making time to talk to vince while doing the shift?????#does he even care if i steal money???#oh also the implication of Rody being willing to steal money...for manon ofc#I really wanna know Manon...though she very much haunts the narrative haha. I have my own takes on their relationship-#but its not too deep and would probs be best supplemented by some further lore from the creator#but i do know manon was probably mentally in tears begging Rody to care for himself for once. boy your bathroom is flooding!!!#manon thinking shes going to finally date someone competent and stable when with Vince lmaooo#limon.txt
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I did use a base because I’m a loser 🥰✨💅
but I still ate jajsjzjdkakkdcammdm
#shitpost#fyp#fypage#lol#whatever#foryou#tumblr fyp#tadc jax#jax#the amazing digital circus jax#wedding dress jax#umm#i need to be stopped#oh god#teehee#im definitely mentally stable
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oh boy, I reaaaally hurt my own feelings with that last fic.
I think I'm gonna have to finish it and actually write that happy ending out for my own mood and good health
#oh jfc#this is why i write so much fluff#i'm not mentally stable enough for this#lolsob#i will be writing out the happy ending
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