#im definitely mentally stable

[im-so-normal-for-jax]

not paying for the glitch inn thingy or whatever but I have this saved in my phone

I’ve equipped a new item for my collection *maniacal/slightly concerning laugh*

[hourlyhoon]

oh. my. gosh. there's no way.

i saw this so late what.. omg 😭😭😭😭😭

time to slap myself back to reality what this isn't real.. gosh gyuvin ily 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[dagwmeno]

I drew this mid-breakdown but it looks cool kinda so uhnmmxncnm yeah

Nightmare definitely has body dysmorphia cause im right and you're wrong and I'm projecting bits and pieces of myself onto characters again

[stormyoceans]

Monica, are you okay?

[inevitablestars]

Hi, just wanted to say that I hope you are doing ok! I saw that you hid a lot of your works and then I came here and some of your posts looked like you might be having a difficult time. Take care of yourself!

hi! ah yes i did do that... they may come back soon im not really sure at the moment not really sure if anyone wants them to come back

and uh yeah i'm totally 100% fine

[jackalhadrurusluvr]

it is kind of fun to post the occasional fanart and go “wow. look at the life i could have”

[imissthefire]

ikesoren brainworms, they're wrigglin' away, man. they're just. so good. so much growth. so patient with each other. so supportive. so honest, yet never unkind. just... so good.

[gloombby]

if this stupid fucking therapy site doesnt stop deadnaming me im going to just straight up 💀💀

[zeraphimtwins]

I absolutely miss the child-like energy of always being next to someone with curious ambitions and decisive actions. Someone who loves life so much and loves themselves so much; and they go after everything they've always wanted for AND also shares it with me for once.

Someone who actually loves. Someone fearless of dancing this dance -- and to grab it by the horns to pour ourselves into our vessel we made together with NO FEAR, into our future empire together in this lifetime around beautifully.

[pandapupremade]

day 1 of semi-hiautus: failed

[onehalfdead]

realized i never kept journaling being on t oops so uuuuh

3 years, 3 months, and 3 days on t

• finally starting to get a little facial hair coming in which is honestly a miracle cause genetics says i shouldn't get any until i'm in my 30s

• my voice has fully dropped at this point and boy did it get deep

• the acne chilled out a good while ago

• still not going bald get fucked literally all my paternal cousins except one

• oh yeah i got top surgery last september so that's p cool too

[im-so-normal-for-jax]

I did use a base because I’m a loser 🥰✨💅

but I still ate jajsjzjdkakkdcammdm

[star-the-car]

i wonder what people’s thoughts are when they think about me

i wish i knew, but at the same time there are some weird people out there so maybe it’s good if I don’t know?

[earth-to-ezra]

i feel like my brains ripping itself apart so imma put a lil rant in the tags so i can maybe possibly feel slightly better without people having to come across this accidentally! :)

[arolesbianism]

Mark meeting ded is just gonna be him going btw have you heard of the music producer 8ballin' 👉👈? And ae is just gonna sit there like I've been in every wrong place that you can imagine for the past half a decade you tell me

[jinwoosbabyboo]

"Love and Deep Pockets"

Our LADS Men are financially stable we know this however.....what kind of provider are they? Walk with me....

Zayne

Type: Head of Household

I see Zayne as the traditional head of the household type of man. However he respects you and understands that if you want to work you're free to do so. Just know that all the money you make is yours alone.

MC: Let me pay for something! Zayne: Just let me take care of you

If you really insist on paying he will let you if that's what will make you happy/feel better. Otherwise he's covering all the bills, dates, trips, etc. the only thing that gets split 50/50 are household duties and even then you have to strong arm your way into the kitchen or into doing any of the cleaning.

Zayne is incredibly self sufficient; he's clean and orderly. He is used to keeping his house clean and his clothes washed, pressed, and folded. He's almost unreal with how perfect he is.

The only time you really spend your own money is when it's a surprise for him or when you're alone. He enjoys taking care of you because he absolutely adores you. You're a dream come true and he'll do anything to keep you happy.

Rafayel

Type: Head of Household, False Sense of Independence Provider

If you want to be spoiled he's perfectly fine with that. He's rich and you're his babygirl as long as he can see that smile and be around you he's a happy camper.

Now if you are hell bent on splitting 50/50 Rafayel will let you think you two are splitting bills and things 50/50 meanwhile all the money you send him for half of anything he's putting it into an account that's just collecting interest. He will let you pay for anything and everything you want but best believe he's reimbursing you behind your back.

He'd laugh when you figure it out and try to cuss him out.

MC: I gave you that money to help with the bills Rafayel: and it did help .... it helped me giggle while you thought I'd actually let you pay for anything.

Xavier

Type: Head of Household, No Argument

Xavier is also traditional in a way I mean he's a prince. He is definitely providing everything with no argument. The day you decided to move in with him your bill paying days were over. He let you have your independence when you lived alone, but now you're in his care.

MC: I could've paid for it Xavier: I know but now you don't have to

You can go shopping, buy groceries, buy lunch .... if you're by yourself. If he's with you expect him to already be sliding his card into your hand or directly into the card reader before you can even pull yours out. You have to damn near fist fight this man to pay for anything.

Sylus

Type: Sugar Daddy, Head of Household, Spoiled Brat

SYYLLUUUSSSS. I need him in ways that are unhealthy. This man is spoiling the absolute FUCK out of you. He gave you his black card like it was nothing and asking to spend his money is a 'trivial matter'

You had a bad day? Deposit. You had a good day? Deposit. He misses you? Deposit. Just because? Deposit.

Don't even think about trying to pay for something with your own money. He's the type to hide your cards and slip his into your wallet just so you have no choice, but to spend his money.

MC: I have my own money you know Sylus: Im more than aware kitten I just dont care

Whats his is yours and what's yours is yours. That’s his mentality all he wants to do is make sure you want for nothing and you have the most comfortable life with him.

Don't worry if you still want to work he wouldn't stop you, but those weekly or biweekly checks are just going to be collecting interest because it won't be touched.